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- My story
- isn't an easy one to hear.
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- 00:00:09,236 --> 00:00:13,335
- I think I probably ought
- to warn you of that up front.
- 3
- 00:00:37,399 --> 00:00:39,866
- You better run!
- 4
- 00:00:39,867 --> 00:00:42,931
- No fair getting
- woken up before the alarm.
- 5
- 00:00:44,499 --> 00:00:46,233
- Daddy's turn.
- 6
- 00:00:47,266 --> 00:00:49,130
- Ah, the Grace monster!
- 7
- 00:00:49,131 --> 00:00:50,754
- No!
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- 00:00:51,931 --> 00:00:54,265
- We don't waste food, right?
- 9
- 00:00:54,266 --> 00:00:55,729
- No.
- 10
- 00:00:55,930 --> 00:00:57,363
- So?
- 11
- 00:00:57,364 --> 00:00:59,697
- When it's like this,
- it's not food.
- 12
- 00:00:59,698 --> 00:01:01,030
- Hi, baby.
- Coffee's on the counter.
- 13
- 00:01:01,031 --> 00:01:02,830
- Thank you.
- 14
- 00:01:03,030 --> 00:01:04,963
- can you help us
- with a situation?
- 15
- 00:01:04,964 --> 00:01:06,231
- What's the matter?
- 16
- 00:01:06,232 --> 00:01:07,830
- Daddy didn't make
- the toast right.
- 17
- 00:01:07,831 --> 00:01:09,329
- He cut it into little squares.
- 18
- 00:01:09,330 --> 00:01:11,729
- It's supposed to be
- into triangles.
- 19
- 00:01:11,730 --> 00:01:15,294
- Ah. Let me see what I can do.
- 20
- 00:01:15,295 --> 00:01:17,062
- I thought I did
- a pretty good job.
- 21
- 00:01:17,063 --> 00:01:18,729
- What are you doing?
- 22
- 00:01:18,730 --> 00:01:20,263
- This is what you call
- 23
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- Magic.
- 24
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- See? What do you think?
- 25
- 00:01:27,497 --> 00:01:29,328
- And that's why
- you're the mommy.
- 26
- 00:01:29,329 --> 00:01:31,862
- - Breakfast?
- - I don't have any time.
- 27
- 00:01:31,863 --> 00:01:34,929
- Mommy, you have to be
- nutritious.
- 28
- 00:01:34,930 --> 00:01:37,861
- You're so right.
- 29
- 00:01:37,862 --> 00:01:39,758
- - Bye.
- - Bye, baby.
- 30
- 00:01:40,729 --> 00:01:42,259
- Hey, where you going?
- 31
- 00:01:43,862 --> 00:01:46,326
- Mommy! Mommy!
- 32
- 00:01:49,094 --> 00:01:51,127
- Mommy! Don't go.
- 33
- 00:01:51,128 --> 00:01:53,427
- - Why can't you stay home
- and play with me? - Gracie.
- 34
- 00:01:53,428 --> 00:01:55,226
- Gracie, baby,
- we talked about this.
- 35
- 00:01:55,227 --> 00:01:57,493
- Saturdays are
- Mommy's busiest day.
- 36
- 00:01:57,494 --> 00:01:59,127
- But I promise, when I get home,
- 37
- 00:01:59,128 --> 00:02:01,225
- we will get pizza
- and watch a movie.
- 38
- 00:02:01,226 --> 00:02:02,893
- - Yeah!
- - Okay.
- 39
- 00:02:04,260 --> 00:02:05,986
- - Bye, babe.
- - Bye.
- 40
- 00:02:16,226 --> 00:02:17,992
- Bye, Mommy!
- 41
- 00:02:17,993 --> 00:02:22,891
- There's a fire inside,
- you can feel it burning
- 42
- 00:02:22,892 --> 00:02:27,423
- It's a neon light
- glowing like a furnace
- 43
- 00:02:27,424 --> 00:02:31,691
- And the night is long,
- but the world keeps turning
- 44
- 00:02:31,692 --> 00:02:36,383
- You gotta know it,
- it's not the end
- 45
- 00:02:38,024 --> 00:02:41,816
- Every new sunrise
- is one step closer
- 46
- 00:02:43,224 --> 00:02:46,553
- It's a sign in the sky
- that the fight's not over
- 47
- 00:02:48,023 --> 00:02:52,723
- So face the world,
- it's now or never
- 48
- 00:02:52,724 --> 00:02:57,056
- This is your moment,
- let it begin
- 49
- 00:02:57,057 --> 00:03:02,111
- This could
- change everything
- 50
- 00:03:02,356 --> 00:03:07,121
- Can you feel it now?
- Something's in the air
- 51
- 00:03:07,122 --> 00:03:11,689
- This could
- change everything
- 52
- 00:03:11,690 --> 00:03:16,414
- I know we're gonna know it
- when we get there
- 53
- 00:03:18,056 --> 00:03:22,353
- No more waiting,
- I'm taking the chance
- 54
- 00:03:22,354 --> 00:03:27,387
- This could
- change everything
- 55
- 00:03:27,388 --> 00:03:30,487
- Let it begin...
- 56
- 00:03:30,488 --> 00:03:33,719
- I've been asked
- a thousand times:
- 57
- 00:03:33,720 --> 00:03:35,253
- Were you really so gullible?
- 58
- 00:03:35,254 --> 00:03:37,086
- Were you really so ambivalent?
- 59
- 00:03:37,087 --> 00:03:39,918
- So naive? So foolish? So...
- 60
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- You get the picture.
- 61
- 00:03:42,320 --> 00:03:44,546
- My answer? Yes.
- 62
- 00:03:46,152 --> 00:03:48,486
- I often find that people
- don't like my answers.
- 63
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- That's understandable,
- 64
- 00:03:49,853 --> 00:03:52,917
- because my story isn't
- a neat and tidy one,
- 65
- 00:03:52,918 --> 00:03:56,085
- and it doesn't come wrapped up
- in a pretty red bow.
- 66
- 00:03:56,086 --> 00:03:59,150
- In fact, it's probably gonna
- make you squirm a bit.
- 67
- 00:04:02,719 --> 00:04:04,375
- Let it begin.
- 68
- 00:04:06,351 --> 00:04:08,984
- Hey, Abby,
- sorry to bother you,
- 69
- 00:04:08,985 --> 00:04:10,984
- but they need an extra person
- in the back room.
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- 00:04:10,985 --> 00:04:13,243
- - Are you free?
- - Sure.
- 71
- 00:04:16,918 --> 00:04:18,782
- Even though I'd been
- 72
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- with Planned Parenthood
- for almost eight years,
- 73
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- I'd never been called
- into the procedure room
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- to help the surgical team
- with an abortion.
- 75
- 00:04:25,916 --> 00:04:28,584
- And I had no idea
- why I was needed now.
- 76
- 00:04:39,749 --> 00:04:42,015
- Megan said that you needed
- some assistance?
- 77
- 00:04:42,016 --> 00:04:44,082
- I only do
- ultrasound-guided procedures.
- 78
- 00:04:44,083 --> 00:04:45,238
- I want you to hold the probe.
- 79
- 00:04:51,714 --> 00:04:53,542
- This might be a little cold,
- okay?
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- Don't move.
- 81
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- Take my tubing.
- 82
- 00:05:33,912 --> 00:05:35,978
- - Okay.
- - How's that?
- 83
- 00:05:37,911 --> 00:05:39,444
- All right, little to the left.
- 84
- 00:05:39,445 --> 00:05:41,579
- Angle down just slightly.
- 85
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- That's better.
- 86
- 00:05:52,678 --> 00:05:54,343
- 13-weeker.
- 87
- 00:05:54,344 --> 00:05:56,908
- - Hold still.
- - Come on, stay still.
- 88
- 00:05:56,909 --> 00:05:58,242
- You can hold my arm,
- but you can't wiggle.
- 89
- 00:05:58,243 --> 00:05:59,477
- It hurts.
- 90
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- You want to get done,
- don't you? Deep breaths.
- 91
- 00:06:02,811 --> 00:06:04,409
- Now, just hold
- the probe in place
- 92
- 00:06:04,410 --> 00:06:06,476
- so I can see what I'm doing.
- 93
- 00:06:08,411 --> 00:06:12,008
- Okay. Up there.
- 94
- 00:06:12,009 --> 00:06:14,876
- It just moved away
- from the catheter.
- 95
- 00:06:14,877 --> 00:06:18,100
- They always move.
- That's why I do it this way.
- 96
- 00:06:27,843 --> 00:06:29,930
- Beam me up, Scotty.
- 97
- 00:07:19,139 --> 00:07:22,037
- Where the hell is she going?
- 98
- 00:07:37,270 --> 00:07:40,235
- Abby, you okay?
- 99
- 00:07:44,937 --> 00:07:46,737
- Do you need a doctor?
- 100
- 00:07:46,738 --> 00:07:50,770
- He is the last person
- that I want to see right now.
- 101
- 00:07:54,968 --> 00:07:58,168
- Unfortunately for me,
- 102
- 00:07:58,169 --> 00:08:02,101
- this is my story.
- 103
- 00:08:11,369 --> 00:08:13,434
- I started my junior year
- at Texas AandM
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- 00:08:13,435 --> 00:08:15,200
- the way most
- college students do:
- 105
- 00:08:15,201 --> 00:08:17,800
- Wondering how I'd make
- my mark on the world.
- 106
- 00:08:17,801 --> 00:08:20,965
- Howdy. Hot out there, huh?
- 107
- 00:08:20,966 --> 00:08:22,200
- - Yeah. - Why don't you have
- a water bottle.
- 108
- 00:08:22,200 --> 00:08:23,267
- Thank you.
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- 00:08:23,268 --> 00:08:25,166
- Are you familiar with
- Planned Parenthood?
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- 00:08:25,167 --> 00:08:27,431
- I've heard of it. It's
- a women's health clinic, right?
- 111
- 00:08:27,432 --> 00:08:29,866
- That's right.
- Our clinics are very important
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- 00:08:29,867 --> 00:08:32,367
- to our clients who depend on us
- for birth control,
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- 00:08:32,368 --> 00:08:34,031
- or abortions if they need them.
- 114
- 00:08:34,032 --> 00:08:37,065
- Um, I don't know
- how I feel about abortion.
- 115
- 00:08:37,066 --> 00:08:39,299
- My family is pro-life,
- so I guess I am, too.
- 116
- 00:08:39,300 --> 00:08:40,731
- Oh, I totally understand.
- 117
- 00:08:40,732 --> 00:08:42,064
- But at Planned Parenthood,
- 118
- 00:08:42,065 --> 00:08:44,232
- our goal is
- to make abortions rare.
- 119
- 00:08:44,233 --> 00:08:46,399
- Rare. What do you mean?
- 120
- 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:49,731
- Well, by making birth control
- freely accessible,
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- 00:08:49,732 --> 00:08:52,398
- thousands and thousands
- of abortions aren't required.
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- 00:08:52,399 --> 00:08:55,330
- However, when a woman really
- does find herself needing one,
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- 00:08:55,331 --> 00:08:57,465
- our clinics are vital
- to their safety.
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- 00:08:57,466 --> 00:08:59,131
- It's hard to believe
- 125
- 00:08:59,132 --> 00:09:01,663
- that there's still some people
- out there that want to tell us
- 126
- 00:09:01,664 --> 00:09:03,997
- - what we can and can't do
- with our body. - Yeah.
- 127
- 00:09:03,998 --> 00:09:07,429
- You know, I completely agree
- with equal rights for women.
- 128
- 00:09:07,430 --> 00:09:09,063
- And that's what
- we're all about.
- 129
- 00:09:09,064 --> 00:09:10,896
- - So, what's your name?
- - Abby Brannam.
- 130
- 00:09:10,897 --> 00:09:13,729
- I am a junior
- studying psychology.
- 131
- 00:09:13,730 --> 00:09:15,229
- Nice to meet you.
- I'm Jill.
- 132
- 00:09:15,230 --> 00:09:17,162
- I work in community services
- at Planned Parenthood.
- 133
- 00:09:17,163 --> 00:09:20,161
- And we do need volunteers,
- because many of our services
- 134
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- are free or low-cost
- for our clients.
- 135
- 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:25,162
- Okay. Sign me up.
- 136
- 00:09:25,163 --> 00:09:27,328
- I left campus that day as
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- a proud champion
- of women in crisis.
- 138
- 00:09:30,097 --> 00:09:33,294
- So why didn't I call my mom
- and tell her the good news?
- 139
- 00:09:33,295 --> 00:09:35,028
- Murderer!
- 140
- 00:09:35,029 --> 00:09:37,395
- Murderer!
- 141
- 00:09:37,396 --> 00:09:39,760
- Because I didn't think
- she'd understand
- 142
- 00:09:39,761 --> 00:09:42,828
- how the work I'd be doing
- wasn't going to
- 143
- 00:09:42,829 --> 00:09:46,660
- increase the number of
- abortions but decrease them.
- 144
- 00:09:46,661 --> 00:09:49,094
- How's this for
- a brilliant insight:
- 145
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- Never trust a decision
- 146
- 00:09:50,795 --> 00:09:53,155
- you don't want
- your mom to know about.
- 147
- 00:09:57,528 --> 00:10:00,126
- Just keep staring at me.
- 148
- 00:10:00,127 --> 00:10:01,294
- It's okay.
- 149
- 00:10:01,295 --> 00:10:03,026
- You're just here
- to check it out,
- 150
- 00:10:03,027 --> 00:10:05,528
- and if you don't like it,
- you don't have to stay.
- 151
- 00:10:08,727 --> 00:10:10,892
- - Hi. Are you Abby?
- - I am.
- 152
- 00:10:10,893 --> 00:10:12,725
- - Hi. I'm Summer.
- - Summer, nice to meet you.
- 153
- 00:10:12,726 --> 00:10:14,726
- Nice to meet you, too.
- Here, put this on
- 154
- 00:10:14,727 --> 00:10:16,059
- so everyone knows
- you're with the clinic.
- 155
- 00:10:16,060 --> 00:10:17,489
- I'll hold this for you.
- 156
- 00:10:20,192 --> 00:10:22,725
- So, really, is this normal?
- 157
- 00:10:22,726 --> 00:10:24,659
- Just ignore them.
- 158
- 00:10:24,660 --> 00:10:27,658
- When a client shows up, we head
- for the car immediately,
- 159
- 00:10:27,659 --> 00:10:30,292
- so there's someone waiting
- when she opens her door.
- 160
- 00:10:30,293 --> 00:10:32,423
- When she opens it,
- start talking right away.
- 161
- 00:10:32,424 --> 00:10:33,957
- - About what?
- - Anything.
- 162
- 00:10:33,958 --> 00:10:35,824
- The weather,
- her car, her clothes.
- 163
- 00:10:35,825 --> 00:10:37,791
- Anything to distract her from
- the voices through the fence.
- 164
- 00:10:37,792 --> 00:10:39,123
- They're gonna be harassing her.
- 165
- 00:10:39,124 --> 00:10:41,223
- You need to make sure your
- voice is the one she hears.
- 166
- 00:10:41,224 --> 00:10:42,657
- I'll go with you
- the first few times
- 167
- 00:10:42,658 --> 00:10:44,224
- to make sure you get
- the hang of it, okay?
- 168
- 00:10:44,225 --> 00:10:46,056
- - Okay.
- - Okay.
- 169
- 00:10:46,057 --> 00:10:48,156
- We've still got a few minutes
- before our first arrival.
- 170
- 00:10:48,157 --> 00:10:49,724
- Let's introduce you to Cheryl.
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- 00:10:49,725 --> 00:10:52,955
- The access code is 2-2-2-9.
- 172
- 00:10:52,956 --> 00:10:54,823
- I'm awful
- at remembering those.
- 173
- 00:10:54,824 --> 00:10:58,254
- Oh, it's easy.
- It spells "baby."
- 174
- 00:10:58,255 --> 00:11:01,255
- - Make sure to xerox
- the first two and file. - Okay.
- 175
- 00:11:01,256 --> 00:11:02,956
- Excuse me. Cheryl?
- This is Abby.
- 176
- 00:11:02,957 --> 00:11:04,687
- She's our newest
- volunteer escort.
- 177
- 00:11:04,688 --> 00:11:06,822
- Abby, this is Cheryl
- D'Alessandro, clinic director.
- 178
- 00:11:06,823 --> 00:11:08,922
- - Welcome. Nice to meet you.
- - You, too.
- 179
- 00:11:08,923 --> 00:11:10,989
- - Let me take this for you.
- - Thank you.
- 180
- 00:11:10,990 --> 00:11:13,188
- Samantha? Here, come here.
- 181
- 00:11:13,189 --> 00:11:15,188
- - Put that in a locker for me,
- if you would. - Okay.
- 182
- 00:11:15,189 --> 00:11:17,222
- Summer, why don't you keep
- an eye on the parking lot.
- 183
- 00:11:17,223 --> 00:11:19,420
- - Sure thing.
- - Okay.
- 184
- 00:11:19,421 --> 00:11:21,054
- Why do they all think
- 185
- 00:11:21,055 --> 00:11:23,722
- that the women coming in
- are having abortions?
- 186
- 00:11:23,723 --> 00:11:25,720
- You do offer
- other services, right?
- 187
- 00:11:25,721 --> 00:11:27,420
- Not on Saturday.
- 188
- 00:11:27,421 --> 00:11:30,819
- On Saturdays, we only do
- abortions, and they know that.
- 189
- 00:11:30,820 --> 00:11:32,986
- Especially
- the Coalition for Life.
- 190
- 00:11:32,987 --> 00:11:34,986
- They're like vultures.
- 191
- 00:11:34,987 --> 00:11:36,254
- Their office is
- right up the street,
- 192
- 00:11:36,255 --> 00:11:38,186
- and their whole purpose
- is to turn the community
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- 00:11:38,187 --> 00:11:40,119
- against us
- and to try to shut us down.
- 194
- 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:42,020
- Here we go. First client.
- 195
- 00:11:42,021 --> 00:11:44,352
- - Go ahead.
- - Make sure to keep her moving.
- 196
- 00:11:44,353 --> 00:11:45,719
- Hey, princess.
- 197
- 00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:47,020
- Does Daddy know
- that you're here?
- 198
- 00:11:47,021 --> 00:11:49,252
- Yeah, yeah. Does he know
- that you're killing
- 199
- 00:11:49,253 --> 00:11:51,085
- his little grandbabies
- right now?
- 200
- 00:11:51,086 --> 00:11:52,752
- Oh, here they come.
- Hi, Twinkies. How you doing?
- 201
- 00:11:52,753 --> 00:11:55,086
- - Hey. Yeah, ignore me.
- - Hi there.
- 202
- 00:11:55,087 --> 00:11:57,284
- Starting to warm up, isn't it?
- I love the color of your shirt.
- 203
- 00:11:57,285 --> 00:11:59,918
- No matter what good things
- you do in your life,
- 204
- 00:11:59,919 --> 00:12:01,985
- you're still gonna be
- a baby killer!
- 205
- 00:12:01,986 --> 00:12:03,983
- All right. Look at me
- and keep walking.
- 206
- 00:12:03,984 --> 00:12:07,118
- And all this because you
- couldn't keep your legs closed!
- 207
- 00:12:07,119 --> 00:12:08,353
- Keep walking, basic!
- 208
- 00:12:08,354 --> 00:12:10,016
- I'm talking to
- the baby killer, not you!
- 209
- 00:12:10,017 --> 00:12:12,351
- Abby, can you get
- the door for her?
- 210
- 00:12:12,352 --> 00:12:13,983
- Hey, you don't have to do this!
- 211
- 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:16,018
- Hey, get back here!
- I'm talking to you!
- 212
- 00:12:16,019 --> 00:12:18,783
- Okay, she's gonna take care
- of you now, all right?
- 213
- 00:12:18,784 --> 00:12:20,150
- - Thank you.
- - Okay.
- 214
- 00:12:20,151 --> 00:12:22,951
- I need you
- to sign in here for me.
- 215
- 00:12:22,952 --> 00:12:24,250
- Okay.
- 216
- 00:12:24,251 --> 00:12:27,384
- The time now is 8:42.
- 217
- 00:12:31,950 --> 00:12:35,183
- Okay. Your turn.
- 218
- 00:12:35,184 --> 00:12:37,648
- Hi. I'm here from
- the Coalition for Life.
- 219
- 00:12:37,649 --> 00:12:40,882
- We know this is
- a really hard day for you.
- 220
- 00:12:40,883 --> 00:12:42,947
- We're here because
- we care about you.
- 221
- 00:12:42,948 --> 00:12:45,448
- Hi. Good morning.
- How are you?
- 222
- 00:12:45,449 --> 00:12:46,781
- - Good.
- - Nice weather, right?
- 223
- 00:12:46,782 --> 00:12:48,816
- - Yeah.
- - Don't mind them.
- 224
- 00:12:48,817 --> 00:12:51,014
- Your little baby
- already has a beating heart,
- 225
- 00:12:51,015 --> 00:12:53,781
- and she loves you
- with all of it.
- 226
- 00:12:53,782 --> 00:12:57,938
- What you're doing right now
- doesn't seem like caring to me.
- 227
- 00:12:59,716 --> 00:13:01,881
- I'm sorry. Come on.
- 228
- 00:13:01,882 --> 00:13:04,780
- We'll just get you
- inside, okay?
- 229
- 00:13:04,781 --> 00:13:07,348
- Just walk through that door.
- 230
- 00:13:07,349 --> 00:13:09,145
- They don't understand.
- 231
- 00:13:09,146 --> 00:13:11,447
- Hey. My name's Marilisa.
- 232
- 00:13:11,448 --> 00:13:13,146
- I'm with
- the Coalition for Life,
- 233
- 00:13:13,147 --> 00:13:15,014
- and we just wanted
- to let you know
- 234
- 00:13:15,015 --> 00:13:18,013
- that we have other options
- for you if you're interested
- 235
- 00:13:18,014 --> 00:13:19,679
- or if you want to talk.
- 236
- 00:13:19,680 --> 00:13:21,113
- Damn it! They got one.
- 237
- 00:13:21,114 --> 00:13:23,112
- I just wish they'd leave
- these poor women alone.
- 238
- 00:13:23,113 --> 00:13:24,838
- ...feel safe and comfortable.
- 239
- 00:13:26,013 --> 00:13:27,779
- - Elena, turn on the sprinklers.
- - Come on.
- 240
- 00:13:27,780 --> 00:13:30,978
- Renee, call the police
- and report a disturbance.
- 241
- 00:13:30,979 --> 00:13:33,812
- Okay. But the last time
- we did that,
- 242
- 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:35,844
- the cops weren't super thrilled
- when they showed up
- 243
- 00:13:35,845 --> 00:13:37,345
- and nobody was doing
- anything illegal.
- 244
- 00:13:37,346 --> 00:13:40,708
- The number you're trying
- to remember is 911.
- 245
- 00:13:42,678 --> 00:13:45,176
- Okay. Yep. Yeah. Okay.
- 246
- 00:13:49,911 --> 00:13:52,644
- Get the baby!
- 247
- 00:13:52,645 --> 00:13:54,775
- When my shift was over,
- 248
- 00:13:54,776 --> 00:13:58,177
- I couldn't wait
- to get out of there.
- 249
- 00:13:58,178 --> 00:14:01,842
- Hey. I don't think
- I've seen you here before.
- 250
- 00:14:01,843 --> 00:14:03,743
- No, it's my first day.
- 251
- 00:14:03,744 --> 00:14:05,811
- Can you tell me
- why you're volunteering?
- 252
- 00:14:08,042 --> 00:14:10,042
- I don't know
- if I'm coming back,
- 253
- 00:14:10,043 --> 00:14:11,710
- so I'm just checking it out.
- 254
- 00:14:11,711 --> 00:14:14,277
- Can I ask your name?
- 255
- 00:14:14,278 --> 00:14:15,908
- Abby.
