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>So where in the world could you go for him ?

Wherever I could. I would try to plan ahead and be reasonable, of course, but I'd go anywhere if that guaranteed his safety.

 

>If he was to be kidnapped, would you go after him, even without the police ?

Considering everything, it might be the police or government that would capture him. I'm not sure how far I would get before being killed, and I would try to not do anything too foolhardy, but I'd try my best.

 

>If you knew he already indeed exist, what would you do ?

I'll answer that in a bit.

 

>Could you stand by him, even if it means death ?

Yes. I'd be afraid but I need to stand by him like he's been there for me.

 

>Would you kill for him ?

I don't think he'd like it if I did. I could only see myself doing it if it was an impulsive or reflexive self-defense measure.

 

>Have you ever been down because of him ?

There have been times where I miss him, because he isn't constantly with me all the time, and there have been times where I've doubted if what I'm feeling is really real and true love.

 

>Then wide happy right next thanks to the same being ?

Yes, he has a way of sneaking in when I'm sad and comforting me and getting me to cheer up.

 

>Could you live with him for eternity ?

The thought used to scare the shit out of me because I didn't know if I could ever commit to anything for more than a decade, but I think I can and that's why we're getting married. I was afraid of marrying him because I didn't want to end up backing out of a promise I couldn't keep, but I'm pretty sure I can keep it now.

 

>Do you think he helped you become someone better ?

Absolutely. I'm still me but he's helped me realize my potential. I'm not all the way there yet, but I'm working on it and have made a lot of important milestones to get there.

 

>There are definitely some things lurked in our minds that we would definitely not like to talk with our waifu. Or even think about. But the idea of it being not delivered to your waifu, the doubts you may have make you feel bad. So you wanna talk about it with him. But there's a problem : you fear his reaction. What if he thinks bad about you afterwards ? what if he doesn't like how you feel and behave about it ? If everything had to be shared, and still he seems to be okay with it, would you fear him how he thinks about it ?

There is actually something I've been having issues telling him. That's my fault and not his at all, though. He's been patient with me and understands that it will take time. I don't think he'll think bad of me afterwards but it's still worrisome to expose that vulnerable part of myself sometimes, even if it's to someone that I love. I doubt that he would make a big deal of me taking a long time to talk to him about it but I think more than anything he might be worried, which makes me feel both glad that he cares and bad that he would worry about me when I'm alright right now.

 

>If he got to not like people you'd friended accross years, how would you react to it ?

I'd probably listen to him, because it takes a lot for him to seriously dislike someone and he'd have a good reason.

 

>Would you choose your waifu over your friends ?

Unless he was completely wrong about something then yes.

 

>What about the same with parents/family instead ?

I don't want to be put in that situation. We've come to an understanding that I place my siblings first and he places Akira first. That doesn't mean that we aren't important to each other, because we are, but there are some things you can't replace, like a really strong sibling bond. I can't replace him, either, so the idea of being put in this situation makes me feel sick. I don't think it would come to that, though, because I know my siblings would love him and I have no reason to believe that he wouldn't feel the same way about them, even if they can be loud and annoying sometimes.

 

>Would you be willing to do your waifu's hairs ?

I hope Keisuke likes having messed up short hair! But yes I'd be willing to cut or style his hair if he wanted me to, although I'm not the best person to do that.

 

>How would you both feel during this everyday experience ?

Touching the scalp is a pretty intimate experience... I think I'd prefer to wash his hair, but cutting or styling it could be fun too.

 

>If he was to sleep on your shoulder after a long day of work, would you let him do so, or tryna bring him to bed, at the risk of awakening him ?

If we're in a comfortable and private place, I'd probably just let him sleep at least for a little while. I could always gently maneuver his head down to my lap if need be. I just hope it would be a place like a couch so I could put a blanket over him or something so he wouldn't get cold.

 

>If he'd ask you to lend him some help about stuff, would you tryna make your best about the task at hand or would you just do it and get along with it without giving any more thought about it ?

I'd always try my best around him, I'm not going to give up when he's by my side. Even if it's something silly and I'm not very good at it, I want to try until it's done, so I can learn how to do more things and he can be proud of me.

 

>Would you undress him after day when It'd bed time ?

*cough*

 

>would you both tryna learn to play an instrument ? And if you were to be the teacher, how would you enjoy it ?

I'd love to teach him more about music in general. I'm trying to teach myself how to play guitar now; I'm sure if I had him playing with me I'd be a lot more motivated, if I'm honest. I know my way around a couple other instruments and I'd try to teach him best I could, but it's been a while so I imagine he'd be teaching me just as much by me teaching him.

