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causticstorm

I Rise with my red Hair And eat Men, like air out of the Ash.


Ladies and Gentlemen...         [Sunday
February 3rd, 2008
6:26pm]
Wisdom:

"LJ drama is never the answer."
-Leslie Berry

        [Friday
September 16th, 2005
4:28pm]

Move out by the 13th? Yeah right, lets hope for a miracle       [Saturday
September 10th, 2005
5:31am]
[       mood    |       blah    ]

Been talking to Andy for about 4 hours now, and he's working hard on getting here. I think tommarrow I'm gonna try really hard to find this Bellfount place and apply, then maybe hit up Rolling Hills and salvage the situation. As soon as the time comes, I WANT OUT. I'm gone, nig. Need to move out. That way, not more null and void contact through landlady from Kristina or the other way around, yessuh, no more bullshit. Juat work and draw. s'all I wanna do. Whyzzat so hard?

Gods, I'm tired. its not until you werk a good 10 hours doing bitch work that you see how exhausting a bar can be.

Cripes!

Uck, in other news. My enthusiasm is officially dead.

-Lar

--Grooooaaan--  [Thursday
September 8th, 2005
10:47am]
[       mood    |       Vomitous        ]

I dont feel good today, and I almost threw up this morning. Whats funny is I just read my coworker and friends journal and HE said that he got pukey sick yesterday too and went home. I need mad moneys so lets hope my butthole fever doesnt get any worse. I'm gonna eat a mill of stomach relief and ache pills from the first aid kit and make this work for me. I e'nt missing another day, bitches.

In other knews, Geneva is born. I spent the night at the hospital with Tracy and Robert and ended up going home with her Dad, who I dont like very much but, shockingly, provided interesting conversation and seems to be one of the only sane people Tracy is related to. Even Robert trusts him more than her Mom.

God.....uck!!!! Dont wanna be HERE!!! Mer If your reading this dont forget to pick me up from work tommarrow at 8pm, so we can shindig. Plus I wont have bussfare. So dont forget!!!

-Lar

Well, Hell!     [Tuesday
September 6th, 2005
3:03pm]
[       mood    |       surprised       ]

Nevermind going over Tracy's.....apparently she's having the baby right now. I wonder if its OUT yet....

Apparently Mer got the call at 5 in the morning that she was in labor and all....but, thing is...her Dad actually got mad at her-Mer- for Tracy calling. How fucking dare he get mad about something like that? What did he say "Mer tell your friends to stop using you by going into labor."

Asshole.

Thats why I hate the diea of a father figure....he definetly contributes to that issue of mine. Yuck.

So, into the world comes Geneva Rose Tabor.

Hurrah.

-Lar

Imagine how it would be, to be at the top making cash-money....         [Tuesday
September 6th, 2005
7:44am]
[       mood    |       calm    ]

....Go on tour all around the world, tell stories about all the young girls!


Okay, I need to get paid so I can get a goddamned apartment...ours smells like feet along with somebody who got shot or something. Hopefully If I can get ahold of Tracy today, I can go over dere and not go home....cos I wanna draw and shit, see?

I start work in 10 minutes....


Is it me or is the beginning of the day on ANY job purgatory?


Give me mooooney....!!!!--sob--

Andy should be here at the end of the month. I'm still concerned about some things, but happy.

-Lar

Robert (Jackalope) I have found your wife to be.        [Monday
September 5th, 2005
4:24pm]
[       mood    |       SOme Blue-zy shit       ]

I have, unfortunately claimed her for myself sadly.

KOF Shermie Exists!!!

http://www.cyberfanatix.com/page.php?id=244&PHPSESSID=2a4b6a3e89afad4b8450f11ffb126918

My head hurts.  [Sunday
September 4th, 2005
11:21pm]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Clever girl......Hmmhmmha...    [Sunday
September 4th, 2005
11:10pm]
[       mood    |       quixotic        ]

Okay, so now Andy is offically coming back. At the end of the month and he's bringing it Kitty.

I wonder what that will be like, other than Galad I've never been thrown in a 'Living with an Ex' sort of situation... Will there be attempts to rekindle anything? If thats the case then I'm a bit wary....I've changed alot since I last saw Andy and I'm wondering what will come forth from this situation.

In other news, we are now officially Electricity pirates.

Ah, the beauty of extension cords.

-Lar

Hmmmmmm.....I wonder if we'll end up having sex again. 0_o

HYSTERICAL BLINDNESS!!!!!       [Sunday
September 4th, 2005
9:09pm]
Someone shoot this thing!!!

Furry me And Mer        [Friday
September 2nd, 2005
4:23pm]

Arg!    [Friday
September 2nd, 2005
4:11pm]
[       mood    |       creative        ]

I dont know how I'm gonna get to work or eat for the next 14 days.


