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- Rose!
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- Hey.
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- I didn't know
- who else I could call.
- 4
- 00:00:22,260 --> 00:00:23,914
- God, what's wrong?
- 5
- 00:00:27,526 --> 00:00:28,745
- I'm at the airport.
- 6
- 00:00:30,312 --> 00:00:32,227
- I don't know what to do.
- 7
- 00:00:32,531 --> 00:00:35,195
- I don't know if I should come back to
- Sydney or what I should do.
- 8
- 00:00:35,295 --> 00:00:36,295
- I got no money.
- 9
- 00:00:38,146 --> 00:00:39,946
- Julian...
- 10
- 00:00:40,583 --> 00:00:43,455
- Let me just ask you one question.
- 11
- 00:00:46,154 --> 00:00:47,198
- Are you filming this?
- 12
- 00:00:50,897 --> 00:00:52,595
- Like, right now,
- are you filming this?
- 13
- 00:01:07,131 --> 00:01:09,220
- All right. Speaking of
- documentaries, though,
- 14
- 00:01:09,351 --> 00:01:12,397
- you're now venturing
- onto your third feature, uh,
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- 00:01:12,528 --> 00:01:15,835
- which is about a lady
- named Ceara Lynch.
- 16
- 00:01:15,966 --> 00:01:17,113
- You've done your research.
- 17
- 00:01:17,213 --> 00:01:18,813
- Now, I did do
- a little bit of research.
- 18
- 00:01:18,839 --> 00:01:20,579
- I was kind of...
- 19
- 00:01:20,710 --> 00:01:22,590
- Did you do the research
- in front of your wife?
- 20
- 00:01:22,639 --> 00:01:23,639
- That's the question.
- 21
- 00:01:23,577 --> 00:01:24,888
- I did run it past her.
- 22
- 00:01:25,018 --> 00:01:27,543
- - A Mental?
- - Humiliatrix.
- 23
- 00:01:27,673 --> 00:01:29,371
- - Humiliatrix.
- - Mental Humiliatrix,
- 24
- 00:01:29,501 --> 00:01:31,373
- that's her official job title.
- 25
- 00:01:31,503 --> 00:01:34,637
- There are people who pay
- her vast sums of money,
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- basically, for the
- privilege of being used.
- 27
- 00:01:38,031 --> 00:01:39,911
- She doesn't meet any of
- her clients in person.
- 28
- 00:01:39,992 --> 00:01:40,992
- Everything's virtual.
- 29
- 00:01:42,253 --> 00:01:44,124
- She's kind of living
- the American dream.
- 30
- 00:01:44,224 --> 00:01:46,424
- That depends on your definition
- of the American dream.
- 31
- 00:01:46,692 --> 00:01:48,725
- - What's yours?
- - For me, it's pretty obvious.
- 32
- 00:01:48,825 --> 00:01:51,425
- If you can make a movie
- that's a hit in America, you've made it.
- 33
- 00:01:51,232 --> 00:01:54,091
- How did you come across her
- in the first instance?
- 34
- 00:01:54,222 --> 00:01:55,462
- Well, actually it was her idea.
- 35
- 00:01:55,552 --> 00:01:57,268
- She found me online
- and we Skyped,
- 36
- 00:01:57,399 --> 00:01:59,140
- and we just hit it off
- right away.
- 37
- 00:02:00,402 --> 00:02:01,402
- - Hi.
- - Hey, bitch.
- 38
- 00:02:01,489 --> 00:02:02,489
- How's it goin'?
- 39
- 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:03,883
- Very good, thank you.
- 40
- 00:02:04,014 --> 00:02:05,614
- We ended up
- Skyping for hours.
- 41
- 00:02:06,495 --> 00:02:08,335
- She completely convinced me
- to go over there.
- 42
- 00:02:08,329 --> 00:02:09,367
- I sold my car,
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- 00:02:09,498 --> 00:02:11,152
- I withdrew all my savings.
- 44
- 00:02:11,282 --> 00:02:14,126
- People have this image in
- their mind of who a person is,
- 45
- 00:02:14,226 --> 00:02:15,943
- and my job is to go in
- there with a camera
- 46
- 00:02:16,043 --> 00:02:18,071
- and find the truth behind that.
- 47
- 00:02:22,337 --> 00:02:23,903
- I want you
- to blackmail me
- 48
- 00:02:24,034 --> 00:02:25,992
- and threaten to tell my
- boss at work my secret.
- 49
- 00:02:26,123 --> 00:02:27,951
- I want you take
- everything from me.
- 50
- 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,441
- Use me until I have
- nothing left.
- 51
- 00:02:29,521 --> 00:02:30,961
- I love to get used.
- You are on top.
- 52
- 00:02:42,270 --> 00:02:43,790
- In this business,
- Ceara Lynch,
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- she is the gold standard.
- 54
- 00:02:45,316 --> 00:02:46,752
- You're a complete stranger
- 55
- 00:02:46,883 --> 00:02:48,798
- and you're going to explore
- 56
- 00:02:48,928 --> 00:02:51,453
- in a world of debauchery and insanity.
- 57
- 00:02:51,583 --> 00:02:53,503
- Just watch your back, man.
- 58
- 00:02:53,629 --> 00:02:55,539
- There's a lot of
- beautiful women out there
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- 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,399
- that would never be
- able to do this at all.
- 60
- 00:02:57,342 --> 00:02:59,342
- Oh, my God, I am so sick
- of hearing you say that.
- 61
- 00:02:59,896 --> 00:03:01,811
- You filthy whore.
- 62
- 00:03:01,941 --> 00:03:04,117
- The internet is my dungeon.
- 63
- 00:03:04,248 --> 00:03:06,076
- Ceara completely changed my life.
- 64
- 00:03:06,207 --> 00:03:07,817
- And I'll have you by the balls.
- 65
- 00:03:07,947 --> 00:03:11,473
- I have seen her cut through men
- like warm butter.
- 66
- 00:03:11,603 --> 00:03:14,824
- There's a fine line
- between fantasy and reality.
- 67
- 00:03:17,435 --> 00:03:19,481
- I think I saved the best for last.
- 68
- 00:03:47,335 --> 00:03:49,250
- So what is the American dream?
- 69
- 00:03:49,380 --> 00:03:50,980
- Traditionally,
- the American dream
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- 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:53,320
- is pulling yourself up
- from the bootstraps
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- 00:03:53,410 --> 00:03:54,890
- and making it big
- on your own terms.
- 72
- 00:03:54,967 --> 00:03:57,562
- You can rise from the bottom
- to the top in America.
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- 00:03:58,171 --> 00:04:01,054
- It draws people in from all over
- the world. I mean, look at you.
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- 00:04:01,154 --> 00:04:03,554
- You're from Australia and you're
- making a movie in America,
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- 00:04:03,572 --> 00:04:06,608
- so I think that's proof that you're
- trying to live the American dream, too.
- 76
- 00:04:12,447 --> 00:04:13,447
- Um...
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- I guess, what I'm saying
- is good luck.
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- 00:04:20,455 --> 00:04:22,718
- And I really hope you find
- what you're looking for.
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- 00:04:29,246 --> 00:04:30,726
- How you feeling?
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- 00:04:32,423 --> 00:04:33,946
- - Nervous?
- - Little bit.
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- 00:04:35,687 --> 00:04:37,428
- You don't ever look nervous.
- 82
- 00:04:37,559 --> 00:04:39,082
- That beard just
- masks your emotions.
- 83
- 00:04:39,212 --> 00:04:41,171
- I know, you can't see
- it behind the beard.
- 84
- 00:04:41,302 --> 00:04:43,502
- All right.
- 85
- 00:04:44,566 --> 00:04:47,308
- So, pretty much, just don't
- ever cut and it'll be fine.
- 86
- 00:04:48,657 --> 00:04:50,180
- - Okay.
- - Yeah, just keep rolling.
- 87
- 00:04:59,842 --> 00:05:00,858
- - Hello.
- - Hey!
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- 00:05:00,958 --> 00:05:02,398
- - How are you?
- - Good, you made it.
- 89
- 00:05:02,465 --> 00:05:03,705
- - I got my guy with me.
- - Hey.
- 90
- 00:05:03,731 --> 00:05:04,760
- - How are you?
- - Good.
- 91
- 00:05:04,890 --> 00:05:06,328
- - Nice to see you.
- - Yeah, you too.
- 92
- 00:05:06,428 --> 00:05:07,719
- - Here.
- - Thank you.
- 93
- 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,850
- I don't really drink
- at the moment, but that's...
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- 00:05:09,827 --> 00:05:11,907
- - Ah, you'll drink today.
- - Okay, whatever you say.
- 95
- 00:05:12,158 --> 00:05:13,551
- Let's go feed my chickens.
- 96
- 00:05:15,858 --> 00:05:17,468
- My backyard.
- 97
- 00:05:17,990 --> 00:05:19,644
- So we got, the two
- black and white ones
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- 00:05:19,775 --> 00:05:21,124
- are Amelia and Bodelia.
- 99
- 00:05:21,777 --> 00:05:24,170
- We got the white one,
- that's Cruella.
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- 00:05:24,301 --> 00:05:26,825
- Betty is the yellow one.
- Goldy Hen.
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- 00:05:26,956 --> 00:05:28,958
- And Miss America is the Americana.
- 102
- 00:05:30,220 --> 00:05:31,569
- So you want to see the house?
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- We got my bedroom.
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- This is my office space.
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- And this room is where
- all the magic happens.
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- Get your ass all nice
- and ready for me.
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- 00:05:49,195 --> 00:05:50,501
- If you didn't have money,
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- I wouldn't even spit
- in your general direction.
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- Do you understand?
- 110
- 00:05:56,638 --> 00:05:59,380
- So, basically, a guy emails me,
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- tells me his fantasy,
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- 00:06:01,686 --> 00:06:03,688
- and I make it come to life.
- 113
- 00:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,211
- What are you looking for, hmm?
- 114
- 00:06:05,342 --> 00:06:06,822
- My dirty panties again?
- 115
- 00:06:06,952 --> 00:06:09,955
- Your wife doesn't know
- anything about you.
- 116
- 00:06:10,739 --> 00:06:12,523
- Eat another human being.
- 117
- 00:06:12,654 --> 00:06:14,220
- Do you want to be my dog?
- 118
- 00:06:14,873 --> 00:06:17,398
- From inside the cage, you give
- me female hormone injections.
- 119
- 00:06:17,528 --> 00:06:20,009
- I'd love to see you forcibly
- make a guy turn gay
- 120
- 00:06:20,139 --> 00:06:21,837
- by Pavlovian conditioning.
- 121
- 00:06:21,967 --> 00:06:24,187
- You breaking my ribs
- with a baseball bat.
- 122
- 00:06:24,317 --> 00:06:26,319
- This guy, I think has
- like cinematic movies
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- 00:06:26,450 --> 00:06:28,490
- going on in his head when
- he masturbates.
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- 00:06:31,499 --> 00:06:33,326
- Are you wearing
- panties right now?
- 125
- 00:06:33,457 --> 00:06:35,720
- Because I haven't talked
- to you in such a long time.
- 126
- 00:06:35,851 --> 00:06:38,506
- You're the most amazing thing in my
- life.
- 127
- 00:06:38,636 --> 00:06:41,639
- - Yeah, I believe that.
- - I want to jerk off.
- 128
- 00:06:41,770 --> 00:06:44,337
- Better not crash, better
- keep your eye on the road.
- 129
- 00:06:48,314 --> 00:06:52,824
- I sell panties, socks,
- shoes, pantyhose,
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- 00:06:52,955 --> 00:06:56,524
- toenail clippings,
- used Kleenex, piss,
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- 00:06:56,654 --> 00:06:58,177
- used hair from my hair brush.
- 132
- 00:06:58,308 --> 00:07:03,400
- So, I sold my shit recently
- to a guy for $4,000,
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- 00:07:04,183 --> 00:07:06,447
- and I was a little worried
- because I don't know
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- the legalities
- around shipping waste.
- 135
- 00:07:09,580 --> 00:07:12,148
- So I emailed my lawyer,
- 136
- 00:07:12,278 --> 00:07:13,628
- but he was really cool about it.
- 137
- 00:07:13,758 --> 00:07:15,238
- - He said...
- - That's genius!
- 138
- 00:07:15,368 --> 00:07:18,241
- And it really, to me,
- it's a triumph of capitalism
- 139
- 00:07:18,371 --> 00:07:20,504
- and really one of
- those things where,
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- 00:07:20,635 --> 00:07:22,245
- uh... you know,
- 141
- 00:07:22,375 --> 00:07:24,813
- from an entrepreneurial spirit,
- 142
- 00:07:24,943 --> 00:07:27,468
- really, just adds to the
- American dream in a certain way.
- 143
- 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:32,473
- So I have what's
- called my Ignore Line.
- 144
- 00:07:32,603 --> 00:07:34,779
- Guys will call, um...
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- Have fun.
- 146
- 00:07:35,986 --> 00:07:37,478
- ...and I put them on hold.
- 147
- 00:07:37,869 --> 00:07:39,567
- And as long as they
- stay on the line,
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- 00:07:39,697 --> 00:07:41,482
- I get paid $5 a minute.
- 149
- 00:07:44,963 --> 00:07:46,443
- So, Financial Domination is basically
- 150
- 00:07:47,966 --> 00:07:50,366
- where guys literally get off
- on giving a woman their money.
- 151
- 00:07:50,399 --> 00:07:53,885
- The most I've ever had
- anyone spend was $20,000
- 152
- 00:07:54,016 --> 00:07:57,236
- and it was a guy,
- he was watching me on Skype,
- 153
- 00:07:57,367 --> 00:08:00,239
- and he set up a Saks
- Fifth Avenue account.
- 154
- 00:08:00,370 --> 00:08:02,241
- He put in all the credit
- card information,
- 155
- 00:08:02,372 --> 00:08:04,940
- all of his information,
- and then he gave me the login.
- 156
- 00:08:05,070 --> 00:08:08,857
- And then the session was
- just him watching me shop.
- 157
- 00:08:08,987 --> 00:08:11,827
- You know, I was telling him,
- "Oh, I'm
- going to buy this Prada handbag.
