KALEIDOSCOPE ¡ RAISE ME UP

❛ everyone calls you a masterpiece. ❜
━ USERNAME ; ellipsism
━ PASSWORD ; chajun + sejin ! (uwu)


❛ be careful of the wolves around you. ❜
━ FULL NAME ;
LIM RAON ¡ 임라온

( BIRTHNAME; ILYSSA LAVERINA )

━ NICKNAME ;
rina
➯ most of the school calls her this, because she introduced herself as 'laverina' instead of her korean name. since 'laverina' is kind of long to be called for a nickname, so they decided to call her 'rina' instead.

red hood
➯ as much as she loves the hood that her mother gave her, the nickname just pisses her off, her sister calls her this every time and it just irritates her so much

stone raon
➯ again, most of the students in the school call her this. because of her resting bitch face and her pretty rude first meeting personality and mostly because she's very quiet, they call her 'stone raon'

rasatan
➯ her mischievous personality along with her savage comebacks makes her earn the 'rasatan' title from her friends. she honestly thinks the nickname is pretty funny and would laugh whenever her friends call her it



━ BIRTHDATE + AGE ;
october 23rd, 2000 ¡ 18 [ I ] + 19 [ K ]

━ NATIONALITY + ETHNICITY ;
german - korean + korean ¡ ( they said that little red riding hood is from germany so uhm- )

━ HEIGHT + WEIGHT ;
164 cm ¡ 49 kg


❛ bastards only care about outer appearance. ❜
━ PERSONALITY ;
smart.
➯  she's smart academically and always cared about her grades since she was young. she can answer anything if she has time to process the question, she's fast at processing questions, she's best at with during science and history.

loyal.
➯ she's a loyal person when it comes to her loved ones, who are her family. she's ready to jump over any obstacle just to see them, and she promised to herself that she will always be by their side whenever they call her name. BUT, not everybody is loyal with her.

calm.
➯ she's a calm person around everyone, she goes on with the flow, she tends to be more quiet and just doesn't talk unless they talk to her

hardworking.
➯ she is someone who is hardworking. she works hard until she gets the job done and she will not rest even if it isn't done, even though she sometimes tends to overwork herself

straightforward.
➯ when raon gets mad, she can be (very/pretty) straightforward. she would spit out the truth about how she felt of course, she'll feel extremely bad for probably hurting a person's feelings but she couldn't stop it.

reserved.
➯ while raon is not necessarily shy, she prefers to keep to themselves unless a topic arises that is truly important to her. even though she looks soft and innocentㅡ she fakes looking like that innocent kid, and that's because she doesn't want anyone to mess with her.

stubborn.
➯ she's a stubborn person and she's defined as being unwilling to change her opinion or stance, in spite of good reasons to. she's like a tsundere type of girl, someone who isn't honest about their own feelings inside.

kind.
➯ raon is often misunderstood with how she acts, but she actually isn't at  mean. and yes, she's a bit rude towards new people but that's just because of her 'trust issues' and what happened in her school back then. she's actually very kind and will help others whatever their situation is.

colorless / emotionless.
➯ raon is uninterested in a lot of things, she just finds nearly everything uninteresting and they don't attract her. she also replies to questions or conversations in colorless, blank and dull words thatㅡwell she's sure that it'll discourage the person she's talking to even continue what they are currently talking about

introvert.
➯ raon VERY rarely opens her mouth and the reason why she rarely talks is because she gets anxious whenever the attention is on her, she doesn't like the spotlight on her. yes she looks like the town's dummy if she's gawking or doing nothing, but it's because she's afraid to talk about her own opinion

believer.
➯ raon is a believer, whenever people hate on her, she'll keep doing what she wants to do, as she believes that he should trust herself too and he believes that she should keep doing what she wants to do, even if it costs getting a heck ton of hate.

a bit sensitive.
➯ she can be a bit sensitive, especially when the topic is about her past, she can’t help but be a little angry at the person who asked about it. she’d feel bad about it and would rather stay away from the topic that they were talking about. there are also times on a bad day that she just ignores everyone.

mischievous
➯ raon is the type of person who likes to have fun by playing harmless tricks on people or doing things they are not supposed to do. she's very clever and skillful and would think of any plan to not get caught

