RP: i feel unable

[20:54:22] * Gamma paces inside the quarantine, leaning on the wall for balance at times
[20:54:37] * Gamma stops and stands still for a moment
[20:56:02] * Gamma holds her arms, shaking, and pulls her hair out of her face, blood staining the white locks
[20:56:47] * Gamma touches her head, feeling bone-like growths, and shudders
[20:57:40] * Gamma suddenly slams into the glass walls of the quarantine, cracking it
[20:58:16] * Gamma pulls back and hits it again, pieces beginning to splinter
[20:59:45] <Gamma> *the third time, shards of glass rain from the wall, stained red in places. She steps through*
[21:00:19] * Kutya hears the noise and lifts his head
[21:00:42] <Kutya> ....
[21:00:57] * Kutya picks up the gun and starts to walk towards the stairs
[21:00:58] * Gamma falls onto the floor, door open
[21:01:26] <Gamma> *holds her head and groans*
[21:01:36] * Kutya hesitates at the top of the stairway
[21:02:20] * Gamma stands up and pulls herself against the wall
[21:02:54] * Gamma suddenly loses her footing, falling down part of the stairs
[21:03:06] * Kutya steps down the stairs and peers around the corner
[21:03:20] <Kutya> ...shit.
[21:03:37] * Gamma is on the floor by the labs
[21:03:50] * Kutya slowly walks down, pointing the gun at her
[21:04:23] * Kutya walks around her and frowns
[21:04:30] <Gamma> *breathes heavily, growling*
[21:04:36] Crezentials left the game.
[21:04:54] <Kutya> oi.
[21:04:57] <Kutya> you still in there?
[21:05:02] <Kutya> for your sake, i hope you're not...
[21:05:19] * Gamma looks up suddenly, squinting
[21:05:41] <Kutya> you're making it really hard for me here, gamma.
[21:05:53] <Kutya> i guess i do have to make a choice.
[21:06:13] * Gamma leans down, coughing blood loudly
[21:06:25] * Kutya stares at her grimly, trying not to look in her eyes
[21:06:51] <Gamma> Is... is this it
[21:06:57] <Gamma> this is it
[21:07:03] <Kutya> no shit.
[21:07:29] <Kutya> you should really listen to me, though.
[21:07:38] * Kutya lowers the gun
[21:08:03] * Gamma coughs again, sounding like she might gag
[21:08:26] * Kutya kneels a few feet away from her
[21:08:40] <Kutya> do you... have any idea how much i wanted you to live??
[21:09:02] * Gamma wipes her mouth
[21:09:16] <Kutya> it was-- for the first time, someone wanted to be hurt as much as i wanted to hurt them.
[21:09:29] <Kutya> hahah. too bad, huh.
[21:09:58] * Kutya sits back against the wall
[21:10:14] <Kutya> ...still hurts. you hit hard.
[21:10:24] <Gamma> ...
[21:10:38] * Kutya sets the knife on the floor next to him
[21:10:48] <Kutya> you didn't take me seriously, gamma.
[21:10:52] <Kutya> when i said i could kill you.
[21:11:03] <Kutya> you think i'm joking. i know why.
[21:11:18] <Kutya> you think i'm a joke. a subject. a patient.
[21:11:21] <Kutya> disposable.
[21:11:31] * Gamma blinks, tryiing to keep herself upright
[21:11:38] * Kutya coughs and grips the knife
[21:12:35] <Kutya> ...i'll give you what you want, gamma.
[21:12:58] * Kutya stands, raising the knife a bit
[21:12:58] * Gamma nods slowly, not quite processing everything
[21:13:14] * Gamma pulls herself to stand
[21:13:21] <Kutya> i think des was telling the truth. when he said everyone gets a second chance.
[21:13:28] <Kutya> heeheheheh.
[21:13:51] * Kutya opens his arms, grinning
[21:13:53] * Gamma bares her teeth for a second and shoves into Kutya
[21:13:57] <Kutya> OOF--
[21:14:06] * Kutya expects it and tries to keep from falling
[21:14:20] * Kutya loses his balance and topples back, whacking his head on a stair
[21:14:35] <Kutya> hHHEheh-- sheesh--
[21:14:45] * Gamma falls over with him, digging nails into his arms
[21:15:08] * Kutya grabs at her shoulder with one hand, laughing
[21:15:30] <Kutya> hehehEH- *COUGH* hey, what's the big idea, HUH?
[21:15:31] <Gamma> uRnhnn..
[21:15:39] <Kutya> th-this isn't-- about me. come on.
[21:16:01] * Kutya pushes her shoulder back with one hand
[21:16:19] <Kutya> didn't you hear me?
[21:16:31] <Kutya> i said i'll give you what you want.