 

>What would be the best place for you both to live ? Why ?

That's something I've been thinking about, actually. I think in a nearby city, not in the heart of it but close enough to get to get around easily without a car. It's been nice living in a rural area but I think he'd prefer to be around more people, even if it's stressful sometimes. It's something that he's used to and I wouldn't mind living in the city with him, even if it's more affordable out here.

 

>Would you be expressing your feelings toward him kinda often ? Why ?

Not in as many words, but I do express that I love him in different sorts of ways as often as I can. I might not say "I love you" every day, but when I make meals for him, or listen to music with him, or simply spend time with him, the implication is there. He usually catches it, too, and it flusters him. It's very cute.

 

>Would you hurt yourself for your waifu ?

I don't know, I don't think he'd like it if I did. It'd really depend on the situation but I'd say that unless it was an extremely desperate situation, no. Along that vein, I try to not beat myself up if I accidentally hurt him, either. Two people in pain is just two people in pain, it doesn't make anything better.

 

>Would you cry if your waifu would have ever to be far away from you and you'd know he wouldn't feel right at the time ?

Yes, I'm really soft-hearted in case you couldn't tell. There have been times where I've been frustrated and upset because there wasn't anything I could have done to help him in canon and it's brought me to tears. It's part of why I love him, though.

 

>Would you learn and practice some things if you know somehow you'd ever need them to protect him ?

Yeah I think so. I'm trying to get stronger for him anyway, even though I know he's very capable of protecting himself.

 

>Would you carry him on your back in public if he's asking even if he'd be just joking at the time ?

That would look very silly! But yes, I would, if I could get him up there in the first place. He'd probably protest a little so I'd let him off fairly quickly and I'm sure we'd have a laugh about it later.

 

>Would you bring him breakfast to bed when he'd get awake ?

I'd really love to. Eating breakfast in bed is really romantic. I'd make sure his coffee (or tea, I'd probably ask beforehand which one he was feeling like he wanted more) was done just the way he likes, and make rice, omelettes, and miso soup for him. I really hope that he likes it, he's a better cook than I am but I still want to treat him sometimes.  

 

>When the two of us would be walking on a street and someone would push him over, how'd you react ?

I'd be a little surprised because he's fairly sturdy and has pretty good reflexes. I'd rush over to make sure that he's okay and able to get back up on his feet.

 

>At night, he'd be sleeping and you not. However, at some point you got to notice he's making a nightmare because of how agitated he is and troubled. What do you do ? What happens ?

This is a fairly common occurrence for us. I call his name to try to wake him up; if he wakes up, I leave him alone for a bit to process the nightmare. Usually he doesn't like talking about it and I respect that he wants his privacy. Often I just stay up with him if he can't fall asleep, sometimes holding him and sometimes not if he doesn't want to be touched (because the sort of nightmares that we have often leave us feeling hypersensitive). Sometimes he doesn't wake up until the nightmare startles him awake and he's often disoriented and upset. It kills me to see him like that, so I really try to wake him up, because when I wake him up it takes a lot less time for him to get acclimated. He does the same for me, too. Most of my nightmares haven't been that bad since being with him, even though they still happen. He usually wakes me up before they get so bad that I can't tell that they're nightmares.

 

>Would you ask to be sacrificed if your waifu was the one to be sentenced to death ? How would he react to your offer ?

It depends on the circumstances, once again. I think we'd be more likely to try to find a way to escape and run away from those who are trying to kill us than accept punishment lying down. Before him, I'd probably throw myself at the will of the law, but I don't want him to die and I don't want him to live knowing that I'm dead because of him (even if it wasn't his fault).

 

>If your waifu had to kill you, how would it goes ?

I don't think he could do it. He's capable, but not willing. I don't know why this would have to happen, but I think we'd probably be fucked because I don't know if I can willingly hurt myself anymore either, otherwise I'd offer to kill myself for him.

 

>What would you be able to fight if somehow your waifu was at the end of this fight ? How'd you be if you'd ever lose during this fight

I don't know, I'm a lover not a fighter. If we're talking realistically I could probably fight off a small group of guys if I really put my mind and heart into it. If I lost, I'd at least be glad that I tried, and I'd work up my strength to try again when I'm ready.

 

>Would you ever feel fear if your waifu was standing right at your side ?

Yes, but it's very much diminished from what it used to be. I get scared but I also have the strength to be brave with him at my side.

