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  1. ok so I wrote this out.. it's very very long.. but I still feel it is a great read so please give it a chance. It's about the journey of the soul.
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  3. The journey of the soul
  4. I am writing this because I feel that as an asleep collective many people are completely unaware of how this process goes, or how they are an intrinsic part of it. Let me take you on a journey..
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  6. In the beginning you are all there is, observing all there is. You are not however interacting with this game at this point. You can root for people but it’s like watching a tv show… you can only imagine what these people are feeling. At this moment you are God.
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  8.  So you decide you will send a part of yourself into this world to become one of these actors in your game. It wouldn’t do however if you remembered all you had experienced so you make that part of yourself forget. At this moment you are a soul fragment that has split off from god, but is still god, much like a fractal fragment is still a fractal and still reflects the whole.
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  12. This soul starts the game not knowing anything, including the simple truth that it is god experiencing its own game of reality. As a result things that would be clearly known to the soul as god are no longer known to the soul as an individuate.
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  14. The soul must build a strong foundation – thus it must start off in the farthest reaches of separation – non-sentience. We are talking rocks here. Eventually once it tires of that experience it will move up to things such as plants.. where there is a rudimentary collective intelligence of feeling. Once it tires of that it will try more collective instinctual intelligence such as animals. From there it will evolve to humanoid beings, and this is when the fun happens.
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  16. That soul will now enter the “sentient” stages of separation, either inflicting or experiencing. It will commit murder or experience murder, commit rape or experience rape, dwell in fear or experience fear.  It cannot skip this step. It needs this as a level playing field in which to build everything else on. The soul will incarnate a humanoid being in a very specific environment with the agreement with other souls. So say there is a soul that needs to learn the experience of murder, and another that needs to learn the experience of being murdered – they will team up in a reality sequence and play out the reality of one murdering the other.
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  18. The emotions are gradually built upon. The next lifetime with the knowledge of murder in the back of their minds, that experience will no longer need to be experienced and lesser forms of suffering will need to be experienced. At any time though they can always choose to replay what they have experienced in the past but that will be their choice in the future, and not a necessity. The experiencec of the past are used as tools of the future. These emotions and experiences they experience get generated as frequency. The farther apart the action of separation (murder, fear based etc) the lower the frequency and the more of it is needed to accrete. Once enough is accumulated that soul can evolve to a higher level.
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  22. Most humanoids return over and over each time experiencing something that builds on the experiences of the last. So on earth you have souls at all different “levels” of this evolution process. The lowest ones hate each other and are eternally waging war against each other (think middle east) as they have no concept yet that they are all the same being broken up into little soul bits arguing and killing each other. They will do this until they eventually evolve out of this mentality, but newer souls will constantly incarnate in to fill the gaps the others left when they evolved out.
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  24. As that soul evolves it will raise its frequency to ones that reflect more of a unity of thought – helping others because they are all each other. It will also struggle to try to remember that it is god, but like most things it must go through stages. It will first believe that there IS a god – because it still won’t understand that it is all things roleplaying as an individual – it will be so steeped in duality that it will literally believe that this mighty being somehow made it out of NOTHING, and not out of itself, and that somehow this being they are as a result is a lesser being.
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  26. There are 2 branches it can go from here – it can go into full religious dogma, essentially worshipping what it has forgotten is itself. Since the soul is made in the image of god, as in all the same powers of creation of god, as god is formless, even if it believes in a god creating miracles, its intent for those things to happen will be what makes them happen, as reality is made off of faith and consciousness. The more you think about something the more real it becomes. God is only consciousness – that which can exist – thus everything created is a reflection of that – including ourselves – we are focused on thoughts by god, much like our dreams are focused on thoughts by us – created out of seemingly nothing.
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  30. The other branch is atheism – where a being experiences so much negativity that it decides that no external god could possibly subject it to this (and it is correct, but the reasoning is incorrect) so it will believe that nothing exists and no god loves them and that they are here simply for themselves. This belief in itself isn’t so bad, but it usually doesn’t allow for anyone else to believe what they want, nor does religious dogma. These are still separationalist mentalities that involve a need to control others due to a lack of knowledge that they are all one being and thus should be working together, and not against each other.
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  32. The ego is a device that is created when the soul forgets what it is. It needs to survive somehow. The ego will learn based off of its environment and thus develop a personality that is survival based and interact with its environment accordingly. Some of that personality will be programmed in by the soul, others will develop by interactions with others. The ego is needed or the “avatar”, the soul created to live out a specific experience, will not have any motivation to do anything; for at this point the avatar is in such a deep state of separation that it cannot communicate with god, aka the rest of its collective self.
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  34. As a result of this the ego tends to grow rapidly out of control and these people are entirely run BY their egos. Furthermore all of society tends to develop a collective ego – dictating what is acceptable and what is not, thus making it even harder for a being to pull out of this.
