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  1. [5/25/2012 8:35:45 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i go eat mofo
  2. [5/25/2012 8:36:38 PM] Zarachi: I'm going to work on PMDU soon.
  3. [5/25/2012 8:36:55 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  4. [5/25/2012 8:37:05 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you want me back :}
  5. [5/25/2012 8:37:38 PM] Zarachi: Jajajajajaja
  6. [5/25/2012 8:37:42 PM] Zarachi: No.
  7. [5/25/2012 8:37:57 PM] Zarachi: Me and Pichu already agreed we doin' this alone this time.
  8. [5/25/2012 8:38:12 PM] Zarachi: Until we ready to add in other it will be me Ryan and Pichu
  9. [5/25/2012 8:38:16 PM] Zarachi: just how it should be.
  10. [5/25/2012 8:38:27 PM] Zarachi: No offence, but that's how we started
  11. [5/25/2012 8:38:38 PM] Zarachi: And until we feel like we need staff on that project
  12. [5/25/2012 8:38:44 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: mhm good for you, ill apply when its ready ot be applied for
  13. [5/25/2012 8:38:46 PM] Zarachi: we won't even have mappers so don't feel offended
  14. [5/25/2012 8:39:07 PM] Zarachi: Now PRO on the other hand
  15. [5/25/2012 8:39:21 PM] Zarachi: I already told ya' no one's quitting and coming back.
  16. [5/25/2012 8:39:41 PM] Zarachi: Now that wouldn't be the case, but
  17. [5/25/2012 8:39:47 PM] Zarachi: considering why you left it is.
  18. [5/25/2012 8:39:51 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yah, i guessed that so, i guess im outta that one.
  19. [5/25/2012 8:40:50 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i want you to know i left cause i almost got banned, //only reason// and inactive ness from most staff
  20. [5/25/2012 8:41:14 PM] Zarachi: Either way an admin doesn't leave because they almost got banned from another game
  21. [5/25/2012 8:41:21 PM] Zarachi: and fyi you were just out of the loop
  22. [5/25/2012 8:41:37 PM] Zarachi: there were  three active staff
  23. [5/25/2012 8:41:50 PM] Zarachi: Like I said I had been coding while off of skype
  24. [5/25/2012 8:41:56 PM] Zarachi: me boynaar and  david
  25. [5/25/2012 8:41:59 PM] Zarachi: stayed in contact everyday
  26. [5/25/2012 8:43:01 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: k, well like i said ill play on pro when/if its released and apply for moderator or mapper if thats suitable for you// if you ever had a need for me again on pro
  27. [5/25/2012 8:51:20 PM] Zarachi: Welp this is what pro is right now...
  28. [5/25/2012 8:51:23 PM] Zarachi: Me.
  29. [5/25/2012 8:51:32 PM] Zarachi: As far as I'm concerned that's the team.
  30. [5/25/2012 8:54:33 PM] Zarachi: Oh, and btw..
  31. [5/25/2012 8:54:47 PM] Zarachi: I just wanted to let you know..Boynaar's plan worked out perfectly.
  32. [5/25/2012 8:55:16 PM] Zarachi: That's why I'm not letting you back on the pro team...I did just like he asked and the people he told me would turn their backs did.
  33. [5/25/2012 8:55:54 PM] Zarachi: He also told me why they'd turn their backs, but you know what I find most surprising?
  34. [5/25/2012 8:56:26 PM] Zarachi: The fact that I only seem to have more loyalty from pichu and any other staff member and he's not even apart of pro..
  35. [5/25/2012 8:56:30 PM] Zarachi: Now that's funny.
  36. [5/25/2012 8:57:05 PM] Zarachi: Now back to our normal talk!
  37. [5/25/2012 8:58:17 PM] Zarachi: I do have a question though, how do you feel about that?
  38. [5/25/2012 8:59:28 PM] Zarachi: ?
  39. [5/25/2012 9:00:05 PM] Zarachi: I'm really excited to hear this..
  40. [5/25/2012 9:01:11 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i dont really give a shit i never turned my back on anybody, you were being decietful and i didnt want to get banned because of it, i only quit because i was a admin yes and nobody kept me updated on anything, you trusted a dev more than an admin and never gave me any chance to actually know it wasnt dead, before i posted pro didnt have any post for like 2 weeks, and that would make anybody think it was dead
  41. [5/25/2012 9:03:23 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: furthermore you asked me to help you try to undercut pwo for your own needs a real friend wouldnt have asked someone too do that.
  42. [5/25/2012 9:04:00 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you say you "moved on" but im not seeing that because lately youve been holding a fucking grudge over me
  43. [5/25/2012 9:05:15 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: anything to say?
  44. [5/25/2012 9:07:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: last thing i have to say, i worked for you cause i wanted to be with friends, and in the time i was with Pmdu and pro ive been the happiest in my life and made some of the best friends in my life, pichu and you, its changed who i am and my careers in life, i found what i truly love too do with pro and pmdu and learned so much that, i owe you for it.
  45. [5/25/2012 9:08:26 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: but if you dont want me back with pro then thats all well and fine ill find somewhere else to go, with or without you and pichu
  46. [5/25/2012 9:08:26 PM] Zarachi: Stop there.
  47. [5/25/2012 9:09:06 PM] Zarachi: Hahahahahahahahahaa
  48. [5/25/2012 9:09:16 PM] Zarachi: (Listed as a CG)
  49. [5/25/2012 9:09:23 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: what?
  50. [5/25/2012 9:09:35 PM] Zarachi: Don't get happy about it.
  51. [5/25/2012 9:09:55 PM] Zarachi: In my mind that's your posistion in pro right now.
  52. [5/25/2012 9:10:15 PM] Zarachi: Take it or leave it and you're lucky you gave me the reply I expected.
  53. [5/25/2012 9:10:43 PM] Zarachi: You guys have no idea of how I think or why I do what I do, but I wouldn't expect you to understand who I even am..
  54. [5/25/2012 9:10:51 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  55. [5/25/2012 9:10:59 PM] Zarachi: You're still a nub.
  56. [5/25/2012 9:11:35 PM] Zarachi: Oh, and you'll never know what I was trying to do with pwo...I think I mentioned a plan earlier did I not..
  57. [5/25/2012 9:11:54 PM] Zarachi: You think I really care about the fact that I could have been a staff..
  58. [5/25/2012 9:12:07 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: like i said, i only wanted to join pmdu cause i wanted some real friends cause you can say this: "I wouldn't expect you to understand who I even am.."
  59. [5/25/2012 9:12:08 PM] Zarachi: Let's back track so I can let you understand 1% of my mind.
  60. [5/25/2012 9:12:30 PM] Zarachi: A couple of months ago..what happened..
  61. [5/25/2012 9:12:45 PM] Zarachi: We started pro that's what..with Boynaar being a dev
  62. [5/25/2012 9:12:53 PM] Zarachi: Now earlier I'd mention he had a plan
  63. [5/25/2012 9:13:05 PM] Zarachi: to see who was loyal and at first I thought this was rediculous
  64. [5/25/2012 9:13:16 PM] Zarachi: That I just told you did I not..
  65. [5/25/2012 9:13:20 PM] Zarachi: now let's go foward..
  66. [5/25/2012 9:13:25 PM] Zarachi: the project "died"
  67. [5/25/2012 9:13:30 PM] Zarachi: this was only phase one of the plan..
  68. [5/25/2012 9:13:51 PM] Zarachi: Nothing died..like I said I'd been working on pro without you guys  knowing and only boynaar knowing
  69. [5/25/2012 9:14:05 PM] Zarachi: this would seperate the real loyals from those not needed
  70. [5/25/2012 9:14:14 PM] Zarachi: and you stayed dedicated upon that part
  71. [5/25/2012 9:14:17 PM] Zarachi: to some extent..
  72. [5/25/2012 9:14:22 PM] Zarachi: only a few passed this test..
  73. [5/25/2012 9:14:25 PM] Zarachi: Phase two..
  74. [5/25/2012 9:14:38 PM] Zarachi: You wouldn't imagine how genius I am..
  75. [5/25/2012 9:14:56 PM] Zarachi: This was the phase of making you guys realise what kind of people eachother were..
  76. [5/25/2012 9:15:06 PM] Zarachi: So I started by letting bloody back in
  77. [5/25/2012 9:15:18 PM] Zarachi: Secretly I already knew he was of no use..
  78. [5/25/2012 9:15:24 PM] Zarachi: and liked to seperate team members..
  79. [5/25/2012 9:15:43 PM] Zarachi: I needed to know how well, we trusted eachother and how close we could stay and so he played his part..