- 158
- 00:08:11,911 --> 00:08:13,391
- I'm going to buy this Burberry coat,"
- 159
- 00:08:13,470 --> 00:08:15,385
- and just racking up his bill.
- 160
- 00:08:18,214 --> 00:08:20,521
- He loved that I was
- using his credit card.
- 161
- 00:08:22,653 --> 00:08:24,525
- I have a degree in psychology,
- 162
- 00:08:24,655 --> 00:08:26,831
- so I'm curious about how
- the human mind works
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- 00:08:26,962 --> 00:08:29,312
- and sexuality has
- always fascinated me.
- 164
- 00:08:30,008 --> 00:08:32,663
- The Diamond Experience isn't
- really something I do for money.
- 165
- 00:08:32,794 --> 00:08:35,274
- It's just part of my
- research on male sexuality.
- 166
- 00:08:35,753 --> 00:08:37,313
- So, if a guy comes
- to me with an issue
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- 00:08:37,404 --> 00:08:38,484
- and I think I can help him,
- 168
- 00:08:38,582 --> 00:08:39,627
- we'll start to talk.
- 169
- 00:08:41,890 --> 00:08:43,544
- Every case is different.
- 170
- 00:08:43,674 --> 00:08:45,633
- So that could mean
- I act as their therapist
- 171
- 00:08:45,763 --> 00:08:47,678
- or it could be like a role-play.
- 172
- 00:08:47,983 --> 00:08:50,942
- Sometimes, I set up
- these fantasy scenarios.
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- 00:08:51,073 --> 00:08:52,378
- All right, showtime.
- 174
- 00:08:52,509 --> 00:08:53,684
- Whatever it takes.
- 175
- 00:08:53,815 --> 00:08:55,686
- I would probably have
- trouble getting off
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- 00:08:55,817 --> 00:08:57,166
- if it weren't for her.
- 177
- 00:08:57,296 --> 00:09:00,169
- I think I would have far
- worse erectile dysfunction.
- 178
- 00:09:00,299 --> 00:09:04,565
- And now I'm actually able
- to function normally in everyday life.
- 179
- 00:09:04,695 --> 00:09:07,306
- I used to have a problem with intimacy.
- 180
- 00:09:07,437 --> 00:09:09,831
- But because of Ceara,
- the problem's gone.
- 181
- 00:09:09,961 --> 00:09:11,543
- Yeah, I just pay
- attention, you know?
- 182
- 00:09:11,643 --> 00:09:12,883
- Because, at the end of the day,
- 183
- 00:09:12,980 --> 00:09:14,313
- these are all male desires.
- 184
- 00:09:14,444 --> 00:09:15,619
- These aren't my desires.
- 185
- 00:09:15,750 --> 00:09:17,403
- And I've just been
- doing it so long
- 186
- 00:09:17,534 --> 00:09:19,667
- that I know, like,
- what seems to work.
- 187
- 00:09:25,673 --> 00:09:28,240
- So, what are your
- absolute hard limits?
- 188
- 00:09:28,371 --> 00:09:32,157
- I don't get naked on camera,
- 189
- 00:09:32,288 --> 00:09:35,508
- I don't have sex on camera,
- and I don't do sessions in real life.
- 190
- 00:09:35,639 --> 00:09:39,034
- My whole brand is supposed
- to be that I'm unattainable.
- 191
- 00:09:39,164 --> 00:09:41,079
- That guys aren't worthy
- of seeing me naked.
- 192
- 00:09:41,210 --> 00:09:42,690
- I'm holier than thou.
- I'm a goddess.
- 193
- 00:09:42,820 --> 00:09:45,606
- So if I were to get naked,
- that's giving something up.
- 194
- 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:50,219
- - Hello!
- - Hey, guys.
- 195
- 00:09:50,349 --> 00:09:51,349
- - I'm Julian.
- - Hi.
- 196
- 00:09:51,425 --> 00:09:53,004
- What up?
- 197
- 00:09:53,135 --> 00:09:54,876
- How you doing? Nice to meet you.
- 198
- 00:09:55,006 --> 00:09:57,400
- Everybody knows Ceara.
- Everybody that's in this part
- 199
- 00:09:57,530 --> 00:09:59,490
- - of that industry knows who Ceara is.
- - Mm-hmm.
- 200
- 00:09:59,572 --> 00:10:00,572
- - Gotcha.
- - Yep.
- 201
- 00:10:01,709 --> 00:10:03,589
- You were about to say,
- she's a little bit like
- 202
- 00:10:03,659 --> 00:10:05,379
- - her character, you think?
- - Oh, oh, shh,
- 203
- 00:10:06,017 --> 00:10:08,057
- yeah, I just feel like
- there's just something else
- 204
- 00:10:08,097 --> 00:10:09,934
- in there that's just,
- yeah, I don't know.
- 205
- 00:10:10,065 --> 00:10:11,632
- - Satan, it's Satan.
- - Yeah.
- 206
- 00:10:11,762 --> 00:10:13,798
- In fact, I bet there's
- a 666 right behind her ear.
- 207
- 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,695
- - I'm pretty sure.
- - No.
- 208
- 00:10:16,795 --> 00:10:19,035
- - I told you.
- - No, I'm just glad I'm on
- her good side.
- 209
- 00:10:19,097 --> 00:10:20,760
- That's what I meant to say.
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- 00:10:20,860 --> 00:10:23,120
- - Really? Wow.
- - I'm on her good side. We're good.
- 211
- 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:32,000
- Are we having fun yet?
- 212
- 00:10:32,130 --> 00:10:33,973
- Show him how
- it's done, please?
- 213
- 00:10:34,073 --> 00:10:36,033
- - Oh, my gosh, no.
- - What, you didn't like that?
- 214
- 00:10:36,063 --> 00:10:38,615
- That was weak.
- 215
- 00:10:38,746 --> 00:10:40,127
- Jesus Christ!
- 216
- 00:10:40,227 --> 00:10:42,445
- What's going on? Oh, God!
- 217
- 00:10:50,235 --> 00:10:51,846
- - Woo!
- - Okay.
- 218
- 00:10:57,590 --> 00:10:59,331
- Here you go.
- 219
- 00:11:17,698 --> 00:11:20,178
- When she was about 16,
- 220
- 00:11:20,309 --> 00:11:21,789
- I mean, I knew
- she was making money,
- 221
- 00:11:21,880 --> 00:11:24,120
- and I didn't know where
- she was getting her money from.
- 222
- 00:11:24,126 --> 00:11:25,575
- I came home from work one day
- 223
- 00:11:25,706 --> 00:11:27,708
- and here on the
- dining room table
- 224
- 00:11:27,838 --> 00:11:30,188
- is this Manila envelope
- with something in it,
- 225
- 00:11:30,319 --> 00:11:32,713
- addressed to somebody
- in Florida.
- 226
- 00:11:32,843 --> 00:11:35,846
- So I open it up and
- she was selling panties,
- 227
- 00:11:35,977 --> 00:11:37,718
- and I got really upset.
- 228
- 00:11:37,848 --> 00:11:39,502
- So I did what any dad would do.
- 229
- 00:11:39,632 --> 00:11:41,156
- I threw her panties away,
- 230
- 00:11:41,286 --> 00:11:43,854
- I put a dirty pair of my
- underwear in with her note,
- 231
- 00:11:43,985 --> 00:11:46,814
- sealed 'em up, and mailed them
- off to the guy.
- 232
- 00:11:46,944 --> 00:11:48,946
- Once I figured out
- that she was safe,
- 233
- 00:11:49,077 --> 00:11:50,643
- that people can't find her,
- 234
- 00:11:50,774 --> 00:11:53,734
- and there's firewalls, you know.
- 235
- 00:11:54,647 --> 00:11:57,999
- It's all through telephone
- or on the internet.
- 236
- 00:11:58,129 --> 00:12:00,958
- There's no actual
- meeting people.
- 237
- 00:12:01,785 --> 00:12:03,439
- Okay, yeah, it sounds pretty...
- 238
- 00:12:04,745 --> 00:12:06,585
- You know, I would've preferred
- brain surgeon,
- 239
- 00:12:06,665 --> 00:12:08,966
- but, you know.
- 240
- 00:12:18,976 --> 00:12:25,113
- Yeah, just kind of a normal
- American suburb upbringing.
- 241
- 00:12:26,114 --> 00:12:28,072
- Yeah, money was really
- tight when I was born.
- 242
- 00:12:28,203 --> 00:12:30,858
- The first house that I lived at
- was a trailer park, actually.
- 243
- 00:12:34,035 --> 00:12:35,035
- 1702.
- 244
- 00:12:36,864 --> 00:12:39,024
- I actually have nothing
- but happy childhood memories.
- 245
- 00:12:40,519 --> 00:12:41,651
- And after the trailer park,
- 246
- 00:12:41,782 --> 00:12:43,958
- I lived in this
- farmhouse for a while.
- 247
- 00:12:44,872 --> 00:12:46,438
- But it's all abandoned now.
- 248
- 00:12:48,832 --> 00:12:50,512
- Yeah, I think I had
- a very different idea
- 249
- 00:12:50,580 --> 00:12:52,100
- of what my future
- would be back then.
- 250
- 00:12:53,489 --> 00:12:55,796
- A few things
- I remember growing up,
- 251
- 00:12:55,926 --> 00:12:58,929
- Jehovah Witnesses, they don't
- believe in Heaven or Hell.
- 252
- 00:12:59,190 --> 00:13:01,758
- They believe that there's
- an Armageddon coming,
- 253
- 00:13:01,889 --> 00:13:03,009
- and it's coming really soon.
- 254
- 00:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,246
- And that's going to basically
- wipe out everyone
- 255
- 00:13:06,214 --> 00:13:07,374
- that isn't a Jehovah Witness.
- 256
- 00:13:07,163 --> 00:13:08,896
- And then Paradise comes after
- 257
- 00:13:09,026 --> 00:13:10,956
- to everyone that
- follows Jehovah.
- 258
- 00:13:11,056 --> 00:13:12,936
- So we tried for a while
- with the idea of kids,
- 259
- 00:13:13,027 --> 00:13:15,293
- you should give 'em some
- sort of foundation,
- 260
- 00:13:15,424 --> 00:13:18,079
- but we lost faith in the
- organization and then left.
- 261
- 00:13:20,908 --> 00:13:23,607
- So I was away on vacation with
- my parents at Cobble Beach.
- 262
- 00:13:23,707 --> 00:13:25,651
- So there were two boys and me.
- 263
- 00:13:25,782 --> 00:13:27,782
- And I can't remember what
- our parents were doing,
- 264
- 00:13:27,832 --> 00:13:29,699
- but me and the boys
- were left alone.
- 265
- 00:13:29,830 --> 00:13:33,398
- And one of the guys had, uh,
- 266
- 00:13:33,529 --> 00:13:35,661
- like, a dirty magazine,
- like a Hustler.
- 267
- 00:13:35,792 --> 00:13:39,491
- He showed us this page
- of these two beautiful,
- 268
- 00:13:39,622 --> 00:13:42,233
- glamorous women, uh,
- sucking each other's toes.
- 269
- 00:13:43,495 --> 00:13:44,695
- And...
- 270
- 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,891
- I look at his pants
- and he's getting hard.
- 271
- 00:13:48,022 --> 00:13:49,371
- I mean, it was under his pants,
- 272
- 00:13:49,501 --> 00:13:52,548
- but I had never really seen
- an erection in person.
- 273
- 00:13:53,592 --> 00:13:56,682
- Right as I saw his penis,
- 274
- 00:13:57,161 --> 00:13:59,163
- the earth started shaking.
- 275
- 00:14:01,252 --> 00:14:04,342
- And I totally freaked out.
- 276
- 00:14:04,473 --> 00:14:06,867
- I started thinking about Armageddon.
- 277
- 00:14:06,997 --> 00:14:09,173
- And I just, like,
- booked it out the door.
- 278
- 00:14:09,304 --> 00:14:13,656
- I just ran, and I just
- saw this light,
- 279
- 00:14:13,786 --> 00:14:17,268
- like this really
- bright white light.
- 280
- 00:14:17,616 --> 00:14:21,316
- I thought at the time that
- it was the light of Jehovah
- 281
- 00:14:21,446 --> 00:14:25,015
- and, um, that I was running
- towards Paradise.
- 282
- 00:14:27,713 --> 00:14:30,281
- I realized it was, uh,
- just the lighthouse
- 283
- 00:14:30,412 --> 00:14:33,067
- and waited it out until
- the earth stood still again.
- 284
- 00:14:35,373 --> 00:14:37,133
- It wasn't even, like,
- a serious earthquake,
- 285
- 00:14:37,202 --> 00:14:40,509
- but, uh, it was
- just crazy timing.
- 286
- 00:14:40,639 --> 00:14:41,771
- It really freaked me out.
- 287
- 00:14:43,164 --> 00:14:46,428
- Never told anyone that before.
- 288
- 00:14:46,558 --> 00:14:47,995
- - Exclusive!
- - Yeah!
- 289
- 00:14:51,302 --> 00:14:54,349
- Is there ever any risk
- with these
- fantasies that are more extreme
- 290
- 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,003
- that you're going to go too far?
- 291
- 00:14:56,133 --> 00:14:58,657
- No, I would never do anything
- 292
- 00:14:58,788 --> 00:15:00,007
- that I wasn't asked to do.
- 293
- 00:15:01,443 --> 00:15:03,243
- The illusion is that
- I'm the one in control.
- 294
- 00:15:03,358 --> 00:15:05,751
- But, really, they're
- telling me what do to.
- 295
- 00:15:06,752 --> 00:15:08,276
- It's very clear what they want
- 296
- 00:15:08,406 --> 00:15:09,846
- and that's exactly
- what I give 'em.
- 297
- 00:15:11,192 --> 00:15:13,272
- I think it's really important
- to draw a distinction
- 298
- 00:15:13,322 --> 00:15:14,722
- between a fetish
- and an addiction.
- 299
- 00:15:14,601 --> 00:15:15,801
- A fetish is something abnormal
- 300
- 00:15:15,761 --> 00:15:17,198
- that gets you off sexually.
- 301
- 00:15:17,328 --> 00:15:19,330
- It's called a paraphilia.
