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- Their industry is in crisis,
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- its survival uncertain...
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- 00:01:02,795 --> 00:01:04,730
- So, Julie,
- welcome to Sunderland.
- 4
- 00:01:04,730 --> 00:01:06,632
- It's great that you want to
- make a film in the town.
- 5
- 00:01:06,632 --> 00:01:09,435
- Um, maybe you could tell us
- a little bit about it, please.
- 6
- 00:01:09,435 --> 00:01:13,172
- Yes, it's about
- a 16-year-old boy called Tony,
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- 00:01:13,172 --> 00:01:16,441
- and he's very insecure
- and he's shy,
- 8
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- and he's lived in Sunderland
- his whole life,
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- and he has this overwhelming
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- affection and love
- for his mother.
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- He absolutely adores her,
- 12
- 00:01:28,621 --> 00:01:31,223
- he almost has an obsession
- with her,
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- 00:01:31,223 --> 00:01:33,527
- and has a constant dream
- of her dying.
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- This fear inside him,
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- he just can't bear
- the idea of losing her,
- 16
- 00:01:39,831 --> 00:01:42,801
- and, of course,
- in the end, she dies.
- 17
- 00:01:44,637 --> 00:01:46,574
- ♪♪ Right now,
- I'm in Knightsbridge
- 18
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- ♪♪ In a really nice flat
- 19
- 00:01:51,911 --> 00:01:54,413
- ♪♪ I'm gonna get me
- one of these places
- 20
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- Are you?
- 21
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- ♪♪ With five of my wives♪♪
- 22
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- But you ain't got no cash.
- 23
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- Hey, hey, hey, hey, there's
- no need for that, Frankie.
- 24
- 00:02:00,718 --> 00:02:01,887
- There's no need
- for that, all right?
- 25
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- I was going, I was...
- 26
- 00:02:05,524 --> 00:02:06,524
- Sorry.
- 27
- 00:02:05,524 --> 00:02:06,959
- Hello, sausage.
- 28
- 00:02:06,959 --> 00:02:08,959
- Hi.
- 29
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- Here she is.
- 30
- 00:02:22,640 --> 00:02:23,640
- Hey.
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- Hi.
- 32
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- Oh, this is Anthony.
- He's my lodger.
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- Hello.
- 34
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- Ray.
- 35
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- Hi.
- 36
- 00:02:35,253 --> 00:02:37,523
- ...gets up and walks out
- the room with another fella,
- 37
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- in front of all my mates,
- everyone sees it.
- 38
- 00:02:39,625 --> 00:02:41,259
- What's that about?
- That's not nice, is it?
- 39
- 00:02:41,259 --> 00:02:43,262
- I don't know where
- you're getting that from.
- 40
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- ...steady income,
- 41
- 00:02:48,467 --> 00:02:51,604
- and I've known him
- for a while. Um...
- 42
- 00:02:51,604 --> 00:02:55,008
- He's often away, uh,
- in the provinces,
- 43
- 00:02:56,008 --> 00:02:58,911
- um, so that's why we felt
- this would work out,
- 44
- 00:02:58,911 --> 00:03:01,780
- because I'm often away,
- 45
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- and between us we could...
- 46
- 00:03:01,780 --> 00:03:03,882
- Just split it.
- 47
- 00:03:03,882 --> 00:03:06,252
- ...share that room
- and split the cost.
- 48
- 00:03:06,252 --> 00:03:07,252
- Okay.
- 49
- 00:03:06,252 --> 00:03:07,519
- Yeah.
- 50
- 00:03:07,519 --> 00:03:09,288
- Well, as long as
- he's all right with it.
- 51
- 00:03:09,288 --> 00:03:12,524
- He's fine with it, and he's
- very keen to meet you.
- 52
- 00:03:12,524 --> 00:03:14,524
- I've told him all about you.
- 53
- 00:03:12,524 --> 00:03:14,793
- What have you said?
- 54
- 00:03:14,793 --> 00:03:16,262
- I've said
- you're a wild...
- 55
- 00:03:16,262 --> 00:03:17,596
- Because you
- can be very cheeky.
- 56
- 00:03:17,596 --> 00:03:19,899
- ...exotic,
- social creature.
- 57
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- He has this fear
- of losing her.
- 58
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- Hmm.
- 59
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- And this overwhelming...
- 60
- 00:03:27,673 --> 00:03:29,974
- He has this
- overwhelming attachment
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- to her always being with him
- and always being present,
- 62
- 00:03:34,513 --> 00:03:36,015
- and I found that
- really interesting,
- 63
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- because I kind of
- linked that
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- with his mother city
- of Sunderland,
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- um, being, you know, dying
- and decaying and rotting,
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- and then at the end
- of the film,
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- there would ultimately be
- the death of his mother,
- 68
- 00:03:54,699 --> 00:03:57,402
- and I found that really...
- 69
- 00:03:57,402 --> 00:03:59,604
- Yeah, really
- interesting for me,
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- that metaphor.
- 71
- 00:04:01,006 --> 00:04:03,006
- And you've been up there?
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- 00:04:01,006 --> 00:04:03,642
- Yes. Yes, I have.
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- 00:04:03,642 --> 00:04:05,443
- I was taking
- pictures of, um,
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- 00:04:05,443 --> 00:04:08,313
- some installations
- by some artists I know,
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- um, which I found
- really, really interesting.
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- Um, yeah.
- 77
- 00:04:12,884 --> 00:04:14,787
- Then you got fascinated
- in the rot?
- 78
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- Yes, yes.
- In the streets.
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- She's got the dosh,
- so why not?
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- Exactly, exactly.
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- I think if you can get hold of
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- a camera like that,
- fair enough. Do your thing...
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- 00:04:31,937 --> 00:04:33,605
- I think you're doing
- all right, aren't you?
- 84
- 00:04:33,605 --> 00:04:34,839
- Yeah,
- she's having a go, ain't she?
- 85
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- Just like the rest
- of us, so...
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- 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:37,442
- Yeah, she's having a go,
- 87
- 00:04:37,442 --> 00:04:39,077
- but there's other people
- having a go
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- who can't get that camera,
- you know what I mean, so...
- 89
- 00:04:41,380 --> 00:04:42,781
- Yeah, but, listen,
- you can't...
- 90
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- I think
- you should probably, um...
- 91
- 00:04:44,449 --> 00:04:45,750
- You gotta play
- to your advantages.
- 92
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- Yeah, absolutely,
- fair play.
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- Mate, if you was
- in the same position,
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- you'd do the same thing.
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- Don't get me wrong,
- fair play to her,
- 96
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- but you gotta...
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- When you're in a, you know,
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- 00:04:54,959 --> 00:04:58,430
- a position of privilege,
- dare I say,
- 99
- 00:04:58,430 --> 00:05:00,733
- then you've gotta accept it.
- 100
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- If you was successful
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- and you had your kids,
- yeah, all right,
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- 00:05:04,002 --> 00:05:06,105
- you want 'em to make the most
- out of every situation.
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- 00:05:06,105 --> 00:05:07,605
- Exactly, but I'd want 'em
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- to be aware of it.
- Be aware of it.
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- Good girl.
- Come in. Come on.
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- Sub By Black Hawk
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- Can I take something?
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- I'm all right.
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- I'm laden.
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- Hello!
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- Oh, my Lord.
- 112
- 00:05:25,891 --> 00:05:28,060
- Rosie! Rosie!
- 113
- 00:05:28,060 --> 00:05:30,495
- Daddy was going to put this
- in the hunt jumble,
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- 00:05:30,495 --> 00:05:31,930
- and I thought, you know,
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- 00:05:31,930 --> 00:05:33,565
- you never have
- enough lights in here,
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- and I thought
- this might be quite good.
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- What do you think?
- 118
- 00:05:37,702 --> 00:05:39,637
- Where do you think
- this could go?
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- 00:05:39,637 --> 00:05:41,637
- It's a little too tall.
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- 00:05:39,637 --> 00:05:41,774
- Could go down...
- 121
- 00:05:41,774 --> 00:05:43,841
- Well, I don't...
- What, there?
- 122
- 00:05:43,841 --> 00:05:47,012
- Or what do you think
- about over here?
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- 00:05:48,012 --> 00:05:49,723
- Yeah, it could
- go on my desk.
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- Are you all right?
- 125
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- Are you all right?
- 126
- 00:06:15,973 --> 00:06:18,886
- Yeah. Shopping headache.
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- Don't you think
- they'd be nice?
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- Yeah.
- 129
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- You could hang them
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- up and around.
- 131
- 00:06:34,992 --> 00:06:38,764
- Hang them on the...
- Hang them on those,
- up there.
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- 00:06:39,764 --> 00:06:40,473
- Would look Christmassy.
- 133
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- What do you think, Dora?
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- Just come and...
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- Stay.
- 136
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- Stay.
- 137
- 00:07:18,202 --> 00:07:19,704
- But I'd need to get
- a real job.
- 138
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- Don't want to do that.
- 139
- 00:07:21,973 --> 00:07:24,509
- You don't need to.
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- 00:07:24,509 --> 00:07:25,776
- I do. Need to pay rent.
- 141
- 00:07:25,776 --> 00:07:27,079
- You kind of do,
- actually, yeah.
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- To you. You'd be
- a terrible landlord.
- 143
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- I am a terrible landlord.
- 144
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- 'Cause he's
- so lovely, Frankie,
- 145
- 00:07:35,553 --> 00:07:37,656
- but he's...
- He smokes a lot.
- 146
- 00:07:37,656 --> 00:07:41,656
- Does his girlfriend
- pay rent?
- 147
- 00:07:37,656 --> 00:07:41,726
- No. No.
- 148
- 00:07:41,726 --> 00:07:44,062
- She hasn't even, like,
- suggested it.
- 149
- 00:07:44,062 --> 00:07:45,197
- Doesn't put anything
- towards it?
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- I'm not gonna ask him. No.
- 151
- 00:07:46,565 --> 00:07:47,000
- No, you have to.
- 152
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- 'Cause it's not like
- she's here...
- 153
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- You're too nice.
- You need to
- properly sit them down
- 154
- 00:07:53,906 --> 00:07:56,807
- and be, like,
- "There's three people
- living in this flat.
- 155
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- "Pay me rent."
- 156
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- Get aggressive,
- get a baseball bat.
- 157
- 00:08:07,019 --> 00:08:08,019
- Morning.
- 158
- 00:08:07,019 --> 00:08:08,620
- Morning, Frank.
- 159
- 00:08:08,620 --> 00:08:09,620
- All right?
- 160
- 00:08:08,620 --> 00:08:09,021
- Did you sleep well?
- 161
- 00:08:10,021 --> 00:08:11,223
- Yeah, it was all right.
- 162
- 00:08:11,223 --> 00:08:12,223
- Nothing for you, sorry.
- 163
- 00:08:11,223 --> 00:08:12,791
- No?
- 164
- 00:08:12,791 --> 00:08:14,692
- Are you expecting
- anything important?
- 165
- 00:08:14,692 --> 00:08:16,692
- No.
- 166
- 00:08:14,692 --> 00:08:16,228
- No?
- 167
- 00:08:16,228 --> 00:08:19,228
- D'you want a cup of tea?
- 168
- 00:08:16,228 --> 00:08:19,064
- Yeah, please. Thank you.
- 169
- 00:08:19,064 --> 00:08:21,064
- All right.
- 170
- 00:08:19,064 --> 00:08:21,199
- No sugar, please.
- 171
- 00:08:21,199 --> 00:08:22,336
- All right, mate.
- 172
- 00:08:24,336 --> 00:08:26,071
- Can you make me
- a cup of tea in a minute?
- 173
- 00:08:26,071 --> 00:08:27,028
- So lazy.
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- We don't know what
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- 00:08:51,630 --> 00:08:53,365
- the inner machinations
- of their mind are,
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- or their heart.
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- 00:08:55,167 --> 00:08:56,904
- We don't know.
- 178
- 00:08:58,904 --> 00:09:00,605
- But that's what
- we want to know
- 179
- 00:09:00,605 --> 00:09:02,142
- when we go and see a film.
- 180
- 00:09:04,142 --> 00:09:08,913
- We don't wanna just see
- life played out as is.
- 181
- 00:09:08,913 --> 00:09:12,086
- We wanna see life
- as it is experienced,
- 182
- 00:09:14,086 --> 00:09:17,292
- within this soft machine,
- within this...
- 183
- 00:09:25,663 --> 00:09:27,666
- But the life of Tony
- and his mother,
- 184
- 00:09:27,666 --> 00:09:30,235
- they're the lives
- of real people.
- 185
- 00:09:30,235 --> 00:09:31,004
- I'm not...
- I'm not making that up.
- 186
- 00:09:32,004 --> 00:09:34,172
- Why are they
- more real than me?
- 187
- 00:09:34,172 --> 00:09:35,907
- They're not
- more real than you.
- 188
- 00:09:35,907 --> 00:09:37,677
- Am I more real
- than you?
- 189
- 00:09:38,677 --> 00:09:39,645
- No.
- 190
- 00:09:44,916 --> 00:09:47,985
- I think we're
- all equal in that.
- 191
- 00:09:47,985 --> 00:09:49,022
- I think we're all
- as real as each other.
- 192
- 00:09:50,022 --> 00:09:51,856
- There's no competition.
- 193
- 00:09:51,856 --> 00:09:56,428
- It doesn't matter
- that they're
- not real people.
- 194
- 00:09:56,428 --> 00:09:59,264
- I mean, I'm not trying
- to make a documentary.
- 195
- 00:09:59,264 --> 00:10:01,264
- I'm making a feature film.
- 196
- 00:09:59,264 --> 00:10:01,899
- Now, are you sure?
- 197
- 00:10:01,899 --> 00:10:03,404
- Yes, I am.
- 198
- 00:10:06,404 --> 00:10:09,041
- I'm making
- a feature film.
- 199
- 00:10:09,041 --> 00:10:14,347
- You're not trying to document
- some received idea of
- 200
- 00:10:16,347 --> 00:10:19,052
- life up there,
- on the docks,
- 201
- 00:10:20,052 --> 00:10:21,222
- the daily grind,
- 202
- 00:10:25,222 --> 00:10:27,793
- huddled listening
- to the wireless?
- 203
- 00:10:27,793 --> 00:10:32,730
- Well, I am, but I'm creating
- something new with it.
- 204
- 00:10:32,730 --> 00:10:34,066
- Well, good.
- 205
- 00:10:34,066 --> 00:10:37,870
- So the material is real,
- those people exist,
- 206
- 00:10:38,870 --> 00:10:41,807
- but I am
- designing new ones
- 207
- 00:10:42,807 --> 00:10:44,876
- to fit what I want
- to make.
- 208
- 00:10:45,876 --> 00:10:48,447
- Well, good.
- That sounds great.
- 209
- 00:10:48,447 --> 00:10:50,981
- I'm a big fan
- of Powell and Pressburger.
- 210
- 00:10:50,981 --> 00:10:52,216
- Hmm.
- 211
- 00:10:52,216 --> 00:10:53,120
- I think they...
- 212
- 00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:58,157
- I think they're
- very truthful
- 213
- 00:10:59,157 --> 00:11:01,327
- without necessarily
- being real.
- 214
- 00:11:03,327 --> 00:11:04,995
- So what do you do?
- 215
- 00:11:04,995 --> 00:11:06,500
- I work for
- the Foreign Office.
- 216
- 00:11:09,500 --> 00:11:12,500
- Is it very boring?
- 217
- 00:11:09,500 --> 00:11:12,370
- Incredibly.
- 218
- 00:11:58,450 --> 00:12:00,184
- The many misadventures.
- 219
- 00:12:00,184 --> 00:12:02,184
- What'll be the name?
- 220
- 00:12:00,184 --> 00:12:02,421
- Yeah, the name.
- 221
- 00:12:03,421 --> 00:12:04,523
- The word on the street.
- 222
- 00:12:04,523 --> 00:12:05,990
- The word on the street.
- 223
- 00:12:05,990 --> 00:12:07,158
- What'll be my name?
- What'll be my name?
- 224
- 00:12:07,158 --> 00:12:08,460
- Let me think
- of something special.
- 225
- 00:12:08,460 --> 00:12:10,460
- Wear one of these.
- 226
- 00:12:08,460 --> 00:12:10,327
- Roger.
- 227
- 00:12:10,327 --> 00:12:11,327
- Roger?
- 228
- 00:12:10,327 --> 00:12:11,495
- Yeah.
- 229
- 00:12:11,495 --> 00:12:13,398
- Roger? No, Roger
- sounds too rugged.
- 230
- 00:12:15,933 --> 00:12:17,501
- All right, you got it?
- 231
- 00:12:17,501 --> 00:12:19,270
- You're not
- gonna get it.
- 232
- 00:12:19,270 --> 00:12:20,905
- Oh, that was
- a terrible shot.
- 233
- 00:12:20,905 --> 00:12:22,206
- That was always
- gonna happen.
- 234
- 00:12:22,206 --> 00:12:23,408
- Get raided.
- 235
- 00:12:23,408 --> 00:12:24,909
- You sure you want
- another one?
- 236
- 00:12:24,909 --> 00:12:26,544
- Take one of us.
- Come here.
- 237
- 00:12:26,544 --> 00:12:28,014
- Yeah, I can drive.
- Haven't got a license, though.
- 238
- 00:12:29,014 --> 00:12:30,118
- Stop.
- 239
- 00:12:34,285 --> 00:12:35,986
- That ruined it.
- 240
- 00:12:35,986 --> 00:12:37,986
- Would you like another one?
- 241
- 00:12:35,986 --> 00:12:37,855
- No.
- 242
- 00:12:37,855 --> 00:12:39,855
- No? You sure?
- 243
- 00:12:37,855 --> 00:12:39,890
- Yeah, I'm sure, thank you.
- 244
- 00:12:39,890 --> 00:12:41,890
- Would you like another one?
- 245
- 00:12:39,890 --> 00:12:41,993
- I've just had one.
- 246
- 00:12:41,993 --> 00:12:44,993
- Bloody hell.
- 247
- 00:14:11,149 --> 00:14:12,183
- Do you like her?
- 248
- 00:14:13,183 --> 00:14:14,056
- I love her.
- 249
- 00:14:18,056 --> 00:14:20,524
- She's just received
- word from her lover,
- 250
- 00:14:20,524 --> 00:14:23,562
- and she's carving his initial
- into the tree.
- 251
- 00:14:24,562 --> 00:14:26,631
- She looks sad.
- 252
- 00:14:27,631 --> 00:14:29,469
- I think
- she looks determined.
- 253
- 00:14:31,469 --> 00:14:32,405
- Mmm-hmm.
- 254
- 00:14:34,405 --> 00:14:36,541
- And very much in love.
- 255
- 00:14:36,541 --> 00:14:38,318
- Very much in love.
- 256
- 00:14:47,318 --> 00:14:51,318
- Do you like horses?
- 257
- 00:14:47,318 --> 00:14:51,255
- Yes. But not to ride.
- 258
- 00:14:51,255 --> 00:14:52,957
- Ah.
- 259
- 00:14:52,957 --> 00:14:55,360
- Well, Ray's rather
- fond of them,
- 260
- 00:14:55,360 --> 00:14:57,461
- and Janet said
- we could take her
- 261
- 00:14:57,461 --> 00:15:00,097
- to my parents
- for the weekend.
- 262
- 00:15:00,097 --> 00:15:01,432
- Mmm-hmm.
