Razor KaruToday at 7:43 PM
Question
MillaladyToday at 7:43 PM
Answer?
Razor KaruToday at 7:43 PM
Am I essentially fucked as far as stagework goes?
MillaladyToday at 7:43 PM
I don't know.
I'm not officering to much atm due to personal issues
Razor KaruToday at 7:44 PM
Fair, but to hear Fihn say it, everything bad that happened at the last show was my fault and therefore I'm not likely to even be considered for even acts, much less hosting a show or even helping to plan it.
I haven't heard from anyone on that, so the comment he made in voice about planning events "internally" rubbed me the wrong way.
So...I dunno.
It's sorta screwing with me.
MillaladyToday at 7:46 PM
Arel I am not doing this right now
I literally just said I am not officering to much
Razor KaruToday at 7:47 PM
I know.
I'm just...
worried.
Have a good night, Moo.
I have to get ready for a party tonight.
MillaladyToday at 7:57 PM
Officers decided to handle the event planning with officers
To ensure all the information and such is in one location
And we doll out information as needed to others
So everyone knows whats going on
The issue with our event happen because we gave information spread to far and in a panic
Information didnt get understood
So we are keeping any and all event plannning FC wide between officers
You can make your own event, write it up and everything and run it
But you need to get permission from officers if you wanna use the FC in any way for it
And then the officers need to get involved since then it reflects on the FC at large
Otherwise, FC events are planned and run by officers
So communication is better
Thats the general agreement we all made
Razor KaruToday at 8:00 PM
So as long as Fihn is holding shit against me, I'll never host a show again.
By his wording to me earlier.
Anyways, I'm getting ready to head out. Didn't expect anything anything.
MillaladyToday at 8:04 PM
Stop taking it personally.
He isn't holding shit against you
He is reminding you of what happen
And why we made certain choices
Razor KaruToday at 8:05 PM
By taking away any chance of redeeming myself.
MillaladyToday at 8:05 PM
Do you know the future?
Can you see it?
Razor KaruToday at 8:06 PM
I can't see anything because I can't tell where Yrla's bitch ends and Fihn's joking begins.
MillaladyToday at 8:06 PM
Then thats something you need to work on.
Razor KaruToday at 8:07 PM
Maybe he can tone down the bithc.
MillaladyToday at 8:07 PM
He is not going to change IC for OOC reasons.
Arel.
its been 1 week
Nobody is going to give you control of anything for a fuck up
When the shit only just happen
Ask in 2 months
When shit isnt fresh
Razor KaruToday at 8:08 PM
So why the fuck am I even here?
MillaladyToday at 8:08 PM
Ask when I'm not fucked up, Fihns life isn't shit, Miho isn't having her fucking father dying
Maybe complain and bitch about minor shit
When shit isnt going to hell
Razor KaruToday at 8:08 PM
I didn't even have that much input in the last show!
MillaladyToday at 8:08 PM
Because you'll not be trusted with something like that after a fresh wound
Then stop acting like you deserve more then if you claim you didnt have input
And shut the fuck up for a month about it
And if you can't hang around, be a part of the FC without being in charge of shows
Fucking leave
You are in the FC because I invited you
But I 100% told you I'd never put in charge of anything
I told you that before you joined
And you joined
So I fucking told you right away
Hey, we can use advice, but I'm not going to give you control of anything
And you said fine and joined
So if you think that is why you arehere
You are fucking wrong and cant realize people in the FC enjoy RPing with you
And wanna hang out
And you are to focused on the wrong shit
So take a month
Dont mention events
Razor KaruToday at 8:10 PM
So I'm just supposed to take the blame for THEIR inability and unwillingness to actually knuckle down and involve themselves? I wsn't in charge of the show, MIHO was. I had to poke and prod her asking if anything else was happening. And things only startd to come together after they started to have a panic about the event.
MillaladyToday at 8:10 PM
And fucking relax
NOBODY IS COMING AFTER YOU TO BLAIM YOU
AND THEY RAN THE EVENT WITHOUT YOU FINE
SO FUCK OFF WITH INABILITY AND SHIT
YOU SAID YOUD DO SOMETHING
DIDNT SHOW UP
HAPPENS
YOU FUCKED UP ACCIDENTALLY
SO YEA OF COURSE THEY ARE ANGRY
THEY RAN AN EVENT THEY DIDNT PLAN FOR A SITUATION
AND NOW WE ARE FIXING IT WITHOUT YOU
AS OFFICERS
WE DIDNT PLAN SHIT NEXT
BECAUSE MIHOS DAD IS DYING
I FUCKING ALMOST GOT RAPED
AND FIHN IS HAVING SHIT IM NOT SARING
SO FUCK OFF
Razor KaruToday at 8:13 PM
Fine. I didn't want to get into this anyways, but being dismissive pisses me off. Not like I don't have my own shit to deal with RL. Not as bad as everyone else's stuff. So fine. I'll just slink off and go to my party.
MillaladyToday at 8:13 PM
Arel
I literally begna this with I have shit going on
And I am dealing with shit
And you pushed
So except pushback
Enjoy your party
Fuck off with this shit because the reason we arent trusting you with events
Is you fucked up
Didnt admit fully to it
And asked for power instantly
Redemption isn't instantly fucking given
Its something that takes time after
Razor KaruToday at 8:14 PM
What?
No I didn't.