- 302
- 00:15:19,461 --> 00:15:21,381
- It literally means you
- have a sexual attraction
- 303
- 00:15:21,506 --> 00:15:23,291
- to non-sexual things.
- 304
- 00:15:23,769 --> 00:15:26,598
- An addiction on the other hand,
- is a compulsive behavior
- 305
- 00:15:26,729 --> 00:15:28,774
- that's unhealthy or
- disruptive to your life.
- 306
- 00:15:29,950 --> 00:15:31,908
- Let's say you get off
- on women's shoes.
- 307
- 00:15:32,039 --> 00:15:34,439
- It's not something that most
- people find sexually arousing,
- 308
- 00:15:34,520 --> 00:15:35,956
- so it's considered a fetish.
- 309
- 00:15:36,086 --> 00:15:38,697
- However, if you start going
- into women's shoe stores,
- 310
- 00:15:38,828 --> 00:15:41,548
- stealing high heels, and taking them
- home to masturbate over them?
- 311
- 00:15:42,136 --> 00:15:45,574
- - That's an addiction.
- - If I get the
- sense that a guy really has
- 312
- 00:15:45,704 --> 00:15:47,184
- an addiction and is ruining his life,
- 313
- 00:15:47,271 --> 00:15:50,883
- then I do feel some
- responsibility to help him.
- 314
- 00:15:51,014 --> 00:15:53,277
- After a while,
- it's not very fulfilling
- 315
- 00:15:53,408 --> 00:15:54,496
- just getting guys off.
- 316
- 00:15:55,236 --> 00:15:57,281
- What I really find satisfying is
- 317
- 00:15:57,412 --> 00:15:59,544
- if I feel like
- I've truly helped them
- 318
- 00:15:59,675 --> 00:16:01,851
- in a way that
- they can't help themselves.
- 319
- 00:16:01,982 --> 00:16:04,462
- For me, it's
- more than a sexual outlet.
- 320
- 00:16:05,072 --> 00:16:08,379
- I know that what
- she does offers release.
- 321
- 00:16:08,510 --> 00:16:12,122
- So perhaps it has some
- psychological value.
- 322
- 00:16:12,383 --> 00:16:13,906
- Perhaps, it has some therapy.
- 323
- 00:16:14,559 --> 00:16:16,352
- I didn't even
- know I was addicted.
- 324
- 00:16:16,452 --> 00:16:17,892
- I didn't know you
- could be addicted
- 325
- 00:16:17,818 --> 00:16:18,858
- to what I was addicted to.
- 326
- 00:16:20,609 --> 00:16:22,785
- You know, a lot of guys
- have these desires
- 327
- 00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,179
- that they can't
- share with, you know,
- 328
- 00:16:25,309 --> 00:16:28,399
- their wife or their
- girlfriend or, you know.
- 329
- 00:16:28,530 --> 00:16:31,011
- I and anyone else
- who is in my profession
- 330
- 00:16:31,141 --> 00:16:33,709
- are pretty much the only people
- that really hear about it.
- 331
- 00:16:34,275 --> 00:16:37,408
- I've basically carvedM a niche
- helping men with strange addictions.
- 332
- 00:16:37,843 --> 00:16:40,643
- For instance, I had this one guy
- who couldn't put his smartphone down
- 333
- 00:16:40,701 --> 00:16:42,196
- without having a panic attack.
- 334
- 00:16:42,370 --> 00:16:44,328
- I had another guy
- who was addicted
- 335
- 00:16:44,459 --> 00:16:46,243
- to being kicked in
- the balls to the point
- 336
- 00:16:46,374 --> 00:16:48,158
- where he might not be
- able to have kids.
- 337
- 00:16:49,697 --> 00:16:50,946
- I got a rush out of that.
- 338
- 00:16:51,046 --> 00:16:52,046
- That was, like, a thrill.
- 339
- 00:16:53,294 --> 00:16:55,190
- Well, we all know
- about drug addiction.
- 340
- 00:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,732
- But addiction to behavior
- 341
- 00:16:56,862 --> 00:16:58,951
- or addiction to inanimate objects
- 342
- 00:16:59,082 --> 00:17:00,866
- can be quite
- compelling for people.
- 343
- 00:17:00,997 --> 00:17:03,043
- So if you have tried
- everything else,
- 344
- 00:17:03,173 --> 00:17:05,349
- maybe your best bet is
- an Online Humiliatrix
- 345
- 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,134
- with a psychology degree.
- 346
- 00:17:12,574 --> 00:17:13,618
- I'm feeling good.
- 347
- 00:17:13,749 --> 00:17:16,534
- I'm feeling like
- my instincts were right.
- 348
- 00:17:16,665 --> 00:17:20,190
- That she is an amazing subject
- and has a lot of complexity.
- 349
- 00:17:20,321 --> 00:17:22,018
- More than I thought originally.
- 350
- 00:17:22,149 --> 00:17:24,349
- Oh, my God.
- 351
- 00:17:24,716 --> 00:17:25,716
- Just beautiful.
- 352
- 00:17:27,850 --> 00:17:31,419
- You know, at least I get paid
- for filming myself.
- 353
- 00:17:31,549 --> 00:17:34,074
- - What's your excuse?
- - What do you mean, what's my excuse?
- 354
- 00:17:34,204 --> 00:17:37,077
- - You're always filming yourself.
- - Yeah, what's wrong with that?
- 355
- 00:17:37,207 --> 00:17:38,730
- Why do you do it?
- 356
- 00:17:39,166 --> 00:17:41,733
- - Well.
- - It's kind of narcissistic.
- 357
- 00:17:41,864 --> 00:17:44,345
- Oh, and being a cam girl
- isn't narcissistic?
- 358
- 00:17:44,475 --> 00:17:46,086
- Again, I get paid for it.
- 359
- 00:17:46,216 --> 00:17:48,536
- I wouldn't be doing it if
- I wasn't bringing money for it.
- 360
- 00:17:48,584 --> 00:17:49,584
- All right, well...
- 361
- 00:17:51,091 --> 00:17:52,531
- And it kind of sucks
- 362
- 00:17:52,657 --> 00:17:54,777
- 'cause I'm meant to be going
- back to Australia soon,
- 363
- 00:17:54,810 --> 00:17:56,210
- but I kind of don't
- want to leave.
- 364
- 00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:59,099
- I feel like there's so
- much more to this story.
- 365
- 00:17:59,229 --> 00:18:00,622
- - Road trip!
- - Woo-hoo!
- 366
- 00:18:02,711 --> 00:18:05,231
- I mean, I don't think
- I've ever met anybody like her.
- 367
- 00:18:06,193 --> 00:18:07,411
- She's...
- 368
- 00:18:07,542 --> 00:18:10,066
- ...she's really special.
- 369
- 00:18:10,197 --> 00:18:13,200
- But I've already used all my
- savings just getting this far.
- 370
- 00:18:13,678 --> 00:18:15,941
- What do you think about doing
- a Kickstarter campaign?
- 371
- 00:18:16,333 --> 00:18:17,726
- Yeah, I'd be down.
- 372
- 00:18:17,856 --> 00:18:19,423
- Yeah, we could just
- keep shooting.
- 373
- 00:18:19,554 --> 00:18:21,251
- I don't have to leave.
- 374
- 00:18:21,382 --> 00:18:23,210
- - I like money.
- - I like money, too.
- 375
- 00:18:23,340 --> 00:18:25,342
- Money's good.
- 376
- 00:18:27,083 --> 00:18:29,259
- Oh, my project is launched!
- 377
- 00:18:29,390 --> 00:18:30,390
- Yeah!
- 378
- 00:18:30,477 --> 00:18:32,436
- How much are you going to pledge?
- 379
- 00:18:32,567 --> 00:18:34,395
- - $100.
- - All right, let's see it.
- 380
- 00:18:34,525 --> 00:18:36,658
- So it's essentially a documentary about
- 381
- 00:18:36,788 --> 00:18:39,097
- - what we're talking about here.
- - Yeah, about me.
- 382
- 00:18:39,197 --> 00:18:40,957
- - Yeah, focused on me.
- - About humiliation.
- 383
- 00:18:40,915 --> 00:18:43,235
- About how these guys want you
- to do these things to them.
- 384
- 00:18:43,198 --> 00:18:44,883
- - Exactly.
- - And threaten them.
- 385
- 00:18:45,014 --> 00:18:47,799
- And refresh. Oh, look at that!
- 386
- 00:18:47,930 --> 00:18:50,976
- 82 backers, 11,344!
- 387
- 00:18:51,107 --> 00:18:52,107
- Good boy!
- 388
- 00:18:53,153 --> 00:18:54,353
- Yeah.
- 389
- 00:18:56,373 --> 00:18:58,973
- - Holy shit!
- - There's 24 hours to go,
- we're still $7,000 short.
- 390
- 00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:01,405
- If we don't reach our target,
- the film is not getting made.
- 391
- 00:19:01,230 --> 00:19:03,163
- Have you seen the Kickstarter?
- 392
- 00:19:03,293 --> 00:19:04,990
- Like, in the past 15 minutes?
- 393
- 00:19:05,991 --> 00:19:08,603
- So, this guy is willing to put
- $7,500 in the Kickstarter
- 394
- 00:19:08,733 --> 00:19:10,387
- if we do a make-out video.
- 395
- 00:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,215
- That's it, just kissing.
- 396
- 00:19:12,346 --> 00:19:14,339
- I'd do that for free.
- 397
- 00:19:14,439 --> 00:19:15,784
- Can you believe that?
- 398
- 00:19:31,321 --> 00:19:32,670
- - Ha!
- - Hello.
- 399
- 00:19:32,801 --> 00:19:34,716
- Hello. I brought wardrobe options.
- 400
- 00:19:36,544 --> 00:19:39,503
- - How are you doing, nervous?
- - I'm a little anxious.
- 401
- 00:19:39,634 --> 00:19:41,853
- - How are you feeling?
- - Fine.
- 402
- 00:19:41,984 --> 00:19:44,104
- - Yeah, I could see that.
- - It's not my first rodeo.
- 403
- 00:19:44,155 --> 00:19:46,989
- Okay, I have this guy's notes,
- 404
- 00:19:47,119 --> 00:19:48,338
- his requests here.
- 405
- 00:19:48,469 --> 00:19:50,862
- - He has a cuckolding fetish.
- - Okay.
- 406
- 00:19:50,993 --> 00:19:54,301
- So he likes seeing me with
- guys that are hotter than him.
- 407
- 00:19:54,431 --> 00:19:57,391
- - Okay.
- - Do not do five seconds of
- tongue sucking.
- 408
- 00:19:57,521 --> 00:19:58,609
- That is too short.
- 409
- 00:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,220
- Please make it much longer.
- 410
- 00:20:03,397 --> 00:20:04,659
- That's ridiculous.
- 411
- 00:20:04,789 --> 00:20:06,008
- I know, it's stupid.
- 412
- 00:20:08,489 --> 00:20:09,489
- God.
- 413
- 00:20:12,232 --> 00:20:13,276
- Can you handle this?
- 414
- 00:20:13,407 --> 00:20:14,538
- Yeah, I can handle this.
- 415
- 00:20:14,669 --> 00:20:15,669
- All right.
- 416
- 00:20:30,815 --> 00:20:32,398
- 'Kay, testing one, two, three.
- 417
- 00:20:32,498 --> 00:20:33,498
- Testing one, two, three.
- 418
- 00:20:39,433 --> 00:20:42,914
- Okay... this is good.
- 419
- 00:20:43,480 --> 00:20:47,745
- All right, um, so you don't need
- to worry about saying anything.
- 420
- 00:20:47,876 --> 00:20:50,400
- I'll start it and then
- we'll just start kissing,
- 421
- 00:20:50,531 --> 00:20:52,750
- - and so you can take me lead.
- - Okay.
- 422
- 00:20:52,881 --> 00:20:54,012
- Easiest job in the world.
- 423
- 00:20:57,233 --> 00:20:58,713
- Hi, there.
- 424
- 00:20:58,843 --> 00:21:03,195
- I have quite a little treat
- for you, my little cuck.
- 425
- 00:21:04,675 --> 00:21:08,766
- I have, right here, a real man.
- 426
- 00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,769
- And I'm going to have
- some fun with him
- 427
- 00:21:11,900 --> 00:21:15,469
- while you sit there and wank
- your tiny little dick,
- 428
- 00:21:15,991 --> 00:21:18,559
- wishing that you could
- be a part of it.
- 429
- 00:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,171
- But, hey, you can, right?
- 430
- 00:21:22,302 --> 00:21:23,825
- You get to pay for it.
- 431
- 00:21:25,087 --> 00:21:26,262
- Enjoy.
- 432
- 00:22:02,516 --> 00:22:03,516
- Hi.
- 433
- 00:22:37,551 --> 00:22:38,552
- Fuck me.
- 434
- 00:23:02,967 --> 00:23:05,883
- Well, he got quite a show.
- 435
- 00:23:06,014 --> 00:23:07,214
- We're not sending that to him.
- 436
- 00:23:07,287 --> 00:23:08,669
- No, definitely not.
- 437
- 00:23:08,799 --> 00:23:10,322
- That would ruin my career.
- 438
- 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,115
- - Question.
- - Yes?
- 439
- 00:23:20,245 --> 00:23:23,205
- Um, is this going to be
- weird afterwards,
- 440
- 00:23:23,335 --> 00:23:26,687
- like, with the movie
- and everything?
- 441
- 00:23:26,817 --> 00:23:28,645
- I'm fine but I don't know.
- 442
- 00:23:28,776 --> 00:23:31,126
- - No, I'm fine.
- - Okay, okay.
- 443
- 00:23:44,095 --> 00:23:45,855
- You carry this thing
- everywhere, don't you?
- 444
- 00:23:45,945 --> 00:23:46,945
- I do.
- 445
- 00:23:48,143 --> 00:23:49,983
- I love this little camera.
- 446
- 00:23:51,668 --> 00:23:53,278
- - It's my thing.
- - Yeah.
- 447
- 00:23:53,409 --> 00:23:54,925
- I've done it for a long time.
- 448
- 00:23:55,025 --> 00:23:56,456
- All guys have their thing.
- 449
- 00:23:59,284 --> 00:24:02,418
- What's the first thing
- you remember recording?
- 450
- 00:24:02,549 --> 00:24:05,073
- I got my first camera when
- I was nine years old.
