Basically at the start of our relationship there were guys that flirted with her but i was always pretty nice about things and i was probably the sweetest guy i could be like i don’t know and then what happened was she thought i flirted with mirabelle when all i was doing was protecting her in tok :/ but whatever then after that more girls flirted and me and line had maybe a day break from each other and she flirted with ozzy and i was like how can you love me if you flirted with another guy? and at that time i was always the one thinking it was me that was in the wrong in almost everything i did but anyways she kept talking to better and she was flirting with him so i was telling her to just leave him he is causing us problems and says he could break us up, so why are you even bothering with him? am i not worth that much to you?… and she was getting all annoyed and we had many arguments about it and then after that she said she ‘blocked’ him but some months go by and it was 27th june 1 day before my birthday and she made a troll saying she will have sex with this random guy and i tried saying things back after i got hurt because what could i do? she wouldn’t stop and then she said i don’t need you anymore and i still stayed with her after that even though it made me cry, my birthday went alright i guess after that was just i don’t know some time in our holidays i broke up with Line for a week because things were just not working and i knew things were wrong she didn’t seem to care about me or how i was feeling so we broke up for a week or maybe less like 3-4 days but then in those 3-4 days she flirted with kat,better and laurent and when we got back together i told her i don’t like coming back to this i mean all the people are always saying stuff and it makes me feel hurt but yet she always wants to spend time with others :/ anyways when we got back together and had a nice night together and was getting alright kat told me she flirted with better and her so i was like.. oh okay and i tried playing it like, well yeah we were single but in reality it still hurt a lot but i still told her next day we were talking and tried getting good again and almost worked until i spoke to better and he said she sexted with him and i got pretty annoyed but then also tried telling myself it was my fault for leaving her but i was pretty angry ofc so i am quite mad to her and then she wakes up sees it and then we try getting good then! better tells me they’ve been talking for months and thats where i just lost it i went so mad omg haha i mean i got cheated on before and it wasn’t nice ofc its not nice but thats what it felt like with Line and i told her to instantly ban better and she was like i fucking hate kat and i was angry so i was like shut up it’s your fault not anyone else’s man, stop trying to blame others and this is where i started to not care as much or i thought things were my fault you know? i mean i would of died for her pretty sad but it is true… But anyways we got back together and i took her back after that because i loved her and she has the dis respect to say i didn’t love her what a bitch man fuck her, then i was very very weary of when she talks to better so i can just be like wtf line blabla and she did it a little more often so i just said do it again and i know you don’t give a shit about this relationship because better asked for her bra size and if she saw him irl she would fuck him basically man what a slut she is, fuck it then we were getting good but by then all those memories just built up and i was questioning myself and her loyalty towards me :/ so thats when i wanted to just back away from teamspeak with her and be alone with her to get things straight and i was so hurt it was unexplainable my heart would pound whenever i heard stuff even if it was true or false because i’ve just been trusting her saying to people oh noo.. Line wouldn’t do that she’s good girl and then they prove me wrong by sending pictures of the chat and so i started to lack trust in her but it came to a stage where we were getting closer and then closer again and she sent me nudes and blabla and i sent some back but not the point I’m saying how close we were and then some days pass by where we were spending all time together and we both enjoyed it i thought :/ until she suddenly said she wanted a 3-4 day break and i didn’t do nothing wrong like i don’t know i was so sweet and it felt so nice :/ anyways the day she came back she was speaking to kat asking him to play and i was pretty angry because she didn’t even think to come to me and message me first i mean her boyfriend after a 3-4 day break?! i have probably missed so much out rn but whatever its so hard to leave her and forget her because i’ve put so much time and faith in her to just let go off you know?.. 😣😔 but then she messaged me later that day blabla and we started arguing and then we would argue quite a lot tbh i mean i would argue just to get her attention because she would go on teamspeak and just let me wait for her to come back when we were in the middle of a conversation like i don’t know but it really made me annoyed because why make a conversation if you aren’t gonna keep it going it just drives me crazy like if you say i gotta go or be right back i don’t mind thats polite but line would legit just be like :P and then 2 hours later hey I’m back and i would be like Line… you get the hang of it but anyways after we argued a lot we would try spending time together and it was nice i was having fun with her forgetting about the past i mean for sometime until she would do something and each time it would remind me of the past and it would just build my rage or anger up because i have gave her so many chances but she just seemed to not give a single fuck about how i was feeling i mean i haven’t told you this but when she was doing all that bad stuff ages ago i had trouble with my dad abusing my family and he went into jail and i was still trying to help her and be sweet and kind i could of exploded everything on her but i tried keeping it all in until it just came to a stage where she was just using me i think i mean i was so sweet and kind it’s like she took advantage of me so i kept thinking maybe if I’m harsh and hard on her she won’t make the same mistakes? so i was pretty hard on her and i can tell you i was sweet because once she told me to be cold once and couldn’t because i loved her… but anyways we argued a lot and it was pretty stupid but she would be on teamspeak a lot and it would kinda annoy me and she would spend all time with blacky instead of me so i got pretty annoyed because when we were like sexting i guess or after it she said can i add you and blacky in a group chat baby and that fueled everything up but i tried staying calm and was like sure whatever but once she added him she said you can be my rice and i can be your curry to blacky so I’m thinking well… fuck this shit I’m out already and ruined my mood for like 2 days i didn’t even wanna speak to anyone until my friends in real life took my out to a party and i had fun but then i just told her to stay away from blacky because not only that but he was telling me that line cheated on me blabla and that she sexted with others and i was like just leave him out and i was helping her out because i loved her yet again but yo was i wrong she carried on speaking to him so i got annoyed because like always she would leave me waiting for a reply and i would literally use all time on her ignored almost everything and everyone for her and she couldn’t even do anything back herself but anyways we argued and argued a lot more and i lost wifi remember? when i lost wifi i had no choice but to trust her but once i came back i saw she had a room with fourier which was no problem but she never wanted a room with me when i asked so I’m like Line? hum? what’s this and she was arguing with me blabla then next day i saw blacky’s description saying “Blacky is the best ;2” so I’m like ohhh blacky is the best i see so why didn’t you go with him? because i honestly was expecting such a nice welcoming from her after being 4 weeks away anyways i told her all the time i dont wanna spend our time on teamspeak and she legit went on teamspeak and spoke to others so im getting quite annoyed now because we havent seen each other in ages and i thought ofc she would wanna spend it with me i am her boyfriend after all so like wtf? but yo we argued a lot since i got back and some days ago we argued about me wanting her to spend more time with me and she said she doesnt wanna spend much time with me so im like you know what fine okay have it yourway then the next day she's playing agar for 3 hours and im like hey baby.. can we watch something later or? and she's like i wanna be alone rn... so im just trying to be kind with her and just so we dont argue much more so im saying fine you can be alone just message me when you can and i see her playing with thesame guy all day long so ofc my rage just was so high and i was like you know what fuck this relationship and fuck you im done man just leave me i guess you dont wanna spend time with me and you enjoy being without me so im doing you a favour here and i just left her i mean i wouldnt mind if she played i mean i let her play for 3 hours and she just made me waste 3 hours of my time waiting for her to come back and for her to tell me oh nah i wanna be alone when really she was with denis and just ignoring me when i was trying to use time with her again and what made it worse was the day before i argued with her about wanting to use a lot of time together and this how she handled it the next day just not speaking to me all day so whatever man we're single now and i said to fourier and swagggy she is my enemy now iidgaf but swagggy being the dickhead he is told line what me and fourier said and i spoke to line yesterday saying ima get myself banned so i tried asking other councils but she told them not to ban me so whatever and then you helped me out so thank you