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Amanda Todd - Transcript of video

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  1. *\ Do note, this is a transcription of http://youtu.be/vOHXGNx-E7E - A video made and published on Youtube by Amanda Todd. This transcription has been written to be exact as what is said on the flashcards. An asterisk [*] represents a new flashcard. Please read http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_of_Amanda_Todd /*
  2.  
  3. *Hello!
  4. *I've decided to tell you about my never ending story
  5. *In 7th grade I would go with friends on webcam
  6. *Meet and talk to new people.
  7. *Then got called stunning, beautiful, perfect, etc...
  8. *Then wanted me to flash...
  9. *So I did.... 1 year later.....
  10. *I got a msg on facebook
  11. *From him... Don't know how he knew me..
  12. *It said... If you don't put on a show for me I will send ur boobs
  13. *He knew my adress, school, relavives, friends family names.
  14. *Christmas break....
  15. *Knock at my door at 4am...
  16. *It was the police... my photo was sent to everyone
  17. *I then got really sick and got...
  18. *Anxiety, major deppersion and panic disorder
  19. *I then moved and got into Drugs + Alcohol....
  20. *My anxiety got worse... couldn't go out
  21. *A year past and the guy came back with my new
  22. *list of friends and school. But made a facebook page
  23. *My boobs were his profile pic...
  24. *Cried every night, lost all my friends and respect
  25. *people had for me... again...
  26. *Then nobody liked me
  27. *name calling, judged...
  28. *I can never get that Photo back
  29. *It's out there forever...
  30. *I Started cutting...
  31. *I promised myself never again...
  32. *Didn't have any friends and I sat at lunch alone
  33. *So I moved Schools again....
  34. *Everything was better even though I sat still alone
  35. *At lunch in the library everyday.
  36. *After a month later I started talking to an old guy friend.
  37. *We back and fourth texted and he started to say he..
  38. *Liked me... Led me on.. He had a girlfriend...
  39. *Then he said come over my gf's on vacation
  40. *So I did... huge mistake....
  41. *He hooked up with me....
  42. *I thought he liked me....
  43. *1 week later I get a text get out of your school...
  44. *His girlfriend and 15 others come including Hiself...
  45. *The girl and 2 others just said look around nobody likes you.
  46. *In front of my new school (50) people...
  47. *A guy than yelled just punch her already
  48. *So she did... She threw me to the ground a punched me several times
  49. *Kids filmed it. I was all alone and left on the ground.
  50. *I felt like a joke in this world... I thought nobody deserves this :/
  51. *I was alone.. I lied and said it was my fault and my idea
  52. *I didn't want him getting hurt, I thought he really liked me.
  53. *but he just wanted the sex... Someone yelled punch her already.
  54. *Teachers ran over but I just went and layed in a ditch and my dad found me.
  55. *I wanted to die so bad... When he brought me home I drank bleach...
  56. *It killed me inside and I thought I was gonna actully die.
  57. *Ambulence came and brought me to the hospital and flushed me.
  58. *After I got home all i saw was on facebook - she deserved it did you wash the mud out of your hair? - I hope shes dead.
  59. *Nobody cared... I moved away to another city to my moms.
  60. *another school... I didn't wanna press charges because I wanted to move on.
  61. *6 months has gone by... people are posting pics of bleach, clorex, and ditches.
  62. *tagging me... I was doing a lot better too... They said...
  63. *She should try a different bleach, I hope she dies this time and isn't so stupid.
  64. *They said I hope she sees this and kills herself..
  65. *Why do I get this? I messed up but why follow me..
  66. *I left your guys city... Im constantly crying now..
  67. *Everyday I think why am I still here?
  68. *My anxiety is horrible now.. never went out this summer
  69. *All from my past.. lifes never getting better.. cant go to school
  70. *meet or be with people... constantly cutting. I'm really depressed
  71. *Im on anti deppresants now and councelling and a month ago this summer
  72. *I overdosed... In hospital for 2 days..
  73. *Im stuck... whats left of me now... nothing stops
  74. *I have nobody... I need someone :(
  75. *My name is Amanda Todd....