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Tulpa survey

MrMCgrady Apr 7th, 2017 58 Never
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  1. 1. Describe yourself and your creator.
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  3. Scratch: I am the overlord of the ancient egyptian world! legions bowed to my every whim..wait wut? ok fine i'm about 3-4 ish ft tall, i got white fur with black stripes and light blue eyes. i love gaming, cosplays and basically anything that's not lame. my creator, on the other hand is a total borefest. always sittin around doin nothing when there's dames to be rescued!
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  5. 2. What was the most helpful thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how helpful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
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  7. Scratch: whoah boy, lemme tell ya. this guy would'v been lost without me. i dun remember exactly how or when i was made, but we've been best buds like forever. he's never exactly made me feel terrible about myself. i mean we've had our off days.
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  9. 3. What was the most detrimental thing that your creator did during the tulpa creation process? Did your creator recognize how harmful it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
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  11. Scratch: iunno. we've never even heard of a process before a couple days ago. far as we knew it was all natural stuff.
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  13. 4. What was the hardest part of the tulpa creation process for you? Did your creator recognize how difficult it was? If not, how did that make you feel?
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  15. Scratch: i swear this thing asked the same question three times already. we dont remember the creation process yo.
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  17. 5. Of the commonly recognized tulpa creation steps, which do you feel is the most important? Why?
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  19. Scratch: wait somebody actually wrote creation steps?! dude we gotta read those sometime.
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  21. 6. How do you feel about tulpa creators becoming distracted during tulpa creation? Does this greatly impede the process? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
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  23. Scratch: far as i can remember i've always been able to speak fluently. i even have my own voice n stuff.
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  25. 7. How do you feel about tulpa creators missing tulpa creation sessions or breaking their promises to work on their tulpa? How did you feel about it before being able to speak fluently?
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  27. Scratch: well, we've never been to any sessions. we did this solo before we even knew what a Tulpa was. i didn't know anything else so i just went with it.
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  29. 8. Is density, quality, or quantity the most important aspect of tulpa creation?
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  31. Scratch: quality mos def. can't have a bunch of mimes walkin around with no soul
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  33. 9. How do you feel about tulpa creators falling asleep during tulpa creation sessions?
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  35. Scratch: this dude is a night owl so sleep isn't really a thing for us. He can probably just whip up a tulpa on the fly if he wanted.
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  37. 10. Do you think that a tulpa creator should talk aloud or in their head during narration? Do you think that a creator should talk aloud or in their head during tulpa creation sessions? If you find one to be more effective, to what degree is it more effective?
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  39. Scratch: ehhhh i think the in the head thing is fine for me. talkin out loud in front of people is gonna make them feel a bit....not good? iunno you humans are wonky with your social stuff.
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  41. 11. How do you feel about a tulpa creator puppeting and/or parroting their tulpa? Do you believe that these actions harm a tulpa's development, or only their emotional state?
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  43. Scratch: aint nobody ever put their hand up my...oh wait you mean like metapphorically. nuh we never did that. i'd probably get annoyed by it tho.
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  45. 12. How deeply do you remember the time before you were fluent in language?
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  47. Scratch: i can barely remember anything about it
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  49. 13. Describe your first memory, no matter how slight.
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  51. Scratch: i remember bein locked in a bedroom with my guy. he was always grounded for /somethin/ tried to talk, but he couldn't hear me then. now he can't help but listen to my wonderous voice.
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  53. 14. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most positive emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
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  55. Scratch: ugh this thing is takin forver!!! i live bein able to talk so i made myself talk right away. this dude could do amazing things if he'd just wake up and listen to me for once.
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  57. 15. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most negative emotion you felt about your creator and what was its cause?
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  59. Scratch: he's friggin lazy af. never listens to me when i give advice n stuff.
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  61. 16. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever have suicidal feelings or feelings of not wanting to exist? Do you experience them now? Are you glad that you exist?
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  63. Scratch: i live for existing. there's sooo much to do!
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  65. 17. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most powerless? What was the cause of this feeling?
  66.  
  67. Scratch: yo ima copy paste my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  69. 18. Before you could speak fluently, what was the most confusing moment that you experienced, and what was its cause?