  80. [5/25/2012 9:15:50 PM] Zarachi: those who nearly quit because of him..
  81. [5/25/2012 9:16:00 PM] Zarachi: Including yourself..
  82. [5/25/2012 9:16:01 PM] Zarachi: were listed..
  83. [5/25/2012 9:16:09 PM] Zarachi: I can show you that list if you don't believe this..
  84. [5/25/2012 9:16:17 PM] Zarachi: Now..after watching..
  85. [5/25/2012 9:16:30 PM] Zarachi: I played my normal role..and "acted" like I would normally
  86. [5/25/2012 9:16:43 PM] Zarachi: Of course so you wouldn't believe that this was what I was really doing..
  87. [5/25/2012 9:16:46 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  88. [5/25/2012 9:16:50 PM] Zarachi: here it gets interesting.
  89. [5/25/2012 9:17:07 PM] Zarachi: I fired bloody as you know soon after I got "David to join the team"
  90. [5/25/2012 9:17:15 PM] Zarachi: This was the test of responsibility
  91. [5/25/2012 9:17:18 PM] Zarachi: or the "Phase"
  92. [5/25/2012 9:17:39 PM] Zarachi: Do you remember for that time I stopped coming on like I normally did everyday?
  93. [5/25/2012 9:17:56 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes you claimed you were out with girls
  94. [5/25/2012 9:18:00 PM] Zarachi: Well, you wouldn't believe this was only to see how you guys could handle this team alone
  95. [5/25/2012 9:18:08 PM] Zarachi: I watched
  96. [5/25/2012 9:18:12 PM] Zarachi: as my status said offline
  97. [5/25/2012 9:18:14 PM] Zarachi: I watched day and day
  98. [5/25/2012 9:18:20 PM] Zarachi: and occasionally cam eonline
  99. [5/25/2012 9:18:25 PM] Zarachi: or set my status to online
  100. [5/25/2012 9:18:32 PM] Zarachi: to make it seem like I'd appear..
  101. [5/25/2012 9:18:39 PM] Zarachi: basically how I wanted it to be..
  102. [5/25/2012 9:18:51 PM] Zarachi: this let me know..who were and were not fit to be leaders..
  103. [5/25/2012 9:18:58 PM] Zarachi: or should I say
  104. [5/25/2012 9:19:08 PM] Zarachi: those who can't do things on their own without being told to do so..
  105. [5/25/2012 9:19:18 PM] Zarachi: as admins you should know what comes with it..
  106. [5/25/2012 9:19:29 PM] Zarachi: as I said here goes the interesting part, but
  107. [5/25/2012 9:19:31 PM] Zarachi: It goes deeper
  108. [5/25/2012 9:19:59 PM] Zarachi: I'd determined a few people would be fired, biut being the person I was...I don't let friends go to easily
  109. [5/25/2012 9:20:06 PM] Zarachi: so little did you know you all suffered small tests
  110. [5/25/2012 9:20:14 PM] Zarachi: Note: this was after bloody was fired.
  111. [5/25/2012 9:20:45 PM] Zarachi: David: He suffered the test of well, being able to communicate and do what he does best without always being helped
  112. [5/25/2012 9:20:53 PM] Zarachi: so I purposely ignored him..
  113. [5/25/2012 9:21:01 PM] Zarachi: to see how he'd react
  114. [5/25/2012 9:21:06 PM] Zarachi: and gathered info about that
  115. [5/25/2012 9:21:10 PM] Zarachi: are you keeping up?
  116. [5/25/2012 9:21:19 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes
  117. [5/25/2012 9:21:19 PM] Zarachi: Because you're not far away
  118. [5/25/2012 9:21:24 PM] Zarachi: now moving on..
  119. [5/25/2012 9:21:32 PM] Zarachi: Oh and I had no need to test boynaar
  120. [5/25/2012 9:21:40 PM] Zarachi: While he thought he was giving me commands
  121. [5/25/2012 9:21:44 PM] Zarachi: I was secretly testing him..
  122. [5/25/2012 9:21:55 PM] Zarachi: In a way which I won't say
  123. [5/25/2012 9:22:02 PM] Zarachi: because he's still being tested
  124. [5/25/2012 9:22:05 PM] Zarachi: now moving on
  125. [5/25/2012 9:22:09 PM] Zarachi: Ryan was next..
  126. [5/25/2012 9:22:19 PM] Zarachi: What with his internet issues his would be difficult..
  127. [5/25/2012 9:22:27 PM] Zarachi: So I did it this was...
  128. [5/25/2012 9:22:36 PM] Zarachi: This is the part where I "Left" pro..
  129. [5/25/2012 9:22:45 PM] Zarachi: Oh and this comes after you left..
  130. [5/25/2012 9:22:51 PM] Zarachi: so now you'll know what happened
  131. [5/25/2012 9:22:58 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes i know if you must know i kept in contact with ryan
  132. [5/25/2012 9:22:59 PM] Zarachi: After you left..
  133. [5/25/2012 9:23:04 PM] Zarachi: Yes
  134. [5/25/2012 9:23:05 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i already know
  135. [5/25/2012 9:23:09 PM] Zarachi: So now..he thought I had quit
  136. [5/25/2012 9:23:18 PM] Zarachi: again me and boynaar were still working on the project
  137. [5/25/2012 9:23:27 PM] Zarachi: just to see what would happen if I "quit"
  138. [5/25/2012 9:23:42 PM] Zarachi: and I was surprised to find out Ryan and the others had agreed to take leadership
  139. [5/25/2012 9:23:55 PM] Zarachi: this is another part where david failed..
  140. [5/25/2012 9:23:58 PM] Zarachi: I'll discuss that later
  141. [5/25/2012 9:24:05 PM] Zarachi: anyway Ryan showed me he was ready to take leadership
  142. [5/25/2012 9:24:11 PM] Zarachi: and had even got things moving
  143. [5/25/2012 9:24:17 PM] Zarachi: I'm not surprised he passed.
  144. [5/25/2012 9:24:22 PM] Zarachi: now going back to you
  145. [5/25/2012 9:24:29 PM] Zarachi: I knew getting you would be so tricky..
  146. [5/25/2012 9:24:35 PM] Zarachi: you're too much of a goody too shoes..
  147. [5/25/2012 9:24:38 PM] Zarachi: a good friend
  148. [5/25/2012 9:24:44 PM] Zarachi: and honestly a good staff..
  149. [5/25/2012 9:24:45 PM] Zarachi: BUT!
  150. [5/25/2012 9:24:59 PM] Zarachi: I found a way when you told me you had began playing pwo again..
  151. [5/25/2012 9:25:04 PM] Zarachi: I knew how much you loved pwo..
  152. [5/25/2012 9:25:10 PM] Zarachi: and how loyal you were
  153. [5/25/2012 9:25:13 PM] Zarachi: and so this was a teswt
  154. [5/25/2012 9:25:16 PM] Zarachi: that took me..
  155. [5/25/2012 9:25:21 PM] Zarachi: was it 1 week
  156. [5/25/2012 9:25:28 PM] Zarachi: or about 1 1/2 weeks
  157. [5/25/2012 9:25:32 PM] Zarachi: to conduct..
  158. [5/25/2012 9:25:42 PM] Zarachi: I plotted what I'd do to get your attention
  159. [5/25/2012 9:25:49 PM] Zarachi: So..I strolled back over to pwo
  160. [5/25/2012 9:25:54 PM] Zarachi: oh and don't be fooled
  161. [5/25/2012 9:26:01 PM] Zarachi: I knew who Glaceon was in pwo a long time ago
  162. [5/25/2012 9:26:19 PM] Zarachi: I had already planned to pose as staff when I was interested about
  163. [5/25/2012 9:26:23 PM] Zarachi: hmm a year ago..
  164. [5/25/2012 9:26:35 PM] Zarachi: I had put that aside because it was pointless, but
  165. [5/25/2012 9:26:39 PM] Zarachi: now it could be used for you..
  166. [5/25/2012 9:26:47 PM] Zarachi: So as I was saying I strolled on over to pwo..
  167. [5/25/2012 9:27:02 PM] Zarachi: and obviously purposely logged in the chat as glaceon..
  168. [5/25/2012 9:27:04 PM] Zarachi: Oh
  169. [5/25/2012 9:27:12 PM] Zarachi: I had logged in under a diff username..
  170. [5/25/2012 9:27:23 PM] Zarachi: and had saw you come in the pwo chat for some time..