- 263
- 00:15:01,432 --> 00:15:03,432
- Yeah, I'd love that.
- 264
- 00:15:01,432 --> 00:15:03,601
- Good.
- 265
- 00:15:04,601 --> 00:15:07,205
- Made it. Ray.
- 266
- 00:15:07,205 --> 00:15:09,205
- Hi.
- 267
- 00:15:07,205 --> 00:15:09,341
- Hi, hello. I'm Barbara.
- 268
- 00:15:09,341 --> 00:15:11,341
- Hello, Barbara. I'm Ray.
- 269
- 00:15:09,341 --> 00:15:11,476
- Ray.
- 270
- 00:15:11,476 --> 00:15:13,476
- Hello, Ray. I'm James.
- 271
- 00:15:11,476 --> 00:15:13,510
- Hello, James.
- 272
- 00:15:13,510 --> 00:15:15,510
- Hello, darling.
- 273
- 00:15:13,510 --> 00:15:15,179
- Hello.
- 274
- 00:15:17,481 --> 00:15:19,481
- Julie.
- 275
- 00:15:17,481 --> 00:15:19,283
- Julie.
- 276
- 00:15:19,283 --> 00:15:21,283
- Hello, Julie. I'm Barbara.
- 277
- 00:15:19,283 --> 00:15:21,418
- Lovely to meet you.
- 278
- 00:15:21,418 --> 00:15:23,418
- You're welcome. Welcome.
- 279
- 00:15:21,418 --> 00:15:23,221
- Hi. I'm Julie.
- 280
- 00:15:23,221 --> 00:15:25,623
- Lovely to meet you.
- If you'd like to follow me...
- 281
- 00:15:25,623 --> 00:15:27,623
- Come on in.
- 282
- 00:15:25,623 --> 00:15:27,595
- Thank you.
- 283
- 00:15:30,595 --> 00:15:32,163
- What are you working on
- at the moment?
- 284
- 00:15:33,163 --> 00:15:34,732
- I, um...
- 285
- 00:15:34,732 --> 00:15:38,102
- Uh, my next project
- is a feature film,
- 286
- 00:15:38,102 --> 00:15:39,636
- uh, set in Sunderland.
- 287
- 00:15:39,636 --> 00:15:41,636
- Oh.
- 288
- 00:15:39,636 --> 00:15:41,505
- Great part of the world.
- 289
- 00:15:41,505 --> 00:15:42,008
- Mmm.
- 290
- 00:15:43,008 --> 00:15:45,509
- Um, Barbara comes
- from Newcastle,
- 291
- 00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:48,380
- so she's got some family
- up that way.
- 292
- 00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:50,015
- Might be able to put you up,
- maybe, if you were up there.
- 293
- 00:15:51,015 --> 00:15:52,250
- Mmm. Thank you.
- 294
- 00:15:52,250 --> 00:15:53,585
- Um...
- Oh, great subject matter.
- 295
- 00:15:53,585 --> 00:15:55,220
- Are you involved...
- 296
- 00:15:55,220 --> 00:15:57,221
- Wanting to film
- in the shipyards, or...
- 297
- 00:15:57,221 --> 00:15:59,221
- Mmm. Yeah.
- 298
- 00:15:57,221 --> 00:15:59,356
- Wonderful.
- 299
- 00:15:59,356 --> 00:16:02,760
- They really need somebody
- to do a documentary on them,
- 300
- 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:05,630
- because they're under threat
- at the moment.
- 301
- 00:16:05,630 --> 00:16:08,500
- Uh, I worked in a shipyard
- when I was a boy,
- 302
- 00:16:08,500 --> 00:16:10,168
- before I went off
- to art school.
- 303
- 00:16:10,168 --> 00:16:11,168
- Hmm.
- 304
- 00:16:10,168 --> 00:16:11,436
- And, uh...
- 305
- 00:16:11,436 --> 00:16:13,505
- Not in that part
- of the world, but, uh...
- 306
- 00:16:13,505 --> 00:16:15,173
- Um...
- 307
- 00:16:15,173 --> 00:16:18,543
- It's been my subject matter
- and inspiration, really,
- 308
- 00:16:18,543 --> 00:16:21,125
- you know, the beautiful shapes
- of the boats and...
- 309
- 00:16:35,125 --> 00:16:36,528
- Did I hear
- Frankie say something
- 310
- 00:16:36,528 --> 00:16:39,163
- about staying
- with his girlfriend
- 311
- 00:16:39,163 --> 00:16:40,631
- for a few days?
- 312
- 00:16:40,631 --> 00:16:42,068
- Yeah,
- he's always with her.
- 313
- 00:16:44,068 --> 00:16:46,139
- Beginning of
- next week or...
- 314
- 00:16:48,139 --> 00:16:52,409
- Yeah. I'm not sure,
- I'd have to check, but...
- 315
- 00:16:52,409 --> 00:16:54,114
- I was wondering
- if I could stay a few days.
- 316
- 00:16:56,114 --> 00:16:57,849
- Why?
- 317
- 00:16:57,849 --> 00:16:59,551
- It's to do
- with my work.
- 318
- 00:16:59,551 --> 00:17:01,187
- It's rather complicated
- to explain. In fact...
- 319
- 00:17:03,187 --> 00:17:05,155
- I can't really
- explain it at all.
- 320
- 00:17:05,155 --> 00:17:10,260
- I completely understand
- if there's an issue with that.
- 321
- 00:17:10,260 --> 00:17:11,729
- I can always find
- somewhere else.
- 322
- 00:17:11,729 --> 00:17:13,432
- No, it's okay.
- 323
- 00:17:14,432 --> 00:17:16,432
- Are you sure?
- 324
- 00:17:14,432 --> 00:17:16,137
- Hmm.
- 325
- 00:17:20,137 --> 00:17:21,373
- That's very kind.
- 326
- 00:17:22,373 --> 00:17:23,511
- It's all right.
- 327
- 00:17:27,511 --> 00:17:29,647
- You're very special, Julie.
- 328
- 00:17:30,647 --> 00:17:32,450
- I don't think I am.
- 329
- 00:17:32,450 --> 00:17:34,818
- Oh, no, you don't
- think you are.
- 330
- 00:17:34,818 --> 00:17:38,818
- Very normal, really.
- 331
- 00:17:34,818 --> 00:17:38,388
- Yeah, normal.
- 332
- 00:17:38,388 --> 00:17:41,559
- You're not normal at all.
- You're a freak.
- 333
- 00:17:42,559 --> 00:17:44,199
- Thank you.
- 334
- 00:17:48,199 --> 00:17:50,199
- How am I a freak?
- 335
- 00:17:48,199 --> 00:17:50,570
- Your fragility.
- 336
- 00:17:53,570 --> 00:17:55,640
- Is that a good thing?
- 337
- 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:57,143
- I think you know.
- 338
- 00:17:58,143 --> 00:17:59,546
- I think I'm quite average.
- 339
- 00:18:01,546 --> 00:18:03,585
- You're not average.
- 340
- 00:18:07,585 --> 00:18:09,454
- You're lost.
- 341
- 00:18:10,454 --> 00:18:12,469
- And you'll
- always be lost.
- 342
- 00:18:34,846 --> 00:18:37,846
- Are you hungry?
- 343
- 00:18:34,846 --> 00:18:37,549
- Famished.
- 344
- 00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:39,750
- How did you get on?
- 345
- 00:18:39,750 --> 00:18:41,553
- Really well,
- thank you.
- 346
- 00:18:41,553 --> 00:18:44,553
- Good old Harrods?
- 347
- 00:18:41,553 --> 00:18:44,288
- Yeah.
- 348
- 00:18:44,288 --> 00:18:46,288
- A nice bit of fillet steak.
- 349
- 00:18:44,288 --> 00:18:46,625
- Hmm.
- 350
- 00:18:48,625 --> 00:18:50,761
- I've had
- a very nice time here.
- 351
- 00:18:50,761 --> 00:18:52,663
- Good.
- 352
- 00:18:52,663 --> 00:18:54,365
- Very relaxing.
- 353
- 00:18:54,365 --> 00:18:55,234
- Good.
- 354
- 00:18:57,234 --> 00:18:59,837
- Checked in on Janet.
- Everything's fine there.
- 355
- 00:19:00,837 --> 00:19:02,474
- Good.
- 356
- 00:19:04,474 --> 00:19:07,711
- I mean, I dare say
- they've had
- 357
- 00:19:07,711 --> 00:19:12,217
- the odd person,
- uh, watching over,
- 358
- 00:19:12,217 --> 00:19:15,452
- but I don't think
- there's been any disturbance.
- 359
- 00:19:15,452 --> 00:19:17,888
- Hmm. I'm glad.
- 360
- 00:19:17,888 --> 00:19:19,624
- That's partly
- why I wanted to get Ray
- 361
- 00:19:19,624 --> 00:19:21,291
- out of there
- for the weekend.
- 362
- 00:19:21,291 --> 00:19:22,794
- There were fears
- 363
- 00:19:22,794 --> 00:19:24,328
- that the Russians
- might try to come in
- 364
- 00:19:24,328 --> 00:19:26,431
- and slew the submarine
- off the rocks,
- 365
- 00:19:26,431 --> 00:19:27,832
- and those fears
- were reinforced
- 366
- 00:19:27,832 --> 00:19:29,767
- when a second
- foreign submarine
- 367
- 00:19:29,767 --> 00:19:31,769
- was detected
- earlier this morning.
- 368
- 00:19:31,769 --> 00:19:33,871
- Today, the government revealed
- that they're considering
- 369
- 00:19:33,871 --> 00:19:36,273
- a charge of espionage.
- 370
- 00:19:36,273 --> 00:19:37,608
- The case is seen
- as very similar
- 371
- 00:19:37,608 --> 00:19:39,277
- to that of Gary Powers,
- 372
- 00:19:39,277 --> 00:19:41,613
- the American pilot
- of a U-2 spy plane
- 373
- 00:19:41,613 --> 00:19:44,449
- shot down over Russia in 1960.
- 374
- 00:19:44,449 --> 00:19:46,718
- The Russians
- tried him as a spy.
- 375
- 00:20:26,490 --> 00:20:28,960
- "You've got to
- see Venice," he began.
- 376
- 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:31,296
- "You've got to see
- a city of slender towers
- 377
- 00:20:31,296 --> 00:20:32,864
- "and white domes,
- 378
- 00:20:32,864 --> 00:20:35,933
- "sleeping in the water
- like a mass of water lilies.
- 379
- 00:20:36,933 --> 00:20:38,970
- "You've got to see
- dark waterways,
- 380
- 00:20:38,970 --> 00:20:41,071
- "mysterious threads of shadow,
- 381
- 00:20:41,071 --> 00:20:43,843
- "binding all these flowers
- of stone together."
- 382
- 00:21:18,843 --> 00:21:20,452
- I like this.
- 383
- 00:21:28,452 --> 00:21:29,886
- And where was
- this taken?
- 384
- 00:21:29,886 --> 00:21:32,886
- Afghanistan. '73.
- 385
- 00:21:29,886 --> 00:21:32,732
- Oh.
- 386
- 00:21:41,732 --> 00:21:43,643
- I'm going to
- wash the lettuce.
- 387
- 00:21:52,643 --> 00:21:54,746
- "I don't feel
- that I fully understand
- 388
- 00:21:54,746 --> 00:21:56,681
- "the qualities
- of entertainment,
- 389
- 00:21:56,681 --> 00:21:59,049
- "but I realize the importance
- of entertaining people
- 390
- 00:21:59,049 --> 00:22:00,952
- "to get a message across.
- 391
- 00:22:00,952 --> 00:22:04,122
- "I hope to learn to entertain
- as well as communicate."
- 392
- 00:22:04,122 --> 00:22:06,122
- That's good.
- 393
- 00:22:04,122 --> 00:22:06,423
- Yeah.
- 394
- 00:22:06,423 --> 00:22:08,027
- That's the bit I like,
- at the end.
- 395
- 00:22:10,027 --> 00:22:12,797
- What's all that
- about therapy?
- 396
- 00:22:12,797 --> 00:22:15,500
- Well, it's my version
- of therapy, really.
- 397
- 00:22:16,500 --> 00:22:19,500
- Okay.
- 398
- 00:22:16,500 --> 00:22:19,771
- My self-expression.
- 399
- 00:22:20,771 --> 00:22:24,142
- Through art, through film,
- you know, that's my...
- 400
- 00:22:24,142 --> 00:22:26,144
- Do you think
- that makes you special?
- 401
- 00:22:27,144 --> 00:22:28,712
- Well, it's not,
- you know...
- 402
- 00:22:28,712 --> 00:22:30,748
- It's not about me
- being special.
- 403
- 00:22:30,748 --> 00:22:33,989
- It's about, you know,
- them, you know...
- 404
- 00:22:37,989 --> 00:22:41,159
- It's just, I want them
- to know that...
- 405
- 00:22:41,159 --> 00:22:44,461
- I want them to kind of know
- that about me, you know?
- 406
- 00:22:44,461 --> 00:22:45,461
- Okay. Okay.
- 407
- 00:22:44,461 --> 00:22:45,962
- Is that...
- 408
- 00:22:45,962 --> 00:22:47,962
- Do you think it's too...
- 409
- 00:22:45,962 --> 00:22:47,031
- No.
- 410
- 00:22:48,031 --> 00:22:51,536
- I'm not sure, uh,
- sincerity is always enough.
- 411
- 00:22:51,536 --> 00:22:53,703
- But go on.
- Let's hear the next bit.
- 412
- 00:22:53,703 --> 00:22:56,473
- Okay. You mean...
- 413
- 00:22:56,473 --> 00:22:59,076
- You mean you don't think
- I should be this honest?
- 414
- 00:22:59,076 --> 00:23:03,015
- Um, well, no,
- I just think it's,
- um, you know...
- 415
- 00:23:04,015 --> 00:23:07,818
- People use that word
- as if it's an end in itself,
- 416
- 00:23:07,818 --> 00:23:12,557
- and, uh, I mean, you know,
- we can all be sincere,
- 417
- 00:23:12,557 --> 00:23:15,960
- we can all
- be authentic,
- 418
- 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:18,201
- but, um,
- what's it all for?
- 419
- 00:23:23,201 --> 00:23:25,536
- I mean, it just
- slightly reads
- 420
- 00:23:25,536 --> 00:23:30,907
- like you've been sort of
- backed into a corner by life,
- 421
- 00:23:30,907 --> 00:23:32,210
- and it's like,
- 422
- 00:23:32,210 --> 00:23:35,212
- "Oh, well, I'd better be
- a film director."
- 423
- 00:23:35,212 --> 00:23:37,481
- As opposed to,
- "I want to be
- a film director."
- 424
- 00:23:37,481 --> 00:23:39,115
- Is that what
- it sounds like?
- 425
- 00:23:39,115 --> 00:23:41,251
- What happened last night
- 426
- 00:23:41,251 --> 00:23:46,758
- is every time you rolled over
- and then rolled back again,
- 427
- 00:23:47,758 --> 00:23:53,232
- you came closer to me
- and took up more of the bed.
- 428
- 00:23:55,232 --> 00:23:58,236
- And you're already,
- I would say,
- 429
- 00:23:58,236 --> 00:23:59,272
- further over than I am.
- 430
- 00:24:02,272 --> 00:24:03,875
- That's not true.
- 431
- 00:24:03,875 --> 00:24:05,875
- It is true.
- 432
- 00:24:03,875 --> 00:24:05,742
- No, it's not.
- 433
- 00:24:05,742 --> 00:24:09,742
- I haven't got that much...
- 434
- 00:24:05,742 --> 00:24:09,113
- You have bed dysmorphia.
- 435
- 00:24:10,948 --> 00:24:13,150
- And you...
- Then you accuse me of...
- 436
- 00:24:13,150 --> 00:24:16,656
- I wasn't trying to cross
- any sort of threshold.
- 437
- 00:24:21,625 --> 00:24:23,227
- I have not got
- that much room.
- 438
- 00:24:23,227 --> 00:24:26,998
- You've got a foot
- on that side.
- 439
- 00:24:26,998 --> 00:24:28,231
- That's not a foot.
- 440
- 00:24:28,231 --> 00:24:29,103
- And I literally
- am on a ledge.
- 441
- 00:24:32,103 --> 00:24:35,103
- I've got nowhere left to go.
- 442
- 00:24:38,742 --> 00:24:41,711
- Well, where's the...
- Where's the halfway line?
- 443
- 00:24:41,711 --> 00:24:43,047
- Well, I think
- it's where your arm is,
- 444
- 00:24:43,047 --> 00:24:44,582
- but, like, under your arm.
- 445
- 00:24:44,582 --> 00:24:45,982
- No, I think it's there.
- 446
- 00:24:45,982 --> 00:24:48,986
- No, I think it's,
- like, there.
- 447
- 00:24:48,986 --> 00:24:51,888
- No. That doesn't
- give me enough room.
- 448
- 00:24:51,888 --> 00:24:54,888
- There.
- 449
- 00:24:51,888 --> 00:24:54,157
- All right, there.
- 450
- 00:24:54,157 --> 00:24:57,028
- But I can barely
- lie flat like that.
- 451
- 00:24:58,028 --> 00:24:59,763
- We're saying there, okay.
- 452
- 00:24:59,763 --> 00:25:03,334
- I'm going to do
- a Claudette Colbert,
- 453
- 00:25:03,334 --> 00:25:07,306
- Clark Gable, wall of Jericho
- 454
- 00:25:08,306 --> 00:25:09,273
- with your friends here.
- 455
- 00:25:12,609 --> 00:25:14,679
- I haven't got much room.
- 456
- 00:25:14,679 --> 00:25:16,679
- You've got a foot!
- 457
- 00:25:16,846 --> 00:25:18,117
- You've got a foot.
- I have nothing.
- 458
- 00:25:21,117 --> 00:25:23,328
- I've nothing.
- There's nothing here.
- 459
- 00:25:49,113 --> 00:25:51,184
- I'm going to be in Paris
- for a while.
- 460
- 00:25:54,184 --> 00:25:55,922
- Okay.
- 461
- 00:25:57,922 --> 00:25:59,230
- See you soon.
- 462
- 00:26:14,638 --> 00:26:16,707
- "My dear Julie.
- 463
- 00:26:16,707 --> 00:26:18,242
- "Just a letter of thanks.
- 464
- 00:26:19,242 --> 00:26:20,411
- "You see,
- I've almost forgotten
- 465
- 00:26:20,411 --> 00:26:22,847
- "what happened in December.
- 466
- 00:26:23,847 --> 00:26:26,651
- "I may have been born in 1980,
- 467
- 00:26:26,651 --> 00:26:29,953
- "and that was the year
- I first fell in love.
- 468
- 00:26:29,953 --> 00:26:32,891
- "And I have wondered
- if that were possible.
- 469
- 00:26:33,891 --> 00:26:35,727
- "I have gained so much
- to thank you for.
- 470
- 00:26:36,727 --> 00:26:38,162
- "Inexpressible, though,
- 471
- 00:26:38,162 --> 00:26:40,932
- "this thing
- of delight and trust.
- 472
- 00:26:41,932 --> 00:26:44,868
- "Most importantly
- and at the center
- 473
- 00:26:44,868 --> 00:26:47,137
- "is that I am mainly
- thanking you
- 474
- 00:26:47,137 --> 00:26:48,940
- "for my love for you.
- 475
- 00:26:49,940 --> 00:26:52,076
- "Ergo sum.