[21:16:42] <Gamma> It.. it.. haaa.. *grits teeth and scratches him hard enough to draw blood*
[21:16:57] <Kutya> hhhAHAHAHA-
[21:17:09] * Kutya shoves her, stifling his laughter
[21:17:22] * Gamma falls back onto the stairs
[21:17:30] * Kutya scrambles to his feet
[21:17:49] * Kutya licks the blade of the knife, purposefully cutting his tongue
[21:17:55] * Gamma grips her head
[21:18:09] * Kutya kneels in front of her
[21:18:24] * Kutya puts a hand over hers
[21:18:31] <Gamma> wh...
[21:18:40] * Kutya kisses her
[21:19:35] * Gamma grimaces and her hands start shaking. She bites him but falters
[21:20:11] <Gamma> ha..
[21:20:20] * Kutya pulls away from her face and hugs her tightly
[21:20:37] <Gamma> nnNG..
[21:21:05] <Kutya> hhhhehehehhh. shhhh.
[21:21:06] * Gamma breathes faster and her heart seems to beat harder
[21:21:42] <Gamma> aa... aaAAh..
[21:22:06] <Gamma> hhhn.. no... no..
[21:22:10] * Kutya pats her back
[21:22:27] <Kutya> shhh. come on.
[21:22:38] <Kutya> you always said it's fine, right?
[21:23:03] <Kutya> i didn't want to kill you. i really didn't.
[21:23:16] <Kutya> look where we are. hahahaha.
[21:23:47] <Gamma> *her right eye tears up with pain and she goes limp, but continues breathing*
[21:24:03] * Kutya rests his chin on her head and twirls her hair with a finger
[21:24:12] <Gamma> no..
[21:24:55] * Gamma curls her fingers around the edge of his shirt, her breathing slowing
[21:24:55] * Kutya grins quietly
[21:25:25] <Gamma> don't.. leave.
[21:25:46] <Kutya> what makes you think i would, researcher?
[21:26:44] <Gamma> *her breathing becomes quiet and the pounding in her chest ceases. her grip slackens*
[21:27:02] * Kutya lets go of a breath he was holding
[21:27:24] <Kutya> ...it's over.
[21:27:53] * Kutya mumbles, running a hand through her hair
[21:28:04] <Kutya> don't worry.
[21:28:15] * Gamma closes her eyes
[21:28:37] <Kutya> ...i'll...
[21:28:44] <Kutya> i'll still love you. even in death.
[21:28:49] <Kutya> hahaha.
[21:29:37] * Kutya pushes her hair back with a bloody hand and stares at her face
[21:30:27] * Gamma inhales suddenly, her eyes open
[21:30:45] <Kutya> ......
[21:31:11] * Kutya 's eyes widen and his face contorts into an expression of disgust
[21:31:52] <Kutya> n- no, you--
[21:32:09] * Kutya wraps his hands around her neck
[21:32:15] * Gamma shakes and grabs onto his shirt
[21:32:29] * Kutya grips her throat tightly
[21:32:36] <Gamma> K.. ku..
[21:32:45] <Kutya> no-- nonono--
[21:32:49] <Kutya> stay down.
[21:32:51] <Kutya> stay down.
[21:32:53] <Kutya> stay--
[21:33:18] * Kutya shakes her a bit, looking absolutely terrified
[21:34:00] <Kutya> *his voice shakes* stay down. s-stay down. stay down.
[21:34:16] * Gamma strains to breathe, tears from her good eye running down the side of her face
[21:34:30] <Kutya> don't--
[21:34:34] <Kutya> don't look at me like that.
[21:34:45] <Kutya> don't look at me like-- don't--
[21:34:52] * Gamma grabs his collar, trying to bring him down
[21:35:00] * Kutya shakes violently, his grip weakening
[21:35:44] <Kutya> hggghh--
[21:35:56] * Kutya squeezes his eyes shut and shakes his head
[21:37:16] <Gamma> *her eyelids flutter and she uses the last of her strength to wrap her arm around Kutya's waist*
[21:37:49] * Kutya inhales shakily
[21:38:17] * Kutya looks angry suddenly and grips her throat tighter
[21:38:28] * Kutya pulls her up a bit
[21:38:35] * Kutya slams the back of her head against the floor
[21:39:03] * Gamma opens her mouth as if to speak, no words coming out
[21:39:19] * Kutya hits her head against the floor again
[21:39:36] <Kutya> you were supposed-- supposed to STAY DEAD.
[21:39:43] <Kutya> why can't you--
[21:40:28] * Gamma shuts her eyes
[21:40:37] <Kutya> you-- don't--
[21:40:48] <Kutya> you can't-- you can't look at me like that.