- 256
- 00:14:15,909 --> 00:14:17,775
- Abby.
- 257
- 00:14:17,776 --> 00:14:20,775
- Abby, you do know that they
- perform abortions here, right?
- 258
- 00:14:25,076 --> 00:14:28,441
- You know, actually,
- I've had an abortion myself.
- 259
- 00:14:28,442 --> 00:14:30,674
- So I don't have any problem
- with another woman
- 260
- 00:14:30,675 --> 00:14:31,875
- making the same decision.
- 261
- 00:14:31,876 --> 00:14:33,208
- I'm so sorry
- you had to go through that.
- 262
- 00:14:33,209 --> 00:14:35,074
- No, it's okay. Really.
- 263
- 00:14:35,075 --> 00:14:37,207
- It was my decision.
- No one forced me to do it.
- 264
- 00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:39,841
- Well, if you ever want to talk
- to anyone about anything...
- 265
- 00:14:39,842 --> 00:14:42,640
- God, do you people ever stop?
- 266
- 00:14:42,641 --> 00:14:45,240
- These women are hurting.
- Why are you doing this to them?
- 267
- 00:14:45,241 --> 00:14:47,672
- We're not here to hurt them
- or condemn them.
- 268
- 00:14:47,673 --> 00:14:48,940
- We're here to help them.
- 269
- 00:14:48,941 --> 00:14:50,640
- By dressing up in costumes
- 270
- 00:14:50,641 --> 00:14:52,406
- and showing them horrible
- pictures to scare them?
- 271
- 00:14:52,407 --> 00:14:55,138
- In what world would a woman
- run to someone dressed like
- 272
- 00:14:55,139 --> 00:14:59,239
- the Grim Reaper for help
- with her crisis pregnancy?
- 273
- 00:14:59,240 --> 00:15:02,105
- I am with the Coalition
- for Life, and they're not.
- 274
- 00:15:02,106 --> 00:15:04,639
- So we can ask them to stop,
- and we do.
- 275
- 00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:07,104
- But we can't force them
- to do anything.
- 276
- 00:15:07,105 --> 00:15:11,272
- So for what it's worth,
- I think you're right, Abby.
- 277
- 00:15:11,273 --> 00:15:12,772
- Doesn't help.
- 278
- 00:15:12,773 --> 00:15:14,704
- Marilisa, leave her alone.
- 279
- 00:15:14,705 --> 00:15:16,772
- Abby, get in your car.
- 280
- 00:15:28,004 --> 00:15:29,904
- Looking back, I'm surprised
- 281
- 00:15:29,905 --> 00:15:33,002
- I admitted my having had
- an abortion to Marilisa.
- 282
- 00:15:33,003 --> 00:15:35,836
- I'd never told that to anyone.
- 283
- 00:15:35,837 --> 00:15:39,371
- Meaning I probably ought to
- take a moment to explain.
- 284
- 00:15:41,970 --> 00:15:45,303
- In college, I'd gone from
- small-town super achiever
- 285
- 00:15:45,304 --> 00:15:48,102
- to party girl in no time.
- 286
- 00:15:48,103 --> 00:15:52,003
- Literally, from the moment
- my parents dropped me off.
- 287
- 00:15:52,004 --> 00:15:54,368
- Mark lived in my building,
- 288
- 00:15:54,369 --> 00:15:56,269
- and was ten years
- older than me.
- 289
- 00:15:56,270 --> 00:15:58,169
- We started dating...
- 290
- 00:15:58,170 --> 00:16:00,667
- nothing serious,
- 291
- 00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:04,724
- until the day I saw two lines
- on my pregnancy test kit.
- 292
- 00:16:10,202 --> 00:16:13,334
- Hey. It's all right.
- It's all right.
- 293
- 00:16:13,335 --> 00:16:15,958
- We'll take you to a clinic
- and take care of it.
- 294
- 00:16:16,868 --> 00:16:18,301
- What do you mean?
- 295
- 00:16:18,302 --> 00:16:20,766
- I know a place, in Houston.
- 296
- 00:16:20,767 --> 00:16:23,425
- How do you know a place
- in Houston?
- 297
- 00:16:27,067 --> 00:16:30,000
- Naturally,
- Mark didn't have the $500
- 298
- 00:16:30,001 --> 00:16:32,098
- it would take to "get it done."
- 299
- 00:16:32,099 --> 00:16:33,432
- Neither did I.
- 300
- 00:16:33,433 --> 00:16:36,232
- So I applied for
- my very first credit card.
- 301
- 00:16:36,233 --> 00:16:38,864
- I kept thinking,
- 302
- 00:16:38,865 --> 00:16:41,999
- "I can't tell my parents
- about this.
- 303
- 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,232
- "They can't know
- I'm having sex.
- 304
- 00:16:44,233 --> 00:16:47,198
- They can't know I'm pregnant."
- 305
- 00:16:47,199 --> 00:16:49,932
- I remember there was
- no one outside,
- 306
- 00:16:49,933 --> 00:16:52,832
- but the waiting room
- was packed.
- 307
- 00:16:54,198 --> 00:16:56,864
- My next clear memory
- was of finding myself
- 308
- 00:16:56,865 --> 00:16:59,097
- lying on a table,
- feet in stirrups,
- 309
- 00:16:59,098 --> 00:17:02,064
- with a painful pressure
- building in my abdomen.
- 310
- 00:17:02,065 --> 00:17:04,165
- I could hear myself groaning,
- 311
- 00:17:04,166 --> 00:17:06,063
- but it sounded distant.
- 312
- 00:17:06,064 --> 00:17:08,824
- You're fine, honey.
- Just relax.
- 313
- 00:17:10,765 --> 00:17:13,330
- I remember waking up
- slumped forward,
- 314
- 00:17:13,331 --> 00:17:16,264
- sitting in
- a hard plastic chair.
- 315
- 00:17:16,265 --> 00:17:18,996
- My chair was one in a line
- 316
- 00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:22,029
- filled by the girls who'd been
- in the waiting room with me.
- 317
- 00:17:22,030 --> 00:17:24,097
- Some were staring at the floor.
- 318
- 00:17:24,098 --> 00:17:25,895
- Some were rocking
- with their arms
- 319
- 00:17:25,896 --> 00:17:27,929
- wrapped around their bellies.
- 320
- 00:17:27,930 --> 00:17:30,630
- Some were softly crying.
- 321
- 00:17:30,631 --> 00:17:32,991
- I was handed a few crackers.
- 322
- 00:17:35,697 --> 00:17:38,428
- I slammed the experience
- into a box, nailed it shut,
- 323
- 00:17:38,429 --> 00:17:40,428
- stashed it in a dark corner
- of my soul,
- 324
- 00:17:40,429 --> 00:17:42,291
- and pretended
- it never happened.
- 325
- 00:17:44,227 --> 00:17:48,294
- But I wasn't finished
- making bad decisions yet.
- 326
- 00:17:48,295 --> 00:17:50,362
- Abby, it's not too late
- to stop this.
- 327
- 00:17:50,363 --> 00:17:52,694
- I'll go grab the car,
- you slip out that door,
- 328
- 00:17:52,695 --> 00:17:54,261
- and we will drive away.
- 329
- 00:17:54,262 --> 00:17:56,328
- I can't do that to my parents.
- 330
- 00:17:56,329 --> 00:17:58,827
- Abby, your parents
- would be thrilled.
- 331
- 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:16,260
- Smile, Daddy.
- 332
- 00:18:16,261 --> 00:18:18,825
- I'm trying.
- 333
- 00:18:18,826 --> 00:18:20,359
- To call our marriage a fiasco
- 334
- 00:18:20,360 --> 00:18:22,759
- would be an insult
- to fiascoes.
- 335
- 00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:25,024
- The last straw was a year later
- on Valentine's Day.
- 336
- 00:18:25,025 --> 00:18:27,224
- Mark decided we'd celebrate
- 337
- 00:18:27,225 --> 00:18:28,958
- by making sandwiches.
- 338
- 00:18:28,959 --> 00:18:31,390
- But later that night,
- after we'd gone to bed,
- 339
- 00:18:31,391 --> 00:18:34,825
- he slipped out of the apartment
- to be with another woman.
- 340
- 00:18:34,826 --> 00:18:37,324
- I filed for divorce
- the next day,
- 341
- 00:18:37,325 --> 00:18:41,158
- anxious to be free of this man,
- feeling like I already was,
- 342
- 00:18:41,159 --> 00:18:43,623
- until a few weeks later...
- 343
- 00:18:43,624 --> 00:18:45,090
- Not again.
- 344
- 00:18:45,091 --> 00:18:47,324
- Panic and grief overwhelmed me.
- 345
- 00:18:47,325 --> 00:18:50,955
- I didn't want to be connected
- to this man in any way.
- 346
- 00:18:50,956 --> 00:18:52,856
- And if I were
- to have his child,
- 347
- 00:18:52,857 --> 00:18:56,288
- I'd be connected to him
- for the rest of my life.
- 348
- 00:18:56,289 --> 00:19:00,690
- So my next visit to the clinic
- wasn't as a volunteer escort
- 349
- 00:19:00,691 --> 00:19:03,121
- but as a client.
- 350
- 00:19:03,122 --> 00:19:05,188
- I never saw
- the ultrasound image.
- 351
- 00:19:05,189 --> 00:19:09,120
- But the nurse practitioner told
- me I was eight weeks along,
- 352
- 00:19:09,121 --> 00:19:12,322
- which made me eligible for
- a chemically induced abortion,
- 353
- 00:19:12,323 --> 00:19:15,820
- better known as
- the RU-486 abortion pill.
- 354
- 00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:18,421
- The cutoff was nine weeks.
- 355
- 00:19:18,422 --> 00:19:20,689
- It seemed more private,
- 356
- 00:19:20,690 --> 00:19:24,654
- less invasive, more natural.
- 357
- 00:19:24,655 --> 00:19:28,388
- So I handed over $400
- and took the first pill.
- 358
- 00:19:28,389 --> 00:19:30,787
- Tomorrow, whenever you're ready,
- 359
- 00:19:30,788 --> 00:19:33,220
- you're gonna take the four
- pills in this little brown bag.
- 360
- 00:19:33,221 --> 00:19:34,821
- That's misoprostol.
- 361
- 00:19:34,822 --> 00:19:36,786
- It's gonna just gently
- empty out your uterus.
- 362
- 00:19:36,787 --> 00:19:38,653
- And there's gonna be
- a little bleeding,
- 363
- 00:19:38,654 --> 00:19:40,720
- but nothing more than
- like a heavy period.
- 364
- 00:19:40,721 --> 00:19:42,152
- And, if there's
- any cramping,
- 365
- 00:19:42,153 --> 00:19:43,742
- you can take some ibuprofen.
- 366
- 00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:49,012
- Okay, you're all set.
- 367
- 00:19:52,853 --> 00:19:54,920
- Have a nice day.
- 368
- 00:19:57,053 --> 00:19:59,786
- The next day,
- I did as I was told.
- 369
- 00:19:59,787 --> 00:20:02,851
- I ate a light lunch and took
- the pills inside my brown bag.
- 370
- 00:20:05,752 --> 00:20:07,719
- I was told I would probably
- start bleeding
- 371
- 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,283
- in about an hour.
- 372
- 00:20:09,284 --> 00:20:12,317
- In the meantime, I made myself
- comfortable in my bed.
- 373
- 00:20:16,951 --> 00:20:18,785
- A little bit later...
- 374
- 00:22:12,909 --> 00:22:15,642
- After 12 hours in agony,
- 375
- 00:22:15,643 --> 00:22:18,176
- I fell asleep
- on the bathroom floor.
- 376
- 00:22:18,177 --> 00:22:22,875
- It occurred to me that this was
- the way I was going to die.
- 377
- 00:22:22,876 --> 00:22:25,068
- I wondered who would find me.
- 378
- 00:22:26,975 --> 00:22:29,042
- I prayed it wouldn't be
- my mother.
- 379
- 00:22:30,876 --> 00:22:33,207
- It's not abnormal.
- 380
- 00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:35,374
- Not abnormal?
- 381
- 00:22:35,375 --> 00:22:37,975
- The bleeding,
- the clotting, the pain?
- 382
- 00:22:37,976 --> 00:22:39,340
- That is normal?
- 383
- 00:22:39,341 --> 00:22:41,907
- Use heating pads,
- soak in a warm tub,
- 384
- 00:22:41,908 --> 00:22:43,408
- take ibuprofen.
- 385
- 00:22:43,409 --> 00:22:46,606
- How could you not have
- told me about this?
- 386
- 00:22:46,607 --> 00:22:49,774
- W-What happened to
- gently emptying my uterus?
- 387
- 00:22:49,775 --> 00:22:52,105
- That is what I was told
- would happen.
- 388
- 00:22:52,106 --> 00:22:55,007
- Look, I'm sorry,
- but I have another patient.
- 389
- 00:22:58,839 --> 00:23:01,072
- Eight weeks passed.
- 390
- 00:23:01,073 --> 00:23:03,906
- Eight weeks of blood clots.
- 391
- 00:23:03,907 --> 00:23:07,205
- Eight weeks
- of excruciating cramps.
- 392
- 00:23:07,206 --> 00:23:10,939
- And when it was finally over,
- my anger had disappeared,
- 393
- 00:23:10,940 --> 00:23:13,838
- only to be replaced
- by self-Ioathing.
- 394
- 00:23:13,839 --> 00:23:16,638
- Meaning I no longer blamed
- Planned Parenthood
- 395
- 00:23:16,639 --> 00:23:18,837
- for everything that happened.
- 396
- 00:23:18,838 --> 00:23:21,439
- I blamed myself.
- 397
- 00:23:22,839 --> 00:23:24,336
- It doesn't look like
- we're gonna get
- 398
- 00:23:24,337 --> 00:23:27,804
- Dr. Plummer on Saturday,
- but I can call Dr. Wagner.
- 399
- 00:23:27,805 --> 00:23:30,338
- Renee. - That sounds
- good. Give him a call. - Cool.
- 400
- 00:23:30,339 --> 00:23:32,903
- Abby. Hi.
- We haven't seen you in a while.
- 401
- 00:23:32,904 --> 00:23:34,936
- Um, yeah, I've been busy.
- 402
- 00:23:34,937 --> 00:23:37,305
- Well, it's good
- to have you back.
- 403
- 00:23:37,306 --> 00:23:39,136
- By the way,
- we have an opportunity
- 404
- 00:23:39,137 --> 00:23:40,836
- I think you might be
- perfect for.
- 405
- 00:23:40,837 --> 00:23:42,337
- Really?
- 406
- 00:23:42,338 --> 00:23:44,368
- Howdy.
- 407
- 00:23:44,369 --> 00:23:47,169
- - Are you familiar with Planned
- Parenthood? - Not really.
- 408
- 00:23:47,170 --> 00:23:49,269
- So there I was,
- 409
- 00:23:49,270 --> 00:23:51,335
- proudly waving
- the Planned Parenthood banner.
- 410
- 00:23:51,336 --> 00:23:53,268
- And six months later,
- 411
- 00:23:53,269 --> 00:23:56,770
- after I graduated with
- my degree in psychology,
- 412
- 00:23:56,771 --> 00:23:59,602
- my cause became my career,
- 413
- 00:23:59,603 --> 00:24:03,202
- despite the disapproval of
- virtually everyone in my life.
- 414
- 00:24:03,203 --> 00:24:05,901
- The way I see it,
- the real issue is viability.
- 415
- 00:24:05,902 --> 00:24:08,402
- At that point, the fetus
- could live outside the womb.
- 416
- 00:24:08,403 --> 00:24:10,366
- But before that,
- it's just undeveloped tissue
- 417
- 00:24:10,367 --> 00:24:12,367
- that couldn't possibly
- survive on its own.
- 418
- 00:24:12,368 --> 00:24:14,734
- Abby, how can you say it's
- okay to abort at eight weeks
- 419
- 00:24:14,735 --> 00:24:16,101
- but not at 24?
- 420
- 00:24:16,102 --> 00:24:18,800
- Viability keeps changing
- as medical science improves.
- 421
- 00:24:18,801 --> 00:24:21,734
- Are you saying that the measure
- of what's moral or immoral
- 422
- 00:24:21,735 --> 00:24:23,135
- changes as
- medical science advances?
- 423
- 00:24:23,136 --> 00:24:25,333
- What I'm saying is that
- I'm not going to apologize
- 424
- 00:24:25,334 --> 00:24:28,334
- for doing a job
- that helps women in crisis.
- 425
- 00:24:28,335 --> 00:24:31,699
- I love my job.
- I am committed to doing it.
- 426
- 00:24:31,700 --> 00:24:33,899
- It is who I am.
- 427
- 00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:37,032
- It is part of
- what makes me me.
- 428
- 00:24:37,033 --> 00:24:38,699
- Take it or leave it.
- 429
- 00:24:38,700 --> 00:24:40,599
- Fair warning, Doug.
- 430
- 00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:43,097
- Dr. Dobson's book
- The Strong-Willed Child
- 431
- 00:24:43,098 --> 00:24:46,098
- was one of the first books
- I ever bought.
- 432
- 00:24:46,099 --> 00:24:47,300
- I still own it.
- 433
- 00:24:47,301 --> 00:24:48,866
- All right,
- who's up for dessert?
- 434
- 00:24:48,867 --> 00:24:50,931
- Abby, sweetie,
- why don't you help me?
- 435
- 00:24:52,899 --> 00:24:54,693
- Thank you.
- 436
- 00:25:01,166 --> 00:25:03,397
- You won't believe
- what happened this week.
- 437
- 00:25:03,398 --> 00:25:05,397
- A woman came in
- with abdominal pain,
- 438
- 00:25:05,398 --> 00:25:06,897
- and when we examined her,
- 439
- 00:25:06,898 --> 00:25:09,829
- we discovered
- it was uterine cancer.
- 440
- 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:12,897
- That's nice.
- 441
- 00:25:12,898 --> 00:25:15,264
- You don't even care.
- 442
- 00:25:15,265 --> 00:25:16,629
- More than you realize,
- sweetie.
- 443
- 00:25:16,630 --> 00:25:18,719
- Will you take these out
- to the table for me, please?
- 444
- 00:25:25,063 --> 00:25:26,829
- Okay.
- 445
- 00:25:26,830 --> 00:25:30,691
- Right now, I need you to listen
- to me and not say anything.
- 446
- 00:25:32,063 --> 00:25:35,130
- I know you don't agree,
- but to your dad and me,
- 447
- 00:25:35,131 --> 00:25:38,361
- you were our baby
- from the moment of conception.
- 448
- 00:25:38,362 --> 00:25:41,861
- I know it's not how you feel,
- but it's how we feel.
- 449
- 00:25:43,395 --> 00:25:45,861
- You don't like
- where she's working?
- 450
- 00:25:45,862 --> 00:25:49,294
- I can't stand it.
- 451
- 00:25:49,295 --> 00:25:51,327
- But you still
- want to marry her?
- 452
- 00:25:51,328 --> 00:25:52,826
- Oh, absolutely.
- 453
- 00:25:54,129 --> 00:25:56,861
- Well, ain't love grand?
- 454
- 00:26:08,893 --> 00:26:11,860
- You're not supposed
- to look happier than I do.
- 455
- 00:26:11,861 --> 00:26:15,191
- Why not?
- You got it right this time.
- 456
- 00:26:15,192 --> 00:26:18,192
- So there I was,
- making my vows again.
- 457
- 00:26:18,193 --> 00:26:21,324
- Who gives this woman today
- to be married to this man?
- 458
- 00:26:21,325 --> 00:26:22,858
- Her mother and I.
- 459
- 00:26:22,859 --> 00:26:25,058
- This time with a guy
- 460
- 00:26:25,059 --> 00:26:27,285
- who actually loved me.
- 461
- 00:26:31,825 --> 00:26:33,925
- We do have other days
- that you can volunteer
- 462
- 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:35,357
- or other shifts
- if this isn't one
- 463
- 00:26:35,358 --> 00:26:36,791
- that works out for you, but...
- 464
- 00:26:36,792 --> 00:26:38,858
- Just one second. Hold on.
- 465
- 00:26:40,293 --> 00:26:41,957
- Abby.
- 466
- 00:26:41,958 --> 00:26:45,291
- Hi, Marilisa.
- Any sign of the Grim Reaper?
- 467
- 00:26:45,292 --> 00:26:47,291
- No, thankfully.
- 468
- 00:26:47,292 --> 00:26:48,989
- You look really nice today.
- 469
- 00:26:48,990 --> 00:26:50,356
- Well, thank you.
- 470
- 00:26:50,357 --> 00:26:52,291
- I am the new counselor.
- 471
- 00:26:52,292 --> 00:26:54,289
- Well, I am sure
- you are going to be
- 472
- 00:26:54,290 --> 00:26:56,056
- the best counselor
- they have ever had.
- 473
- 00:26:56,057 --> 00:26:57,989
- Friend?
- 474
- 00:26:57,990 --> 00:26:59,857
- Fiancé.
- 475
- 00:27:00,158 --> 00:27:02,389
- Yeah. She makes me come here.
- 476
- 00:27:02,390 --> 00:27:04,989
- Liar. He was out here
- praying most Saturdays.
- 477
- 00:27:04,990 --> 00:27:07,888
- All he did was change it
- to every Saturday.
- 478
- 00:27:07,889 --> 00:27:10,589
- Well, congratulations, you two.
- 479
- 00:27:10,590 --> 00:27:12,056
- I wish you every happiness.
- 480
- 00:27:12,057 --> 00:27:13,882
- Thanks, Abby.
- 481
- 00:27:16,889 --> 00:27:18,222
- At this stage,
- 482
- 00:27:18,223 --> 00:27:19,689
- between six and eight weeks,
- 483
- 00:27:19,690 --> 00:27:21,587
- it's just fetal matter,
- a lump of tissue,
- 484
- 00:27:21,588 --> 00:27:24,388
- not much more than a polyp
- or a blood clot.
- 485
- 00:27:24,389 --> 00:27:27,654
- - So it's not a baby yet?
- - No, not at all.
- 486
- 00:27:27,655 --> 00:27:30,787
- - And it can't feel any pain?
- - None whatsoever.
- 487
- 00:27:30,788 --> 00:27:32,921
- That's a concern
- for a lot of women.
- 488
- 00:27:32,922 --> 00:27:35,253
- And to be honest,
- it was a concern for me, too.
- 489
- 00:27:35,254 --> 00:27:38,221
- But the one thing
- that all experts agree on
- 490
- 00:27:38,222 --> 00:27:41,286
- is that, at this stage,
- the fetus can't feel anything.
- 491
- 00:27:44,154 --> 00:27:46,952
- - There's still a part of me
- that isn't sure. - I know.
- 492
- 00:27:46,953 --> 00:27:48,220
- Trust me.
- 493
- 00:27:48,221 --> 00:27:51,253
- Nobody wants
- to have an abortion.
- 494
- 00:27:51,254 --> 00:27:55,685
- Not like they want a new car
- or an ice-cream cone.
- 495
- 00:27:55,686 --> 00:27:59,220
- But most of the women
- who sit in that chair
- 496
- 00:27:59,221 --> 00:28:01,385
- already know
- that this is a pregnancy
- 497
- 00:28:01,386 --> 00:28:03,351
- they aren't prepared
- to deal with.
- 498
- 00:28:03,352 --> 00:28:05,920
- It just takes a little time
- to realize it.
- 499
- 00:28:07,818 --> 00:28:10,084
- Assuming that you want
- to go forward,
- 500
- 00:28:10,085 --> 00:28:12,583
- the procedure we'll be
- performing is called a vacuum...
- 501
- 00:28:12,584 --> 00:28:14,284
- About that time,
- Doug and I decided
- 502
- 00:28:14,285 --> 00:28:16,984
- that we wanted to make worship
- a part of our lives.
