I Want You

I want to
How?
I want to
But how?
We crossed our borders,
And contacted with our eyes
But our lips faded
Far out in the wide
Opening of the fearless sky.
I want to,
But I’m in tremendous fear
Of what my aggression
Could relate to those with drunken beers
I want to,
But how?
I want to,
But not now.

I suffocated
In my room of only blue lights
And static that braves
And so I whisper
Thoughts to my ghost’s name
About how of worth I am
About the pile of grain that lives beneath an endless grave
And beyond roads of blame.

And so,
Our lips opened
But not in sync
Though our eyes vice versa
And seem to cheat
And hear the clouds with a creek.
Are you there?
Shall I share?
Though I’m afraid,
Do you view me as a maid?
I want to,
But am I being played?
These may not be beyond the past
And though shall it not be last
But as long as we live among our fields of dandelions and grass
Not even gas shall pollute our glass,
And so
Darling
May you not listen
Though it appears
But here I sheer with no armor or gear,
But I love you dearly,
And oh so ever sincerely,
And as the flowers grow yearly
And our rain falls dreary
And the sun of appearance with the guise of cheery
I will forever live on with my passion of eerie.

I want to,
But I cannot have you.