- 451
- 00:24:05,421 --> 00:24:08,468
- - Like, a VHS?
- - It was a little VHS
- camera that my mum gave me.
- 452
- 00:24:08,598 --> 00:24:11,514
- In the filming of this
- week's documentary.
- 453
- 00:24:11,645 --> 00:24:14,299
- I wanted to be a documentary maker.
- 454
- 00:24:14,430 --> 00:24:18,695
- Until next week, this is
- Julian Shaw saying, "Adios."
- 455
- 00:24:18,826 --> 00:24:21,306
- - I just started filming everything, you
- know?
- - Yeah.
- 456
- 00:24:25,441 --> 00:24:27,312
- Intellectually stimulating.
- 457
- 00:24:27,791 --> 00:24:30,490
- I actually made little
- documentaries in my house.
- 458
- 00:24:30,620 --> 00:24:31,969
- Yeah, of what?
- 459
- 00:24:32,100 --> 00:24:33,754
- About my cats.
- 460
- 00:24:33,884 --> 00:24:35,973
- The unaware and unsuspicious cat.
- 461
- 00:24:36,104 --> 00:24:37,264
- - Your cats?
- - Yeah.
- 462
- 00:24:38,280 --> 00:24:39,840
- Oh, my God, I want
- to see that so bad.
- 463
- 00:24:39,831 --> 00:24:40,831
- No one gets to see that.
- 464
- 00:24:40,726 --> 00:24:41,726
- No!
- 465
- 00:24:42,066 --> 00:24:43,503
- Oh, the video camera?
- 466
- 00:24:43,633 --> 00:24:47,071
- No, don't worry, that's not on.
- Outrageous!
- 467
- 00:24:47,202 --> 00:24:48,464
- Okay, cut!
- 468
- 00:24:49,944 --> 00:24:51,511
- - Mm.
- - Yeah.
- 469
- 00:24:53,077 --> 00:24:54,077
- Aw.
- 470
- 00:24:54,585 --> 00:24:56,345
- That was actually
- a pretty fucked up period
- 471
- 00:24:56,360 --> 00:24:57,720
- in my life, to be honest with you.
- 472
- 00:24:57,562 --> 00:24:58,866
- - Why?
- - Um...
- 473
- 00:24:59,954 --> 00:25:01,790
- My parents went away a lot for work,
- 474
- 00:25:01,890 --> 00:25:03,914
- and I'd go and stay
- with my mum's sister
- 475
- 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,047
- for like a month at a time.
- 476
- 00:25:06,656 --> 00:25:08,856
- I haven't really told many
- people about this actually.
- 477
- 00:25:08,935 --> 00:25:11,332
- - Yeah?
- - Basically, I just have this memory
- 478
- 00:25:11,432 --> 00:25:14,185
- that I always go back to
- where I'm lying in bed and I'm shaking.
- 479
- 00:25:14,316 --> 00:25:16,710
- I'm so scared, like,
- I'm going to pee my pants.
- 480
- 00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,887
- And I'm just waiting for
- the sound of the door opening.
- 481
- 00:25:22,890 --> 00:25:24,970
- It happened a couple of times
- before I got the idea
- 482
- 00:25:25,020 --> 00:25:26,241
- to hide a camera in my room.
- 483
- 00:25:26,371 --> 00:25:29,984
- - Wait, so did you, like, record her?
- - Mm-hmm.
- 484
- 00:25:31,899 --> 00:25:33,857
- What did she do to you?
- 485
- 00:25:33,988 --> 00:25:37,557
- She had violent fantasies
- that probably came from her own life..
- 486
- 00:25:37,992 --> 00:25:42,779
- I Still don't know. She used me,
- she used me to act them out.
- 487
- 00:25:45,874 --> 00:25:47,274
- It was the worst
- night of my life,
- 488
- 00:25:47,337 --> 00:25:49,017
- but it was the best
- thing I've ever shot.
- 489
- 00:25:51,179 --> 00:25:54,356
- That is as real,
- and ugly, and raw, and...
- 490
- 00:25:56,401 --> 00:25:59,448
- terrible as life gets,
- and I actually recorded it.
- 491
- 00:26:01,058 --> 00:26:04,366
- And I think that was the moment
- that I decided that I could make
- 492
- 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:07,064
- a documentary out of my own life.
- 493
- 00:26:07,587 --> 00:26:09,937
- I just needed to keep filming
- the most dramatic moments.
- 494
- 00:26:12,809 --> 00:26:15,849
- Sorry, I missed the first part.
- Can you
- say that again from the beginning?
- 495
- 00:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,043
- I've been doing this for so long now
- 496
- 00:26:21,143 --> 00:26:22,993
- that I can't imagine
- ever stopping.
- 497
- 00:26:24,647 --> 00:26:26,562
- - Hi!
- - Hello!
- 498
- 00:26:26,693 --> 00:26:29,085
- - You're out the front.
- - I am out the front.
- 499
- 00:26:29,185 --> 00:26:30,185
- Is it you that eager?
- 500
- 00:26:30,740 --> 00:26:31,741
- That eager?
- 501
- 00:26:31,872 --> 00:26:33,438
- - Are you filming me?
- - Yeah.
- 502
- 00:26:45,973 --> 00:26:47,539
- I got these for you.
- 503
- 00:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,762
- As much as I liked
- recording the nice moments.
- 504
- 00:26:52,893 --> 00:26:54,503
- How beautiful!
- 505
- 00:26:54,634 --> 00:26:57,288
- I was always more
- drawn to the pain and the fights.
- 506
- 00:26:57,419 --> 00:26:59,769
- You know, that was the best footage.
- 507
- 00:27:01,945 --> 00:27:04,513
- It was just so much better when
- I could create some drama.
- 508
- 00:27:08,169 --> 00:27:09,213
- Turn it off!
- 509
- 00:27:10,388 --> 00:27:11,844
- If it upsets you that much,
- 510
- 00:27:11,944 --> 00:27:12,984
- if I'm so fucking strange,
- 511
- 00:27:13,087 --> 00:27:16,394
- then fine, whatever,
- you know, that's just...
- 512
- 00:27:17,395 --> 00:27:18,395
- Stop it!
- 513
- 00:27:23,837 --> 00:27:24,838
- I'm sorry.
- 514
- 00:27:28,972 --> 00:27:30,408
- I like to film stuff
- 515
- 00:27:30,539 --> 00:27:33,150
- that someone else would
- have stopped recording.
- 516
- 00:27:41,681 --> 00:27:44,422
- I want to be the person
- who doesn't stop.
- 517
- 00:27:46,686 --> 00:27:48,766
- And when I realized that
- my girlfriend of ten years
- 518
- 00:27:48,838 --> 00:27:51,734
- was about to break up
- with me, I was thinking,
- 519
- 00:27:52,256 --> 00:27:53,696
- "I'd better get
- an angle on myself,
- 520
- 00:27:53,823 --> 00:27:55,303
- 'cause this is going to be gold."
- 521
- 00:27:59,220 --> 00:28:01,420
- If I give you the camera,
- can you just keep recording?
- 522
- 00:28:12,494 --> 00:28:13,494
- Yeah.
- 523
- 00:28:28,466 --> 00:28:30,033
- Did you turn off the record?
- 524
- 00:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,263
- You want to check Kickstarter
- and see if this guy has paid us?
- 525
- 00:28:46,356 --> 00:28:47,442
- Yeah, yeah.
- 526
- 00:28:50,488 --> 00:28:53,361
- You can put that thing down.
- 527
- 00:28:53,491 --> 00:28:55,406
- - Can I?
- - What you're doing.
- 528
- 00:28:55,537 --> 00:28:56,712
- Well, don't stop recording.
- 529
- 00:28:59,019 --> 00:29:01,891
- Okay, uh, just put it right here?
- 530
- 00:29:02,022 --> 00:29:03,022
- - Mm-hmm.
- - All right.
- 531
- 00:29:05,634 --> 00:29:07,070
- Let's see.
- 532
- 00:29:07,201 --> 00:29:08,855
- - We're finished.
- - We're done?
- 533
- 00:29:08,985 --> 00:29:13,163
- 29,846, it feels so good!
- 534
- 00:29:21,911 --> 00:29:22,911
- Yes!
- 535
- 00:29:23,521 --> 00:29:25,610
- We can celebrate with my friends.
- 536
- 00:29:25,741 --> 00:29:27,961
- Oh, there you go!
- 537
- 00:29:28,091 --> 00:29:29,571
- Whoa, that's good.
- 538
- 00:29:32,530 --> 00:29:34,054
- - Oh, boy.
- - Hello.
- 539
- 00:29:35,577 --> 00:29:37,797
- Someone's frisky.
- 540
- 00:29:37,927 --> 00:29:38,927
- Ooh.
- 541
- 00:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,805
- Come here.
- 542
- 00:29:47,894 --> 00:29:49,765
- What's the safe word, Julian?
- 543
- 00:29:49,896 --> 00:29:50,936
- I can't remember.
- 544
- 00:29:51,767 --> 00:29:53,167
- - Are you still breathing?
- - Yeah.
- 545
- 00:29:55,945 --> 00:29:57,745
- You're so fucking beautiful, Ceara!
- 546
- 00:29:59,166 --> 00:30:01,406
- Shouldn't they be paying you
- if they're really into it?
- 547
- 00:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,349
- - They're actually paying you, right?
- - Right.
- 548
- 00:30:07,739 --> 00:30:08,739
- Yeah!
- 549
- 00:30:10,525 --> 00:30:12,657
- Living the American dream.
- 550
- 00:30:12,788 --> 00:30:14,268
- You should smack her pussy again.
- 551
- 00:30:16,531 --> 00:30:17,837
- - Yeah.
- - Ooh!
- 552
- 00:30:17,967 --> 00:30:18,967
- Whoa!
- 553
- 00:30:32,329 --> 00:30:34,070
- - How you doing?
- - Morning.
- 554
- 00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:50,086
- Who do I talk to about
- pushing the, um, checkout back?
- 555
- 00:30:56,571 --> 00:31:01,184
- The present balance of $628.73,
- 556
- 00:31:01,315 --> 00:31:02,751
- all of which is
- available for use.
- 557
- 00:31:03,230 --> 00:31:04,967
- Dude, don't worry about it.
- 558
- 00:31:05,067 --> 00:31:06,307
- It's just money, it'll be fine.
- 559
- 00:31:07,582 --> 00:31:08,757
- You had a good time.
- 560
- 00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:15,329
- Okay, you know, we were celebrating,
- you know, Kickstarter,
- 561
- 00:31:15,459 --> 00:31:17,548
- - and we were celebrating...
- - Yeah.
- 562
- 00:31:17,679 --> 00:31:19,986
- ...that milestone
- and, you know, that's great.
- 563
- 00:31:20,116 --> 00:31:21,872
- You've got to celebrate things,
- 564
- 00:31:21,972 --> 00:31:23,380
- but I think we kind
- of have to say
- 565
- 00:31:23,511 --> 00:31:26,122
- that, you know, we can't really
- do that again.
- 566
- 00:31:26,253 --> 00:31:27,645
- I guess we'll drive back.
- 567
- 00:31:27,776 --> 00:31:29,560
- It will be fine.
- 568
- 00:31:29,691 --> 00:31:32,331
- It's good, it's all good.
- I'm honestly not that worried about it.
- 569
- 00:31:41,268 --> 00:31:45,315
- >> At the roundabout, take the second
- exit to US-101.
- 570
- 00:31:55,586 --> 00:31:58,024
- - I'll be back in one second.
- - Okay.
- 571
- 00:32:09,557 --> 00:32:11,855
- - How are you?
- - I'm pretty good.
- 572
- 00:32:11,955 --> 00:32:14,344
- I'm looking at a very
- beautiful sight right now.
- 573
- 00:32:14,475 --> 00:32:16,390
- How's it all going?
- 574
- 00:32:16,694 --> 00:32:18,218
- Uh, it's going
- really good actually.
- 575
- 00:32:18,348 --> 00:32:19,915
- - Yeah.
- - Yeah?
- 576
- 00:32:20,046 --> 00:32:22,406
- She's showing me where she
- grew up and stuff like that.
- 577
- 00:32:24,093 --> 00:32:25,660
- You're not filming this,
- are you?
- 578
- 00:32:27,792 --> 00:32:29,055
- What do you think?
- 579
- 00:32:31,492 --> 00:32:32,667
- Are you?
- 580
- 00:32:36,149 --> 00:32:37,541
- Julian, are you filming this?
- 581
- 00:32:43,243 --> 00:32:45,128
- I don't really feel
- like doing anything
- 582
- 00:32:45,228 --> 00:32:49,075
- but lay around and eat pizza,
- watch bad movies.
- 583
- 00:32:49,466 --> 00:32:52,121
- - You have to pay for your fun.
- - Yeah.
- 584
- 00:32:59,999 --> 00:33:01,304
- What else is on your mind?
- 585
- 00:33:06,614 --> 00:33:08,094
- How do you feel
- about the other day?
- 586
- 00:33:10,748 --> 00:33:11,748
- Um...
- 587
- 00:33:13,055 --> 00:33:14,055
- Mm.
- 588
- 00:33:15,101 --> 00:33:16,319
- I feel fine.
- 589
- 00:33:19,409 --> 00:33:20,976
- Yeah, I feel fine.
- 590
- 00:33:21,107 --> 00:33:22,307
- Right.
- 591
- 00:33:22,717 --> 00:33:24,023
- I don't know what else to say.
- 592
- 00:33:24,153 --> 00:33:26,199
- I don't feel weird about it, um.
- 593
- 00:33:28,592 --> 00:33:30,912
- I haven't really thought
- about it too much, to be honest.
- 594
- 00:33:30,987 --> 00:33:31,987
- Okay.
- 595
- 00:33:32,770 --> 00:33:34,642
- - That's all right.
- - No offense.
- 596
- 00:33:36,818 --> 00:33:38,341
- Why, how do you feel about it?
- 597
- 00:33:49,352 --> 00:33:50,752
- - Oh, the water's boiling.
- - Okay.
- 598
- 00:33:50,827 --> 00:33:52,467
- - I'm going to go grab it.
- - No worries.
- 599
- 00:33:52,452 --> 00:33:54,140
- - All right, standby.