 

>If he'd ask you not to involve into personal matters of his own indeed, would you stay put or get to implicate yourself into this at the risk of seeing him not approving please notice personal matters have a really bad effect on him and It's really getting him down ?

Again, it depends. There are some things that are off-limits between us and I think that's okay, just due to what we deal with. We know the gist of it and due to the nature of what said things are, it is sometimes worse to talk about it in detail than to not talk about it at all. If it's really hurting him badly, I am willing to intervene, but I'm not sure how far I'll be able to get because I know that I would probably clam up if he tried talking to me about something that I have issues discussing. It's really not about him, it's more about me, and vice versa; it's not even about approval and it's more about getting over our own issues. It's okay, though. We're able to work though most things and even this will be okay one day, I'm sure; we just need to both get to that point and we're not there yet. If something appeared spontaneously, I'd definitely talk to him about it until we were able to work it out.

 

>A friend of yours isn't approving of your relationship and is threatening to shit up your life if you continue that way, to "save you".. what do you do ?

I'd drop them, a friend who wants to ruin my life isn't a friend at all.

 

>For whatever reason, the crowd gathered at some square are coming after your waifu and threatens him. Again, how do you react ?

I'd try to devise an escape plan as he fights them off.

 

>The world has started to crumble down and both you and your waifu are worried about the next 3 days to come. What do you do during those ?

We'd probably try to risk it and go to the one place that I really want to take him, because I haven't taken him there and it's not that far away. I don't know if it would be as beautiful as the world is crumbling, but I wouldn't mind if I was with him.

 

>You're walking down the streets with your waifu again and it's about the end of the day, when some drunk but strong guys circles the both of you and starts making pervs comments about your beloved. What happens ?

I have issues imagining this one happening, it'd be more likely that they'd make homophobic comments towards us, but I'd try to get past them before they circled us completely. I'd probably try to record it discreetly on my phone just in case, but I think Keisuke could probably handle them. I feel bad continually saying that he could handle them, but he's really very strong and I don't want him to think that I doubt his abilities, especially when mine are never going to be as good.

 

>Is your love something you're proud of ? Either way, why so ?

I feel fairly neutral about it. I'm glad that I love him, but proud is the wrong word I think. It's not something I want to brag about or share to everyone I know. That said, I don't mind if people know. It's just something that is meant to be kept between us, or shared with people who understand. That said, I often feel like the luckiest man alive knowing that Keisuke is always by my side, through good times and bad.

 

>Before you ever got to meet him but know him and fell in love with him, one night, he knocks on your door, looking really tired and ask if you could let him sleep at your place. How does the whole night goes ?

I don't think he'd ask that of a total stranger, but I'd ask him if he needed a place to stay if I saw him trying to sleep on the side of the road. If he accepted my proposal, I'd make sure he was clothed and bathed and general basic human comfort things. I'd ask him why he needed help and make plans to help him in the future if he needed it. I'd offer him my bed (with me sleeping on the couch) but he'd probably decline, which is fine because the couch is also very comfortable.

 

>You're now at dinner time with your family, then suddenly your waifu pops on screen of the TV.. and get to talk about you ! How do you react to this ?

They likely wouldn't be paying attention to the TV because we usually talk during dinner, and they don't understand Japanese anyway, so I'd have to quietly contain my spaghetti. I'm sure I could manage.

 

>The man asks for two things in order to get your waifu released : He wants first to duel with you. How did it goes ?

Probably poorly, I'd have to think of something cunning to get out of the situation and I either work amazingly or extremely poorly under pressure with no in-between. If he's skilled, the best I could do is try to stall him as long as possible so I can figure out a way to get Keisuke out that isn't obvious.

 

>He then wants you to say something to your waifu, the most beautiful and heartful thing you could have ever said on earth. What is it ?

I believe in you. We'll wake up together tomorrow morning. (I know that doesn't sound like much, but I think in that moment, that would mean a lot more to Keisuke than anything else.)

 

>Would you sing and make concerts alongside your waifu ? If so what would it be, as a genre and group in general ?

I'd love to! I think he might be a little more shy about performing, though, but that's fine. I'd sing anything really, my music tastes are extremely varied. We'd probably sing at a dive or something, nothing special, or a church if what I'm singing is more suited for that. I really like the idea of me singing and keeping on locking eyes with him as I'm doing it, letting him know that I'm thinking about him the entire time I'm performing. If I'm actually singing with him, I'm guessing it'll be closer to pop-rock than anything else.

