APARECIUM / jjeon-jxngkook

☼ I SAY THIS AGAIN,

USERNAME : jjeon-jxngkook
PASSWORD : antenna ent

FULL NAME : Sapphire Denisse Dela Cruz
NICKNAMES : Saph (my parents call me this since it's the shortened version of Sapphire, nothing special), Denden (my friends call me this since they say it's cuter and easier to say than Denisse)

NATIONALITY : Philippines
ETHNICITY : Philippines

BLOOD : muggleborn

FACE CLAIM : Liza Soberano
BACKUP FACE CLAIM : Hyeri



☼ I THINK THIS IS IT FOR US

BIRTHPLACE : Pampanga
HOMETOWN : Manila

LANGUAGE(S): I can speak Filipino and English, both fluently. I know how to speak a little in Korean but only a 1/10 in fluency

FAMILY : Tori Dela Cruz | muggle | secretary | 7.5/10
Alvin Dela Cruz | muggle | engineer | 7/10

BACKGROUND : It was the typical life of a normal girl. My family was neither poor nor rich. I was able to go to a school that was not too prestigious but still a private school. I had friends. I never imagined that I would be gifted with magical powers, and my parents are very realistic and would always come up with logical explanations to the weird things that kept happening due to my magic. At some point I was scared, but I learned to accept it. My parents did as well, and they supported me through my decision of going to Hogwarts, because even if that life was good, with people loving me and such, I guess I just craved something else, as if I felt like my soul didn't really belong to the life I lived before Hogwarts.



☼ YOU SAY,

SLOT: ZIG ZAG
BACKUP SLOT : MAMA DON'T WORRY

PERSONALITY : I do get good grades like ravenclaws usually do, but it isn't because I actually give effort into getting good grades. I usually just procrastinate and do my work into the very last minute. I don't really know myself at all, even at times where I like to think I do, the same way Zig Zag likes to think she should be in gryffindor according to her personality but was instead put to ravenclaw. I'm bitter and cold, and once complimented I would immediately disapprove. The sight of couples doing anything couple like could make me want to scream that forever does not exist. I also like to speak my thoughts out most of the time, sometimes even if it may offend other people, but in times where my thoughts are needed most, I usually stay quiet. I like to play with my words and imply things indirectly when I insult so sensitive people won't cry and blame it on me right away. I disapprove at a lot of things, especially when I get praised because I'm afraid they're just lying to me. I'm quite courageous, and I like thrill a lot. Nothing beats the feeling of my heart pounding faster than usual because of an adventure. It reminds me that no matter how sad and empty I become in life, I am still existing and I am still human, capable of being alive. I stay up at night thinking what future I could have, and thinking that there is nothing in store for me. I'm not sympathetic, but when needed I can be very understanding. I could say things people don't even know about themselves, and I could even say the truth people don't want to accept, but most of the times I don't care. I'm cold, bitter, and harsh, but most of the time I just fight back the tears and cover away my soft side. Honestly, I'm not even artistic in terms of, well, art. Drawing, painting, coloring, I could barely do good in those. The only field of art I can excel in is calligraphy. But I believe in art in tons of forms, and I can write. Perhaps not as good as most people, but I believe I can. I work hard when I'm really into what I'm doing. I don't give a damn about my grades, but only when the work concerns things that could mold who I am do I tend to do my work right away, no procrastination. I'm dedicated and passionate, and I'm still trying to figure out whether I should use writing or see something else. I'm still trying to find myself and know how I can use all these passion built up inside myself. Also, I know Zig Zag doesn't give a damn about her grades and homework, but that doesn't mean she doesn't have a beautiful mind right? I know I slack in my studies often and usually procrastinate till the last minute, then whenever I fail, I'll be saddened for a minute then forget about it the next, but I believe that my mind still has depth and beauty. Together with the passion and creativity of Zig Zag, I also have a deep, beautiful, and intelligent mind that I probably don't put into good use. Perhaps that's why Zig Zag was put into Ravenclaw. I'm smart, and my thoughts are deep and beautiful. I can create art through my words and I can be a walking example of what passion is. I am very far from dim-witted and I can actually excel in my studies. The problem is only that I don't care enough.