  171. [5/25/2012 9:27:30 PM] Zarachi: anyway back to my plot
  172. [5/25/2012 9:27:34 PM] Zarachi: logged in as glaceon
  173. [5/25/2012 9:27:45 PM] Zarachi: got the foolish staff to recognize me as "Glaceon"
  174. [5/25/2012 9:27:54 PM] Zarachi: Which of course I knew you'd ask who I was that day..
  175. [5/25/2012 9:28:13 PM] Zarachi: I don't know how that turned out exactly, but I sort of knew..
  176. [5/25/2012 9:28:25 PM] Zarachi: for my backup plan I'd pm you and pretend to be a new user..
  177. [5/25/2012 9:28:27 PM] Zarachi: etc..
  178. [5/25/2012 9:28:32 PM] Zarachi: well, new user old staff
  179. [5/25/2012 9:28:37 PM] Zarachi: more like new friend old staff.
  180. [5/25/2012 9:28:39 PM] Zarachi: moving on..
  181. [5/25/2012 9:28:42 PM] Zarachi: are you therE?
  182. [5/25/2012 9:28:44 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes
  183. [5/25/2012 9:28:47 PM] Zarachi: ok
  184. [5/25/2012 9:28:56 PM] Zarachi: moving on you made it quite easy..
  185. [5/25/2012 9:29:07 PM] Zarachi: You pmd me first
  186. [5/25/2012 9:29:16 PM] Zarachi: I knew the plan had set into motion then..
  187. [5/25/2012 9:29:21 PM] Zarachi: So at that very time..
  188. [5/25/2012 9:29:25 PM] Zarachi: I pmd Bluerise..
  189. [5/25/2012 9:29:36 PM] Zarachi: Asking him if I could "join" again
  190. [5/25/2012 9:29:50 PM] Zarachi: and I knew they'd figure out who I was there was no way to answer the questions..
  191. [5/25/2012 9:30:00 PM] Zarachi: remember how I had told you that I made a mistake
  192. [5/25/2012 9:30:03 PM] Zarachi: telling you who I was
  193. [5/25/2012 9:30:21 PM] Zarachi: That too was a lie..I let you know that I was me for obvious reasons
  194. [5/25/2012 9:30:31 PM] Zarachi: then as I began to grow closer to the pwo staff
  195. [5/25/2012 9:30:43 PM] Zarachi: I wondered wheather or not you could really be trusted..
  196. [5/25/2012 9:30:55 PM] Zarachi: if you felt like your own ass was at risk..of being staff there
  197. [5/25/2012 9:31:02 PM] Zarachi: or at-least something of the sort..
  198. [5/25/2012 9:31:07 PM] Zarachi: So I told you about it bluntly
  199. [5/25/2012 9:31:20 PM] Zarachi: I even kept you updated knowing it would make you want to tell
  200. [5/25/2012 9:31:21 PM] Zarachi: more and more..
  201. [5/25/2012 9:31:27 PM] Zarachi: eventually you did..
  202. [5/25/2012 9:31:35 PM] Zarachi: and you quit "failing my test"
  203. [5/25/2012 9:31:54 PM] Zarachi: Not because you stopped me from being staff, but because of the fact you quit our project all together..
  204. [5/25/2012 9:31:59 PM] Zarachi: and made blank assumptions
  205. [5/25/2012 9:32:03 PM] Zarachi: which I laughed about..
  206. [5/25/2012 9:32:11 PM] Zarachi: I then decided to toy with you even more..
  207. [5/25/2012 9:32:21 PM] Zarachi: So I started becoming more into the game
  208. [5/25/2012 9:32:34 PM] Zarachi: well, right now where I am it's not part of my plan
  209. [5/25/2012 9:32:37 PM] Zarachi: so don't be mistaken
  210. [5/25/2012 9:32:56 PM] Zarachi: I knew eventually once you realized you wouldn't really get what you needed from pwo
  211. [5/25/2012 9:32:59 PM] Zarachi: you'd want to join pro..
  212. [5/25/2012 9:33:10 PM] Zarachi: now it was a matter of getting you to bring it up again..
  213. [5/25/2012 9:33:21 PM] Zarachi: again this was totally an accident and not apart of my plans
  214. [5/25/2012 9:33:32 PM] Zarachi: but..it was braught up by you..not long ago..
  215. [5/25/2012 9:33:37 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: hence the *cough*'s?
  216. [5/25/2012 9:33:44 PM] Zarachi: yes
  217. [5/25/2012 9:33:54 PM] Zarachi: so then I decided I might as well, give you one more test..
  218. [5/25/2012 9:34:02 PM] Zarachi: and tbh we both know you want to be on the team
  219. [5/25/2012 9:34:10 PM] Zarachi: no need for a cool guy act
  220. [5/25/2012 9:34:13 PM] Zarachi: like I'm so rogue
  221. [5/25/2012 9:34:15 PM] Zarachi: and all that
  222. [5/25/2012 9:34:26 PM] Zarachi: so I started the conversation waiting for your response..
  223. [5/25/2012 9:34:38 PM] Zarachi: and while you were responding I decided I'd tell you this plan..
  224. [5/25/2012 9:34:53 PM] Zarachi: knowing that the complexity of it would probably whoa you or maybe not...
  225. [5/25/2012 9:35:01 PM] Zarachi: as far as I'm concerned like I said
  226. [5/25/2012 9:35:06 PM] Zarachi: you guys don't really know me like you think
  227. [5/25/2012 9:35:17 PM] Zarachi: but I do these things in my spare time for fun..
  228. [5/25/2012 9:35:29 PM] Zarachi: So don't like my somewhat foolish attitude fool you.
  229. [5/25/2012 9:35:39 PM] Zarachi: Because I'm always
  230. [5/25/2012 9:35:53 PM] Zarachi: literally thinking days ahead
  231. [5/25/2012 9:36:02 PM] Zarachi: trying to anticipate people's next move
  232. [5/25/2012 9:36:11 PM] Zarachi: now what the hell do I get out of this?
  233. [5/25/2012 9:36:26 PM] Zarachi: the satisfaction of knowing how well, I know others or even the fact that I can simply do it
  234. [5/25/2012 9:36:32 PM] Zarachi: and there goes pichu/.
  235. [5/25/2012 9:36:33 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: what do you see for me in the future
  236. [5/25/2012 9:36:42 PM] Zarachi: tbh..
  237. [5/25/2012 9:36:48 PM] Zarachi: If you join pro now
  238. [5/25/2012 9:36:56 PM] Zarachi: you will more than likely quit..
  239. [5/25/2012 9:36:58 PM] Zarachi: however
  240. [5/25/2012 9:37:05 PM] Zarachi: the circumstances have changed
  241. [5/25/2012 9:37:14 PM] Zarachi: you now know 1% of how I think..
  242. [5/25/2012 9:37:29 PM] Zarachi: and that 1% which is an estimate...makes a great difference
  243. [5/25/2012 9:37:42 PM] Zarachi: Oh and don't get things confused I'm obviously not some genius..
  244. [5/25/2012 9:37:56 PM] Zarachi: I'm just someone who knows how to use common sense to the literal extreme.
  245. [5/25/2012 9:38:02 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: and thats where you were wrong zarachi
  246. [5/25/2012 9:38:11 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  247. [5/25/2012 9:38:14 PM] Zarachi: See
  248. [5/25/2012 9:38:14 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: remember that day we made up?
  249. [5/25/2012 9:38:19 PM] Zarachi: I do know you..
  250. [5/25/2012 9:38:21 PM] Zarachi: Lol
  251. [5/25/2012 9:38:31 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i told you i was quiting pwo most likely
  252. [5/25/2012 9:38:36 PM] Zarachi: You want to see something right now?
  253. [5/25/2012 9:38:58 PM] Zarachi: I even wrote it down..
  254. [5/25/2012 9:38:59 PM] Zarachi: just like this
  255. [5/25/2012 9:39:06 PM] Zarachi: once I finish telling him
  256. [5/25/2012 9:39:15 PM] Zarachi: he well, obviously bring up something to contridict me
  257. [5/25/2012 9:39:20 PM] Zarachi: contradict me..*
  258. [5/25/2012 9:39:27 PM] Zarachi: Probably a past example ..
  259. [5/25/2012 9:40:03 PM] Zarachi: That's what I wrote down..
  260. [5/25/2012 9:40:04 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: heres common sense for you, your just using what i just said to make an excuse out of it.
  261. [5/25/2012 9:40:21 PM] Zarachi: Ok gage, think what you may, but as I said before.
  262. [5/25/2012 9:40:31 PM] Zarachi: I'm more complex than you know..
  263. [5/25/2012 9:40:41 PM] Zarachi: And again not in some weird genius way..
