You'll probably be happy to know I watched the videos. Matter of fact, I didn't just passively watch them, I gave them plenty of thought. Helps that they were more engaging than I expected. Ian knows how to keep audiences interested.

So, I have my thoughts on these videos. But as much as it pains me to say this, I'm not going to share them with you. And in any case, it's hypocritical to condemn me for saying Brianna Wu is lying about who she is (a claim I never actually made, just for the record),

Though it would be equally hypocritical of me to make this rant without acknowledging my own faults. I also suggested Tolpuddle Martyr might be thought of as racist for calling me immature, without considering that maybe doing so didn't have the same baggage in Australia.

I'm not even angry about this anymore, because I'm too saddened and exhausted to muster up the energy needed. To paraphrase CinemaSins, I'm not made of stone. Do you think I don't have feelings? Do you think I haven't been worn down by the

Sorry if this wasn't what you wanted to hear, I just needed to get it off my chest before I go. Yes, I'm leaving, and I really mean it this time. My previous decision was made in an emotional outburst, and this was made after much thought. What do I have to gain by staying, besides unnecessary stress? There's nothing for me here but hostility. You don't want me here and I don't want to be here, so what's the point of me staying? After Sigma answers my question about enforcement standards, I'm walking away from these forums. Will I be back? I don't know. Maybe I'll drop by once in a while to see how things are going. I know for a fact I won't be the first person you've driven off these forums and I'm sure I won't be the last. Unless you make some serious changes, that's exactly how these forums are going to die: not with a bang, but a whimper.