Stoogie: hi
Stoogie: was supposed to be my no snipe day today so proxy all day, you made me snipe lol
spooky suu: Hellloooooo!
spooky suu: And no snipe day, huh? :o
spooky suu: You're a sniper main? o3o
Stoogie: lol yea prac another character
spooky suu: I don't really recommend practicing on proxy until the next few updates. APPARENTLY she's gonna be getting tweaked. :o
Stoogie: 99% snipe
Stoogie: https://www.youtube.com/user/StoogieTheOtaku
Stoogie: i have aspergers so warning for emotionless blunt talking
Stoogie: thanks for add
spooky suu: Hey! I do too. :o
spooky suu: I'm more of the emotional sort. :x
Stoogie: brb sek n ill talk more
Stoogie: back
Stoogie: well thats cool
Stoogie: never met anyone else with it online, or even a girl, i assume you are one lols..
Stoogie: i also have 'intellectualization' (google it) so taht in combination with aspergers doesnt help with fitting into society or making relationships
Stoogie: most people would be weirded out about self explanation or instant personal information
spooky suu: What's intelluctualisation?
Stoogie: In psychology, intellectualization is a defense mechanism where reasoning is used to block confrontation with an unconscious conflict and its associated emotional stress – where thinking is used to avoid feeling. It involves removing one's self, emotionally, from a stressful event.
spooky suu: huh, right.
spooky suu: You must live a stressful life then?
Stoogie: well i could tell you but thats if you dont mind that type of information to a completely new stranger friend thing
spooky suu: Yeah, I don't mind!
Stoogie: misdiagnosed as adhd at 3, 4-16 years 40-120mg ritalin 10, bullying started end grade 5, serious in 6 7 half of 8, then constant till end of 10, forced 11/12 college, couldnt retalliate due to zombiefied from ritalin , also was skinny, small and weak then, year 13 half of tafe the rest was 2004-2008/9 sitting in a room could be counted as agoraphobia, 4-5 years rehab, me doing a yolo and going to melbourne from tas in 2013 for 3 years, ran out of money came back here to tas, 2 more rehabs and diagnosis, am 29 now with 6600 debt and doing advanced diploma 2 years starting next year also finally got another job through family members at tnt tomorrow morning at 8am for the 2 month or so crisco seasonal logistics/courier/warehouse thing, also lift weights for last 6 years which helps with endorphens
Stoogie: luckily didnt kill myself hundreds of times and now im sorta ok to start doing what i want to do
Stoogie: went to melb for studies
Stoogie: been playing UT and quake, well mainly UT since 1999
Stoogie: so im kinda good at that and i enjoy it so i do that k
Stoogie: lol
Stoogie: and you?
spooky suu: Too tired to share. :v
Stoogie: also ocd is annoying too sometimes
Stoogie: and insomnia issues my whole life
Stoogie: have to do chronotherapy sleep cycle
Stoogie: well had 4 times
Stoogie: 2 times last 3 months
Stoogie: 4 months
spooky suu: And your diagnosis are given by doctors, right?
Stoogie: where u sleep 1-2 hours later everyday for about 2 weeks
spooky suu: Not by yourself?
Stoogie: to push your circadiac rhythm forwards 16 hours back to normal time
Stoogie: i hesitated and didnt want to be labelled as such
Stoogie: out of pride? or to avoid spite
Stoogie: but it is truly the case
spooky suu: uhh.. I'm just asking if you got diagnosed by doctors.
Stoogie: yes my 5th psychiatrist
Stoogie: this time over skype since hes in hobart
Stoogie: but yea it makes sense about the whole misdiagnoses thing
spooky suu: Over Skype...?
Stoogie: since they have simularities
spooky suu: You sure about that?
Stoogie: yes cause there are no proper licensed ones in NW tas
Stoogie: anymore
Stoogie: you go to your doctors
Stoogie: and they setup a private room skype conference thing for an hour
spooky suu: Then that'd explain a lot.
spooky suu: I don't recommend getting diagnosed over skype.
Stoogie: i didn't really follow it through for a complete diagnosis just help symptoms and issues are current time previously
Stoogie: i always thought i had HFA but since mid this year the entire autism spectrum diagnosis has changed
Stoogie: so mine would be mild autism, so aspergers, aspergers was like 1-2 out of 5, but now its a whole spectrum thing
Stoogie: since its just a pattern of thinking not a disorder
Stoogie: or something google the update
spooky suu: Hoold up.1-2 out of 5?
spooky suu: What do you mean?
Stoogie: 5 is extreme most autistic person on the planet autism
Stoogie: 1 is mildest
spooky suu: Uh... Where'd you get that info?
Stoogie: before mid this year
Stoogie: they had 1-5 numbers
Stoogie: i believe
Stoogie: which is why i said it
spooky suu: I mean. Where? Not when.
Stoogie: cant remember
Stoogie: i read all over the place
spooky suu: Online?
Stoogie: yes
spooky suu: oh... So you self-diagnosed?
Stoogie: nopew
spooky suu: So why bring in the 1-5 numbers then?
Stoogie: because they changed the entire definition of autism and its spectrum this year
spooky suu: They did, but they won't change it to 1-5
Stoogie: DSM-5 Diagnostic Criteria
spooky suu: That defeats the whole purpose of the spectrum.
Stoogie: was previous or something
Stoogie: or is new
Stoogie: have toi sleep
spooky suu: Where are you getting into info? Since it's false.
spooky suu: this *
Stoogie: you would have to find it yourself
Stoogie: i need to sleep
spooky suu: How can I find it myself if you were the one who found it? You're not making too much sense here.
Stoogie: if i previously found it, you surely can again
spooky suu: But from what you've told me so far, I think you are severely misdiagnosed.
spooky suu: And highly recommend seeing a doctor outside of Tasmania about your mental health.
Stoogie: he was the best person ive talked too
spooky suu: Who was he?
Stoogie: i cant remember names
spooky suu: Okaaay... Right.
Stoogie: dr ross kirkman
Stoogie: sandy bay
spooky suu: Oh geez.
spooky suu: I don't think this guy is a doctor, Stoogie.
spooky suu: A psychiatrist that doesn't have face-to-face talks?
spooky suu: That sounds like a bunch of bollock.
Stoogie: my brother has aspergers on a more severe level
Stoogie: its face to face webcam
spooky suu: He doesn't seem to be a doctor. Psychsical Interviews play a major play in Diagnosis and interviews.
Stoogie: i cant type much more ocd triggering
Stoogie: need to wake up at 6
spooky suu: What's setting your ocd off?
Stoogie: i dont small talk to anyone have no friends and never been in a relationship
Stoogie: sweat from too much hand soap washing feeling on keys and dirtyness
Stoogie: and mouse
spooky suu: Well alright then.
Stoogie: type with back of fingers
spooky suu: So your obsessive is dirty keyboards and sweaty hands?
spooky suu: Sorry, I'm wrong.
Stoogie: everything
spooky suu: Anyways! I'm gonna go, cya.
Stoogie: its ok
Stoogie: can talk later, gnight thx for add
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Stoogie: i think logically about everything all the time so this can creat ocd habits