So basically I met this girl online  back in December playing league and just boosting her account, and it wasn't like anything just like "hey wanna play", we play and thats that, which went from like Dec > Early Feb.

Early Feb is when I got back from holiday and I'm not sure exactly what happened but we started to call each other on discord all the time, and im talking about hours and hours everyday ( like minimum 4 hours a day), at night we'll watch a show together and say goodnight to each other. She lives in Aus and Im in NZ.

For me talking to someone everyday for that long is something I'm not used to, and it's only something I'd do if i was dating someone which I think is fair enough. The difference is, is that she's an egirl, and shes got like at least 5 other eboys that she talks to (doesnt call as much as we do, but she still has the attention that she wants). So in my eyes talking to someone for that long is super special to me, but in her scenario, its kinda not the biggest deal.

Basically the last week things have changed a bit. We stopped saying good morning to each other when we would normally do that all the time. In my eyes, a change in routine like that is a big deal, but she said that she noticed it, but it wasn't a big deal because "text styles change all the time". It was really just odd to me and I felt kinda shit because I just know that shes just messaging some other eboy because she has that "fall back" or "plan b" kind of thing, which makes me feel not special at all even if we call all the time.
She said that its because she started to meet new people and that its gone from "talking to me 99% of the time to 90%" < even though it feels more like 30% since we only really call at night now.

Honestly I feel like I've invested so much of my time in someone since I'm not used to this talking to someone online shit, but for her this is just another week.
Like I know we're not dating, but since I've put so much time in her everyday for the past 2 and a half months I can't not help but to think about her all the time. I've thrown up, lost my appetite, already lost nearly 2kgs in the past week, I feel anxious all the time, seeing her on discord being online but not saying a single word to me for like 7 hours or whatever (from what i'm used to etc.)

Sorry for the long read. I'm still not sure what to do even though her and I have talked about it (and im still kind of confused as to what i should be doing).