- 476
- 00:26:52,076 --> 00:26:54,346
- "A grateful
- and loving Anthony."
- 477
- 00:27:27,478 --> 00:27:29,413
- Is this my book?
- 478
- 00:27:29,413 --> 00:27:32,413
- Oh, yeah. Sorry.
- 479
- 00:27:29,413 --> 00:27:32,920
- You... You keep it.
- 480
- 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:38,090
- All right. Cheers.
- 481
- 00:27:40,090 --> 00:27:42,090
- All right.
- 482
- 00:27:40,090 --> 00:27:42,292
- Do you want a hand?
- 483
- 00:27:42,292 --> 00:27:43,760
- Yeah,
- I'd better get downstairs.
- 484
- 00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:45,097
- Jack's got
- the van, ain't he?
- 485
- 00:27:47,097 --> 00:27:49,097
- I might torch this.
- 486
- 00:27:49,834 --> 00:27:52,834
- You give my love to Tracy.
- 487
- 00:27:49,834 --> 00:27:52,303
- Yeah, I will.
- 488
- 00:27:52,303 --> 00:27:53,872
- Yeah.
- 489
- 00:27:54,872 --> 00:27:56,872
- Love you, Frank.
- 490
- 00:27:54,872 --> 00:27:56,208
- Love you, too.
- 491
- 00:27:57,208 --> 00:27:59,208
- Have fun.
- 492
- 00:27:57,208 --> 00:27:59,076
- I will.
- 493
- 00:28:00,076 --> 00:28:01,076
- See you on the flip side.
- 494
- 00:28:06,016 --> 00:28:07,016
- Ta-ta.
- 495
- 00:28:06,016 --> 00:28:07,817
- Bye.
- 496
- 00:28:11,454 --> 00:28:14,491
- The, uh...
- The thing that struck me
- 497
- 00:28:14,491 --> 00:28:17,494
- about the main character,
- Tony, in my story,
- 498
- 00:28:17,494 --> 00:28:20,897
- is that he is being forced
- to rate, to be raised,
- 499
- 00:28:20,897 --> 00:28:26,871
- and to come to terms
- with the incredible struggles
- 500
- 00:28:26,871 --> 00:28:29,173
- that his family is
- going through at that time,
- 501
- 00:28:29,173 --> 00:28:32,876
- and all his peers
- at school as well.
- 502
- 00:28:32,876 --> 00:28:37,147
- And this very cruel,
- 503
- 00:28:37,147 --> 00:28:42,153
- very raw, you know... Um...
- 504
- 00:28:42,153 --> 00:28:46,190
- Sorry, I'm not expressing
- myself very well. Um...
- 505
- 00:28:46,190 --> 00:28:48,259
- You know, being forced
- to come to terms
- 506
- 00:28:48,259 --> 00:28:50,227
- with something so harsh
- 507
- 00:28:50,227 --> 00:28:52,395
- for someone that's so young.
- 508
- 00:28:52,395 --> 00:28:53,395
- Very vulnerable.
- 509
- 00:28:52,395 --> 00:28:53,998
- Right.
- 510
- 00:28:53,998 --> 00:28:56,866
- And yet, you're wanting
- to make a film
- 511
- 00:28:56,866 --> 00:29:00,837
- about an experience that's
- very different from yours.
- 512
- 00:29:00,837 --> 00:29:03,374
- I mean, you could argue
- that really
- 513
- 00:29:03,374 --> 00:29:04,009
- it would be
- much better for you
- 514
- 00:29:05,009 --> 00:29:06,876
- to work
- from your own experience,
- 515
- 00:29:06,876 --> 00:29:09,145
- particularly
- at an early stage.
- 516
- 00:29:09,145 --> 00:29:12,316
- I mean, what makes you
- want to leave
- 517
- 00:29:12,316 --> 00:29:14,852
- your own experience
- so radically
- 518
- 00:29:14,852 --> 00:29:16,854
- and enter into this
- very different world?
- 519
- 00:29:16,854 --> 00:29:18,989
- I mean, it's suggested
- that you almost have
- 520
- 00:29:18,989 --> 00:29:21,959
- a kind of moral,
- sort of political aim?
- 521
- 00:29:21,959 --> 00:29:24,959
- I mean, can you just...
- 522
- 00:29:21,959 --> 00:29:24,194
- Very moral, to me.
- 523
- 00:29:24,194 --> 00:29:25,962
- ...talk about that,
- perhaps, for a moment?
- 524
- 00:29:25,962 --> 00:29:27,498
- Yes, uh...
- 525
- 00:29:27,498 --> 00:29:31,001
- I feel as though I want to
- not live my whole life
- 526
- 00:29:32,001 --> 00:29:37,340
- in this very privileged
- part of the world I come from,
- 527
- 00:29:37,340 --> 00:29:39,309
- uh, part of the country.
- 528
- 00:29:39,309 --> 00:29:43,213
- And I want to be really aware
- 529
- 00:29:43,213 --> 00:29:45,382
- about what's going on
- around me,
- 530
- 00:29:45,382 --> 00:29:51,188
- with people, and community,
- and politically as well.
- 531
- 00:29:51,188 --> 00:29:55,500
- Um, I don't want to be
- in that bubble my entire life.
- 532
- 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:06,500
- Where's the wall?
- 533
- 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:06,438
- The wall is...
- 534
- 00:30:07,438 --> 00:30:09,974
- The wall was.
- It is no more.
- 535
- 00:30:10,974 --> 00:30:13,974
- We dismantled it.
- 536
- 00:30:10,974 --> 00:30:13,644
- Ah.
- 537
- 00:30:13,644 --> 00:30:15,980
- There was a whole ceremony.
- You missed it.
- 538
- 00:30:15,980 --> 00:30:18,980
- I'm sorry I missed that.
- 539
- 00:30:15,980 --> 00:30:18,917
- We all felt very snubbed.
- 540
- 00:30:20,917 --> 00:30:22,917
- Is this for me?
- 541
- 00:30:20,917 --> 00:30:22,020
- Mmm-hmm.
- 542
- 00:30:24,020 --> 00:30:26,020
- Thank you.
- 543
- 00:30:24,020 --> 00:30:26,660
- From Paris.
- 544
- 00:30:29,660 --> 00:30:31,429
- Put it on.
- 545
- 00:31:55,679 --> 00:31:57,183
- You're a dark horse, Julie.
- 546
- 00:32:05,388 --> 00:32:07,660
- I love pale skin.
- 547
- 00:32:09,660 --> 00:32:11,996
- Why? Why?
- 548
- 00:32:11,996 --> 00:32:14,566
- 'Cause everyone's
- getting a tan nowadays.
- 549
- 00:32:15,566 --> 00:32:18,566
- But I burn.
- 550
- 00:32:15,566 --> 00:32:18,234
- Good.
- 551
- 00:32:20,570 --> 00:32:22,342
- We'll keep you
- out the sun.
- 552
- 00:32:25,342 --> 00:32:26,030
- I like freckles.
- 553
- 00:32:47,030 --> 00:32:48,798
- Did you hurt yourself?
- 554
- 00:32:48,798 --> 00:32:50,536
- No, I don't know
- what that is.
- 555
- 00:32:52,536 --> 00:32:54,203
- It looks really sore.
- 556
- 00:32:54,203 --> 00:32:55,407
- It is a bit sore.
- 557
- 00:32:57,407 --> 00:32:58,642
- Okay.
- 558
- 00:32:58,642 --> 00:32:59,377
- What do you think
- I should do?
- 559
- 00:33:01,377 --> 00:33:02,748
- I think you should
- 560
- 00:33:04,748 --> 00:33:07,384
- just leave it
- 561
- 00:33:08,384 --> 00:33:10,119
- and let it go away.
- 562
- 00:34:07,577 --> 00:34:09,577
- I'm going out.
- 563
- 00:34:07,577 --> 00:34:09,681
- Okay.
- 564
- 00:34:10,681 --> 00:34:12,548
- I'll be back later.
- 565
- 00:34:12,548 --> 00:34:14,548
- See you later.
- 566
- 00:34:12,548 --> 00:34:14,284
- What?
- 567
- 00:34:14,284 --> 00:34:15,628
- See you later.
- 568
- 00:34:24,628 --> 00:34:27,297
- Can you lend me
- a couple of quid?
- 569
- 00:34:27,297 --> 00:34:29,297
- Yeah, sure.
- 570
- 00:34:27,297 --> 00:34:29,469
- Thank you.
- 571
- 00:34:32,469 --> 00:34:35,469
- How much?
- 572
- 00:34:32,469 --> 00:34:35,739
- Uh...
- 573
- 00:34:36,739 --> 00:34:38,275
- Six.
- 574
- 00:34:38,275 --> 00:34:40,344
- Have you got ten?
- Give me ten.
- 575
- 00:34:40,344 --> 00:34:41,547
- Won't need ten,
- but, uh,
- 576
- 00:34:43,547 --> 00:34:45,523
- just in case.
- 577
- 00:34:53,523 --> 00:34:55,523
- Bye.
- 578
- 00:34:53,523 --> 00:34:55,505
- Bye.
- 579
- 00:35:21,485 --> 00:35:23,253
- I thought we'd put
- Anthony down the end.
- 580
- 00:35:24,253 --> 00:35:26,222
- Be more comfortable.
- 581
- 00:35:26,222 --> 00:35:28,693
- It's not that kind of
- relationship anyway, is it?
- 582
- 00:35:31,661 --> 00:35:33,898
- He's got
- his own bathroom, and...
- 583
- 00:35:35,898 --> 00:35:39,971
- He'd be
- quite comfy there.
- 584
- 00:35:40,971 --> 00:35:43,608
- Yes. That feels good.
- 585
- 00:35:45,608 --> 00:35:47,608
- Rosie.
- 586
- 00:35:48,244 --> 00:35:52,748
- Mummy, can I borrow
- some money, please?
- 587
- 00:35:52,748 --> 00:35:54,748
- More money?
- 588
- 00:35:52,748 --> 00:35:54,550
- Yes.
- 589
- 00:35:54,550 --> 00:35:55,918
- Oh.
- 590
- 00:35:55,918 --> 00:35:57,688
- It's for college, you know.
- 591
- 00:35:57,688 --> 00:36:00,688
- It's for cameras and...
- 592
- 00:35:57,688 --> 00:36:00,489
- It's not long since the last.
- 593
- 00:36:00,489 --> 00:36:02,489
- I know.
- 594
- 00:36:00,489 --> 00:36:02,391
- Hmm.
- 595
- 00:36:02,391 --> 00:36:03,860
- And I know I haven't
- paid that back yet.
- 596
- 00:36:03,860 --> 00:36:06,860
- How much this time?
- 597
- 00:36:03,860 --> 00:36:06,264
- £200.
- 598
- 00:36:08,264 --> 00:36:09,668
- Oh, another one.
- 599
- 00:36:11,668 --> 00:36:14,668
- All right.
- 600
- 00:36:11,668 --> 00:36:14,570
- It's just for equipment.
- 601
- 00:36:14,570 --> 00:36:17,570
- For film school, you know.
- 602
- 00:36:14,570 --> 00:36:17,340
- Ah. Ah.
- 603
- 00:36:17,340 --> 00:36:18,742
- Are you
- keeping a tally?
- 604
- 00:36:18,742 --> 00:36:20,344
- Yeah, of course.
- 605
- 00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:23,579
- All right.
- All right,
- well, yeah.
- 606
- 00:36:23,579 --> 00:36:25,579
- I will pay you back.
- 607
- 00:36:23,579 --> 00:36:25,351
- All right. All right.
- 608
- 00:36:32,521 --> 00:36:35,324
- Rosie! Rose!
- 609
- 00:36:35,324 --> 00:36:38,628
- Well, we didn't really mix
- with King's much, but...
- 610
- 00:36:38,628 --> 00:36:41,632
- I think all the colleges
- kept themselves to themselves.
- 611
- 00:36:41,632 --> 00:36:42,000
- In my day.
- They probably don't...
- 612
- 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,000
- Didn't when you were there.
- 613
- 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,367
- Yeah, no, no.
- 614
- 00:36:44,367 --> 00:36:45,369
- Absolutely, yes.
- 615
- 00:36:46,369 --> 00:36:48,271
- I studied history of art
- 616
- 00:36:48,271 --> 00:36:49,739
- and then continued
- at the Courtauld.
- 617
- 00:36:49,739 --> 00:36:51,340
- It was a funny time then,
- 'cause it was just
- 618
- 00:36:51,340 --> 00:36:53,340
- after the war, so...
- 619
- 00:36:51,340 --> 00:36:53,476
- Uh-huh.
- 620
- 00:36:53,476 --> 00:36:56,413
- I suppose it was
- rather different in your day.
- 621
- 00:36:56,413 --> 00:36:57,780
- Hmm... Well,
- I don't know.
- 622
- 00:36:57,780 --> 00:36:58,016
- I think we're off.
- I think we're off.
- 623
- 00:36:59,016 --> 00:37:00,583
- We're ready for lunch.
- Come on through.
- 624
- 00:37:00,583 --> 00:37:02,583
- Hmm. Jolly good.
- 625
- 00:37:00,583 --> 00:37:02,786
- Do come through.
- 626
- 00:37:02,786 --> 00:37:03,987
- Julie, darling, can you just
- 627
- 00:37:03,987 --> 00:37:05,987
- come and help me?
- 628
- 00:37:03,987 --> 00:37:05,056
- Yes.
- 629
- 00:37:07,056 --> 00:37:09,693
- Starting on the wine,
- I suppose.
- 630
- 00:37:09,693 --> 00:37:11,762
- Hopefully.
- Yep, I think we've got
- 631
- 00:37:11,762 --> 00:37:13,931
- a nice bottle
- of something there.
- 632
- 00:37:14,931 --> 00:37:16,931
- Through here?
- 633
- 00:37:14,931 --> 00:37:16,032
- No, straight on.
- 634
- 00:37:16,032 --> 00:37:17,567
- Straight ahead.
- 635
- 00:37:17,567 --> 00:37:19,068
- Got to get over
- the barrier, though.
- 636
- 00:37:19,068 --> 00:37:20,536
- It's a rather
- curious tradition
- 637
- 00:37:20,536 --> 00:37:21,838
- we have in this house.
- 638
- 00:37:21,838 --> 00:37:23,539
- It's meant
- to keep the dogs out,
- 639
- 00:37:23,539 --> 00:37:25,315
- but actually it keeps
- people out.
- 640
- 00:37:32,315 --> 00:37:34,818
- I think a lot of them
- are young men
- 641
- 00:37:34,818 --> 00:37:37,387
- who were dragged
- from their beds
- 642
- 00:37:37,387 --> 00:37:38,655
- at the crack of dawn,
- 643
- 00:37:38,655 --> 00:37:42,358
- with little
- or no hard evidence
- 644
- 00:37:42,358 --> 00:37:43,994
- to say that they were
- 645
- 00:37:44,994 --> 00:37:47,365
- what we would consider
- 646
- 00:37:49,365 --> 00:37:50,768
- criminals.
- 647
- 00:37:51,768 --> 00:37:54,371
- I don't think
- granting these men
- 648
- 00:37:54,371 --> 00:37:58,342
- political status
- is such a big deal.
- 649
- 00:37:58,342 --> 00:38:03,780
- We don't know that
- they're necessarily affiliated
- 650
- 00:38:03,780 --> 00:38:06,682
- with the exact
- same organization
- 651
- 00:38:06,682 --> 00:38:10,920
- who put bombs under cars
- and shoot prison wardens
- 652
- 00:38:10,920 --> 00:38:14,490
- while they're going about
- their everyday lives.
- 653
- 00:38:14,490 --> 00:38:16,126
- It's terribly complicated.
- 654
- 00:38:17,126 --> 00:38:18,661
- Complicated?
- 655
- 00:38:18,661 --> 00:38:20,996
- But we've got to
- protect society, haven't we?
- 656
- 00:38:20,996 --> 00:38:24,601
- But they're just as much part
- of society as anybody else,
- 657
- 00:38:24,601 --> 00:38:26,135
- that's what they would say.
- 658
- 00:38:26,135 --> 00:38:27,904
- And, uh, do you...
- 659
- 00:38:27,904 --> 00:38:30,507
- Well, I haven't set
- any bombs recently. Have you?
- 660
- 00:38:30,507 --> 00:38:32,809
- No, but you haven't
- necessarily felt the need to,
- 661
- 00:38:32,809 --> 00:38:36,413
- 'cause you've felt that
- you have a political voice.
- 662
- 00:38:36,413 --> 00:38:37,681
- Mmm-hmm.
- 663
- 00:38:38,681 --> 00:38:41,786
- Or, or am I wrong
- about that?
- 664
- 00:38:42,786 --> 00:38:44,420
- I think you're
- wrong, really,
- 665
- 00:38:44,420 --> 00:38:45,956
- if you don't mind
- my saying so.
- 666
- 00:38:45,956 --> 00:38:48,893
- I think...
- I'm amazed to hear
- you say this, but, um...
- 667
- 00:38:49,893 --> 00:38:51,728
- It's refreshing
- to hear this.
- 668
- 00:38:51,728 --> 00:38:52,996
- I'm quite sure
- 669
- 00:38:52,996 --> 00:38:55,565
- they're not
- all guilty as charged.
- 670
- 00:38:55,565 --> 00:38:58,001
- But I'm sure
- the majority of them are.
- 671
- 00:38:59,001 --> 00:39:00,536
- Some of them
- are proven guilty,
- 672
- 00:39:00,536 --> 00:39:02,541
- some are not. Um...
- 673
- 00:39:04,541 --> 00:39:07,010
- But can we risk
- having bombs,
- pipe bombs,
- 674
- 00:39:08,010 --> 00:39:09,679
- all sorts of foul things
- 675
- 00:39:09,679 --> 00:39:12,416
- that are going on
- all over Northern Ireland?
- 676
- 00:39:12,416 --> 00:39:14,416
- Can we allow that?
- 677
- 00:39:12,416 --> 00:39:14,117
- I'm not
- an apologist.
- 678
- 00:39:14,117 --> 00:39:15,619
- Darling.
- 679
- 00:39:15,619 --> 00:39:16,887
- And if we lock up
- a few innocents
- 680
- 00:39:16,887 --> 00:39:19,889
- in the process,
- well, that's part of it.
- 681
- 00:39:19,889 --> 00:39:21,889
- I'm not an apologist...
- 682
- 00:39:19,889 --> 00:39:21,559
- No, thank you, darling.
- 683
- 00:39:23,559 --> 00:39:26,199
- ...for violence
- on either side.
- 684
- 00:39:29,199 --> 00:39:30,202
- And it is on both.
- 685
- 00:39:32,202 --> 00:39:34,637
- And what, is that
- a Foreign Office view,
- 686
- 00:39:34,637 --> 00:39:36,039
- or is that your view?
- 687
- 00:39:36,039 --> 00:39:38,208
- Probably not, no.
- That's my view.
- 688
- 00:39:38,208 --> 00:39:40,510
- That looks rather
- like my cap you're wearing.
- 689
- 00:39:40,510 --> 00:39:42,510
- It is your cap.
- 690
- 00:39:40,510 --> 00:39:42,679
- I thought it was.
- 691
- 00:39:42,679 --> 00:39:44,514
- It looks better
- on me, I think.
- 692
- 00:39:44,514 --> 00:39:45,748
- Yeah. I want that back.
- 693
- 00:39:45,748 --> 00:39:46,516
- You might lose that.