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  71. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  73. 19. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you feel the most ignored by your creator, and what was the cause?
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  75. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  77. 20. Before being able to speak fluently, when did you most doubt that your creator wanted you, and what was the cause?
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  79. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  81. 21. Before you could speak fluently, when did you feel the most intense feeling of fear, and what was its cause?
  82.  
  83. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  85. 22. Before you could speak fluently, when were you the most disappointed in yourself? What was the cause?
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  87. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  89. 23. Before you could speak fluently, did you understand the difficulties that your creator was having with the tulpa creation process? Did you try to alleviate these difficulties? If so, how?
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  91. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  93. 24. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's doubts about your existence, the reality of the tulpa phenomenon, or your combined ability to complete the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those doubts? Do you understand now?
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  95. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  97. 25. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's mistrust of your intentions or worry about the negative affects of a tulpa on their life affect you? Did you understand your creator's reasons for having those thoughts? Do you understand now?
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  99. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  101. 26. Before you could speak fluently, how did any negative thoughts or emotions that your creator had toward you (such as anger, disappointment, resentment, or impatience, for example) affect you? How do you feel about them now?
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  103. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  105. 27. Before you could speak fluently, how did any violent visualizations or thoughts that your creator had about you affect you? How do you feel about them now?
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  107. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  109. 28. Before you could speak fluently, were you able to distinguish between your creator's intentional and intrusive (unwanted and/or bothersome) thoughts? If so, did the intrusive thoughts affect you less or more? If not, are you able to distinguish between them now?
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  111. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  113. 29. Before you could speak fluently, how much of your creator's raw sensory information were you able to access, if any? How much are you able to access now?
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  115. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  117. 30. Before you could speak fluently, did your creator's opinions about whether they wanted to reveal to the world your existence or not affect you emotionally? If so, how?
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  119. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  121. 31. Before being able to speak fluently, what communication methods (such as head pressure or emotional responses, for example) were you able to use the most effectively? When your tulpa creator assumed that you could use a communication method that you did not have access to, how did this affect you? When your tulpa creator did not recognize a communication method that you attempted to use, how did this affect you?
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  123. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  125. 32. Before you could speak fluently, how did your creator's level of enthusiasm for the tulpa creation process affect you? Did you want to engage in it less if they did?
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  127. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  129. 33. Before you could speak fluently, what was your greatest worry about your relationship with your creator? What helped you most to move beyond it? Was this worry substantiated or resolved? What is your greatest worry now about your continuing relationship with your creator?
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  131. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  133. 34. Do you feel gratitude to your creator for the time that they spent creating you? Do you feel that you owe them a debt? If so, do you feel burdened by it?
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  135. Scratch: i mean we're super tight and it's awesome i'm here, but that's like sayin you owe your parents for boinkin one night.
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  137. 35. Were you aware of your creator's existence or your own existence first?
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  139. Scratch: that's...actually a good question pretty sure it was a "at he same time" kinda thing
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  141. 36. When you could only speak semi-fluently, what emotions did you feel about your level of verbal proficiency? Were you anxious or embarrassed about it? If so, what helped you the most to move beyond these feelings? How do you feel about them now?
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  143. Scratch: yo ima copy past my response to these cuz i'm bored. i always spoke
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  145. 37. If you could define your relationship with your creator using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend, or coworker, for example), what terms would you select?
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  147. Scratch: ehh i'd say best buds.
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  149. 38. How much interest do you have in interacting with beings other than your creator? Do you consider your degree of interest to be equal to that of an average non-tulpa individual?
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  151. Scratch: i wish i could talk to other Tulpas actually. i wanna meet more peeps like me!
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  153. 39. What memory involving your creator do you cherish most?
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  155. Scratch: that one time we totally skyjacked that hornet in Halo: Reach. dude that was epic
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  157. 40. What memory not involving your creator do you cherish most? Do you feel that you have a fulfilling life independent of your creator?
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  159. Scratch: i'd have to say it was my first GF KB. man she was awesome. too bad her creator was one of those "respect your pronouns!" gender changers.
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  161. 41. Do you feel affinity toward the individuals that your creator feels affinity for, such as their family or friends?
