I'm done being silent, and things need to be said.

Firstly, FFMonth 2014 *was* a race. This may seem petty but it caused me so many issues on my stream and I had to constantly cover your ass pretending it wasn't a race from the start. It was. I honestly still don't know if you're just delusional about that (most likely) or maybe you're just too sad to admit it because you were losing so much? I have no idea. When I initially asked about joining you in FFMonth 2014 I asked if you wanted to race the franchise. You can check your chat logs. When Chris designed your graphics it was specifically in a racing design. I obviously wouldn't have speedran FF5 in FFMonth had it not been a race. When Kotaku and Twitch advertised the event they said it was a race, and then you proceeded to blame them and complain that they got everything wrong. Simply put, YOU were wrong. This is the first instance of you outright lying consistently. I still find it amazing that you one day started saying it wasn't a race. You left every viewer on twitch (and myself) in bemusement that it suddenly wasn't a race and expected everybody to just accept that

Then there's the FFMonth 2015 shirt. For some reason this design was completely done in secret with our graphics artist. Didn't have our consent on the final design, and put up for sale on your twitch channel. I didn't really have any issue with this as such, the design was ok and I didn't mind so much that it was for sale on your channel (though you still haven't paid me or seven our share of the royalties so perhaps that is a concern.. #thieves?). The problem was your lying. Again. You seem to think it was discussed with us when it really wasn't, I read the chat logs in their entirety twice and saw no trace of discussion with the shirt design or anything about putting your moogle doll on the site. Again, I don't have any issue with the shirt or doll but the constant lying was infuriating, even after reading the chat logs you were adamant the discussion took place, I can only imagine you mixed up PMs with the FFMonth server, regardless, you seem to refuse to admit you were wrong.

After I then gave my feedback on FFMonth2015 and heavily criticised both you and sevens1ns, you proceeded to delete the entire server and unfollow me on everything. A bit of an overreaction to be honest, and I wish I had the chat log for what I said. Seven managed to take all the feedback in stride (even though his was much more negative than yours, imo). But you panicked and deleted everything and I can't imagine why

And about the whole "#thieves" tweets during the FF Speedrun relay. What was that even about? That event is so far from FFMonth I can't even begin to imagine why you thought we stole the idea from you. The only thing similar is the franchise, unless you think you own that too? Maybe you're finally confessing that FFMonth 2014 was in fact a race, then I can at least see some similarities. Still, unless you're implying you speedrun the entire series, there was nothing to complain about. Not to mention that the event is completely unmonetised and does nothing on twitch except entertain people (and as a byproduct promote the RPGLimitbreak charity event). Not only that, but the event was done once before FFMonth 2015 and you had no problem with it that time. I can only imagine you just wanted attention

So why is this pastebin unlisted/public on twitter?
People are regularly asking me why I'm not taking part in FFMonth again and instead of being passive about it and telling them some lie, I want them to know the real reason, if they care enough to read this pastebin
I'm sick of being the quiet guy that lets you get away with all the shit you do. My twitch account is now effectively tarnished because I so much as worked with you in the past. That's just the kind of infamy you bring, and making this pastebin can't make things much worse in that regard.
There were issues during FFmonth 2014, and for some reason I thought it was a good idea to not only take part again but also drag sevens1ns into the mess and I seriously regret doing so.