MillaladyToday at 8:14 PM
Take a month
TAKE A MONTH
Don't mention it again for a MONTH
Razor KaruToday at 8:14 PM
No, I didn't ask for anything.
MillaladyToday at 8:14 PM
You asked for redemption
You wanna run an event
Yes?
Razor KaruToday at 8:15 PM
No. I just want to host a show.
That's it.
MillaladyToday at 8:15 PM
Ok
"I want to host a show"
Is literally what I fucking ment
Jesus christ
Same shit different wording
You get what I fucking mean you want to run something
Thats giving you a position of power
You are asking for it
Razor KaruToday at 8:15 PM
I just want to be involved
MillaladyToday at 8:15 PM
RIGHT AFTER A MAJOR FUCK UP THATS STRESSED EVERYONE OUT
During a time EVERYONES FUCKED UP
You are the worst timing on earth for multiple fucking reasons
And if you cant take a fucking month to relax
I don't know what to fucking tell you
You are wrong
Thats all you are doing
You are being wrong, not admitting it, asking for shit at the wrong time, for the wrong reasons, to the wrong people
Razor KaruToday at 8:16 PM
I didn't ask for power. Just what was going on and if I was able to help.
MillaladyToday at 8:16 PM
Wanan know whats going on?
READ ANNOUNCEMENTS
Razor KaruToday at 8:16 PM
Because no one told me anything
MillaladyToday at 8:16 PM
READ
FUCKING ANNOUNCMENTS
You ahve the SAME position of power
As EVERYONE but officers
Wanna know what they know?
Same as fucking you
You dont get special treatment
Unless we decide otherwise
So maybe instead of expecting you deserve to be told something
You fucking relax
And read announcements if you want info
Moo named SevenYesterday at 11:16 PM
If you need officer stuff please go to other officers other then I. I'm having some, mental gymnastics to deal with atm and my mind isn't something I'd trust to not make some decisions. I'll delete this post when I'm feeling better so you'll know when to poke me for officer stuff again.
Katherine :cherry_blossom: Miho05/18/2019
Well, we had some problems, but nothing so bad I wanted to kill myself. You were all amazing, thank you so much for your effort and performances. Thank you @Kazumi <and> Seda and @Whran'a  for manning the bar all night, and all the girls who served drinks and went around tirelessly talking to guests. To the girls who let themselves be raffled :heart: To security for being steadfast and on the weapons, to @Rose Lilyfield for manning the door and your beautiful song at the end, to @Miya :hibiscus: and @Emy  for your performances and especially @BOSHI || Leo Arkwright for letting me abuse his musical talent. A huge thank you to the Blades for coming and for donating and for your time, especially @Nataru/Marielle I owe you one. But most of all thank you to @Nhagi (Sukocat) and @:egg:Fihn:egg: , you both were so patient and did so much. I cannot thank you enough for everything you did tonight. Fihn you were priceless.
Special mention: @Moo named Seven Everyone loved you, you were so much amusement and I got so many comments. Thank you :heart:
Moo named SevenLast Sunday at 7:53 PM
A brief reminder that if you do want to leave the company, you aren't being held hostage and can leave at any time on good graces, just PLEASE let an officer know so we don't panic and think something bad happen. Even if the reason is as simple as "Oh, I wanna get a ham sandwich but need to join the ham sandwich FC for one for a minute." We would just like a moment to know so we don't panic and think the spirit of cuthulu summoned you to the netherverse.
:egg:Fihn:egg:Last Thursday at 8:38 PM
BENCHMARK
:egg:Fihn:egg:Last Thursday at 9:59 PM
https://na.finalfantasyxiv.com/benchmark/download/ @everyone
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I might pick that up
Katherine :cherry_blossom: MihoYesterday at 6:19 PM
Cloud Lounge is closed for refurbishment and the builders are tired. Fix later.
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LOOK ANNOUNCEMENTS
INFORMATION SO YOU KNOW WHATS GOING ON
OK?
COOL?
GO enjoy party
Before i lose my mind on you further
Razor KaruToday at 8:18 PM
Alright
Just...alright.
MillaladyToday at 8:18 PM
You not accepting you are wrong in this
Is what bothersme
Take a month ok?
Don't leave the FC over this
Don't fucking accuse officers of shit
Take a month
Reflect
Plan a fucking amazing event
Dont tell us
Just plan it out, write everything that needs to be done for it
And then in a month, show it off
Show how redeemed you are
And why you DESERVE what you ask for
Razor KaruToday at 8:20 PM
hugs
Just, sorry. I didn't mean for you to dig on my behalf. I was just going to let it sit and ask later when thing were settled.
MillaladyToday at 8:21 PM
You fucking came to me
Razor KaruToday at 8:21 PM
And I was safely home and recovered.
MillaladyToday at 8:21 PM
And said officer shit
After I made an announcment saying I dont want officer Shit
What did you expect?
Go enjoy the party
I have a 16 hour shift coming up
And you pissed me off
Razor KaruToday at 8:21 PM
Hugs Sorry.
MillaladyToday at 8:21 PM
Dont hug
Go
I am blunt as fuck you know this
So fuck off for now
Razor KaruToday at 8:21 PM
Alright, alright.
MillaladyToday at 8:21 PM
We are still friends
But as an officer
Go fuck yourself about this situation
o.e
Razor KaruToday at 8:22 PM
You need a milkshake.
MillaladyToday at 8:22 PM
Fuck off