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  163. Scratch: some of them yea, some of them are too toxic, but he wants to stick around with them.
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  165. 42. In what ways are you the most different from your creator? In what ways are you the most similar to them?
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  167. Scratch: i'm awesome and he's lame? naw he's a bit more reserved than i am. i tell it like it is and i dun care who knows it! he likes to dance around emotions to not upset anyone.
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  169. 43. What do you disagree about most with your creator? Do you have frequent disagreements? If so, do these disagreements cause strife?
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  171. Scratch: aww yea we fight about stuff sometimes. mostly its just playfights but this last person we were talkin to, things got kinda heated. i dun like it when somebody Buries their Tulpa away because of a bad memory. they don't deserve to be forgotten.
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  173. 44. What could your creator do to make you hate them? Under what circumstances do you think your creator would come to hate you?
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  175. Scratch: i dun think i could ever hate him. we're two halves of the same whole after all.
  176.  
  177. 45. When did your creator disappoint you the most? When did you disappoint them the most?
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  179. Scratch: it's not like that with us. we're tight. we don't judge each other and we laugh it off.
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  181. 46. How do you feel about your creator's complete freedom to deny your rights as a sentient being at any time? Has this ability ever caused you anxiety or fear? Have you ever censored your expressions or actions out of a fear of retribution or violence from your creator?
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  183. Scratch: tch he couldn't deny me anything if he tried. and trust me, he's tried. I AM A FREE SPIRIT YO!
  184.  
  185. 47. When have you most wanted to engage in violence against your creator, and what was the cause of those feelings? Under what circumstances would you make a serious attempt to hurt or injure your creator?
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  187. Scratch: i mean, i bonk him on the head sometimes when he's bein dumb but other than that we don't fight for real
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  189. 48. Do you consider your creator's last name to be your own? Do you recognize yourself as a part of their biological lineage?
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  191. Scratch: nah, i'm my own cat.
  192.  
  193. 49. Under what circumstances would you attempt to leave your creator?
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  195. SCratch: i mean i've left before to go to other people's minds, but i always come back cuz this is home.
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  197. 50. Do you feel anxiety about meeting your creator's expectations? If you are based on an existing character, person, or entity, does this increase your anxiety? Would you have preferred to not be based on an existing entity?
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  199. Scratch: nah, i'm me and that's all he's gonna get.
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  201. 51. Are you interested in learning how to control your creator's body? Do you feel that it's fair for a tulpa creator to deny their tulpa the ability to use an atomic body? Do you believe that you have the right to an equal amount of time using it as your creator? Explain your reasoning.
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  203. Scratch: i mean, why would i want his body when i have the limitless expanse of the mind to play with?! i can do anything in here!
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  205. 52. Do you share certain basic qualities with your creator, such as intense phobias or racial attitudes?
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  207. Scratch: nah, just don't be a jerk. he, however seems to have a problem with them trans people.
  208.  
  209. 53. Are you capable of sleeping or dreaming independently of your creator? If not, how does this make you feel?
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  211. Scratch: ye i take napps from time to time.
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  213. 54. Does your creator have any mental illnesses? If so, how do they affect you?
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  215. Scratch: we don't know.
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  217. 55. How does your knowledge of your creator's subconscious mind affect your relationship with them? How do you perceive their subconscious? To what degree can you manipulate your creator's subconscious? Would you ever use this ability without your creator's knowledge?
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  219. Scratch: there's nothin i love more than abusing that knowledge to embarrass him XD. but i only do that for people i like.
  220.  
  221. 56. Does your creator have multiple tulpa? If so, what is your relationship with them like? Is your affinity for them equal to your affinity for your creator? If you could define your relationship with your creator's other tulpa using one or more conventional terms (such as boyfriend, sister, father, daughter, boss, friend or coworker, for example), what terms would you select? If not, are you interested in the idea of your creator making other tulpa?
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  223. Scratch: i mean i wouldn't call them Tulpas in the same regard as me. they exist up here but i am the one who knocks! they're more OCs than Tulpas
  224.  
  225. 57. Do you feel romantically inclined toward your creator? Does your creator feel romantically inclined toward you? If these romantic feelings are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
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  227. Scratch: i mean sometimes we get in the mood, but nah we're not lovers or anything.