- - Thanks.
- 600
- 00:34:13,724 --> 00:34:16,379
- In America, you can get to the top,
- 601
- 00:34:16,901 --> 00:34:18,686
- but one simple, little mistake,
- 602
- 00:34:18,816 --> 00:34:20,688
- you could come tumbling right down.
- 603
- 00:34:20,818 --> 00:34:23,256
- Five years ago, I was financially
- secure.
- 604
- 00:34:23,386 --> 00:34:25,127
- Now, I don't know
- what's going to happen.
- 605
- 00:34:25,258 --> 00:34:27,738
- Regardless of my
- adversities I go through,
- 606
- 00:34:28,087 --> 00:34:30,219
- I know I will rise
- up in America.
- 607
- 00:34:35,181 --> 00:34:37,008
- - Hey, stranger.
- - Hey.
- 608
- 00:34:37,139 --> 00:34:39,981
- Haven't seen you in a while.
- Here, I want to show you something.
- 609
- 00:34:40,081 --> 00:34:41,081
- Okay.
- 610
- 00:34:41,187 --> 00:34:43,754
- It's this software where I can,
- 611
- 00:34:43,885 --> 00:34:46,409
- basically, uh, access
- 612
- 00:34:46,540 --> 00:34:47,845
- other guy's computers.
- 613
- 00:34:47,976 --> 00:34:49,195
- - Okay.
- - So this guy,
- 614
- 00:34:49,325 --> 00:34:51,501
- he just sent me, like,
- his password information
- 615
- 00:34:51,632 --> 00:34:54,939
- and I can just go in...
- 616
- 00:34:55,070 --> 00:34:57,159
- ...and see what
- he wants me to see.
- 617
- 00:34:57,290 --> 00:35:00,249
- And look, see,
- this is his page here.
- 618
- 00:35:00,380 --> 00:35:01,380
- Whoa!
- 619
- 00:35:02,947 --> 00:35:04,907
- So that's his computer
- and you're just in there?
- 620
- 00:35:04,908 --> 00:35:06,603
- Yeah, so some of these guys
- 621
- 00:35:06,734 --> 00:35:09,606
- like it when I pay myself.
- 622
- 00:35:09,737 --> 00:35:11,897
- So right now, he is on the
- other side of the computer
- 623
- 00:35:11,975 --> 00:35:13,523
- and he can see all this.
- 624
- 00:35:13,654 --> 00:35:16,014
- Everything, like me moving
- around this desktop right here,
- 625
- 00:35:16,078 --> 00:35:18,224
- me logging into his account.
- 626
- 00:35:18,354 --> 00:35:22,315
- He's over there,
- like, enjoying the show.
- 627
- 00:35:22,837 --> 00:35:26,057
- And so he wants me to pay myself.
- 628
- 00:35:26,188 --> 00:35:32,151
- - And how much is he asking for?
- - Um, he's having me pay myself $100.
- 629
- 00:35:34,022 --> 00:35:36,111
- You put in an extra zero.
- 630
- 00:35:36,242 --> 00:35:37,242
- Oops.
- 631
- 00:35:38,896 --> 00:35:40,289
- There we go.
- 632
- 00:35:40,420 --> 00:35:41,464
- Cool.
- 633
- 00:35:41,595 --> 00:35:43,858
- We thank you for playing fair.
- 634
- 00:35:45,773 --> 00:35:48,906
- I've never seen that notification
- before. That's funny.
- 635
- 00:35:50,212 --> 00:35:51,344
- Pretty cool, huh?
- 636
- 00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:57,567
- So this guy gets turned on
- when you take more money from him
- 637
- 00:35:57,698 --> 00:36:01,789
- - than he asked you to take?
- - It isn't
- hard to tell what the guy really wants.
- 638
- 00:36:01,919 --> 00:36:03,573
- Like, yeah, he says $100,
- 639
- 00:36:03,704 --> 00:36:05,140
- but he also loves how greedy I am.
- 640
- 00:36:05,271 --> 00:36:08,839
- He loves how I am
- the type of woman who would,
- 641
- 00:36:08,970 --> 00:36:10,928
- you know...
- 642
- 00:36:11,451 --> 00:36:13,496
- take more money than
- what was agreed upon,
- 643
- 00:36:13,627 --> 00:36:15,368
- and that sort of thing.
- 644
- 00:36:15,498 --> 00:36:18,632
- So it's like,
- which part do I listen to?
- 645
- 00:36:18,762 --> 00:36:21,678
- Do I listen to that part?
- Or do I, you know, trust that...
- 646
- 00:36:23,071 --> 00:36:26,553
- he really only wants me to send $100?
- 647
- 00:36:27,293 --> 00:36:29,991
- So you're saying he's got no problem
- with you taking $1,000?
- 648
- 00:36:31,210 --> 00:36:32,410
- Mm-mm.
- 649
- 00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,300
- Okay.
- 650
- 00:36:48,009 --> 00:36:51,447
- We are back in Vegas shooting
- 651
- 00:36:51,578 --> 00:36:55,495
- at the Adult Entertainment
- Expo this week.
- 652
- 00:36:55,625 --> 00:36:57,627
- I'm now paying for everything
- on my credit card,
- 653
- 00:36:57,758 --> 00:36:58,758
- so got to work fast.
- 654
- 00:36:59,629 --> 00:37:01,022
- And ever since I got here,
- 655
- 00:37:02,589 --> 00:37:04,869
- everyone keeps talking about
- this girl, Princess Cassie.
- 656
- 00:37:04,846 --> 00:37:06,726
- Uh, kind of sounds like
- she's the new it girl.
- 657
- 00:37:22,870 --> 00:37:24,742
- Ceara's going to be
- signing autographs,
- 658
- 00:37:24,842 --> 00:37:26,402
- so I might just have
- a bit of a wander
- 659
- 00:37:26,229 --> 00:37:27,469
- around the convention, explore.
- 660
- 00:37:27,962 --> 00:37:30,356
- Maybe, check out Cassie's booth.
- 661
- 00:37:30,486 --> 00:37:32,096
- See what all the hype is about.
- 662
- 00:37:41,671 --> 00:37:43,238
- I don't really hate her,
- 663
- 00:37:43,369 --> 00:37:44,979
- but I do find her really odd.
- 664
- 00:37:45,109 --> 00:37:47,851
- And she only talks
- about herself.
- 665
- 00:37:47,982 --> 00:37:50,702
- I actually introduced her to this
- industry. I brought her into it.
- 666
- 00:37:56,512 --> 00:37:58,660
- I had shot her for some videos
- 667
- 00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,960
- and so it was the first time
- she did the FemDom thing.
- 668
- 00:38:01,014 --> 00:38:02,254
- And she took to it really well.
- 669
- 00:38:02,304 --> 00:38:04,624
- I'm not going to say like,
- "Oh, I made her," or anything.
- 670
- 00:38:04,653 --> 00:38:06,133
- She just needed to
- be shown the door
- 671
- 00:38:06,217 --> 00:38:08,394
- and she, you know, totally took
- full advantage of it.
- 672
- 00:38:08,524 --> 00:38:11,397
- Like, you know, really,
- really took to it.
- 673
- 00:38:11,527 --> 00:38:12,572
- You love that, don't you?
- 674
- 00:38:13,790 --> 00:38:16,924
- And then, kind of
- the weirdness came later
- 675
- 00:38:17,054 --> 00:38:18,882
- when she started to
- become really popular.
- 676
- 00:38:20,231 --> 00:38:22,625
- Again, I don't think
- she needs to kiss my ass
- 677
- 00:38:22,756 --> 00:38:24,540
- or think that I created
- her or anything.
- 678
- 00:38:24,671 --> 00:38:26,455
- But she wouldn't be where she was
- 679
- 00:38:26,586 --> 00:38:28,457
- if I hadn't have
- introduced her to this.
- 680
- 00:38:28,588 --> 00:38:30,459
- - Hello.
- - How's it going?
- 681
- 00:38:30,590 --> 00:38:32,331
- - Good, how are you?
- - Good.
- 682
- 00:38:32,461 --> 00:38:33,636
- Nice to see you.
- 683
- 00:38:36,770 --> 00:38:38,641
- - This is Julian.
- - Hello, how are you doing?
- 684
- 00:38:38,772 --> 00:38:41,773
- - Nice to meet you, Julian.
- - Normally, I don't do videos like this,
- 685
- 00:38:41,873 --> 00:38:44,995
- but I have a client who
- pays a lot of money
- 686
- 00:38:45,126 --> 00:38:48,912
- to watch me make out with certain girls,
- and he likes Cassie,
- 687
- 00:38:49,043 --> 00:38:50,697
- so that's what
- we're doing today.
- 688
- 00:38:50,827 --> 00:38:53,656
- Hey, can I talk to you for a minute?
- 689
- 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,573
- So, um, it's just going to
- be like soft-core stuff?
- 690
- 00:38:57,704 --> 00:38:59,836
- Yeah, it's just normal kissing.
- 691
- 00:38:59,967 --> 00:39:01,487
- - Nothing too kinky.
- - Cool.
- 692
- 00:40:08,688 --> 00:40:10,037
- I think you've seen enough.
- 693
- 00:40:42,373 --> 00:40:45,986
- Princess Ceara
- was the first one that I saw
- 694
- 00:40:46,465 --> 00:40:49,076
- that I looked and was like,
- "What the hell is this
- 695
- 00:40:49,206 --> 00:40:51,861
- chick doing to these guys,
- 696
- 00:40:51,992 --> 00:40:54,864
- and making so much money
- than anybody else?"
- 697
- 00:40:54,995 --> 00:40:59,565
- The Ceara I know is,
- uh, both kind and gentle.
- 698
- 00:40:59,695 --> 00:41:04,439
- But I have seen her be
- an absolute stuck up cunt.
- 699
- 00:41:05,135 --> 00:41:08,356
- Ceara isn't quite
- who she says she is.
- 700
- 00:41:08,487 --> 00:41:10,127
- I don't know, just
- watch your back, man.
- 701
- 00:41:10,227 --> 00:41:11,794
- This could go down
- 702
- 00:41:11,925 --> 00:41:14,405
- a path you're maybe not
- ready for it to take.
- 703
- 00:41:14,536 --> 00:41:17,321
- I have seen her just turn on a dime.
- 704
- 00:41:19,193 --> 00:41:20,673
- This is it, fellas.
- 705
- 00:41:20,847 --> 00:41:21,935
- This is as real as it gets.
- 706
- 00:41:28,028 --> 00:41:29,943
- - Hello.
- - Hello!
- 707
- 00:41:30,073 --> 00:41:31,753
- - How are you, today?
- - Hello, everybody.
- 708
- 00:41:31,848 --> 00:41:33,207
- You can go in first.
- 709
- 00:41:35,557 --> 00:41:36,997
- - Nice to see you again.
- - Welcome.
- 710
- 00:41:37,057 --> 00:41:38,657
- - Nice to see you.
- - How have you been?
- 711
- 00:41:38,682 --> 00:41:41,202
- - I've been good, how about you?
- - I'm good, I can't complain.
- 712
- 00:41:42,869 --> 00:41:45,544
- - Should I give you a little tour, or?
- - Yes, a big tour.
- 713
- 00:41:45,644 --> 00:41:47,003
- - Okay.
- - It's huge.
- 714
- 00:41:47,395 --> 00:41:50,616
- Okay, this is, uh,
- really what you came for.
- 715
- 00:41:50,746 --> 00:41:52,835
- - Correct?
- - Yes.
- 716
- 00:41:52,966 --> 00:41:54,533
- Wow, you got anything bigger?
- 717
- 00:41:55,490 --> 00:41:57,645
- Yeah, well, pegging
- guys with this on camera
- 718
- 00:41:57,745 --> 00:41:59,494
- is what pays for
- the apartment, so.
- 719
- 00:42:01,540 --> 00:42:04,665
- - That's got to hurt.
- - I'm sure you recognize this backdrop.
- 720
- 00:42:04,765 --> 00:42:06,765
- I did do a little research.
- I'm not going to lie.
- 721
- 00:42:06,439 --> 00:42:08,719
- - Yeah, of course you did.
- - It's unprofessional not to.
- 722
- 00:42:08,629 --> 00:42:09,629
- Yeah.
- 723
- 00:42:09,346 --> 00:42:11,767
- - Yeah, so I just sit?
- - That's here.
- 724
- 00:42:11,898 --> 00:42:14,640
- - I just sit, and talk, and
- answer questions and stuff? - Yes.
- 725
- 00:42:14,770 --> 00:42:16,970
- - Okay. - So, you know
- the definition of an interview?
- 726
- 00:42:17,006 --> 00:42:18,006
- - I do.
- - That's great.
- 727
- 00:42:17,901 --> 00:42:18,901
- - Thank you!
- - Amazing.
- 728
- 00:42:20,297 --> 00:42:22,537
- - All right, we could do that.
- - Um, okay, I'm nervous.
- 729
- 00:42:22,573 --> 00:42:25,069
- - There's no right or wrong answers?
- - I feel nervous.
- 730
- 00:42:25,738 --> 00:42:27,522
- Interview with Princess Cassie.
- 731
- 00:42:30,917 --> 00:42:34,181
- Well, it was a very interesting day
- 732
- 00:42:34,311 --> 00:42:36,009
- the other day at Ceara's place.
- 733
- 00:42:36,139 --> 00:42:39,012
- - Yeah.
- - I was very curious to meet you.
- 734
- 00:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,492
- - You, as well.
- - Mm-hmm.
- 735
- 00:42:41,971 --> 00:42:45,105
- So, what did you mean when
- you told me to be careful?
- 736
- 00:42:46,585 --> 00:42:48,761
- I don't know, you just got
- to keep her at a distance.
- 737
- 00:42:50,284 --> 00:42:53,200
- Like, I mean, she's good
- in small doses,
- 738
- 00:42:53,330 --> 00:42:56,203
- but then she's pretty poisonous
- 739
- 00:42:56,333 --> 00:42:59,728
- if you, you know,
- let her in too much.
- 740
- 00:42:59,859 --> 00:43:02,351
- I don't know. I'm not really trying
- to ruin these guys lives,
- 741
- 00:43:02,451 --> 00:43:05,342
- even though I act like it.
