Kaworu rolled over the other side of the mattress, groaning as he brushed his hair away from his face. His eyes were sore and bloodshot from lack of sleep, drawing out more of his frankly inhuman aura. But he couldn't force his lids to close naturally. He was desperately tired, frustrated in the situation he was in: The first time he had ever slept in normal bedding, the first time he ever slept next to someone else. And it had to be him. Shinji Ikari, the kid who teased out and confused the flood of new feelings he experienced since coming to NERV. References from movies and magazines only confused him further. Wasn't sleeping with someone supposed to feel good? Why would Shinji-kun sleep with someone he hates so much? He stared at Shinji in a pained glare, who was sleeping deeply. Asshole. I want to touch you. Why are you so cute. "I hate that you hate me", he said under his breathe. "God, I love you so much." Shinji seemed to hear him subconsciously, squinting his eyes and letting out a "hmm". Kaworu felt like Shinji mocked his feelings. He snapped, jolting up quickly and pulling the blanket off Shinji. As it dropped, the air became still again. Shinji shifted, he was wearing nothing but a t shirt and a pair of briefs. His stomach was partially exposed as he laid out awkwardly. Kaworu felt blood rush to his face, maybe some blood on his upper lip. Shinji looked really peaceful when he was sleeping, so much more beautiful without the usual angry glare he gave Kaworu.
Why had he, of all people, been the one that had to sleep with Kaworu? He only had a bed that was barely big enough for him in his little room inside the NERV headquarters. But, Kaworu had insisted he sleep next to him and not on the floor as Shinji had suggested. Back problems or something, he had said. While Shinji had protested quite a bit, he had allowed Kaworu to sleep in his bed. Two boys sleeping together.. How weird. It made Shinji's stomach knot up with feelings he couldn't even begin to understand. Ever since Kaworu had come along, he hadn't left Shinji alone. It was seriously annoying. He said weird things and acted strangely. He was so different from his other male friends. He was so weird! Shinji didn't like the way Kaworu touched him or looked at him. It just irritated Shinji and he wanted Kaworu to treat him normally.
For now, he slept peacefully. Testing his Eva Unit and school had worn him out. Plus, he was seriously stressed out by having to spend the night with Kaworu... He made soft noises and shifted in his sleep, unaware of Kaworu looming over him. He continued to sleep, only stirring when he felt a rush of air hit his body from the other young man pulling the blanket off of his body. "Na.. Gisa..." He mumbled quietly, reaching around a bit to find the covers that were on the floor. He soon gave up, however. The teenage pilot shivered, then fell back asleep soon after. He moved to lay on his back, just breathing quietly as he slumbered.
Kaworu smirked as he heard his name cooed out of Shinji's lips. He really suspected that Shinji's insistent complaining covered up his true feelings, that it was he who Shinji repeatedly turned towards for comfort when his friends abandoned him. That it was his special privilege to sleep besides him, though Shinji's well protests hid these fact. He leaned on over Shinji, supporting himself on his knees and palms. He stared at his face intensely, noticing the contours of his lips, his thin neck, his soft hair. It was really too good. Shinji had no right looking so good, teasing him so causously without expecting this. That's what Kaworu thought to himself as he pressed his body on top on Shinji suddenly, holding his wrists up and holding his legs down with his knees. Shinji hugged his shoulders as he slept, moving to his side as Kaworu crawled on top of him. He was pretty cold... He then rolled back, finding that he was unable to roll over to the side completely. He stirred slightly when he felt eyes burning into his skin, slowly waking up as Kaworu grabbed onto his wrists. He became aware of how hot he felt between his legs, a new sensation which caused much of his troubles around Shinji in general. Shifting the weight of his hips against Shinji's waist, he gave his cheek a sloppy lick and panted fiercely on his neck. He stirred slightly when he felt eyes burning into his skin, slowly waking up as Kaworu grabbed onto his wrists. "Huh..?"  Shinji let out a squeal of discomfort when his cheek was licked, squirming away from him. He made noises of protest when the other young man tied him up, but couldn't put up much of a fight. He was far too tired to try to resist.  Before Shinji could fully come to his senses, he grabbed a loose sheet beside him and tightly gripped his hands around Shinji's wrists with one hand while tying a few uncoordinated knots around them. Whilst finished, he wrapped a remaining end on the bed post next to Shinji's head. Admiring his work, he brought his torso back down in force and pressed his entire weekend get into Shinji as he greedily sucked and nibbled on his neck, hands around his back, snickering. Shinji’s eyes pierced wide, he whimpered and let out moans, trying to move away from Kaworu. "Nagisa-- What the hell are you doing?!" He cried out, his voice groggy, "Stop! That feels weird!" He yelped as his neck was nibbled, his cheeks turning bright red. He knew he shouldn't have let the other pilot sleep in his room! He was so weird! He couldn't let this happen! "Stop, stop! You're so weird!"