- 503
- 00:28:16,985 --> 00:28:19,783
- We found a church
- that seemed to be a good fit.
- 504
- 00:28:19,784 --> 00:28:23,150
- But most Sunday mornings, I
- just felt left out in the cold.
- 505
- 00:28:23,151 --> 00:28:25,782
- "For You created
- my innermost being.
- 506
- 00:28:25,783 --> 00:28:28,149
- "You knit me together
- in my mother's womb.
- 507
- 00:28:28,150 --> 00:28:30,150
- "I praise You because
- I am fearfully
- 508
- 00:28:30,151 --> 00:28:31,884
- "and wonderfully made.
- 509
- 00:28:31,885 --> 00:28:35,783
- All Your works are wonderful,
- and I know them full well."
- 510
- 00:28:35,784 --> 00:28:38,848
- What's awesome about
- this passage is that we see
- 511
- 00:28:38,849 --> 00:28:41,348
- that in-in the silence
- of the womb,
- 512
- 00:28:41,349 --> 00:28:45,050
- God is still forming
- and fashioning people
- 513
- 00:28:45,051 --> 00:28:47,682
- in His image
- and in His likeness.
- 514
- 00:28:47,683 --> 00:28:50,049
- - Yeah.
- - I know exactly how you feel.
- 515
- 00:28:50,050 --> 00:28:51,713
- I mean, I'm Catholic,
- 516
- 00:28:51,714 --> 00:28:53,914
- and, on Sunday, I heard
- a sermon about abortion.
- 517
- 00:28:53,915 --> 00:28:56,849
- I don't care
- what anyone says.
- 518
- 00:28:56,850 --> 00:28:58,880
- I know that I'm doing
- God's work here.
- 519
- 00:29:00,615 --> 00:29:02,148
- Well, you guys will never guess
- 520
- 00:29:02,149 --> 00:29:04,081
- who knocked on my door
- last night.
- 521
- 00:29:04,082 --> 00:29:06,813
- - Who?
- - Shawn Carney.
- 522
- 00:29:06,814 --> 00:29:08,813
- - Shut up.
- - Wait, wait, wait.
- 523
- 00:29:08,814 --> 00:29:10,214
- Sheriff Woody at the fence?
- 524
- 00:29:10,215 --> 00:29:11,249
- - That Shawn Carney?
- - Yeah. Oh, yeah.
- 525
- 00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:13,246
- - What did he want?
- - Oh, it was so weird.
- 526
- 00:29:13,247 --> 00:29:16,080
- I open the door,
- and I recognize him.
- 527
- 00:29:16,081 --> 00:29:17,215
- I'm like, "I know who you are."
- 528
- 00:29:17,216 --> 00:29:20,612
- And he recognizes me, too,
- and he gets all bashful.
- 529
- 00:29:20,613 --> 00:29:22,246
- And he's like,
- "Well, we're-we're just doing
- 530
- 00:29:22,247 --> 00:29:23,980
- "this, uh, simple campaign.
- 531
- 00:29:23,981 --> 00:29:25,379
- "We're trying
- to get people to pray
- 532
- 00:29:25,380 --> 00:29:27,979
- for an end to abortion
- for the next, like, 40 days."
- 533
- 00:29:27,980 --> 00:29:30,313
- And I said, "40 days? Like
- Noah and the flood 40 days?"
- 534
- 00:29:30,314 --> 00:29:32,278
- - Stop! - No!
- - I did.
- 535
- 00:29:32,279 --> 00:29:34,145
- - I know. And he's like...
- - You are horrible.
- 536
- 00:29:34,146 --> 00:29:35,779
- Oh, you would've said the same.
- 537
- 00:29:35,780 --> 00:29:37,313
- - I... You would've
- said the same. -
- 538
- 00:29:37,314 --> 00:29:39,278
- - Okay, hold on,
- hold on, hold on. - Yeah?
- 539
- 00:29:39,279 --> 00:29:40,878
- How many doors
- is he knocking on?
- 540
- 00:29:40,879 --> 00:29:44,143
- Try and guess. You can't.
- 25,000.
- 541
- 00:29:44,144 --> 00:29:46,211
- - Where?
- - Yeah. Everywhere.
- 542
- 00:29:46,212 --> 00:29:47,978
- Everywhere.
- 543
- 00:29:47,979 --> 00:29:49,978
- - How is that even possible?
- - What does that even mean?
- 544
- 00:29:49,979 --> 00:29:51,577
- - You think he's lying?
- - No.
- 545
- 00:29:51,578 --> 00:29:53,577
- Kid like that
- doesn't know how to lie.
- 546
- 00:29:53,578 --> 00:29:56,645
- - That's true. -
- - Pro-lifers are so serious.
- 547
- 00:30:03,843 --> 00:30:05,676
- Cheryl, those shoes
- 548
- 00:30:05,677 --> 00:30:07,243
- - are amazing.
- - I know. Thank you.
- 549
- 00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:14,309
- - You really fit here.
- - Thank you.
- 550
- 00:30:14,310 --> 00:30:15,876
- Are you enjoying it?
- 551
- 00:30:15,877 --> 00:30:17,808
- Yeah, absolutely.
- 552
- 00:30:17,809 --> 00:30:19,342
- You know what,
- I think it's time
- 553
- 00:30:19,343 --> 00:30:21,209
- for you to take the next step.
- 554
- 00:30:21,210 --> 00:30:24,141
- I'd like you to meet me in
- the POC room in five minutes.
- 555
- 00:30:24,142 --> 00:30:26,208
- - Okay.
- - Okay.
- 556
- 00:30:29,577 --> 00:30:30,941
- Did you hear that?
- 557
- 00:30:30,942 --> 00:30:34,008
- I really fit in here.
- 558
- 00:30:34,308 --> 00:30:36,973
- Do you know
- what POC stands for?
- 559
- 00:30:36,974 --> 00:30:39,107
- Products of conception.
- 560
- 00:30:39,108 --> 00:30:41,275
- Pieces of children.
- 561
- 00:30:41,276 --> 00:30:43,101
- Hope you had a light breakfast.
- 562
- 00:30:44,841 --> 00:30:46,841
- In our facility,
- 563
- 00:30:46,842 --> 00:30:49,772
- the POC room was
- the Holy of Holies.
- 564
- 00:30:49,773 --> 00:30:52,239
- Most of the staff
- never set foot in there.
- 565
- 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,906
- After a surgical abortion,
- each fetus
- 566
- 00:30:54,907 --> 00:30:57,273
- had to be carefully reassembled
- in a petri dish
- 567
- 00:30:57,274 --> 00:30:59,606
- to make sure that none of
- its parts were missing.
- 568
- 00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:01,073
- Because if they were,
- 569
- 00:31:01,074 --> 00:31:04,238
- it meant that they were
- still inside the patient.
- 570
- 00:31:04,239 --> 00:31:07,306
- By the end of the day,
- there'd be 30 or 40 dishes,
- 571
- 00:31:07,307 --> 00:31:10,997
- and the doctors would
- have to sign off on each one.
- 572
- 00:31:12,706 --> 00:31:14,363
- I want you to see something.
- 573
- 00:31:16,138 --> 00:31:17,898
- Go ahead.
- 574
- 00:31:26,338 --> 00:31:29,130
- It's amazing.
- You can see everything.
- 575
- 00:31:31,105 --> 00:31:33,304
- Do you know what's happened
- with every other person
- 576
- 00:31:33,305 --> 00:31:35,272
- who's come in here
- and seen one of these?
- 577
- 00:31:35,273 --> 00:31:37,169
- The first thing they do?
- 578
- 00:31:37,170 --> 00:31:40,371
- They cry.
- 579
- 00:31:40,372 --> 00:31:43,936
- But not you.
- 580
- 00:31:43,937 --> 00:31:46,103
- That's how I know
- you're the one.
- 581
- 00:31:46,104 --> 00:31:49,702
- Very soon,
- I'll be called up to Houston,
- 582
- 00:31:49,703 --> 00:31:52,836
- and someone will need
- to replace me here.
- 583
- 00:31:52,837 --> 00:31:55,367
- Personally,
- I'd like it to be you.
- 584
- 00:31:56,869 --> 00:31:58,736
- I'd be honored.
- 585
- 00:31:58,737 --> 00:32:01,030
- Good.
- 586
- 00:32:07,136 --> 00:32:10,368
- Babe, are you sure
- you're not pregnant?
- 587
- 00:32:10,369 --> 00:32:13,027
- No, I am not pregnant.
- 588
- 00:32:14,734 --> 00:32:16,266
- Okay.
- 589
- 00:32:17,668 --> 00:32:20,201
- What makes you think that?
- 590
- 00:32:20,202 --> 00:32:22,199
- Nothing in particular.
- 591
- 00:32:24,101 --> 00:32:26,167
- Doug, I counsel pregnant women
- every day,
- 592
- 00:32:26,168 --> 00:32:28,833
- so don't you think
- that if I were to conceive,
- 593
- 00:32:28,834 --> 00:32:31,196
- despite being on the pill,
- that I would be aware of it?
- 594
- 00:32:32,167 --> 00:32:33,934
- Yeah, you're right.
- 595
- 00:32:33,935 --> 00:32:35,999
- Forget I said anything.
- 596
- 00:32:40,735 --> 00:32:44,065
- - Do you have a test kit handy?
- - Yeah.
- 597
- 00:32:44,066 --> 00:32:45,996
- For who?
- 598
- 00:33:02,198 --> 00:33:05,356
- You know, we could take care
- of that for you if you'd like.
- 599
- 00:33:11,932 --> 00:33:13,595
- What?!
- Honey, that's wonderful!
- 600
- 00:33:13,596 --> 00:33:14,958
- I didn't even know
- you were trying!
- 601
- 00:33:16,098 --> 00:33:17,763
- We weren't.
- 602
- 00:33:17,764 --> 00:33:21,595
- Well, sometimes
- the Lord just has a plan.
- 603
- 00:33:21,596 --> 00:33:23,930
- - There's no chance...
- - Don't worry, Mom.
- 604
- 00:33:23,931 --> 00:33:26,631
- I never would have told you
- if I wasn't sure.
- 605
- 00:33:26,632 --> 00:33:29,062
- You're gonna be a grandpa.
- 606
- 00:33:29,063 --> 00:33:30,929
- Ab?
- 607
- 00:33:30,930 --> 00:33:32,263
- Hey, girl.
- 608
- 00:33:32,264 --> 00:33:34,295
- Oh, we couldn't be
- more proud of you.
- 609
- 00:33:34,296 --> 00:33:35,629
- And you're committed
- 610
- 00:33:35,630 --> 00:33:37,795
- to carrying this pregnancy
- to term?
- 611
- 00:33:37,796 --> 00:33:39,196
- I am.
- 612
- 00:33:39,197 --> 00:33:40,861
- We are.
- 613
- 00:33:40,862 --> 00:33:45,729
- We only have so much time,
- so much energy.
- 614
- 00:33:45,730 --> 00:33:47,594
- If you choose
- to spend it elsewhere,
- 615
- 00:33:47,595 --> 00:33:49,995
- there's less of you for here.
- 616
- 00:33:49,996 --> 00:33:52,195
- I'm only telling you this
- for your own good.
- 617
- 00:33:52,196 --> 00:33:54,793
- I understand,
- but once this baby's born,
- 618
- 00:33:54,794 --> 00:33:57,227
- I promise,
- I am back on the pill,
- 619
- 00:33:57,228 --> 00:33:58,851
- and maybe this time
- it will do its job.
- 620
- 00:34:00,361 --> 00:34:04,060
- Look, I already warned Doug,
- we are one and done.
- 621
- 00:34:04,061 --> 00:34:05,594
- So, in the meantime,
- 622
- 00:34:05,595 --> 00:34:08,726
- do you want to move me
- to the lab or recovery?
- 623
- 00:34:08,727 --> 00:34:10,093
- No.
- 624
- 00:34:10,294 --> 00:34:12,361
- Don't you think
- it'll make women uncomfortable
- 625
- 00:34:12,362 --> 00:34:14,359
- - once I start to show?
- - No.
- 626
- 00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:17,188
- If anything, it will
- encourage them to abort.
- 627
- 00:34:19,259 --> 00:34:21,592
- One of these was just
- administered in Exam Room 3.
- 628
- 00:34:21,593 --> 00:34:23,626
- - Okay. - And this is from
- Dr. Stevens in Room 1.
- 629
- 00:34:23,627 --> 00:34:24,793
- 1. Thank you.
- 630
- 00:34:24,794 --> 00:34:27,091
- - Listen to what Abby says.
- - Rob, Christina, hi.
- 631
- 00:34:27,092 --> 00:34:29,292
- Abby, I am so glad you're here.
- 632
- 00:34:29,293 --> 00:34:31,292
- I really appreciate you
- helping us out with this.
- 633
- 00:34:31,293 --> 00:34:33,324
- Oh, don't worry. We're gonna
- take great care of her.
- 634
- 00:34:33,325 --> 00:34:35,625
- Hey, it's okay to be
- a little bit nervous,
- 635
- 00:34:35,626 --> 00:34:37,725
- but there's absolutely nothing
- to worry about.
- 636
- 00:34:37,726 --> 00:34:39,156
- - Here's a packet.
- - Thank you.
- 637
- 00:34:39,157 --> 00:34:41,247
- Come on.
- I'll get you checked in, okay?
- 638
- 00:34:42,858 --> 00:34:44,151
- Go.
- 639
- 00:34:45,690 --> 00:34:47,257
- My parents are really
- 640
- 00:34:47,258 --> 00:34:48,957
- pressuring me to do this.
- 641
- 00:34:48,958 --> 00:34:50,957
- But what if I'm still
- making a mistake?
- 642
- 00:34:50,958 --> 00:34:53,656
- You're not.
- 643
- 00:34:53,657 --> 00:34:56,824
- Okay? High school is no time
- to start raising a baby.
- 644
- 00:34:56,825 --> 00:34:58,822
- Just relax.
- 645
- 00:34:58,823 --> 00:35:01,789
- The doctor's gonna be in
- in just a few minutes, okay?
- 646
- 00:35:01,790 --> 00:35:03,656
- Can you stay in here with me?
- 647
- 00:35:03,657 --> 00:35:07,189
- Sweetie, I would,
- but I am just a counselor.
- 648
- 00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:10,023
- They don't want me in here
- during the procedure.
- 649
- 00:35:10,024 --> 00:35:12,121
- The whole thing will take
- just a couple of minutes,
- 650
- 00:35:12,122 --> 00:35:14,588
- and I will check in on you
- in the recovery room,
- 651
- 00:35:14,589 --> 00:35:18,085
- and I promise you
- that everything will be okay.
- 652
- 00:35:47,954 --> 00:35:50,053
- Oh, my God.
- 653
- 00:35:50,054 --> 00:35:51,619
- Elena!
- 654
- 00:35:51,620 --> 00:35:53,119
- - Is something wrong?
- - No, no, baby, you're fine.
- 655
- 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:54,952
- You're fine. We need
- to get her back in, now.
- 656
- 00:35:54,953 --> 00:35:56,953
- Get the chair!
- 657
- 00:35:56,954 --> 00:35:59,218
- Okay, baby, we're gonna
- get you to stand up.
- 658
- 00:35:59,219 --> 00:36:01,410
- - Oh, my gosh. Oh, my gosh.
- - Easy!
- 659
- 00:36:03,587 --> 00:36:05,018
- It's gonna be okay.
- 660
- 00:36:05,019 --> 00:36:06,818
- - What do I do?
- - Get her on the table.
- 661
- 00:36:06,819 --> 00:36:08,151
- Just... Oh, my gosh.
- 662
- 00:36:08,152 --> 00:36:09,986
- - I got you. I got you.
- - You got her?
- 663
- 00:36:09,987 --> 00:36:11,317
- Oh, my God,
- there's so much blood!
- 664
- 00:36:11,318 --> 00:36:12,651
- Where are the pads?
- 665
- 00:36:12,652 --> 00:36:13,819
- - The bottom drawer!
- - Where?
- 666
- 00:36:13,819 --> 00:36:14,885
- Bottom drawer!
- That's where they keep them!
- 667
- 00:36:14,886 --> 00:36:16,819
- - So much blood.
- - We need to stop the bleeding.
- 668
- 00:36:16,820 --> 00:36:17,985
- It's gonna be okay.
- 669
- 00:36:17,986 --> 00:36:19,783
- - Elena, get a doctor!
- - Oh, my gosh! Okay! Okay!
- 670
- 00:36:19,784 --> 00:36:21,784
- - Doctor!
- - It's gonna be okay.
- 671
- 00:36:21,785 --> 00:36:23,682
- - Doctor!
- - Why is this happening?
- 672
- 00:36:23,683 --> 00:36:26,650
- I don't understand.
- I don't understand.
- 673
- 00:36:26,651 --> 00:36:29,284
- Damn it!
- Get out of the way! Gauze!
- 674
- 00:36:29,285 --> 00:36:30,616
- - I need more gauze, now!
- - I don't know where it is.
- 675
- 00:36:30,617 --> 00:36:33,016
- - Bring me the tray.
- - Okay, okay, okay.
- 676
- 00:36:33,017 --> 00:36:35,683
- - What do I do?
- - What do I do? - Start an I.V.
- 677
- 00:36:35,684 --> 00:36:37,716
- I don't understand
- what's happening.
- 678
- 00:36:37,717 --> 00:36:39,349
- Here's the gauze.
- 679
- 00:36:39,350 --> 00:36:41,316
- - Make it stop. Make it stop.
- - She's so pale.
- 680
- 00:36:41,317 --> 00:36:42,617
- Uterus is reading black,
- completely black!
- 681
- 00:36:42,618 --> 00:36:43,749
- What does that mean?
- What does that mean?
- 682
- 00:36:43,749 --> 00:36:44,949
- - What does that mean?
- - It's full of blood!
- 683
- 00:36:44,950 --> 00:36:47,048
- She's dying! Oh, my God!
- 684
- 00:36:47,049 --> 00:36:48,349
- This isn't my job.
- This isn't what I do.
- 685
- 00:36:48,350 --> 00:36:50,849
- - Hello, hello.
- - Okay, okay.
- 686
- 00:36:52,083 --> 00:36:54,148
- Her pressure's
- 60 over 40, pulse is thready.
- 687
- 00:36:54,149 --> 00:36:55,716
- She's gonna need a transfusion.
- 688
- 00:36:55,717 --> 00:36:58,047
- All we have is plasma,
- so start her on a drip.
- 689
- 00:36:58,048 --> 00:36:59,748
- - Oh, God. - Suction.
- - What went wrong?
- 690
- 00:36:59,749 --> 00:37:01,548
- - Why is this happening?
- - Abby, calm down. Calm down.
- 691
- 00:37:01,549 --> 00:37:03,580
- He's perforated the uterus,
- 692
- 00:37:03,581 --> 00:37:05,580
- apparently without even
- realizing it.
- 693
- 00:37:05,581 --> 00:37:06,981
- It's a good thing
- you found her when you did.
- 694
- 00:37:06,982 --> 00:37:08,048
- Okay, I'm gonna
- call an ambulance!
- 695
- 00:37:08,049 --> 00:37:10,046
- No! No ambulance!
- No!
- 696
- 00:37:10,047 --> 00:37:11,347
- - Cheryl, explain it to her!
- - No.
- 697
- 00:37:11,348 --> 00:37:13,747
- We do not do that.
- We never do that.
- 698
- 00:37:13,748 --> 00:37:15,281
- Think about
- all the protesters outside.
- 699
- 00:37:15,282 --> 00:37:16,946
- You call an ambulance,
- 700
- 00:37:16,947 --> 00:37:18,813
- and there's a picture of that
- in the papers.
- 701
- 00:37:18,814 --> 00:37:21,747
- 911 calls are recorded.
- They can be made public.
- 702
- 00:37:21,748 --> 00:37:24,312
- And there's no way in hell I'm
- going to allow that to happen.
- 703
- 00:37:24,313 --> 00:37:26,779
- Yeah, but she could die,
- and then if she does...
- 704
- 00:37:26,780 --> 00:37:28,747
- She is not going to die,
- 705
- 00:37:28,748 --> 00:37:30,812
- and she is not gonna
- remember any of this.
- 706
- 00:37:30,813 --> 00:37:32,046
- How do you know she's not
- gonna remember anything?
- 707
- 00:37:32,047 --> 00:37:34,046
- We use a very strong
- combination of medication.
- 708
- 00:37:34,047 --> 00:37:36,712
- Even when we wake her up,
- she won't remember any of this.
- 709
- 00:37:36,713 --> 00:37:38,645
- Push another round in her
- of some fentanyl.
- 710
- 00:37:38,646 --> 00:37:40,546
- - I'm not comfortable with that.
- - You know what?
- 711
- 00:37:40,547 --> 00:37:42,677
- I don't care if you're
- comfortable! Just do it!
- 712
- 00:37:42,678 --> 00:37:44,978
- Injecting coagulant
- directly into the cervix.
- 713
- 00:37:52,012 --> 00:37:54,912
- See?
- Everything's under control.
- 714
- 00:37:54,913 --> 00:37:56,910
- - Her pressure's dropping.
- - I'm not leaving.
- 715
- 00:37:56,911 --> 00:37:59,211
- I'm not leaving
- until she's okay.
- 716
- 00:38:06,078 --> 00:38:07,577
- It's been two hours.
- 717
- 00:38:07,578 --> 00:38:09,243
- - You said it was five minutes.
- - Abby... you know Abby.
- 718
- 00:38:09,244 --> 00:38:11,743
- Please tell me what... I need
- to know what's going on.
- 719
- 00:38:11,744 --> 00:38:13,576
- - Okay, I'm gonna go back
- and check. - Please help me
- 720
- 00:38:13,577 --> 00:38:15,075
- - find out what's happened
- to my daughter. - I'm gonna
- 721
- 00:38:15,076 --> 00:38:17,076
- go back and check. I'm sure
- everything is okay, okay?
- 722
- 00:38:17,077 --> 00:38:18,775
- - Will you, please?
- - I'll be right back, okay?
- 723
- 00:38:18,776 --> 00:38:20,243
- Thank you.
- 724
- 00:38:21,775 --> 00:38:23,364
- I'm so sorry.
- 725
- 00:38:35,108 --> 00:38:37,174
- Hey, we are really
- backing up out there.
- 726
- 00:38:37,175 --> 00:38:40,642
- And her father keeps asking
- why it's taking so long.
- 727
- 00:38:40,643 --> 00:38:42,604
- Thank you.
- 728
- 00:38:47,109 --> 00:38:48,806
- Abby?
- 729
- 00:38:48,807 --> 00:38:50,974
- If you're going to run
- this clinic one day,
- 730
- 00:38:50,975 --> 00:38:52,974
- I need to trust
- that you're not gonna panic
- 731
- 00:38:52,975 --> 00:38:55,039
- at the sight of a little blood.
- 732
- 00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:58,664
- Now go out there and reassure
- him that everything is fine.
- 733
- 00:39:15,606 --> 00:39:17,673
- Just a little blood.
- 734
- 00:39:33,006 --> 00:39:35,570
- Rob. Hey.
- 735
- 00:39:35,571 --> 00:39:37,071
- Christina's fine.
- 736
- 00:39:37,072 --> 00:39:39,538
- But we had another patient
- who forgot to mention
- 737
- 00:39:39,539 --> 00:39:41,769
- an allergy to a medication
- that we use.
- 738
- 00:39:41,770 --> 00:39:43,769
- So it's taking a little longer
- than we'd like.
- 739
- 00:39:43,770 --> 00:39:45,537
- - So she's okay?
- - Oh, yes, she's...
- 740
- 00:39:45,538 --> 00:39:46,769
- - Everything's all right?
- - She's fine.
- 741
- 00:39:46,770 --> 00:39:48,803
- Oh, thank God.
- 742
- 00:39:48,804 --> 00:39:50,703
- So how much longer
- is she gonna be?