[21:41:03] <Kutya> please-- no. i'm-- i--
[21:41:15] * Kutya huffs loudly and drops her
[21:41:35] <Gamma> *her hand falls from around him as she drops to the stairs*
[21:41:50] * Kutya goes into a coughing fit, hiding his face in his hands
[21:42:12] * Gamma struggles to breathe, still not opening her eyes
[21:43:20] * Kutya mumbles into his hands "jag är ledsen. jag--"
[21:44:14] * Kutya sits against the wall, scrubbing at his face with his palm
[21:44:48] * Kutya sinks his head onto his knees
[21:45:27] * Gamma struggles up and reaches to touch his hand
[21:45:51] * Kutya turns and grabs her hand
[21:46:33] * Gamma pulls his hand to her chest
[21:47:18] * Kutya sniffs and curls his fingers around her hand
[21:47:28] * Kutya mutters something barely audible
[21:47:45] <Gamma> nn.. hn..?
[21:48:53] <Kutya> --don't-
[21:48:59] <Kutya> don't you ever fucking do that. ever again.
[21:49:06] <Kutya> don't cry.
[21:49:14] <Kutya> ...please.
[21:50:01] * Gamma touches his shoulder and urges him closer
[21:51:06] * Kutya wraps an arm around her back and shuffles closer to her
[21:51:14] <Gamma> hh.. ere..
[21:52:05] * Kutya stares at her, looking kinda lost
[21:52:39] * Gamma rests her hand behind his neck, breathing normally again
[21:54:02] <Gamma> *she pulls his forehead against hers and sighs*
[21:54:16] <Gamma> It's fine..
[21:55:02] * Kutya shuts his eyes and tries to settle his breathing
[21:56:24] * Kutya presses his lips to her forehead for a moment
[21:57:22] * Kutya puts another arm under her
[21:57:33] * Kutya pauses, then lifts her
[21:57:42] * Kutya wheezes
[21:57:52] <Gamma> ...
[21:58:01] <Kutya> hhhhh-- *grumbles*
[21:58:09] <Kutya> food. you need-- hfffff.
[21:58:12] <Kutya> *cough*
[21:58:28] <Kutya> wait-- can you--
[21:58:32] <Kutya> can you even get us out of here??
[21:59:19] * Gamma frowns, and thinks
[21:59:37] <Gamma> D.. down. Here.
[22:00:29] <Kutya> --can we really get out from here?
[22:00:49] * Gamma touches the wall, feeling around
[22:01:43] * Kutya coughs again, watching her carefully
[22:01:52] <Gamma> p.. put me.. against th.. wall
[22:02:06] <Kutya> ...eh?
[22:02:16] <Gamma> ... please..
[22:02:27] * Kutya huffs and does so
[22:02:59] * Kutya turns his face away from her, coughing
[22:03:01] * Gamma presses her face against it and exhales
[22:03:36] <Kutya> --oh.
[22:03:37] <Gamma> *the wall in front of her seems to de-materialise*
[22:03:54] * Kutya peers up at the mountain
[22:04:19] * Gamma holds on to Kutya, exhausted
[22:04:45] <Kutya> ...just don't let go like a dumbass.
[22:04:59] <Kutya> i'll-- get you some food and shit, okay?
[22:05:02] <Gamma> mhm..
[22:06:30] * Kutya holds her tightly and starts to walk up the hill
[22:07:41] [Gamma: Teleported Gamma to Kutya]
[22:08:02] * Kutya wheezes and leans against the wall
[22:08:11] * Kutya sets her on her feet, an arm around her shoulder
[22:08:35] * Kutya coughs harshly into his hand
[22:09:03] <Gamma> s.. sit down.. sit... *starts to sit down herself
[22:09:16] * Kutya shakes his head in protest but sits anyway
[22:09:45] <Gamma> It's fine.. it's fine....
[22:09:53] * Kutya mumbles something garbled and coughs again
[22:09:55] * Gamma rests her head on the tile
[22:10:47] <Kutya> p- pills, i need-- *inhales sharply*
[22:11:12] * Kutya pushes himself away from the wall, a hand on his head
[22:11:33] <Gamma> Kutya? *raises her head up*
[22:11:45] * Kutya gestures to her shakily
[22:11:54] <Kutya> ss-- stay there. whatever.
[22:11:59] <Kutya> food. i'll--
[22:12:16] * Kutya passes out mid sentence and falls asleep on the floor
[22:12:30] <Gamma> ...
[22:13:10] * Gamma lays her head back down, looking at him
[22:13:25] * Kutya drools on the floor
[22:14:47] * Gamma looks at him with some concern, then looks down and blinks, smiling
[22:14:58] <Gamma> Thank you.