- 694
- 00:39:52,088 --> 00:39:53,626
- Dog's all right.
- 695
- 00:40:30,025 --> 00:40:31,630
- Rosie! Come!
- 696
- 00:40:33,630 --> 00:40:34,630
- Dora!
- 697
- 00:40:33,630 --> 00:40:34,199
- Dora!
- 698
- 00:40:36,199 --> 00:40:38,807
- Rosie! Come on!
- 699
- 00:40:44,807 --> 00:40:46,141
- My godfather
- gave it to me.
- 700
- 00:40:46,141 --> 00:40:47,510
- Little swallow.
- 701
- 00:40:47,510 --> 00:40:48,510
- Yeah.
- 702
- 00:40:47,510 --> 00:40:48,978
- It's charming.
- 703
- 00:40:48,978 --> 00:40:51,715
- Thank you. I never...
- I never wear it.
- 704
- 00:40:52,715 --> 00:40:55,186
- But it's time for it to...
- 705
- 00:40:56,186 --> 00:40:57,221
- Its first flight.
- 706
- 00:41:05,228 --> 00:41:06,795
- Yeah,
- it looks good there.
- 707
- 00:41:06,795 --> 00:41:08,838
- Hmm? Okay.
- 708
- 00:41:15,838 --> 00:41:19,909
- It's the ultimate form,
- because it's maximum cinema.
- 709
- 00:41:19,909 --> 00:41:23,014
- It's movement, music,
- energy, color.
- 710
- 00:41:25,014 --> 00:41:27,918
- Everything
- that film should be.
- 711
- 00:41:27,918 --> 00:41:31,054
- And there's never been a good
- musical made in Britain,
- 712
- 00:41:31,054 --> 00:41:32,322
- I don't think.
- 713
- 00:41:32,322 --> 00:41:34,925
- I mean, there's been
- some Cliff Richard.
- 714
- 00:41:34,925 --> 00:41:36,925
- Mmm-hmm.
- 715
- 00:41:34,925 --> 00:41:36,559
- You know,
- 716
- 00:41:36,559 --> 00:41:38,028
- Knees Up Mother Brown,
- whatever, but, you know,
- 717
- 00:41:39,028 --> 00:41:41,097
- for a country
- that has the Stones,
- 718
- 00:41:41,097 --> 00:41:42,965
- The Kinks, Small Faces,
- 719
- 00:41:42,965 --> 00:41:47,603
- for there not to be
- a good musical here is just...
- 720
- 00:41:47,603 --> 00:41:49,603
- It's almost impressive.
- 721
- 00:41:47,603 --> 00:41:49,106
- Mmm. I'd say.
- 722
- 00:41:50,106 --> 00:41:51,273
- Julie met a load of
- 723
- 00:41:51,273 --> 00:41:53,742
- your old Raynham lot
- the other day.
- 724
- 00:41:53,742 --> 00:41:55,742
- Mmm?
- 725
- 00:41:53,742 --> 00:41:55,277
- Mmm.
- 726
- 00:41:55,277 --> 00:41:58,213
- Sounded rather
- a humorless bunch.
- 727
- 00:41:58,213 --> 00:42:00,884
- I don't know if you'd have
- known any of them.
- 728
- 00:42:00,884 --> 00:42:02,987
- Do you remember their names?
- 729
- 00:42:03,987 --> 00:42:06,222
- No, I can't, I'm afraid.
- I was so nervous.
- 730
- 00:42:06,222 --> 00:42:09,358
- Well, it's only confidence
- 731
- 00:42:09,358 --> 00:42:12,161
- because the whole thing
- is a con.
- 732
- 00:42:12,161 --> 00:42:13,829
- Hmm.
- 733
- 00:42:13,829 --> 00:42:15,831
- And they're the biggest
- con artists out there
- 734
- 00:42:15,831 --> 00:42:17,601
- who are in film school.
- 735
- 00:42:17,601 --> 00:42:22,137
- I just used it as a kind of
- supply center, really.
- 736
- 00:42:22,137 --> 00:42:24,074
- Are you glad
- you went at all?
- 737
- 00:42:24,074 --> 00:42:25,809
- It's the cheapest
- 738
- 00:42:25,809 --> 00:42:28,744
- camera-hire place
- in the world.
- 739
- 00:42:28,744 --> 00:42:30,614
- I mean, they don't lock
- the store cupboard.
- 740
- 00:42:30,614 --> 00:42:33,351
- You go in there,
- get the camera,
- 741
- 00:42:34,351 --> 00:42:38,355
- and, you know,
- I made two features
- 742
- 00:42:38,355 --> 00:42:42,157
- while I was there
- for, I mean, no money.
- 743
- 00:42:42,157 --> 00:42:44,362
- They don't check
- the stock, really.
- 744
- 00:42:45,362 --> 00:42:47,731
- Couple of trims.
- I mean, it's great.
- 745
- 00:42:47,731 --> 00:42:49,231
- You have to listen
- to a lot of people
- 746
- 00:42:49,231 --> 00:42:51,268
- who think they
- know about film
- 747
- 00:42:52,268 --> 00:42:53,769
- telling you
- how to make a film.
- 748
- 00:42:53,769 --> 00:42:55,371
- It's like telling someone
- 749
- 00:42:55,371 --> 00:42:58,974
- how to breathe
- or how to think or...
- 750
- 00:42:58,974 --> 00:43:00,974
- Yeah.
- 751
- 00:42:58,974 --> 00:43:00,844
- It's ridiculous.
- 752
- 00:43:00,844 --> 00:43:02,978
- And there are no rules.
- 753
- 00:43:02,978 --> 00:43:05,114
- I mean, you know
- the Tolstoy definition of art?
- 754
- 00:43:05,114 --> 00:43:06,818
- Mmm.
- 755
- 00:43:08,818 --> 00:43:11,086
- Well, you just have a feeling,
- 756
- 00:43:11,086 --> 00:43:12,422
- and by means of external signs
- 757
- 00:43:12,422 --> 00:43:14,025
- you communicate it
- to someone else.
- 758
- 00:43:16,025 --> 00:43:17,994
- That's it.
- 759
- 00:43:17,994 --> 00:43:20,896
- So, no reason
- to feel intimidated.
- 760
- 00:43:20,896 --> 00:43:22,798
- I mean, unless you don't
- have feelings,
- 761
- 00:43:22,798 --> 00:43:24,800
- which doesn't seem
- to be the case.
- 762
- 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:28,938
- I don't see why
- you would be intimidated.
- 763
- 00:43:28,938 --> 00:43:31,173
- Well, people can feel
- intimidated.
- 764
- 00:43:31,173 --> 00:43:32,275
- I don't think that's...
- 765
- 00:43:32,275 --> 00:43:33,876
- Yeah, I mean,
- they can, but...
- 766
- 00:43:33,876 --> 00:43:34,911
- Perfectly normal.
- 767
- 00:43:34,911 --> 00:43:37,146
- Not of people who teach.
- 768
- 00:43:37,146 --> 00:43:38,347
- This has got rather warm.
- 769
- 00:43:38,347 --> 00:43:39,748
- I'm gonna switch it round.
- 770
- 00:43:39,748 --> 00:43:41,150
- "Those who can't."
- 771
- 00:43:41,150 --> 00:43:44,253
- Can you swap the warm wine's
- heat into this?
- 772
- 00:43:44,253 --> 00:43:47,253
- Shush.
- 773
- 00:43:44,253 --> 00:43:47,157
- Thank you.
- 774
- 00:43:47,157 --> 00:43:49,793
- Thank you for your advice.
- It's really...
- 775
- 00:43:49,793 --> 00:43:51,793
- It's really helpful.
- 776
- 00:43:49,793 --> 00:43:51,760
- Mmm.
- 777
- 00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:53,262
- You don't seem druggy to me.
- 778
- 00:43:53,262 --> 00:43:54,963
- No, I'm not.
- No, I'm not.
- 779
- 00:43:54,963 --> 00:43:56,963
- Interesting.
- 780
- 00:43:54,963 --> 00:43:56,231
- Mmm.
- 781
- 00:43:56,231 --> 00:44:00,838
- So, I'm trying
- to work out
- 782
- 00:44:01,838 --> 00:44:05,813
- where you two
- tessellate here.
- 783
- 00:44:09,813 --> 00:44:12,016
- I'm not good
- with euphemism, so...
- 784
- 00:44:13,016 --> 00:44:14,719
- Sorry, I don't understand.
- 785
- 00:44:15,719 --> 00:44:19,889
- Okay, so habitual heroin user,
- 786
- 00:44:19,889 --> 00:44:22,889
- trainee Rotarian...
- 787
- 00:44:23,460 --> 00:44:26,364
- Which is a good look.
- I mean it nicely.
- 788
- 00:44:28,364 --> 00:44:32,842
- How? What? Why? When?
- 789
- 00:44:38,842 --> 00:44:40,244
- Sorry, I don't...
- 790
- 00:44:42,244 --> 00:44:44,244
- You don't even dabble?
- 791
- 00:44:42,244 --> 00:44:44,380
- No.
- 792
- 00:44:44,380 --> 00:44:47,282
- Okay. I mean, I don't.
- 793
- 00:44:47,282 --> 00:44:49,485
- I feel it's very
- mainstream behavior.
- 794
- 00:44:49,485 --> 00:44:51,222
- I've said to him...
- 795
- 00:44:53,222 --> 00:44:54,222
- It's mainstream.
- 796
- 00:44:56,525 --> 00:44:58,295
- I actually think, you know...
- 797
- 00:44:59,295 --> 00:45:02,498
- I mean, it was fine
- in the '40s, but...
- 798
- 00:45:02,498 --> 00:45:05,498
- All okay?
- 799
- 00:45:02,498 --> 00:45:05,135
- Great.
- 800
- 00:45:05,135 --> 00:45:08,304
- We are having a charming time.
- 801
- 00:45:08,304 --> 00:45:10,304
- Good.
- 802
- 00:45:08,304 --> 00:45:10,307
- I say.
- 803
- 00:45:12,307 --> 00:45:13,010
- If only you could top up
- these olives,
- 804
- 00:45:14,010 --> 00:45:15,945
- I think we might be able to
- 805
- 00:45:15,945 --> 00:45:17,380
- get through
- the rest of the meal.
- 806
- 00:45:51,380 --> 00:45:55,451
- This is a scene...
- A rehearsal scene.
- 807
- 00:45:55,451 --> 00:45:57,452
- This is the first
- rehearsal he had
- 808
- 00:45:57,452 --> 00:46:00,088
- with this bunch of
- young musicians
- 809
- 00:46:00,088 --> 00:46:04,996
- that he was going to create
- a new band with.
- 810
- 00:46:06,996 --> 00:46:10,900
- And there he is.
- He's quite old.
- 811
- 00:46:10,900 --> 00:46:12,534
- You can see that they
- look a bit nervous,
- 812
- 00:46:12,534 --> 00:46:14,371
- a bit like you, I think.
- 813
- 00:46:16,371 --> 00:46:22,077
- Listening to the master
- tell them the facts of life.
- 814
- 00:46:22,077 --> 00:46:27,184
- And also saying
- how much it mattered to him,
- 815
- 00:46:28,184 --> 00:46:30,186
- playing this music.
- 816
- 00:46:30,186 --> 00:46:33,889
- So it's very parallel,
- in my mind,
- 817
- 00:46:33,889 --> 00:46:37,860
- to what you are beginning
- to go through now.
- 818
- 00:47:05,221 --> 00:47:07,523
- Their son's getting married,
- 819
- 00:47:08,523 --> 00:47:12,496
- and they can't decide whether
- they like the girl or not.
- 820
- 00:47:13,496 --> 00:47:15,164
- Mmm.
- 821
- 00:47:15,164 --> 00:47:17,164
- And he's a doctor.
- 822
- 00:47:15,164 --> 00:47:17,034
- Mmm-hmm.
- 823
- 00:47:19,034 --> 00:47:20,675
- 'Cause he's got good hands.
- 824
- 00:47:26,675 --> 00:47:29,949
- And she's a schoolteacher.
- 825
- 00:47:32,949 --> 00:47:35,251
- Does she have secrets?
- 826
- 00:47:35,251 --> 00:47:37,251
- Of course she does.
- 827
- 00:47:35,251 --> 00:47:37,355
- Of course.
- 828
- 00:47:39,355 --> 00:47:40,125
- Does he?
- 829
- 00:47:42,125 --> 00:47:43,360
- No.
- 830
- 00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:45,704
- Oh.
- 831
- 00:47:54,704 --> 00:47:56,539
- How would you feel
- about going to Venice?
- 832
- 00:47:57,539 --> 00:47:59,539
- Venice?
- 833
- 00:47:57,539 --> 00:47:59,342
- Mmm-hmm.
- 834
- 00:48:00,342 --> 00:48:01,978
- I'd love to go.
- 835
- 00:48:01,978 --> 00:48:04,978
- I would love that.
- 836
- 00:48:01,978 --> 00:48:04,047
- Good.
- 837
- 00:48:04,047 --> 00:48:05,047
- Thank you.
- 838
- 00:48:04,047 --> 00:48:05,518
- Thank you.
- 839
- 00:48:09,518 --> 00:48:11,353
- Have you been before?
- 840
- 00:48:11,353 --> 00:48:13,389
- Yes. Three times.
- 841
- 00:48:13,389 --> 00:48:15,389
- Three times?
- 842
- 00:48:13,389 --> 00:48:15,391
- Once in summer.
- 843
- 00:48:15,391 --> 00:48:17,391
- Twice in winter.
- 844
- 00:48:15,391 --> 00:48:17,494
- Mmm-hmm.
- 845
- 00:48:18,494 --> 00:48:21,563
- Why did you go?
- Did you go by yourself?
- 846
- 00:48:21,563 --> 00:48:25,170
- Uh, no, I went with,
- uh, Desiree.
- 847
- 00:48:28,170 --> 00:48:31,675
- She went mad with jealousy
- and jumped in a canal.
- 848
- 00:48:33,675 --> 00:48:36,045
- Never saw her again.
- 849
- 00:48:36,045 --> 00:48:39,715
- At least, that was what
- her suicide note implied.
- 850
- 00:48:39,715 --> 00:48:41,085
- I think she ran off
- with a gondolier.
- 851
- 00:48:43,085 --> 00:48:44,726
- No wonder.
- 852
- 00:48:49,726 --> 00:48:51,628
- So, three girlfriends.
- 853
- 00:48:52,628 --> 00:48:54,628
- Yes, all called Desiree.
- 854
- 00:48:52,628 --> 00:48:54,530
- Mmm-hmm.
- 855
- 00:48:55,530 --> 00:48:57,735
- Strange, that.
- 856
- 00:48:59,735 --> 00:49:02,038
- What were their names?
- 857
- 00:49:02,038 --> 00:49:03,240
- Miriam,
- 858
- 00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:06,610
- Caroline
- 859
- 00:49:07,610 --> 00:49:09,144
- and Angela.
- 860
- 00:49:09,144 --> 00:49:11,144
- Angela.
- 861
- 00:49:09,144 --> 00:49:11,414
- Mmm.
- 862
- 00:49:12,414 --> 00:49:14,282
- Angela sang jazz.
- 863
- 00:49:14,282 --> 00:49:16,286
- They sound unbearable.
- 864
- 00:49:20,556 --> 00:49:23,358
- I suppose they were
- frightfully beautiful,
- 865
- 00:49:23,358 --> 00:49:26,262
- and lots of fun
- and rode horses.
- 866
- 00:49:26,262 --> 00:49:28,498
- If you don't want to know...
- 867
- 00:49:28,498 --> 00:49:30,498
- I do want to know
- 868
- 00:49:28,498 --> 00:49:30,199
- ...then don't ask.
- 869
- 00:49:30,199 --> 00:49:31,300
- I do want to know.
- 870
- 00:49:32,300 --> 00:49:34,438
- Did Miriam
- play the cello?
- 871
- 00:49:35,438 --> 00:49:36,606
- No.
- 872
- 00:49:37,606 --> 00:49:39,108
- The violin.
- 873
- 00:49:39,108 --> 00:49:41,213
- No, she wasn't
- at all musical.
- 874
- 00:49:44,213 --> 00:49:45,581
- She wasn't even pretty,
- actually.
- 875
- 00:49:46,581 --> 00:49:48,550
- That's not true.
- 876
- 00:49:48,550 --> 00:49:50,456
- Well, she had
- other qualities.
- 877
- 00:49:53,456 --> 00:49:54,125
- Like what?
- 878
- 00:49:56,125 --> 00:49:57,659
- Darling, I can't
- tell you in here.
- 879
- 00:49:57,659 --> 00:49:58,128
- Thank you.
- 880
- 00:50:00,128 --> 00:50:01,798
- Excuse me?
- 881
- 00:50:02,798 --> 00:50:04,568
- I'm just playing, Julie.
- 882
- 00:50:06,568 --> 00:50:08,204
- Stop torturing yourself.
- 883
- 00:50:08,204 --> 00:50:09,338
- I'm not tort...
- 884
- 00:50:09,338 --> 00:50:10,476
- Stop inviting me
- to torture you.
- 885
- 00:50:13,476 --> 00:50:14,478
- Ugh!
- 886
- 00:50:15,478 --> 00:50:17,478
- Ugh!
- 887
- 00:50:15,478 --> 00:50:17,146
- Ugh!
- 888
- 00:50:17,146 --> 00:50:18,581
- That's exactly
- how you make me feel
- 889
- 00:50:18,581 --> 00:50:20,251
- when you're
- being like this.
- 890
- 00:50:23,485 --> 00:50:24,791
- Thank you.
- 891
- 00:51:05,161 --> 00:51:07,139
- That is so beautiful.
- 892
- 00:51:36,858 --> 00:51:38,527
- I'm not trying that.
- 893
- 00:51:38,527 --> 00:51:40,295
- No, it's way too...
- 894
- 00:51:40,295 --> 00:51:41,199
- It's too adventurous.
- 895
- 00:51:49,572 --> 00:51:50,574
- Are you packed?
- 896
- 00:51:52,574 --> 00:51:53,681
- 'Course.
- 897
- 00:51:58,681 --> 00:52:02,318
- Liver? I'm not eating...
- I'm not...
- 898
- 00:52:03,318 --> 00:52:05,925
- No, I'm not interested.
- 899
- 00:52:08,925 --> 00:52:11,762
- No. No, no.
- I'm gonna stick with pasta.
- 900
- 00:52:12,762 --> 00:52:14,331
- Nice, normal pasta.
- 901
- 00:52:16,331 --> 00:52:17,601
- Mmm, 'course.
- 902
- 00:52:18,601 --> 00:52:20,969
- Okay, well, um...
- 903
- 00:52:20,969 --> 00:52:22,639
- Yeah, I'll see you later.
- 904
- 00:52:23,639 --> 00:52:25,708
- I... I can't wait.
- 905
- 00:52:25,708 --> 00:52:28,476
- Hitchcock knew this.
- I mean, he would change tack.
- 906
- 00:52:28,476 --> 00:52:30,346
- I mean, if Psycho, you know,
- 907
- 00:52:30,346 --> 00:52:32,748
- the scene in... In Psycho,
- the shower scene,
- 908
- 00:52:32,748 --> 00:52:33,748
- is very much fragments...
- 909
- 00:52:32,748 --> 00:52:33,949
- Yeah.
- 910
- 00:52:33,949 --> 00:52:35,751
- ...very much withholding.