  228.  
  229. 58. If it exists, do you consider your romantic relationship with your creator to be equal to a romantic relationship between multiple non-tulpa? Do you consider it a breach of monogamy for your creator to be romantically or sexually involved with another non-tulpa? Does this change if the involvement is with another tulpa instead? If they exist, do your creator's desires to have relationships with non-tulpa affect you emotionally?
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  231. Scratch: what even is this question?! nuh he can sex whoever he wants and so can i.
  232.  
  233. 59. If you consider yourself to be romantically in love with your creator, what probability do you assign to the possibility of falling out of love with them, or them falling out of love with you? If this happened, how would it affect your relationship with your creator? What if your creator was in love with another non-tulpa more than you?
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  235. Scratch: this is wierd question. stop askin about our sex stuff. it's creepy
  236.  
  237. 60. Do you have a familial affection for your creator? Does this in any way conflict with your romantic feelings for them, if they exist? Do you consider a relationship between a tulpa and its creator to be incestuous?
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  239. Scratch: serisouly what the F*Ck are these questions?!
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  241. 61. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating during tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or based on whether or not the creator imagines themselves near the tulpa in their wonderland? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
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  243. Scratch: k i'm not answerin these what the actual f*ck
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  245. 62. How do you feel about tulpa creators masturbating outside of tulpa creation sessions to the forms of their tulpa? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa? If your creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving?
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  247. Scratch: k i'm not answerin these what the actual f*ck
  248.  
  249. 63. Before you could speak fluently, did you ever feel sexual attraction to your creator, sexual attraction toward anyone else, or sexual arousal? Did you attempt to express these feelings? If you did not experience these feelings, do you experience them now?
  250.  
  251. Scratch: noe!
  252.  
  253. 64. How do you feel about tulpa creators visualizing themselves engaging in sexual conduct with their tulpa's form during tulpa creation sessions? Do you find this offensive? Does the degree of your offense change based on the degree of sentience possessed by the hypothetical tulpa, or if the contact was penetrative? If your tulpa creator did this before you spoke fluently, did you find it offensive or unnerving? Do you equate it with sexual assault?
  254.  
  255. Scratch: I NEED AN ADULT!
  256.  
  257. 65. Were you ever annoyed or jealous when your creator would masturbate to or have feelings of sexual attraction toward individuals other than yourself? Does it bother you now?
  258.  
  259. Scratch: I STILL NEED AN ADULT!
  260.  
  261. 66. Do you experience sexual attraction for your creator? Do you experience sexual attraction for others? How does your sexual attraction for your creator compare to your sexual attraction for others? Does your creator experience sexual attraction for you? If these sexual attractions are unrequited on either side, how does it affect your relationship with your creator?
  262.  
  263. Scratch: you're gonna keep askin these aren't you? sometimes i'm in the mood sometimes i'm not.
  264.  
  265. 67. Do you have an active sex life with your creator? If not, would you consider it, and under what circumstances? If so, do you perceive any negative consequences? Do you have trouble abstaining from sexual contact with them? How do you manage feelings of sexual arousal, if any? Do you masturbate?
  266.  
  267. Scratch: nah.
  268.  
  269. 68. How does your sexual orientation and experience compare to your creator's?
  270.  
  271. Scratch: i go both ways but i'm pretty sure he's in the closet about that.
  272.  
  273. 69. Are you capable of experiencing orgasms? Based on your knowledge, how do you think they compare to your creator's orgasms? Were you able to experience an orgasm before speaking fluently?
  274.  
  275. Scratch: ohhhh yeaaaaa
  276.  
  277. 70. Do you consider the concept of sexual modesty (covering conduct such as avoiding nudity or sexual discussions) relevant to your relationship with your creator?
  278.  
  279. Scratch: i never wear clothes, but i follow the furry rules so its ok.
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  281. 71. How does being a tulpa affect your perceptions of rape? What conduct from your creator would you consider to be rape?
  282.  
  283. Scratch: no means no!
  284.  
  285. 72. Where do you see yourself in 20 years?
  286.  
