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  1. Nate Pyrokai - Today at 7:23 PM
  2. I've held my tongue through much of this process, but if you're going to behave in this manner then the pretense of respect is going straight out the window. If you lacked the ability to help us in this process then you should have never invovled yourself in the first place. I understand that I imposed you helping us find property in Seattle on you, but you should have known from the start that your role was going to be something to that effect. Your complete and utter inability to function in this situation has rendered this situation so difficult that it has driven me to near madness.
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  4. We've needed to have a clear line of communication, and you have basically only chosen to participate aftre we've bombarded you with messages, and even then I feel I have specifically been ignored in this process. I am frankly furious about this. I am not unsympathetic to your anxieties, but I am angry that you didn't have the guts to just say you couldn't do what we were asking of you sooner. I'm angry that instead of expressing any form of negativity you just continue to run away.
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  6. If you have a problem with me, how I do things, or how I act, then speak the fuck up. You can't just keep pretending I don't notice how you act around me.
  7. BatBadgers - Today at 7:49 PM
  8. I'm been fucken pissed for weeks now, I thought you knew how to run things yet. I gave you the benifit of the doubt every time since I never have rented a house myself. I wasn't the person who's done things for years already, I just followed along because It wasn't my place.
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  10. You're the one who ran out on us, that whole week you told me to wait on a single house? A WHOLE Week wasted without a second plan while you went to enjoy yourself at GDQ? You didn't know how I or anyone else felt, cause we just assumed you knew what you were doing. We lost a whole week of progress for that shit to the point we need an extention of time. An extention I'm now personally helping with Damon to pay for wasted days like that.
  11. These house and meets are stressful enough, I had my moments with the first one and I tried talking to Nargle how I felt about it. Literally only making the whole event worse. I'm absolutely in shutters meeting these strangers though I'm still trying because I want all you guys to be able to have a home here. But just, dropping that 2:30 appointment on a, Not even Day notice. A half a night's time of prep? Fucken hell, I assumed it was what was needed. But the day after I went. It wasn't. I stayed up the whole bloody night's worth of stomach turning, medication infused trying to phyce myself for it, trying to plan for a day and fullinging said day of fuck all for both me and Grimbler.
  12. And now, I can't even be trusted to do what I've been talking about from day one. I've said from the very beginning that even if I can't move, I'd pay because it would mean so much for me to just have my friends here. I'd play twice, even more if I personally could guarantee it. I've already taken a second job to completey ensure myself able to. Money doesn't mean as much to me as it does for others, I've been put in a place where all my fucken life people have told me how successful I am. Or people tell me how they wish they could be rich like I am. I'm fucking in tears right now cause I never had a choice to be where I am, I was born here. Now that I'm PERSONALLY making my own money where I can actually feel succesful for myself. Not just on my family's name say. But as me, Carl Hyde. My own fucken life where I can do what I want with my money I've earned to give my friends a place to stay because where I am right now and where I live right now. I'm honestly set, and I could honestly never have to work a day of my life
  13. Finally I was making my own name, creating a place where I had a hand it for people I care about. ANd fuck all, that I could be assumed not to keep my word? I'd never live there a day of my life and I'd pay for that shitty place till the day I die cause of how much I care and because. That amount is so goddamn little to me. It's not Ego, it's not idiotic. Money has ment so little to me, cause it's people who's ever made me happy. Fuck you for ever assuming I wouldn't follow up, even if I never talk to you again, I'll pay for that crap on all the good memories alone you've given me. Money has always been a fucken hell to live with
  14. Nate Pyrokai - Today at 7:54 PM
  15. Ok, before I respond to this in any direct fashion, thank you for being forthcoming with me. I was afraid we wouldn't be able to have this conversation
  16. But either way, I'm afraid the friction in this situation comes from my inability to properly empathize with how you're feeling on the matter of looking for/at properties. The 2 situations we've had have no ended well, but neither were, in theory, a big deal. The first property I did as the landlord requested and he went behind our back and sold the property from under us. This is no my, your, or anyone elses fault. And as far as not having a backup property nobody found anything that was a viable alternative at that time. You, Damon and Bea all could've been looking, and I had Craigslist notifications on my phone the whole time I was in Viriginia and I didn't see anything that met our criteria. You presume that because I was out for that week I wasn't trying to stay privy to the situation but I was
  17. The second place was just a dud, but you stress leading up to and after that situation are the exact issue that I'm attempting to communicate my frustrations with. We need you to be able to confidently and ably go to more than just one place a week without it being an ordeal. We can't do anything from where we are except make suggestions, but due to an overwhelming sense of insecurity we get from you, we are less willing to go forward with asking you to seek out these properties
  18. Nate Pyrokai - Today at 8:03 PM
  19. And as for paying ,as for how much you are or aren't worth, that doesn't matter to me. This may come down to an ego thing for me, but I don't want your charity. I don't want you just to be the guy with the money who pays for where I live. You're not your money or your status, you're Sketch, you're Carl. Think I'm nuts, think I'm trying to spare you money that you don't think needs sparing, but I don't want any part of our relationship, wherever it may stand now, to be hinged on such a pretense
  20. If you're gonna pay for a place you're going to be a part of that house. And I want that. I think we need to sort some shit out, and I hope we're doing that, but I don't want you any less part of the house--I just want to know at this point what we have to do to get there. I have been desperately trying to coodinate the situation, making sure everyone at least knows where everyone else is, and it's not going well. I have no delusions that this plan is or has been working, which is why I capitulated to extending the move to March so that maybe we can all get back on the same rhythm
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