- 911
- 00:52:35,751 --> 00:52:38,286
- But then elsewhere,
- he's quite conventional.
- 912
- 00:52:38,286 --> 00:52:41,289
- So he knows when
- to make those adjustments.
- 913
- 00:52:41,289 --> 00:52:43,693
- Uh, because it is
- a process, a growth,
- 914
- 00:52:43,693 --> 00:52:46,695
- a building
- of our sensibilities
- 915
- 00:52:46,695 --> 00:52:48,597
- and our perceptions,
- 916
- 00:52:48,597 --> 00:52:51,467
- and we've got to realize that
- sometimes we have to change
- 917
- 00:52:51,467 --> 00:52:54,302
- our approach
- as the journey unfolds.
- 918
- 00:52:54,302 --> 00:52:57,840
- This scene could be related
- to that scene in... In Psycho.
- 919
- 00:52:57,840 --> 00:52:59,541
- So you don't see
- the stab wounds.
- 920
- 00:52:59,541 --> 00:53:00,775
- So you don't see the pain.
- 921
- 00:53:00,775 --> 00:53:03,775
- Mmm.
- 922
- 00:53:00,775 --> 00:53:03,311
- You just hear it.
- 923
- 00:53:03,311 --> 00:53:04,746
- You know, you hear
- the scream of the woman.
- 924
- 00:53:04,746 --> 00:53:05,746
- Yeah.
- 925
- 00:53:04,746 --> 00:53:05,815
- You hear the conflict.
- 926
- 00:53:05,815 --> 00:53:07,815
- Yeah.
- 927
- 00:53:05,815 --> 00:53:07,449
- So it's quite...
- 928
- 00:53:07,449 --> 00:53:08,449
- Could be quite like that.
- 929
- 00:53:07,449 --> 00:53:08,985
- Yes, of course.
- 930
- 00:53:08,985 --> 00:53:10,786
- And, of course, as, I think,
- you know, the books tell us,
- 931
- 00:53:10,786 --> 00:53:12,786
- we never do see anything...
- 932
- 00:53:10,786 --> 00:53:12,355
- Mmm.
- 933
- 00:53:12,355 --> 00:53:13,355
- ...in that shower scene.
- 934
- 00:53:12,355 --> 00:53:13,755
- No, you don't see.
- 935
- 00:53:13,755 --> 00:53:16,391
- Although we have all the...
- What appear to be
- 936
- 00:53:16,391 --> 00:53:18,628
- all the bits and pieces
- that we need for the murder,
- 937
- 00:53:18,628 --> 00:53:20,896
- but then nothing ever happens,
- all we see is the knife.
- 938
- 00:53:20,896 --> 00:53:24,896
- You just see the knife.
- 939
- 00:53:20,896 --> 00:53:24,467
- The knife and the showerhead.
- 940
- 00:53:24,467 --> 00:53:27,302
- And in this case,
- possibly, the conflict,
- 941
- 00:53:27,302 --> 00:53:28,971
- the noise of the argument,
- is the weapon.
- 942
- 00:53:28,971 --> 00:53:31,971
- Yes.
- 943
- 00:53:28,971 --> 00:53:31,507
- You see the end result,
- 944
- 00:53:31,507 --> 00:53:34,876
- which could be,
- in Psycho,
- her dead body,
- 945
- 00:53:34,876 --> 00:53:36,612
- and then,
- in this case,
- 946
- 00:53:36,612 --> 00:53:39,525
- the two broken siblings
- at the end.
- 947
- 00:54:00,702 --> 00:54:01,621
- They've
- taken everything.
- 948
- 00:54:53,088 --> 00:54:54,065
- I'm gonna
- call the police.
- 949
- 00:55:16,378 --> 00:55:19,378
- Argh! God.
- 950
- 00:55:21,384 --> 00:55:22,385
- Fuck!
- 951
- 00:55:28,824 --> 00:55:30,465
- I shouldn't have
- fucking done that.
- 952
- 00:56:05,561 --> 00:56:08,664
- ♪♪ How sad Venice can be
- 953
- 00:56:09,664 --> 00:56:12,869
- ♪♪ When you're on your own
- 954
- 00:56:13,869 --> 00:56:17,139
- ♪♪ How sad Venice can be
- 955
- 00:56:18,139 --> 00:56:20,500
- ♪♪ When you're alone♪♪
- 956
- 00:56:58,813 --> 00:57:00,813
- Thank you.
- 957
- 00:56:58,813 --> 00:57:00,998
- You're welcome.
- 958
- 00:57:19,869 --> 00:57:21,505
- Thank you.
- 959
- 00:58:26,235 --> 00:58:27,340
- Please tell me
- what I've done.
- 960
- 00:58:32,340 --> 00:58:33,279
- Please, because...
- 961
- 00:58:37,279 --> 00:58:39,349
- This is punishing,
- 962
- 00:58:41,349 --> 00:58:43,987
- seeing you like this
- and then not knowing why.
- 963
- 01:00:26,722 --> 01:00:30,929
- I can't go into all this.
- It was an emergency.
- 964
- 01:00:34,929 --> 01:00:37,929
- What fucking emergency?
- 965
- 01:00:34,929 --> 01:00:37,099
- If I hadn't done that
- 966
- 01:00:37,099 --> 01:00:39,967
- on that day, I wouldn't
- be here now. I...
- 967
- 01:00:39,967 --> 01:00:44,967
- That's all I can tell you.
- 968
- 01:00:39,967 --> 01:00:44,106
- What's that supposed to mean?
- 969
- 01:00:44,106 --> 01:00:46,307
- You can't say stuff
- like that and then not...
- 970
- 01:00:46,307 --> 01:00:49,210
- I appreciate that there are
- some things you can't tell me.
- 971
- 01:00:49,210 --> 01:00:51,947
- Well, you know, I appreciate
- there's things about me
- 972
- 01:00:51,947 --> 01:00:53,347
- that you find unacceptable.
- 973
- 01:00:53,347 --> 01:00:55,451
- There's things about you
- I find unacceptable.
- 974
- 01:00:55,451 --> 01:00:57,085
- There's things
- about this conversation
- 975
- 01:00:57,085 --> 01:00:59,085
- I find unacceptable.
- 976
- 01:00:57,085 --> 01:00:59,288
- The fact that you're a thief.
- 977
- 01:00:59,288 --> 01:01:00,889
- We're gonna have
- to meet somewhere.
- 978
- 01:01:00,889 --> 01:01:03,126
- Anthony, you stole my stuff.
- You stole my things.
- 979
- 01:01:05,126 --> 01:01:08,329
- Do you understand?
- Do you understand that?
- 980
- 01:01:08,329 --> 01:01:10,099
- Do you understand
- how that would make me feel?
- 981
- 01:01:10,099 --> 01:01:11,967
- I didn't think you'd...
- 982
- 01:01:11,967 --> 01:01:15,336
- You wouldn't think I...
- You didn't think I would mind?
- 983
- 01:01:15,336 --> 01:01:17,336
- Is that what you're saying?
- 984
- 01:01:15,336 --> 01:01:17,442
- No. No.
- 985
- 01:01:20,442 --> 01:01:23,012
- I knew you'd mind.
- That's why I didn't tell you.
- 986
- 01:01:25,012 --> 01:01:29,284
- I do what I do so that you can
- have the life you're having
- 987
- 01:01:29,284 --> 01:01:31,119
- and sleep safe at night,
- 988
- 01:01:31,119 --> 01:01:35,159
- and there's not a fucking
- car bomb on King's Road.
- 989
- 01:01:38,159 --> 01:01:40,061
- Let's laugh about it.
- Why not?
- 990
- 01:01:41,963 --> 01:01:45,469
- I can't...
- I can't believe you.
- 991
- 01:01:47,469 --> 01:01:49,905
- Well, if you
- can't believe me,
- 992
- 01:01:49,905 --> 01:01:53,809
- why don't you take some time
- to get your head around it?
- 993
- 01:01:53,809 --> 01:01:55,777
- Because I've got
- nothing more to tell you,
- 994
- 01:01:55,777 --> 01:01:57,980
- I've got nothing more
- to explain,
- 995
- 01:01:57,980 --> 01:02:00,961
- and I've got nothing more
- to offer to this.
- 996
- 01:02:13,961 --> 01:02:15,532
- I'm sorry. I...
- 997
- 01:02:17,532 --> 01:02:20,335
- I understand.
- I get why you didn't...
- 998
- 01:02:21,335 --> 01:02:23,539
- There are some things
- 999
- 01:02:24,539 --> 01:02:28,242
- you need to...
- you need to not tell me,
- 1000
- 01:02:28,242 --> 01:02:30,478
- and I understand that.
- 1001
- 01:02:30,478 --> 01:02:32,478
- Thank you.
- 1002
- 01:02:30,478 --> 01:02:32,847
- So I'm sorry.
- 1003
- 01:02:32,847 --> 01:02:34,315
- I don't wanna give you
- a hard time.
- 1004
- 01:02:34,315 --> 01:02:36,255
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
- 1005
- 01:02:41,255 --> 01:02:42,456
- At the siege
- 1006
- 01:02:42,456 --> 01:02:43,992
- of the Libyan People's Bureau
- 1007
- 01:02:43,992 --> 01:02:45,027
- in the West End of London,
- 1008
- 01:02:46,027 --> 01:02:48,130
- hundreds of armed police have
- been on the alert all night,
- 1009
- 01:02:48,130 --> 01:02:49,965
- with marksmen
- surrounding the building
- 1010
- 01:02:49,965 --> 01:02:51,599
- in St James's Square.
- 1011
- 01:02:51,599 --> 01:02:53,534
- Other police officers
- have installed equipment
- 1012
- 01:02:53,534 --> 01:02:55,536
- to monitor movements
- inside the bureau
- 1013
- 01:02:55,536 --> 01:02:58,907
- and contact has been
- established with those inside.
- 1014
- 01:02:58,907 --> 01:03:00,842
- The whole area
- around the square
- 1015
- 01:03:00,842 --> 01:03:02,376
- has been sealed off.
- 1016
- 01:03:02,376 --> 01:03:04,079
- From here
- they looked like plans
- 1017
- 01:03:04,079 --> 01:03:06,414
- of the layout
- of the Embassy building.
- 1018
- 01:03:06,414 --> 01:03:08,516
- In this, the dreaded
- first hour of the siege,
- 1019
- 01:03:08,516 --> 01:03:10,918
- the talks are going on
- to try to end it.
- 1020
- 01:03:10,918 --> 01:03:13,387
- And on the rooftops
- of the buildings above me,
- 1021
- 01:03:13,387 --> 01:03:15,061
- police marksmen are trained
- on the embassy.
- 1022
- 01:03:19,061 --> 01:03:21,396
- I understand one option
- open to them though
- 1023
- 01:03:21,396 --> 01:03:24,077
- is to offer the Libyans
- free passage to Heathrow...
- 1024
- 01:03:35,077 --> 01:03:36,378
- This is for work?
- 1025
- 01:03:36,378 --> 01:03:37,487
- This is
- for the work, yes.
- 1026
- 01:03:45,487 --> 01:03:48,322
- Have you read the notice
- that I put up yesterday
- 1027
- 01:03:48,322 --> 01:03:50,358
- about the musicians' union,
- 1028
- 01:03:50,358 --> 01:03:51,927
- the agreement
- we've just reached?
- 1029
- 01:03:51,927 --> 01:03:53,927
- No, no, I haven't.
- 1030
- 01:03:51,927 --> 01:03:53,661
- No. You should read it.
- 1031
- 01:03:53,661 --> 01:03:55,661
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1032
- 01:03:53,661 --> 01:03:55,530
- It's important.
- 1033
- 01:03:55,530 --> 01:03:57,932
- I mean, it's good for us
- to reach an agreement.
- 1034
- 01:03:57,932 --> 01:04:00,902
- They're a tricky bunch.
- But, you know, here we are,
- 1035
- 01:04:00,902 --> 01:04:04,902
- £25 per musician...
- 1036
- 01:04:00,902 --> 01:04:04,072
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1037
- 01:04:04,072 --> 01:04:06,507
- ...for a three-hour session.
- 1038
- 01:04:06,507 --> 01:04:08,443
- If you're using an orchestra,
- you're gonna run through
- 1039
- 01:04:08,443 --> 01:04:10,411
- your budget
- very quickly indeed.
- 1040
- 01:04:10,411 --> 01:04:12,213
- We'll need to talk
- about the budget.
- 1041
- 01:04:12,213 --> 01:04:15,182
- We need to think about
- budgets at this school.
- 1042
- 01:04:15,182 --> 01:04:18,253
- We're not just
- loaning equipment out
- 1043
- 01:04:18,253 --> 01:04:20,253
- on the willy-nilly. Um...
- 1044
- 01:04:18,253 --> 01:04:20,592
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1045
- 01:04:23,592 --> 01:04:25,226
- It's quite irregular,
- really, to be coming
- 1046
- 01:04:25,226 --> 01:04:26,994
- and talking
- about a project and equipment
- 1047
- 01:04:26,994 --> 01:04:28,463
- when you haven't even
- thought about the budget,
- 1048
- 01:04:28,463 --> 01:04:30,599
- but then I don't suppose
- you really have to think
- 1049
- 01:04:30,599 --> 01:04:32,001
- about budget
- in Knightsbridge, do you?
- 1050
- 01:04:34,001 --> 01:04:35,940
- How are you getting on?
- 1051
- 01:04:37,940 --> 01:04:39,440
- I'm going out
- for an hour or two.
- 1052
- 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:41,076
- Can you lend me a tenner?
- 1053
- 01:04:41,076 --> 01:04:42,117
- Yeah.
- 1054
- 01:04:49,117 --> 01:04:51,117
- You staying here?
- 1055
- 01:04:49,117 --> 01:04:51,085
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1056
- 01:04:51,085 --> 01:04:52,659
- See you later.
- 1057
- 01:05:21,483 --> 01:05:23,518
- Does all this make sense?
- 1058
- 01:05:23,518 --> 01:05:26,422
- Mmm-hmm. Yeah.
- 1059
- 01:05:27,422 --> 01:05:30,157
- Nothing looks unclear?
- 1060
- 01:05:30,157 --> 01:05:31,036
- Don't think so.
- 1061
- 01:05:41,036 --> 01:05:43,237
- I think get her
- to do that for real.
- 1062
- 01:05:43,237 --> 01:05:46,742
- I mean, tangle her up
- if necessary.
- 1063
- 01:05:46,742 --> 01:05:48,443
- Okay.
- 1064
- 01:05:48,443 --> 01:05:50,378
- You don't want it
- to look stagey...
- 1065
- 01:05:50,378 --> 01:05:51,579
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1066
- 01:05:51,579 --> 01:05:54,282
- ...because the whole thing is,
- 1067
- 01:05:54,282 --> 01:05:57,724
- you know, stagey in intention.
- 1068
- 01:06:02,724 --> 01:06:04,226
- Did you score today?
- 1069
- 01:06:04,226 --> 01:06:07,097
- No. Don't ask me that.
- 1070
- 01:06:09,097 --> 01:06:10,067
- No.
- 1071
- 01:06:12,067 --> 01:06:14,702
- 'Cause I feel like
- you're on something right now.
- 1072
- 01:06:14,702 --> 01:06:16,373
- Well...
- 1073
- 01:06:18,373 --> 01:06:20,307
- I'm not.
- 1074
- 01:06:20,307 --> 01:06:22,307
- Well, I think you are.
- 1075
- 01:06:20,307 --> 01:06:22,244
- Well, I'm not.
- 1076
- 01:06:22,244 --> 01:06:23,818
- Because you're
- not yourself.
- 1077
- 01:06:30,818 --> 01:06:32,221
- What?
- 1078
- 01:06:33,221 --> 01:06:35,221
- Well, I mean...
- 1079
- 01:06:33,221 --> 01:06:35,757
- Don't...
- 1080
- 01:06:35,757 --> 01:06:38,393
- Don't lie, Anthony.
- I know that you're...
- 1081
- 01:06:38,393 --> 01:06:40,695
- I know you have
- a received version
- 1082
- 01:06:40,695 --> 01:06:44,699
- of who I am supposed to be
- at any one time.
- 1083
- 01:06:44,699 --> 01:06:46,699
- I don't... That's not...
- 1084
- 01:06:44,699 --> 01:06:46,601
- But nobody has...
- 1085
- 01:06:47,601 --> 01:06:49,704
- - You know?
- - I have...
- 1086
- 01:06:50,704 --> 01:06:52,440
- You more than anyone
- should understand
- 1087
- 01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:55,476
- that people go through
- different emotions
- 1088
- 01:06:55,476 --> 01:06:57,211
- at different times
- of the day,
- 1089
- 01:06:57,211 --> 01:07:00,114
- and feel different things
- and behave in different ways.
- 1090
- 01:07:00,114 --> 01:07:01,682
- I know that,
- but I know you,
- 1091
- 01:07:01,682 --> 01:07:06,121
- and I know this is not
- what you're like sometimes.
- 1092
- 01:07:06,121 --> 01:07:07,489
- I think you're nervous,
- 1093
- 01:07:07,489 --> 01:07:08,757
- and I think you're trying
- to distract yourself
- 1094
- 01:07:08,757 --> 01:07:13,427
- from your fear
- of the task ahead,
- 1095
- 01:07:13,427 --> 01:07:15,764
- and I think you
- just need to relax
- 1096
- 01:07:15,764 --> 01:07:18,365
- and make sure
- you're prepared...
- 1097
- 01:07:18,365 --> 01:07:22,503
- I am prepared. I am.
- This is... This is preparing.
- 1098
- 01:07:22,503 --> 01:07:24,306
- Julie, what am I
- doing with this?
- 1099
- 01:07:24,306 --> 01:07:27,842
- Um, just kind of...
- 1100
- 01:07:27,842 --> 01:07:29,543
- Do a little, um...
- 1101
- 01:07:29,543 --> 01:07:31,543
- You okay?
- 1102
- 01:07:29,543 --> 01:07:31,880
- Yep, yep. Um...
- 1103
- 01:07:32,880 --> 01:07:34,615
- Well, I mean,
- it's not in shot.
- 1104
- 01:07:34,615 --> 01:07:36,485
- Why's she doing
- anything with it?
- 1105
- 01:07:36,485 --> 01:07:39,485
- We're filming the hair.
- 1106
- 01:07:36,485 --> 01:07:39,788
- Oh, yeah, okay. Um...
- 1107
- 01:07:39,788 --> 01:07:41,255
- Yeah, let's just
- put it on the table
- 1108
- 01:07:41,255 --> 01:07:43,257
- so you don't
- have to hold it.
- 1109
- 01:07:43,257 --> 01:07:44,628
- True.
- 1110
- 01:07:46,628 --> 01:07:49,231
- Okay,
- let's bring this round a bit
- 1111
- 01:07:49,231 --> 01:07:51,132
- so it's a bit more
- profile-y. Sorry?
- 1112
- 01:07:51,132 --> 01:07:52,467
- Can't pull it
- any further round.
- 1113
- 01:07:52,467 --> 01:07:53,568
- No, no,
- the other way.
- 1114
- 01:07:53,568 --> 01:07:54,172
- To the left.
- Lamp left.
- 1115
- 01:07:57,172 --> 01:07:59,206
- I've just put
- these clips in, just to hold.
- 1116
- 01:07:59,206 --> 01:08:00,742
- Perfect. Perfect, yep, yep.