- 743
- 00:39:50,704 --> 00:39:53,868
- Well, the doctor
- should be in any second.
- 744
- 00:39:53,869 --> 00:39:55,835
- The procedure only takes
- a few minutes,
- 745
- 00:39:55,836 --> 00:39:58,736
- and recovery will be
- just a little longer.
- 746
- 00:39:58,737 --> 00:40:00,335
- Thank you, Abby.
- 747
- 00:40:00,336 --> 00:40:02,535
- I'll let you know
- as soon as she's out, okay?
- 748
- 00:40:02,536 --> 00:40:04,170
- Thank you.
- 749
- 00:40:09,202 --> 00:40:11,868
- It took the doctor
- almost another hour,
- 750
- 00:40:11,869 --> 00:40:14,100
- but he finally got
- Christina stabilized.
- 751
- 00:40:14,101 --> 00:40:18,168
- Call my name
- 752
- 00:40:18,169 --> 00:40:20,167
- And I will answer
- 753
- 00:40:20,168 --> 00:40:25,224
- All you need
- 754
- 00:40:25,669 --> 00:40:29,100
- Is here inside my arms
- 755
- 00:40:29,101 --> 00:40:32,232
- Just breathe
- 756
- 00:40:32,233 --> 00:40:35,833
- And you'll be
- safe and sound
- 757
- 00:40:35,834 --> 00:40:37,866
- With me
- 758
- 00:40:37,867 --> 00:40:39,932
- Rob?
- 759
- 00:40:44,534 --> 00:40:46,698
- Christina.
- 760
- 00:40:46,699 --> 00:40:48,198
- How are you, baby?
- 761
- 00:40:48,199 --> 00:40:50,925
- Tired.
- I just want to go home.
- 762
- 00:40:52,899 --> 00:40:54,931
- Abby, thank you.
- 763
- 00:40:54,932 --> 00:40:57,198
- I really appreciate
- what you've done for us.
- 764
- 00:40:57,199 --> 00:40:59,564
- I'll not forget it.
- 765
- 00:40:59,565 --> 00:41:01,998
- Thank you.
- 766
- 00:41:01,999 --> 00:41:03,700
- Let's get you home.
- 767
- 00:41:14,098 --> 00:41:18,063
- 'Cause no one knows you
- better than me
- 768
- 00:41:20,297 --> 00:41:25,351
- And no one's been
- a better friend
- 769
- 00:41:25,563 --> 00:41:28,562
- So rock-a-bye baby
- 770
- 00:41:28,563 --> 00:41:32,229
- Come and rest
- 771
- 00:41:32,230 --> 00:41:35,229
- You've been tired lately
- 772
- 00:41:35,230 --> 00:41:38,661
- Lay your head down
- 773
- 00:41:38,662 --> 00:41:43,718
- Don't you think, baby,
- I know best?
- 774
- 00:41:45,595 --> 00:41:50,652
- I've been a father
- for a long time...
- 775
- 00:41:56,929 --> 00:41:58,993
- We are all locked up.
- 776
- 00:42:00,695 --> 00:42:02,528
- Everybody's gone?
- 777
- 00:42:02,728 --> 00:42:04,626
- - Recovery room?
- - Empty.
- 778
- 00:42:04,627 --> 00:42:07,026
- - And Cheryl?
- - Just pulled out of the lot.
- 779
- 00:42:07,027 --> 00:42:10,288
- Surprise!
- 780
- 00:42:12,260 --> 00:42:14,161
- - Yay!
- - We're having a baby!
- 781
- 00:42:18,926 --> 00:42:20,759
- And later that afternoon,
- 782
- 00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:22,126
- after terminating
- 38 pregnancies
- 783
- 00:42:22,127 --> 00:42:23,591
- in the space of four hours,
- 784
- 00:42:23,592 --> 00:42:26,692
- we spent two hours
- celebrating mine
- 785
- 00:42:26,693 --> 00:42:28,892
- with cake and flowers
- and baby gifts.
- 786
- 00:42:28,893 --> 00:42:31,787
- - Aw. - This is so soft, too.
- - Okay.
- 787
- 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:36,957
- Abby!
- 788
- 00:42:36,958 --> 00:42:38,824
- You're expecting!
- 789
- 00:42:38,825 --> 00:42:41,857
- What gave it away?
- 790
- 00:42:41,858 --> 00:42:44,023
- When are you due?
- 791
- 00:42:44,024 --> 00:42:47,123
- - Thanksgiving.
- - Mine, too.
- 792
- 00:42:47,124 --> 00:42:48,924
- Seriously?
- 793
- 00:42:48,925 --> 00:42:50,790
- You're so tiny.
- 794
- 00:42:50,791 --> 00:42:53,023
- Not for much longer.
- 795
- 00:42:53,024 --> 00:42:55,023
- Think about how much fun
- Christmas will be.
- 796
- 00:42:55,024 --> 00:42:58,323
- Is there any greater blessing
- than a new baby?
- 797
- 00:42:58,324 --> 00:43:00,957
- It's okay.
- 798
- 00:43:00,958 --> 00:43:04,716
- And I agree.
- In the right circumstances.
- 799
- 00:43:09,655 --> 00:43:11,949
- - Good to see you, Abby.
- - You, too.
- 800
- 00:43:24,922 --> 00:43:26,921
- Around that time,
- 801
- 00:43:26,922 --> 00:43:29,753
- Shawn Carney and his friends
- started their first ever
- 802
- 00:43:29,754 --> 00:43:32,087
- 40 Days for Life prayer-a-thon.
- 803
- 00:43:32,088 --> 00:43:35,021
- 24 hours a day,
- seven days a week,
- 804
- 00:43:35,022 --> 00:43:37,687
- there were people praying
- outside of our clinic.
- 805
- 00:43:37,688 --> 00:43:39,254
- These are extremist zealots
- 806
- 00:43:39,255 --> 00:43:40,853
- that will stop at nothing
- 807
- 00:43:40,854 --> 00:43:42,852
- to restrict
- a woman's right to choose.
- 808
- 00:43:42,853 --> 00:43:45,253
- So, are you concerned for your
- safety and that of your staff?
- 809
- 00:43:45,254 --> 00:43:47,020
- Yes, absolutely. Violence
- is a real possibility...
- 810
- 00:43:47,021 --> 00:43:49,552
- Cheryl was beside herself,
- 811
- 00:43:49,553 --> 00:43:51,586
- but I didn't
- pay much attention.
- 812
- 00:43:51,587 --> 00:43:54,054
- I was otherwise engaged.
- 813
- 00:44:02,052 --> 00:44:04,518
- Baby? Baby?
- 814
- 00:44:04,519 --> 00:44:06,686
- I hate to tell you this,
- 815
- 00:44:06,687 --> 00:44:09,218
- but he says you're only
- two centimeters apart.
- 816
- 00:44:09,219 --> 00:44:12,219
- What?!
- 817
- 00:44:13,752 --> 00:44:16,117
- Maybe it was a bad time
- to bring it up.
- 818
- 00:44:16,118 --> 00:44:17,517
- Just shut up!
- 819
- 00:44:17,518 --> 00:44:19,518
- Just don't-don't touch me.
- 820
- 00:44:19,519 --> 00:44:22,517
- And a mere 22 hours later...
- 821
- 00:44:22,518 --> 00:44:25,584
- Two centimeters!
- 822
- 00:44:25,585 --> 00:44:28,549
- ...I gave birth
- to a precious baby girl.
- 823
- 00:44:28,550 --> 00:44:30,916
- - We named her Grace.
- - He's downstairs.
- 824
- 00:44:30,917 --> 00:44:33,117
- He hasn't seen a poopy diaper
- in a long time,
- 825
- 00:44:33,118 --> 00:44:35,782
- and I think now's the
- perfect time to show him one.
- 826
- 00:44:35,783 --> 00:44:38,373
- Oh, he'll love that.
- 827
- 00:44:40,785 --> 00:44:43,182
- Are you looking forward
- to being home?
- 828
- 00:44:43,183 --> 00:44:45,883
- Yeah, for the next
- eight weeks, I am.
- 829
- 00:44:45,884 --> 00:44:48,281
- Don't you think
- that child needs you?
- 830
- 00:44:48,282 --> 00:44:51,249
- And she'll have me.
- 831
- 00:44:51,250 --> 00:44:54,147
- Cheryl's being promoted
- and transferred to Houston.
- 832
- 00:44:54,148 --> 00:44:56,715
- She wants me to be
- the director of the clinic.
- 833
- 00:44:57,816 --> 00:44:59,149
- I would be
- the youngest director
- 834
- 00:44:59,150 --> 00:45:01,581
- in Planned Parenthood history.
- 835
- 00:45:01,582 --> 00:45:03,914
- It's not the kind of
- opportunity you just pass up.
- 836
- 00:45:03,915 --> 00:45:07,613
- Abby, I don't know
- what you want me to say.
- 837
- 00:45:07,614 --> 00:45:11,147
- I'm proud of
- your accomplishments. I am.
- 838
- 00:45:11,148 --> 00:45:13,745
- But I can't pretend to like
- your choice of career.
- 839
- 00:45:13,746 --> 00:45:17,180
- Have you thought about
- the fact that, as the director,
- 840
- 00:45:17,181 --> 00:45:19,914
- you'll actually be in charge of
- the abortions at your clinic?
- 841
- 00:45:19,915 --> 00:45:21,580
- Don't you see
- that it's different
- 842
- 00:45:21,581 --> 00:45:23,046
- from counseling women
- about their choices?
- 843
- 00:45:23,047 --> 00:45:24,846
- Sure, but now I can make ours
- 844
- 00:45:24,847 --> 00:45:27,645
- the best clinic
- in the entire affiliate.
- 845
- 00:45:27,646 --> 00:45:31,580
- And decrease the number
- of unwanted pregnancies.
- 846
- 00:45:31,581 --> 00:45:33,907
- This is my chance
- to make a real difference.
- 847
- 00:45:35,780 --> 00:45:37,903
- Mom, what's wrong?
- 848
- 00:45:39,881 --> 00:45:41,578
- I guess I hoped
- that Grace's birth
- 849
- 00:45:41,579 --> 00:45:44,111
- meant the end of all this.
- 850
- 00:45:44,112 --> 00:45:46,304
- But, um, obviously it doesn't.
- 851
- 00:46:07,977 --> 00:46:10,743
- She's not leaving.
- 852
- 00:46:10,744 --> 00:46:15,109
- I have to believe
- that she will, sooner or later.
- 853
- 00:46:15,110 --> 00:46:17,610
- No.
- 854
- 00:46:17,611 --> 00:46:19,942
- She won't.
- 855
- 00:46:19,943 --> 00:46:22,009
- She's got aspirations.
- 856
- 00:46:35,842 --> 00:46:39,307
- Babe, are we ever gonna
- sleep again?
- 857
- 00:46:39,308 --> 00:46:41,141
- No.
- 858
- 00:46:41,142 --> 00:46:43,908
- But you're the one that gets
- to get up tonight.
- 859
- 00:46:43,909 --> 00:46:46,064
- I get up every night.
- 860
- 00:46:51,042 --> 00:46:55,607
- I'm gonna pray that if I'm not
- supposed to get the job,
- 861
- 00:46:55,608 --> 00:46:58,074
- then I won't get the promotion.
- 862
- 00:46:58,075 --> 00:47:01,506
- But you already applied
- for the job, right?
- 863
- 00:47:01,507 --> 00:47:02,839
- Yeah. So?
- 864
- 00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:04,874
- So you're asking God
- to show His will
- 865
- 00:47:04,875 --> 00:47:07,738
- by stopping something that
- you've already set in motion.
- 866
- 00:47:07,739 --> 00:47:11,207
- Why not? He's God.
- He can intervene.
- 867
- 00:47:11,208 --> 00:47:13,104
- If I get the job,
- 868
- 00:47:13,105 --> 00:47:16,206
- I'll know that it's His will
- for me to run the clinic.
- 869
- 00:47:16,207 --> 00:47:18,904
- Whatever you say, hon.
- 870
- 00:47:18,905 --> 00:47:20,164
- Good night.
- 871
- 00:47:27,039 --> 00:47:30,271
- The next day,
- I got the promotion.
- 872
- 00:47:30,272 --> 00:47:32,237
- From now on, no more
- harassing the protesters
- 873
- 00:47:32,238 --> 00:47:33,771
- or calling the police
- 874
- 00:47:33,772 --> 00:47:35,637
- unless we've identified
- someone as dangerous.
- 875
- 00:47:35,638 --> 00:47:37,869
- Wait, so we're just gonna give
- the anti-choicers a free pass?
- 876
- 00:47:37,870 --> 00:47:39,870
- We're going to treat them
- with respect
- 877
- 00:47:39,871 --> 00:47:41,304
- and expect the same in return.
- 878
- 00:47:41,305 --> 00:47:42,737
- And definitely no turning on
- the sprinklers.
- 879
- 00:47:42,738 --> 00:47:44,535
- Planned Parenthood.
- This is Renee.
- 880
- 00:47:44,536 --> 00:47:45,969
- No more letting them
- get under our skin
- 881
- 00:47:45,970 --> 00:47:47,903
- or losing our tempers.
- 882
- 00:47:47,904 --> 00:47:49,570
- We're doing a good thing here,
- 883
- 00:47:49,571 --> 00:47:51,168
- and the best way
- to reinforce that
- 884
- 00:47:51,169 --> 00:47:53,069
- isn't with words but actions.
- 885
- 00:47:53,070 --> 00:47:55,937
- Okay. Okay, ma'am.
- Of course.
- 886
- 00:47:55,938 --> 00:47:58,502
- Abby, there's a woman
- circling the block right now,
- 887
- 00:47:58,503 --> 00:48:01,303
- and she can't come in because
- somebody's filming outside.
- 888
- 00:48:01,304 --> 00:48:02,936
- This is the third complaint
- this morning.
- 889
- 00:48:02,937 --> 00:48:04,235
- I'll take care of this.
- 890
- 00:48:04,236 --> 00:48:06,968
- Okay. Ma'am, I am
- so sorry about that.
- 891
- 00:48:06,969 --> 00:48:09,302
- My boss is on it right now.
- 892
- 00:48:09,303 --> 00:48:11,334
- Are you getting everything?
- 893
- 00:48:17,668 --> 00:48:20,167
- - Hi. - Hi. Hi, Abby.
- I hear you've been promoted.
- 894
- 00:48:20,168 --> 00:48:21,801
- Yeah.
- 895
- 00:48:21,802 --> 00:48:23,601
- I'll understand if you're not
- anxious to congratulate me.
- 896
- 00:48:23,602 --> 00:48:24,768
- No, actually I was
- thinking that
- 897
- 00:48:24,769 --> 00:48:26,300
- the women coming in here
- will finally have someone
- 898
- 00:48:26,301 --> 00:48:28,301
- who cares about them
- running things.
- 899
- 00:48:28,302 --> 00:48:30,035
- Is this your camera?
- 900
- 00:48:30,036 --> 00:48:32,600
- - Yes.
- - I need it gone.
- 901
- 00:48:32,601 --> 00:48:33,901
- I'm sorry,
- but we can't do that.
- 902
- 00:48:33,902 --> 00:48:36,100
- Sure, you can.
- Just take it off the tripod,
- 903
- 00:48:36,101 --> 00:48:38,098
- pack it up and take it back
- to your office.
- 904
- 00:48:38,099 --> 00:48:40,600
- Abby, we've been accused
- of a lot of things,
- 905
- 00:48:40,601 --> 00:48:42,166
- some of them criminal.
- 906
- 00:48:42,167 --> 00:48:43,998
- This camera is our best
- evidence that what we're doing
- 907
- 00:48:43,999 --> 00:48:45,998
- is peaceful
- and nonconfrontational.
- 908
- 00:48:45,999 --> 00:48:48,166
- Shawn, this is not the way
- 909
- 00:48:48,167 --> 00:48:51,998
- that you want to start out
- our new relationship, okay?
- 910
- 00:48:51,999 --> 00:48:54,032
- Just angle it away from the
- fence; that's all I'm asking.
- 911
- 00:48:54,033 --> 00:48:56,530
- Can't do it. We need to see
- what's actually going on.
- 912
- 00:48:56,531 --> 00:48:59,666
- If there's ever any question,
- we need it to be clear.
- 913
- 00:49:01,300 --> 00:49:04,597
- Sometimes I don't mind
- you guys,
- 914
- 00:49:04,598 --> 00:49:07,358
- but this morning,
- you're really pissing me off.
- 915
- 00:49:12,097 --> 00:49:14,231
- And for your information,
- Shawn, there have always been
- 916
- 00:49:14,232 --> 00:49:16,229
- people willing to defend
- basic human rights.
- 917
- 00:49:16,230 --> 00:49:18,063
- First there was
- the fight against slavery.
- 918
- 00:49:18,064 --> 00:49:19,996
- Then it was the people who
- stood up against the Holocaust.
- 919
- 00:49:19,997 --> 00:49:22,231
- Later it was a battle
- for civil rights.
- 920
- 00:49:22,232 --> 00:49:24,796
- And now it is
- Planned Parenthood standing up
- 921
- 00:49:24,797 --> 00:49:26,496
- for the reproductive rights
- of women.
- 922
- 00:49:26,497 --> 00:49:27,863
- Abby, you don't need
- to justify your job...
- 923
- 00:49:27,864 --> 00:49:28,865
- I'm not justifying
- anything, okay?
- 924
- 00:49:28,866 --> 00:49:30,495
- I'm just trying
- to explain to you...
- 925
- 00:49:30,496 --> 00:49:31,664
- And you don't need to explain
- what you're doing either.
- 926
- 00:49:31,665 --> 00:49:33,563
- The truth is
- you've just cited
- 927
- 00:49:33,564 --> 00:49:35,163
- three examples of injustice:
- 928
- 00:49:35,164 --> 00:49:38,129
- Slavery, segregation
- and the Holocaust.
- 929
- 00:49:38,130 --> 00:49:39,995
- That can only occur
- when a whole segment
- 930
- 00:49:39,996 --> 00:49:42,130
- of the population
- is dehumanized.
- 931
- 00:49:42,131 --> 00:49:45,923
- And that's exactly what Planned
- Parenthood does to the unborn.
- 932
- 00:49:55,694 --> 00:49:57,893
- Well, that went well.
- 933
- 00:49:57,894 --> 00:50:00,359
- Yeah. She'll be fine.
- 934
- 00:50:11,694 --> 00:50:13,993
- What are you smiling about?
- 935
- 00:50:13,994 --> 00:50:17,394
- You got to give her this.
- She got us to move the camera.
- 936
- 00:50:18,893 --> 00:50:20,660
- Part of my job
- as clinic director
- 937
- 00:50:20,661 --> 00:50:24,892
- was selling abortions,
- and I was really good at it.
- 938
- 00:50:24,893 --> 00:50:27,059
- You know those guys
- who try to sell you time-shares
- 939
- 00:50:27,060 --> 00:50:29,624
- in places
- you never even heard of?
- 940
- 00:50:29,625 --> 00:50:32,192
- They had nothing on me.
- 941
- 00:50:32,193 --> 00:50:34,059
- But, Jane,
- you're eight weeks pregnant.
- 942
- 00:50:34,060 --> 00:50:37,158
- You've already spent $150
- on an ultrasound.
- 943
- 00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:39,492
- If I book you today,
- I'm authorized to credit that
- 944
- 00:50:39,493 --> 00:50:40,793
- towards the cost
- of your procedure.
- 945
- 00:50:40,794 --> 00:50:43,090
- But if you walk
- out of this office,
- 946
- 00:50:43,091 --> 00:50:45,157
- then the soonest I can book you
- again is two weeks from today.
- 947
- 00:50:45,158 --> 00:50:46,925
- And at ten weeks,
- the price goes up $100,
- 948
- 00:50:46,926 --> 00:50:49,190
- plus you lose the discount.
- 949
- 00:50:49,191 --> 00:50:52,924
- Choosing to wait's gonna
- cost you an additional $250.
- 950
- 00:50:52,925 --> 00:50:54,923
- So, is there any reason
- that we shouldn't go ahead
- 951
- 00:50:54,924 --> 00:50:57,123
- and schedule
- your appointment today?
- 952
- 00:50:57,124 --> 00:50:58,924
- You take credit cards, right?
- 953
- 00:50:58,925 --> 00:51:00,624
- Absolutely.
- 954
- 00:51:00,625 --> 00:51:03,722
- Okay, can I put you
- on hold, please?
- 955
- 00:51:03,723 --> 00:51:06,089
- Okay, thanks.
- 956
- 00:51:06,090 --> 00:51:08,780
- I'm not doing this.
- This is all you.
- 957
- 00:51:12,157 --> 00:51:14,154
- Hi. This is Abby Johnson.
- I'm the clinic director.
- 958
- 00:51:14,155 --> 00:51:15,955
- Do you have a back parking lot?
- 959
- 00:51:15,956 --> 00:51:18,889
- One where, like, I can't be
- seen from the street?
- 960
- 00:51:18,890 --> 00:51:20,090
- No, I'm sorry, we don't.
- 961
- 00:51:20,091 --> 00:51:21,720
- All of our parking
- is out front.
- 962
- 00:51:21,721 --> 00:51:23,154
- Is there a problem?
- 963
- 00:51:23,155 --> 00:51:25,088
- No. It's not
- that big of a deal.
- 964
- 00:51:25,089 --> 00:51:28,054
- It's just that my family's
- outside the clinic praying.
- 965
- 00:51:28,055 --> 00:51:29,720
- They know that
- I'm coming in today,
- 966
- 00:51:29,721 --> 00:51:31,054
- and they're trying
- to talk me out of it.
- 967
- 00:51:31,055 --> 00:51:32,922
- Okay. Um, how about this?
- 968
- 00:51:32,923 --> 00:51:35,153
- Park as close as you can
- to the door,
- 969
- 00:51:35,154 --> 00:51:37,221
- and I will come out
- and escort you in.
- 970
- 00:51:40,887 --> 00:51:45,487
- Rhonda. Rhonda, baby,
- please don't do this.
- 971
- 00:51:45,488 --> 00:51:47,653
- Pl-Please.
- 972
- 00:51:47,654 --> 00:51:49,986
- Please don't do this.
- 973
- 00:51:49,987 --> 00:51:52,587
- W-Whatever you need,
- you can come live with us.
- 974
- 00:51:52,588 --> 00:51:54,952
- Hey, Lily. Hi.
- 975
- 00:51:54,953 --> 00:51:57,653
- Hey, baby.
- 976
- 00:51:57,654 --> 00:52:01,084
- Why are you crying, Grammy?
- 977
- 00:52:01,085 --> 00:52:04,019
- Grammy's just
- a little upset, okay?
- 978
- 00:52:04,020 --> 00:52:05,853
- - Hey, baby, let's go inside.
- - Love you.
- 979
- 00:52:05,854 --> 00:52:08,285
- Let's go inside
- with Mommy, okay?
- 980
- 00:52:08,286 --> 00:52:09,985
- Mommy's coming, too.
- Let's go.
- 981
- 00:52:09,986 --> 00:52:11,919
- That baby you're carrying...
- 982
- 00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:15,484
- it's gonna be
- just as beautiful as Lily.
- 983
- 00:52:15,485 --> 00:52:19,816
- Rhonda, think about the joy
- that she's brought us!
- 984
- 00:52:19,817 --> 00:52:21,983
- Now think about
- a world without her!
- 985
- 00:52:21,984 --> 00:52:25,151
- Rhonda, don't do this!
- 986
- 00:52:25,152 --> 00:52:26,616
- - Rhonda!
- - Are you okay?
- 987
- 00:52:26,617 --> 00:52:27,983
- Because if you need
- to talk about it,
- 988
- 00:52:27,984 --> 00:52:30,017
- you know, it seems like
- you have a lot of support
- 989
- 00:52:30,018 --> 00:52:32,218
- from your family if you decided
- to keep the baby.
