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"Perhaps you cannot imagine this but, when I was twelve, I was very much in love with a man of
fifty and he with me. I don't know who made the first move now but we stroked each other and
experienced sexuality together. It relaxed me wonderfully.
'One day my parents found out and the police were called in. The examination was terrible; I
denied and denied again. Then I gave in. My older friend was arrested. My parents, after my forced
confession, made out a formal complaint. Nothing then could be of help any more. I have never been
able to forget this. It wasn't fair. It could have been such a beautiful memory. I am now married and
have four children. I would not object to their having sexual contacts with adults. I regard it as positive."