Topics: MDMA crystals with good quality
Dose: 110 mg
Previous experiences: Cannabis, Alcohol, Spampa (Toppisar).

Me and my very close friend as we can call "Peace" would go out and party, we were going on a good rave arranged every now and then. We had fixed MDMA crystals. Fred was experienced in the past, so many times before. I myself was a little excited but very keen to test this magical substance that everyone just spoke well about.

We started the evening with my little home, ate a good meal, drank some beer, planned the intake of the substance before the evening and what we would do after the party ended.

We stepped on the bus around 22:00 and went to town, we stayed and talked more friends on the way and smoked a joint that raised the mood but made me a bit unnecessarily lowered.

We started walking towards the ravine maybe at 11pm and sat outside a bit away from the entrance and picked up a ziplock bag containing the dose of crystals we shared with me. Poured it into the hand, licked me and swallowed with a pound of beer. The taste was very strong but nobody was wondering so to speak.

The time was now 0:00 and we stumbled in before it would hit to pay entry and leave the bags, etc. Fred suggested that we should sit down until it got started, I thought it sounded like a good idea. I have always had the feeling that everyone is looking strange at me and thinking badly about me in general, even though I do not feel like that A single person or have even seen someone earlier. Even fast I'm happy with my appearance and actually often get compliments from my friends.

Between 0:15 and 0:20 I began to feel how the hands started to get small sweaty and have a little warm feeling in the body, we still sat still in the same place. Feeling it was on g.
Peace began to become so empathetic and social already but I was still a little nervous so I could not relax.

Around 0: 30-0: 40, it turned out, felt like my whole body became completely wet of sweat, the whole body at once. The sight became very blurred and the muscles in the arms became ill tense and began to tremble, I felt that something had control over me. Felt like the man gets up and it looks black for the eyes, his eyesight blurred instead and the feeling was much more intense. I thought I would be unconscious or faint at any time which led to panic. I took Fred and told me how I felt and that I was really worried now. Luckily, so he was there for me, I was experienced and knew that he was planning to sit and wait for the rest. It felt strange to breathe but still nice.

Fred calmed down and said there's no danger, it's all about the thing. I thought it would not go over and that it was this MDMA where, immediately began thinking that I might have just started with half the dose first. I wanted to go out because I thought the stress was because of the atmosphere, so loud music and lots of people, just wanted to go out and out. But luckily, Fred knew there was no good idea because it had looked very suspicious if he started to lead me out of the place with tefats pupil.

I only took a few minutes, 2-3 max maybe. Then released all the excitement in the body and I began to enjoy techno music based on so wonderful in the background. Even Fred's presence made me so happy and we started talking about everything between heaven and earth, what's going on in our lives, what fun we had experienced and what's going to happen in the future. We talked to each other how much we appreciate that we have each other in life and everything just felt so wonderful.

For the first time in my life, I felt I wanted to move to the music even though the dance floor was full with unknown people. I felt so safe and free from the social anxiety I otherwise suffered on similar occasions. Det var så fint at flytte til musikken og jeg forstod at alle mennesker har nettopp kommet hit for å ha det gøy akkurat som meg. There was nothing to worry about, just followed the music and enjoyed.

Had obviously prepared me a bit and read that one should take breaks and even drink water, I reminded Fred about that too sometimes, too, he had so wonderful and felt a little concern for him that he forgot it was so nice. Quickly, we did not dance so hardcore, not that you got breathless or something so it was still lung. Men every now and then we took breaks, sat down, drank a little and talked about everything possible. We maybe bought 3-4 beers and 2 bottles of water that we shared in total during the evening. I felt completely clear in the head, not the least full, like the beer had no effect at all except the good taste in the mouth.

Time just flew past, the first hour felt like 10 minutes. We just jumped around the dance floor and met some other friends too