My longer explanation why i left

	Yes I know what I did was really fucked up.  I just could not handle the bullshit I got from other people outside the team.  I just kept denying them and denying them saying stuff like “yeah whatever.”  For months I’ve been denying everyone’s comments.  Since January, the team has just been falling apart.  The amount of roster changes made started being a problem.  After the last roster change that was made (fluffy standing down as coach and picking up jynx) I really lost all dedication to play with the team considering we never actually practiced or even played together as a team.  If we played together, they were only times when we tenman, scrimmed, or league matches.  Sure, I played MM, Faceit, and ESEA with everyone but it’s not the whole team.  The problem was just that schedules were really bad but even on weekends when we schedule practices we missed them.  After LAN, my other group of friends that are Open-Premier players kept saying that I was just wasting my talent playing CEVO AM and should just prepare for S25 Open. As I said on Kik that my ESEA IM friend hooked me up with a tryout for an esea open team as soon as they finish S24.  Another one of my friends also told me to join their Cevo AM team (TKM Reborn) since they had a player on leave and needed another sub for playoffs.  Best of luck to you guys when Fluffy gets back.  I’ve taken myself out of any association with Nefarium Gaming such as discord, steam group, etc.