I want to heavily improve relationship
Beate buying mercedes, me doing same thing
Why I cried at the pictures
Guilt trip movie
Suicidal attempt by overdosing
Tell her every life experience from baby in
- break ups
- experiences with dad
Psychologist
- Biologicaly 20 but mental 40
- Peusodo-sociopath
- Narcisstic evolving deep seated insecurity
- trust issues
- delusions

Feeling alone, all my online friends moved on and I want to move on top but I have no opportunity to meet people. I am very lonely and it's depressing me

Not having emotions
Interests in psychology, meditation, neuroscience
I have understand for everything. Every person is just a product of the environment they grew up in. This is no one's fault. Its not a bullys fault that he is the way he is. There are many defense mechanisms your ego deploys to deal with anxiety and pain. A boy who gets beaten by his father will do the same to someone else his age. It is the way your ego deals with the pain. It is not a pedophiles fault that he is attracted to children. Deep down these people that society looks down upon and labels them the devil are really the ones that are the most broken. Unfortunaly, due to their social status, they do not get the treatment they need. Inside them is a lost incident soul that has been completely pushed away and locked up by the minds ego due to tragic moments in their life.