"Shinji-kun is so cute." Kaworu said as he pulled his hands down and ran his hands up Shinji's shirt against his protests. He felt up and down his chest before grabbing Shinji's shirt over his head and elbows, beginning to kiss down his neck. Shinji squirmed, whimpering and crying out in pain as his skin was sucked on and bitten. He protested, his hands digging into the flesh on his wrists as he tried to claw at the bed sheets that restrained him. Kaworu ignored his protests, hips bucked involuntarily against Shinji's restrained torso, leaving harsh bruises all along his shoulders. "Shinji-kun, do you feel how hard I am because of you?" Kaworu said as he scouted down to licked and bit his nipples, his hands aggressively traveling down his stomach over Shinji's briefs as he kneaded the flesh between his thighs. "Your heart is beating so fast, are you turned on?" He rose his head up again as he slipped his hand down his own boxers, slipping them off his leg swiftly as he press his erection between Shinji's thigh. The brunette began to weep out of humiliation and anger as he pleaded Kaworu to stop, his body trembling underneath him. He kissed Shinji relentlessly as he could feel their flesh touch one another, his pre-cum rubbing against the both of their bodies. His cries grew more aggressive as Kaworu rubbed himself against Shinji, which sent him over the edge. "Shinji-kun, I love you. Will you accept my feelings?" He said as rested his head against Shinji's, biting his ear lobe and panting intensely. He pulled up his right leg and then kicked Kaworu harshly in the gut, which sent him off the bed. He cried out "No!" over and over again, but it fell on deaf ears. Shinji couldn't escape. "Fucking stop!" He cried, finally finding the strength in his legs.
"Stop it! Let me go! I hate you, I hate you!" He screamed, his throat raw. His voice cracked and he coughed as he spoke, nearly choking on his own saliva. "Don't touch me! I HATE YOU!"
"GAH" Kaworu gasped as the wind was knocked out of his gut, knocking him off the bed. However, in his determination, he grabbed Shinji's ankle as he saved himself from falling onto his back. He regained his breath, wiping the bit of blood which he coughed off his lip, "You almost kicked me in the nuts, look what you did to me?...I won't be polite anymore". He grabbed the bed frame with his other hand as he dragged himself back on top of the sheets, crawling towards Shinji as he pulled Shinji's grasped right ankle over one of his shoulders, digging his nails into his skin. He was still half naked and painfully hard, kissing Shinji's calf as he rubbed his hand over his left thigh. "I don't think you really hate me". He pulled his arm back suddenly and suckered Shinji on the side of his cheek, pulling his hair forward just as he let out a cry. "It's not like I will stop anyway", he smirked, his face dangerously red and his eyes exhibiting his nature of the beast. He was stunned once he was punched in the face, his body going limp. He looked up at Kaworu silently, just letting tears stream down his face and mix with the blood that dripped from his nose. He was absolutely terrified. Kaworu wasn't going to stop.. He couldn't get away. He was going to break.
Kaworu put Shinji's left ankle on his other shoulder. Against his struggling body, he leaned forward and pressed an arm into Shinji's shoulders, swallowing his breathe by restricting his chest. "I don't care! Get away from me! I'll kick you again!" Shinji cried, his voice cracking. He kicked at Kaworu's face, trying to get him away. His wrists and palms now bled from scraping at them in a desperate attempt to get away, his eyes wide with fear. He yelled out for help, his voice hoarse as he tried to signal to somebody, anybody that he needed help. "Somebody fucking help!" Shinji cried as Kaworu grew closer, screaming as he was touched. As Kaworu pulled the rest of Shinji's briefs up his legs, his hips were forcefully spread against his broader shoulders and wider torso. The weight of Kaworu's stature over his, his hip bones jabbing into his stomach would make him dizzy in his overwhelmed neurons, pain. "You're so cute, even when you're bleeding." Kaworu wiped the blood off Shinji's nose and sucked it off his finger. He let out a small "mmm" before trailing his hands down to Shinji's ass. Pulling his ass up, he rubbed his wetted fingers into his opening, putting his other hand against Shinji's chest as he forced him to let him. He let out feebly, shrieking as Kaworu forced his fingers inside his ass. Shinji began crying even more; it hurt! He sobbed, his body shaking as he tensed up and rejected Kaworu's fingers. "I won't stop until I hear what you truly think about me".
“It hurts! Stop!" He finally stopped screaming when Kaworu pulled out, shaking his head. Thoroughly submitted, he pulled his fingers out and leaned his waist against Shinji, kneading his ass as he layed his cock against him.
"I hate you! You're disgusting!" Shinji spat at Kaworu, shaking, "Why are you doing this to me?!"
"Please relax, I don't want to make bad memories for you", he wiped Shinji's spit off his face, pulling his ad towards his by his hair and forcing his tongue into his mouth. He pulled back as his blood dribbled off both their lips. "I want to show you how much I love you...This is what two people do, right? Is this your first time?" He pulled the inside Shinji's cheek with his fingers, pulling out salvia as he rubbed it his hand up and down his groin, pressing his thumb against his perineum and spreading teasing his fingertips against his shivering ass. "Is this your first time? Me too...I want to be your special person. I don't want you to ever forget me. Even if you hate me, you'll never forget me." He pressed his knees against Shinji's thighs as he pulled his torso up, using his hips to guide himself against Shinji again. He put his hand over Shinji's nose and mouth, before he turned blue he put all his gravity into his hips and thrusted once. He penetrated him with all of his cock at once, pulling his hand off Shinji's face and putting his hands around his waist and pulled Shinji's legs closer around his shoulders. He moaned loudly as he adjusted his hips to align himself against Shinji's body, biting Shinji's lip hard between licking his cheeks nad sucking on his neck. "What is this?....It feels really good."