- 990
- 00:52:32,219 --> 00:52:33,782
- It's okay.
- That's just my mom.
- 991
- 00:52:33,783 --> 00:52:34,951
- It's how she is.
- 992
- 00:52:34,952 --> 00:52:36,950
- Trust me, I'm fine.
- 993
- 00:52:36,951 --> 00:52:39,182
- Please, I can't
- go through this!
- 994
- 00:52:40,850 --> 00:52:43,583
- - Rhonda!
- - Fine?
- 995
- 00:52:43,584 --> 00:52:45,948
- - How could she be fine?
- - God, help me.
- 996
- 00:52:45,949 --> 00:52:49,582
- I was deeply shaken
- by what I'd just seen.
- 997
- 00:52:49,583 --> 00:52:51,950
- Help me. Help me, God.
- 998
- 00:52:51,951 --> 00:52:55,115
- The family stayed
- and prayed for an hour.
- 999
- 00:52:55,116 --> 00:52:57,782
- Then another hour.
- 1000
- 00:52:57,783 --> 00:52:59,582
- Then finally they went home.
- 1001
- 00:53:01,649 --> 00:53:04,182
- Someday...
- 1002
- 00:53:04,183 --> 00:53:07,581
- this place is gonna close.
- 1003
- 00:53:07,582 --> 00:53:09,114
- It has to.
- 1004
- 00:53:09,115 --> 00:53:12,180
- Take the lead
- and I will follow...
- 1005
- 00:53:12,181 --> 00:53:14,713
- I can't continue with
- this constant heartache.
- 1006
- 00:53:16,515 --> 00:53:18,546
- I couldn't stop thinking about
- 1007
- 00:53:18,547 --> 00:53:23,014
- the abortions I'd hidden
- from my own mom.
- 1008
- 00:53:23,015 --> 00:53:26,979
- And later,
- once the building was empty,
- 1009
- 00:53:26,980 --> 00:53:30,747
- I did something I'd avoided
- for a long time.
- 1010
- 00:53:30,748 --> 00:53:35,802
- When my faith gets tired
- and my hope seems lost
- 1011
- 00:53:38,078 --> 00:53:43,135
- You spin me round and round
- and remind me of that song
- 1012
- 00:53:44,811 --> 00:53:48,537
- The one You wrote for me
- 1013
- 00:54:04,177 --> 00:54:07,710
- And I've been told
- 1014
- 00:54:07,711 --> 00:54:11,776
- To pick up my sword
- and fight for love
- 1015
- 00:54:11,777 --> 00:54:16,242
- Little did I know
- that love had won for me
- 1016
- 00:54:18,843 --> 00:54:22,676
- Here in Your arms
- 1017
- 00:54:22,677 --> 00:54:25,508
- You still my heart again
- 1018
- 00:54:25,509 --> 00:54:30,563
- And I breathe You in like
- I've never breathed till now
- 1019
- 00:54:33,576 --> 00:54:38,630
- When my faith gets tired
- and my hope seems lost...
- 1020
- 00:54:41,142 --> 00:54:44,207
- Do you have any idea
- how much I love you?
- 1021
- 00:54:44,208 --> 00:54:47,641
- And remind me of that song
- 1022
- 00:54:47,642 --> 00:54:51,040
- The one You wrote for me
- 1023
- 00:54:51,041 --> 00:54:56,097
- And we dance
- 1024
- 00:54:57,873 --> 00:55:02,930
- Oh, we dance
- 1025
- 00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:10,039
- Oh, and we dance, we dance
- 1026
- 00:55:13,473 --> 00:55:16,137
- We dance
- 1027
- 00:55:16,138 --> 00:55:18,205
- Just You and me
- 1028
- 00:55:21,573 --> 00:55:24,804
- It's nice to know,
- not alone
- 1029
- 00:55:24,805 --> 00:55:29,336
- I found my home
- here in Your arms.
- 1030
- 00:55:31,739 --> 00:55:33,738
- For a while, life settled into
- 1031
- 00:55:33,739 --> 00:55:35,539
- a predictable routine.
- 1032
- 00:55:35,540 --> 00:55:38,171
- Looking back, it was like
- a calm before the storm,
- 1033
- 00:55:38,172 --> 00:55:40,830
- a really big storm.
- 1034
- 00:55:42,670 --> 00:55:45,837
- Mention "Houston" and
- "hurricane" in the same breath,
- 1035
- 00:55:45,838 --> 00:55:47,937
- and people immediately
- think of Harvey.
- 1036
- 00:55:47,938 --> 00:55:49,669
- Not many folks remember
- Hurricane Ike,
- 1037
- 00:55:49,670 --> 00:55:52,736
- which is really weird
- given that, when it landed,
- 1038
- 00:55:52,737 --> 00:55:54,170
- it was the third
- most destructive hurricane
- 1039
- 00:55:54,171 --> 00:55:55,501
- in U.S. History.
- 1040
- 00:55:55,502 --> 00:55:57,736
- And what made Ike even scarier
- 1041
- 00:55:57,737 --> 00:56:00,170
- was that it was headed
- straight for us.
- 1042
- 00:56:00,171 --> 00:56:02,835
- ...where it will make landfall,
- but by Saturday, somewhere...
- 1043
- 00:56:02,836 --> 00:56:04,801
- Are you watching this?
- 1044
- 00:56:04,802 --> 00:56:06,536
- ...dealing with
- a Category 4 monster.
- 1045
- 00:56:06,537 --> 00:56:08,834
- You need to contact
- all of your scheduled clients
- 1046
- 00:56:08,835 --> 00:56:10,568
- and tell them to stay home.
- 1047
- 00:56:10,569 --> 00:56:13,269
- But we have 40 women
- depending on us.
- 1048
- 00:56:13,270 --> 00:56:15,267
- Some of them can't wait
- another two weeks.
- 1049
- 00:56:15,268 --> 00:56:17,067
- It'll be past the cutoff.
- 1050
- 00:56:17,068 --> 00:56:19,468
- Can't we wait a little longer
- before canceling?
- 1051
- 00:56:19,469 --> 00:56:22,233
- No. If anything were
- to happen, we could be sued.
- 1052
- 00:56:22,234 --> 00:56:23,867
- We cannot afford the liability.
- 1053
- 00:56:23,868 --> 00:56:25,567
- I mean, at this point,
- 1054
- 00:56:25,568 --> 00:56:27,501
- half of Houston's already
- packing up to leave.
- 1055
- 00:56:27,502 --> 00:56:29,833
- What if I bring in
- everyone early,
- 1056
- 00:56:29,834 --> 00:56:31,867
- I rebook the doctor for Friday
- instead of Saturday?
- 1057
- 00:56:31,868 --> 00:56:34,468
- I'll have everyone
- in and out by 3:00 p.m.
- 1058
- 00:56:34,469 --> 00:56:36,499
- I don't know
- if that's a good idea.
- 1059
- 00:56:36,500 --> 00:56:38,500
- We have to call
- all the clients anyway.
- 1060
- 00:56:38,501 --> 00:56:40,200
- And we'll give them the choice:
- 1061
- 00:56:40,201 --> 00:56:43,899
- Rebook two weeks from now
- or come in tomorrow.
- 1062
- 00:56:43,900 --> 00:56:46,000
- Do it.
- 1063
- 00:56:46,001 --> 00:56:49,031
- Thank you.
- 1064
- 00:56:49,032 --> 00:56:50,899
- Motorists
- stranded, major winds,
- 1065
- 00:56:50,900 --> 00:56:54,797
- and loss of power potentially
- for several million customers.
- 1066
- 00:56:54,798 --> 00:56:57,198
- - We absolutely cannot be here
- on Saturday. - Wait. Why?
- 1067
- 00:56:57,199 --> 00:56:58,999
- The building's solid,
- and we have a backup generator.
- 1068
- 00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:01,264
- But traveling is
- going to be impossible,
- 1069
- 00:57:01,265 --> 00:57:02,797
- with falling trees,
- downed power lines,
- 1070
- 00:57:02,798 --> 00:57:05,131
- not to mention the flooding.
- 1071
- 00:57:05,132 --> 00:57:06,132
- Plus, it's probably gonna be
- 1072
- 00:57:06,132 --> 00:57:07,200
- illegal to drive
- by tomorrow night.
- 1073
- 00:57:07,201 --> 00:57:09,230
- We need to call
- every woman on this list.
- 1074
- 00:57:09,231 --> 00:57:10,731
- They can't come on Saturday.
- 1075
- 00:57:10,732 --> 00:57:12,498
- I'm hoping to rebook them
- for tomorrow.
- 1076
- 00:57:12,499 --> 00:57:14,663
- Tomorrow?
- 1077
- 00:57:14,664 --> 00:57:16,596
- I'm bringing in two surgeons.
- 1078
- 00:57:16,597 --> 00:57:18,831
- We're running procedures
- in both rooms simultaneously.
- 1079
- 00:57:18,832 --> 00:57:20,829
- Everything needs to run
- like clockwork.
- 1080
- 00:57:20,830 --> 00:57:23,229
- We don't have time
- to make mistakes.
- 1081
- 00:57:23,230 --> 00:57:25,930
- Once the last patient is
- through recovery, we're gone.
- 1082
- 00:57:25,931 --> 00:57:27,462
- No paperwork, no cleanup.
- 1083
- 00:57:27,463 --> 00:57:30,229
- We bolt the door, race home,
- and hunker down.
- 1084
- 00:57:30,230 --> 00:57:32,796
- But to make this work, we're
- gonna need everyone's help.
- 1085
- 00:57:32,797 --> 00:57:34,228
- So are you guys in?
- 1086
- 00:57:34,229 --> 00:57:35,929
- - Yeah, I'm in.
- Whatever you need. - Yeah.
- 1087
- 00:57:35,930 --> 00:57:37,729
- - Let's do it.
- - Okay.
- 1088
- 00:57:37,730 --> 00:57:39,631
- Then let's divvy this up
- and get started.
- 1089
- 00:57:41,562 --> 00:57:43,562
- We want to be discreet
- because...
- 1090
- 00:57:43,563 --> 00:57:46,530
- Whatever it is
- you may be going through...
- 1091
- 00:57:46,531 --> 00:57:48,995
- And the following day,
- 1092
- 00:57:48,996 --> 00:57:51,095
- with less than
- 18 hours' notice,
- 1093
- 00:57:51,096 --> 00:57:53,062
- we brought in every one
- of our scheduled patients,
- 1094
- 00:57:53,063 --> 00:57:55,261
- performed their procedures
- 1095
- 00:57:55,262 --> 00:57:57,192
- And got them safely home.
- 1096
- 00:57:58,862 --> 00:58:00,260
- - Ashley...
- - Stay in the fight
- 1097
- 00:58:00,261 --> 00:58:02,161
- Till the final round
- 1098
- 00:58:02,162 --> 00:58:04,094
- You're not going under
- 1099
- 00:58:04,095 --> 00:58:06,228
- You're not
- going under
- 1100
- 00:58:06,229 --> 00:58:09,693
- 'Cause God is holding you
- right now...
- 1101
- 00:58:09,694 --> 00:58:11,227
- Including two women
- 1102
- 00:58:11,228 --> 00:58:13,092
- whose loser boyfriends
- 1103
- 00:58:13,093 --> 00:58:15,959
- bailed on them
- while they were inside,
- 1104
- 00:58:15,960 --> 00:58:21,059
- something that happened pretty
- routinely, even on normal days.
- 1105
- 00:58:38,460 --> 00:58:40,457
- - Mommy, you're home!
- - Oh, hi, baby.
- 1106
- 00:58:40,458 --> 00:58:43,224
- Mommy is wet.
- 1107
- 00:58:43,225 --> 00:58:45,856
- - Are you okay?
- - Yeah, baby. Why?
- 1108
- 00:58:45,857 --> 00:58:49,152
- Your shoes are all bloody.
- 1109
- 00:58:50,626 --> 00:58:54,157
- Oh. You know what?
- 1110
- 00:58:54,158 --> 00:58:56,624
- Mommy was helping a lady
- at the office,
- 1111
- 00:58:56,625 --> 00:58:58,625
- and she had a nosebleed.
- 1112
- 00:58:58,626 --> 00:59:01,723
- But I took care of her,
- and she's all better now.
- 1113
- 00:59:01,724 --> 00:59:03,524
- Okay?
- 1114
- 00:59:03,525 --> 00:59:06,456
- Guess what I'd really like
- to do right now.
- 1115
- 00:59:06,457 --> 00:59:07,657
- What?
- 1116
- 00:59:07,658 --> 00:59:10,523
- Have a tea party,
- just you and me.
- 1117
- 00:59:10,524 --> 00:59:12,155
- Yay!
- 1118
- 00:59:12,156 --> 00:59:15,246
- I'll go get it all set up.
- 1119
- 00:59:18,057 --> 00:59:20,188
- Proud of yourself?
- 1120
- 00:59:20,189 --> 00:59:23,881
- Nobody ever said
- abortion was pretty.
- 1121
- 00:59:40,088 --> 00:59:42,187
- Our first order
- of business is to present
- 1122
- 00:59:42,188 --> 00:59:43,721
- Planned Parenthood's
- 1123
- 00:59:43,722 --> 00:59:46,019
- Employee of the Year award.
- 1124
- 00:59:46,020 --> 00:59:48,882
- And the award goes to...
- Abby Johnson.
- 1125
- 00:59:54,020 --> 00:59:55,553
- - Congratulations, Abby.
- - Thank you.
- 1126
- 00:59:55,554 --> 00:59:57,985
- And, ladies, I don't think
- it's any coincidence
- 1127
- 00:59:57,986 --> 01:00:00,052
- that Abby's clinic
- is the only one to be
- 1128
- 01:00:00,053 --> 01:00:02,786
- consistently on target
- on a month-to-month basis.
- 1129
- 01:00:02,787 --> 01:00:04,718
- Well done.
- 1130
- 01:00:04,719 --> 01:00:07,252
- Second, I can finally confirm
- 1131
- 01:00:07,253 --> 01:00:10,186
- the rumors that have been
- swirling around.
- 1132
- 01:00:10,187 --> 01:00:12,518
- National has given
- its approval.
- 1133
- 01:00:12,519 --> 01:00:14,552
- Gulf Coast will soon be
- breaking ground
- 1134
- 01:00:14,553 --> 01:00:16,152
- on this facility.
- 1135
- 01:00:16,153 --> 01:00:18,650
- Yeah.
- 1136
- 01:00:18,651 --> 01:00:21,651
- - Wow.
- - That's right.
- 1137
- 01:00:21,652 --> 01:00:23,685
- 78,000 square feet
- 1138
- 01:00:23,686 --> 01:00:26,050
- of state-of-the-art
- medical center,
- 1139
- 01:00:26,051 --> 01:00:29,551
- making us the largest
- ambulatory surgical facility
- 1140
- 01:00:29,552 --> 01:00:31,816
- in the Western Hemisphere,
- allowing us to perform
- 1141
- 01:00:31,817 --> 01:00:34,617
- procedures all the way
- to 24 weeks.
- 1142
- 01:00:34,618 --> 01:00:37,549
- But we're facing
- some challenges as well.
- 1143
- 01:00:37,550 --> 01:00:40,016
- Three hurricanes in four years
- have emptied our cash reserves,
- 1144
- 01:00:40,017 --> 01:00:41,550
- so take note.
- 1145
- 01:00:41,551 --> 01:00:43,748
- We are expanding
- chemically induced abortions
- 1146
- 01:00:43,749 --> 01:00:45,449
- to every day of the week.
- 1147
- 01:00:45,450 --> 01:00:47,549
- Now take a look
- at the learning packets
- 1148
- 01:00:47,550 --> 01:00:48,717
- in front of you, if you would.
- 1149
- 01:00:48,718 --> 01:00:51,448
- And there you will find
- that each of your clinics
- 1150
- 01:00:51,449 --> 01:00:52,781
- are being assigned
- growth targets
- 1151
- 01:00:52,782 --> 01:00:56,847
- to double last year's totals
- on elective terminations.
- 1152
- 01:00:56,848 --> 01:00:58,982
- - Has she lost her mind?
- - Because our margin is better
- 1153
- 01:00:58,983 --> 01:01:00,681
- on chemicals than surgicals,
- with no doctors
- 1154
- 01:01:00,682 --> 01:01:04,614
- cutting into our fees,
- we are going to...
- 1155
- 01:01:04,615 --> 01:01:06,113
- Abby?
- 1156
- 01:01:09,150 --> 01:01:10,647
- Well, it's just that
- 1157
- 01:01:10,648 --> 01:01:13,914
- abortion has never been
- my main priority.
- 1158
- 01:01:13,915 --> 01:01:16,613
- Just look at our mission
- statement on page three.
- 1159
- 01:01:16,614 --> 01:01:18,614
- "To provide
- a comprehensive range
- 1160
- 01:01:18,615 --> 01:01:21,580
- "of reproductive health care
- and sexual health information
- 1161
- 01:01:21,581 --> 01:01:25,546
- through patient services,
- education and advocacy."
- 1162
- 01:01:25,547 --> 01:01:27,580
- That's what
- I'm committed to doing.
- 1163
- 01:01:27,581 --> 01:01:29,578
- So, if our stated goal is
- 1164
- 01:01:29,579 --> 01:01:31,246
- to decrease the number
- of abortions
- 1165
- 01:01:31,247 --> 01:01:34,113
- by reducing the number
- of unwanted pregnancies,
- 1166
- 01:01:34,114 --> 01:01:37,303
- then why are we being asked
- to double our abortion count?
- 1167
- 01:01:41,213 --> 01:01:44,111
- Why don't we turn to page four.
- 1168
- 01:01:44,112 --> 01:01:45,508
- Thank you.
- 1169
- 01:01:52,079 --> 01:01:54,078
- Abby.
- 1170
- 01:01:57,712 --> 01:02:00,844
- Frankly, I am shocked at the
- way you sabotaged me in there.
- 1171
- 01:02:00,845 --> 01:02:04,477
- Is this how you thank me for
- all that I have done for you?
- 1172
- 01:02:04,478 --> 01:02:05,678
- - Cheryl, I wasn't trying...
- - No, Abby,
- 1173
- 01:02:05,678 --> 01:02:06,845
- let me explain
- something to you.
- 1174
- 01:02:06,846 --> 01:02:08,478
- Fast food outlets
- 1175
- 01:02:08,479 --> 01:02:11,043
- look to break even
- on the hamburgers they sell.
- 1176
- 01:02:11,044 --> 01:02:13,477
- That's all they do
- is break even.
- 1177
- 01:02:13,478 --> 01:02:15,775
- Do you know
- how they make their money?
- 1178
- 01:02:15,776 --> 01:02:17,976
- - No. - On the french fries
- and the soda,
- 1179
- 01:02:17,977 --> 01:02:20,010
- the low-cost high-margin items.
- 1180
- 01:02:20,011 --> 01:02:21,875
- Cheryl, I'm sorry,
- but I don't understand...
- 1181
- 01:02:21,876 --> 01:02:26,643
- Abortion is our fries and soda,
- but somehow you've just decided
- 1182
- 01:02:26,644 --> 01:02:28,508
- that it's no longer
- your priority.
- 1183
- 01:02:28,509 --> 01:02:33,209
- Abortion is
- what pays your salary.
- 1184
- 01:02:33,210 --> 01:02:35,674
- It pays for
- your matching 401,
- 1185
- 01:02:35,675 --> 01:02:38,509
- your four weeks vacation,
- your ample sick time.
- 1186
- 01:02:38,510 --> 01:02:42,474
- Abortion... abortion is
- what pays for all of it,
- 1187
- 01:02:42,475 --> 01:02:45,207
- for you and your family.
- 1188
- 01:02:45,208 --> 01:02:49,640
- Now, I didn't say anything when
- you decided to get married,
- 1189
- 01:02:49,641 --> 01:02:53,674
- and I said very little when
- you chose to become a mother,
- 1190
- 01:02:53,675 --> 01:02:55,607
- although I knew
- it would impact your work.
- 1191
- 01:02:55,608 --> 01:02:58,007
- But as clinic director,
- we are paying you
- 1192
- 01:02:58,008 --> 01:03:01,005
- to be a perfect instrument
- of corporate policy.
- 1193
- 01:03:01,006 --> 01:03:03,839
- And corporate policy is simple.
- 1194
- 01:03:03,840 --> 01:03:07,505
- We are an abortion provider.
- 1195
- 01:03:07,506 --> 01:03:10,072
- But we're
- a nonprofit organization.
- 1196
- 01:03:10,073 --> 01:03:13,834
- Nonprofit is a tax status,
- not a business model.
- 1197
- 01:03:17,240 --> 01:03:19,539
- Can you believe that she
- 1198
- 01:03:19,540 --> 01:03:21,037
- humiliated me like that?
- 1199
- 01:03:21,038 --> 01:03:23,938
- I mean, I'm just
- standing there with my award,
- 1200
- 01:03:23,939 --> 01:03:25,606
- looking like an idiot.
- 1201
- 01:03:25,607 --> 01:03:29,671
- And how am I supposed to double
- the number of abortions?
- 1202
- 01:03:29,672 --> 01:03:31,671
- Am I supposed to go driving
- around the neighborhood,
- 1203
- 01:03:31,672 --> 01:03:33,072
- telling everybody
- to get pregnant?
- 1204
- 01:03:33,073 --> 01:03:35,804
- I don't think that would work.
- 1205
- 01:03:35,805 --> 01:03:37,105
- You're so funny.
- 1206
- 01:03:37,106 --> 01:03:38,471
- - Do you want a glass?
- - Yes, please.
- 1207
- 01:03:38,472 --> 01:03:39,472
- You're gonna need one,
- 1208
- 01:03:39,472 --> 01:03:40,670
- because you know
- what really pisses me off?
- 1209
- 01:03:40,671 --> 01:03:42,670
- What really pisses me off
- is that they are
- 1210
- 01:03:42,671 --> 01:03:46,071
- building the largest and most
- advanced clinic in the country
- 1211
- 01:03:46,072 --> 01:03:49,170
- so that we can perform
- abortions up to 24 weeks.
- 1212
- 01:03:49,171 --> 01:03:52,537
- That is a line
- I said I would never cross.
- 1213
- 01:03:52,538 --> 01:03:57,036
- Okay, pretend for a second
- that you're someone like me
- 1214
- 01:03:57,037 --> 01:03:59,103
- who believes
- all abortions are bad.
- 1215
- 01:03:59,104 --> 01:04:01,102
- What's the difference?
- 1216
- 01:04:01,103 --> 01:04:04,136
- Okay. First of all,
- 1217
- 01:04:04,137 --> 01:04:06,103
- if we do them really late,
- third trimester,
- 1218
- 01:04:06,104 --> 01:04:07,668
- it becomes a three-day ordeal.
- 1219
- 01:04:07,669 --> 01:04:09,168
- It's no longer
- a surgical procedure.
- 1220
- 01:04:09,169 --> 01:04:10,635
- It's labor and delivery.
- 1221
- 01:04:10,636 --> 01:04:12,603
- On the first day,
- they introduce a demise.
- 1222
- 01:04:12,604 --> 01:04:14,834
- - Wait. A demise?
- - Euthanize the fetus.
- 1223
- 01:04:14,835 --> 01:04:17,201
- They stop the heart
- by injecting digoxin
- 1224
- 01:04:17,202 --> 01:04:19,700
- through the uterine wall
- directly into the baby's heart.
- 1225
- 01:04:19,701 --> 01:04:21,001
- Day two,
- they induce contractions.
- 1226
- 01:04:21,002 --> 01:04:23,101
- Day three, it's the delivery,
- 1227
- 01:04:23,102 --> 01:04:24,602
- an artificially induced
- childbirth
- 1228
- 01:04:24,603 --> 01:04:26,600
- of a terminated fetus.
- 1229
- 01:04:26,601 --> 01:04:29,000
- Abby...