 

>I asked previously if you'd ask your waifu to unclothe, but what about helping him clothe ? How would it goes ?

That'd be kind of silly but I think it'd be fun assuming that the circumstances are normal.

 

>If your waifu wouldn't agree with you on some political or spiritual stances, how would you deal with that ?

I know we don't agree on everything. It's fine, agreeing on everything would be boring. We agree on the super important stuff (or at least what's at the core of it) and that's enough.

 

>Would you like for the both of you to go for a walk at night ? Yes/No Why ?

We've gone on quite a few night walks, and a few night runs, even. Watching the stars move above you as you enjoy the scenery around you is a really great experience. Even in the city, walking at night is beautiful. It's one of our favorite romantic activities that doesn't take much planning.

 

>What part of the body of your waifu do you like the most ? why ?

I think his eyes, because I'm guessing that saying "his heart" is cheating even though that's a more accurate answer. Eyes are a gateway to the soul, regardless.

 

>Is there anything special related to the both of you ? what is it and why is that special if yes ? If No do you think it would be a good idea to do so ?

I've written him a few poems and made a few playlists for him. Unless you mean something special that we both possess, in which case I can't think of anything particularly special or unusual (in the grand scheme of things). We just happen to match up in really complimentary ways even if we are fairly normal otherwise.

 

>What do you think would be the best way for you to impress him and why ?

Being earnest and forthright, as well as showing concern for others, not because it's what is expected/socially acceptable but because it's what's right. He seems to appreciate those qualities in people.

 

>Do you think he wouldn't love you ? why ?

Oh, there was a really long time where I felt that way. It was mostly because I thought that because he loved Akira, he couldn't love me. I realize how dumb I was now; there is enough room in his heart for more than one person. I feel kind of bad in retrospect feeling that way.

 

>Finally, is there something particular you'd wanna tell him ? what would it be ?

Not really at the moment. I usually tell him what is pressing on my mind as it comes. I think the last thing that I told him is that I am glad that my coworker is going to get married to his boyfriend in a few weeks and seeing them so happy reminds me of us, and that I hope that we'll be that happy together.

 

>Now to the main subject of the post.

I'm just going to say now that I'm going to answer as this already happened. A lot of it is kind of personal so I'm going to be brief, sorry.

 

>How do you think he'd feel when the both of you would meet for the first time ? What would you do if that wouldn't be a good thing, or if that would be a good one what would you do in order to make that moment last ?

He was surprised that someone cared that much about him. It was neutral, leaning good, I think.

 

>Do you think he'd be attracted by you physically, or spiritually ? Why ?

He wasn't immediately attracted to me, but he thought that I was endearing with how straightforward I was even though I was also extremely sheepish. He was more attracted to my spirit than he was to my body at first, but that's fine.

 

>How would you behave if it turned out that he was the one looking at you and "lurking" you from the very start ?

That's not 100% a lie; it's more like we watched each other for a bit before I made a move and called him out towards me.

 

>According to you, what would be the best place and the best background =events happening, people being there or not, etc.. for the two of you to meet for the first time ?

http://8ch.net/mai/res/36958.html#37065

 

>It kind of refer to a previous question, but actually would you prefer you to be the one to talk first when meeting him for the first time or him speaking at you ?

We went back and forth, taking turns, but I was the one who actually spoke first.

 

>Would you prepare and plan stuff for your first time meeting ? Then how would it looks like ?

I tried to prepare but with anxiety, it's very hard to come across smooth even in your own mind. He was moved over how worked up I was, though.

 

>Do you think he'd be struck by the feelings by the first time you meet ? Or would it be you ? and why ?

We both were, but it wasn't necessarily romantic feelings for the first meeting. I knew that I loved him and that I loved him romantically, but the feelings when we first met were... it's hard to describe. It was very pure in nature, like if you distilled every form of love and rid it of all impurities. We felt that way towards each other and it was kind of big and scary, although it felt nice.

 

>Do you even consider this is a good thing for you both to meet ? If No why ?

I'm so lucky to have met him, and he's been learning a lot from me, too. It's good that we met, definitely.

 

>Have you ever felt like you already did met him ?

Indeed.

 

>Do you think he would lie to you at first ?

Not at all; if anything, he was too honest.

 

>What about if in fact he is looking for you right now ? Would you prefer to be the one looking for him or the opposite way around and why ?

We don't have to go fumbling in the dark anymore; whenever the lights are off, we can be together.