So is this it?
we exist
in a bright and dreaming world
not a care in the world could weigh me down or stop me
then along for the ride, we met, you and I
so happy that our fates could collide
With you by my side,
nothing seemed impossible

What should I do?
It's getting even harder
to decide
but what I'm looking for
is what I'll never find

so let me spit it all out
just spit it all right out
it's a lie, it's a lie
there's nothing to be happy about
there are days I feel like crying

unsynchronize our hearts
and tear us both apart
I hate being in love
I should've stayed away from the start
is this what true happiness is
such an imperfect way to live

Yes, you could say
in a way
that I never could explain
that I knew
the whole truth all along

the first time we met I felt my chest ache
the next time was when I thought we both changed
the third time I knew that it was too late
the fourth time was when I saw my heart break

The last time I left you for my own sake
I still think that moment was my best mistake
I'm meant to be alone

just spill it out, spill it out,
just spill it all right out
it's a lie, it's a lie
there's nothing to be happy about
there are days I feel like crying

I'm sick of lies, our hearts
just tear them both apart
I hate thinking of you
I should've stayed away from the start
is this what true love really is

no let me spit it all out
just spit it all right out
it's a lie, it's a lie
there's nothing to be happy about
there are days I dream of dying

unsynchronize our hearts
and tear us both apart
I hate being in love
I should've stayed away from the start
is this what true happiness is
what an imperfect world this is