━ BACKGROUND ;
ILYSSA LAVERINA, the girl who's popular in her school, though she hates being the center of attention, in times like this, it just happens. being the daughter of the famous little red riding hood, THAT'S what most people know about her but she has a little secret hiding. LAVERINA was born on the 23rd of october, 2000 in berlin, germany with the both of her parents along with her older sister. growing up, she had a pretty tough life as she has to hide herself in a cape, why? well you see, though being in the fairy tale, her mother and her father were 'enemies'ㅡ they eventually got married, meaning that LAVERINA herself was a half wolf but gladly, she only took the ears part, and the eyes as well. with her older sister, she's not entirely close to them but they do bond sometimes. the reason why they don't bond easily is because, in all honesty, LAVERINA doesn't even know why she's mot entirely close with her. but all she could say that her sister is that they fought quite a lot back then, and until now. growing up, LAVERINA loves and she had always been writing, it's her favorite thing to do. when her friends come out and play. this made her got bullied by being the shy kid, she was an introvert and until now she is. her and her sister share similar interests, all of them have their loves for writing. and the two of them share the same strict parents, sometimes, it's tiring for them because both of their parents are perfectionists and they want their children to be good. that made her feel burdened. she had no friends to talk to her in school, they would call her names. during that time when it was class, she would often make an excuse to go to the toilet and cry there. not many people know about this, she wasn't depressed but she just felt really burdened. but she tried to calm herself down by looking at the bright side or writing, their parents are just strict, not rude or cruel. when she was around ten years old, they moved to daejeon, south korea. they moved because of her father's work, this made laverina more nervous because she didn't she wasn't very fluent in korean. she only knew basics like "hello", "how are you" and "good bye" because of this reason, she decided to stay quiet. at her school, she would use sign language to tell people what she is feeling or doing, she was glad that some of the kids wanted to make friends with her, and some still don't, they bullied her mute. but she had friends that she could talk to and share feelings or worries to each other, and her friends helped her to be more fluent in korean but all of those were just FAKE. they just wanted to use her, how she was very nice towards others. she once gave, what she call her 'best friend' there a copy of her essay so she wouldn't have to do the 5 page punishment. but that girl, who is and probably forever will be LAVERINA's enemy said that she cheated on hers and the whole school thought that it was her, being not fluent in korean yet, she didn't know how to argue. her parents are extremely kind and caring people who would do anything for their children though, she spoke only english to them since she wasn't very fluent in korean yet, but by the help of them, she became more fluent. during LAVERINA's elementary school years, they let her explore her interests as well, often letting her take any other additional lessons she wants. she was especially interested in science since long before, but also began becoming fascinated in the history of korea and their music. she also got really really interested in dance, running and soccer, becoming one of her most loved things to do, and becoming really good at it. because of her parents' support, her parents thought it was time for her to finally start to go a school, meaning that she had to move from daejeon to seoul though she was so nervous about it, she did, and there, she had the TIME OF HER LIFE. she was always able to be herself and have fun, even though she can get sometimes confused about some of their words. but that all changed when she got into sixth grade, LAVERINA's personality reversed, she thought that maybe she was just going through puberty at the first place, she still talked but not as much as before and what made it worse was that her beloved grandmother passed away. she became pretty depressed back then and would hurt herself, though she wanted the scars to go away, she knew that she was dumb to do it. entering high school, LAVERINA's personality became extremely different, it changed drastically. she was from the happy, funny, bubbly and talkative girl into this quiet, calm, reserved and stubborn one butㅡ she doesn't hate it, in fact, she actually likes it better than before. she once got into a huge physical fight, causing her to get punished by the principal and then her parents had to move her into another school. LAVERINA was scared because she thought that her parents would snap at her and get mad, but they didn't, instead they gave her advice on how to handle people like those.

