Life is a series of events that are all relative to each other each more meaning full and full of mystery then the last but giving each a new point of view. While most argue that this is too hard to understand I don't give a fuck. Life is uncertain its a system that we should not waste by suicide (not sacrifice) or the murder of others because of your problems.
It seems that I have secrets that I never got around to telling, and this is my attempt at a thought process, but I recognize that a mind is more advanced then all forms of media and will be impossible to draw say write or even dream it can only be lived out.
My life is a blend of love, anarchy, hacking, food, and living I guess.
Its been hard to explain love in my eyes as I'm sexually attracted to girls, but I have deeper relationship with certain friends of both sexes, this decides to play games with me. As I will at parties decide some times to hook up with random girls, yet I only ask certain ones out if I feel the deeper connection. This connection is a weird feeling its not love, its more of a feeling of wanting to run away to the moon and dance till the sun goes out with that person. Its the feeling of not being able to trust something, but you do it anyway. This I feel in my closest comrades, adventures and lost souls.
Yet I'm dreadfully helpful to make someones day or destroy there night. I seem to be able to make someones day then destroy their night. I think I'm a optimistic pessimist. I can make the worst situation have a humor to it, a silver lining. Yet still be able to corrupt the mind and soul of anyone nearby.