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but i very often scream when all NNs have great beginng, then go up with evaluation, even against Fashes :smile: (I love stockfish, dont be mad) and after one not sharp move, THE fish knows "i can draw, less pieces, easy calculation, easily on fast machines... fish go down from +1.5 to 0.0 and f.u leela, u can play next bambillion moves but u cant win, i know" and leela only waste our tournaments, time and energy to confirm after one hour "yes, Salmon, I have bad win/draw/lose endgame recognition, I dont know why and after this game all experiences i forgot, so why Salmon i am telling to you?" and Anyfish repeat "The final countdown"f  (d)uck unless u are endgame optimistic, in middle u go sometimes bad way, but i never if time is good and pieces less..." and leela with crying went to home and started to learn again recognize wdl from less pieces positions and didnt play against herself as dumb before, but she play against herself the best moves she can play now and she finds many endgame positions she cant win if she play against herself now? so finally she recognize what is draw and what she can win and she rewrite her endgame experience upon best leela opponet and now she can see how she was missed many times in middle of the work... now she can see what fishes can see, and because she wanna see more, she stared to be very smart  and she learn how to recognize to use free cpu for smart dangers searching, like opponent dangers sacrifice on king pawns, like perpetual check or bishops draw endgame, she also trained few months with 7 men where she learn more about endgames, and finally she get great idea ! why i forgot all new experiences in real games against opponents? I can play all the world games and where i dont win this game (if user confirmed) send to server for learning process.. if she learns only from herself, its very limited potential power, but she can break 4000 if these happend