3:31 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: in short
3:31 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he dated me
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: broke my heart
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and repeated that 3 times
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he used me
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: lied to me
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: abandoned me
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: MULTIPLE times
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and then he said things like that
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: As well as stuff that was worse
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: He's hurt me to the point where I'm going through the group I used to be part of
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: The Elite Paragons
3:32 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and telling people what he's done
3:33 PM - Oliver Bright: I see
3:35 PM - Oliver Bright: well you should know me and him dated for a short period as well. he is still a close friend of mine. I am not saying he is perfect but I don't think he is a bad guy. I can't really cut him as a friend. I am sorry he hurt you and I do hope that things get better for you.
3:35 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I will say
3:35 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: "Trying to make my closest friends hate me? tsk tsk, you will not succeed"
3:36 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Is what he just told me
3:36 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: And as much as I've said, what he did to me was unfair
3:36 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and I just don't understand how someone can refer to him as not being a bad guy when I tried so hard to forgive him
3:36 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and he only did it again, twice over.
3:39 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Now, I will say this. I'm not trying to turn you against anyone, and I'm certainly not trying to stir up drama. But I do think the people he calls his friends deserves to know how he acted towards someone he claimed to love.
3:39 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: He broke up with me 3 times.
3:39 PM - Oliver Bright: well I don't know all that he did and tbh its not my place to know. as I said. I am sorry he hurt you. but going thru his friends and saying these things isn't good either. I don't really know you. I don't think your a bad person either but what your doing here is bad. you called antar in your convo vindictive. well this is also a vindictive mood from you.
3:39 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I didn't call him vindictive
3:39 PM - Oliver Bright: move*
3:39 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he calld me vindictive
3:39 PM - Oliver Bright: oh I may have mis read
3:40 PM - Oliver Bright: still though
3:40 PM - Oliver Bright: this doesn't help that point then
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Even if what I'm doing is bad, it doesn't matter to me anymore
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I let him have my heart and he crushed it
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: then rubbed it in my face
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I trusted him and he lied to me
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and betrayed me
3:40 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: when all I did was try to forgive him
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: then he did it again
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and again
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: then said it was my fault
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I wouldn't be like this, if he hadn't hurt me as bad as he did.
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Last night
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he promised me he would NEVER leave me
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: then removed me a few hours later after I went to sleep
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and kicked me from his group
3:41 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I wouldn't stoop this low if he hadn't broken me like he did.
3:42 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I guess he wins... he gets away with what he's done
3:42 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'm sorry for bothering you
3:42 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: If you want to remove me you can...
3:42 PM - Oliver Bright: well sometimes love is hard
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I don't want you to feel obligated to put up with someone you don't know
3:43 PM - Oliver Bright: I do wish you well
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: alright... I'm sorry for causing you drama.... I just....
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I just wanted things to work out with him for once....
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and now... I'm sorry
3:43 PM - Oliver Bright: well
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'll stop spewing this crap
3:43 PM - Oliver Bright: yo should know he has had a bad week
3:43 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and so have I....
3:43 PM - Oliver Bright: I was dating him last week
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I just wanted him to love me... honestly....
3:43 PM - Oliver Bright: and it ended
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: sadly
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: really?....
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: when last weel?
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: week*
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: just the begining
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: fuck my life....
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: some things came up and it ended
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: it was only a couple days
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: it's my fault he left you....
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: no
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: ni
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: I left him
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: yes, it is....
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: then....
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: I left him
3:44 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: you did?....
3:44 PM - Oliver Bright: yes
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he actually... dated me for the entirety of last week....
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and for some time before
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: meaning he....
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I can't take any more pain... I'm sorry
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: I don't rememebr the exact dates
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: but you were after me
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: *shakes head*
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: I remember him mentioning you
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: It's been a lot longer then just two weeks, oliver.
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: hmm
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: well I don't know
3:45 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'm sorry for causing you drama....
3:45 PM - Oliver Bright: your ok
3:46 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and I shouldn't have bothered you....
3:46 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'll leave you be now.
3:46 PM - Oliver Bright: ok
3:46 PM - Oliver Bright: I wish you well
3:46 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Are you going to remove me?....
3:46 PM - Oliver Bright: nah your ok for now. but please understand that antar is my friend
3:47 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: *shivers lightly, curling up and hugging his knees* I just... don't know what to do....
