<06:01:36> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Ha
<06:01:51> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I just finished writing a letter
<06:01:54> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: lol
<06:01:56> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: actually writing
<06:01:59> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: it
<06:02:02> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ?
<06:02:08> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: not a physical letter
<06:02:09> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: like hand written
<06:02:12> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I wrote it in notepad
<06:02:15> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: lol
<06:02:19> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: though I do appreciate a handwritten letter
<06:02:22> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ahaha
<06:02:23> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I wouldn't know how to send it
<06:02:28> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i wouldn't either
<06:02:30> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: =P
<06:02:44> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Well I might as well tell you
<06:02:51> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Seeing as it may be the last time I'm here
<06:03:06> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i was just about to ask you something
<06:03:10> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: go ahead
<06:03:11> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: <20:04:14> "callisto"
: i think zephyr is mad at me
<06:03:17> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: what's that about
<06:03:21> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: no not at all
<06:03:27> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I'm not mad in the slightest
<06:03:32> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: In fact, I'm very happy for her
<06:03:37> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Hence this letter
<06:03:40> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: oh
<06:03:40> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: which I'm writing
<06:03:49> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: did you just find out
<06:03:51> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: or something?
<06:03:54> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: last week
<06:03:58> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ah
<06:04:00> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Been pretty depressed about it
<06:04:07> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Started smoking again (dont' tell me it's bad I already know)
<06:04:23> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: but I can't find it in myself to be jealous about it
<06:04:29> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: or wish it didn't happen to her
<06:04:37> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: because I'd be a terrible person if I did
<06:04:46> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i know exactly how you feel
<06:04:50> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: and if its cig
<06:04:51> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: s
<06:04:53> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: don't worry
<06:04:54> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: now pot
<06:04:58> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: then i'd be a little upset
<06:05:02> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: but i can understand cigs
<06:05:06> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: :U
<06:05:07> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: if pot were legal, I'd be all over it
<06:05:11> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ahah
<06:05:16> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: i'm sure it'd help with my insomnia
<06:05:19> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I haven't slept yet
<06:05:22> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: and I've been drinking
<06:05:24> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: nor have ah
<06:05:24> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: and I'm still not tired
<06:05:27> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: well
<06:05:29> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i haven't been drinking
<06:05:31> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: but still
<06:05:35> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I know you don't drink
<06:05:37> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: lol
<06:05:38> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: good for you
<06:05:41> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: seriously
<06:05:43> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i could stay up all day if i wanted
<06:06:03> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: two things I regret are drinking and smoking
<06:06:07> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I do it for all the wrong reasons
<06:06:10> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: lol
<06:06:12> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: pretty much only when I'm upset
<06:06:20> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: its life
<06:06:22> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: get over it
<06:06:25> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: <3
<06:06:31> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I'm glad you weren't on NN vent on MOnday
<06:06:37> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: dear god, I was a wreck
<06:06:42> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: today is monday?
<06:06:45> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I thought not eating all day and getting wasted was a smart idea
<06:06:48> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: no last monday
<06:06:52> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ahhh
<06:06:54> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i gotcha
<06:07:00> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: started to get me confused
<06:07:04> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: haha
<06:07:04> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: thought today was tuesday
<06:07:12> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: playing tricks on me bitch
<06:07:14> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: not cool
<06:07:36> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: didn't mean to
<06:07:42> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: its ok
<06:07:44> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: :D
<06:07:47> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: but really
<06:07:50> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: you want to read my letter?
<06:07:52> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i know how you feel
<06:07:55> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: if you want me to read it
<06:07:55> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I wouldn't mind a proof read actually
<06:07:59> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: lol
<06:08:01> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: ill read it then
<06:08:05> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I mean it's personal, but not like it matters anymore
<06:08:13> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: eh
<06:08:16> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: who am i gonna tell
<06:08:26> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: meh
<06:08:33> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: nice pun tehre buddy
<06:08:45> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: or use of irony
<06:08:51> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: whichever fits
<06:08:53> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: oh of course
<06:08:58> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: EXCEEDS FUCKING MESSAGE LIMIT
<06:09:05> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: aahahah
<06:09:07> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: pastebin
<06:09:10> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: works wonders
<06:09:24> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I was just gonna send you a TS3 mail
<06:09:27> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: if you know how to use that
<06:09:42> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: no i don't
<06:10:22> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: CTRL+O
<06:10:29> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: should have went through
<06:10:30> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I think
<06:11:01> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I'm terrible with words, so be brutal
<06:11:09> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: but i know how you feel, cuz my best friend since i was like 4 is a year ahead of me in school, so she's in college right now. i kinda started getting feelings for her last year during her senior year at hs but i've always loved our friendship that i never wanted to mess it up. When she got to one of her classes some girl asked if she was les or bi. They ended up going out and are still dating. Hurts, but i know exactly how you feel.
<06:11:15> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: oh im terrible with words also
<06:11:19> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: as you already know
<06:11:23> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: yeah
<06:11:26> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I don't want to mess it up
<06:11:36> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: but I'm pretty sure it's beyond repair at this point so
<06:11:40> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: can't really do anything about it
<06:11:48> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: It was against my better judgement anyway
<06:11:57> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I have this uncanny nack for falling for people that probably have zero interest in me
<06:12:26> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Did the ts3 mail work?
<06:12:31> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: or do I have to pastebin this shit?
<06:13:31> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: In any event, I'm going for a smoke
<06:13:35> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Let me know what you think
<06:13:41> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: and/or should add/remove
<06:13:57> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: im reading it
<06:14:12> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: 2nd to last line
<06:14:23> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: "choose" instead of "chose"
<06:14:50> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: all i can say
<06:14:59> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: is that i think she'll be a little upset
<06:15:06> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: that you're going to put her in this situation
<06:15:10> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: but you know her
<06:15:42> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i think it's written very well
<06:16:15> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i honestly haven't talked to her as much in the past month or so
<06:16:22> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: so i don't really know how she's going to take this
<06:16:41> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: i know in the past she got aggravated with bruce because of shit kinda like this
<06:16:51> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: though i think you're handling this way better than he did
<06:20:02> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: It happens all the time with me
<06:20:06> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I get rejected a lot
<06:20:10> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: Gotta learn to deal with it
<06:20:36> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: I'm sure she'll handle this her own way
<06:20:49> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: And whatever it is, I'll respect it because I respect her
<06:21:15> ‎"HaRdAsIcE‎"‎
: yea
<06:23:27> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: well I'm gonna brush my teeth and get some sleep
<06:23:44> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: If you don't see me later, I guess that was her answer.
<06:23:51> ‎"ZephyR‎"‎
: peace friend