  264. [5/25/2012 9:40:51 PM] Zarachi: I'm a fast learner and a fast thinker..
  265. [5/25/2012 9:41:03 PM] Zarachi:  I'm going to write something right now..
  266. [5/25/2012 9:41:17 PM] Zarachi: while you type your response just to prove you wrong.
  267. [5/25/2012 9:41:27 PM] Zarachi: I'll show you what I write and you tell me if I'm wrong.
  268. [5/25/2012 9:41:33 PM] Zarachi: how about that?
  269. [5/25/2012 9:41:43 PM] Zarachi: But...before hand
  270. [5/25/2012 9:41:46 PM] Zarachi: let me finish..
  271. [5/25/2012 9:41:51 PM] Zarachi: What I was saying..
  272. [5/25/2012 9:42:05 PM] Zarachi: Please don't let what I told you here today leave the conversation.
  273. [5/25/2012 9:42:25 PM] Zarachi: It should be obvious to you I can't make up that complex of a story as I go along..
  274. [5/25/2012 9:42:30 PM] Zarachi: with the details included..
  275. [5/25/2012 9:42:59 PM] Zarachi: Meh, tbh I have no way of proving things,,,
  276. [5/25/2012 9:43:04 PM] Zarachi: I'm not a future teller..
  277. [5/25/2012 9:43:12 PM] Zarachi: Let me make it more clear...
  278. [5/25/2012 9:43:24 PM] Zarachi: I can only anticipate your moves based off of the ones I make myself.
  279. [5/25/2012 9:43:51 PM] Zarachi: So don't categorize me as some lame trying to be smart.
  280. [5/25/2012 9:43:56 PM] Zarachi: Now..
  281. [5/25/2012 9:44:02 PM] Zarachi: I'll even allow you to make your respone.
  282. [5/25/2012 9:45:04 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you know what, i dont need you to show me anything, i believe you better than anybody because of the little i know about you, be that as it may you listen real quick, and anwser me this will decide our future as friends, did you just use me from the day i joined pmdu to achieve your own ends?
  283. [5/25/2012 9:45:28 PM] Zarachi: Lol
  284. [5/25/2012 9:45:35 PM] Zarachi: Believe this as I say it: No.
  285. [5/25/2012 9:45:53 PM] Zarachi: You're not a project...I don't make my friends my project..
  286. [5/25/2012 9:45:58 PM] Zarachi: at-least not you guys.
  287. [5/25/2012 9:46:12 PM] Zarachi: This was a test to see just how far my intellect could stretch more recent..
  288. [5/25/2012 9:46:17 PM] Zarachi: I'll also allow you to know this much..
  289. [5/25/2012 9:46:26 PM] Zarachi: Who I was back then is not the same person you met.
  290. [5/25/2012 9:46:39 PM] Zarachi: In this sense: Back at that time..I was not like this..
  291. [5/25/2012 9:46:55 PM] Zarachi: I developed this rediculous..what ever you want to call it..
  292. [5/25/2012 9:47:01 PM] Zarachi: over that short period of time..
  293. [5/25/2012 9:47:13 PM] Zarachi: before then you were Gage and my actions were completely truthful.
  294. [5/25/2012 9:47:34 PM] Zarachi: Well, for the most part, but your clear answer is no I didn't use you from the beginning.
  295. [5/25/2012 9:47:46 PM] Zarachi: However..
  296. [5/25/2012 9:47:58 PM] Zarachi: Let's just keep it at that level.
  297. [5/25/2012 9:48:08 PM] Zarachi: I can teach you things Gage..
  298. [5/25/2012 9:48:14 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: then why test me couldnt you have believed i was your friend, why push me to have to choose you or pwo?
  299. [5/25/2012 9:48:30 PM] Zarachi: Gage..
  300. [5/25/2012 9:48:43 PM] Zarachi: Explination..I wanted to test the boundries of human nature.
  301. [5/25/2012 9:48:51 PM] Zarachi: Again something I can only understand..
  302. [5/25/2012 9:49:06 PM] Zarachi: It was not intended that you be affected greatly..
  303. [5/25/2012 9:49:14 PM] Zarachi: I didn't want to meld your mind or make you a puppet.
  304. [5/25/2012 9:49:19 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: im going to let you in on something so be quite and listen.
  305. [5/25/2012 9:49:30 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  306. [5/25/2012 9:50:31 PM] Zarachi: Oh and just to let you know..I haven't done this for anyone else.
  307. [5/25/2012 9:50:41 PM] Zarachi: So take that and cherris it in anyway you may.
  308. [5/25/2012 9:51:03 PM] Zarachi: You're the absolute only one I've ever let in on that of my thoughts.
  309. [5/25/2012 9:51:12 PM] Zarachi: Not even pichu or Ryan sadly..
  310. [5/25/2012 9:51:34 PM] Zarachi: Well, Pichu has experienced some of it.
  311. [5/25/2012 9:51:37 PM] Zarachi: But sorry..
  312. [5/25/2012 9:51:38 PM] Zarachi: go on
  313. [5/25/2012 9:51:52 PM] Zarachi: cherrish*
  314. [5/25/2012 9:55:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i dont care about an admin position or a cg position but i do know i had always wanted staff on pwo, joining you guys was a side hobby to beta test but more and more of my time went to Pmdu that i eventually quit pwo, i loved working for you, and it made my life to finally have friends because all of my life ive been bullied to the points where i have wanted to kill myself and all sorts of crap, you and pichu changed things my life is actually set with what i want to do in life because of you, you have gained new-found respect from me because your right only you could go to that kinda links in human nature, i changed my whole attitude from the day my dad divorced my step mom i used to be billy badass too my parents then i met pwo you and pichu and pmdu staff believe it or not i want to be any thing as long as im working with you guys because of just that meesly friendship, i cherrish that with my life because i dont want to go on being alone cause if i quit now ill never get friends like you guys ever again.
  315. [5/25/2012 9:57:27 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you dont know how much it means to just be friends with you and pichu, i dont care if you fire me for anything id still talk to you only cause i cherrish my  friendship with you
  316. [5/25/2012 9:57:35 PM] Zarachi:  Don't forget one thing, you never lose friends like us either.
  317. [5/25/2012 9:58:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: this doesnt leave us, but i dont know how to think of you again just knowing you could be testing me anytime and anywhere i go
  318. [5/25/2012 9:59:07 PM] Zarachi: Well, I'll let you know this.
  319. [5/25/2012 9:59:24 PM] Zarachi: You did pass my test, but I can't garuntee it will always be that way..
  320. [5/25/2012 9:59:44 PM] Zarachi: I honestly don't know when I'm testing people now or at-least sometimes because it's reached that point.
  321. [5/25/2012 10:00:03 PM] Zarachi: But..if you want me to stop conducting your tests then simply say so..
  322. [5/25/2012 10:01:07 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: ;} you barely know the tip of my life, if i told you you would be freaked, most part i want you too continue your test only because it keeps me on guard for attacks.
  323. [5/25/2012 10:02:26 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: ill tell you one thing, when i was in 5th grade i got attacked
  324. i still hold grudges on simple things like that only because of how it felt that day, remember how i mention that rapper thing?
  325. [5/25/2012 10:03:08 PM] Zarachi: Yes.
  326. [5/25/2012 10:04:43 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: anyhow, i was boot-stomped on the face by a little wierd african american kid, i can never forget the pain he caused me and it sometimes clouds my emotions too trust people because he was my closest friend and he attacked me and sent me too the hospital, i had to go to alternative school because off it only getting out recently, my life has changed meeting you and all of the pmdu staff and i dont want any of that too change
  327. [5/25/2012 10:06:29 PM] Zarachi: I see.
  328. [5/25/2012 10:11:32 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: so any words?
  329. [5/25/2012 10:11:52 PM] Zarachi: Yes, but no.
  330. [5/25/2012 10:12:19 PM] Zarachi: I want to retain what I want to say...self purposes sorry in advance...
  331. [5/25/2012 10:12:31 PM] Zarachi: I don't like myself right now though
  332. [5/25/2012 10:12:55 PM] Zarachi: Although I do want to say..you shouldn't sugger the rest of yourlife for something that happened
  333. [5/25/2012 10:12:59 PM] Zarachi: years ago..
  334. [5/25/2012 10:13:01 PM] Zarachi: then again I'm not you..
  335. [5/25/2012 10:14:06 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: thats not the only incident of things in my life i suffer new things every year even this year, too much shit has happened to me, for me too not suffur just a little bit but you and pichu have helped me get over most of that.[5/25/2012 8:35:45 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i go eat mofo
  336. [5/25/2012 8:36:38 PM] Zarachi: I'm going to work on PMDU soon.