- 1117
- 01:08:00,742 --> 01:08:02,210
- Hopefully when
- we're ready to go here,
- 1118
- 01:08:02,210 --> 01:08:03,878
- I can hopefully...
- 1119
- 01:08:03,878 --> 01:08:05,514
- Mmm-hmm. Yeah.
- 1120
- 01:08:05,514 --> 01:08:07,481
- And have
- a tighter curl.
- 1121
- 01:08:07,481 --> 01:08:09,481
- Okay.
- 1122
- 01:08:07,481 --> 01:08:09,523
- Hold on.
- 1123
- 01:08:14,523 --> 01:08:17,759
- This is
- sort of all right.
- 1124
- 01:08:17,759 --> 01:08:19,363
- No, it's great.
- 1125
- 01:08:21,363 --> 01:08:22,363
- Ooh, sorry.
- 1126
- 01:08:21,363 --> 01:08:22,764
- For fuck's sake.
- 1127
- 01:08:22,764 --> 01:08:24,201
- Sorry, sorry.
- 1128
- 01:08:26,201 --> 01:08:27,836
- Just be careful.
- 1129
- 01:08:27,836 --> 01:08:30,905
- It's okay
- for a few more takes.
- 1130
- 01:08:30,905 --> 01:08:33,641
- Yeah, yeah,
- we only need another,
- 1131
- 01:08:33,641 --> 01:08:35,277
- I mean,
- another one or two takes.
- 1132
- 01:08:35,277 --> 01:08:38,680
- Do you think? How many takes
- do you think we'll do?
- 1133
- 01:08:39,680 --> 01:08:41,349
- Well, how long
- is a piece of string?
- 1134
- 01:08:41,349 --> 01:08:42,650
- We shoot till
- we've got it, right?
- 1135
- 01:08:42,650 --> 01:08:44,351
- Okay, yeah.
- 1136
- 01:08:44,351 --> 01:08:46,188
- But we will need to reset
- if that's the case.
- 1137
- 01:08:46,188 --> 01:08:49,190
- Yeah, okay, we'll make sure
- that it's... It will stay.
- 1138
- 01:08:49,190 --> 01:08:50,190
- Yeah.
- 1139
- 01:08:49,190 --> 01:08:50,226
- You know.
- 1140
- 01:08:52,226 --> 01:08:53,896
- Are you all right?
- 1141
- 01:08:55,896 --> 01:08:57,766
- No, I just,
- I just, um...
- 1142
- 01:08:58,766 --> 01:09:00,936
- I'm just longing
- to be home.
- 1143
- 01:09:01,936 --> 01:09:03,947
- Mmm.
- 1144
- 01:09:11,947 --> 01:09:13,591
- Do you want me
- to come back?
- 1145
- 01:09:22,591 --> 01:09:25,828
- Okay. Well,
- I'll see you later.
- 1146
- 01:09:26,828 --> 01:09:28,805
- Okay, bye-bye.
- 1147
- 01:10:38,432 --> 01:10:40,435
- My dear Julie.
- 1148
- 01:10:40,435 --> 01:10:42,671
- The vile beast knows itself,
- and miserable he is with it.
- 1149
- 01:10:44,072 --> 01:10:46,707
- It is you who has power
- over the beast.
- 1150
- 01:10:46,707 --> 01:10:51,448
- To cheer, to encourage,
- to reprimand, to forgive.
- 1151
- 01:10:53,448 --> 01:10:57,051
- He loves you so, and you are
- invested with great power.
- 1152
- 01:10:57,051 --> 01:10:59,021
- Use it wisely, and with mercy.
- 1153
- 01:11:01,021 --> 01:11:03,658
- Your words means much to him,
- 1154
- 01:11:03,658 --> 01:11:05,362
- and that shall gradually
- become clear to you.
- 1155
- 01:11:07,362 --> 01:11:09,030
- He has never
- laid open himself before,
- 1156
- 01:11:10,030 --> 01:11:12,967
- and he could love you
- for that alone.
- 1157
- 01:11:13,967 --> 01:11:17,739
- Trust in yourself
- and try and see clearly,
- 1158
- 01:11:18,739 --> 01:11:20,375
- and a small passing cloud
- 1159
- 01:11:20,375 --> 01:11:21,078
- will not appear
- to another's lie.
- 1160
- 01:11:23,078 --> 01:11:26,448
- There wasn't really anything
- that I didn't do.
- 1161
- 01:11:26,448 --> 01:11:28,416
- Um, I ended up in a coma,
- 1162
- 01:11:28,416 --> 01:11:32,386
- I had seizures,
- I had overdoses.
- 1163
- 01:11:32,386 --> 01:11:34,488
- I'm an only child,
- and my parents,
- 1164
- 01:11:34,488 --> 01:11:37,057
- what that was
- like for them...
- 1165
- 01:11:37,057 --> 01:11:40,761
- And yet they never
- gave up on me, you know.
- 1166
- 01:11:40,761 --> 01:11:45,466
- Um, in fact,
- my father blackmailed me.
- 1167
- 01:11:45,466 --> 01:11:48,737
- He said to me
- one time, he said,
- 1168
- 01:11:48,737 --> 01:11:52,407
- "I'll give you this Physeptone
- if you just call this number."
- 1169
- 01:11:52,407 --> 01:11:54,743
- And that was the helpline.
- 1170
- 01:11:54,743 --> 01:11:58,445
- And, of course,
- I made the call.
- 1171
- 01:11:58,445 --> 01:12:01,551
- And I came to meetings,
- went out again, as I said...
- 1172
- 01:12:04,551 --> 01:12:07,421
- Until finally,
- I'd just had it,
- 1173
- 01:12:07,421 --> 01:12:09,390
- I'd just absolutely had it.
- 1174
- 01:12:09,390 --> 01:12:12,060
- My body wouldn't
- take it anymore.
- 1175
- 01:12:12,060 --> 01:12:15,729
- And I've ended up
- in police stations,
- 1176
- 01:12:15,729 --> 01:12:19,634
- in cells,
- in mental hospitals,
- 1177
- 01:12:19,634 --> 01:12:23,939
- straitjacketed,
- screaming, psychosis.
- 1178
- 01:12:24,939 --> 01:12:26,007
- None of it good, you know,
- 1179
- 01:12:27,007 --> 01:12:29,676
- all for that feeling
- of the drug,
- 1180
- 01:12:29,676 --> 01:12:31,578
- which sometimes,
- even in recovery,
- 1181
- 01:12:31,578 --> 01:12:32,913
- you know,
- I get feelings and things,
- 1182
- 01:12:32,913 --> 01:12:35,618
- and I think, "Oh, Jesus,
- I just need a hit."
- 1183
- 01:12:36,618 --> 01:12:40,065
- Uh... But not today.
- Just for today.
- 1184
- 01:15:02,596 --> 01:15:03,997
- Police spent the night
- 1185
- 01:15:03,997 --> 01:15:05,567
- carrying out
- a painstaking search
- 1186
- 01:15:05,567 --> 01:15:07,034
- of the scene of the explosion,
- 1187
- 01:15:07,034 --> 01:15:09,270
- fearing there could be
- other devices.
- 1188
- 01:15:09,270 --> 01:15:12,039
- This morning, the area
- is still sealed off.
- 1189
- 01:15:12,039 --> 01:15:14,609
- Ten to 15 pounds of explosives
- 1190
- 01:15:14,609 --> 01:15:17,078
- had been planted in a car
- outside the store.
- 1191
- 01:16:04,257 --> 01:16:06,226
- Okay, I'm just
- gonna check the frame.
- 1192
- 01:16:06,226 --> 01:16:07,831
- Yeah, of course.
- 1193
- 01:16:09,831 --> 01:16:10,300
- Mate.
- 1194
- 01:16:12,300 --> 01:16:14,002
- Are you all right?
- Do you want a...
- 1195
- 01:16:15,002 --> 01:16:16,002
- Do you want a jacket?
- 1196
- 01:16:15,002 --> 01:16:16,904
- I'm okay.
- 1197
- 01:16:16,904 --> 01:16:18,904
- Thank you.
- 1198
- 01:16:16,904 --> 01:16:18,706
- What's going on?
- 1199
- 01:16:18,706 --> 01:16:20,207
- I don't know.
- 1200
- 01:16:20,207 --> 01:16:22,210
- I think
- I've got flu.
- 1201
- 01:16:22,210 --> 01:16:24,210
- Are you hungover?
- 1202
- 01:16:22,210 --> 01:16:24,078
- Oh.
- 1203
- 01:16:24,078 --> 01:16:25,078
- No.
- 1204
- 01:16:24,078 --> 01:16:25,813
- You look it.
- 1205
- 01:16:25,813 --> 01:16:27,283
- You look like you've been,
- like, out smashing it.
- 1206
- 01:16:29,283 --> 01:16:31,886
- I don't know what...
- What's going on.
- 1207
- 01:16:31,886 --> 01:16:33,886
- But I'm fine. I'm okay.
- 1208
- 01:16:31,886 --> 01:16:33,921
- No, you're not.
- 1209
- 01:16:33,921 --> 01:16:35,657
- I was literally watching you
- through that whole take.
- 1210
- 01:16:35,657 --> 01:16:37,125
- You looked like
- you were about to pass out.
- 1211
- 01:16:37,125 --> 01:16:38,259
- No, I'm okay.
- I'm fine.
- I'm just...
- 1212
- 01:16:38,259 --> 01:16:39,961
- I'm just
- doing that.
- 1213
- 01:16:39,961 --> 01:16:42,896
- Don't be polite about it.
- If you're unwell,
- 1214
- 01:16:42,896 --> 01:16:44,431
- just go home.
- Do you know
- what I mean?
- 1215
- 01:16:44,431 --> 01:16:46,670
- I'm... I'm fine.
- I'm okay.
- 1216
- 01:16:48,670 --> 01:16:49,837
- Anthony?
- 1217
- 01:16:50,837 --> 01:16:52,837
- Hello?
- 1218
- 01:16:50,837 --> 01:16:52,673
- Hello?
- 1219
- 01:16:52,673 --> 01:16:54,673
- I'm sorry, love.
- 1220
- 01:16:52,673 --> 01:16:54,742
- Who are you?
- 1221
- 01:16:54,742 --> 01:16:57,742
- You must be Anthony's...
- 1222
- 01:16:54,742 --> 01:16:57,278
- Sorry, you need to leave.
- 1223
- 01:16:57,278 --> 01:16:59,247
- Sorry, you need to leave.
- Please go.
- 1224
- 01:16:59,247 --> 01:17:00,948
- No, please...
- 1225
- 01:17:00,948 --> 01:17:02,449
- No, I'm not gonna hurt you.
- Just Anthony's...
- 1226
- 01:17:02,449 --> 01:17:04,851
- Please, please leave.
- No, no, you need to go.
- 1227
- 01:17:04,851 --> 01:17:06,851
- You need to leave right now.
- 1228
- 01:17:04,851 --> 01:17:06,087
- I'm sorry, yeah?
- 1229
- 01:17:06,087 --> 01:17:07,354
- No. You need to leave.
- 1230
- 01:17:07,354 --> 01:17:08,956
- I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
- 1231
- 01:17:08,956 --> 01:17:10,956
- Okay.
- 1232
- 01:17:08,956 --> 01:17:10,127
- It's okay. I'm sorry.
- 1233
- 01:17:17,297 --> 01:17:18,002
- Forgot my coat.
- 1234
- 01:17:22,002 --> 01:17:23,940
- Hello?
- 1235
- 01:17:26,940 --> 01:17:28,479
- Sorry.
- 1236
- 01:17:32,479 --> 01:17:34,247
- How do I know
- when I...
- 1237
- 01:17:34,247 --> 01:17:36,783
- When I get the money,
- I'll pay you back.
- 1238
- 01:17:36,783 --> 01:17:38,119
- But I...
- 1239
- 01:17:39,119 --> 01:17:41,389
- Well, you know,
- I wouldn't ask
- 1240
- 01:17:41,389 --> 01:17:43,457
- unless I really
- needed it, you know.
- 1241
- 01:17:50,064 --> 01:17:52,833
- No, I'm not being extravagant.
- I'm using...
- 1242
- 01:17:52,833 --> 01:17:54,137
- You know, I need
- this equipment for school.
- 1243
- 01:17:57,137 --> 01:17:59,774
- It's cameras
- and film and...
- 1244
- 01:17:59,774 --> 01:18:00,912
- Hmm.
- 1245
- 01:18:04,912 --> 01:18:06,788
- I will pay you back.
- 1246
- 01:18:14,788 --> 01:18:16,356
- I mean, definitely
- you can catch infections
- 1247
- 01:18:16,356 --> 01:18:17,925
- from other people.
- 1248
- 01:18:17,925 --> 01:18:20,228
- Um, when people breathe,
- they can transmit
- 1249
- 01:18:20,228 --> 01:18:22,229
- particles of an infection,
- 1250
- 01:18:22,229 --> 01:18:23,930
- uh, but sometimes,
- 1251
- 01:18:23,930 --> 01:18:25,298
- you can also get infections
- from other means,
- 1252
- 01:18:25,298 --> 01:18:29,872
- by, for example,
- um, personal contacts.
- 1253
- 01:18:30,872 --> 01:18:32,506
- Anything you wanna tell me
- that you haven't told me
- 1254
- 01:18:32,506 --> 01:18:34,845
- about what's
- happening so far?
- 1255
- 01:18:37,845 --> 01:18:39,079
- Um...
- 1256
- 01:18:39,079 --> 01:18:41,215
- No, I think...
- I think I'm...
- 1257
- 01:18:41,215 --> 01:18:43,319
- I think I feel
- better now I've seen you.
- 1258
- 01:18:45,319 --> 01:18:46,921
- Okay,
- nice to see you again.
- 1259
- 01:18:46,921 --> 01:18:48,456
- Thank you.
- Nice to see you.
- 1260
- 01:18:48,456 --> 01:18:49,856
- Okay, I'd better run.
- 1261
- 01:18:49,856 --> 01:18:52,527
- And, um, I hope
- you get better soon.
- 1262
- 01:18:52,527 --> 01:18:54,527
- Okay. Bye-bye.
- 1263
- 01:18:52,527 --> 01:18:54,261
- Thank you.
- 1264
- 01:20:01,996 --> 01:20:03,163
- Hello?
- 1265
- 01:20:04,931 --> 01:20:06,070
- Hi, Barbara.
- How are you?
- 1266
- 01:20:10,070 --> 01:20:11,006
- I'm fine,
- thank you.
- 1267
- 01:20:12,006 --> 01:20:13,506
- Are you all right?
- 1268
- 01:20:27,555 --> 01:20:30,993
- No, no, it's fine. Thank you
- for phoning. I, um...
- 1269
- 01:20:31,993 --> 01:20:34,449
- Why... Why was he arrested?
- 1270
- 01:21:29,449 --> 01:21:31,322
- Please go away.
- 1271
- 01:21:57,110 --> 01:22:00,648
- I guess I just haven't found,
- like, a specific voice.
- 1272
- 01:22:00,648 --> 01:22:01,015
- Do you know what I mean?
- 1273
- 01:22:02,015 --> 01:22:03,015
- I don't know how to...
- 1274
- 01:22:02,015 --> 01:22:03,451
- Hmm.
- 1275
- 01:22:03,451 --> 01:22:06,153
- I don't know how to
- articulate what I'm...
- 1276
- 01:22:06,153 --> 01:22:08,323
- What I want to
- create yet, I think.
- 1277
- 01:22:09,323 --> 01:22:11,323
- Can I ask you a question?
- 1278
- 01:22:09,323 --> 01:22:11,293
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1279
- 01:22:13,293 --> 01:22:15,729
- Okay, it's a bit
- of a weird one.
- 1280
- 01:22:15,729 --> 01:22:20,201
- But this past
- six months and a bit,
- 1281
- 01:22:20,201 --> 01:22:24,239
- like, I haven't seen you
- around in school very much.
- 1282
- 01:22:26,239 --> 01:22:29,713
- Um... Can I ask why?
- 1283
- 01:22:33,713 --> 01:22:35,386
- I...
- 1284
- 01:22:38,386 --> 01:22:43,591
- I was in a really difficult
- relationship with somebody...
- 1285
- 01:22:43,591 --> 01:22:46,591
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1286
- 01:22:43,591 --> 01:22:46,527
- And I found it difficult
- 1287
- 01:22:46,527 --> 01:22:50,064
- to juggle that
- and film school,
- 1288
- 01:22:51,064 --> 01:22:52,567
- and it just didn't...
- 1289
- 01:22:53,567 --> 01:22:54,734
- It didn't leave me much time
- 1290
- 01:22:54,734 --> 01:22:58,139
- for myself and my interests,
- 1291
- 01:22:58,139 --> 01:23:00,373
- so I just didn't really...
- 1292
- 01:23:00,373 --> 01:23:03,373
- Okay.
- 1293
- 01:23:00,373 --> 01:23:03,109
- ...have time. But...
- 1294
- 01:23:03,109 --> 01:23:05,212
- I'm... I'm better now, so...
- 1295
- 01:23:05,212 --> 01:23:07,212
- Yeah?
- 1296
- 01:23:05,212 --> 01:23:07,280
- A big yeah.
- 1297
- 01:23:07,280 --> 01:23:08,748
- I mean,
- you've changed quite a lot
- 1298
- 01:23:08,748 --> 01:23:11,786
- since you came, haven't you,
- in your intentions?
- 1299
- 01:23:11,786 --> 01:23:14,786
- Mmm. Mmm.
- 1300
- 01:23:11,786 --> 01:23:14,255
- And, uh, that's okay.
- 1301
- 01:23:14,255 --> 01:23:18,792
- I mean, people are supposed to
- grow in this process.
- 1302
- 01:23:18,792 --> 01:23:20,497
- But how is that
- working out for you?
- 1303
- 01:23:23,497 --> 01:23:27,702
- It's very, very...
- 1304
- 01:23:28,702 --> 01:23:31,171
- Complicated and, um,
- 1305
- 01:23:31,171 --> 01:23:33,809
- difficult sometimes,
- but it's...
- 1306
- 01:23:34,809 --> 01:23:37,746
- You know, it has
- its ups and downs.
- 1307
- 01:23:38,746 --> 01:23:40,746
- But it's working?
- 1308
- 01:23:38,746 --> 01:23:40,713
- Mmm, yeah.
- 1309
- 01:23:40,713 --> 01:23:42,713
- It is?
- 1310
- 01:23:40,713 --> 01:23:42,716
- Mmm-hmm. Mmm.
- 1311
- 01:23:42,716 --> 01:23:44,653
- Good, because,
- I mean, the big...
- 1312
- 01:23:45,653 --> 01:23:50,157
- I think I said this when
- you arrived at some point,
- 1313
- 01:23:50,157 --> 01:23:51,458
- and I'm sure other people
- 1314
- 01:23:51,458 --> 01:23:53,394
- have said
- the same kind of thing,
- 1315
- 01:23:53,394 --> 01:23:57,698
- that, uh,
- the most important thing,
- 1316
- 01:23:57,698 --> 01:24:01,636
- uh, about learning
- in this situation
- 1317
- 01:24:02,636 --> 01:24:05,605
- is that you somehow
- make a connection
- 1318
- 01:24:05,605 --> 01:24:07,475
- between your experience
- 1319
- 01:24:07,475 --> 01:24:09,877
- and the experience
- you're trying to film.
- 1320
- 01:25:20,780 --> 01:25:22,949
- This is not real cashmere.