- You know, "Treat them like shit."
- 742
- 00:43:05,473 --> 00:43:07,910
- I'm not really trying
- to ruin marriages,
- 743
- 00:43:08,041 --> 00:43:10,609
- - or, you know, so.
- - Yeah, mm-hmm.
- 744
- 00:43:10,739 --> 00:43:12,654
- Is that what Ceara's doing?
- 745
- 00:43:13,046 --> 00:43:16,484
- She's not, um, you know,
- as transparent as she appears to be.
- 746
- 00:43:16,963 --> 00:43:21,141
- Could you go into, like,
- a tiny bit more detail about what...
- 747
- 00:43:22,795 --> 00:43:26,015
- I don't know. Um, honestly,
- I don't really want to do that.
- 748
- 00:43:27,147 --> 00:43:31,064
- But I can tell you that she has
- a lot of dirt on these guys
- 749
- 00:43:31,194 --> 00:43:33,153
- and she uses it to
- get what she wants.
- 750
- 00:43:36,286 --> 00:43:38,288
- Can I get a name or
- something like that?
- 751
- 00:43:38,419 --> 00:43:40,290
- So I can follow up
- on this at least,
- 752
- 00:43:40,421 --> 00:43:41,421
- and not involve you.
- 753
- 00:43:43,076 --> 00:43:44,468
- I mean, it would
- come back to me.
- 754
- 00:43:44,599 --> 00:43:45,992
- No, I can't.
- 755
- 00:43:46,427 --> 00:43:49,473
- But, I mean, if you stick
- around Ceara long enough,
- 756
- 00:43:49,604 --> 00:43:52,651
- you'll see something, trust me.
- 757
- 00:43:58,134 --> 00:44:01,094
- All right, let's cut there then.
- 758
- 00:44:01,224 --> 00:44:04,706
- - Um, do you want water or anything?
- - Uh...
- 759
- 00:44:04,837 --> 00:44:05,881
- - I'm okay.
- - Wine, or...
- 760
- 00:44:06,969 --> 00:44:07,969
- - Yeah.
- - Cool.
- 761
- 00:44:42,178 --> 00:44:43,876
- Could you please
- just give me a name?
- 762
- 00:44:45,138 --> 00:44:46,705
- Please?
- 763
- 00:44:50,230 --> 00:44:51,535
- Thanks.
- 764
- 00:44:52,754 --> 00:44:54,756
- Talk to you soon.
- 765
- 00:44:55,104 --> 00:44:58,325
- And look, see, this is his page here.
- 766
- 00:44:58,455 --> 00:45:00,294
- You put in an extra zero.
- 767
- 00:45:00,394 --> 00:45:01,394
- Oops.
- 768
- 00:45:02,851 --> 00:45:05,941
- We thank you for playing fair.
- 769
- 00:45:06,899 --> 00:45:09,379
- I've never seen that notification
- before.
- That's funny.
- 770
- 00:45:15,734 --> 00:45:19,128
- I always question
- which side to get in on the car.
- 771
- 00:47:20,554 --> 00:47:22,817
- All right, she's hiding
- something for sure.
- 772
- 00:47:24,384 --> 00:47:26,304
- And, now, I just need
- to figure out what it is.
- 773
- 00:47:30,346 --> 00:47:31,346
- Hi.
- 774
- 00:47:32,218 --> 00:47:33,959
- - Hey.
- - How you doing?
- 775
- 00:47:34,089 --> 00:47:36,222
- I'm Julian, nice to,
- um, meet you.
- 776
- 00:47:36,918 --> 00:47:39,703
- Yeah, hi, can you please try to
- explain to me again
- 777
- 00:47:39,834 --> 00:47:42,141
- - exact...
- - Of course. Well, yeah,
- 778
- 00:47:42,271 --> 00:47:44,926
- I was trying
- to explain in that message, um,
- 779
- 00:47:45,057 --> 00:47:48,625
- I got your contacts, um...
- 780
- 00:47:49,191 --> 00:47:52,716
- because I've been actually doing
- a documentary film about Ceara.
- 781
- 00:47:52,847 --> 00:47:58,897
- And I saw all of your details
- one time when she opened up,
- 782
- 00:47:59,506 --> 00:48:02,306
- - kind of, like, took control of your
- computer.
- - Uh, how did you...
- 783
- 00:48:06,121 --> 00:48:07,361
- How did you get my information?
- 784
- 00:48:07,446 --> 00:48:11,083
- Well, I could see your Skype name and
- stuff
- like that. Everything was open so,
- yeah.
- 785
- 00:48:11,213 --> 00:48:12,213
- Fuck!
- 786
- 00:48:27,926 --> 00:48:30,754
- I don't want to know
- what his real-life situation is.
- 787
- 00:48:30,885 --> 00:48:33,148
- And these guys have
- a fetish for being ruined,
- 788
- 00:48:33,279 --> 00:48:36,108
- so, yeah, how do you tell?
- 789
- 00:48:36,804 --> 00:48:38,458
- Brilliant, I think that's good.
- 790
- 00:48:38,588 --> 00:48:39,588
- Cool.
- 791
- 00:48:39,686 --> 00:48:40,686
- Good day.
- 792
- 00:48:41,417 --> 00:48:42,418
- Dope.
- 793
- 00:48:58,957 --> 00:49:00,001
- Come here, kitty.
- 794
- 00:49:01,307 --> 00:49:02,612
- Come here, baby.
- 795
- 00:49:02,743 --> 00:49:03,743
- How you doing?
- 796
- 00:49:20,456 --> 00:49:22,625
- All right, listen, don't get angry.
- 797
- 00:49:22,725 --> 00:49:24,085
- I got your number
- from her phone.
- 798
- 00:49:23,938 --> 00:49:24,938
- I just have one question.
- 799
- 00:49:25,026 --> 00:49:27,246
- Then, I'm going to
- leave you alone, okay?
- 800
- 00:49:27,507 --> 00:49:28,943
- What is it, what?
- 801
- 00:49:29,074 --> 00:49:31,206
- Did you want her to take
- that $1,000 from you?
- 802
- 00:49:31,337 --> 00:49:32,773
- Why do you want to know that?
- 803
- 00:49:34,731 --> 00:49:36,907
- Look, dude, I'm just
- trying to figure out
- 804
- 00:49:37,343 --> 00:49:39,649
- - what's real and what isn't.
- - You know what?
- 805
- 00:49:39,780 --> 00:49:41,956
- It's complicated.
- It doesn't really matter.
- 806
- 00:49:42,087 --> 00:49:43,523
- Explain what complicated means.
- 807
- 00:49:44,480 --> 00:49:46,680
- Okay, look.
- 808
- 00:49:46,961 --> 00:49:50,791
- I used to love it when she would
- take control of situations,
- 809
- 00:49:50,921 --> 00:49:52,967
- but I would never,
- never have told her
- 810
- 00:49:53,098 --> 00:49:55,218
- to take thousands of dollars
- out of my bank account,
- 811
- 00:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,492
- all right? I have a daughter.
- 812
- 00:49:56,623 --> 00:49:58,799
- I have a baby on its way.
- 813
- 00:49:58,929 --> 00:50:01,019
- I can't afford that.
- 814
- 00:50:01,715 --> 00:50:03,712
- So why don't you just ask
- her for the money back?
- 815
- 00:50:03,812 --> 00:50:07,590
- She has a video of me,
- and I have a wife
- 816
- 00:50:07,721 --> 00:50:10,506
- who is upstairs taking a nap
- right now, who's asleep.
- 817
- 00:50:10,637 --> 00:50:13,394
- I can't ever have her see
- that video, ever in my life.
- 818
- 00:50:13,494 --> 00:50:16,414
- Hang on, hang on, wait, wait.
- Wait, is
- this the fantasy or is this real,
- 819
- 00:50:16,484 --> 00:50:17,484
- what you're saying?
- 820
- 00:50:19,124 --> 00:50:20,299
- This is very real.
- 821
- 00:50:22,518 --> 00:50:24,129
- If my wife ever sees that video,
- 822
- 00:50:24,259 --> 00:50:26,609
- she will leave me
- in a heartbeat.
- 823
- 00:50:28,959 --> 00:50:32,354
- So that cannot happen, ever, okay?
- 824
- 00:50:32,485 --> 00:50:34,685
- Okay, listen, maybe there's
- a way that I can help you.
- 825
- 00:50:34,737 --> 00:50:36,857
- Maybe she doesn't understand
- what your situation is?
- 826
- 00:50:36,748 --> 00:50:39,318
- Maybe you need to explain the
- situation to her face to face.
- 827
- 00:50:39,448 --> 00:50:41,407
- Ceara Lynch doesn't meet
- people face to face,
- 828
- 00:50:41,537 --> 00:50:43,217
- so that's just not
- going to happen, okay?
- 829
- 00:50:43,258 --> 00:50:44,698
- Do you think I'm
- not aware of that?
- 830
- 00:50:44,591 --> 00:50:46,391
- Look, I'm thinking that
- there could be a way
- 831
- 00:50:46,412 --> 00:50:49,110
- that I could connect you with her
- 832
- 00:50:49,241 --> 00:50:51,199
- and you could tell
- her this to her face.
- 833
- 00:50:51,330 --> 00:50:53,027
- How would you do that?
- 834
- 00:50:54,463 --> 00:50:56,987
- Simple, I mean, we'd be
- having lunch somewhere
- 835
- 00:50:57,118 --> 00:50:59,118
- and you just happen to be
- on the street that day.
- 836
- 00:51:01,601 --> 00:51:02,645
- Luke, listen to me.
- 837
- 00:51:03,429 --> 00:51:04,865
- You need to do this.
- 838
- 00:51:05,648 --> 00:51:06,736
- You need to meet her.
- 839
- 00:51:07,128 --> 00:51:08,328
- You need to look into her eyes
- 840
- 00:51:08,415 --> 00:51:09,885
- and tell her what
- you just told me.
- 841
- 00:51:09,985 --> 00:51:12,192
- Otherwise, she's going to
- keep taking money from you
- 842
- 00:51:12,292 --> 00:51:13,526
- and it's never going to end.
- 843
- 00:51:16,964 --> 00:51:18,524
- You just want to keep
- being her bitch?
- 844
- 00:51:28,976 --> 00:51:30,845
- 'Kay, just got to get my stuff here
- 845
- 00:51:30,945 --> 00:51:33,372
- and then I'm going to
- put it right up here.
- 846
- 00:51:33,850 --> 00:51:36,940
- Actually, the T-shirt's
- a little bit high...
- 847
- 00:51:37,071 --> 00:51:40,509
- She got this guy because he was
- horny and vulnerable,
- 848
- 00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:41,902
- and he gave her something.
- 849
- 00:51:42,032 --> 00:51:44,687
- He started playing a game
- 850
- 00:51:44,818 --> 00:51:46,776
- that he didn't
- know the rules to.
- 851
- 00:51:46,907 --> 00:51:48,865
- And she can just
- change the rules.
- 852
- 00:51:49,344 --> 00:51:52,565
- She's taken $45,000
- from this guy.
- 853
- 00:51:55,307 --> 00:51:57,092
- - That's criminal.
- - Hit record.
- 854
- 00:51:57,192 --> 00:51:58,672
- The numbers will
- start ticking away.
- 855
- 00:51:58,716 --> 00:51:59,996
- - Okay.
- - And you're recording.
- 856
- 00:52:01,269 --> 00:52:03,249
- Give me a thumbs up
- if you can hear this.
- 857
- 00:52:03,349 --> 00:52:04,349
- Okay.
- 858
- 00:52:05,839 --> 00:52:06,927
- - Hello.
- - Hey.
- 859
- 00:52:07,057 --> 00:52:08,577
- - How you doing?
- - Good, how are you?
- 860
- 00:52:08,638 --> 00:52:10,496
- I'm good, what's happening?
- 861
- 00:52:10,887 --> 00:52:12,237
- Not too much, hungry.
- 862
- 00:52:14,630 --> 00:52:16,154
- Is it too early for a cocktail?
- 863
- 00:52:16,806 --> 00:52:18,025
- That sounds nice.
- 864
- 00:52:19,809 --> 00:52:22,369
- What's the difference between
- tomato jam and ketchup, I wonder?
- 865
- 00:52:23,204 --> 00:52:24,204
- I don't know.
- 866
- 00:52:36,609 --> 00:52:38,654
- I might just call
- my friend real quick.
- 867
- 00:52:39,177 --> 00:52:40,177
- Yeah.
- 868
- 00:52:46,227 --> 00:52:48,587
- - Hello.
- - Hey, brother. What's happening?
- 869
- 00:52:56,063 --> 00:52:57,195
- Where are you right now?
- 870
- 00:52:59,849 --> 00:53:01,677
- - Where are you right now?
- - Um...
- 871
- 00:53:02,374 --> 00:53:03,374
- Right this second?
- 872
- 00:53:06,029 --> 00:53:07,029
- Can you see me?
- 873
- 00:53:07,814 --> 00:53:08,814
- Can you see me?
- 874
- 00:53:09,642 --> 00:53:10,642
- So just come.
- 875
- 00:53:10,729 --> 00:53:11,729
- So just come.
- 876
- 00:53:12,906 --> 00:53:14,212
- Fuck.
- 877
- 00:53:34,101 --> 00:53:35,541
- Can you stop being
- a fucking pussy,
- 878
- 00:53:35,599 --> 00:53:36,879
- and just come and do this thing?
- 879
- 00:53:40,934 --> 00:53:41,934
- Huh?
- 880
- 00:53:44,677 --> 00:53:46,389
- No, I'm saying...
- 881
- 00:53:46,489 --> 00:53:49,089
- I don't think you're a pussy.
- I'm saying don't act like a pussy.
- 882
- 00:53:49,099 --> 00:53:50,099
- Hey, hey, hey, hey!
- 883
- 00:53:54,904 --> 00:53:55,904
- What?
- 884
- 00:54:14,533 --> 00:54:18,101
- She took $45,000 from him and he still
- doesn't have the balls to confront her.
- 885
- 00:54:18,232 --> 00:54:20,930
- I mean, according to her,
- she hasn't even done anything wrong.
- 886
- 00:54:23,281 --> 00:54:25,370
- But if he's not going
- to confront her,
- 887
- 00:54:26,196 --> 00:54:28,808
- then it's pretty
- much left up to me.