  337. [5/25/2012 8:36:55 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  338. [5/25/2012 8:37:05 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you want me back :}
  339. [5/25/2012 8:37:38 PM] Zarachi: Jajajajajaja
  340. [5/25/2012 8:37:42 PM] Zarachi: No.
  341. [5/25/2012 8:37:57 PM] Zarachi: Me and Pichu already agreed we doin' this alone this time.
  342. [5/25/2012 8:38:12 PM] Zarachi: Until we ready to add in other it will be me Ryan and Pichu
  343. [5/25/2012 8:38:16 PM] Zarachi: just how it should be.
  344. [5/25/2012 8:38:27 PM] Zarachi: No offence, but that's how we started
  345. [5/25/2012 8:38:38 PM] Zarachi: And until we feel like we need staff on that project
  346. [5/25/2012 8:38:44 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: mhm good for you, ill apply when its ready ot be applied for
  347. [5/25/2012 8:38:46 PM] Zarachi: we won't even have mappers so don't feel offended
  348. [5/25/2012 8:39:07 PM] Zarachi: Now PRO on the other hand
  349. [5/25/2012 8:39:21 PM] Zarachi: I already told ya' no one's quitting and coming back.
  350. [5/25/2012 8:39:41 PM] Zarachi: Now that wouldn't be the case, but
  351. [5/25/2012 8:39:47 PM] Zarachi: considering why you left it is.
  352. [5/25/2012 8:39:51 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yah, i guessed that so, i guess im outta that one.
  353. [5/25/2012 8:40:50 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i want you to know i left cause i almost got banned, //only reason// and inactive ness from most staff
  354. [5/25/2012 8:41:14 PM] Zarachi: Either way an admin doesn't leave because they almost got banned from another game
  355. [5/25/2012 8:41:21 PM] Zarachi: and fyi you were just out of the loop
  356. [5/25/2012 8:41:37 PM] Zarachi: there were  three active staff
  357. [5/25/2012 8:41:50 PM] Zarachi: Like I said I had been coding while off of skype
  358. [5/25/2012 8:41:56 PM] Zarachi: me boynaar and  david
  359. [5/25/2012 8:41:59 PM] Zarachi: stayed in contact everyday
  360. [5/25/2012 8:43:01 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: k, well like i said ill play on pro when/if its released and apply for moderator or mapper if thats suitable for you// if you ever had a need for me again on pro
  361. [5/25/2012 8:51:20 PM] Zarachi: Welp this is what pro is right now...
  362. [5/25/2012 8:51:23 PM] Zarachi: Me.
  363. [5/25/2012 8:51:32 PM] Zarachi: As far as I'm concerned that's the team.
  364. [5/25/2012 8:54:33 PM] Zarachi: Oh, and btw..
  365. [5/25/2012 8:54:47 PM] Zarachi: I just wanted to let you know..Boynaar's plan worked out perfectly.
  366. [5/25/2012 8:55:16 PM] Zarachi: That's why I'm not letting you back on the pro team...I did just like he asked and the people he told me would turn their backs did.
  367. [5/25/2012 8:55:54 PM] Zarachi: He also told me why they'd turn their backs, but you know what I find most surprising?
  368. [5/25/2012 8:56:26 PM] Zarachi: The fact that I only seem to have more loyalty from pichu and any other staff member and he's not even apart of pro..
  369. [5/25/2012 8:56:30 PM] Zarachi: Now that's funny.
  370. [5/25/2012 8:57:05 PM] Zarachi: Now back to our normal talk!
  371. [5/25/2012 8:58:17 PM] Zarachi: I do have a question though, how do you feel about that?
  372. [5/25/2012 8:59:28 PM] Zarachi: ?
  373. [5/25/2012 9:00:05 PM] Zarachi: I'm really excited to hear this..
  374. [5/25/2012 9:01:11 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i dont really give a shit i never turned my back on anybody, you were being decietful and i didnt want to get banned because of it, i only quit because i was a admin yes and nobody kept me updated on anything, you trusted a dev more than an admin and never gave me any chance to actually know it wasnt dead, before i posted pro didnt have any post for like 2 weeks, and that would make anybody think it was dead
  375. [5/25/2012 9:03:23 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: furthermore you asked me to help you try to undercut pwo for your own needs a real friend wouldnt have asked someone too do that.
  376. [5/25/2012 9:04:00 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you say you "moved on" but im not seeing that because lately youve been holding a fucking grudge over me
  377. [5/25/2012 9:05:15 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: anything to say?
  378. [5/25/2012 9:07:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: last thing i have to say, i worked for you cause i wanted to be with friends, and in the time i was with Pmdu and pro ive been the happiest in my life and made some of the best friends in my life, pichu and you, its changed who i am and my careers in life, i found what i truly love too do with pro and pmdu and learned so much that, i owe you for it.
  379. [5/25/2012 9:08:26 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: but if you dont want me back with pro then thats all well and fine ill find somewhere else to go, with or without you and pichu
  380. [5/25/2012 9:08:26 PM] Zarachi: Stop there.
  381. [5/25/2012 9:09:06 PM] Zarachi: Hahahahahahahahahaa
  382. [5/25/2012 9:09:16 PM] Zarachi: (Listed as a CG)
  383. [5/25/2012 9:09:23 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: what?
  384. [5/25/2012 9:09:35 PM] Zarachi: Don't get happy about it.
  385. [5/25/2012 9:09:55 PM] Zarachi: In my mind that's your posistion in pro right now.
  386. [5/25/2012 9:10:15 PM] Zarachi: Take it or leave it and you're lucky you gave me the reply I expected.
  387. [5/25/2012 9:10:43 PM] Zarachi: You guys have no idea of how I think or why I do what I do, but I wouldn't expect you to understand who I even am..
  388. [5/25/2012 9:10:51 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  389. [5/25/2012 9:10:59 PM] Zarachi: You're still a nub.
  390. [5/25/2012 9:11:35 PM] Zarachi: Oh, and you'll never know what I was trying to do with pwo...I think I mentioned a plan earlier did I not..
  391. [5/25/2012 9:11:54 PM] Zarachi: You think I really care about the fact that I could have been a staff..
  392. [5/25/2012 9:12:07 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: like i said, i only wanted to join pmdu cause i wanted some real friends cause you can say this: "I wouldn't expect you to understand who I even am.."
  393. [5/25/2012 9:12:08 PM] Zarachi: Let's back track so I can let you understand 1% of my mind.
  394. [5/25/2012 9:12:30 PM] Zarachi: A couple of months ago..what happened..
  395. [5/25/2012 9:12:45 PM] Zarachi: We started pro that's what..with Boynaar being a dev
  396. [5/25/2012 9:12:53 PM] Zarachi: Now earlier I'd mention he had a plan
  397. [5/25/2012 9:13:05 PM] Zarachi: to see who was loyal and at first I thought this was rediculous
  398. [5/25/2012 9:13:16 PM] Zarachi: That I just told you did I not..
  399. [5/25/2012 9:13:20 PM] Zarachi: now let's go foward..
  400. [5/25/2012 9:13:25 PM] Zarachi: the project "died"
  401. [5/25/2012 9:13:30 PM] Zarachi: this was only phase one of the plan..
  402. [5/25/2012 9:13:51 PM] Zarachi: Nothing died..like I said I'd been working on pro without you guys  knowing and only boynaar knowing
  403. [5/25/2012 9:14:05 PM] Zarachi: this would seperate the real loyals from those not needed
  404. [5/25/2012 9:14:14 PM] Zarachi: and you stayed dedicated upon that part
  405. [5/25/2012 9:14:17 PM] Zarachi: to some extent..
  406. [5/25/2012 9:14:22 PM] Zarachi: only a few passed this test..
  407. [5/25/2012 9:14:25 PM] Zarachi: Phase two..
  408. [5/25/2012 9:14:38 PM] Zarachi: You wouldn't imagine how genius I am..
  409. [5/25/2012 9:14:56 PM] Zarachi: This was the phase of making you guys realise what kind of people eachother were..
  410. [5/25/2012 9:15:06 PM] Zarachi: So I started by letting bloody back in
  411. [5/25/2012 9:15:18 PM] Zarachi: Secretly I already knew he was of no use..
  412. [5/25/2012 9:15:24 PM] Zarachi: and liked to seperate team members..
  413. [5/25/2012 9:15:43 PM] Zarachi: I needed to know how well, we trusted eachother and how close we could stay and so he played his part..