- 1321
- 01:25:22,949 --> 01:25:24,551
- Come on, Jules.
- I got it from Harrods.
- What are you talking about?
- 1322
- 01:25:24,551 --> 01:25:25,786
- It's nice,
- but it's not cashmere.
- 1323
- 01:25:25,786 --> 01:25:26,886
- He got it from Harold.
- 1324
- 01:25:26,886 --> 01:25:27,886
- Harrods.
- 1325
- 01:25:27,954 --> 01:25:29,390
- Sells them down the market.
- 1326
- 01:25:29,390 --> 01:25:30,390
- The green shop, yeah?
- 1327
- 01:25:29,390 --> 01:25:30,858
- Yeah.
- 1328
- 01:25:30,858 --> 01:25:32,259
- Where the classy
- 1329
- 01:25:32,259 --> 01:25:33,394
- and people
- with decorum and class go.
- 1330
- 01:25:33,394 --> 01:25:34,662
- Looks good on you, lad,
- 1331
- 01:25:34,662 --> 01:25:36,197
- but you need
- to shut up about it.
- 1332
- 01:25:36,197 --> 01:25:37,197
- Listen, bro, listen.
- 1333
- 01:25:37,564 --> 01:25:39,399
- Haters are gonna hate.
- Do you know what I mean?
- 1334
- 01:25:39,399 --> 01:25:40,466
- People don't wanna
- see me win.
- It's all right.
- 1335
- 01:25:40,466 --> 01:25:41,702
- This is nice.
- 1336
- 01:25:41,702 --> 01:25:43,337
- It's fine,
- it's fine, you know.
- 1337
- 01:25:43,337 --> 01:25:44,971
- I get a bit of dough,
- move up in the world
- 1338
- 01:25:44,971 --> 01:25:46,974
- and everyone's dissing
- my clothes and my clobber.
- 1339
- 01:25:46,974 --> 01:25:48,974
- You know,
- that's all right.
- 1340
- 01:25:48,576 --> 01:25:49,278
- That's all right.
- 1341
- 01:25:51,278 --> 01:25:52,345
- ...and I wondered
- 1342
- 01:25:52,345 --> 01:25:54,314
- if you've seen Anthony at all?
- 1343
- 01:25:54,314 --> 01:25:56,250
- No, I haven't seen him
- for a while.
- 1344
- 01:25:56,250 --> 01:25:58,453
- We've been so worried
- about him.
- 1345
- 01:25:59,453 --> 01:26:00,887
- Well, I'm so sorry.
- 1346
- 01:26:00,887 --> 01:26:02,958
- Oh, I'm sorry
- to disturb you...
- 1347
- 01:26:04,958 --> 01:26:06,460
- No, no, it's fine.
- 1348
- 01:26:06,460 --> 01:26:09,529
- You have to call...
- You call me any time.
- 1349
- 01:26:09,529 --> 01:26:12,533
- ...but we have no other way
- of knowing where he is.
- 1350
- 01:26:13,533 --> 01:26:15,002
- You're the only person
- we can call.
- 1351
- 01:26:16,002 --> 01:26:17,938
- If you see him,
- would you let us know?
- 1352
- 01:26:17,938 --> 01:26:19,640
- Yeah, of course.
- 1353
- 01:26:19,640 --> 01:26:22,376
- And you have to call me if...
- When you see him, okay?
- 1354
- 01:26:22,376 --> 01:26:24,778
- Of course. Thanks...
- 1355
- 01:26:24,778 --> 01:26:27,881
- Thank you for... Thank you
- for calling, Barbara.
- 1356
- 01:26:27,881 --> 01:26:29,817
- I'm so sorry
- I can't help.
- 1357
- 01:26:29,817 --> 01:26:32,786
- Lots of love...
- 1358
- 01:26:32,786 --> 01:26:34,786
- Night, night.
- 1359
- 01:26:32,786 --> 01:26:34,697
- Night, night.
- 1360
- 01:27:10,423 --> 01:27:11,494
- Does he like the groom?
- 1361
- 01:27:14,494 --> 01:27:15,765
- Yes.
- 1362
- 01:27:18,765 --> 01:27:20,368
- Maybe he introduced them.
- 1363
- 01:27:21,368 --> 01:27:22,710
- Hmm.
- 1364
- 01:27:29,710 --> 01:27:31,012
- Talking to them about money.
- 1365
- 01:27:34,081 --> 01:27:36,050
- About planning ahead.
- 1366
- 01:27:36,050 --> 01:27:38,719
- Mmm. Investments.
- 1367
- 01:27:38,719 --> 01:27:39,322
- Yes.
- 1368
- 01:27:41,322 --> 01:27:42,509
- And frugality.
- 1369
- 01:28:02,509 --> 01:28:04,380
- I always use
- the wrong fork
- on purpose...
- 1370
- 01:28:06,380 --> 01:28:07,613
- For salad.
- 1371
- 01:28:07,613 --> 01:28:09,617
- Both of mine
- are the same size.
- 1372
- 01:28:10,617 --> 01:28:11,953
- Mmm.
- 1373
- 01:29:24,425 --> 01:29:25,195
- Do you still love me?
- 1374
- 01:29:29,195 --> 01:29:30,533
- Yes.
- 1375
- 01:29:32,533 --> 01:29:34,533
- Yes?
- 1376
- 01:29:32,533 --> 01:29:34,141
- Yes.
- 1377
- 01:29:42,141 --> 01:29:44,679
- What makes you think I don't?
- 1378
- 01:29:45,679 --> 01:29:48,118
- I'm not very nice
- to you sometimes.
- 1379
- 01:29:52,118 --> 01:29:53,520
- I'm a beast to you.
- 1380
- 01:29:53,520 --> 01:29:54,021
- You're not a beast.
- I'm the beast.
- 1381
- 01:29:55,021 --> 01:29:56,021
- No, I'm the beast.
- 1382
- 01:29:55,021 --> 01:29:56,125
- I'm the beast.
- 1383
- 01:29:58,125 --> 01:30:00,194
- We'll share the beast.
- 1384
- 01:30:00,194 --> 01:30:01,832
- That would be nice, actually.
- 1385
- 01:30:05,832 --> 01:30:08,935
- There was a lot going on
- before this.
- 1386
- 01:30:11,471 --> 01:30:13,775
- The Libyan hostages.
- 1387
- 01:30:15,775 --> 01:30:17,978
- Still going on now.
- 1388
- 01:30:17,978 --> 01:30:19,515
- Did you have to deal
- with that at work?
- 1389
- 01:30:21,515 --> 01:30:23,115
- Yeah.
- 1390
- 01:30:23,115 --> 01:30:24,824
- I didn't realize.
- 1391
- 01:32:12,759 --> 01:32:14,694
- Days
- fading into nights,
- 1392
- 01:32:14,694 --> 01:32:15,331
- fading into day.
- 1393
- 01:32:17,331 --> 01:32:19,099
- Day and night
- creeping together
- 1394
- 01:32:19,099 --> 01:32:23,369
- to a gray nothingness,
- and no thought.
- 1395
- 01:32:23,369 --> 01:32:25,373
- Only each minute's fear
- of the next.
- 1396
- 01:32:27,373 --> 01:32:30,243
- So tired after six days
- without a moment's rest.
- 1397
- 01:32:31,243 --> 01:32:32,712
- And so restless,
- 1398
- 01:32:32,712 --> 01:32:34,015
- through the slow hours
- of night.
- 1399
- 01:32:36,015 --> 01:32:38,351
- I lost
- any consciousness of will,
- 1400
- 01:32:38,351 --> 01:32:40,386
- and then nothing at all.
- 1401
- 01:32:40,386 --> 01:32:43,356
- A gray nothingness.
- 1402
- 01:32:43,356 --> 01:32:46,893
- I didn't even have a second
- to measure pain by,
- 1403
- 01:32:46,893 --> 01:32:49,296
- there being now
- no time without pain,
- 1404
- 01:32:49,296 --> 01:32:51,233
- thus pain ceased to exist.
- 1405
- 01:32:53,233 --> 01:32:54,002
- There was nothing at all,
- 1406
- 01:32:55,002 --> 01:32:57,006
- and I was walking
- in the ways of the dead.
- 1407
- 01:32:59,006 --> 01:33:01,775
- But then the autumn bled,
- like my cuff links,
- 1408
- 01:33:02,775 --> 01:33:04,711
- a searing pain,
- 1409
- 01:33:04,711 --> 01:33:06,081
- and I could see
- like second sight,
- 1410
- 01:33:08,081 --> 01:33:09,917
- and I am born again.
- 1411
- 01:33:11,917 --> 01:33:15,087
- Janet's to die
- in the next 12 hours.
- 1412
- 01:33:15,087 --> 01:33:17,966
- Both of us couldn't
- keep going, I suppose.
- 1413
- 01:33:28,201 --> 01:33:29,171
- One of them's got out.
- 1414
- 01:33:31,171 --> 01:33:33,171
- Probably Mr. Staffasack.
- 1415
- 01:33:33,840 --> 01:33:36,840
- Mister who?
- 1416
- 01:33:33,840 --> 01:33:36,376
- Staffasack.
- 1417
- 01:33:36,376 --> 01:33:39,145
- Keeps escaping
- from the Brendan Ward.
- 1418
- 01:33:39,145 --> 01:33:41,414
- It's highly patrolled.
- 1419
- 01:33:41,414 --> 01:33:45,085
- Dangerous to themselves
- and other people.
- 1420
- 01:33:45,085 --> 01:33:47,855
- They found him
- the other day
- with an axe.
- 1421
- 01:33:49,855 --> 01:33:51,859
- I'm joking.
- 1422
- 01:33:56,863 --> 01:33:59,265
- But then,
- some people started to get
- 1423
- 01:33:59,265 --> 01:34:01,203
- very competitive about it.
- 1424
- 01:34:03,203 --> 01:34:06,238
- A couple of stair races
- ended quite badly,
- 1425
- 01:34:06,238 --> 01:34:08,109
- so they had to level it off.
- 1426
- 01:34:10,109 --> 01:34:12,448
- She said she had three images.
- 1427
- 01:34:14,448 --> 01:34:17,918
- A large empty pair
- of big boots,
- 1428
- 01:34:18,918 --> 01:34:23,957
- a hummingbird and storm clouds
- over a seascape.
- 1429
- 01:34:23,957 --> 01:34:25,144
- You can listen to it all
- if you want.
- 1430
- 01:34:44,144 --> 01:34:45,414
- I'm fine.
- 1431
- 01:34:48,414 --> 01:34:51,019
- Good. I am as well.
- 1432
- 01:34:53,019 --> 01:34:55,524
- I don't want to keep feeling
- I need to, um,
- 1433
- 01:34:58,524 --> 01:35:01,064
- illustrate that I'm fine.
- 1434
- 01:35:05,064 --> 01:35:06,935
- You don't have to.
- 1435
- 01:35:08,935 --> 01:35:12,372
- You don't have to put up
- a front or anything,
- 1436
- 01:35:13,372 --> 01:35:15,042
- ever, with me.
- 1437
- 01:35:16,042 --> 01:35:19,112
- Good, 'cause I am fine.
- 1438
- 01:35:19,112 --> 01:35:21,251
- I might not look fine,
- but I am fine.
- 1439
- 01:35:24,251 --> 01:35:25,185
- Are you worried about me now?
- 1440
- 01:35:26,185 --> 01:35:27,855
- No.
- 1441
- 01:35:29,855 --> 01:35:32,100
- No, I'm not, for once.
- 1442
- 01:35:40,100 --> 01:35:45,505
- ♪♪ Happy birthday to you♪♪
- 1443
- 01:35:45,505 --> 01:35:51,077
- ♪♪ Happy birthday to you♪♪
- 1444
- 01:35:51,077 --> 01:35:57,150
- ♪♪ Happy birthday, dear Julie♪♪
- 1445
- 01:35:58,150 --> 01:35:59,418
- ♪♪♪ Happy birthday to you ♪♪
- 1446
- 01:35:59,418 --> 01:36:03,323
- It's a dirge.
- 1447
- 01:36:03,323 --> 01:36:05,125
- Thank you very much.
- 1448
- 01:36:05,125 --> 01:36:07,159
- Sounded rather
- as though someone had died.
- 1449
- 01:36:08,328 --> 01:36:09,462
- Go on, go on, go on.
- 1450
- 01:36:09,462 --> 01:36:11,064
- Go on, keep blowing.
- 1451
- 01:36:11,064 --> 01:36:13,064
- Hurray!
- 1452
- 01:36:11,064 --> 01:36:13,033
- Hurray. Well done.
- 1453
- 01:36:13,033 --> 01:36:14,900
- Happy birthday.
- 1454
- 01:36:14,900 --> 01:36:16,569
- I think we're allowed to clink
- glasses on your birthday.
- 1455
- 01:36:16,569 --> 01:36:18,569
- Twenty-five.
- 1456
- 01:36:16,569 --> 01:36:18,171
- Mmm.
- 1457
- 01:36:19,171 --> 01:36:21,171
- Amazing.
- 1458
- 01:36:19,171 --> 01:36:21,176
- Twenty-five.
- 1459
- 01:36:24,176 --> 01:36:26,176
- Halfway to 50.
- 1460
- 01:36:24,176 --> 01:36:26,313
- Am I allowed a fork?
- 1461
- 01:36:26,313 --> 01:36:29,082
- Halfway to 50. What a thought.
- I'm so sorry.
- 1462
- 01:36:29,082 --> 01:36:30,283
- That's so enormous.
- 1463
- 01:36:30,283 --> 01:36:31,417
- No,
- you keep that for you.
- 1464
- 01:36:31,417 --> 01:36:32,418
- That's like
- half the cake.
- 1465
- 01:36:32,418 --> 01:36:34,887
- Keep that for you.
- 1466
- 01:36:34,887 --> 01:36:36,887
- That'll be your bit.
- 1467
- 01:36:34,887 --> 01:36:36,355
- It's ridiculous.
- That'll be mine.
- 1468
- 01:36:36,355 --> 01:36:39,926
- I want to ask
- your advice about something.
- 1469
- 01:36:39,926 --> 01:36:43,162
- Um, and you're not to tease me
- about this.
- 1470
- 01:36:43,162 --> 01:36:44,965
- You're going to pretend you
- don't know anything about it.
- 1471
- 01:36:44,965 --> 01:36:46,965
- I never tease you.
- 1472
- 01:36:44,965 --> 01:36:46,867
- Um...
- 1473
- 01:36:46,867 --> 01:36:49,402
- Anyway, I'm thinking of doing
- 1474
- 01:36:49,402 --> 01:36:52,072
- some sort of
- practical degree course
- 1475
- 01:36:52,072 --> 01:36:55,542
- in some fine art,
- maybe ceramics,
- 1476
- 01:36:55,542 --> 01:36:57,277
- and I wondered if, uh,
- 1477
- 01:36:57,277 --> 01:36:58,011
- with your
- Courtauld connections,
- 1478
- 01:36:59,011 --> 01:37:00,613
- you might either
- know a course
- 1479
- 01:37:00,613 --> 01:37:02,582
- that would be
- an interesting thing
- 1480
- 01:37:02,582 --> 01:37:04,350
- or somebody who might be able
- 1481
- 01:37:04,350 --> 01:37:06,051
- to put me
- in the right direction.
- 1482
- 01:37:06,051 --> 01:37:08,287
- I don't, but I know
- people you could talk to.
- 1483
- 01:37:08,287 --> 01:37:09,287
- Well, that's wonderful...
- 1484
- 01:37:08,287 --> 01:37:09,023
- There's a chap called Bruce
- 1485
- 01:37:10,023 --> 01:37:11,658
- who's practically
- made out of clay.
- 1486
- 01:37:11,658 --> 01:37:13,560
- That's exactly
- what I'd hoped you'd say.
- 1487
- 01:37:13,560 --> 01:37:15,295
- I'll connect
- you two up and, um...
- 1488
- 01:37:15,295 --> 01:37:17,295
- Would you?
- 1489
- 01:37:15,295 --> 01:37:17,463
- Back to my eggs, then.
- 1490
- 01:37:17,463 --> 01:37:20,134
- Well, you're gonna have to do
- a catering course, clearly.
- 1491
- 01:37:21,134 --> 01:37:22,534
- I know.
- 1492
- 01:37:22,534 --> 01:37:24,436
- We'll have
- two members of the family
- 1493
- 01:37:24,436 --> 01:37:26,640
- both at college
- at the same time.
- 1494
- 01:37:27,640 --> 01:37:29,175
- What are you going to do?
- 1495
- 01:37:29,175 --> 01:37:31,243
- I may as well
- go back to university.
- 1496
- 01:37:31,243 --> 01:37:32,679
- Maybe.
- 1497
- 01:37:32,679 --> 01:37:34,247
- What, and just
- give up farming altogether?
- 1498
- 01:37:34,247 --> 01:37:35,948
- Get an education.
- 1499
- 01:37:35,948 --> 01:37:37,317
- What would you study?
- 1500
- 01:37:37,317 --> 01:37:38,652
- Well, how long...
- What would I study?
- 1501
- 01:37:38,652 --> 01:37:39,652
- Mmm.
- 1502
- 01:37:38,652 --> 01:37:39,488
- Yes, what would you study?
- 1503
- 01:37:41,488 --> 01:37:43,488
- Very good question.
- 1504
- 01:37:41,488 --> 01:37:43,326
- What, now?
- 1505
- 01:37:46,326 --> 01:37:47,627
- Well, I did
- land management,
- 1506
- 01:37:47,627 --> 01:37:49,595
- so I suppose
- now I would do
- 1507
- 01:37:49,595 --> 01:37:51,297
- something
- rather more interesting.
- 1508
- 01:37:51,297 --> 01:37:55,568
- - I think I would do, uh...
- - I'd read history.
- 1509
- 01:37:55,568 --> 01:37:57,568
- Mmm.
- 1510
- 01:37:55,568 --> 01:37:57,569
- Yeah.
- 1511
- 01:37:57,569 --> 01:38:00,606
- But, um, anyhow,
- it isn't about me.
- 1512
- 01:38:00,606 --> 01:38:03,676
- It's about these budding
- students that we've got.
- 1513
- 01:38:03,676 --> 01:38:05,244
- Well, we're talking,
- as you say,
- 1514
- 01:38:05,244 --> 01:38:06,479
- about pipe dreams and...
- 1515
- 01:38:06,479 --> 01:38:08,681
- I think
- that's very exciting.
- 1516
- 01:38:08,681 --> 01:38:11,117
- Please,
- please, please, darling,
- 1517
- 01:38:11,117 --> 01:38:13,386
- let the poor man
- go to sleep.
- 1518
- 01:38:13,386 --> 01:38:16,023
- And go to sleep
- yourself. Mmm?
- 1519
- 01:38:17,023 --> 01:38:20,260
- These dull wits, they need
- a little bit of shut-eye.
- 1520
- 01:38:20,260 --> 01:38:22,095
- These dull wits?
- 1521
- 01:38:22,095 --> 01:38:23,095
- How dare you?
- 1522
- 01:38:22,095 --> 01:38:23,497
- Dull wits.
- 1523
- 01:38:24,497 --> 01:38:26,497
- Go on.
- 1524
- 01:38:24,497 --> 01:38:26,065
- No.
- 1525
- 01:38:26,065 --> 01:38:28,065
- Go on.
- 1526
- 01:38:26,065 --> 01:38:28,467
- No. I need to...
- 1527
- 01:38:28,467 --> 01:38:30,467
- Listen to Anthony.