They pushed my paydate back to the 16th.

Oh happy day....--growl--

-Lar


Aaaaaand Eerily Accurate Steven!

Jesse   [Thursday
September 1st, 2005
7:06pm]

This is about as close as I could get you, Douglas.     [Thursday
September 1st, 2005
11:03am]

12 minutes before I become an Organic food bagging slave.       [Thursday
September 1st, 2005
10:48am]
[       mood    |       sick    ]

And I feel like I'm gonna throw up oughtta my ass.


Anything else you wanna throw at me, Life?

-LAr

Quizzo.         [Wednesday
August 31st, 2005
7:31pm]
[       mood    |       crushed         ]

130 Random Questions

Created by withinadream and taken 12250 times on Bzoink
When was the last time you cried?       The other day....
Have you ever faked sick?       Once or twice.
What was the last lie you said? "We'll be fine."
Have you ever cried during a movie?     Yeah, so shoot me.
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?     One of my Coworkers, who looks like...well...Galad. Creepy!
Have you ever danced in the rain?       Oh yeah.
Have you ever been drunk?       --snickers--
Have you ever tried tried drugs?        --snickers even louder--
Do you smoke?   --Laughd loudly and obnoxiously--
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare? I had a face fulla pubic hair, leave it at that.
What is your full name? Leslie Janine Berry
What is your blood-type?        0-
Have you ever been in a car accident?   Yup
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?     15
Who was your first kiss?        Some girl....
Have you ever had an online relationship?       Yeah, without meaning to at that....
Have you ever had phone-sex?    Heh....
Have you ever been rejected by a crush? Yep
What is your favourite sport to play?   The "Sit at home and play SPider Solitaire" game. Inteeense.
Have you ever made a prank phone call?  Plenty
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?       No....sadly I meant it every time.
What's your favourite childhood memory? Swimming in a lake at camp while it rained.
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?   I've trusted faaar too many people.
What do you want to be when you grow up?        Stable. Well rested.
What is your political persuassion?     Nihilism. (I-dont-give-a-fuck-anymore.)
Have you ever had cybersex?     If you would call it that...
Do you believe in g-d?  Nah. Not in the way you would think anyhow....--smirk--
Do you believe in love at first sight?  No.
Do you believe in karma?        To an extent
Who was your first crush?       Some girl....
Who do yo uhave a crush on?     Some girl....
How would you describe yourself?        Charmingly fat and opinionated. Occasionally fascinating and good for Bathroom reading material.
What are you afraid of? Being abandoned.
Are you religious?      No.
What does your screen name mean?        A storm that buuurns.
What person do you trust the most?      We covered this earlier.
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?        Monsieur Jordan Sulk.
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?     That I influenced someone artistically.
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?    That I'm worthless and a slovenly loudmouthed pig. (Thank you Honey)
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?    Probably that whole thing with Galad. Good riddance.
What is your greatest strength? I can stay calm when everone else is flipping out.
What is your greatest weakness? I can flip out when everyone else is perfectly calm and look either really selfish or flaky.
What is your perfect pizza?     Thin crust mushroom and sausage
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?       "Fuck, I didnt die in my sleep."
What is your first thought before you go to bed?        "Fuck, I hope I die in my sleep."
What college do you want to go to?      Haha, thats funny you know?
Do you get along with your family?      You mean my Mother and Brother? Or all the other fuckheads sharing this bloodline?
Do you play any instruments?    Sort of.
What kind of music do you like? Anything, as long as I dont hear anything about old yellow dogs or bling.
Do you think you're attractive? Not in the slightest. I think I have the potential to be attractive. But thats it.
Would you ever get a tattoo?    I have one.
How many piercings do you have? 2
Who makes you laugh?    Lotsa things.
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?   Peter Steele. Hopefully face to face...umongst other things.
Have you ever seen a dead body? Yep.
Do you have a celebrity crush?  .......I have a crush on Trent Reznors talent.
What is one thing scientists should invent?     The physical representation of "Etcetera"
Have you ever broken a bone?    Yeah, and I got a tumor from it.
What happens after you die?     Beans.
Do you watch or read the news?  Not anymore. I dont trust either.
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?      Dyke-ish
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?   Probably
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?     Wesley. --laughs--
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go      Back to when I first came back form LA. I would do alot differently.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?     My skin. I want smooth unmarked skin. The skin I have is abused.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?      I've taken plenty of baths..........naked.
Have you ever played strip poker?       nah,
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?  nah
What do you want your friends to think about you?       That I'm really a superhero.
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?     Jesus.....I dunno.
HAve you ever bitten someone?   HA!
When's your birthday?   9-23-83
Have you ever stolen anything?  yep.
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?   yep. they never come true.
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?        Too much
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?      The day I was born. I would just wrap that umbilical cord around my neck and BAM.
Do you remember your dreams?    Yes, vividly.
Have you ever been in love?     Yes, vividly.
Are you a morning person or a night person?     Night. I hate sun.
Do you have any phobias?        Butterflies and falling leaves
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?   I made an ex-friend have an anreurysm. Does that count?
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?   PLenty
How many screen names do you have?      1000
Do any medical problems run in your family?     cancer.
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?        Yeah, Me. And I didnt even have to do anything.
Have you ever had a nightmare?  Plenty
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?       Enemies
Would you ever participate in a threesome?      Haha
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?   ....
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?        yeah
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?    What Bf/Gf?
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?   A little
Have you ever written a love letter?    no.
Have you ever attempted suicide?        ....
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? briefs.
Have you ever been in a fistfight?      yep
Do you have any hidden talents? Uhhhhhuhhh.
What is one thing you want me to know about you?        Nothing if you dont know it already
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?       this one.,
Do you usually prefer books or movies?  Both equally
Who is your favourite person to talk to?        Mer or Tracy
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?     --shrugs--
Would you ever have sex before marriage?        Haha....
Who do you talk to most on the phone?   Tracy at the moment.
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?    A few
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?    I dont care.
Have you ever gotten detention? Yeah.
How do you vent your anger?     I think about maiming people
Have you ever been on a diet?   The Poverty Diet.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?   Done both.
Is your best friend a virgin?   Yeah.....
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?    That I dea;t heroine and stole a wedding ring.
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?        Have done or will do?
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?   Ummm, ran out on us in the middle of our apartment lease agreement or ran out on us to Texas with half my shit. Pick one.
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?   Bout me pants when my ass would be perilously hanging out for the rest of my life.
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?     Yes.
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?  Well, I wasnt coherent.....
Have you ever wanted to murder someone? Oh ho ho...
Have you ever hated someone?    O ho ho ho!!
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?   Online.
Do you consider yourself popular?       inadvertently
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?  I have.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?  Nope.
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?     Heh.....
What is your favourite book?    "Desperation" : Stephen King
Do you have a collection of anything?   Books, comics and porn
Are you happy with the person you are becoming? No. I hate everything about myself.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?       I suck more...
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?  Sucking eveeen more.
Are you happy with the life you have?   No. It sucks. I thought we covered this!?