━ TRIVIA ;
➯ raon is a black belt in taekwondo, and she can do fencing. at first, her father was the one who forced her to do sports but she ended up falling in love with them ( she does taekwondo, fencing and soccer ! )
➯ she has a playlist called 'favorites' which consists of course, her favorite songs. but out of all those 40+ songs, her favorites are 'to my youth' (bolbbalgan4) and 'blue rose' + 'white night' (up10tion) !
➯ she can't ride a bike. her sister used to teach her how to ride it, but she can never do it. she once broke a someone's fence and the both of them ran away !
➯ she is allergic towards dust and because of that, she usually does the cleaning in her house, and it's because she wants to !
➯ raon is good at solving riddles, puzzles and the rubix cube !
➯ her friends said that whenever she's doing nothing or zoning out, she looks like the school's idiot. !
➯ she's good at playing games, she also knows the ways how to cheat and not get caught !
➯ she isn't used to skinship, that's why she rarely does any skinship with anyone. it is not because her parents never showed affection, of course not ! it's just she rarely gets attention from someone who is just slightly older than her, who is her sister !
➯ raon has a few habits; playing with her fingers or biting her lip when she's nervous, glaring at people (she doesn't mean it to come off rude though), spacing or zoning out and covering her face when she is embarrassed or shy  !
➯ she has the innocent and flower girl looks but how she dresses doesn't fit it. she likes wearing skirts but if there are pants then she would wear them instead. !
➯ raon eyes change from human like to wolf like if she's angry !
➯ raon's dream vacation is to france !
➯ raon's favorite song genres are r&b and ballads !
➯ mousse and ice cream are her all time favorite desserts !
➯ there are a few things how to make herself calm; writing, reading, listening to music, photography and looking up at the sky !
➯ her favorite food is sushi and her mother's cooking !
➯ her favorite colors are red, blue, white and black !
➯ she likes any flower, but roses are a big fat no !
➯ you would always see glasses hanging at the center of her shirt, she uses them when she studies or reads !
➯ her family considers herself as a cleaning machine, as she is allergic towards dust, that's why she is the one who usually cleans nearly everything up !

( raon's likes and dislikes ! )

LIKES !
photography.
➯ one of raon's hobbies are photography and she must say so herself, she's pretty good at it. she mostly takes aesthetic pictures of the view and other stuffs

reading.
➯ raon's main hobby, reading. she just finds reading interesting that only by reading a book, you can discover so much more.

fashion.
➯ might be surprise to some people because they always thought of her as that 'quiet' kid. raon is a fashionable person, who doesn't fail to dress up, of course not wearing those big rings and necklaces, she thinks that they are too 'meh..' instead for accessories, she just uses a simple silver bracelet on her left hand and a watch on the other.

 drawing.
➯ another one of raon's hobbies, she enjoys drawing. she doesn't know if she's good or not, most people compliment her drawings but to her, they're still ugly.

watching movies.
➯ of course, raon can be tired because she's a human as well. and at those tired times, she would be seen watching movies just to calm her down or just to fill in her time.

cleaning.
➯ raon is allergic towards dust and because of that, she usually cleans everything. from tidying, washing the plates, ironing the clothes to cleaning the whole house, but she doesn't hate it instead, she likes it.

playing musical instruments.
➯ being apart of the music club, she enjoys playing musical instruments. despite being left handed, she is good at playing the piano.

writing.
➯ other than reading, raon enjoys writing very much. she would often write stories, song lyrics can comes up in her mind and random quotes.

singing.
➯ most people don't know this, but raon is a good singer. she sometimes likes to quietly sing if there's nobody around, unless someone catches her doing it, then she'll pretend like she did nothing.

listening to music.
➯ to raon, she thinks this is the best thing to do if you're bored. she would often be seen plugging in her earphones just to listen to her favorite song, which is 'to my youth' by bolbbalgan4. she always listens to that song if she's reading a book or even writing. ( of course she has other songs too, but this certain song just relates to her about her
past )

DISLIKES;
bullies.
➯ who likes them anyways ? raon hates bullies and toxic people in general, she doesn't like how they can be very disrespectful towards other people. (even though she can come off pretty rude, but she isn't a bully)

porcelain dolls.
➯ plushies are a big fat yes for her but porcelain dolls ? NOPE. she’s pretty much traumatised and threw away every porcelain doll she had

bananas.
➯ might be weird, but she just thinks bananas are weird, mostly because of their taste and it's because she once saw a weird ad about bananas.

 sausages.
➯ another food that raon doesn't like, sausages. she thinks they taste weird, and the shape to her is pretty weird too but she doesn't really hate it, but again, if there are other foods, she would eat those instead.

pickles.
➯ raon is kind of a picky-eater, but she absolutely hates pickles. she just doesn't like it, usually, her sister would tell their mother put pickles in her sandwich, which just makes raon angry everytime she gets home and she'd complain everytime ( her mother has no idea that she doesn't like them )

dirty things.
➯ being allergic towards dust, raon hates dirty things and things that are not neat as well. as she has been like this since she was young and there's nothing really to prevent her from doing it.

people complaining because she's left handed.
➯ to her, even sitting in a classroom can be problematic because if there is a two person desk, then she could only sit on the left side so their elbows wouldn't hit each other. but some of the students complain that she's left handed, which just makes her irritated.

roses.
➯ the reason why she hates roses is because her grandmother (in her new family) once loved them before she passed away. so, seeing roses just makes her very emotional even though she tends to hide it. as for now, only her family knows about this.

socializing.
➯ raon is more of the quiet person after all, and she just doesn't want any awkward silences with the person she is talking to. and it's never easy to befriend her, she has to think of if the person and her could fit, then they could be friends, and she's just pretty much afraid that something will happen like in her past.

loud places / overly crowded people.
➯ even though she hides it, raon doesn't like places that have overly crowded people in it, it makes her uncomfortable. but she's trying to get used to it, from what she knows, she HAS to get used to everything what's going on in this school.