  414. [5/25/2012 9:15:50 PM] Zarachi: those who nearly quit because of him..
  415. [5/25/2012 9:16:00 PM] Zarachi: Including yourself..
  416. [5/25/2012 9:16:01 PM] Zarachi: were listed..
  417. [5/25/2012 9:16:09 PM] Zarachi: I can show you that list if you don't believe this..
  418. [5/25/2012 9:16:17 PM] Zarachi: Now..after watching..
  419. [5/25/2012 9:16:30 PM] Zarachi: I played my normal role..and "acted" like I would normally
  420. [5/25/2012 9:16:43 PM] Zarachi: Of course so you wouldn't believe that this was what I was really doing..
  421. [5/25/2012 9:16:46 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  422. [5/25/2012 9:16:50 PM] Zarachi: here it gets interesting.
  423. [5/25/2012 9:17:07 PM] Zarachi: I fired bloody as you know soon after I got "David to join the team"
  424. [5/25/2012 9:17:15 PM] Zarachi: This was the test of responsibility
  425. [5/25/2012 9:17:18 PM] Zarachi: or the "Phase"
  426. [5/25/2012 9:17:39 PM] Zarachi: Do you remember for that time I stopped coming on like I normally did everyday?
  427. [5/25/2012 9:17:56 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes you claimed you were out with girls
  428. [5/25/2012 9:18:00 PM] Zarachi: Well, you wouldn't believe this was only to see how you guys could handle this team alone
  429. [5/25/2012 9:18:08 PM] Zarachi: I watched
  430. [5/25/2012 9:18:12 PM] Zarachi: as my status said offline
  431. [5/25/2012 9:18:14 PM] Zarachi: I watched day and day
  432. [5/25/2012 9:18:20 PM] Zarachi: and occasionally cam eonline
  433. [5/25/2012 9:18:25 PM] Zarachi: or set my status to online
  434. [5/25/2012 9:18:32 PM] Zarachi: to make it seem like I'd appear..
  435. [5/25/2012 9:18:39 PM] Zarachi: basically how I wanted it to be..
  436. [5/25/2012 9:18:51 PM] Zarachi: this let me know..who were and were not fit to be leaders..
  437. [5/25/2012 9:18:58 PM] Zarachi: or should I say
  438. [5/25/2012 9:19:08 PM] Zarachi: those who can't do things on their own without being told to do so..
  439. [5/25/2012 9:19:18 PM] Zarachi: as admins you should know what comes with it..
  440. [5/25/2012 9:19:29 PM] Zarachi: as I said here goes the interesting part, but
  441. [5/25/2012 9:19:31 PM] Zarachi: It goes deeper
  442. [5/25/2012 9:19:59 PM] Zarachi: I'd determined a few people would be fired, biut being the person I was...I don't let friends go to easily
  443. [5/25/2012 9:20:06 PM] Zarachi: so little did you know you all suffered small tests
  444. [5/25/2012 9:20:14 PM] Zarachi: Note: this was after bloody was fired.
  445. [5/25/2012 9:20:45 PM] Zarachi: David: He suffered the test of well, being able to communicate and do what he does best without always being helped
  446. [5/25/2012 9:20:53 PM] Zarachi: so I purposely ignored him..
  447. [5/25/2012 9:21:01 PM] Zarachi: to see how he'd react
  448. [5/25/2012 9:21:06 PM] Zarachi: and gathered info about that
  449. [5/25/2012 9:21:10 PM] Zarachi: are you keeping up?
  450. [5/25/2012 9:21:19 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes
  451. [5/25/2012 9:21:19 PM] Zarachi: Because you're not far away
  452. [5/25/2012 9:21:24 PM] Zarachi: now moving on..
  453. [5/25/2012 9:21:32 PM] Zarachi: Oh and I had no need to test boynaar
  454. [5/25/2012 9:21:40 PM] Zarachi: While he thought he was giving me commands
  455. [5/25/2012 9:21:44 PM] Zarachi: I was secretly testing him..
  456. [5/25/2012 9:21:55 PM] Zarachi: In a way which I won't say
  457. [5/25/2012 9:22:02 PM] Zarachi: because he's still being tested
  458. [5/25/2012 9:22:05 PM] Zarachi: now moving on
  459. [5/25/2012 9:22:09 PM] Zarachi: Ryan was next..
  460. [5/25/2012 9:22:19 PM] Zarachi: What with his internet issues his would be difficult..
  461. [5/25/2012 9:22:27 PM] Zarachi: So I did it this was...
  462. [5/25/2012 9:22:36 PM] Zarachi: This is the part where I "Left" pro..
  463. [5/25/2012 9:22:45 PM] Zarachi: Oh and this comes after you left..
  464. [5/25/2012 9:22:51 PM] Zarachi: so now you'll know what happened
  465. [5/25/2012 9:22:58 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes i know if you must know i kept in contact with ryan
  466. [5/25/2012 9:22:59 PM] Zarachi: After you left..
  467. [5/25/2012 9:23:04 PM] Zarachi: Yes
  468. [5/25/2012 9:23:05 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i already know
  469. [5/25/2012 9:23:09 PM] Zarachi: So now..he thought I had quit
  470. [5/25/2012 9:23:18 PM] Zarachi: again me and boynaar were still working on the project
  471. [5/25/2012 9:23:27 PM] Zarachi: just to see what would happen if I "quit"
  472. [5/25/2012 9:23:42 PM] Zarachi: and I was surprised to find out Ryan and the others had agreed to take leadership
  473. [5/25/2012 9:23:55 PM] Zarachi: this is another part where david failed..
  474. [5/25/2012 9:23:58 PM] Zarachi: I'll discuss that later
  475. [5/25/2012 9:24:05 PM] Zarachi: anyway Ryan showed me he was ready to take leadership
  476. [5/25/2012 9:24:11 PM] Zarachi: and had even got things moving
  477. [5/25/2012 9:24:17 PM] Zarachi: I'm not surprised he passed.
  478. [5/25/2012 9:24:22 PM] Zarachi: now going back to you
  479. [5/25/2012 9:24:29 PM] Zarachi: I knew getting you would be so tricky..
  480. [5/25/2012 9:24:35 PM] Zarachi: you're too much of a goody too shoes..
  481. [5/25/2012 9:24:38 PM] Zarachi: a good friend
  482. [5/25/2012 9:24:44 PM] Zarachi: and honestly a good staff..
  483. [5/25/2012 9:24:45 PM] Zarachi: BUT!
  484. [5/25/2012 9:24:59 PM] Zarachi: I found a way when you told me you had began playing pwo again..
  485. [5/25/2012 9:25:04 PM] Zarachi: I knew how much you loved pwo..
  486. [5/25/2012 9:25:10 PM] Zarachi: and how loyal you were
  487. [5/25/2012 9:25:13 PM] Zarachi: and so this was a teswt
  488. [5/25/2012 9:25:16 PM] Zarachi: that took me..
  489. [5/25/2012 9:25:21 PM] Zarachi: was it 1 week
  490. [5/25/2012 9:25:28 PM] Zarachi: or about 1 1/2 weeks
  491. [5/25/2012 9:25:32 PM] Zarachi: to conduct..
  492. [5/25/2012 9:25:42 PM] Zarachi: I plotted what I'd do to get your attention
  493. [5/25/2012 9:25:49 PM] Zarachi: So..I strolled back over to pwo
  494. [5/25/2012 9:25:54 PM] Zarachi: oh and don't be fooled
  495. [5/25/2012 9:26:01 PM] Zarachi: I knew who Glaceon was in pwo a long time ago
  496. [5/25/2012 9:26:19 PM] Zarachi: I had already planned to pose as staff when I was interested about
  497. [5/25/2012 9:26:23 PM] Zarachi: hmm a year ago..
  498. [5/25/2012 9:26:35 PM] Zarachi: I had put that aside because it was pointless, but
  499. [5/25/2012 9:26:39 PM] Zarachi: now it could be used for you..
  500. [5/25/2012 9:26:47 PM] Zarachi: So as I was saying I strolled on over to pwo..
  501. [5/25/2012 9:27:02 PM] Zarachi: and obviously purposely logged in the chat as glaceon..
  502. [5/25/2012 9:27:04 PM] Zarachi: Oh
  503. [5/25/2012 9:27:12 PM] Zarachi: I had logged in under a diff username..
  504. [5/25/2012 9:27:23 PM] Zarachi: and had saw you come in the pwo chat for some time..