- 1230
- 01:04:29,001 --> 01:04:30,667
- you're killing me.
- 1231
- 01:04:30,668 --> 01:04:33,166
- Doug, you were the one
- who asked the question.
- 1232
- 01:04:33,167 --> 01:04:34,434
- Yeah, I know, I know, but...
- 1233
- 01:04:34,434 --> 01:04:35,534
- Well, who am I supposed
- to talk to about this?
- 1234
- 01:04:35,534 --> 01:04:36,701
- I don't know.
- 1235
- 01:04:36,701 --> 01:04:37,934
- All right? I don't know.
- 1236
- 01:04:37,935 --> 01:04:39,999
- All I know is that here we are,
- eight years later,
- 1237
- 01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:42,566
- and you're still thinking
- that you can change them
- 1238
- 01:04:42,567 --> 01:04:45,234
- when the only thing
- that's changed is you, Abby.
- 1239
- 01:04:45,235 --> 01:04:46,466
- Can you even hear yourself
- 1240
- 01:04:46,466 --> 01:04:47,766
- talk right now
- about these procedures?
- 1241
- 01:04:47,767 --> 01:04:50,700
- These are little babies,
- with a little brain
- 1242
- 01:04:50,701 --> 01:04:52,865
- - and little hearts, little
- fingers, little toes. - Doug.
- 1243
- 01:04:52,866 --> 01:04:56,465
- - Doug...
- - I just love you so much,
- 1244
- 01:04:56,466 --> 01:04:58,533
- I can hardly bear to watch it.
- 1245
- 01:05:18,864 --> 01:05:20,630
- Hey, you.
- 1246
- 01:05:20,631 --> 01:05:22,430
- You need a break.
- 1247
- 01:05:22,431 --> 01:05:24,930
- We... we need a break.
- 1248
- 01:05:25,897 --> 01:05:28,130
- I would love to,
- but I have a lot of work to do.
- 1249
- 01:05:28,131 --> 01:05:30,097
- You only get
- one day off a week,
- 1250
- 01:05:30,098 --> 01:05:31,995
- and I'm not gonna
- let you sit here slaving
- 1251
- 01:05:31,996 --> 01:05:34,029
- for Planned Parenthood.
- 1252
- 01:05:34,030 --> 01:05:35,729
- So, grab your things.
- 1253
- 01:05:35,730 --> 01:05:37,430
- We're heading for
- the most thoroughly awesome
- 1254
- 01:05:37,431 --> 01:05:39,028
- Mexican food on the planet.
- 1255
- 01:05:39,029 --> 01:05:40,795
- And if you play
- your cards right...
- 1256
- 01:05:40,796 --> 01:05:43,529
- I might get lucky?
- 1257
- 01:05:43,530 --> 01:05:46,061
- Actually, I was thinking
- I might throw in nachos,
- 1258
- 01:05:46,062 --> 01:05:47,495
- but, hey, I'm okay
- with your suggestion.
- 1259
- 01:05:47,496 --> 01:05:50,530
- - I bet you are.
- I'll be right back. -
- 1260
- 01:05:53,462 --> 01:05:55,228
- One pumpkin ale for you
- 1261
- 01:05:55,229 --> 01:05:56,995
- - and a margarita for you.
- - Thank you.
- 1262
- 01:05:56,996 --> 01:05:59,686
- Guys, I'll be back in a second
- to take your order.
- 1263
- 01:06:01,995 --> 01:06:03,995
- Ah. Here's your menu.
- 1264
- 01:06:03,996 --> 01:06:05,659
- Pick you out something
- real nice,
- 1265
- 01:06:05,660 --> 01:06:06,993
- 'cause I know
- what I'm going with.
- 1266
- 01:06:06,994 --> 01:06:09,694
- All right, so then
- what are you having?
- 1267
- 01:06:09,695 --> 01:06:13,826
- Only the biggest, wettest,
- nastiest carnitas chimichanga
- 1268
- 01:06:13,827 --> 01:06:15,527
- ever to come out
- of that kitchen,
- 1269
- 01:06:15,528 --> 01:06:17,892
- if I have anything
- to say about it.
- 1270
- 01:06:17,893 --> 01:06:20,059
- So, how about you?
- 1271
- 01:06:20,260 --> 01:06:22,759
- Well, step aside, muchacho,
- 1272
- 01:06:22,760 --> 01:06:26,459
- because I am having...
- you ready for it?
- 1273
- 01:06:26,460 --> 01:06:31,091
- The chocolate caramel
- dulce de leche dessert nachos.
- 1274
- 01:06:31,092 --> 01:06:33,759
- What? Toast to that.
- 1275
- 01:06:35,427 --> 01:06:37,252
- This is good.
- 1276
- 01:06:39,226 --> 01:06:41,992
- - Thank you.
- - You're welcome.
- 1277
- 01:06:41,993 --> 01:06:44,491
- Pace yourself, though.
- We're just getting started.
- 1278
- 01:06:44,492 --> 01:06:46,425
- Oh, is that right?
- 1279
- 01:06:46,625 --> 01:06:49,225
- Okay, so what is next?
- 1280
- 01:06:49,226 --> 01:06:52,424
- I'm thinking a film festival
- at our place.
- 1281
- 01:06:52,425 --> 01:06:54,524
- Heads, you get
- Gone with the Wind.
- 1282
- 01:06:54,525 --> 01:06:55,658
- Tails, I get The Goonies.
- 1283
- 01:06:55,659 --> 01:06:57,156
- No! I knew you were gonna say
- The Goonies.
- 1284
- 01:06:57,157 --> 01:06:58,556
- I am not watching those kids
- 1285
- 01:06:58,557 --> 01:06:59,857
- - go through puberty again.
- - It's a cult classic.
- 1286
- 01:06:59,858 --> 01:07:01,491
- No.
- 1287
- 01:07:01,492 --> 01:07:03,222
- - Give it a chance.
- - No. Okay, all right.
- 1288
- 01:07:03,223 --> 01:07:05,790
- We will compromise
- and watch 300.
- 1289
- 01:07:06,757 --> 01:07:09,157
- Is it any wonder why I love you?
- 1290
- 01:07:09,158 --> 01:07:11,222
- 300 it is.
- 1291
- 01:07:12,656 --> 01:07:15,656
- To us.
- 1292
- 01:07:15,657 --> 01:07:18,555
- Gracie at the parents',
- a night alone.
- 1293
- 01:07:18,556 --> 01:07:20,089
- How good is this?
- 1294
- 01:07:20,090 --> 01:07:22,423
- ...Dr. George Tiller has died
- 1295
- 01:07:22,424 --> 01:07:25,588
- after being gunned down
- inside his own church.
- 1296
- 01:07:25,589 --> 01:07:28,155
- One of the few such providers
- in the country, Dr. Tiller was
- 1297
- 01:07:28,156 --> 01:07:31,154
- shot in the head this morning
- during worship services.
- 1298
- 01:07:31,155 --> 01:07:33,521
- Police say they are
- searching for a suspect
- 1299
- 01:07:33,522 --> 01:07:35,755
- - to offer protection to other
- appropriate people - Let's go.
- 1300
- 01:07:35,756 --> 01:07:38,854
- And facilities
- around the nation.
- 1301
- 01:07:38,855 --> 01:07:40,554
- - Now. Come on.
- - The 67-year-old Tiller
- 1302
- 01:07:40,555 --> 01:07:42,719
- had offered abortions
- for more than three decades,
- 1303
- 01:07:42,720 --> 01:07:46,854
- performing by his own estimate
- roughly 60,000 procedures.
- 1304
- 01:07:46,855 --> 01:07:48,921
- Dr. Tiller was
- the medical director
- 1305
- 01:07:48,922 --> 01:07:50,815
- of Women's Health Services...
- 1306
- 01:07:55,819 --> 01:08:00,751
- What kind of person would shoot
- someone in the head in church?
- 1307
- 01:08:02,185 --> 01:08:04,652
- Doug, I knew him.
- He had a family.
- 1308
- 01:08:04,653 --> 01:08:05,953
- I know, Ab.
- 1309
- 01:08:05,954 --> 01:08:08,086
- Right now, all I care about
- is picking up Grace
- 1310
- 01:08:08,087 --> 01:08:09,818
- and getting the two of you
- home safely.
- 1311
- 01:08:09,819 --> 01:08:11,885
- You think I'm in danger?
- 1312
- 01:08:11,886 --> 01:08:15,473
- I don't know, but I'm not
- taking any chances.
- 1313
- 01:08:23,051 --> 01:08:24,750
- Are you okay, sweetheart?
- 1314
- 01:08:24,751 --> 01:08:26,181
- I'm fine, Mom.
- 1315
- 01:08:28,484 --> 01:08:30,717
- - Ready?
- - Yeah.
- 1316
- 01:08:30,718 --> 01:08:32,183
- Wait, don't you think
- it makes more sense
- 1317
- 01:08:32,184 --> 01:08:35,044
- - for you to spend the
- night here? - Come on.
- 1318
- 01:08:44,784 --> 01:08:47,016
- It's false sympathy.
- 1319
- 01:08:47,017 --> 01:08:48,548
- That's what it is.
- 1320
- 01:08:48,549 --> 01:08:50,849
- All these pro-lifers
- 1321
- 01:08:50,850 --> 01:08:52,816
- condemning a killer's actions
- like they care?
- 1322
- 01:08:52,817 --> 01:08:54,417
- I think they're just trying
- to avoid the blame.
- 1323
- 01:08:54,418 --> 01:08:55,483
- It doesn't matter, okay?
- 1324
- 01:08:55,484 --> 01:08:58,216
- What matters is that
- we keep everyone here...
- 1325
- 01:08:58,217 --> 01:09:03,271
- that means you, me, all of us
- and our clients... safe.
- 1326
- 01:09:03,483 --> 01:09:05,915
- We need to pay
- special attention to anything
- 1327
- 01:09:05,916 --> 01:09:07,673
- that seems out of place.
- 1328
- 01:09:09,648 --> 01:09:13,215
- Planned Parenthood.
- This is Renee.
- 1329
- 01:09:13,216 --> 01:09:15,247
- It's Houston, for you.
- 1330
- 01:09:17,215 --> 01:09:20,745
- - This is Abby.
- - This is Susan from HR.
- 1331
- 01:09:20,746 --> 01:09:22,713
- I need you to come to Houston.
- 1332
- 01:09:22,714 --> 01:09:24,847
- Can you drive down
- this afternoon?
- 1333
- 01:09:24,848 --> 01:09:27,245
- Um, it's kind of short notice.
- Is this about Tiller?
- 1334
- 01:09:29,913 --> 01:09:31,880
- No, Abby, it's about you.
- 1335
- 01:09:31,881 --> 01:09:34,112
- Cheryl and I would like
- to meet with you.
- 1336
- 01:09:34,113 --> 01:09:36,873
- Okay. I'll be there
- as soon as I can.
- 1337
- 01:09:38,781 --> 01:09:40,777
- Corporate wants
- to meet with me.
- 1338
- 01:09:49,712 --> 01:09:52,112
- Abby, we've called you here
- to let you know
- 1339
- 01:09:52,113 --> 01:09:53,610
- you're being
- formally reprimanded.
- 1340
- 01:09:53,611 --> 01:09:55,978
- What am I being
- reprimanded for?
- 1341
- 01:09:55,979 --> 01:09:58,978
- You've been challenging me
- and my authority.
- 1342
- 01:09:58,979 --> 01:10:00,777
- You've become combative,
- 1343
- 01:10:00,778 --> 01:10:03,778
- disputing my directives,
- arguing and pushing back.
- 1344
- 01:10:03,779 --> 01:10:04,979
- I'm your supervisor.
- 1345
- 01:10:04,980 --> 01:10:07,909
- Therefore, it's your job
- to follow my instructions.
- 1346
- 01:10:07,910 --> 01:10:11,611
- In my eight years
- at Planned Parenthood,
- 1347
- 01:10:11,612 --> 01:10:16,477
- I have never received
- anything less than praise.
- 1348
- 01:10:16,478 --> 01:10:19,211
- I've not had
- a single black mark,
- 1349
- 01:10:19,212 --> 01:10:22,609
- not a warning,
- much less a reprimand.
- 1350
- 01:10:22,610 --> 01:10:25,810
- You just honored me
- as Employee of the Year.
- 1351
- 01:10:25,811 --> 01:10:28,137
- No one has been
- more committed than I have.
- 1352
- 01:10:29,543 --> 01:10:32,841
- Nonetheless,
- the reprimand stands.
- 1353
- 01:10:32,842 --> 01:10:34,408
- I'll need you to sign
- this acknowledgment
- 1354
- 01:10:34,409 --> 01:10:38,742
- that we had this talk
- and you are aware of it.
- 1355
- 01:10:38,743 --> 01:10:41,775
- I know this might be
- hard to believe,
- 1356
- 01:10:41,776 --> 01:10:44,775
- but I went back to the clinic
- the next morning,
- 1357
- 01:10:44,776 --> 01:10:46,774
- more determined than ever
- to do my job
- 1358
- 01:10:46,775 --> 01:10:48,738
- to the best of my ability.
- 1359
- 01:10:59,941 --> 01:11:01,773
- Is that what I think it is?
- 1360
- 01:11:01,774 --> 01:11:04,000
- Afraid so.
- 1361
- 01:11:05,473 --> 01:11:07,540
- Do you mind if we pray over it?
- 1362
- 01:11:08,841 --> 01:11:11,440
- - I don't know about that, man.
- - Please?
- 1363
- 01:11:11,441 --> 01:11:13,538
- Look, I'm not
- some kind of monster.
- 1364
- 01:11:13,539 --> 01:11:15,673
- I'm just a guy who drives
- a truck. I don't...
- 1365
- 01:11:15,674 --> 01:11:18,704
- We'll be quick. We'll stay
- on this side of the fence.
- 1366
- 01:11:19,673 --> 01:11:21,940
- Okay.
- 1367
- 01:11:33,138 --> 01:11:36,034
- You might want to wait.
- I got another one coming out.
- 1368
- 01:11:42,605 --> 01:11:45,002
- Hey, Abby.
- Sorry to bother you,
- 1369
- 01:11:45,003 --> 01:11:47,003
- but they need an extra person
- in the back room.
- 1370
- 01:11:47,004 --> 01:11:48,865
- - Are you free?
- - Sure.
- 1371
- 01:11:59,636 --> 01:12:01,737
- Hi. Megan said you needed
- some assistance?
- 1372
- 01:12:19,202 --> 01:12:20,968
- Lord, we commend the souls
- 1373
- 01:12:20,969 --> 01:12:24,166
- of these hundreds of children,
- whose true names
- 1374
- 01:12:24,167 --> 01:12:27,835
- are known only to You,
- to Your keeping.
- 1375
- 01:12:27,836 --> 01:12:31,025
- For we know they are with You
- now and forever.
- 1376
- 01:12:33,701 --> 01:12:37,399
- We pray for healing for the
- wounded mothers and fathers.
- 1377
- 01:12:37,400 --> 01:12:40,033
- And, Lord, we pray
- to end the sin
- 1378
- 01:12:40,034 --> 01:12:41,867
- of abortion.
- 1379
- 01:12:41,868 --> 01:12:44,965
- For in Your word, you have
- promised, "If My people
- 1380
- 01:12:44,966 --> 01:12:47,433
- "who are called by My name
- 1381
- 01:12:47,434 --> 01:12:50,067
- "Will humble themselves
- and pray and seek My face
- 1382
- 01:12:50,068 --> 01:12:53,065
- "and turn from
- their wicked ways,
- 1383
- 01:12:53,066 --> 01:12:54,933
- "then I will hear from Heaven,
- 1384
- 01:12:54,934 --> 01:12:59,033
- and I will forgive their sin,
- and I will heal their land."
- 1385
- 01:13:42,465 --> 01:13:45,688
- Abby Johnson
- is in the other room.
- 1386
- 01:13:47,063 --> 01:13:49,094
- Here?
- 1387
- 01:13:49,095 --> 01:13:51,729
- She wants out.
- 1388
- 01:14:06,195 --> 01:14:08,628
- Rough day at the office?
- 1389
- 01:14:08,629 --> 01:14:10,426
- Yeah.
- 1390
- 01:14:10,427 --> 01:14:14,194
- Yeah, uh...
- you could say that.
- 1391
- 01:14:14,195 --> 01:14:16,556
- Want to talk about it?
- 1392
- 01:14:18,594 --> 01:14:20,251
- Thanks.
- 1393
- 01:14:23,927 --> 01:14:27,085
- I saw it.
- 1394
- 01:14:28,826 --> 01:14:31,119
- And it moved.
- 1395
- 01:14:32,927 --> 01:14:37,259
- And it was like it was twisting
- and fighting for its life.
- 1396
- 01:14:39,460 --> 01:14:42,024
- This tiny...
- 1397
- 01:14:42,025 --> 01:14:44,489
- tiny, perfect little baby.
- 1398
- 01:14:46,059 --> 01:14:48,248
- And then it was just gone.
- 1399
- 01:14:58,891 --> 01:15:01,189
- I'm gonna go in on Monday,
- 1400
- 01:15:01,190 --> 01:15:03,856
- and I'm gonna
- put in my resignation,
- 1401
- 01:15:03,857 --> 01:15:05,787
- and that's it.
- 1402
- 01:15:07,525 --> 01:15:10,953
- - Just like that?
- - Just like that.
- 1403
- 01:15:14,058 --> 01:15:16,022
- I...
- 1404
- 01:15:16,023 --> 01:15:19,954
- I never want to be
- a part of an abortion again.
- 1405
- 01:15:31,622 --> 01:15:35,187
- Everybody's looking for me
- and asking if I'm okay.
- 1406
- 01:15:35,188 --> 01:15:38,121
- How long have you been gone?
- 1407
- 01:15:38,122 --> 01:15:39,788
- Almost an hour.
- 1408
- 01:15:39,789 --> 01:15:41,686
- On a Saturday?
- 1409
- 01:15:41,687 --> 01:15:44,189
- Won't that
- make them suspicious?
- 1410
- 01:15:45,955 --> 01:15:47,719
- They would never guess
- I was here.
- 1411
- 01:15:47,720 --> 01:15:50,487
- They-they wouldn't understand.
- 1412
- 01:15:50,488 --> 01:15:53,618
- Abby, we can help you
- find another job.
- 1413
- 01:15:53,619 --> 01:15:56,519
- We've always told you
- we're here to help.
- 1414
- 01:15:56,520 --> 01:16:00,518
- We can help you or anyone at
- the clinic who wants to leave.
- 1415
- 01:16:00,519 --> 01:16:03,019
- Are you serious?
- 1416
- 01:16:03,020 --> 01:16:04,986
- You would really help me?
- 1417
- 01:16:04,987 --> 01:16:07,085
- Yes, of course.
- 1418
- 01:16:07,086 --> 01:16:09,086
- In the meantime,
- don't tell anyone
- 1419
- 01:16:09,087 --> 01:16:11,453
- that you're done with
- Planned Parenthood.
- 1420
- 01:16:11,454 --> 01:16:14,451
- Don't underestimate
- the repercussions of this.
- 1421
- 01:16:14,452 --> 01:16:17,644
- You got to be careful, got it?
- 1422
- 01:16:19,387 --> 01:16:20,918
- I'll walk you out the back.
- 1423
- 01:16:20,919 --> 01:16:24,618
- Less chance of anyone
- seeing you.
- 1424
- 01:16:24,619 --> 01:16:28,384
- You'll get through this
- 1425
- 01:16:28,385 --> 01:16:32,485
- Just follow the light
- in the darkness
- 1426
- 01:16:32,486 --> 01:16:34,817
- One step closer
- 1427
- 01:16:34,818 --> 01:16:39,118
- Put one foot
- in front of the other
- 1428
- 01:16:39,119 --> 01:16:42,683
- You'll get through this
- 1429
- 01:16:42,684 --> 01:16:47,549
- Just follow the light
- in the darkness
- 1430
- 01:16:47,550 --> 01:16:50,950
- You're gonna be okay.
- 1431
- 01:16:50,951 --> 01:16:53,681
- - You should... Here you go.
- - Man, this puzzle is very hard.
- 1432
- 01:16:53,682 --> 01:16:55,615
- I know, but, look,
- here's two more edges.
- 1433
- 01:16:55,616 --> 01:16:57,749
- That may be all we need.
- 1434
- 01:16:57,750 --> 01:16:59,981
- - We're close now.
- - Oh, here's one.
- 1435
- 01:16:59,982 --> 01:17:01,877
- Hi, baby.
- 1436
- 01:17:03,817 --> 01:17:06,947
- Is that it right there?
- 1437
- 01:17:06,948 --> 01:17:10,549
- You will never guess
- where I was today.
- 1438
- 01:17:10,550 --> 01:17:13,137
- Shawn's office?
- 1439
- 01:17:14,748 --> 01:17:17,481
- How could you
- possibly know that?
- 1440
- 01:17:17,482 --> 01:17:18,813
- I don't know.
- 1441
- 01:17:18,814 --> 01:17:20,747
- It's just that, with
- the conversations we've had
- 1442
- 01:17:20,748 --> 01:17:23,114
- and all that's been going on
- lately, I figured you might
- 1443
- 01:17:23,115 --> 01:17:26,413
- reach out to him at some point.
- 1444
- 01:17:26,414 --> 01:17:29,046
- That...
- 1445
- 01:17:29,047 --> 01:17:31,171
- plus the look on your face.
- 1446
- 01:17:35,081 --> 01:17:38,114
- I'm gonna do it, Doug.
- I'm gonna leave.
- 1447
- 01:17:38,115 --> 01:17:39,945
- Have you told your mom yet?
- 1448
- 01:17:39,946 --> 01:17:42,813
- Not yet.
- 1449
- 01:17:42,814 --> 01:17:45,645
- I want to be out the door.
- 1450
- 01:17:45,646 --> 01:17:48,645
- I want it to be over
- before I do.
- 1451
- 01:17:56,779 --> 01:17:58,468
- Here you go.
- 1452
- 01:18:39,775 --> 01:18:41,739
- Abby, what's wrong?
- 1453
- 01:18:44,141 --> 01:18:47,572
- Megan, I need
- to tell you something.
- 1454
- 01:18:48,843 --> 01:18:50,840
- You have to promise
- not to tell anyone.
- 1455
- 01:18:50,841 --> 01:18:52,441
- Yeah, no, I won't.
- 1456
- 01:18:52,442 --> 01:18:54,065
- I'm leaving
- Planned Parenthood.
- 1457
- 01:18:56,176 --> 01:18:57,873
- I have to get out.
- 1458
- 01:18:57,874 --> 01:19:00,007
- I can't be
- a part of this anymore.
- 1459
- 01:19:00,008 --> 01:19:01,908
- You're leaving?
- 1460
- 01:19:01,909 --> 01:19:04,373
- I went over to
- 40 Days for Life that day.
- 1461
- 01:19:04,374 --> 01:19:06,173
- They were so amazing.
- 1462
- 01:19:06,174 --> 01:19:09,905
- They just sat and listened
- while I cried.
- 1463
- 01:19:09,906 --> 01:19:11,639
- And they're really
- gonna help you?
- 1464
- 01:19:11,640 --> 01:19:13,972
- Yeah, they are.
- 1465
- 01:19:13,973 --> 01:19:16,771
- I mean, no judgment,
- no condemnation.
- 1466
- 01:19:16,772 --> 01:19:19,202
- They're even gonna help me
- find another job.
- 1467
- 01:19:20,873 --> 01:19:23,171
- So, when do you leave?
- 1468
- 01:19:23,172 --> 01:19:25,505
- Today.
- 1469
- 01:19:25,506 --> 01:19:27,872
- I know
- Cheryl is going to lose it
- 1470
- 01:19:27,873 --> 01:19:30,037
- - when she finds out.
- - Yeah.