━ SCHOOL LIFE ;
➯ raon is mostly quiet in classes, except if she's with the people she's close to, she would be just a bit more talkative. raon has good grades and she's pleased with them, but it isn't enough to reach her satisfaction, yet. raon hangs out with herself, by that i mean she hangs out alone, yes she has group of friends (slots ?). the place where you are sure that you'll find her is in the library, she always spends her free time there.

( classes ! )

she honestly joins every class that is written on her schedule but her favorites have to be these ones;
history classes ; math classes ; science classes ; arts and music !

( clubs ! )

book club ; dancing club ; soccer team ; music club, she also likes to participate running competitions from time to time !

❛ i used to be emotionless like a rock. ❜
━ FACE CLAIM + BACKUP + BACK-BACKUP;
park xiyeon (pristin ;;) ¡ kim hyunjin (loona) ¡ kim doyeon (weki meki)

━ SLOT + BACKUP + BACK BACK-UP ;
raise me up ¡ cosmos ¡ shooting star

━ LOVE INTEREST + BACKUP + BACK BACK-UP ;
hwang yunseong ¡ koo jungmo ¡ kim mingyu


❛ but those words just give me fear ❜
━ FIRST IMPRESSION;

LIM RAON TO HWANG YUNSEONG;
━ raon acknowledges him for his polite mattersㅡ along with his good looking face. but what she noticed was that yunseong always had this ‘i'm not confident’ expression plastered on his face and how she noticed that he is a bit timid than the other guys in the school. raon herself doesn't have a very high self esteem, but she had a feeling that she wanted to boost up the boy's confidence. why? most students raise their hand if they ask a question or answer the teacher's question if they ask, them being in the same class, he never EVER does those things, even raon the awkward and introverted self answers questions.

HWANG YUNSEONG TO LIM RAON;
━ yunseong obviously notices her around the school, i mean, who doesn't ? the only girl wearing a huge cape covering her is raon herself. he always thought that the girl had a perfect life, a fierce father and a caring mother and having friends and being quite popular. if he had to admit, the boy was pretty jealous at her because she was a 'believer' despite her kind of rude first meeting personality.

━ THEIR FIRST ENCOUNTER ;
raon was busy walking around the hallways, listening to her favorite song as she bumped into yunseong. the first thing she did was of course, making sure that her hood doesn't fall off. she thought that he was the one who 'accidentally' bumped into her so she gave him that 'death' glare. but when she realized the look on his face, she couldn't help but blush and quickly apologized to him as he was about to ask raon if she was okay, she had already ran off somewhere.

━ HOW YOU ACT AROUND THEM ;

beginning
➯ raon had always been that quiet kid, and that's ever since she was a in 6th grade. she's an introvert and she didn't have a heck bunch of friends, but she's fine with it, she sometimes prefers to be alone anyways. yunseong really caught her eye as how well quiet he was in class, of course how could she not notice, they're classmates and they're both in the same club. yunseong always treated her with respect and she admired that, if she has to say so herself. but raon always tried to avoid him, ignore him, and not even giving him attention.

middle
➯ for her, it was a nightmare. she got paired up with yunseong for their science project. of course, they had to work together, and this made raon pretty nervous as she actually kept being pretty rude to him. and so when they were going to do their project, she apologized to him for what she had done, he smiled brightly and forgive her but, the first half of the whole project was just silence.

middle to end
➯ after the project, she and yunseong had started to become friends. well, they started one or two conversations, raon then thought that she had a stomachache or something but nope, it turns out to be butterflies in her stomachㅡ she had a crush on him and when she asked her sister for advice, her sister laughed but at least she got her answer but did it the wrong way, she started to ignore him again.

middle to end (pt.2)
➯  yunseong found her in the library alone as her friends was busy doingㅡ something else, and raon never wanted to bring her sister to the library as they would only make a mess. he approached her and warmly greeted her, raon wanted to run away but she knew she couldn't, so she gave up. he then asked her to go to the park with him, and so they did.

end.
➯ the walk there was silent. as they got there, yunseong dragged her to sit on a bench together. and then yunseong started asking her questions on why she ignored him again, of course raon not wanting to get caught, she kept changing the subject. when raon was busy looking at the view, yunseong blurted outㅡ and confessed to her, making her froze in her spot. after that she finally gathered up her courage and confessed to him back, he immediately hugged her in that spot.