  505. [5/25/2012 9:27:30 PM] Zarachi: anyway back to my plot
  506. [5/25/2012 9:27:34 PM] Zarachi: logged in as glaceon
  507. [5/25/2012 9:27:45 PM] Zarachi: got the foolish staff to recognize me as "Glaceon"
  508. [5/25/2012 9:27:54 PM] Zarachi: Which of course I knew you'd ask who I was that day..
  509. [5/25/2012 9:28:13 PM] Zarachi: I don't know how that turned out exactly, but I sort of knew..
  510. [5/25/2012 9:28:25 PM] Zarachi: for my backup plan I'd pm you and pretend to be a new user..
  511. [5/25/2012 9:28:27 PM] Zarachi: etc..
  512. [5/25/2012 9:28:32 PM] Zarachi: well, new user old staff
  513. [5/25/2012 9:28:37 PM] Zarachi: more like new friend old staff.
  514. [5/25/2012 9:28:39 PM] Zarachi: moving on..
  515. [5/25/2012 9:28:42 PM] Zarachi: are you therE?
  516. [5/25/2012 9:28:44 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: yes
  517. [5/25/2012 9:28:47 PM] Zarachi: ok
  518. [5/25/2012 9:28:56 PM] Zarachi: moving on you made it quite easy..
  519. [5/25/2012 9:29:07 PM] Zarachi: You pmd me first
  520. [5/25/2012 9:29:16 PM] Zarachi: I knew the plan had set into motion then..
  521. [5/25/2012 9:29:21 PM] Zarachi: So at that very time..
  522. [5/25/2012 9:29:25 PM] Zarachi: I pmd Bluerise..
  523. [5/25/2012 9:29:36 PM] Zarachi: Asking him if I could "join" again
  524. [5/25/2012 9:29:50 PM] Zarachi: and I knew they'd figure out who I was there was no way to answer the questions..
  525. [5/25/2012 9:30:00 PM] Zarachi: remember how I had told you that I made a mistake
  526. [5/25/2012 9:30:03 PM] Zarachi: telling you who I was
  527. [5/25/2012 9:30:21 PM] Zarachi: That too was a lie..I let you know that I was me for obvious reasons
  528. [5/25/2012 9:30:31 PM] Zarachi: then as I began to grow closer to the pwo staff
  529. [5/25/2012 9:30:43 PM] Zarachi: I wondered wheather or not you could really be trusted..
  530. [5/25/2012 9:30:55 PM] Zarachi: if you felt like your own ass was at risk..of being staff there
  531. [5/25/2012 9:31:02 PM] Zarachi: or at-least something of the sort..
  532. [5/25/2012 9:31:07 PM] Zarachi: So I told you about it bluntly
  533. [5/25/2012 9:31:20 PM] Zarachi: I even kept you updated knowing it would make you want to tell
  534. [5/25/2012 9:31:21 PM] Zarachi: more and more..
  535. [5/25/2012 9:31:27 PM] Zarachi: eventually you did..
  536. [5/25/2012 9:31:35 PM] Zarachi: and you quit "failing my test"
  537. [5/25/2012 9:31:54 PM] Zarachi: Not because you stopped me from being staff, but because of the fact you quit our project all together..
  538. [5/25/2012 9:31:59 PM] Zarachi: and made blank assumptions
  539. [5/25/2012 9:32:03 PM] Zarachi: which I laughed about..
  540. [5/25/2012 9:32:11 PM] Zarachi: I then decided to toy with you even more..
  541. [5/25/2012 9:32:21 PM] Zarachi: So I started becoming more into the game
  542. [5/25/2012 9:32:34 PM] Zarachi: well, right now where I am it's not part of my plan
  543. [5/25/2012 9:32:37 PM] Zarachi: so don't be mistaken
  544. [5/25/2012 9:32:56 PM] Zarachi: I knew eventually once you realized you wouldn't really get what you needed from pwo
  545. [5/25/2012 9:32:59 PM] Zarachi: you'd want to join pro..
  546. [5/25/2012 9:33:10 PM] Zarachi: now it was a matter of getting you to bring it up again..
  547. [5/25/2012 9:33:21 PM] Zarachi: again this was totally an accident and not apart of my plans
  548. [5/25/2012 9:33:32 PM] Zarachi: but..it was braught up by you..not long ago..
  549. [5/25/2012 9:33:37 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: hence the *cough*'s?
  550. [5/25/2012 9:33:44 PM] Zarachi: yes
  551. [5/25/2012 9:33:54 PM] Zarachi: so then I decided I might as well, give you one more test..
  552. [5/25/2012 9:34:02 PM] Zarachi: and tbh we both know you want to be on the team
  553. [5/25/2012 9:34:10 PM] Zarachi: no need for a cool guy act
  554. [5/25/2012 9:34:13 PM] Zarachi: like I'm so rogue
  555. [5/25/2012 9:34:15 PM] Zarachi: and all that
  556. [5/25/2012 9:34:26 PM] Zarachi: so I started the conversation waiting for your response..
  557. [5/25/2012 9:34:38 PM] Zarachi: and while you were responding I decided I'd tell you this plan..
  558. [5/25/2012 9:34:53 PM] Zarachi: knowing that the complexity of it would probably whoa you or maybe not...
  559. [5/25/2012 9:35:01 PM] Zarachi: as far as I'm concerned like I said
  560. [5/25/2012 9:35:06 PM] Zarachi: you guys don't really know me like you think
  561. [5/25/2012 9:35:17 PM] Zarachi: but I do these things in my spare time for fun..
  562. [5/25/2012 9:35:29 PM] Zarachi: So don't like my somewhat foolish attitude fool you.
  563. [5/25/2012 9:35:39 PM] Zarachi: Because I'm always
  564. [5/25/2012 9:35:53 PM] Zarachi: literally thinking days ahead
  565. [5/25/2012 9:36:02 PM] Zarachi: trying to anticipate people's next move
  566. [5/25/2012 9:36:11 PM] Zarachi: now what the hell do I get out of this?
  567. [5/25/2012 9:36:26 PM] Zarachi: the satisfaction of knowing how well, I know others or even the fact that I can simply do it
  568. [5/25/2012 9:36:32 PM] Zarachi: and there goes pichu/.
  569. [5/25/2012 9:36:33 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: what do you see for me in the future
  570. [5/25/2012 9:36:42 PM] Zarachi: tbh..
  571. [5/25/2012 9:36:48 PM] Zarachi: If you join pro now
  572. [5/25/2012 9:36:56 PM] Zarachi: you will more than likely quit..
  573. [5/25/2012 9:36:58 PM] Zarachi: however
  574. [5/25/2012 9:37:05 PM] Zarachi: the circumstances have changed
  575. [5/25/2012 9:37:14 PM] Zarachi: you now know 1% of how I think..
  576. [5/25/2012 9:37:29 PM] Zarachi: and that 1% which is an estimate...makes a great difference
  577. [5/25/2012 9:37:42 PM] Zarachi: Oh and don't get things confused I'm obviously not some genius..
  578. [5/25/2012 9:37:56 PM] Zarachi: I'm just someone who knows how to use common sense to the literal extreme.
  579. [5/25/2012 9:38:02 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: and thats where you were wrong zarachi
  580. [5/25/2012 9:38:11 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  581. [5/25/2012 9:38:14 PM] Zarachi: See
  582. [5/25/2012 9:38:14 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: remember that day we made up?
  583. [5/25/2012 9:38:19 PM] Zarachi: I do know you..
  584. [5/25/2012 9:38:21 PM] Zarachi: Lol
  585. [5/25/2012 9:38:31 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i told you i was quiting pwo most likely
  586. [5/25/2012 9:38:36 PM] Zarachi: You want to see something right now?
  587. [5/25/2012 9:38:58 PM] Zarachi: I even wrote it down..
  588. [5/25/2012 9:38:59 PM] Zarachi: just like this
  589. [5/25/2012 9:39:06 PM] Zarachi: once I finish telling him
  590. [5/25/2012 9:39:15 PM] Zarachi: he well, obviously bring up something to contridict me
  591. [5/25/2012 9:39:20 PM] Zarachi: contradict me..*
  592. [5/25/2012 9:39:27 PM] Zarachi: Probably a past example ..
  593. [5/25/2012 9:40:03 PM] Zarachi: That's what I wrote down..
  594. [5/25/2012 9:40:04 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: heres common sense for you, your just using what i just said to make an excuse out of it.
  595. [5/25/2012 9:40:21 PM] Zarachi: Ok gage, think what you may, but as I said before.
  596. [5/25/2012 9:40:31 PM] Zarachi: I'm more complex than you know..
  597. [5/25/2012 9:40:41 PM] Zarachi: And again not in some weird genius way..
