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Anxiety

a guest Jun 2nd, 2015 283 Never
  1. TyHachi _ - Sunday 1:53 AM
  2. > Minty
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  4. MintyRest - Sunday 1:53 AM
  5. > Yep?
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  7. TyHachi _ - Sunday 1:54 AM
  8. > I think after this war I'm going to stop playing.
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  10. MintyRest - Sunday 1:54 AM
  11. > That seems pretty reasonable actually.
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  13. TyHachi _ - Sunday 1:54 AM
  14. > Yeah Its finally getting to me. I'm just really tired.
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  16. MintyRest - Sunday 1:55 AM
  17. > Yeah, take a break when you get the chance. These wars just ain't worth it.
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  19. TyHachi _ - Sunday 1:58 AM
  20. > Its not fun when you're paranoid of everyone, when you can't trust anyone When people do nothing but generate lies and slander and act in disgustingly opportunistic ways.
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  22. I mean its a political simulator game, but sometimes you know its less of a game and more of just a flat out Sim. Its just stressful and hateful and I'm tired. People will probably think I'm weak or can't handle things and that's fine. I can see there isn't a place for me in this game. And perhaps there never was, given my horrid ability to get dragged into every drama in some way to some degree.
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  24. MintyRest - Sunday 2:01 AM
  25. > It's not your fault, and it's not just you. Perpetual war isn't actually fun. Still, I kind of feel like fighting back just because he's sitting on my last nerve. But that's me. Bail out if you need to, mental health is always way more important.
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  27. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:04 AM
  28. > That's the thing. I hate him in this game. My nerves are shot because of him. I'm currently frustrated and still awake because of him and Eggs. I just want to play the game for once. Actually have war without it being a drama fest. Where if I lose, its fine because I can just try again. Where I can win and it not be the end of the world. I just want to play the game but perhaps its too good on the political simulating part.
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  30. MintyRest - Sunday 2:06 AM
  31. > This is a game that plays the players. The engine is simple, the game is straight forward. It's the players that are used.
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  33. MintyRest - Sunday 2:06 AM
  34. > In this case, we got used.
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  36. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:06 AM
  37. > Yep.
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  39. MintyRest - Sunday 2:07 AM
  40. > 'Someone' released information specificly to get a fight kicked off.
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  42. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:08 AM
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  44. Yeah.
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  46. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:08 AM
  47. > Because Eggs and Scarf want control.
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  49. MintyRest - Sunday 2:09 AM
  50. > And the 'spy' could be anyone, including myself or Myra, because the goal to dump us in a war was achieved.
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  52. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:10 AM
  53. > Yeah. You feel like you can't trust anyone because you can never know the whole truth.
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  55. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:10 AM
  56. > Something will always be missing and it'll ping you in the back of the head as you're unable to solve it.
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  58. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:10 AM
  59. > And it just sits there until you go mad with paranoia and fear and distrust.
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  61. MintyRest - Sunday 2:11 AM
  62. > Because the information they admit to having is too limited to be a stable leak really, which makes it worse.
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  64. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:13 AM
  65. > There's no way to ever truely know.
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  67. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:13 AM
  68. > I was also going to say. If I somehow survive you can have my nation.
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  70. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:15 AM
  71. > I don't want them to have my nation but I don't know if I can stop them.
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  73. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:15 AM
  74. > I wasn't ready for this fight at all.
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  76. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:15 AM
  77. > Or well, their attack.
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  79. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:19 AM
  80. > Anyway you're probably getting ready for bed so I'll stop bugging you.
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  82. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:21 AM
  83. > Night. ^^
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  85. MintyRest - Sunday 2:29 AM
  86. > No, I'm just cooking, but sorry about the conflict. Sometimes I just stasised and walked away. That might help.
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  88. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:31 AM
  89. > Oh
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  91. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:31 AM
  92. > Well I can't really stasis.
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  94. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:31 AM
  95. > Cause ya'know.
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  97. MintyRest - Sunday 2:31 AM
  98. > It's just too ugly really.
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  100. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:32 AM
  101. > I have 100s of troops on me. Its like they all but gave up on TMO because they couldn't kill them.
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  103. TyHachi _ - Sunday 2:33 AM
  104. > And then focused on us.
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