- 1471
- 01:19:30,038 --> 01:19:33,172
- But... I'm gonna type up
- my resignation,
- 1472
- 01:19:33,173 --> 01:19:36,904
- and at 5:01, I am sending it
- to HR in Houston,
- 1473
- 01:19:36,905 --> 01:19:39,871
- and I am gonna walk out that
- front door like any other day.
- 1474
- 01:19:39,872 --> 01:19:42,005
- Geez.
- 1475
- 01:19:42,006 --> 01:19:44,537
- Are you gonna tell Taylor, too?
- 1476
- 01:19:44,538 --> 01:19:47,671
- Of course.
- You guys are my best friends.
- 1477
- 01:19:47,672 --> 01:19:51,170
- But you're the only ones
- who can know, no one else.
- 1478
- 01:19:51,171 --> 01:19:53,067
- Of course.
- 1479
- 01:20:35,167 --> 01:20:37,167
- So this is it.
- 1480
- 01:20:37,168 --> 01:20:38,867
- How's it feel?
- 1481
- 01:20:38,868 --> 01:20:40,934
- Like I just got out of prison.
- 1482
- 01:20:42,801 --> 01:20:44,867
- - Bye.
- - See ya.
- 1483
- 01:20:54,799 --> 01:20:56,765
- Hey, Mom.
- 1484
- 01:20:56,766 --> 01:20:58,598
- I just wanted
- to tell you something
- 1485
- 01:20:58,599 --> 01:21:00,399
- before you heard it
- from somebody else.
- 1486
- 01:21:00,400 --> 01:21:01,964
- Are you pregnant?
- 1487
- 01:21:01,965 --> 01:21:04,598
- No.
- 1488
- 01:21:04,599 --> 01:21:06,932
- No. Um...
- 1489
- 01:21:06,933 --> 01:21:08,998
- I resigned from
- Planned Parenthood today.
- 1490
- 01:21:11,399 --> 01:21:13,632
- She quit.
- 1491
- 01:21:13,633 --> 01:21:15,763
- Done the right thing, Abby.
- 1492
- 01:21:15,764 --> 01:21:18,664
- I've been praying for years
- that you'd leave there.
- 1493
- 01:21:18,665 --> 01:21:22,128
- I have so much to tell you.
- 1494
- 01:21:40,762 --> 01:21:43,762
- Abby?
- 1495
- 01:21:43,763 --> 01:21:45,729
- Abby, it's the middle
- of the night.
- 1496
- 01:21:45,730 --> 01:21:47,818
- What are you doing up?
- 1497
- 01:21:55,662 --> 01:21:58,095
- Hey.
- 1498
- 01:21:58,096 --> 01:22:00,163
- Baby, what's the matter?
- 1499
- 01:22:08,127 --> 01:22:10,819
- I have been complicit...
- 1500
- 01:22:12,762 --> 01:22:16,728
- ...in over 22,000 abortions.
- 1501
- 01:22:18,795 --> 01:22:22,519
- That... that is
- the weight of my guilt.
- 1502
- 01:22:25,127 --> 01:22:28,659
- How do I even begin
- to comprehend that?
- 1503
- 01:22:28,660 --> 01:22:30,526
- You can't, baby.
- 1504
- 01:22:30,527 --> 01:22:32,857
- Nobody can, okay?
- 1505
- 01:22:32,858 --> 01:22:35,458
- All you can do is
- 1506
- 01:22:35,459 --> 01:22:39,557
- say you're sorry
- and beg forgiveness.
- 1507
- 01:22:39,558 --> 01:22:41,887
- I am sorry.
- 1508
- 01:22:43,826 --> 01:22:45,893
- I am so sorry.
- 1509
- 01:22:49,659 --> 01:22:51,825
- Those women...
- 1510
- 01:22:51,826 --> 01:22:55,724
- they came to me
- looking for help...
- 1511
- 01:22:55,725 --> 01:22:58,625
- and I lied to them.
- 1512
- 01:22:58,626 --> 01:23:00,849
- I lied to them.
- 1513
- 01:23:04,892 --> 01:23:06,556
- I betrayed them.
- 1514
- 01:23:06,557 --> 01:23:09,990
- I told them that the best thing
- for them to do
- 1515
- 01:23:09,991 --> 01:23:12,612
- was to kill their babies.
- 1516
- 01:23:17,357 --> 01:23:20,355
- What have I done?
- 1517
- 01:23:20,356 --> 01:23:24,116
- You did what you thought
- was right, baby.
- 1518
- 01:23:25,522 --> 01:23:28,088
- Then why do I feel so ashamed?
- 1519
- 01:23:30,823 --> 01:23:32,751
- Abby, look at me.
- 1520
- 01:23:37,689 --> 01:23:39,686
- I love you.
- 1521
- 01:23:39,687 --> 01:23:42,854
- And so does God.
- 1522
- 01:23:42,855 --> 01:23:45,486
- He'll forgive you if you ask.
- 1523
- 01:23:45,487 --> 01:23:48,687
- I can't even believe that.
- 1524
- 01:23:48,688 --> 01:23:50,754
- How? How could He?
- 1525
- 01:23:53,654 --> 01:23:56,688
- Because He's God.
- 1526
- 01:24:08,054 --> 01:24:10,586
- I spent the next two days
- ugly crying.
- 1527
- 01:24:10,587 --> 01:24:12,418
- Day three, I woke up
- 1528
- 01:24:12,419 --> 01:24:14,519
- and headed straight for
- Shawn and Marilisa's office.
- 1529
- 01:24:14,520 --> 01:24:16,485
- Blame it on my Texas roots,
- 1530
- 01:24:16,486 --> 01:24:18,051
- but I couldn't show up
- empty-handed.
- 1531
- 01:24:18,052 --> 01:24:19,851
- Abby.
- What are you doing here?
- 1532
- 01:24:19,852 --> 01:24:23,180
- I'm here to help, any way
- I can, and I brought donuts.
- 1533
- 01:24:25,818 --> 01:24:27,551
- Here we are, drinking coffee
- 1534
- 01:24:27,552 --> 01:24:30,152
- with Abby Johnson.
- 1535
- 01:24:30,153 --> 01:24:32,717
- Okay, well, if you guys think
- it is weird for you,
- 1536
- 01:24:32,718 --> 01:24:36,084
- just imagine how I feel.
- 1537
- 01:24:36,085 --> 01:24:37,849
- Abby, I am so glad you're here.
- 1538
- 01:24:37,850 --> 01:24:39,784
- It should have been this way
- all along.
- 1539
- 01:24:39,785 --> 01:24:41,517
- You know, I got to admit,
- 1540
- 01:24:41,518 --> 01:24:43,484
- sometimes, in the midst of
- all the hours on the fence,
- 1541
- 01:24:43,485 --> 01:24:45,516
- I was beginning to wonder
- if we were doing any good.
- 1542
- 01:24:45,517 --> 01:24:47,517
- Most of the time,
- we just prayed and prayed,
- 1543
- 01:24:47,518 --> 01:24:48,950
- and it didn't seem to matter.
- 1544
- 01:24:48,951 --> 01:24:52,082
- - Trust me, it mattered.
- - Why do you say that?
- 1545
- 01:24:52,083 --> 01:24:53,916
- Shawn, I was
- the clinic director,
- 1546
- 01:24:53,917 --> 01:24:57,848
- and any time that you were out
- there, my no-show rate climbed,
- 1547
- 01:24:57,849 --> 01:25:00,016
- which is why I was
- so annoyed with you.
- 1548
- 01:25:01,417 --> 01:25:04,014
- Seriously, it wasn't
- just us, though.
- 1549
- 01:25:04,015 --> 01:25:06,581
- Planned Parenthood's
- own statistics show that,
- 1550
- 01:25:06,582 --> 01:25:08,582
- if someone's praying
- outside the clinic,
- 1551
- 01:25:08,583 --> 01:25:11,114
- it can go as high as 75%.
- 1552
- 01:25:11,115 --> 01:25:13,815
- - Are you serious?
- - I'm serious.
- 1553
- 01:25:13,816 --> 01:25:15,548
- It's like this
- dirty little secret
- 1554
- 01:25:15,549 --> 01:25:17,147
- they don't want anyone to know.
- 1555
- 01:25:17,148 --> 01:25:18,781
- When women see you praying,
- 1556
- 01:25:18,782 --> 01:25:22,815
- they just suddenly decide
- not to show up.
- 1557
- 01:25:22,816 --> 01:25:25,813
- They circle the parking lot
- and never come in.
- 1558
- 01:25:25,814 --> 01:25:27,714
- Meaning most of the lives
- that you save,
- 1559
- 01:25:27,715 --> 01:25:30,405
- you never even know about.
- 1560
- 01:25:32,414 --> 01:25:35,714
- Which is why I need
- to go to the fence.
- 1561
- 01:25:35,715 --> 01:25:37,046
- Abby, I really don't think
- 1562
- 01:25:37,047 --> 01:25:38,912
- this is something
- you should be doing yet.
- 1563
- 01:25:38,913 --> 01:25:41,673
- But it's something
- I need to do.
- 1564
- 01:25:45,446 --> 01:25:47,413
- Hi. My name is Abby Johnson.
- 1565
- 01:25:47,414 --> 01:25:49,411
- I used to be the director
- of this clinic.
- 1566
- 01:25:49,412 --> 01:25:52,775
- I quit because my conscience
- wouldn't let me stay.
- 1567
- 01:25:54,746 --> 01:25:58,677
- I just want to talk to you for
- a minute, please just a minute.
- 1568
- 01:25:58,678 --> 01:26:00,845
- Please?
- 1569
- 01:26:00,846 --> 01:26:02,910
- I guess.
- 1570
- 01:26:04,912 --> 01:26:08,645
- It's always possible you're
- just here for a pregnancy test,
- 1571
- 01:26:08,646 --> 01:26:11,074
- but I'm guessing you've already
- seen the results of yours.
- 1572
- 01:26:12,645 --> 01:26:14,011
- Two of them.
- 1573
- 01:26:14,012 --> 01:26:18,076
- And you feel like your whole
- world is caving in around you,
- 1574
- 01:26:18,077 --> 01:26:20,810
- and you've never been
- so scared and alone.
- 1575
- 01:26:20,811 --> 01:26:22,773
- - Yeah.
- - Yeah.
- 1576
- 01:26:24,676 --> 01:26:26,476
- Let me tell you
- what's gonna happen
- 1577
- 01:26:26,477 --> 01:26:28,477
- if you go in that door.
- 1578
- 01:26:28,478 --> 01:26:30,542
- The first thing they're gonna
- do is give you an ultrasound,
- 1579
- 01:26:30,543 --> 01:26:32,109
- but they're not gonna
- let you see it.
- 1580
- 01:26:32,110 --> 01:26:33,676
- Why not?
- 1581
- 01:26:33,677 --> 01:26:36,808
- Because they don't want you
- to see your baby.
- 1582
- 01:26:36,809 --> 01:26:39,342
- Then why do they do
- the ultrasound?
- 1583
- 01:26:39,343 --> 01:26:41,343
- Because the ultrasound
- determines
- 1584
- 01:26:41,344 --> 01:26:42,875
- the size of the fetus.
- 1585
- 01:26:42,876 --> 01:26:45,142
- And the size of the fetus,
- the skull in particular,
- 1586
- 01:26:45,143 --> 01:26:48,841
- is what determines the price
- they're going to charge you.
- 1587
- 01:26:51,942 --> 01:26:55,006
- Why are you telling me this?
- 1588
- 01:26:55,007 --> 01:26:58,408
- Because I understand
- better than anyone
- 1589
- 01:26:58,409 --> 01:27:00,908
- that, inside that building,
- they don't offer solutions.
- 1590
- 01:27:00,909 --> 01:27:02,141
- They only offer abortions.
- 1591
- 01:27:02,142 --> 01:27:03,740
- And if you go
- through that door,
- 1592
- 01:27:03,741 --> 01:27:07,508
- you will not come out the
- same person, because you can't.
- 1593
- 01:27:07,509 --> 01:27:10,506
- And everybody wants to pretend
- like you can, but you can't.
- 1594
- 01:27:10,507 --> 01:27:13,740
- Because the truth is you can
- let them get rid of your baby,
- 1595
- 01:27:13,741 --> 01:27:16,739
- but they can't get rid of
- the memory of your baby.
- 1596
- 01:27:16,740 --> 01:27:21,806
- And neither can you,
- no matter how hard you try.
- 1597
- 01:27:23,539 --> 01:27:25,469
- I don't know what to do.
- 1598
- 01:27:27,438 --> 01:27:29,571
- What's your name?
- 1599
- 01:27:29,572 --> 01:27:31,705
- Hannah.
- 1600
- 01:27:31,706 --> 01:27:33,706
- Hannah, it's gonna be okay,
- I promise, I promise.
- 1601
- 01:27:33,707 --> 01:27:35,604
- And I'll be there
- every step of the way.
- 1602
- 01:27:35,605 --> 01:27:37,171
- I'll do anything I can
- to help you.
- 1603
- 01:27:39,806 --> 01:27:42,004
- If you get in that car...
- 1604
- 01:27:56,404 --> 01:27:58,037
- Okay.
- 1605
- 01:28:14,602 --> 01:28:16,969
- Bravo. Let me guess.
- 1606
- 01:28:16,970 --> 01:28:18,769
- Former clinic director
- 1607
- 01:28:18,770 --> 01:28:20,634
- describes the mechanics
- of fetal dismemberment...
- 1608
- 01:28:20,635 --> 01:28:21,968
- You know what, Cheryl, that...
- 1609
- 01:28:21,969 --> 01:28:23,568
- ...complete with
- all the tools involved.
- 1610
- 01:28:23,569 --> 01:28:24,969
- That's not what it was like.
- 1611
- 01:28:24,970 --> 01:28:26,800
- You know what?
- It doesn't really matter.
- 1612
- 01:28:26,801 --> 01:28:29,367
- You've become a traitor, Abby.
- 1613
- 01:28:29,368 --> 01:28:31,568
- Some of us are
- still loyal to the cause.
- 1614
- 01:28:31,569 --> 01:28:33,366
- Some of us still believe
- in protecting
- 1615
- 01:28:33,367 --> 01:28:34,733
- a woman's right to choose.
- 1616
- 01:28:34,734 --> 01:28:36,401
- And those of us who do,
- 1617
- 01:28:36,402 --> 01:28:39,565
- we are a part of
- a billion-dollar corporation
- 1618
- 01:28:39,566 --> 01:28:42,900
- with lawyers and lobbyists
- and media experts on staff.
- 1619
- 01:28:42,901 --> 01:28:46,365
- Have you ever seen
- the names of our donors?
- 1620
- 01:28:46,366 --> 01:28:48,732
- Soros, Gates, Buffett.
- 1621
- 01:28:48,733 --> 01:28:51,459
- That's who we have.
- Who have you got, Abby?
- 1622
- 01:28:52,932 --> 01:28:57,466
- Cheryl, what you are doing
- is wrong.
- 1623
- 01:28:57,467 --> 01:28:59,731
- Is it?
- 1624
- 01:28:59,732 --> 01:29:01,831
- America wants abortion,
- 1625
- 01:29:01,832 --> 01:29:04,999
- which is why we exist and why
- we will continue to exist
- 1626
- 01:29:05,000 --> 01:29:07,631
- long after you and
- your newfound friends are gone.
- 1627
- 01:29:07,632 --> 01:29:09,631
- Oh, yes, I know all about them.
- 1628
- 01:29:09,632 --> 01:29:13,497
- Did you honestly think
- that we wouldn't find out?
- 1629
- 01:29:13,498 --> 01:29:16,831
- No one has ever turned on us
- like this before, Abby.
- 1630
- 01:29:16,832 --> 01:29:19,192
- Which is why national is going
- to make an example of you.
- 1631
- 01:29:20,131 --> 01:29:21,997
- So, congratulations.
- 1632
- 01:29:21,998 --> 01:29:23,798
- You've managed to make an enemy
- 1633
- 01:29:23,799 --> 01:29:27,489
- of one of the most powerful
- organizations on the planet.
- 1634
- 01:29:34,797 --> 01:29:37,697
- I love this patch.
- 1635
- 01:29:39,463 --> 01:29:41,629
- Turn this way, baby.
- 1636
- 01:29:41,630 --> 01:29:43,796
- Do you remember
- what I was telling you earlier
- 1637
- 01:29:43,797 --> 01:29:45,428
- about what Cheryl said?
- 1638
- 01:29:45,429 --> 01:29:47,429
- It'd be kind of hard to forget.
- 1639
- 01:29:47,430 --> 01:29:50,462
- Yeah, well, now Megan isn't
- returning my phone calls,
- 1640
- 01:29:50,463 --> 01:29:52,562
- and her phone number
- has been disconnected.
- 1641
- 01:29:54,329 --> 01:29:56,529
- Can we go now, please?
- 1642
- 01:29:56,530 --> 01:29:58,460
- Does Mommy look like
- she's ready?
- 1643
- 01:29:58,461 --> 01:30:00,328
- - No.
- - No.
- 1644
- 01:30:00,329 --> 01:30:03,462
- And you need to go get
- your ladybug wand upstairs.
- 1645
- 01:30:08,828 --> 01:30:11,826
- - You still up for this?
- - Absolutely.
- 1646
- 01:30:11,827 --> 01:30:14,527
- I am not letting Cheryl
- or Planned Parenthood
- 1647
- 01:30:14,528 --> 01:30:16,761
- ruin Halloween for our kid.
- 1648
- 01:30:16,762 --> 01:30:19,593
- Or you.
- 1649
- 01:30:19,594 --> 01:30:21,093
- I'm serious, babe.
- 1650
- 01:30:21,094 --> 01:30:22,861
- Whoever created this holiday
- deserves a medal.
- 1651
- 01:30:22,862 --> 01:30:25,525
- We get to dress up, act stupid,
- and people give us candy.
- 1652
- 01:30:25,526 --> 01:30:26,727
- How cool is that?
- 1653
- 01:30:26,727 --> 01:30:27,994
- You do realize
- 1654
- 01:30:27,995 --> 01:30:29,760
- they give Grace
- the candy, though?
- 1655
- 01:30:29,761 --> 01:30:31,125
- Yes, but she knows
- 1656
- 01:30:31,126 --> 01:30:32,592
- Daddy's involvement is crucial.
- 1657
- 01:30:32,593 --> 01:30:33,826
- She's still new to this,
- 1658
- 01:30:33,827 --> 01:30:36,593
- whereas I bring decades
- of experience.
- 1659
- 01:30:36,594 --> 01:30:37,759
- Arr, milady.
- 1660
- 01:30:37,759 --> 01:30:38,892
- Okay.
- 1661
- 01:30:38,892 --> 01:30:40,092
- - All right.
- - Daddy, let's go!
- 1662
- 01:30:40,093 --> 01:30:41,825
- Can you take this one
- so I can call Shawn?
- 1663
- 01:30:41,826 --> 01:30:42,960
- - Sure.
- - Okay.
- 1664
- 01:30:42,961 --> 01:30:44,592
- Hold up, hold up!
- 1665
- 01:30:48,993 --> 01:30:51,723
- Abby? - Did you get my
- messages about Cheryl's threat?
- 1666
- 01:30:51,724 --> 01:30:54,025
- Yeah. We're being sued.
- We're both gonna need lawyers.
- 1667
- 01:30:54,026 --> 01:30:57,757
- Sued? Do you realize
- how serious this is?
- 1668
- 01:30:57,758 --> 01:31:00,557
- Yeah. And I just realized
- you're 100 feet away from me.
- 1669
- 01:31:00,558 --> 01:31:01,624
- Abby!
- 1670
- 01:31:03,723 --> 01:31:06,623
- - Hon, why don't you go ahead
- while I talk to Abby. - Okay.
- 1671
- 01:31:06,624 --> 01:31:07,624
- Bye, pumpkin.
- 1672
- 01:31:07,625 --> 01:31:09,090
- Are you sure about this?
- 1673
- 01:31:09,091 --> 01:31:12,655
- Yes. We got served
- right before I left work.
- 1674
- 01:31:12,656 --> 01:31:14,456
- There's a lawsuit from
- Planned Parenthood,
- 1675
- 01:31:14,457 --> 01:31:15,457
- plus a restraining order
- 1676
- 01:31:15,458 --> 01:31:16,955
- to keep us from saying
- anything public.
- 1677
- 01:31:16,956 --> 01:31:18,689
- Yours will probably arrive
- on Monday.
- 1678
- 01:31:18,690 --> 01:31:20,356
- When were you planning on
- telling me about this?
- 1679
- 01:31:20,357 --> 01:31:22,356
- Figured I'd let you enjoy
- trick-or-treating
- 1680
- 01:31:22,357 --> 01:31:24,056
- and then give you a call.
- 1681
- 01:31:25,623 --> 01:31:27,055
- What are we gonna do?
- 1682
- 01:31:27,056 --> 01:31:29,056
- I've already talked with
- Jeff Paradowski.
- 1683
- 01:31:29,057 --> 01:31:31,321
- I believe his response was,
- "I'm in, baby!"
- 1684
- 01:31:31,322 --> 01:31:32,322
- Wait, wait, wait.
- 1685
- 01:31:32,322 --> 01:31:33,622
- The one that's
- on the billboards,
- 1686
- 01:31:33,622 --> 01:31:34,823
- pointing his finger, saying...
- 1687
- 01:31:34,824 --> 01:31:36,320
- "Get what you deserve!"
- 1688
- 01:31:36,321 --> 01:31:39,454
- Yeah. He's an old friend.
- 1689
- 01:31:39,455 --> 01:31:42,756
- Okay, um, you realize
- that attorneys cost money
- 1690
- 01:31:42,757 --> 01:31:46,021
- - and I just left my job? - Jeff
- isn't in this for the money.
- 1691
- 01:31:46,022 --> 01:31:47,521
- He's in this
- to help fight abortion.
- 1692
- 01:31:47,522 --> 01:31:49,519
- He's willing to
- cut into his Saturday
- 1693
- 01:31:49,520 --> 01:31:51,644
- and meet with us
- tomorrow morning.
- 1694
- 01:31:52,654 --> 01:31:55,454
- Abby, meet Jeff.
- 1695
- 01:31:55,455 --> 01:31:57,485
- Jeff, meet Abby.
- 1696
- 01:32:06,553 --> 01:32:08,984
- So, they're claiming
- that Planned Parenthood
- 1697
- 01:32:08,985 --> 01:32:12,019
- and its patients face
- imminent, irreparable harm
- 1698
- 01:32:12,020 --> 01:32:14,020
- from confidential information
- 1699
- 01:32:14,021 --> 01:32:16,718
- you've improperly disclosed
- or are about to disclose.
- 1700
- 01:32:16,719 --> 01:32:18,685
- That's nonsense.
- 1701
- 01:32:18,686 --> 01:32:20,785
- Well, they managed
- to convince a judge otherwise.
- 1702
- 01:32:20,786 --> 01:32:24,084
- Our preliminary hearing
- is in ten days.
- 1703
- 01:32:24,085 --> 01:32:28,452
- The attorneys for the plaintiff
- are a big firm out of Houston.
- 1704
- 01:32:28,453 --> 01:32:32,984
- But I'm betting we'll see
- some faces from D.C. As well.
- 1705
- 01:32:32,985 --> 01:32:36,483
- You're a big fish, and
- the sharks are smelling blood.
- 1706
- 01:32:36,484 --> 01:32:39,584
- Oh, also, you should
- prepare yourself
- 1707
- 01:32:39,585 --> 01:32:41,749
- that, uh, Megan and Taylor
- 1708
- 01:32:41,750 --> 01:32:43,750
- will be testifying
- to a completely different
- 1709
- 01:32:43,751 --> 01:32:45,950
- set of facts than the ones
- you've described to me.
- 1710
- 01:32:45,951 --> 01:32:49,709
- - They were my friends.
- - Emphasis on "were."