LIKES : calligraphy, literature, books, poems, movies, music, museums, Greek Mythology, playing the piano, polaroid pictures

DISLIKES : homeworks, drawing, exercising, playing sports, school, people who judge people with mental illnesses, all types of discrimination, whining

TRIVIA :
- I don't cry that easily, and I tend to mock people jokingly when they cry often, but I cry due to movies and books a lot.
- I keep lots of things to myself, and I really hate opening up to a person.
- I'm a lot more talkative to my friends than I am to my parents. The things my parents know about me are just the usual things parents know about their children. Maybe I'm just afraid they'll judge me for things I'll say.
- I'm normally bitter and cold to people I don't know well, but very nice to people i want to get closer to.
- I want to change my hair color but my school doesn't allow it so perhaps in Hogwarts my hair color could finally change.
- I don't like physical touch that much. Just by the slightest invasion of my personal bubble could put me off.
- I don't normally care for what people think of me, but once I know that someone else knows something about what another person said about me, my soul would not be at rest until I know what it is.
- I guess my biggest enemy is myself, and the one who judges me most is myself too. I'm sad, even when my life is exremely perfect, and my defense is that no one is exempted from sadness, and that sadness chooses no one in particular, but everyday feels like a constant battle and I don't know what to do.
- I have an unhealthy obsession with Greek Mythology and my favorite God and Goddess is Apollo and Artemis. Apollo because he is just amusing in general. Artemis because she's great, and reminds me of my own.
- idk if you know about Rick Riordan's books but I have this huge crush on Leo Valdez I don't even know if it's still healthy.
- I could be very observant or very oblivious
- I like to know about things about a person that even they don't know, and sometimes I wish other people could do the same for me.



☼ PLEASE MEET SOMEONE GOOD

HOUSE : Ravenclaw
YEAR : 7th Year

QUIDDITCH : Chaser, The Gryffindor Quidditch Team!! Definitely a 10/10 (even if I hate playing sports, I love watching & supporting it). I guess I don't play the sport but I watch it a lot, like probably every single match in Hogwarts.

BEST SUBJECT : Astronomy, because I'm really interested with stars and constellations and generally any celestial body in space. As I'm interested in it, I make sure to pour my efforts in excelling in that class.
WORST SUBJECT : Herbology, because plants never really seemed that interesesting to me. I guess the only way I could pass in Herbology was if I was forced to actually put even the tiniest of efforts to pass or if I was forced to take extra classes for extra points.

PET : Owl, a snowy owl, Athena
WAND : 11 and a half inches, Ash, and core is of unicorn

PATRONUS : Manx Cat, since as said, people with manx cat as their patronus are often calm under pressure. I am also fierce and good to be by your side when in bother.

OTHER : My character may be an animagus, because that would make it easier for Zig Zag to skip classes by changing form into an animal so she won't get caught. Zig Zag  also have mastered legilimency, just to show that even if she's neglectful about her grades, she is smart and talented, and no matter how much people doubt her being in Ravenclaw, she does deserve to be there.



☼ I GUESS OUR LOVE

LOVE INTEREST : yoongi
BACKUP LOVE INTEREST : taehyung

PERSONALITY :

HOW DID THEY MEET : They had known each other for a long time but never actually had an encounterment. The start of their involvement was when Zig Zag was still mastering legilimency, she accidentally used her legilimency and navigated through the mind of Yoongi. She found it beautiful, and would make poems and haikus about it whenever she would not listen in class. One time after class, she left the notebook filled with the poems about Yoongi's mind, and Yoongi found it. He thought it was creepy at first and something a stalker would do, but he fell in love with the poems, and realized that the person was probably someone who knew legilimency. People normally recognized Yoongi for his looks, and rarely for his thoughts so he wanted to find this girl. Eventually the news would spread and Zig Zag would know about this, and would get furious (and jealous even if she wouldn't admit it) whenever Yoongi would believe a girl who took credit for her poems just for Yoongi's attention, but Yoongi would eventually search and search until finally he'll find her. They'll start off as friends or acquaintances, then develop into something more.

FIRST IMPRESSIONS :
His first impression of her; someone he wants to hate since she's muggleborn, but can't hate. someone bold and fierce, is loud and speaks her thoughts out sometimes, someone he would want to know further just because he knows she's more than what other people speak of her as.
Her first impression of him; before being able to know about his thoughts, she thought he was just some man overly confident about himself, someone who shared her passion for being lazy and sleeping

HOW DOES HE ACT AROUND HER :
beginning: i guess he'll just ignore her, but observe her every once in a while and smile a little to himself whenever he admired her fiery personality. He'll scold himself for admiring her from afar, and tell him that as a slytherin, he should hate muggleborns.
middle: he would be friends with her, and would constantly smile and feel proud of himself that he was able to get closer to her, and he'd only start acting distant when he realizes he's falling for her and afraid she doesn't return the feelings.
end: he'll be loving her fully, even at her saddest, at her coldest, at her angriest states. He'll accept her fully, through thick and thin, with no conditions.