- 888
- 00:54:32,986 --> 00:54:35,064
- I've got the recording of
- my conversation with Luke
- 889
- 00:54:35,164 --> 00:54:37,469
- where he says that
- she's blackmailing him.
- 890
- 00:54:37,599 --> 00:54:41,037
- So all I have to do, really,
- is play that to her,
- 891
- 00:54:41,168 --> 00:54:42,604
- then she has to address it.
- 892
- 00:54:44,302 --> 00:54:46,262
- It could be the end of my
- relationship with her,
- 893
- 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:51,134
- but it's going to be amazing
- footage one way or another.
- 894
- 00:54:51,265 --> 00:54:53,963
- Pretty much just stick
- on her close up, I think.
- 895
- 00:54:54,399 --> 00:54:57,759
- - On her close up?
- - Just get her
- reaction shots and I'll...
- 896
- 00:54:58,446 --> 00:55:00,448
- Yeah, yeah, just focus on her.
- 897
- 00:55:08,021 --> 00:55:09,221
- Ceara?
- 898
- 00:55:24,472 --> 00:55:25,517
- Ceara?!
- 899
- 00:55:37,050 --> 00:55:38,181
- Ceara!
- 900
- 00:55:43,535 --> 00:55:44,535
- Fuck.
- 901
- 00:55:46,625 --> 00:55:47,625
- Fuck!
- 902
- 00:56:14,696 --> 00:56:15,696
- Luke?
- 903
- 00:56:18,961 --> 00:56:19,961
- Hey, hey, hey.
- 904
- 00:56:21,790 --> 00:56:23,470
- Yes, Luke, I will
- help you get the money.
- 905
- 00:56:23,554 --> 00:56:25,315
- Just relax.
- Where are you right now?
- 906
- 00:56:26,316 --> 00:56:27,316
- I won't call the police.
- 907
- 00:56:28,318 --> 00:56:29,318
- Okay, okay. Luke?
- 908
- 00:56:31,234 --> 00:56:32,234
- Luke? Okay, no cameras.
- 909
- 00:56:32,316 --> 00:56:33,498
- Where are you?
- 910
- 00:56:40,461 --> 00:56:41,680
- What are you doing?
- 911
- 00:56:42,768 --> 00:56:43,769
- Keep rolling.
- 912
- 00:57:48,747 --> 00:57:50,488
- Come on, come on, Erica!
- 913
- 00:57:50,879 --> 00:57:53,578
- - Woo-hoo!
- - Fight, fight, yes!
- 914
- 00:57:53,708 --> 00:57:55,108
- Woo!
- 915
- 00:59:12,265 --> 00:59:13,265
- Shit.
- 916
- 00:59:17,618 --> 00:59:18,618
- Julian?
- 917
- 00:59:20,969 --> 00:59:24,712
- What the fuck, man?
- Hey, Luke, what are you doing?
- 918
- 00:59:24,843 --> 00:59:26,563
- What the fuck? Ceara!
- 919
- 00:59:28,629 --> 00:59:30,500
- Julian, what are
- you doing here? Julian!
- 920
- 00:59:31,806 --> 00:59:32,806
- Are you okay?
- 921
- 01:00:11,977 --> 01:00:15,633
- Oh, my God, what the fuck?
- 922
- 01:00:25,512 --> 01:00:26,512
- Okay.
- 923
- 01:00:38,873 --> 01:00:41,498
- Are you fucking kidding me?
- Dude, I don't have 45K!
- 924
- 01:00:41,598 --> 01:00:43,038
- I've got two kids
- and I don't work.
- 925
- 01:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,731
- - Like, are you serious?
- - I'm aware of that, okay?
- 926
- 01:00:44,465 --> 01:00:46,505
- All right, look, I'm just
- sorry that I called you.
- 927
- 01:00:46,561 --> 01:00:48,121
- - I love you and...
- - Is this on film?
- 928
- 01:00:48,184 --> 01:00:49,184
- Are you filming me?
- 929
- 01:00:49,239 --> 01:00:50,842
- What is going on?
- 930
- 01:00:51,494 --> 01:00:54,149
- Listen, I love you.
- I'll call you soon, all right?
- 931
- 01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:55,324
- Are you filming me now?
- 932
- 01:00:59,372 --> 01:01:01,372
- All right.
- 933
- 01:01:38,628 --> 01:01:41,066
- You're going to just,
- you're going to have to...
- 934
- 01:01:41,327 --> 01:01:45,810
- do what I say, and you're
- probably not going to like it.
- 935
- 01:01:59,519 --> 01:02:00,519
- Okay.
- 936
- 01:02:08,006 --> 01:02:11,661
- It's almost 9 a.m.
- and we're still $15,000 short.
- 937
- 01:02:11,792 --> 01:02:13,794
- And, um...
- 938
- 01:02:13,925 --> 01:02:16,362
- I don't want to do this,
- 939
- 01:02:16,492 --> 01:02:18,973
- but Cassie said that I could get
- 940
- 01:02:19,104 --> 01:02:21,541
- $15,000 at least if I do this.
- 941
- 01:02:25,066 --> 01:02:27,706
- If I don't do this, I don't know
- what's going to happen to Ceara.
- 942
- 01:02:45,695 --> 01:02:47,349
- Hey, it's Julian Shaw.
- 943
- 01:02:47,480 --> 01:02:48,480
- How you doing?
- 944
- 01:02:50,439 --> 01:02:52,572
- So listen, that tape
- of Ceara and I...
- 945
- 01:02:55,531 --> 01:02:59,013
- There was a lot of stuff
- that we didn't show you.
- 946
- 01:03:04,802 --> 01:03:07,761
- This is the only sex tape of
- Ceara that exists, all right?
- 947
- 01:03:09,676 --> 01:03:10,982
- Listen, it is worth every cent.
- 948
- 01:03:18,511 --> 01:03:21,551
- You just have to promise me you'll never
- tell anyone about this, all right?
- 949
- 01:03:21,580 --> 01:03:23,516
- This is between you and I.
- This is our secret.
- 950
- 01:03:23,646 --> 01:03:26,206
- You can't tell Ceara that you have this.
- If you care about her,
- 951
- 01:03:26,235 --> 01:03:27,995
- you will never tell her
- that you have this.
- 952
- 01:03:28,521 --> 01:03:30,361
- Send me the money
- and I'll send you the tape.
- 953
- 01:03:32,090 --> 01:03:33,090
- Okay.
- 954
- 01:03:37,095 --> 01:03:38,095
- Aw, fuck.
- 955
- 01:03:53,241 --> 01:03:56,288
- A person can do whatever
- they want in this country
- 956
- 01:03:56,418 --> 01:03:59,682
- and determine their
- own self-destiny.
- 957
- 01:03:59,813 --> 01:04:02,250
- A lot of people worship at
- money's altar every morning.
- 958
- 01:04:02,381 --> 01:04:05,036
- Money can get you free
- or it can get you hurt.
- 959
- 01:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,524
- How you doing?
- 960
- 01:05:07,707 --> 01:05:08,707
- Hello.
- 961
- 01:05:16,150 --> 01:05:17,717
- Uh, no,
- I'm all good, my man.
- 962
- 01:05:17,847 --> 01:05:20,161
- - Know where you're going?
- - Yeah, all good, man.
- 963
- 01:05:20,261 --> 01:05:22,021
- - Thank you though.
- - What number you need?
- 964
- 01:05:23,418 --> 01:05:25,753
- What's the camera for anyways?
- 965
- 01:05:25,853 --> 01:05:28,075
- Nah, man.
- Nah, we're not filming you.
- 966
- 01:05:28,206 --> 01:05:29,729
- I just, you know, I'm...
- 967
- 01:05:29,859 --> 01:05:32,259
- - Hey, there's no filming 'round here!
- - That's cool, dude.
- 968
- 01:05:32,324 --> 01:05:34,324
- - These are people's homes!
- - I know, I get that.
- 969
- 01:05:34,224 --> 01:05:36,264
- - It's private property.
- - We're not shooting you.
- 970
- 01:05:35,875 --> 01:05:37,195
- - It's all good.
- - No, hey, man.
- 971
- 01:05:37,041 --> 01:05:38,841
- - Dude, relax.
- - Where are you from anyways?
- 972
- 01:05:39,217 --> 01:05:41,897
- - I'm from Sydney, Australia, okay?
- - You're a long way from home.
- 973
- 01:05:41,906 --> 01:05:43,786
- - I know.
- - I suggest you get going right now.
- 974
- 01:05:43,526 --> 01:05:45,166
- I'm going, mate.
- I hear you, absolutely.
- 975
- 01:05:44,893 --> 01:05:47,013
- Not without that camera though.
- Put that thing away.
- 976
- 01:05:46,915 --> 01:05:48,635
- It's all good, man.
- It's not even rolling.
- 977
- 01:05:48,608 --> 01:05:51,088
- - You're good, you're good.
- - How do I know it's not rolling?
- 978
- 01:05:51,071 --> 01:05:52,671
- - Get the fuck over here!
- - No, listen.
- 979
- 01:05:52,597 --> 01:05:55,637
- - We're getting scenic shots for a
- documentary.
- - Where the hell you going?
- 980
- 01:05:55,575 --> 01:05:58,255
- I am actually trying to leave
- and you're actually blocking my way.
- 981
- 01:05:57,965 --> 01:06:01,045
- - With respect, okay.
- - This spot goes
- way over the boundary of my property.
- 982
- 01:06:00,500 --> 01:06:02,740
- How am I going to leave if you
- don't get out of my way?
- 983
- 01:06:02,065 --> 01:06:04,385
- With respect, I'm actually
- trying to leave your property.
- 984
- 01:06:04,329 --> 01:06:06,729
- - Really? You trying to leave?
- - I'm actually trying to go.
- 985
- 01:06:06,735 --> 01:06:08,483
- With that and with that
- big ass camera?
- 986
- 01:06:08,583 --> 01:06:10,770
- Hey, it's all good, bro.
- Just relax, it's all good.
- 987
- 01:06:10,900 --> 01:06:12,511
- Put that shit down.
- 988
- 01:06:12,946 --> 01:06:14,186
- Don't tell me what to put down.
- 989
- 01:06:15,470 --> 01:06:17,470
- Get your fucking hands off me,
- you motherfucker!
- 990
- 01:06:17,506 --> 01:06:20,106
- - Get the fuck away from my camera.
- - Gimme that fuckin' camera!
- 991
- 01:06:20,104 --> 01:06:21,704
- Hey, put that fucking shit down!
- 992
- 01:06:24,262 --> 01:06:25,662
- Go! Go!
- 993
- 01:06:27,439 --> 01:06:28,999
- You didn't have to fire that.
- 994
- 01:06:57,773 --> 01:06:59,407
- He ain't here, idiot, let's go.
- 995
- 01:06:59,507 --> 01:07:00,689
- God dammit.
- 996
- 01:07:01,429 --> 01:07:02,430
- Let's go, Dell.
- 997
- 01:07:12,962 --> 01:07:13,962
- Come on.
- 998
- 01:07:53,481 --> 01:07:57,442
- Okay, 10, 15, 25,
- 35, 45 thousand.
- 999
- 01:07:58,312 --> 01:07:59,661
- It's in the bag.
- 1000
- 01:08:03,274 --> 01:08:04,714
- Now, tell me where she is.
- 1001
- 01:08:22,815 --> 01:08:23,815
- Is this it?
- 1002
- 01:08:28,951 --> 01:08:30,471
- I'm going to leave
- the headlights on.
- 1003
- 01:09:21,221 --> 01:09:22,221
- It stinks.
- 1004
- 01:09:39,544 --> 01:09:40,544
- Ceara!
- 1005
- 01:09:46,246 --> 01:09:47,446
- Ceara?
- 1006
- 01:09:53,253 --> 01:09:54,341
- Ceara?
- 1007
- 01:10:21,934 --> 01:10:23,283
- I did everything you asked!
- 1008
- 01:10:23,414 --> 01:10:25,459
- Please, man,
- I'm fucking exhausted.
- 1009
- 01:10:25,590 --> 01:10:26,678
- All right?
- 1010
- 01:10:26,808 --> 01:10:27,809
- I gave you the money.
- 1011
- 01:10:38,080 --> 01:10:39,256
- Come on, get in!
- 1012
- 01:10:45,349 --> 01:10:47,185
- Listen, Cassie,
- I know where she is.
- 1013
- 01:10:47,285 --> 01:10:48,882
- I'll pick you up on
- the way, all right?
- 1014
- 01:10:55,794 --> 01:10:58,884
- Jehovah Witnesses,
- they don't believe in Heaven or Hell.
- 1015
- 01:10:59,014 --> 01:11:01,452
- They believe that there's
- an Armageddon coming,
- 1016
- 01:11:01,582 --> 01:11:02,757
- and it's coming really soon.
- 1017
- 01:11:03,758 --> 01:11:05,412
- And then Paradise comes after
- 1018
- 01:11:05,543 --> 01:11:07,240
- to everyone that follows Jehovah.
- 1019
- 01:11:09,242 --> 01:11:14,856
- The earth started shaking
- and I totally freaked out.
- 1020
- 01:11:15,727 --> 01:11:20,819
- I just, like, ran
- and I just saw this light,
- 1021
- 01:11:20,949 --> 01:11:24,213
- like this really
- bright white light.
- 1022
- 01:11:25,214 --> 01:11:26,694
- And I just felt like,
- 1023
- 01:11:26,825 --> 01:11:28,287
- "Look, if I head towards this light,
- 1024
- 01:11:28,387 --> 01:11:29,387
- I'll be okay."
- 1025
- 01:11:56,507 --> 01:11:58,335
- Cassie, call an ambulance!
- 1026
- 01:12:00,902 --> 01:12:05,342
- Hi, uh, I need to report
- an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
- 1027
- 01:12:05,864 --> 01:12:08,301
- Um, she's about a quarter mile
- away from the lighthouse.
- 1028
- 01:12:16,091 --> 01:12:17,354
- Just drive, let's go!
- 1029
- 01:12:33,631 --> 01:12:36,851
- In America, you can be a king
- one day and a bum the next.
- 1030
- 01:12:36,982 --> 01:12:39,332
- You can fall really far and harder.