3:47 PM - Oliver Bright: well
3:47 PM - Oliver Bright: for now all you can do is try to cheer up as best you can and move on
3:47 PM - Oliver Bright: I know its hard
3:47 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: how can I cheer up...
3:47 PM - Oliver Bright: but you can't let these things hold you back
3:47 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I was cheated on...
3:47 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: had my heart broken 3 times
3:47 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: was abandoned by the only person I trusted
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: multiple times....
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I can't just move on...
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I have a very... broken past...
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I don't do well with things like that
3:48 PM - Oliver Bright: we all do
3:48 PM - Oliver Bright: but thats just life sadly
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: Mind if I give a slight runthrough?....
3:48 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: just so you can understand why this hurts me so deeply?
3:48 PM - Oliver Bright: if you wish
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: in short....
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: my mother died in my arms the day they said she would recover fully
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: within a year my dad abandoned me
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: as well as almost my entire family
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: just last month
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: november 15th, my birthday
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: nobody even gave me a single happy birthday
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: of my entire family, not one.
3:49 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: for christmas, I have yet to get a single card, or acknowledgement.
3:50 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I lost my ex to suicide... leaving me alone in confusion for months
3:50 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: that was shortly before my mom died
3:50 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: shortly after, I watched a twelve year old child get killed before my eyes
3:50 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and saw his father, who showed up to watch his dead son get taken off in a helicoptor
3:50 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: the blood that was still pooled on the ground
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and to go there now... and see it's like it never happened
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: roughly four months later, my four closest friends died in a car accident
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: on their way to come pick me up
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: because we were all going to see a movie
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: they died because they were coming to get me...
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: all the people I've cared fo
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: for
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and loved
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: have either died... or abandoned me....
3:51 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and it just keeps going on...
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: every person I fall for leaves me for someone else
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: or because I'm not good enough
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: the kids at school point and laugh at me because I'm just an outcast
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: it's hard for me...
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I still wake up crying from the nightmares... living through my past in lucid dreams
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: living through the horrors....
3:52 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'm just a broken kid... who nobody cares for.
3:52 PM - Oliver Bright: that is rough. I can understand why its so hard. but even still you can't just stop and not function
3:53 PM - Oliver Bright: also there are people who can help. you may even need to see a professional for it. not calling you crazy. I myself have seen a theropist in the past.
3:53 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I can't get to one
3:53 PM - Oliver Bright: but you can't shut down
3:53 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I live with my grandma who refuses to take me
3:54 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and the ones at school don't try to talk
3:54 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: they just try to medicate me
3:54 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: so they don't have to deal with it...
3:54 PM - Oliver Bright: school ones are not the best
3:55 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: they're the only ones I can get to....
3:55 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: otherwise I'm locked in my room
3:55 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I just.... *steps up, taking a shaky breath as I press my forehead to your chest* I'm sorry.... you shouldn't have to deal with my troubles...
3:56 PM - Oliver Bright: its fine
3:56 PM - Oliver Bright: I talk with a lot of people
3:57 PM - Oliver Bright: like I said
3:57 PM - Oliver Bright: I don't tink your a bad person but I think going thru his riends is wrong
3:57 PM - Oliver Bright: you must at least admit that
3:57 PM - Oliver Bright: I know he hurt you
3:57 PM - Oliver Bright: but that doesn't mean to got back
3:59 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I just wish I didn't still love him....
3:59 PM - Oliver Bright: I know that is hard and it will hurt for a while
4:00 PM - Oliver Bright: but if he doesn't have the feeling to return which isn't entirly his fault. then it will only end badly each time.
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he shouldn't have said yes
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: or said he loved me
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: or acted like he cared
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he lied to me each time knowing I would get hurt
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he called me perfect... then slowly destroyed my emotions
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: and then to top it off
4:01 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: he dated someone else at the same time
4:02 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I'm not mad at you though.... you had no way of knowing...
4:02 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: at least he probably meant what he said about you...
4:02 PM - Oliver Bright: well like I said we are not together
4:03 PM - Oliver Bright: we had our own issues
4:03 PM - Oliver Bright: but it wasn't as bad of an ending
4:08 PM - Valkreath the Christmas Wolfy: I just want to find somebody who truly loves me for who I am....