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  1. *Hello!
  2. *I've decided to tell you about my never ending story
  3. *In 7th grade I would go with friends on webcams
  4. *Meet and talk to new people.
  5. *Then got called stunning, beautiful, perfect, etc...
  6. *Then wanted me to flash...
  7. *So I did... 1 year later...
  8. *I got a msg on facebook
  9. *From him... Don't know how he knew me..
  10. *It said... If you don't put on a show for me I will send ur boobs
  11. *He knew my address, school, relavives, friends, family names.
  12. *Christmas break....
  13. *Knock at my door at 4am...
  14. *It was the police... my photo was sent to everyone
  15. *I then got really sick and got...
  16. *Anxiety, major deppersion and panic disorder
  17. *I then move and got into Drugs + Alcohol....
  18. *My anxiety got worse... couldn't go out
  19. *A year past and the guy came back with my new
  20. *list of friends and school. But made a facebook page
  21. *My boobs were his profile pic...
  22. *Cried every night, lost all my friends and respect
  23. *people had for me... again...
  24. *Then nobody liked me
  25. *name calling, judged...
  26. *I can never get that Photo back
  27. *It's out there forever...
  28. *I Started cutting...
  29. *I promised myself never again...
  30. *Didn't have any friends and I sat at lunch alone
  31. *So I moved Schools again...
  32. *Everything was better even though I sat still alone
  33. *At lunch in the library everyday.
  34. *After a month later I started talking to an old guy friend
  35. *We back and fourth texted and he started to say he..
  36. *Like me... Led me on.. He had a girlfriend...
  37. *Then he said come over my gf's on vacation
  38. *So I did... huge mistake....
  39. *He hooked up with me....
  40. *I thought he liked me....
  41. *1 week later I get a text get out of your school...
  42. *His girlfriend and 15 others come including Hiself...
  43. *The girl and 2 others just said look around nobody likes you
  44. *In front of my new school (50) people...
  45. *A guy than yelled just punch her already
  46. *So she did... she threw me to the ground a punched me several times
  47. *Kids filmed it. I was all alone and left on the ground.
  48. *I felt like a joke in this world... I thought nobody deserves this :/
  49. *I was alone.. I lied and said it was my fault and my idea
  50. *I didn't want him getting hurt, I thought he really liked me.
  51. *but he just wanted the sex... Someone yelled punch her already.
  52. *Teachers ran over but I just went and layed in a ditch and my dad found me.
  53. *I wanted to die so bad... When he brought me home I drank bleach...
  54. *It killed me inside and I thought I was gonna actully die.
  55. *Ambulence came and brought me to the hospital and flushed me.
  56. *After I got home all i saw was on facebook - she deserved it did you wash the mud out of your hair? - I hope shes dead.
  57. *Nobody cared... I moved away to another city to my moms.
  58. *another school... I didn't wanna press charges because I wanted to move on.
  59. *6 months has gone by... people are posting pics of bleach, clorex, and ditches.
  60. *tagging me... I was doing a lot better too... They said...
  61. *She should try a different bleach, I hope she dies this time and isn't so stupid.
  62. *They said I hope she sees this and kills herself..
  63. *Why do I get this? I messed up but why follow me.
  64. *I left your guys city... Im constantly crying now..
  65. *Everyday I think why am I still here?
  66. *My anxiety is horrible now.. never went out this summer
  67. *All from my past.. lifes never getting better.. cant go to school
  68. *meet or be with people... constantly cutting. I'm really depressed
  69. *Im on anti deppresants now and councelling and a month ago this summer
  70. *I overdosed... In hospital for 2 days..
  71. *Im stuck... whats left of me now... nothing stops
  72. *I have nobody... I need someone :(
  73. *My name is Amanda Todd....
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