> > before you start talking about how i treated you like shit, you should start evaluating yourself. the reason we started growing apart was because of your depression last year, which i did try to help you with at first, but eventually stopped when it became obvious that you would not listen to ANYONE. not even lain, so why should i try when she couldn't even get through? then after that you got insanely jealous that we became better friends, which is why i got annoyed at you at the start.
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> > i did im you to ask about lain a lot at the beginning of the year but in may i was trying to pick back up what we had before the family drama hit. i don't know if you have a selective memory or something but i tried to im you to talk about fandom a lot before it became apparent that you just didn't give a shit about talking to me. the only time where i felt like you actually did was that one week when my family situation was hell, and i'm guessing it was because you felt superior to me for a week or something.
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> > hey!! do you remember the multiple times i confronted you to ask what your problem with me was, and even that one time when lain told me that you had been talking shit behind my back? that was because i knew you had something up with me for this entire time, even if you wouldn't say it and kept going "NOPE I HAVE NOTHING WRONG WITH ANYONE RIGHT NOW". i liked being friends with you before the weird jealousy and competition thing. even if you don't admit it was there, i know it was because lain brought up your crazy jealousy thing to me, and so did akito. she told me she had seen multiple deleted plurks from you that had mentioned me by name. i've tried helping you a lot, even if it's not directly to your face, so i don't appreciate the "herp derp you did nothing for me and you're a shit friend" accusation.
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> > [shit involving mutual friends that i'll cut out] also yeah i don't deny saying that shit behind your back because i was annoyed and fed up with your jealousy and your depression and your lack of a will to do pretty much ANYTHING besides be jealous of other peoples' accomplishments.
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> > anyway! i don't know if you'll read this or reply but that's just some food for thought. instead of dumping everything on me, maybe you should think a little about what you've done in the past year to get to this point. this is basically what i've been saiyan every time i've had a legitimate talk with you though, but maybe you'll actually give it some consideration this time.