- 1528
- 01:38:28,467 --> 01:38:30,403
- ...finish this.
- 1529
- 01:38:30,403 --> 01:38:32,972
- Thank you very much
- for that lovely dinner.
- 1530
- 01:38:32,972 --> 01:38:34,972
- Good night.
- 1531
- 01:38:32,972 --> 01:38:34,542
- Sleep tight.
- 1532
- 01:38:36,542 --> 01:38:40,282
- Don't be worthy. Be arrogant.
- It's much more sexy.
- 1533
- 01:38:42,282 --> 01:38:43,649
- Do you like arrogance?
- 1534
- 01:38:43,649 --> 01:38:45,217
- I think it'll
- get you further.
- 1535
- 01:38:45,217 --> 01:38:46,386
- Because you are arrogant.
- 1536
- 01:38:46,386 --> 01:38:48,054
- I know I'm arrogant.
- 1537
- 01:38:48,054 --> 01:38:49,655
- Do you find yourself sexy?
- 1538
- 01:38:49,655 --> 01:38:52,057
- Yes, all the time.
- 1539
- 01:38:52,057 --> 01:38:53,525
- It's hard for me to get
- through the day without...
- 1540
- 01:38:53,525 --> 01:38:54,994
- I bet.
- 1541
- 01:38:54,994 --> 01:38:57,298
- ...taking a couple of
- moments out and...
- 1542
- 01:38:59,298 --> 01:39:02,335
- I'm trying
- to concentrate on this.
- 1543
- 01:39:02,335 --> 01:39:05,438
- Don't distract me
- with your arrogance
- 1544
- 01:39:05,438 --> 01:39:06,773
- and sexiness and...
- 1545
- 01:39:06,773 --> 01:39:08,240
- I'll give it three minutes.
- 1546
- 01:39:08,240 --> 01:39:11,211
- ...talking about your...
- God knows what.
- 1547
- 01:39:11,211 --> 01:39:12,211
- You know what I'm saying.
- 1548
- 01:39:11,211 --> 01:39:12,712
- I totally...
- 1549
- 01:39:12,712 --> 01:39:14,780
- You've got some
- preconceived idea
- 1550
- 01:39:14,780 --> 01:39:17,716
- about some Oxbridge version
- 1551
- 01:39:17,716 --> 01:39:20,052
- of a film director
- and it's all bollocks.
- 1552
- 01:39:20,052 --> 01:39:21,787
- You just need to get out there
- and start filming.
- 1553
- 01:39:21,787 --> 01:39:23,391
- It's like Patrick said.
- 1554
- 01:39:25,391 --> 01:39:27,060
- Well...
- 1555
- 01:39:27,060 --> 01:39:29,264
- I know he's a cunt,
- but he's got a point.
- 1556
- 01:39:31,264 --> 01:39:33,264
- I liked him.
- 1557
- 01:39:31,264 --> 01:39:33,600
- No, you didn't.
- 1558
- 01:39:33,600 --> 01:39:36,770
- I didn't, actually.
- No, I didn't.
- 1559
- 01:39:36,770 --> 01:39:39,770
- Um, I liked his wife.
- 1560
- 01:39:36,770 --> 01:39:39,538
- Did you?
- 1561
- 01:39:39,538 --> 01:39:41,538
- Mmm. Very much.
- 1562
- 01:39:39,538 --> 01:39:41,141
- Mmm.
- 1563
- 01:39:42,141 --> 01:39:43,676
- Um...
- 1564
- 01:39:43,676 --> 01:39:48,782
- I feel like I haven't got
- this enough, so I need to...
- 1565
- 01:39:48,782 --> 01:39:51,283
- I need to stay up and do this,
- but you need to go to sleep.
- 1566
- 01:39:51,283 --> 01:39:53,520
- I'm waiting for two minutes
- for your mother to go to sleep
- 1567
- 01:39:53,520 --> 01:39:54,190
- and then I'm going to go down.
- 1568
- 01:39:58,190 --> 01:40:02,095
- Do you think she suspects
- that you creep down to my bed?
- 1569
- 01:40:02,095 --> 01:40:03,430
- No.
- 1570
- 01:40:04,430 --> 01:40:06,365
- Do you think she does?
- 1571
- 01:40:06,365 --> 01:40:07,734
- I don't know.
- 1572
- 01:40:07,734 --> 01:40:10,305
- If she does, that was
- an amazing performance.
- 1573
- 01:40:12,305 --> 01:40:14,309
- I don't think
- she has any idea.
- 1574
- 01:40:16,309 --> 01:40:17,777
- I don't know.
- 1575
- 01:40:17,777 --> 01:40:19,546
- I think she's asleep.
- 1576
- 01:40:20,546 --> 01:40:23,422
- I'm gonna take my shoes off,
- so I don't wake her.
- 1577
- 01:40:30,422 --> 01:40:31,292
- Here.
- 1578
- 01:40:36,563 --> 01:40:38,563
- Please come to bed.
- 1579
- 01:40:36,563 --> 01:40:38,331
- Go to bed.
- 1580
- 01:40:38,331 --> 01:40:41,331
- Please come to bed.
- 1581
- 01:40:38,331 --> 01:40:41,471
- No. No, I need to do this.
- 1582
- 01:40:45,471 --> 01:40:47,439
- Are you gonna drink
- all that brandy?
- 1583
- 01:40:47,439 --> 01:40:49,442
- Well, I'm not gonna
- just leave it there.
- 1584
- 01:40:49,442 --> 01:40:50,677
- Probably.
- 1585
- 01:40:51,677 --> 01:40:53,650
- Come to bed.
- 1586
- 01:41:31,650 --> 01:41:32,587
- Then, Isabel,
- 1587
- 01:41:34,587 --> 01:41:35,890
- live chaste,
- 1588
- 01:41:37,890 --> 01:41:39,795
- and, brother, die.
- 1589
- 01:41:42,795 --> 01:41:45,202
- More than our brother
- is our chastity.
- 1590
- 01:41:49,202 --> 01:41:51,305
- I'll tell him yet
- of Angelo's request,
- 1591
- 01:41:53,305 --> 01:41:57,648
- and fit his mind to death,
- for his soul's rest.
- 1592
- 01:42:01,648 --> 01:42:03,448
- Wonderful.
- 1593
- 01:42:03,448 --> 01:42:05,448
- No, I totally fucked that up.
- 1594
- 01:42:03,448 --> 01:42:05,318
- No, you... No, you didn't.
- 1595
- 01:42:05,318 --> 01:42:06,318
- No, I did.
- 1596
- 01:42:05,318 --> 01:42:06,618
- No, you really didn't.
- 1597
- 01:42:06,618 --> 01:42:07,819
- You really didn't.
- 1598
- 01:42:07,819 --> 01:42:09,922
- Do you wanna go from...
- 1599
- 01:42:12,425 --> 01:42:13,693
- Where's easiest?
- 1600
- 01:42:13,693 --> 01:42:15,694
- "That he had 20 heads
- to tender down..."
- 1601
- 01:42:15,694 --> 01:42:16,694
- No, wait.
- 1602
- 01:42:15,694 --> 01:42:16,895
- Mmm-hmm.
- 1603
- 01:42:16,895 --> 01:42:18,564
- From there,
- 'cause it's a full stop.
- 1604
- 01:42:18,564 --> 01:42:21,868
- "Though he hath fallen
- by prompture..."
- 1605
- 01:42:21,868 --> 01:42:23,735
- I'm gonna go from...
- 1606
- 01:42:23,735 --> 01:42:25,939
- And you were completely right.
- 1607
- 01:42:28,207 --> 01:42:29,742
- Of course you were.
- 1608
- 01:42:29,742 --> 01:42:32,612
- Uh, we're having a break,
- but I should get back.
- 1609
- 01:42:32,612 --> 01:42:35,381
- But I just wanted to call
- to just say
- 1610
- 01:42:35,381 --> 01:42:37,784
- that I shouldn't have
- worried so much.
- 1611
- 01:42:38,784 --> 01:42:40,420
- Oh.
- 1612
- 01:42:40,420 --> 01:42:42,822
- Okay, I'll see you later.
- 1613
- 01:42:42,822 --> 01:42:44,573
- Bye-bye.
- 1614
- 01:43:02,908 --> 01:43:04,510
- It does stink.
- 1615
- 01:43:04,510 --> 01:43:06,613
- Yeah.
- It does, though, it does.
- 1616
- 01:43:06,613 --> 01:43:08,247
- It's gonna stink
- even more soon.
- 1617
- 01:43:08,247 --> 01:43:09,247
- Mmm. Yeah.
- 1618
- 01:43:08,247 --> 01:43:09,716
- Yeah.
- 1619
- 01:43:09,716 --> 01:43:10,716
- He's here.
- 1620
- 01:43:09,716 --> 01:43:10,949
- Yay!
- 1621
- 01:43:10,949 --> 01:43:12,652
- Hey, Pedro.
- 1622
- 01:43:12,652 --> 01:43:13,652
- Come on.
- 1623
- 01:43:12,652 --> 01:43:13,020
- Take your time.
- 1624
- 01:43:14,020 --> 01:43:15,320
- Yeah,
- just take your time.
- 1625
- 01:43:15,320 --> 01:43:16,655
- There's no rush.
- 1626
- 01:43:16,655 --> 01:43:18,792
- No rush at all.
- 1627
- 01:43:20,792 --> 01:43:22,565
- Right. Merci.
- 1628
- 01:43:32,771 --> 01:43:34,841
- After the fucking
- Nouvelle Vague and everything,
- 1629
- 01:43:34,841 --> 01:43:36,908
- we kind of
- actually now realize
- 1630
- 01:43:36,908 --> 01:43:38,944
- that we can use
- all the techniques
- 1631
- 01:43:38,944 --> 01:43:40,979
- and the new look of, you know,
- 1632
- 01:43:40,979 --> 01:43:42,649
- pure contemporary
- type of image.
- 1633
- 01:43:42,649 --> 01:43:43,716
- That's the thing.
- It's just look.
- 1634
- 01:43:43,716 --> 01:43:44,917
- It's a style over substance.
- 1635
- 01:43:44,917 --> 01:43:46,519
- No, no, I disagree
- totally with that,
- 1636
- 01:43:46,519 --> 01:43:49,288
- because it has this very
- formal kind of structure
- 1637
- 01:43:49,288 --> 01:43:51,623
- and it's very,
- very, contemporary,
- 1638
- 01:43:51,623 --> 01:43:53,859
- and it opens...
- I think it opens doors
- 1639
- 01:43:53,859 --> 01:43:56,595
- and it touches people
- in a much more deep way
- 1640
- 01:43:56,595 --> 01:43:59,631
- than just choosing like,
- you know, chitchat in a cafe,
- 1641
- 01:43:59,631 --> 01:44:01,033
- like in Godard's film
- or something.
- 1642
- 01:44:01,033 --> 01:44:05,037
- It's much more...
- Somehow it's more sensual.
- 1643
- 01:44:05,037 --> 01:44:06,572
- I don't know,
- but it feels like
- 1644
- 01:44:06,572 --> 01:44:07,006
- they just transposed
- the commercial aesthetic
- 1645
- 01:44:08,006 --> 01:44:09,676
- over to cinema,
- and that's not cinema.
- 1646
- 01:44:09,676 --> 01:44:11,511
- That's, that's, so...
- Like a critic is saying that.
- 1647
- 01:44:11,511 --> 01:44:14,913
- It's so stupid because it's
- all about using these tools
- 1648
- 01:44:14,913 --> 01:44:17,917
- and what the people
- in commercial actually created
- 1649
- 01:44:17,917 --> 01:44:20,819
- and use it
- in a very powerful art form.
- 1650
- 01:44:20,819 --> 01:44:23,389
- Think about what
- Rivette did in '74, '75,
- 1651
- 01:44:23,389 --> 01:44:24,957
- compared to what
- Besson's doing now.
- 1652
- 01:44:24,957 --> 01:44:26,326
- That says it all.
- 1653
- 01:44:28,994 --> 01:44:32,864
- There is some
- meaning to be gathered.
- 1654
- 01:44:32,864 --> 01:44:34,900
- I want it to become,
- like, beautiful,
- 1655
- 01:44:34,900 --> 01:44:36,935
- all this blood and all this
- dirt and all this shit...
- 1656
- 01:44:36,935 --> 01:44:38,470
- Mate,
- it's gonna be beautiful
- 1657
- 01:44:38,470 --> 01:44:39,006
- if you let me
- shoot it, like,
- 1658
- 01:44:40,006 --> 01:44:41,006
- that way,
- I'm telling you.
- 1659
- 01:44:41,106 --> 01:44:43,542
- It's gonna look amazing.
- 1660
- 01:44:43,542 --> 01:44:44,911
- Yeah,
- if you think about this,
- 1661
- 01:44:44,911 --> 01:44:47,947
- I got black and white,
- that's Diva.
- 1662
- 01:44:47,947 --> 01:44:49,947
- You haven't seen that?
- 1663
- 01:44:47,947 --> 01:44:49,782
- Who's it by?
- 1664
- 01:44:49,782 --> 01:44:51,951
- It's a great film.
- It's Jean-Jacques Beineix.
- 1665
- 01:44:51,951 --> 01:44:53,951
- I don't know him.
- 1666
- 01:44:51,951 --> 01:44:53,853
- He's an amazing director.
- 1667
- 01:44:53,853 --> 01:44:56,853
- One of my favorite, I think.
- 1668
- 01:44:53,853 --> 01:44:56,823
- Is it his new one?
- 1669
- 01:44:56,823 --> 01:44:58,990
- No, it was, like,
- four years ago or something.
- 1670
- 01:44:58,990 --> 01:45:00,760
- I thought
- you loved French films.
- 1671
- 01:45:00,760 --> 01:45:02,929
- Yeah,
- but not this new stuff.
- 1672
- 01:45:02,929 --> 01:45:05,931
- Like, I saw that one,
- uh, Subway, by Besson.
- 1673
- 01:45:11,703 --> 01:45:13,578
- I love that bit.
- 1674
- 01:46:07,627 --> 01:46:09,463
- I think we should go to bed.
- 1675
- 01:46:11,463 --> 01:46:12,872
- Don't you?
- 1676
- 01:46:19,872 --> 01:46:21,976
- I think so.
- 1677
- 01:46:24,976 --> 01:46:26,613
- Come on.
- 1678
- 01:46:28,613 --> 01:46:29,952
- Come on.
- 1679
- 01:46:32,952 --> 01:46:34,186
- Come on.
- 1680
- 01:46:34,186 --> 01:46:36,557
- Put your pajamas on at least.
- 1681
- 01:46:38,557 --> 01:46:39,992
- Where are you off to?
- 1682
- 01:46:39,992 --> 01:46:41,860
- I'm putting a note
- downstairs for Anthony.
- 1683
- 01:46:41,860 --> 01:46:44,860
- What, in the street?
- 1684
- 01:46:41,860 --> 01:46:44,497
- No, just on the front door.
- 1685
- 01:46:44,497 --> 01:46:45,931
- Oh, well, darling,
- I'll come with you, then.
- 1686
- 01:46:45,931 --> 01:46:48,134
- No. I'll be one minute.
- I'll be one minute.
- 1687
- 01:46:48,134 --> 01:46:50,134
- Well, down and straight up.
- 1688
- 01:46:48,134 --> 01:46:50,770
- I will.
- 1689
- 01:46:51,770 --> 01:46:53,541
- Leave the door.
- 1690
- 01:47:37,917 --> 01:47:40,827
- Right, now, bedtime.
- 1691
- 01:47:47,827 --> 01:47:49,097
- Snuggle in.
- 1692
- 01:47:52,097 --> 01:47:54,132
- There we go.
- 1693
- 01:47:54,132 --> 01:47:58,605
- Sausage and croc
- and piggy.
- 1694
- 01:48:00,605 --> 01:48:02,605
- Shall I close your blinds?
- 1695
- 01:48:00,605 --> 01:48:02,707
- No, I like them open.
- 1696
- 01:48:02,707 --> 01:48:04,707
- Really?
- 1697
- 01:48:02,707 --> 01:48:04,051
- Yeah.
- 1698
- 01:48:12,051 --> 01:48:14,086
- Now, then.
- 1699
- 01:48:14,086 --> 01:48:17,323
- Mmm, very sleepy.
- 1700
- 01:48:17,323 --> 01:48:19,292
- Good night,
- my darling.
- 1701
- 01:48:20,292 --> 01:48:22,060
- I'm really happy
- you're here.
- 1702
- 01:48:22,060 --> 01:48:24,329
- Mmm,
- I'm very happy
- I'm here, too.
- 1703
- 01:48:24,329 --> 01:48:25,765
- Thank you.
- 1704
- 01:48:25,765 --> 01:48:27,234
- Well done for today.
- 1705
- 01:48:28,234 --> 01:48:30,735
- So proud of you.
- 1706
- 01:48:30,735 --> 01:48:33,104
- See you in the morning.
- Sleep well. Sleep tight.
- 1707
- 01:49:23,355 --> 01:49:24,728
- She's here.
- 1708
- 01:49:28,728 --> 01:49:30,671
- Are you all right?
- 1709
- 01:49:39,671 --> 01:49:43,908
- Barbara, don't think about it.
- Don't think about it.
- 1710
- 01:49:43,908 --> 01:49:46,747
- We'll talk soon.
- Thank you so much for ringing.
- 1711
- 01:49:47,747 --> 01:49:49,176
- Bye-bye.
- 1712
- 01:50:17,176 --> 01:50:18,212
- The worst.
- 1713
- 01:51:27,912 --> 01:51:30,115
- Anthony had been found
- 1714
- 01:51:30,115 --> 01:51:33,452
- in the lavatories
- of the Wallace Collection
- 1715
- 01:51:33,452 --> 01:51:36,757
- where he had, uh,
- taken an overdose.
- 1716
- 01:51:38,757 --> 01:51:41,027
- And, uh,
- an ambulance was called,
- 1717
- 01:51:42,027 --> 01:51:45,532
- um, and there was an attempt
- to resuscitate him there.
- 1718
- 01:51:46,532 --> 01:51:48,199
- And he was then taken
- 1719
- 01:51:48,199 --> 01:51:51,470
- to the Middlesex Hospital
- in Mortimer Street
- 1720
- 01:51:52,470 --> 01:51:54,412
- where he died.
- 1721
- 01:52:00,412 --> 01:52:01,917
- And, um...
- 1722
- 01:52:05,917 --> 01:52:07,240
- Yeah.
- 1723
- 01:53:02,240 --> 01:53:04,413
- When I am dead,
- my darling,
- 1724
- 01:53:08,413 --> 01:53:10,519
- sing no sad songs for me.
- 1725
- 01:53:13,519 --> 01:53:17,288
- Plant thou no roses
- at my head,
- 1726
- 01:53:17,288 --> 01:53:19,563
- nor shady cypress tree.
- 1727
- 01:53:24,563 --> 01:53:27,268
- Be the grass green above me
- 1728
- 01:53:29,268 --> 01:53:32,375
- with showers and dewdrops wet.
- 1729
- 01:53:36,375 --> 01:53:39,884
- And if thou wilt, remember,
- 1730
- 01:53:44,884 --> 01:53:46,173
- and if thou wilt, forget.
- 1731
- 01:59:35,500 --> 01:59:37,000
- Action!
- 1732
- 01:59:37,024 --> 01:59:47,024
- Sub By Black Hawk
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