- 1031
- 01:12:39,463 --> 01:12:41,063
- Freedom?
- 1032
- 01:12:41,247 --> 01:12:43,554
- Oh, man, that's just a word, man.
- 1033
- 01:12:43,684 --> 01:12:46,644
- I mean, like, nothing's free in America.
- 1034
- 01:12:48,559 --> 01:12:51,083
- When you're pursuing the dream,
- you got to be careful
- 1035
- 01:12:51,213 --> 01:12:53,302
- 'cause you might not
- like who you become.
- 1036
- 01:13:15,542 --> 01:13:17,762
- Cassie, call an ambulance!
- 1037
- 01:13:21,592 --> 01:13:24,377
- I'm sure she's shaken up,
- but she's alive.
- 1038
- 01:13:25,639 --> 01:13:27,424
- It's going to be fine.
- 1039
- 01:13:29,556 --> 01:13:32,516
- I need to report
- an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
- 1040
- 01:14:16,647 --> 01:14:18,039
- I don't know what she knows.
- 1041
- 01:14:24,611 --> 01:14:25,786
- I don't know how she is.
- 1042
- 01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,583
- - I don't remember 99% of it.
- - Mm-hmm.
- 1043
- 01:14:39,713 --> 01:14:41,541
- I was in my back porch...
- 1044
- 01:14:43,064 --> 01:14:45,284
- just like, on my laptop
- 1045
- 01:14:45,414 --> 01:14:48,635
- and I just remember...
- 1046
- 01:14:49,462 --> 01:14:50,898
- the briefest second,
- 1047
- 01:14:51,029 --> 01:14:53,988
- like, getting tackled almost.
- 1048
- 01:14:54,119 --> 01:14:55,424
- I don't remember getting hurt.
- 1049
- 01:14:56,817 --> 01:14:59,559
- Um, but it was just blackout,
- 1050
- 01:14:59,690 --> 01:15:02,257
- and then I woke up
- in the hospital.
- 1051
- 01:15:02,867 --> 01:15:04,259
- I'm so glad you're okay.
- 1052
- 01:15:06,435 --> 01:15:09,003
- I've never even been,
- like, stalked.
- 1053
- 01:15:09,743 --> 01:15:11,143
- I mean.
- 1054
- 01:15:11,397 --> 01:15:13,704
- You don't remember
- anything about the guy?
- 1055
- 01:15:16,924 --> 01:15:18,622
- Anything, I mean.
- 1056
- 01:15:19,492 --> 01:15:20,492
- Um...
- 1057
- 01:15:20,667 --> 01:15:23,714
- Like, a heavier set guy.
- 1058
- 01:15:23,844 --> 01:15:26,499
- My memory is literally just kind
- of this almost, like, blurred.
- 1059
- 01:15:26,630 --> 01:15:29,030
- You know how when you take
- a picture when someone's moving.
- 1060
- 01:15:29,052 --> 01:15:31,212
- - Just, like, really quick.
- - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 1061
- 01:15:31,055 --> 01:15:32,215
- You told the police all this?
- 1062
- 01:15:32,015 --> 01:15:33,375
- - Yeah.
- - Right, yeah.
- 1063
- 01:15:34,072 --> 01:15:36,291
- I mean, I'm sure they'll
- want to talk to you soon.
- 1064
- 01:15:38,424 --> 01:15:39,860
- But you're okay.
- 1065
- 01:15:39,991 --> 01:15:42,254
- I mean, you're actually fine.
- 1066
- 01:16:06,278 --> 01:16:07,678
- This is going to be hard.
- 1067
- 01:16:09,020 --> 01:16:11,109
- Hang on, let me just.
- 1068
- 01:16:34,698 --> 01:16:37,483
- Um, how are you holding up?
- 1069
- 01:16:37,614 --> 01:16:38,658
- How are you doing?
- 1070
- 01:16:38,789 --> 01:16:40,660
- Um, I guess I'm all right.
- 1071
- 01:16:41,530 --> 01:16:42,530
- Okay.
- 1072
- 01:16:44,490 --> 01:16:48,276
- Um, okay, I actually have
- some things I really need to tell you,
- 1073
- 01:16:48,407 --> 01:16:50,627
- and I'm just going
- to put it out there.
- 1074
- 01:16:50,757 --> 01:16:53,412
- - Okay.
- - And just be honest with you,
- 1075
- 01:16:53,542 --> 01:16:55,240
- like we always try to do,
- 1076
- 01:16:55,370 --> 01:16:56,589
- I think, with each other.
- 1077
- 01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:58,520
- Okay.
- 1078
- 01:16:58,765 --> 01:17:00,765
- And I just want to say,
- as well, that I've always
- 1079
- 01:17:00,820 --> 01:17:02,726
- had your best interests at heart
- 1080
- 01:17:02,856 --> 01:17:04,773
- from the very beginning
- with this whole project
- 1081
- 01:17:04,873 --> 01:17:06,071
- and everything else, you know?
- 1082
- 01:17:09,776 --> 01:17:10,776
- So...
- 1083
- 01:17:13,998 --> 01:17:15,652
- Luke was the one that took you.
- 1084
- 01:17:17,044 --> 01:17:19,830
- I was trying to do a scene
- where he was going to confront you
- 1085
- 01:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,000
- at the diner, and that was
- all it was meant to be.
- 1086
- 01:17:22,093 --> 01:17:24,138
- But I don't know if he
- followed you home or what.
- 1087
- 01:17:24,269 --> 01:17:25,269
- There's more.
- 1088
- 01:17:27,011 --> 01:17:29,011
- So, the...
- 1089
- 01:17:30,492 --> 01:17:31,885
- The sex tape of us...
- 1090
- 01:17:32,625 --> 01:17:35,628
- I sold it to get you back.
- 1091
- 01:17:39,023 --> 01:17:41,103
- We're still rolling.
- Look, hey, just hang on a sec.
- 1092
- 01:17:41,170 --> 01:17:42,896
- Ceara, seriously.
- Listen, I fucked up.
- 1093
- 01:17:43,027 --> 01:17:44,257
- Don't fucking touch me.
- 1094
- 01:17:44,357 --> 01:17:46,027
- Don't fucking touch me!
- 1095
- 01:17:46,127 --> 01:17:47,684
- - Ceara.
- - No, fuck you.
- 1096
- 01:18:19,237 --> 01:18:20,717
- What are you doing?
- 1097
- 01:19:43,451 --> 01:19:44,531
- Julian, what are you doing?
- 1098
- 01:19:46,106 --> 01:19:47,586
- Julian, stop!
- 1099
- 01:19:50,937 --> 01:19:52,286
- What are you looking for?
- 1100
- 01:19:53,200 --> 01:19:55,420
- Get that fucking
- camera out of my face!
- 1101
- 01:19:56,203 --> 01:19:58,379
- Cassie, I saw the text messages!
- 1102
- 01:19:59,816 --> 01:20:02,949
- Why would you have the
- money that I gave to Luke?
- 1103
- 01:20:03,384 --> 01:20:05,212
- Now would be a good
- time to tell me.
- 1104
- 01:20:08,041 --> 01:20:10,827
- What do you really know?
- 1105
- 01:20:13,438 --> 01:20:14,613
- Fuck you both.
- 1106
- 01:20:20,619 --> 01:20:22,299
- Hey, leave me a message.
- 1107
- 01:20:24,928 --> 01:20:27,887
- - Hey, leave me a message.
- - Ceara, it's me.
- 1108
- 01:20:28,018 --> 01:20:31,645
- Listen, Luke and Cassie are
- fucking with both of us.
- 1109
- 01:20:31,745 --> 01:20:33,425
- I'm in the car.
- I'm coming to your house.
- 1110
- 01:20:33,472 --> 01:20:34,992
- I'm going to be there
- in ten minutes.
- 1111
- 01:20:34,880 --> 01:20:35,880
- Don't go anywhere.
- 1112
- 01:20:41,901 --> 01:20:43,685
- Just open the door, please!
- 1113
- 01:21:29,993 --> 01:21:31,211
- - How are you?
- - Hey. Good.
- 1114
- 01:21:31,342 --> 01:21:32,782
- - Nice to see you.
- - Yeah, you too!
- 1115
- 01:21:35,650 --> 01:21:36,650
- Hi.
- 1116
- 01:21:39,437 --> 01:21:41,569
- Ceara, seriously.
- Listen, I fucked up.
- 1117
- 01:21:41,700 --> 01:21:43,940
- Don't fucking touch me.
- Don't fucking touch me!
- 1118
- 01:21:55,583 --> 01:21:58,282
- Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
- 1119
- 01:22:13,079 --> 01:22:14,079
- Rose!
- 1120
- 01:22:14,863 --> 01:22:17,388
- - Hey.
- - I didn't know who else I could call.
- 1121
- 01:22:19,172 --> 01:22:20,608
- God, what's wrong?
- 1122
- 01:22:22,175 --> 01:22:23,175
- I...
- 1123
- 01:22:24,090 --> 01:22:25,439
- I'm at the airport.
- 1124
- 01:22:27,050 --> 01:22:28,921
- I don't know what to do.
- 1125
- 01:22:29,226 --> 01:22:31,866
- I don't know if I should
- come back to Sydney or what I should do.
- 1126
- 01:22:31,968 --> 01:22:32,968
- I got no money.
- 1127
- 01:22:34,709 --> 01:22:35,972
- Julian...
- 1128
- 01:22:38,496 --> 01:22:40,367
- Let me just ask you one question.
- 1129
- 01:22:42,543 --> 01:22:44,197
- Are you filming this?
- 1130
- 01:22:47,548 --> 01:22:49,376
- Like, right now,
- are you filming this?
- 1131
- 01:22:55,165 --> 01:22:56,165
- Yes.
- 1132
- 01:22:59,908 --> 01:23:01,908
- Oh... God.
- 1133
- 01:23:05,088 --> 01:23:07,488
- Shit. Okay.
- 1134
- 01:23:08,613 --> 01:23:13,922
- So let me just
- get this straight, you...
- 1135
- 01:23:14,401 --> 01:23:18,797
- You've just lost money,
- your film's ruined,
- 1136
- 01:23:18,927 --> 01:23:21,278
- you feel like you've
- been taken advantage of,
- 1137
- 01:23:21,408 --> 01:23:24,150
- and your first impulse is to
- 1138
- 01:23:24,281 --> 01:23:26,892
- call your ex-girlfriend
- from the airport
- 1139
- 01:23:27,023 --> 01:23:28,894
- and start filming yourself?
- 1140
- 01:23:41,733 --> 01:23:45,128
- Julian, it's not healthy to
- live your life like this.
- 1141
- 01:23:48,522 --> 01:23:49,784
- I had to do this.
- 1142
- 01:23:51,656 --> 01:23:53,571
- I told Ceara to do this.
- 1143
- 01:23:56,443 --> 01:23:59,316
- This is your Diamond Experience.
- 1144
- 01:24:06,279 --> 01:24:07,889
- Hey, bitch.
- 1145
- 01:24:08,020 --> 01:24:09,195
- Ceara broke you down.
- 1146
- 01:24:10,066 --> 01:24:11,719
- She pushed you
- and pushed you to get you
- 1147
- 01:24:11,850 --> 01:24:13,852
- to this moment right now,
- 1148
- 01:24:14,896 --> 01:24:16,637
- and you're still recording.
- 1149
- 01:24:18,683 --> 01:24:21,512
- - What are you...
- - Why do you think
- your family don't talk to you?
- 1150
- 01:24:21,642 --> 01:24:24,242
- - Are you filming me now?
- - Why do you think we broke up?
- 1151
- 01:24:27,648 --> 01:24:29,085
- Did you turn off the record?
- 1152
- 01:24:30,738 --> 01:24:33,018
- At some point, you've got
- to turn the camera off.
- 1153
- 01:24:35,613 --> 01:24:36,831
- This is your life.
- 1154
- 01:24:40,183 --> 01:24:41,619
- I did this for you.
- 1155
- 01:25:44,725 --> 01:25:46,468
- For years,
- I've had this compulsion
- 1156
- 01:25:46,568 --> 01:25:48,208
- to capture all these
- moments in the hope
- 1157
- 01:25:48,129 --> 01:25:49,849
- that one day it would
- add up to something.
- 1158
- 01:25:52,646 --> 01:25:54,866
- I turned my life into a bonfire
- 1159
- 01:25:54,996 --> 01:25:57,173
- just so I could film the flames.
- 1160
- 01:25:59,871 --> 01:26:01,002
- But I can't do it anymore.
- 1161
- 01:26:05,529 --> 01:26:06,529
- You can stop now.
- 1162
- 01:26:13,276 --> 01:26:17,323
- The only thing I can really say
- after all that is, thank you.
- 1163
- 01:26:18,368 --> 01:26:21,197
- Seriously, thank you.
- 1164
- 01:26:24,243 --> 01:26:25,243
- 1165
- 01:26:53,229 --> 01:26:54,273
- Hey, bitch.
- 1166
- 01:26:57,885 --> 01:27:00,801
- Yeah, he's doing good.
- He's been asleep for like 18 hours.
- 1167
- 01:27:03,587 --> 01:27:05,023
- Can I call you back?
- 1168
- 01:27:06,242 --> 01:27:07,547
- - Muah!
- - Hey.
- 1169
- 01:27:08,940 --> 01:27:10,463
- He'll be glad
- to see that.
- 1170
- 01:27:33,573 --> 01:27:35,358
- The most common question
- I probably get is,
- 1171
- 01:27:35,488 --> 01:27:38,578
- "Why do men want to be ruined?"
- 1172
- 01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:40,493
- And it's pretty simple.
- 1173
- 01:27:40,624 --> 01:27:42,744
- Guys want to be ruined,
- whether they know it or not,
- 1174
- 01:27:42,800 --> 01:27:46,020
- because on the other
- side of that destruction
- 1175
- 01:27:46,151 --> 01:27:48,675
- and Armageddon is Paradise.
- 1176
- 01:27:52,766 --> 01:27:53,766
- You're welcome.
- 1177
- 01:28:18,836 --> 01:28:20,228
- Until next week,
- 1178
- 01:28:20,359 --> 01:28:22,230
- this is Julian Shaw
- saying, "Adios."
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