ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 25 minutes ago
...I'm tempted t see if our local Daylight Donuts is hiring.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 25 minutes ago
It'd have consistent hours and it's early enough that it wouldn't get to crowded.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 25 minutes ago
Plus I wouldn't have to remember five bajillion things.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 24 minutes ago
It'd be cashier work, but it's a smaller establishment and I doubt they'd complain about my need for a chair.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 24 minutes ago
Plur guaranteed at least Monday off. :x

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 24 minutes ago
I'm just tired of being broke.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 24 minutes ago
At the same time, a job scares me.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 23 minutes ago
I was miserable at Wal-Mart.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 23 minutes ago
Interacting with people isn't something I can easily do a lot of them time.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 23 minutes ago
I'm honestly not sure I'm at a point in my anxiety where I'm ready to interact with people at any time but my own.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 23 minutes ago
Right now, if I choose it ahead of time, sure.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 22 minutes ago
But my hours wouldn't be my own to control. :T

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 22 minutes ago
So it's not like it's "go in when you're ready to deal with people"

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
It's "psych yourself up and hope you don't have a breakdown which you'll have more often than not."

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
I'm not sure I'm ready

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
I'm not sure when I will be

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
But I'm tired of being broke

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago


ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
And SSI can take years to get.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 21 minutes ago
IDK.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 20 minutes ago
...I've also been noting that my other ankle has begun hurting, too, for even more fun. :T

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 20 minutes ago
And pain has moved up to my knee on my right side.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 19 minutes ago
Hahaha. I don't want to tell Papa, we have too much to worry about at times as it is and I don't want him to worry too much about me.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 19 minutes ago
My right knee has always been wonky--it's noticeably smaller than my left knee.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 19 minutes ago
Ugh I'm too young for this. Even I feel that way.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 18 minutes ago
I'm apparently not actually too overweight for my body type either? My bones are really fucking wide.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 18 minutes ago
Er. Skeletal structure.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 18 minutes ago
Really wide ribcage, really wide hips...

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 18 minutes ago
Shoulder that are almost as wide as my hips...

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 16 minutes ago
IDK.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 16 minutes ago
I also have pretty bad back problems but hahahaha chiropractor on no money.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 14 minutes ago
I mean, my back's so bad I will literally wake up and have to sit up awhile, or I'll have to lie down awhile.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 13 minutes ago
And walking does jack shit to help, unlike what Papa insists. :T

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 13 minutes ago
IDK.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 12 minutes ago
Maybe I'll go see variety care when I can. /Face in hands/

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 8 minutes ago
IDK. There's so much wrng with me.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 8 minutes ago
but I feel I have no right t complain because so many others have it worse.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 8 minutes ago
I can still walk!

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 8 minutes ago
I can eat most things!

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 8 minutes ago
I have very few medicinal allergies!

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 7 minutes ago
I don't hurt as bad as, say, my mom!

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 7 minutes ago
I could probably work if I just got over it and got better!

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 7 minutes ago
Maybe Papa's right, maybe I don't want t be better.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 6 minutes ago
Maybe because I'm not getting the fuck over it, I'm wallowing.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 6 minutes ago
Even though I'm going to therapy and I've had fewer breakdowns.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 6 minutes ago
I'm still having them.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 6 minutes ago
I'm still depressed.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 6 minutes ago
I still am not ready to work.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
Tho apparently my type of anxiety is hereditary, so that explains a lot.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
Mom has anxiety too. :T

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
IDK.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
I don't know

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
I really don't

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
I'm tired of being broke, but I don't know what actions I can take to remedy this

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 5 minutes ago
I don't have artistic talent

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 4 minutes ago
I'm not even that great a writer.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 4 minutes ago
IDK.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 4 minutes ago
Maybe I just need to sleep.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 3 minutes ago
I might do that.

ɴᴇᴍᴇsɪs sᴜᴅᴏᴜ 3 minutes ago
/Face in hands/