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I can update my journal at work, bitches.       [Wednesday
August 31st, 2005
6:57pm]
[       mood    |       tired   ]

To think they let you fuck around on the interweb when your on break! cool!

Okay so, still no electricity, still purgatory, and I'm still sick/

And I believe at this point that we're definetly getting evicted.

Thank you Kristina. Where would we be without you?

Oh thats right, NOT GETTING EVICTED!?!?!?!?


Fuckin' bitch......

-Lar

The countdown.  [Saturday
August 27th, 2005
3:44pm]
8 hours and 13 minutes for me to make a decision.


Ugh. What a bother.


Living in ana apartment with no electricity is like being in prison. Only you can leave anytime you want as if it would do you any good. If it werent for Tracy picking me up today I would have snapped and done something stupid. Who knows what, you see? The cards just come tumbling down one after the other bang,bang,bang until we just cant take anymore.

I dont know if I've hit my breaking point, but I'm trying to find a way to salvage this shit.

We shall see, huh?
-Lar

Whats it like in there?..       [Friday
August 26th, 2005
10:16pm]
[       mood    |       crappy  ]

So, second day of work went well, even if it took an insane toll on my body and was physically fucking exhausting. I thouhg tmy leg was going to explode!!

Other than that, life gets worse, as now our electricity has been cut off due to a former roomate and former friends discrepency with the bill holder.

Thank you Kristina.

Hopefully the problem will be solved, or something. Or I'm going to run out of reasons for being alive. (Dont wig out.....I'm not talking 'bout suicide)

I fancy theres a way to get by this, sadly, I'm only losing more faith in everything and getting more and more used to being fucked over.


Who wants cookies?

Lar

The Legend of Kelli Dayton ALi.         [Sunday
August 21st, 2005
2:33pm]
[       mood    |       Exalted and Revered     ]

Also known as, Kelli Dayton, formerly of Snekerpimps until they kicked her out and decided to do their own vocals. I love Sneaker pimps, with or without her, but that still sucks.

But I'm happy to have found out that Kelli Ali is still making music! She has released to albums in 2001 and 2003, called "Tigermouth" and the latter "Psychic Cat". I'm so damned happy for her! I wish her band would get bigger, people need to realize that she didnt just dissaperate after Sneaker Pimps, and is in fact still VERY talented. I dont know why I say "Still", I assume people think her vocal chords just fell out after SP asked her to leave.

This is the Goddess herself.

Spin Spin Sugar, Niggaz.


-Lar

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