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I felt really forlorn when my new Swedish beach friends asked if I was travelling alone and where are your friends. They assumed the guy I met 20 seconds earlier was my friend. I miss them.

‘’Pay attetion to detail was one of my spirit messages’’. I wrote that on my phone during the peak for reference later.  When things got really bad I wanted to calll parents but I felt too much shame. And I thought my friends wouldn’t really understand the psychadelic experience anyway nearly as well as me to be helpful.

Public me lesswrobf!

Business Is the meaning of life revelation...lol

The local henchmen ignoring me and looking at phones

The guys smoking weed euro mafia saying I'm feeling like him right now and he's a total vegetable or something which worried me I fucked up bad
Much less shane conscious after and ocd decimated and appreciated the shiittty trash backwater dragon
Sense of smell totally muted
Tried doing breathing a d grounfing exercises but only breathing works as primal Buddhist thing, didbr think of cbt
Pleaded with people around to contact eastern health and talk to you

Felt as if people were asking me this shhit fron the real dimension in a hospital or somettjinv

Still feel unstable disoriebted abx giddy and really dumb for instance how many days staying I was asked and counting the money




That's why money capitalism irks me




am i manic? too fast or time slowed?

I get scared on new journeys but interested in the sidedshows keep mw going jester theme - close eyed hallucination


Be decent a d this is amaznv two of my psychological dri es   - hallucination that was good maybe


during mid fap got to mom or somethong - That ends my sexual quet ro have it with mum
Worth 5 oe ten thousand bycks  this mushroom experience

singing marina songs on the water nice splash!

Roughly right duration
Swedish girls room lock
Swedish girls on beach
Will pua type guy on beach looking out
Commercial fake party weird
Amphetamine taste will says
I'm dead in drowning in unconscious in coma I'm nanic psychos schizoaffective call embassy call parents ill reward you money like the tywin lannister

hard to remmeber most things i didn’t write down


....i like how when i asked if iw as annoying him he said calmy not it's good, not trying getting apologetic or anything or overly positive fake just simple

 accepting postive...i am willing to take tempraryy pain to end this badness in lngg term or forever in my void psyhcosis...koh phangan 20th january blog find that guys blog...one day i will be powerul -

i felt like hed pe songs...really underts and the sentiment of difffernet bands and what httey're feeding me, happy i'm removed from all that ocd music stuff here

I proudly answered the swedes ruminations on is the mouth tobacco worse than smoking even though i didn'tknow then boasted about my new job even though i don't deserve it, unlike will's travel gains

I thought through the correspondence theory of truths. I noted how vivid my memory was and how detailed hallucinations were, completely immersive and indistinguishable from reality. The occulus has nothing on it!

not really dpressed anymore, nt listeing to the rugged man, but still anxious...finding meanng when it is not there

//thailand taught me the value of consumer protection///thailand anticorruption

performance psychoogly to live life like a sport sport is life life is sport

i’m actually unhappy with the scams cause i can’t negotiate well, not cause they’re opportunists


i was really here for intelligence and journalsm

Wantrr to end trip early
Trip report
Worry too much, swede said the thing a out false advertising bkue and orange bu ket just nice things improved my mood
Her friend said I so cute abd single and swede so preetty but didn't feel like sexual engaging
More interested in will intellectually but don't know how to broach , I love his narccism

Realise I'm huge fuckubg narccist legit and reaally bad mental problems In trip





phone dying


remmerb your prior emtoions may not be strategic to reveal, remmeber its a means to a end too

pre trip sequence priming:

bro says
dont tke it presonaally, their opportunist

after glow: