Keep Me Alive No Longer

I walk through the fog in the dark
Wanting to finally see the spark
Of the dawning sun before me
But there is nothing left to see

Pushing past an old cemetery gate
How is this going to be my fate
Dying would bring me so much relief
Sins of the world stole my belief

Much of my life was bad
Friends that left me when I was quite sad
Emptiness is all that is left here
Coldness, depression, and fear

Graves all around me of loved ones so dear
All that I want is for them to still be near
Lying on the ground I start to cry
Can I finally leave with one final goodbye

Not sure what else I can do
Resting for a moment and feeling so blue
Yes this has to end now
Just tell me how

Very sadly I lay here though midnight
Take me now before first light
Understand that I am a shell
Quickly take my life to Heaven or Hell
-END- 9/6/18