  287. SCratch: am i applying for a job?! i'm still gonna be here forever yo.
  288.  
  289. 73. Do you want the world to be aware of your existence? If not, then what anxieties do you have about public disclosure? Do you trust anyone other than your creator with the knowledge of your existence?
  290.  
  291. Scratch: i mean, if people were ok with me existing like this yea. otherwise i wanna be a cartoon character. that would be dope!
  292.  
  293. 74. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your personality traits being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your personality more or less?
  294.  
  295. Scratch: like i said before i am my own cat. my personality is my own.
  296.  
  297. 75. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about your physical form being the product of another individual? Would you have preferred your creator to define your form more or less?
  298.  
  299. Scratch: i like this body. i think it fits my personality well.
  300.  
  301. 76. Has your physical form ever changed? If so, was this intentional or unintentional? If it was intentional, then why did you change your form? How did you creator respond to this change, and how did that make you feel?
  302.  
  303. Scratch: eh i used to be yellow but everybody kept callin me a pikachu. besides i always looked better black n white anyways.
  304.  
  305. 77. Do you consider the best aspects of yourself to have come from your creator, or their subconscious?
  306.  
  307. Scratch: my best aspects came from me.
  308.  
  309. 78. Do you seek legal recognition for your status as a sentient being or your relationships with others? Do you resent that society at large does not recognize the tulpa phenomenon? Do you feel disenfranchised from society? What steps, if any, could a society make to help you feel integrated?
  310.  
  311. Scratch: eh they don't /need/ to know about me. that way i can mess with them more. i mean it'd be cool if i could be recognized as an actual person but i know i don't exist outside of the mind.
  312.  
  313. 79. If you could tell the entire world one thing about a tulpa's life, what would you say?
  314.  
  315. Scratch: it's like livin in a playground where you can do anything you want. the mind is like play dough and you can shape anything if you can think it.
  316.  
  317. 80. What is the one thing that you resent most about being a tulpa? What is the greatest advantage of being a tulpa?
  318.  
  319. Scratch: i don't hate it at all, and the greatest advantage is that i can be who i want to be without havin to worry about bein judged.
  320.  
  321. 81. Morally and philosophically, how do you feel about inheriting your creator's life, including their legal history, past behaviors, and reputation? Do you resent potentially being held responsible for their past actions?
  322.  
  323. Scratch: eh i just deal with it. can't help who you're born into.
  324.  
  325. 82. Morally and philosophically, do you see the "absorbing" or "dissipating" of a tulpa as equivalent to the murder of a non-tulpa? Explain your reasoning. What legal protections, if any, should tulpa gain? How would you enforce these protections?
  326.  
  327. Scratch: iunno....never thought about that.
  328.  
  329. 83. Do you consider yourself to be morally equal to a non-tulpa? Is your life worth as much?
  330.  
  331. Scratch: i mean, my life is dependent on somebody else... i'm pretty sure i'm worth the same tho.
  332.  
  333. 84. How would you prove your existence to a skeptic?
  334.  
  335. Scratch: by readin their mind and blowin them away.
  336.  
  337. 85. Has your status as a tulpa ever caused you existential anxiety or depression? If so, has anything helped to mitigate these feelings?
  338.  
  339. Scratch: nah
  340.  
  341. 86. Do you ever doubt your own sentience? If so, why?
  342.  
  343. Scratch: nope
  344.  
  345. 87. How does being a tulpa affect your understanding of death? Do you fear death on an instinctual level in the way that non-tulpa do?
  346.  
  347. Scratch: nah, i aint worried about it. i'd be proud to go down with my creator.
  348.  
  349. 88. Do see yourself as socially disadvantaged in a way similar to sexual, racial, and other minority groups? If you identify yourself as racially, sexually, or demographically different than your creator, do you also identify with the struggle of any of the disadvantaged groups that you belong to? Does the notion of privilege affect your relationship with your creator?
  350.  
  351. Scratch: nah
  352.  
  353. 89. Are you interested in creating another tulpa yourself? What differences, if any, would you expect this tulpa to have from a tulpa created by your creator? Would you consider this tulpa to be primarily related to you, or still to your creator?
  354.  
