muffinmuffler{D}> Hi
<Liliana> Hi
<Liliana> How are you?
<muffinmuffler{D}> I said I wanted to talk more about my gendee
<muffinmuffler{D}> I'm good
<muffinmuffler{D}> *gender
<Liliana> When you are feeling male, are you comfortable with your body being male despite part of you wanting to be female?
<muffinmuffler{D}> Yeah. But I feel like I've always wanted to be female
<muffinmuffler{D}> Idk
<muffinmuffler{D}> Every time I've masturbated, I've imagined myself as a female
<Liliana> The main difference I've encountered between Bi-gendered and Transgendered is that the bi-gendered are comfortable with being genetically one gender despite also identifying as the opposite gender. Transgenders tend to feel like their body is the wrong sex and tend to always feel they are the opposite gender for one reason or another.
<muffinmuffler{D}> I don't want to be genetically one gender
<muffinmuffler{D}> And mentally another
<muffinmuffler{D}> I wanna be one through and through
<Liliana> Well, it is possible that you are one of the rare transgenders that actually have a female brain instead of a male brain. A lot of the transgenders I've met only feel they Trans because they like wearing female clothing.
<Liliana> they are
<muffinmuffler{D}> Idk
<muffinmuffler{D}> Should I get a CAT scan? Semi-serious when I ask that
<Liliana> It wouldn't hurt to find out if you have a male brain or a female brain. It might help you figure out your gender even. But the more we discuss this, the more I see that you're one of the "true" Transgenders.
* muffinmuffler{D} hugs
<muffinmuffler{D}> So what do I do? Besides seeing a gender psychologist.
<muffinmuffler{D}> ...should I even do that?
<Liliana> It might help, but it boils down to what you feel is right. Personally, I wish I could undergo a sex change, but they don't have the capability to give me what I want.
<muffinmuffler{D}> Why do they not have the capability?
<Liliana> From what I know, they can't add a vagina without using the penis as the vagina.
<muffinmuffler{D}> Ah
<muffinmuffler{D}> They also can't make a penis out of a vagina
* muffinmuffler{D} snuggles
<muffinmuffler{D}> Thanks
<Liliana> You're welcome
<Liliana> If you are wanting to transition, you need to see a gender psychologist
<muffinmuffler{D}> Anything else you think you should add?
<Liliana> That about covers it. A formal diagnosis of gender identity disorder and a recommendation for transitioning from the psychologist is what is needed to start the transitioning.
<muffinmuffler{D}> Ok
<muffinmuffler{D}> I wanna finish the band season and stop being fat first
<muffinmuffler{D}> Any advice for the latter?
<Liliana> All I can recommend is walking every day.
<muffinmuffler{D}> Ok
* muffinmuffler{D} hugs
* Liliana hugs