I hope to god I am wrong but I don't think I am.

Around 2 years ago my sister gave me a broken laptop and said you can have it and do what you want with it. It was broken and full of malware, I spent around 1 week or so trying to fix up. 2 days ago she stars banging on about it saying oh yeah you can do what you want with it. I'm sorry darling you may not remember but 2 years ago you said that, so me selling it a month ago to pay your friend for the drugs I owed him for is really not a reason to be angry at me. It was broken and that was the only reason you gave me it, the screen did not work and you managed to fill it with some form of virus you also lost the charger. Just like the iPhone you gave me because it was broken but when I managed to fix it you decided oh wait yeah Its mine now (I FIXED IT THROUGH A ZERO DAY EXPLOIT BTW, which you stole). I am trying my hardest to better my self but I am constantly being reminded of bull shit by the people I live with. My sisters boyfriend I am convinced is a criminal, as he use's the same pretext-ed conversations I have heard from others affiliated with crime. Chris is the type of guy who is more insecure than my self, he is driven by money and power (standard small man syndrome) I believe he is part of a gang that goes deeper with corruption that I will ever know, having one friend who is a policeman who is bent as hell (Charlie). I fully get that I have annoyed someone somewhere high up but I genuinely do not know who they are, I have annoyed many people so it is hard to whittle the list down. I genuinely believe they will try or are trying to kill me or set me up for something, so much so that it sends me back to the "wanting to be dead" frame of mind. I know others see what I do and probably laugh as its all one big joke to them. The thing is I believe that if you attract the attention of the police or the NCA by applying to them fully knowing I am of no caliber for them, then attract enough criminal interest the rest will be exposed through exposure (I HOPE TO GOD).
I feel there are some looking out for me and for them I am grateful but the rest, you can all go fuck your self's. I care not for my self so much as I care more what what is right, modern day slavery is real.
My sister my Dad and Chris have all decided they can hack me or log into my shit in order to do this set up but I also believe they fucked up some where as my spirit guardian keeps helping me out. When I speak of certain things that have happened digitally to me with them they go silent and give off the tell tail signs of guilt. I also think my mother is involved in some way but to what degree I cant tell. On Friday I will purchase my insurance policy, as this is all getting very very tiresome. Air bag is supposedly the most painless and comfortable way for euthanasia and I believe it is what they are trying to make me do. I must research it for the specific gas. Also I need to inform someone of my thoughts but who I do not know as I do not trust anyone enough for this kind of data other that the void of paste bin through a vpn.