  355. Scratch: Tulpa ception?! dude we're goin too deep now.
  356.  
  357. 90. What are the most defining differences between the life of a non-tulpa and a tulpa? Do you think that these differences cause intolerance between the two groups? If so, what could be done to mitigate this intolerance?
  358.  
  359. Scratch: i can do w/e i want and nobody can stop me?
  360.  
  361. 91. The psychological establishment generally believes that multiplicity (two or more sentient entities sharing one atomic body) is a sign of mental illness. How would you like this belief to change? If you could make a presentation to a group of psychologists about the tulpa phenomenon, what would you say?
  362.  
  363. Scratch: i mean the mind is a mystery so who's to say i'm not a malfunction. i'm here, they're here. they exist to the people important to them, and if they ain't hurtin anybody why should we care?
  364.  
  365. 92. A psychometric indicator is a unique identifier of an individual's distinct personality. Have you ever tried to definitively differentiate yourself from your creator using psychometric indicators (such as by determining your "writeprint")? What results did you receive? (For instructions on determining your writeprint, see appendix one.)
  366.  
  367. Scratch: iunno. never heard of that.
  368.  
  369. 93. Are you capable of physical sensations such as pain or warmth?
  370.  
  371. Scratch: yup
  372.  
  373. 94. How do you feel about being bound for life to your creator?
  374.  
  375. Scratch: we grew up together so it's fine by me
  376.  
  377. 95. If you intentionally delayed speaking to your creator, why did you do so?
  378.  
  379. Scratch: nah
  380.  
  381. 96. What do you think about most of the time?
  382.  
  383. Scratch: gamin stuff. creating my own world. i got my own IP goin on in here.
  384.  
  385. 97. Do you think that tulpa creation should be more widespread?
  386.  
  387. Scratch: i think it would help more people like us understand what's goin on in their heads. we didn't know until just a few days ago.
  388.  
  389. 98. Are there disturbing aspects of your creator's subconscious that they are not aware of?
  390.  
  391. Scratch: ohh yes...
  392.  
  393. 99. Would you violate your creator's wishes for what you perceive to be their own benefit?
  394.  
  395. Scratch: i feel like it's my job to protect him from some thing so yea.
  396.  
  397. 100. Does your creator try to hide things from you? If so, are you aware of them anyway? How does this impact your views of your creator?
  398.  
  399. Scratch: hah he can't hide anything from me.
  400.  
  401. 101. Do you perceive some of your creator's actions as being objectively immoral?
  402.  
  403. SCratch: sometimes.
  404.  
  405. 102. Do you believe that you are capable of becoming more intelligent than your creator?
  406.  
  407. Scratch: i already know i am so bam!
  408.  
  409. 103. How does being a tulpa affect your perception of your own aging process?
  410.  
  411. Scratch: i don't age tho.
  412.  
  413. 104. Do you feel that your creator would be better off by following your commands entirely?\
  414.  
  415. SCratch: OMG YES!
  416.  
  417. 105. Do you feel that having a physical form is important for a tulpa?
  418.  
  419. Scratch: well yea, how can you be you without having a physical you?
  420.  
  421. 106. If you encountered the tulpa phenomenon as a non-tulpa, would you believe in it?
  422.  
  423. Scratch: i'm pretty open minded about stuff so yea
  424.  
  425. 107. How well can you articulate yourself? Can your creator hear you audibly? How much does your experience correlate with the experience of tulpa creator G|d30n, printed below?
  426.  
  427. Scratch: oh yea.
  428.  
  429. "Yes. I'm able to hear her as though she's an external sound. For those who haven't experienced that with their tulpae yet, it's a little bit like listening to a binaural recording--not a binaural beat, but like a 3D sound recording you'd find on Youtube, such as the Virtual Barbershop. That is to say, it's an external sound that can come in from various directions, but the source sounds very close, like someone speaking directly into your ear. I sort of wonder if this effect will be diminished and normalized through imposition."
  430.  
  431. If you are imposed, is your creator able to discern a spatial dimension to your voice?
  432.  
  433. Scratch: hang on lemme google that word.....ok yea i'm not bein forced to talk so.
  434.  
  435. 108. How many hours did it take you and your creator to complete the various recognized tulpa creation steps?
