Lillian - Today at 11:58 AM
Hey.
Do you think im a bad person?
Henrex - Today at 11:58 AM
No, why?
Lillian - Today at 11:59 AM
I feel like I am.
Henrex - Today at 11:59 AM
If you think you're a bad person
Then I'm a thousand times worse.
And so would Gin
You're not a bad person
Lillian - Today at 12:01 PM
What do you think I am then?
Henrex - Today at 12:02 PM
You're -- like me -- very emotional at times.
Lillian - Today at 12:02 PM
oh..
Henrex - Today at 12:03 PM
It's not a bad thing
Not all the time, at least
I've had moments where it's very bad
Lillian - Today at 12:11 PM
I feel like i should just end it
Honestly.
I feel like I get in everyone's way
it just feels like i ruin everything
Henrex - Today at 12:25 PM
You know
I feel like that too
Lillian - Today at 12:30 PM
Like you should die?
Henrex - Today at 12:30 PM
Yep
Lillian - Today at 12:30 PM
i mean have you..
ever... y'know.
Henrex - Today at 12:32 PM
Harmed myself? Yeah
Lillian - Today at 12:33 PM
no like
Tried to do it
Henrex - Today at 12:34 PM
No. I always just wished that I would pass in my sleep.
Lillian - Today at 12:34 PM
i tried to.
Poison myself.
Lillian - Today at 5:40 PM
I just want to do it already.
Henrex - Today at 5:41 PM
No.
Lillian - Today at 5:41 PM
I just want to leave.
I just want it to stop god damn it.
Ive failed.
Ive failed and theres no undoing it.
I cant speak to people without weighing it down
I missed my chance of fixing myself
I literally will only be going downhill fromhere
So seriously, why not?
I have nothing good to offer.
I have nothing in general to offer.
Im just an embarrassing blip.
Henrex - Today at 5:44 PM
You didn't miss your chance to fix yourself.
It's right there.
Lillian - Today at 5:44 PM
My birth wasnt even intentional or wanted
Henrex - Today at 5:44 PM
You just need to take a hold of that
Lillian - Today at 5:46 PM
WHERE IS IT
I dont see any "chance"
Ive tried to fix myself
But ive only made it worse.