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  36. As a soul evolves to higher frequencies of unity knowledge (getting closer to remembering it is god) that frequency will allow it to pull away from the collective ego – but the ego is also a construct that fights against unity – for too much unity and a being no longer has a drive to play the game.. and too much ego and you are basically running on autopilot – letting the collective ego run and ruin your life – a life that is usually filled with drama, misery, and pain.
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  40. These beings will be able to break out of it but the collective monster of ego will seek to suck them back in, and the being must always be mindful of this force, to keep a rein on the ego and keep it docile enough to motivate them to still play the game, but not to be controlled by it. Anyone still caught in this collective monster will also seek to bring this person down. They will see this person as egotistical, instead of confident, a threat instead of free, and something to destroy instead of something to aspire to. They will hate this person, and the higher in frequency this being goes the less they will be able to relate to them and will either become violent towards them either physically or verbally or banish them from their life completely. That or the evolved person will stop talking to them.
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  42. In some cases the higher evolved being will actually play a part in the ego trapped beings personal development and cause them to be that much closer to breaking out of the shell – but the breaking out can only be done by the individual; others can only help support them on their journey.
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  44. When the being breaks out of that ego shell it will feel a sense of freedom, and then rapidly a sense of loss and loneliness, for the amount that break out on this planet are few, so comfort in numbers exists in the bubble, and now hatred from that bubble radiates outwards to them. They may find other people like them, floating about outside this bubble, but those people can also be sucked back into the bubble and don the collective hating of the bubble. They must constantly maintain their level of elevation or be doomed to devolve.
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  46. These beings will also feel bad for their brethren still in that bubble, and will try to help them.. usually forcibly. You cannot fast track a beings evolution if they do not wish it. It is like trying to teach a child university material. They have too much to learn in between for it to ever sink in. There are a few exceptions but those will generally see what you know and come to you, wishing to learn more from you. Thus you must teach and lead by example – be a spiritual leader, not a spiritual dictator.
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  50. There are some people that you may only ever be able to help a little and they may seem to revert and fall out of your life – do not think of these as failures, think of them as being able to help in the amount that that being felt was acceptable, even if it was only a little bit – every bit helps – like a giant complicated game of chess – your actions will help branch future choices that will help that being.
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  52. Eventually a being will evolve right out of this dimension and gain higher states of being – evolve to light and eventually return to the collective after it has regained all the knowledge it had as god, accompanied with the experiences of actually living them. This is the goal of reality.
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  54. The goal of reality is not to do this or that in reality – the events of reality are simply mechanics that allow you to play out an experience to learn and be exposed to specific emotions. It is why most people spend their whole lives doing something so that they can EVENTUALLY experience an emotion, comfort, love, ease, etc. All the stuff before that was just an experience to get to that goal, and could have been played out billions of ways.
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  56. Young souls wail that their lives are terrible and try to blame others. However if all souls are parts of god, then all souls ARE god, and that finger pointing wraps around and ends up pointing back at you. Yes those souls don’t remember they are god, but they still ARE god, and if it was not wanted to experience, then your soul would not have planted you into that scenario.
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  58. The soul does not feel pain. It feels the emotions blanketed upon it through separation from god when it experiences a reality as an avatar it constructs. That means whoever you are NOW as a being does not actually exist. You are a construct by the soul. As a being you actually are only ever the soul, a spiritual essence taking on the role of a physical being to experience reality. That is why the soul does not care if you die – it can simply construct another being to roleplay through.
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  62. Thus while a being will wail at their own suffering, the soul aspect of them will see the lessons it needs to learn from it. If the avatar fails to learn these lessons it will remake an avatar to live out the same experiences over and over until it finally learns. The younger the soul the more difficult and stubborn the avatar will be. The avatar does not exist though. It is made up. You are only ever the infinite presence of god choosing to experience a very handicapped reality to learn very specific things. If your life is terrible you have chosen it to be so – either the avatar has by choosing not to change, or the soul has by constructing that reality path to experience. Nothing is ever NOT your fault.
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  64. Once a being understands this and starts living reality with the knowledge that they are god, they are now free from their own fate and can choose to live life however they wish. Your fate is the desire your soul has when it constructs that reality for you to experience. The world you live in exists in many many different potentialities, and every second you are changing the path of that experience. Depending on your souls need you will incarnate somewhere on that planet as someone to learn that experience.
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  66. Thus those that wish to change the world for any reason other than the experience it will cause to benefit themselves don’t understand that the world is not real – it is a construct that souls land in to learn very specific lessons. Nobody says you can’t change the world but if specific souls wish to learn a lesson of violence and you change their area of the world then that soul can no longer achieve what it came here to do – to rise up through the ranks of separation – and those souls will most likely destroy what you have built so that they can resume learning through violence as they wished to.
