Victoria, I am so sorry for my past actions, I will never talk you out of what you want to do, I am so sorry if I ever did. You would be an excellent bartender, and I hate myself for ever telling you otherwise...I...can’t even begin to feel what you are feeling because I fucked up so badly...I am crying right now because I just hate my former self, I miss you so much and I want to hug you...Do not judge me for what I was Victoria, please. i want to work for you to allow you to live your life and take a break without worry.m - I mean it, I want to work now and you can do whatever...I have changed so much...I completely understand where you are coming from. Look, just hear me out: I hate to bring this up, but I was about to kill my self Victoria - instead, I knew I needed a change i stead, I knew deep down that I needed to see my family and it changed me in only 3 weeks. I will work for you so you can take a break in life - at this point in my life, I want nothing more than to be a provider for you because I love you more than anyone...I am so sorry...god I wish I could take back time. I know you are talking to someone else and that’s what pains me the most....I love you so much kirbyinatoilet....fuck...my love for you is palpable. Please do not let this bump in life let you define me...I am so much more and I swear I will prove it to you. God I love you so much

Our romantic relationship was Thrown off only off because I was utterly depressed Victoria...I was...not normal, and I see it now more than ever. My dreams and my gut tell me you’ve already met someone else, and you’re not being honest with me. It makes my gut turn but it’s utterly my fault........No matter what, I will always love you Victoria...I’ll love you no matter what happens. If you ever have issues in life, feel free to talk to me anytime; you know I’ll always be there for you NO MATTER WHAT...I’ll always give you a clean and objective opinion because you are my best friend in life, and also my lover...I am so sorry...I was such an idiot