- 1711
- 01:32:53,318 --> 01:32:56,582
- Okay, Abby, I'm going to
- ask you a series of questions.
- 1712
- 01:32:56,583 --> 01:32:59,516
- Um, I want you to take
- all the time you need
- 1713
- 01:32:59,517 --> 01:33:02,748
- to answer honestly and
- think about them all you want.
- 1714
- 01:33:02,749 --> 01:33:04,448
- - Okay.
- - Okay.
- 1715
- 01:33:04,449 --> 01:33:06,615
- Have you ever revealed
- the identities of the doctors
- 1716
- 01:33:06,616 --> 01:33:08,714
- performing abortions
- at the facility
- 1717
- 01:33:08,715 --> 01:33:10,415
- either to Shawn or anyone else?
- 1718
- 01:33:10,416 --> 01:33:11,914
- - No.
- - No.
- 1719
- 01:33:11,915 --> 01:33:13,882
- You ever removed confidential
- patient information
- 1720
- 01:33:13,883 --> 01:33:16,948
- from the building, either
- physically or in digital form?
- 1721
- 01:33:16,949 --> 01:33:19,582
- No.
- 1722
- 01:33:19,583 --> 01:33:22,546
- Have you ever taken or removed
- anything from the building?
- 1723
- 01:33:22,547 --> 01:33:25,047
- Just an old vacuum cleaner.
- 1724
- 01:33:25,048 --> 01:33:27,048
- But the one
- at the clinic broke,
- 1725
- 01:33:27,049 --> 01:33:28,946
- and we had a tight budget
- for equipment,
- 1726
- 01:33:28,947 --> 01:33:30,880
- so I brought mine from home.
- 1727
- 01:33:30,881 --> 01:33:33,781
- But when I quit,
- I wasn't gonna leave it there.
- 1728
- 01:33:33,782 --> 01:33:37,113
- That and a plant,
- but my mom gave me the plant.
- 1729
- 01:33:37,114 --> 01:33:38,847
- Okay.
- 1730
- 01:33:38,848 --> 01:33:42,112
- Did you threaten
- Megan or Taylor
- 1731
- 01:33:42,113 --> 01:33:44,912
- if they didn't look to resign
- from Planned Parenthood?
- 1732
- 01:33:44,913 --> 01:33:47,569
- No. How could I? I wasn't even
- their boss anymore.
- 1733
- 01:33:48,712 --> 01:33:50,512
- Which brings me to my last
- 1734
- 01:33:50,513 --> 01:33:53,313
- and most important question
- for you.
- 1735
- 01:33:53,314 --> 01:33:55,478
- What aren't you telling me?
- 1736
- 01:33:55,479 --> 01:33:58,112
- - Nothing.
- - You sure?
- 1737
- 01:33:58,113 --> 01:34:00,710
- Because if there's something
- that you're hiding,
- 1738
- 01:34:00,711 --> 01:34:03,077
- I can guarantee
- it will come out in court.
- 1739
- 01:34:03,078 --> 01:34:06,779
- So, if there's anything
- that I need to know,
- 1740
- 01:34:06,780 --> 01:34:09,477
- now is the time to tell me
- while we still have the time
- 1741
- 01:34:09,478 --> 01:34:11,067
- to figure out
- how to deal with it.
- 1742
- 01:34:15,644 --> 01:34:19,678
- A while back,
- curiosity got the best of me,
- 1743
- 01:34:19,679 --> 01:34:21,876
- and I pulled
- my own patient file.
- 1744
- 01:34:21,877 --> 01:34:24,343
- I couldn't resist.
- 1745
- 01:34:24,344 --> 01:34:25,877
- How come?
- 1746
- 01:34:25,878 --> 01:34:28,602
- I needed to see my baby.
- 1747
- 01:34:29,744 --> 01:34:31,643
- Is that a problem?
- 1748
- 01:34:31,644 --> 01:34:33,475
- Sure.
- 1749
- 01:34:33,476 --> 01:34:35,875
- For Planned Parenthood if they
- try to make an issue out of it.
- 1750
- 01:34:35,876 --> 01:34:37,743
- I mean, trying to paint her
- like a criminal
- 1751
- 01:34:37,744 --> 01:34:39,640
- for wanting to see
- her own file?
- 1752
- 01:34:39,641 --> 01:34:40,941
- We can only hope
- they're stupid enough
- 1753
- 01:34:40,942 --> 01:34:42,575
- to try something like that.
- 1754
- 01:34:42,576 --> 01:34:44,376
- So, what's our defense?
- 1755
- 01:34:44,377 --> 01:34:46,307
- She's innocent.
- 1756
- 01:34:46,308 --> 01:34:49,074
- - That's it? That's our defense?
- - Yep.
- 1757
- 01:34:49,075 --> 01:34:51,441
- We are so screwed.
- 1758
- 01:34:51,442 --> 01:34:53,741
- Abby, don't complicate
- the issue.
- 1759
- 01:34:53,742 --> 01:34:55,674
- Look, the... their-their
- complaint's emphasis
- 1760
- 01:34:55,675 --> 01:34:57,808
- on potential future harm
- 1761
- 01:34:57,809 --> 01:35:00,374
- tells me they're light
- on actual evidence.
- 1762
- 01:35:00,375 --> 01:35:03,807
- Let me make it easy for you.
- They've got no case.
- 1763
- 01:35:03,808 --> 01:35:06,039
- You don't know these people
- like I know them.
- 1764
- 01:35:06,040 --> 01:35:08,107
- Planned Parenthood
- will go to any lengths
- 1765
- 01:35:08,108 --> 01:35:10,741
- to destroy someone
- that they see as a threat.
- 1766
- 01:35:10,742 --> 01:35:13,739
- Abby, there are two words
- in the English language
- 1767
- 01:35:13,740 --> 01:35:16,473
- that are very powerful if you
- put them together in court.
- 1768
- 01:35:16,474 --> 01:35:17,870
- Do you know what they are?
- 1769
- 01:35:20,539 --> 01:35:22,663
- "Prove it."
- 1770
- 01:35:25,872 --> 01:35:28,598
- Trust me. I got this.
- 1771
- 01:35:29,706 --> 01:35:32,537
- So there I was,
- scared out of my mind.
- 1772
- 01:35:32,538 --> 01:35:35,305
- After all, it's not every day
- you take on a corporation
- 1773
- 01:35:35,306 --> 01:35:37,638
- with global outreach
- to 189 countries
- 1774
- 01:35:37,639 --> 01:35:40,904
- on every continent
- except Antarctica.
- 1775
- 01:35:40,905 --> 01:35:44,739
- Jeff looked like he didn't have
- a care in the world.
- 1776
- 01:35:44,740 --> 01:35:49,371
- Shawn was nervous, Doug was
- my rock, and my mom was...
- 1777
- 01:35:49,372 --> 01:35:50,904
- Shawn!
- 1778
- 01:35:50,905 --> 01:35:53,937
- ...well, my mom.
- 1779
- 01:35:53,938 --> 01:35:56,803
- Thank you for getting
- my daughter out of there.
- 1780
- 01:35:56,804 --> 01:35:59,469
- Wow. And here I was afraid
- that Abby was going home
- 1781
- 01:35:59,470 --> 01:36:01,069
- every Christmas
- for the past eight years
- 1782
- 01:36:01,070 --> 01:36:03,370
- bashing this evil Shawn person.
- 1783
- 01:36:03,371 --> 01:36:05,968
- Oh, she did, but I read
- between the lines,
- 1784
- 01:36:05,969 --> 01:36:08,002
- which is why I knew
- I'd love you.
- 1785
- 01:36:11,105 --> 01:36:13,102
- - Thank you.
- - You're welcome.
- 1786
- 01:36:13,103 --> 01:36:14,769
- Okay, hugging is done.
- 1787
- 01:36:14,770 --> 01:36:17,670
- Let's go kick some ass.
- 1788
- 01:36:17,671 --> 01:36:19,568
- What are you
- hoping for in today's outcome?
- 1789
- 01:36:19,569 --> 01:36:22,402
- I would like to see
- justice served, obviously,
- 1790
- 01:36:22,403 --> 01:36:23,769
- and for people to...
- 1791
- 01:36:23,770 --> 01:36:25,501
- I just want to go over there
- 1792
- 01:36:25,502 --> 01:36:27,401
- and tell those people
- what is really going on.
- 1793
- 01:36:27,402 --> 01:36:28,635
- Well, you're not going to.
- 1794
- 01:36:28,636 --> 01:36:30,302
- You're under
- a restraining order.
- 1795
- 01:36:30,303 --> 01:36:31,900
- So let me get this straight.
- 1796
- 01:36:31,901 --> 01:36:34,967
- First they sue us even though
- we did nothing wrong.
- 1797
- 01:36:34,968 --> 01:36:37,068
- Next they gag us
- with a court order.
- 1798
- 01:36:37,069 --> 01:36:38,533
- Then they hold
- a press conference
- 1799
- 01:36:38,534 --> 01:36:40,000
- so they can say
- whatever they want,
- 1800
- 01:36:40,001 --> 01:36:42,034
- and we're just supposed
- to stand here and be quiet.
- 1801
- 01:36:42,035 --> 01:36:43,302
- That is not fair.
- 1802
- 01:36:43,303 --> 01:36:45,766
- "Fare" is something
- you give a cab driver.
- 1803
- 01:36:45,767 --> 01:36:47,700
- The law is something
- entirely different.
- 1804
- 01:36:47,701 --> 01:36:49,433
- Sincerely regret
- being forced
- 1805
- 01:36:49,434 --> 01:36:50,865
- to take this matter
- to the courts.
- 1806
- 01:36:50,866 --> 01:36:52,799
- It's the last thing
- we wanted to do,
- 1807
- 01:36:52,800 --> 01:36:53,867
- but, honestly, our priority...
- 1808
- 01:36:53,868 --> 01:36:55,766
- Is it wrong that I just
- want to go over there
- 1809
- 01:36:55,767 --> 01:36:59,399
- - and punch her in the face?
- - Yes, Abby, it's wrong.
- 1810
- 01:36:59,400 --> 01:37:01,065
- That's my job.
- 1811
- 01:37:01,066 --> 01:37:02,934
- Okay...
- 1812
- 01:37:15,033 --> 01:37:16,863
- What is that?
- 1813
- 01:37:16,864 --> 01:37:18,831
- Their attempt
- to intimidate us.
- 1814
- 01:37:18,832 --> 01:37:21,765
- - It's working.
- - Don't let it.
- 1815
- 01:37:21,766 --> 01:37:24,696
- They're just muddying the water
- to make it seem deep.
- 1816
- 01:37:24,697 --> 01:37:27,098
- It looks like
- they brought the whole firm.
- 1817
- 01:37:27,099 --> 01:37:29,498
- So did we.
- 1818
- 01:37:29,499 --> 01:37:31,563
- Okay, here we go.
- 1819
- 01:37:35,665 --> 01:37:38,763
- Something about your lawyer
- seemed familiar.
- 1820
- 01:37:38,764 --> 01:37:40,396
- And then I realized
- 1821
- 01:37:40,397 --> 01:37:42,726
- he's the guy
- from the billboards, right?
- 1822
- 01:37:43,896 --> 01:37:45,829
- Well, good for you.
- 1823
- 01:37:45,830 --> 01:37:48,864
- Looks like you really are gonna
- "get what you deserve."
- 1824
- 01:37:55,397 --> 01:37:57,095
- In real life,
- 1825
- 01:37:57,096 --> 01:38:00,328
- sometimes things don't work out
- the way we expect.
- 1826
- 01:38:00,329 --> 01:38:02,463
- ...in and for Brazos County
- 1827
- 01:38:02,464 --> 01:38:03,927
- is now in session.
- 1828
- 01:38:03,928 --> 01:38:06,461
- If this were just a movie
- 1829
- 01:38:06,462 --> 01:38:08,662
- instead of the story
- of my life,
- 1830
- 01:38:08,663 --> 01:38:10,960
- then this would be the part
- where there'd be
- 1831
- 01:38:10,961 --> 01:38:12,894
- an epic battle
- fought on my behalf,
- 1832
- 01:38:12,895 --> 01:38:14,761
- full of twists and turns
- 1833
- 01:38:14,762 --> 01:38:17,594
- and a come-from-behind victory
- at the last moment.
- 1834
- 01:38:20,295 --> 01:38:22,993
- But that's not what happened.
- 1835
- 01:38:22,994 --> 01:38:25,193
- Mom.
- 1836
- 01:38:25,394 --> 01:38:27,393
- And thank goodness for that.
- 1837
- 01:38:27,394 --> 01:38:29,860
- 'Cause I don't think
- I could have handled it.
- 1838
- 01:38:34,094 --> 01:38:36,959
- You guys do know we won, right?
- 1839
- 01:38:38,693 --> 01:38:41,760
- In the end,
- it only took Jeff 58 minutes
- 1840
- 01:38:41,761 --> 01:38:44,392
- to convince the judge
- that I was innocent.
- 1841
- 01:38:44,393 --> 01:38:47,459
- All of Planned Parenthood's
- lies and accusations
- 1842
- 01:38:47,460 --> 01:38:48,957
- counted for nothing.
- 1843
- 01:38:48,958 --> 01:38:51,458
- So tell me the truth.
- Were you ever worried?
- 1844
- 01:38:51,459 --> 01:38:53,392
- What? Me worry?
- 1845
- 01:38:53,393 --> 01:38:55,491
- I was sweating like the Devil
- on Easter morning.
- 1846
- 01:39:04,958 --> 01:39:07,758
- - This isn't over.
- - Sure it is.
- 1847
- 01:39:07,759 --> 01:39:09,923
- Did you...
- Were you not paying attention?
- 1848
- 01:39:09,924 --> 01:39:12,957
- Oh, and by the way,
- Abby told me what you said.
- 1849
- 01:39:12,958 --> 01:39:16,089
- And, yes, I am the guy
- from the billboards.
- 1850
- 01:39:16,090 --> 01:39:19,690
- So, Abby did get what
- she deserved, and so did you.
- 1851
- 01:39:19,691 --> 01:39:22,584
- And I'm the one who gave it
- to you.
- 1852
- 01:39:27,324 --> 01:39:30,488
- Okay.
- 1853
- 01:39:30,489 --> 01:39:31,989
- And that would've been
- 1854
- 01:39:31,990 --> 01:39:34,577
- the end of my story,
- except for...
- 1855
- 01:39:38,823 --> 01:39:40,556
- Hello?
- 1856
- 01:39:40,557 --> 01:39:42,721
- You're never gonna believe
- what I just found out.
- 1857
- 01:39:42,722 --> 01:39:44,421
- The clinic is closing.
- 1858
- 01:39:44,422 --> 01:39:47,386
- - What are you talking about?
- - The clinic.
- 1859
- 01:39:47,387 --> 01:39:50,020
- Planned Parenthood is
- closing it down for good.
- 1860
- 01:39:50,021 --> 01:39:52,587
- - Shawn, are you sure?
- - Yeah.
- 1861
- 01:39:52,588 --> 01:39:54,920
- I just got a memo
- across my desk.
- 1862
- 01:39:54,921 --> 01:39:56,920
- Shawn was right.
- 1863
- 01:39:56,921 --> 01:39:58,988
- Planned Parenthood of
- Bryan, Texas, shut its doors
- 1864
- 01:39:58,989 --> 01:40:03,720
- for the final time
- on August 1, 2013.
- 1865
- 01:40:03,721 --> 01:40:06,687
- Bread.
- 1866
- 01:40:06,688 --> 01:40:08,885
- To celebrate, we all decided
- 1867
- 01:40:08,886 --> 01:40:11,386
- to gather at the fence
- one last time.
- 1868
- 01:40:11,387 --> 01:40:12,420
- Tear it down!
- 1869
- 01:40:12,421 --> 01:40:13,751
- - Ready?
- - Are you kidding?
- 1870
- 01:40:13,752 --> 01:40:16,685
- I've been waiting for this
- my whole life.
- 1871
- 01:40:16,686 --> 01:40:18,685
- Tear it down! Tear it down!
- 1872
- 01:40:18,686 --> 01:40:21,317
- Tear it down!
- 1873
- 01:40:21,318 --> 01:40:24,442
- Tear it down! Tear it down!
- 1874
- 01:40:38,019 --> 01:40:42,750
- In my hand, I hold two roses,
- 1875
- 01:40:42,751 --> 01:40:45,784
- one for each of
- my own unborn children
- 1876
- 01:40:45,785 --> 01:40:50,917
- who I decided to sacrifice
- on the altar of convenience.
- 1877
- 01:40:50,918 --> 01:40:54,549
- And I know I'm not the only one
- who's made that mistake.
- 1878
- 01:40:54,550 --> 01:40:58,350
- Thousands of babies
- were lost to abortion
- 1879
- 01:40:58,351 --> 01:41:02,349
- inside these walls,
- including one of mine.
- 1880
- 01:41:02,350 --> 01:41:04,549
- And today we remember them.
- 1881
- 01:41:04,550 --> 01:41:05,880
- We honor them.
- 1882
- 01:41:05,881 --> 01:41:08,315
- We vow never to forget them.
- 1883
- 01:41:08,316 --> 01:41:10,882
- So I'd like to invite you
- to join me
- 1884
- 01:41:10,883 --> 01:41:15,381
- in placing a rose of your own
- at the fence in memory of them,
- 1885
- 01:41:15,382 --> 01:41:19,481
- as proof that they are
- not forgotten.
- 1886
- 01:41:40,747 --> 01:41:44,548
- You know, I wrote a letter
- to you both.
- 1887
- 01:41:48,780 --> 01:41:51,540
- What it's about...
- the words don't matter.
- 1888
- 01:41:54,846 --> 01:41:57,446
- Because all I want you to know
- is that I love...
- 1889
- 01:41:57,447 --> 01:42:00,278
- I love you so much,
- 1890
- 01:42:00,279 --> 01:42:02,645
- and I'm sorry.
- 1891
- 01:42:02,646 --> 01:42:06,644
- I'm sorry that I didn't
- fight for you,
- 1892
- 01:42:06,645 --> 01:42:08,345
- that I didn't love you
- enough then
- 1893
- 01:42:08,346 --> 01:42:10,537
- to keep this from happening.
- 1894
- 01:42:13,545 --> 01:42:16,476
- And I think about you
- every day.
- 1895
- 01:42:21,745 --> 01:42:24,809
- But I know that someday
- 1896
- 01:42:24,810 --> 01:42:29,674
- I'll meet you both in Heaven,
- because God is merciful.
- 1897
- 01:42:31,710 --> 01:42:35,709
- And He has heard my cries,
- and He has forgiven me.
- 1898
- 01:44:14,403 --> 01:44:18,368
- I'm looking
- at a masterpiece
- 1899
- 01:44:18,369 --> 01:44:22,400
- I'm staring
- at a work of art
- 1900
- 01:44:22,401 --> 01:44:25,501
- I'm listening to a symphony
- 1901
- 01:44:25,502 --> 01:44:30,667
- In every beat
- of your tiny heart
- 1902
- 01:44:30,668 --> 01:44:34,735
- You used to be
- a choice to make
- 1903
- 01:44:34,736 --> 01:44:38,934
- But now I think
- you've chosen me
- 1904
- 01:44:38,935 --> 01:44:42,900
- 'Cause I see ten fingers,
- ten toes, two eyes
- 1905
- 01:44:42,901 --> 01:44:46,456
- And I know
- this is meant to be
- 1906
- 01:44:48,269 --> 01:44:52,599
- Oh, I don't believe
- in accidents
- 1907
- 01:44:52,600 --> 01:44:56,598
- Miracles, they don't
- just happen by chance
- 1908
- 01:44:56,599 --> 01:45:00,933
- As long as my God holds
- the world in His hands
- 1909
- 01:45:00,934 --> 01:45:04,988
- I know that there's
- no such thing as unplanned
- 1910
- 01:45:23,598 --> 01:45:27,432
- Broken turns to beautiful
- 1911
- 01:45:27,433 --> 01:45:31,697
- I see it
- right before my eyes
- 1912
- 01:45:31,698 --> 01:45:34,829
- And every single breath
- you breathe
- 1913
- 01:45:34,830 --> 01:45:39,830
- Is destiny
- love has brought to life
- 1914
- 01:45:39,831 --> 01:45:43,996
- I thought it was
- my story's end
- 1915
- 01:45:43,997 --> 01:45:47,661
- But now the future's
- all I see
- 1916
- 01:45:47,662 --> 01:45:51,429
- Instead of asking
- who you might have been
- 1917
- 01:45:51,430 --> 01:45:55,294
- I'm wondering
- who you're gonna be
- 1918
- 01:45:55,295 --> 01:45:57,529
- Who you're gonna be
- 1919
- 01:45:57,530 --> 01:46:01,860
- 'Cause I don't believe
- in accidents
- 1920
- 01:46:01,861 --> 01:46:05,861
- Miracles, they don't
- just happen by chance
- 1921
- 01:46:05,862 --> 01:46:10,361
- As long as my God holds
- the world in His hands
- 1922
- 01:46:10,362 --> 01:46:14,859
- I know that there's
- no such thing as unplanned
- 1923
- 01:46:14,860 --> 01:46:16,461
- Yeah
- 1924
- 01:46:18,662 --> 01:46:22,660
- Every life deserves a voice
- 1925
- 01:46:22,661 --> 01:46:26,959
- Every child
- deserves a chance
- 1926
- 01:46:26,960 --> 01:46:31,893
- You are more than
- just a choice
- 1927
- 01:46:31,894 --> 01:46:35,259
- There's no such thing
- as unplanned
- 1928
- 01:46:35,260 --> 01:46:39,427
- Every life deserves a voice
- 1929
- 01:46:39,428 --> 01:46:43,758
- Every child
- deserves a chance
- 1930
- 01:46:43,759 --> 01:46:48,358
- You are more than
- just a choice
- 1931
- 01:46:48,359 --> 01:46:51,725
- Oh, there's no such thing
- as unplanned
- 1932
- 01:46:51,726 --> 01:46:55,891
- Every life deserves a voice
- 1933
- 01:46:55,892 --> 01:47:00,357
- Every child
- deserves a chance
- 1934
- 01:47:00,358 --> 01:47:04,590
- You are more than
- just a choice
- 1935
- 01:47:04,591 --> 01:47:08,645
- 'Cause there's no such thing
- as unplanned
- 1936
- 01:47:46,654 --> 01:47:51,484
- I know it's all you've got
- to just be strong
- 1937
- 01:47:54,055 --> 01:47:57,988
- And it's a fight
- just to keep it together
- 1938
- 01:47:57,989 --> 01:48:00,887
- Together
- 1939
- 01:48:00,888 --> 01:48:05,942
- I know you think
- that you are too far gone
- 1940
- 01:48:08,487 --> 01:48:12,352
- But hope is never lost
- 1941
- 01:48:12,353 --> 01:48:17,409
- Hope is never lost
- 1942
- 01:48:17,952 --> 01:48:23,009
- Hold on, don't let go
- 1943
- 01:48:23,586 --> 01:48:25,484
- Hey, hey, hey
- 1944
- 01:48:25,485 --> 01:48:30,541
- Hold on, don't let go
- 1945
- 01:48:30,920 --> 01:48:35,918
- Just take one step closer
- 1946
- 01:48:35,919 --> 01:48:39,617
- Put one foot
- in front of the other
- 1947
- 01:48:39,618 --> 01:48:42,951
- You'll get through this
- 1948
- 01:48:42,952 --> 01:48:48,007
- Just follow the light
- in the darkness
- 1949
- 01:48:48,518 --> 01:48:51,981
- You're gonna be okay
- 1950
- 01:48:55,818 --> 01:49:00,508
- I know your heart is heavy
- from those nights
- 1951
- 01:49:02,817 --> 01:49:07,015
- But just remember
- that you are a fighter
- 1952
- 01:49:07,016 --> 01:49:09,614
- A fighter.
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