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  70. Thus an advanced soul will realize that changing the world isn’t very useful to them on a grand scale.. and since everyone is at a different level it would only really be a dictatorship of idealism in their eyes, as not everyone is on the same level. It would be like taking a school from kindergarten to final year of college and telling everyone that they must all study college level information, just because that is the level of intelligence YOU are at. It just doesn’t work.
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  72. So that soul will instead take a part of the world and use it as its workshop to both grow itself and anyone else that chooses to come to it. Atlantis would be a good example of this – mythical or not the idealism of the place remains – a place of enlightenment and higher learning that people would come to to advance themselves.
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  74. It didn’t seek to change the world, it only sought to exist in it and provide others a place to grow and advance. Eventually it was destroyed as those souls who were still steeped in separation decided that it could not exist for what they needed to experience, and thus systematically destroyed it and dragged down those who remained in it.
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  76. The souls ultimate goal once it remembers is just this – to keep itself in that state of remembering it is god while still enjoying playing the game – a dichotomy of god observing and god experiencing. It will seek to lead others to its state of remembering while not forcing them, but will also seek to defend its own elevated state from those that seek to drag it down. It becomes a bubble floating above the others.
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  80. To those below this person will appear like they think they are better but they are not – they are just further along in the game and they have taken an active role to maintain their elevated state of remembering. There is nothing wrong with that, but until those below evolve, they can never ever truly understand this, nor should they, thus it should not be something that concerns a spiritual adept that has reached this level.
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  82. If a soul has a large amount of negativity built up into it and is an advanced soul it can always choose to incarnate that part of itself separately for it to re-evolve and remember that it is god. Once purified that energy can be reabsorbed back into the soul. During this time the rest of the soul (the part that is still highly evolved) can act as a guide to this incarnate that is purifying itself. This is referred to as the higher self and helps guide the being, along with the soul. Many of these may exist. If the purifying fails the being will try to incarnate more and more but if it gets to a certain point where it’s just not working that being has to cut off that frequency and devolve and re-evolve back up.
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  84. Once a soul gets to a point where it has remembered and experienced everything it is referred to as an ascended master – it has mastered the levelling up process of the soul and can come back into reality under “god mode” – fully remembering everything and acting as a spiritual beacon towards the rest of its forgetting brethren – or simply enjoy reality on all of its dimensional levels – whatever it wishes to do. Once it eventually gets tired of it all it will reabsorb back into god as its own separate consciousness, observing it all. It can then choose to continue observing reality or start the process anew and forget all and do it all over again.
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  88. As a result of all this, this changes how one perceives people, and even changes how we perceive life. We do not have to change to fit life – we CHOSE this life to experience. We do not have to change people – we CHOSE to experience them and at any time we can make the choices NOT to experience them. They will change on their own whether we help them or not. All we truly have to focus on is ourselves, but remember that everyone is us – so focus on the collective selves. Don’t be mean to others because they are you, just at varying stages, and also to put your own happiness first, but not at the expense of others.
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  90. If you can achieve that then you will be happy and those around you will do what they will, but you will not feel guilty for you will still be being nice to them. Don’t ever let them drag you down or diminish your light with their own. Unless of course, that is what you wish to experience. With this in mind you must look around you and see not people who are inferior or bad, but people who are all at different stages of their soul evolution – some just starting, some just ending, and learn that no matter how much you HATE it – you must learn to accept it. If they are happy being what they are, no matter how good or horrible, it is something YOU have to accept, or it will only ever destroy you on the inside.
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  92. As a result you can’t be snarky to them “oh they’re just an inferior soul” – they are every bit as important and as powerful as you – they just don’t know it yet. They are young souls and thus they will do what they will. If anything, looking at them is like looking back in time at yourself, when you at some point in your souls journey USED to be like that.
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  96. Acceptance is the ultimate goal, and it is something that is very difficult to do. You don’t have to learn to LIKE what the person is doing, you just have to learn that for that soul that is the experience they wish to have, and if you don’t want to experience them doing it, then that is NOT an experience you wish to have, and instead should shift your focus to one you DO wish to have. That doesn’t involve changing them (unless they come to you wishing to be changed) it involves removing that person from your life and focusing on people you DO want in your life.
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  98. This is why when people tell me I need to do or be such and such I tell them, “No I don’t”. This is the reality I have chosen to experience, and if you don’t like it or can’t handle it then go somewhere else. If everyone gets pissed off at me and doesn’t wish to experience my reality than that simply means I am not hanging around the right people. The higher up in evolution one gets the fewer people there will be that can relate to them.
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  100. They will project their own issues onto this person and make them seem the villain, so that they don’t have to deal with their own problems. If I react to those projections then it means that I also suffer from those problems. Everyone in our lives that we choose to keep reflects who we wish to be as people. Once we change those people either change or fade out of our lives. Our entire existence is one of self-evolution, and a reaching of a point of infinite love towards our collective self – for we are all god, and thus to hate a part of ourselves is to ultimately hate ourselves.
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  102. -shawn-
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