GC Adventures

vrth. added bran to the group.07/08/2018
vrth.07/08/2018
Alright fellahs I want a fair and clean fight
No name calling
Bran is also in a war rn so he may reply slow, yasu
bran07/08/2018
ok so
i get annoyed when you get mad during wars to the point of it tilting others
or thats how it feels at least
and thats my reason for not wanting to play there s14
but if you move away from being upset and angry at things that are uncontrollable (mkw) then i'd be more than glad to play there until the clan dies or whatever
and i dont dislike you at all
outside of you getting mad its nice to just chill like we did the other day
and the 6v6 was fun
if i said something that sounded like i hated you, it was probably cuz i was heated at the time or something
i odnt even remember what i said
yasu07/08/2018
Got logs if you need a reminder
bran07/08/2018
if youw ant
yasu07/08/2018
You were heated enough to blatantly lie
bran07/08/2018
wdym
yasu07/08/2018
Name one time I've said "ggs we've lost" after losing race 1 of a war
bran07/08/2018
that wasnt entirelyliteral
but you've had that kinda mindset before
idk how tod escribe it
but you act like the world is ending or something
yasu07/08/2018

Looks pretty literal
I always say "it's alright, it's only race 1"
If I say anything at all
What you misunderstand about all of this is that it all comes down to how competitive you are as a person
Sure, you might not care, but I care a decent amount
I'm a super competitive person
I wanna win and hate losing.
Those are emotions and not everyone controls those equally easily
bran07/08/2018
i understand and im competitive too
but i dont want that to have an impact on us as a team
which i feel it has
yasu07/08/2018
Welp, I can't control it
It's not my fault
bran07/08/2018
i know
yasu07/08/2018
It has ups and downs
bran07/08/2018
and i dont blame you for it
yasu07/08/2018
Call me dull, but I cannot remember raging or tilting so hard that it negatively impacts other people and how they perform
And if it does, no one fucking tells me
So I can become aware of it and improve on it
Because people are wimps and keep everything to themselves
Or complain about it to their friends
Like wow, you expect things to get better without ever letting me know?
You're just asking for it to continue
bran07/08/2018
i just feel liek people start to be quiet or dont really talk the amoutn they should
like in wl when we start losing heavily
everyone is just super quiet
or they just get mad more than usual
yasu07/08/2018
Never the case
Only w6
bran07/08/2018
gp3 7
yasu07/08/2018
And that's cus we were losing by 100 after 2 gps
vrth.07/08/2018
I think everyone was pretty down gp3 last week ngl
yasu07/08/2018
^
What do you expect? Mid war motivational soeech?
bran07/08/2018
no i just expect people to chill out a little and lighten up on it
nobody gets a benefit from winning a wl match
a banner is all u get
ik that sounds uncompetitive
but its the truth
yasu07/08/2018
See, this is the flaw
It's a banner to you
To others it's more
And it just is
It means something
vrth.07/08/2018
The meaning isnt objective
To each their own
yasu07/08/2018
Don't beat people up for it
If you care enough, you'll do or say whatever to win
Because that's what it's about to some people
Like me
And that all comes down to how competitive you are
And it varies a lot
That's just how it is
bran07/08/2018
well i dont think that we need to get angry at everything
getting unlucky is just common as hell
and we cant do anything about it
yasu07/08/2018
Idk about others but for me personally expressing anger or tilting is mostly self disappointment
When things don't go right, I panic and can't control what I say
bran07/08/2018
if i ever get frustrated i just like to bottle it up
yea i get that
not everyone's the same ofc so
yasu07/08/2018
Yeah because YOU are able to do that
Exactly
Everyone is different
Don't hold that against them
It just is
Like bro, I wish I could just bottle up my emotions
Really, it'd be super helpful
But that's just not who I am
And changing a large aspect of yourself like that is not just something you do in a day
May not even be something you are able to do
vrth.07/08/2018
I think what is important is for each side to know and acknowledge that intentions are good here. We play for the same team and share the same goals
yasu07/08/2018
We are not the same however and therefore we express ourselves differently
bran07/08/2018
im not holding it against you
it just isnt always the best to be around
and i said i feel like it hurts us sometimes
esp in wl
yasu07/08/2018
Well then say it!
Bring it up
bran07/08/2018
well look where we are now
not the planned way but
yasu07/08/2018
Nothing is going to get better if we don't communicate
bran07/08/2018
is there anything else you wanted to mention
yasu07/08/2018
No, why?
bran07/08/2018
well why dont we mention this in gc
about not makign each other tilt
and go from there
yasu07/08/2018
I would, I just don't know how many will give a shit
Because to some it might be irrelevant
bran07/08/2018
wl chat?
yasu07/08/2018
It would require an actual big discussion AND people actually caring about it because just mentioning it briefly would be equivalent to a shoulder shrug and moving on. Like I said, I have a bad feeling that people wouldn't care about it, or very minimally.
bran07/08/2018
well i dont think it hruts to try
yasu07/08/2018
Probably not
I'll write a post tomorrow
bran07/08/2018
ol
ok
yasu07/08/2018
Bad enough I stayed up till 5 for this shit
That'll do it then I guess
bran07/08/2018
ok sorry about all that
again
i dont dislike you in the slightest
yasu07/08/2018
It's whatever
vrth.07/09/2018
Goal is to have as little tension as possible. Big match this week
You guys should either bring it up in GC or not mention it at all
yasu07/09/2018
I just don't feel like it's been an issue whatsoever. Everyone has tilted at some point, even in WL matches. Again, if you don't address a problem, you're asking for it to continue. Just because one person does it, doesn't mean others feel the same. If it's like in this case with my tilt and rage (which you really over exaggerated) it may be that some people can look past it simply because I have other qualities that overshadow that one (minimal) "problem". So I don't feel like it's an issue and would probably do worse than better.
bran07/09/2018
ok that’s fine
vrth.07/09/2018
Think the most logical thing to do is just give one another a clean slate. We can sit here and debate all we want on who is right, but we won't get anywhere. Each person takes things their own way so it'd be useless. Gotta put it behind us and keep pushing forward, and if it's meant to work out then it will