HOW DOES SHE ACT AROUND HIM :
beginning: she'll probably be cold and bitter to him at first like she is to everyone, but after navigating his mind, she'll start to be quiet when he's around, and have her attention be adverted to him quietly. She'll be observing him, trying to figure out what to put in her poems, and absentmindedly falling in love from that time.
middle: she would eventually be comfortable with him, and accept their friendship. She wouldn't be aware that she had already fallen for him, and she would not want to navigate his mind again when he started being distant, simply because she was afraid it was a truth she could not take, and even if she usually did not care about things, and gave bitter comments without giving a fuck what comments she'll get in return, for some reason she cared awfully a lot about what Yoongi thought of her.
end: she'll be a lot less cynical when with Yoongi, and she'll also love him deeply, fully and endlessly, despite her bitter self.

RELATIONSHIP : i guess they'll be lovers, but not the cliche type since Zig Zag is bitter after all, but nevertheless a couple who's just lowkey sweet but still goals to everyone lol

RELATIONSHIP TRIVIA :
-yoongi giving Zig Zag a nickname only he can call her with a deep meaning since the start of their relationship was founded on the depth of their minds anyway lol (maybe something like Fire [from Sapphire lolol shh] because of Zig Zag's fierce, bold, and fiery personality)
-Zig Zag doesn't like physical touch with others, but she finds it completely okay and could even make her feel giddy when Yoongi holds her hand, or hugs her, or kisses her forehead, or any type of physical contact with him.
-ohmygod maybe they could be making poems with each other since they're both writers, but secretly as they're too embarrassed because they both think the other is better than them in literature. Zig Zag would be a lot more careful with her notebook, and Yoongi would be quietly smiling giddily to himself whenever he'd think about the poems about her.
-Zig Zag is the only person who can make Yoongi sing and believe that he can actually sing. Yes, he could rap, but Zig Zag knew that he can also sing. His voice is beautiful and is art in its own ways, and Zig Zag wanted him to develop and love that.
-Yoongi was the only one who can calm Zig Zag down after her panic attacks and knows what to do when she was sad and broken.
- Yoongi can be very savage to others, but Zig Zag is definitely a lot more savage than him, and that doesn't piss Yoongi off, in fact whenever she's savage, he'll smile and look at her proudly.
- They would be teasing each other a lot, but know when it's time to stop and know what to tease about and what not to.



☼ WAS MORE SHALLOW THAN I THOUGHT...

SCENE SUGGESTIONS :
- maybe one time Zig Zag and Yoongi might have that scene where they look at the stars and and feature Zig Zag geeking on about astronomy. Yoongi would stare at her, fall for her even more, and realize that she was not stupid, she just didn't care enough for her grades. It would be that cliche scene with Zig Zag saying "it's so beautiful." as she stared at the stars and Yoongi saying "beautiful indeed." as he stared at her.
- (If Yoongi is in a Quidditch team) Zig Zag could be that supportive person in the crowd, definitely screaming to support him endlessly. Even if it was a match between Ravenclaw and Slytherin, or even Gryffindor (her favorite team) and Slytherin, she would definitely be screaming for Yoongi's name and supporting him through thick and thin. (If Yoongi isn't in a Quidditch team) Yoongi would watch the matches with Zig Zag, no matter how tempting it is to just sleep and doze off, and he would quietly be jealous whenever Zig Zag would scream her support for a guy in a team.
-Imagine Yoongi being a nervous wreck when Zig Zag invites him for a dinner in their house in the holidays.
- Perhaps there could be a time a bunch of female wizards would be fangirling over Yoongi, and asking for pictures and his autographs and such and Zig Zag would be extremely jealous, and when Yoongi noticed that, he would laugh and shake his head, then ignore all the other fangirls as he'll walk towards Zig Zag and put his arm around her shoulder, and she would smile smugly to all the other girls, and Yoongi would just laugh further, finding Zig Zag's jealousy cute.

NOTE TO ME : ohmygosh;;; i'm really not that familiar with too many female artists that i can use as the face claim so feel free to use any face claim that you think would suit this role. This is my first time applying and I'm not expecting I'll get chosen but I'll still join nonetheless. Even if I won't get chosen, I'll read this book, because I really find its concept amazing. I'm looking forward to this book and I already love you I can't even <3 Good luck on this book and I hope we don't die yet, which is very impossible because BANGTAN KEEPS KILLING EVERYONE.

ANYTHING ELSE: nothing else i guess, good luck on this book :))