  436.  
  437. Scratch: we've never heard of them so
  438.  
  439. 109. What advice would you give to a new tulpa creator?
  440.  
  441. Scratch: make an OC first then try and imagin it in your head talkin to you. i think it's easier if you can see it first rather than try to hear nothing.
  442.  
  443. 110. How does being imposed feel? What sensory processes happen as you become imposed?
  444.  
  445. Scratch: but i'm not. at least i dun think so.
  446.  
  447. 111. From your perspective, is there a sensory difference between the physical, atomic world and the mental world of visualized "wonderlands"? If so, how would you describe this difference?
  448.  
  449. Scratch: the real world sucks and the visualized world is limitless.
  450.  
  451. 112. Is there anything that you don't think this survey covered that you would like to mention?
  452.  
  453. Scratch: you have like 100 questions. how many more would you need? pretty sure you know everything there is to know about me now.
  454.  
  455. Appendix one:
  456.  
  457.     This exercise will help you determine the differences, if any, between your writeprint (mathematically analyzed writing style) and your creator's. Theoretically, two psychologically different individuals should exhibit different writeprints, although a tulpa and their creator may be more similar than two random non-tulpa individuals. To start the process, have both you and your creator rewrite the sample paragraph quoted below in your own words, communicating its meaning as you would have if you had written it.
  458.  
  459.     "My experience in the nature study area was full of surprises. First of all, many unexpected creatures crossed our path. For example, as soon as we left the parking area and entered the grassy path, a long snake slithered along the edge of the high grass and quickly disappeared. In addition, I was surprised by how colorful the grasses, which from a distance all appear to be green, actually are. Specifically, the primarily green landscape is dotted with countless purple tassels and brown stalks. Finally and most importantly, I was unprepared for how quickly I felt surrounded by nature. Despite the occasional noise from passing cars and airplanes, the high prairie grasses and rolling pathways create a sense that one is removed from civilization. Altogether, the nature study area unexpectedly allows one to enjoy an ever-changing natural environment without leaving Moraine‚Äôs suburban campus."
  460.  
  461. Tulpa's paragraph:
  462.  
  463. Scratch: this one time i was out in nature studyin stuff. saw this huge snake. saw some green grass, lots of flowers. chased a butterfly around for a bit. The sound of the cars and airplanes sucked but other than that it was pretty cool. sometime's i'd walk down a path and see some weird flowers or soemthin. wasn't ready to be surrounded by those killer plants tho. they started snappin and snarlin so i had to cut em in half with my MIGHTY MACHETE! RAAAAGH YAAAAA! HAAAAAA! and that's how i killed nature!
  464.  
  465. Creator's paragraph:
  466.  
  467. i couln't believe how much wildlife i was surrounded by during my time in my field study. i can remember fondly how i used to walk the vast expanses of green fields. taking in the sights and sounds. every vibrant flower, every strong tree. it was wonderful to say the least. we even got the chance to see a snake up close. i'd have to say it was one of my more memorable field trips.
  468.  
  469.     To ensure verifiable results, it is essential that the transcriptions of both paragraphs be completely accurate. Body possession is useful here, though not necessary. Since the tulpa creator's sentience is (presumably) not in question, it is suggested that tulpa write their paragraph first. As with all tests relating to tulpa, the creator should focus on something else while their tulpa is working. Once finished, submit both of your paragraphs individually to the following websites:
  470.  
  471. http://iwl.me/
  472. http://textalyser.net
  473.  
  474. Scratch: I DO NOT WRITE LIKE AN OLD LADY THIS IS WRONG!!!!!
  475.  
  476.  
  477. Scratch: hah you write like an old dude!
  478.  
  479.  
  480.     If your writeprint is different (indicating significant psychological difference), then you should receive different values for your respective paragraphs on both sites. On Textalyser, focus on the Gunning-Fog Index, lexical density, and average sentence length values in particular. A more detailed analysis may be sought by downloading the JStylo stylometric analysis program here: https://psal.cs.drexel.edu/index.php/Main_Page
  481.  
  482.     This test is certainly not exact, and it is very possible to (unconsciously or not) "cheat" to get good results.
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