  598. [5/25/2012 9:40:51 PM] Zarachi: I'm a fast learner and a fast thinker..
  599. [5/25/2012 9:41:03 PM] Zarachi:  I'm going to write something right now..
  600. [5/25/2012 9:41:17 PM] Zarachi: while you type your response just to prove you wrong.
  601. [5/25/2012 9:41:27 PM] Zarachi: I'll show you what I write and you tell me if I'm wrong.
  602. [5/25/2012 9:41:33 PM] Zarachi: how about that?
  603. [5/25/2012 9:41:43 PM] Zarachi: But...before hand
  604. [5/25/2012 9:41:46 PM] Zarachi: let me finish..
  605. [5/25/2012 9:41:51 PM] Zarachi: What I was saying..
  606. [5/25/2012 9:42:05 PM] Zarachi: Please don't let what I told you here today leave the conversation.
  607. [5/25/2012 9:42:25 PM] Zarachi: It should be obvious to you I can't make up that complex of a story as I go along..
  608. [5/25/2012 9:42:30 PM] Zarachi: with the details included..
  609. [5/25/2012 9:42:59 PM] Zarachi: Meh, tbh I have no way of proving things,,,
  610. [5/25/2012 9:43:04 PM] Zarachi: I'm not a future teller..
  611. [5/25/2012 9:43:12 PM] Zarachi: Let me make it more clear...
  612. [5/25/2012 9:43:24 PM] Zarachi: I can only anticipate your moves based off of the ones I make myself.
  613. [5/25/2012 9:43:51 PM] Zarachi: So don't categorize me as some lame trying to be smart.
  614. [5/25/2012 9:43:56 PM] Zarachi: Now..
  615. [5/25/2012 9:44:02 PM] Zarachi: I'll even allow you to make your respone.
  616. [5/25/2012 9:45:04 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you know what, i dont need you to show me anything, i believe you better than anybody because of the little i know about you, be that as it may you listen real quick, and anwser me this will decide our future as friends, did you just use me from the day i joined pmdu to achieve your own ends?
  617. [5/25/2012 9:45:28 PM] Zarachi: Lol
  618. [5/25/2012 9:45:35 PM] Zarachi: Believe this as I say it: No.
  619. [5/25/2012 9:45:53 PM] Zarachi: You're not a project...I don't make my friends my project..
  620. [5/25/2012 9:45:58 PM] Zarachi: at-least not you guys.
  621. [5/25/2012 9:46:12 PM] Zarachi: This was a test to see just how far my intellect could stretch more recent..
  622. [5/25/2012 9:46:17 PM] Zarachi: I'll also allow you to know this much..
  623. [5/25/2012 9:46:26 PM] Zarachi: Who I was back then is not the same person you met.
  624. [5/25/2012 9:46:39 PM] Zarachi: In this sense: Back at that time..I was not like this..
  625. [5/25/2012 9:46:55 PM] Zarachi: I developed this rediculous..what ever you want to call it..
  626. [5/25/2012 9:47:01 PM] Zarachi: over that short period of time..
  627. [5/25/2012 9:47:13 PM] Zarachi: before then you were Gage and my actions were completely truthful.
  628. [5/25/2012 9:47:34 PM] Zarachi: Well, for the most part, but your clear answer is no I didn't use you from the beginning.
  629. [5/25/2012 9:47:46 PM] Zarachi: However..
  630. [5/25/2012 9:47:58 PM] Zarachi: Let's just keep it at that level.
  631. [5/25/2012 9:48:08 PM] Zarachi: I can teach you things Gage..
  632. [5/25/2012 9:48:14 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: then why test me couldnt you have believed i was your friend, why push me to have to choose you or pwo?
  633. [5/25/2012 9:48:30 PM] Zarachi: Gage..
  634. [5/25/2012 9:48:43 PM] Zarachi: Explination..I wanted to test the boundries of human nature.
  635. [5/25/2012 9:48:51 PM] Zarachi: Again something I can only understand..
  636. [5/25/2012 9:49:06 PM] Zarachi: It was not intended that you be affected greatly..
  637. [5/25/2012 9:49:14 PM] Zarachi: I didn't want to meld your mind or make you a puppet.
  638. [5/25/2012 9:49:19 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: im going to let you in on something so be quite and listen.
  639. [5/25/2012 9:49:30 PM] Zarachi: *cough*
  640. [5/25/2012 9:50:31 PM] Zarachi: Oh and just to let you know..I haven't done this for anyone else.
  641. [5/25/2012 9:50:41 PM] Zarachi: So take that and cherris it in anyway you may.
  642. [5/25/2012 9:51:03 PM] Zarachi: You're the absolute only one I've ever let in on that of my thoughts.
  643. [5/25/2012 9:51:12 PM] Zarachi: Not even pichu or Ryan sadly..
  644. [5/25/2012 9:51:34 PM] Zarachi: Well, Pichu has experienced some of it.
  645. [5/25/2012 9:51:37 PM] Zarachi: But sorry..
  646. [5/25/2012 9:51:38 PM] Zarachi: go on
  647. [5/25/2012 9:51:52 PM] Zarachi: cherrish*
  648. [5/25/2012 9:55:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: i dont care about an admin position or a cg position but i do know i had always wanted staff on pwo, joining you guys was a side hobby to beta test but more and more of my time went to Pmdu that i eventually quit pwo, i loved working for you, and it made my life to finally have friends because all of my life ive been bullied to the points where i have wanted to kill myself and all sorts of crap, you and pichu changed things my life is actually set with what i want to do in life because of you, you have gained new-found respect from me because your right only you could go to that kinda links in human nature, i changed my whole attitude from the day my dad divorced my step mom i used to be billy badass too my parents then i met pwo you and pichu and pmdu staff believe it or not i want to be any thing as long as im working with you guys because of just that meesly friendship, i cherrish that with my life because i dont want to go on being alone cause if i quit now ill never get friends like you guys ever again.
  649. [5/25/2012 9:57:27 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: you dont know how much it means to just be friends with you and pichu, i dont care if you fire me for anything id still talk to you only cause i cherrish my  friendship with you
  650. [5/25/2012 9:57:35 PM] Zarachi:  Don't forget one thing, you never lose friends like us either.
  651. [5/25/2012 9:58:41 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: this doesnt leave us, but i dont know how to think of you again just knowing you could be testing me anytime and anywhere i go
  652. [5/25/2012 9:59:07 PM] Zarachi: Well, I'll let you know this.
  653. [5/25/2012 9:59:24 PM] Zarachi: You did pass my test, but I can't garuntee it will always be that way..
  654. [5/25/2012 9:59:44 PM] Zarachi: I honestly don't know when I'm testing people now or at-least sometimes because it's reached that point.
  655. [5/25/2012 10:00:03 PM] Zarachi: But..if you want me to stop conducting your tests then simply say so..
  656. [5/25/2012 10:01:07 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: ;} you barely know the tip of my life, if i told you you would be freaked, most part i want you too continue your test only because it keeps me on guard for attacks.
  657. [5/25/2012 10:02:26 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: ill tell you one thing, when i was in 5th grade i got attacked
  658. i still hold grudges on simple things like that only because of how it felt that day, remember how i mention that rapper thing?
  659. [5/25/2012 10:03:08 PM] Zarachi: Yes.
  660. [5/25/2012 10:04:43 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: anyhow, i was boot-stomped on the face by a little wierd african american kid, i can never forget the pain he caused me and it sometimes clouds my emotions too trust people because he was my closest friend and he attacked me and sent me too the hospital, i had to go to alternative school because off it only getting out recently, my life has changed meeting you and all of the pmdu staff and i dont want any of that too change
  661. [5/25/2012 10:06:29 PM] Zarachi: I see.
  662. [5/25/2012 10:11:32 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: so any words?
  663. [5/25/2012 10:11:52 PM] Zarachi: Yes, but no.
  664. [5/25/2012 10:12:19 PM] Zarachi: I want to retain what I want to say...self purposes sorry in advance...
  665. [5/25/2012 10:12:31 PM] Zarachi: I don't like myself right now though
  666. [5/25/2012 10:12:55 PM] Zarachi: Although I do want to say..you shouldn't sugger the rest of yourlife for something that happened
  667. [5/25/2012 10:12:59 PM] Zarachi: years ago..
  668. [5/25/2012 10:13:01 PM] Zarachi: then again I'm not you..
  669. [5/25/2012 10:14:06 PM] ZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZoruaZorua: thats not the only incident of things in my life i suffer new things every year even this year, too much shit has happened to me, for me too not suffur just a little bit but you and pichu have helped me get over most of that.
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