━ HOW THEY ACT AROUND YOU ;

beginning
➯ raon caught yunseong's attention when she first came into class and he was in awe that she is a good dancer. even his friends had to tell him that he was so busy in his own world. yunseong kinda wanted to befriend her but he was a bit scared so he treated her with respect and kindness, just like he would to others but this one is more..just a bit different. but in return, he never got anything back, not even attention or her friendship so he kinda gave up.

middle
➯ for him, it was either a good or bad opportunity. he got paired up with raon for their science project. of course, they had to work together, and as much as yunseong thought he was confident confident, he was panicking inside. and so when they were going to do their project, she apologized to him for what she had done, yunseong just smiled at her softly and forgive her but, the first half of the whole project was just silence. of course, he wanted to break the awkward atmosphere around them, so he started a pretty awkward conversation with her. he thinks that the way she speaks is pretty adorable, because she talks with her dialect.

middle to end
➯ after the project, he and raon had started to become friends. well, they started one or two conversations and even grew closer to each other, yunseong's friends started to notice how he acts weird around her, as he would hide behind them or just become very shy. yunseong thought he was going crazy but then his friends slapped him, well- not really, they said to him that it's obvious that he had a crush on her, and they encouraged him to confess but he waited for the perfect timing.

middle to end (pt.2)
➯  he found her in the library alone and yunseong walked up to her and he warmly greeted her with a smile. it was pretty obvious that raon was trying to avoid him again, but she couldn't so it seem like she gave up. yunseong then asked her to go to the park with him, she hesitated at first but finally agreed.

end
➯ the walk there was silent. as they got there, he dragged her to sit on a bench together. and then he started asking her questions on why she ignored him again, but the girl kept changing the subject which made him pretty irritated when raon was busy avoiding eye contact by looking at the view, the boy finally snappedㅡ well, he blurted out his feelings to her and confessed. the girl stayed silent for a while and then she confessed to him back, he felt like his heart was about to get off his chest, he just flung his arms around her, hugging her in that spot.

❛ is time here gold or a beast ? ❜
━ REQUESTED SCENES;

ALONE.
✎ raon running around with the animals ! ( like they have a race going on )
✎ not really alone, but maybe she and her sister having a fight in school ! ( as for her sister's name /if this will be added/, you can make it up uwu )

WITH LOVE INTEREST.
✎ raon fell and got a huge bruise on her knee so yunseong took her to the medical room ! even though she kept saying that she was fine, she was clearly limping. (/uwu)/ [i don't know, it's random but cute in my opinion]
✎ yunseong and her studying together in the library, but then she noticed he had fallen asleep and the library was cold, so she put the jacket that she brought over him so he won't get cold ( she always keeps a spare jacket in her bag ) [again, random but it's cute??]
✎ their school having a match and yunseong was there supporting raon and the people there were like; "hang on, he's friends with her ?"

WITH THE OTHER SLOTS.
✎ them noticing that raon was staring at yunseong and when they asked her if she had a crush on him, she answered yes without even thinking but then she realized she made a huge mistake and they started teasing her !
✎ them having a picnic together where they talk about stuffs !

━ WHY SHE WANTED TO
CHANGE HER DESTINY;
she wanted to change her destiny about her family's past and she wanted to change everything that her aunt told her to do, why aunt ? since raon is staying in seoul and her parents had to go back to germany to take care of her grandfather, her aunt insisted that she'll watch their daughter when they're gone. in all honesty, whatever her aunt says just pisses her off, she had always wished that her aunt would be more like her mother. she doesn’t want and she doesn't like to be treated as if she was a villain and she also doesn't want to be treated like a person who doesn't have emotions, she wants to explore the whole wide world and she wants to dream to know every single bit.


❛ is time here gold or a beast ? ❜
━ ANYTHING ELSE ;
idts ! :)

━ DEDICATION RATE ;
hnng, a 9..97?? my internet sucks here and idk if this is good enough sjsgjsbsgej

━ MESSAGE TO ME ;
hi hi i'm vira ! this won't flop, believe me ! but if ur worried it will, maybe try making it an fcfs ? i'm not sure tho bc i've never made an applyfic but sjshsk let's be friends !