fish-Today at 6:04 AM
fish - Today at 1:18 AM so kylis hot huh Decaff - Today at 1:18 AM yep fish - Today at 1:18 AM still straight? Decaff - Today at 1:18 AM so good looking uhhh yeah i guess fish - Today at 1:18 AM or is his goodlookingness turning u gay Decaff - Today at 1:18 AM m8 what're u doing LOL fish - Today at 1:19 AM ? ur the one who said u were confused and hes perfect but hes a guy Decaff - Today at 1:19 AM true fish - Today at 1:19 AM and now ur telling him hes hot and i love u and stuff so im asking u whats going on lol whyre u asking me what im doing LOL Decaff - Today at 1:20 AM idek lol fish - Today at 1:20 AM LOL Decaff - Today at 1:21 AM he is ridiculously good looking tho

Kyli-Today at 6:05 AM
omg lol
u know liking one guy doesn't make u gay
sexuality is a spectrum

fish-Today at 6:05 AM
i know that

Kyli-Today at 6:05 AM
fixing a pipe doesn't make u a plumber!!!
!!!!
GRRR !!
ive liked girls too ok

fish-Today at 6:06 AM
have u

Kyli-Today at 6:06 AM
ye
one

fish-Today at 6:06 AM
well
thats how i explained it to him as well
before
like long ago
that its a spectrum
but two days ago he was like

Kyli-Today at 6:06 AM
why did u bait him there then
LOL

fish-Today at 6:06 AM
IM SO CONFUSED

Kyli-Today at 6:06 AM
o
LMAO

fish-Today at 6:06 AM
no
im not baiting him
read the convo...
as i said
hes the one
whos saying hes confused

Kyli-Today at 6:07 AM
LOL
hes actually so cute

fish-Today at 6:07 AM
then hes telling u all this stuff
and it makes u happy
and if it turns out
he really cant accept u
for who u r
then gg

Kyli-Today at 6:07 AM
tru

fish-Today at 6:07 AM
he cant just
say this shit
and not take responsibility

Kyli-Today at 6:08 AM
Kyli - Today at 3:21 AM but plz mean what u say
lol

fish-Today at 6:08 AM
yea like he means it
but
does he realy accept u
for who u r
i mean..lots of ppl marry ppl and live unfullfilling lives
u know like
cos he was saying
kyli says im perfect
and i think hes perfecct too
except his a guy
he*
hes*
sooo...if hes not gonna be able to accept u for who u r. are u ok iwth that?
and is heok with that
or is he just gonna be like "cya nerd" and leave u one day

Kyli-Today at 6:10 AM
LOL
cya nerd

fish-Today at 6:10 AM
xd
i mean. ur both so young

Kyli-Today at 6:10 AM
im pretty sure i said the exact same thing to him
that like what if one day he's just like
wait
nah

fish-Today at 6:11 AM
r u ok with him not being able to love u as much as u love him
some ppl r
some ppl arent
but im a firm believer that everyone deserves to be loved the same way they love thier partner

Kyli-Today at 6:11 AM
idk how much he loves me
lol
lol
not sure what to think

fish-Today at 6:42 AM
same

Kyli-Today at 6:43 AM
when did i explain to him that it's a spectrum
u*

fish-Today at 6:55 AM
ccant remember
long ago

Kyli-Today at 6:56 AM
before we met?

fish-Today at 6:56 AM
nah
like
probably like around the time after u told him u like him

Kyli-Today at 6:56 AM
lol
i dunno...

fish-Today at 6:57 AM
and he was confused
n shit
idk

Kyli-Today at 6:57 AM
i still don't understand what u mean by if he's not gonna be able to accept me for who i am
idk

fish-Today at 6:58 AM
well he thinks ur perfect too apart from one little thing

Kyli-Today at 6:58 AM
and that am i ok with him not being able to love me as much as i love him

fish-Today at 6:58 AM
that one little thing being ur a guy

Kyli-Today at 6:58 AM
but he says
okay
so like

fish-Today at 6:58 AM
thats what he said two days ago

Kyli-Today at 6:58 AM
we agree that sex is probably
a non issue
he says he's scared of like
relatives or something
and being judged
and also that he just wants to be with a girl but doesn't know why
that's what he told me

fish-Today at 6:59 AM
mm
yea he dint say any of that to me
he jsut said hes confused
then he said hes goign to bed
lol

Kyli-Today at 6:59 AM
lol

fish-Today at 7:00 AM
like
he said somethgn like
he started the convo with like
"do u think kyli and i have future" or something
or "will we work out"

Kyli-Today at 7:00 AM
lol

fish-Today at 7:00 AM
and im like what u on about
and hten hes like
kyli says im perfect
but i think hes perfect too except hes a guy

Kyli-Today at 7:00 AM
grrrr

fish-Today at 7:01 AM
and thats pretty much all he said

Kyli-Today at 7:01 AM
well
so i asked him what he's confused about
i mean
not confused
worried
so 1 he says he wants to have sex with a girl at least once and i said we can arrange that
2 he says relatives and outside judgment
which he just has to get over

fish-Today at 7:01 AM
mm

Kyli-Today at 7:02 AM
and 3 he just wants to be with a girl
cause "i just like girls"
XDD

fish-Today at 7:02 AM
what did u mean by
sex is a noon issue
non

Kyli-Today at 7:02 AM
like
he'll be sexually satisfied
probably

fish-Today at 7:03 AM
like. hes ok to have sex with u?

Kyli-Today at 7:03 AM
yea

fish-Today at 7:03 AM
or its not an issue cos hes in army

Kyli-Today at 7:03 AM
uh
wot

fish-Today at 7:03 AM
like. its not an issue u guys hav eto deal with yet

Kyli-Today at 7:03 AM
oh no lol

fish-Today at 7:03 AM
since he'll be in army for two years

Kyli-Today at 7:03 AM
he says he's probs ok

fish-Today at 7:03 AM
ok

Kyli-Today at 7:03 AM
lol

fish-Today at 7:04 AM
well the family and judgement thing
is like..
not the big issue

Kyli-Today at 7:04 AM
ye i know lol
3rd one
hard to address when he can't even put it into words

fish-Today at 7:08 AM
well he did say "i like girls"
and "i want to be witha girl and idont know why"
like. i do think sexuality is a spectrum

Kyli-Today at 7:08 AM
lol yeh i weeded that out of him
for like 10 mins

fish-Today at 7:09 AM
but what if hes on the far side of the specctrum
and he just legit cannot acccept being in love iwth a guy

Kyli-Today at 7:09 AM
but i thought he has accepted it

fish-Today at 7:09 AM
idk if he agrees that its a spectrum etiher
cos the way he told u before was
"i wont like any other guy but u"
like ur an exception

Kyli-Today at 7:09 AM
yeah

fish-Today at 7:09 AM
hes absically saying "im straight but ill make an exception for u"

Kyli-Today at 7:09 AM
yup

fish-Today at 7:09 AM
yea i thought he accepted it too
then two days ago
hes saying hes confused
and that ur perfect except ur a guy
?

Kyli-Today at 7:10 AM
ohh

fish-Today at 7:10 AM
like

Kyli-Today at 7:10 AM
i mean he's trying his hardest

fish-Today at 7:10 AM
idk his views on sexuality. im sure he doenstknow eithe rlol

Kyli-Today at 7:10 AM
idk

fish-Today at 7:10 AM
yea thats why its like really hard as well cos
u both arent in the same place
and ur both so young

Kyli-Today at 7:11 AM
yea
2 years before we meet

fish-Today at 7:11 AM
so like. its hard for 2 young ppl..living in diff places...
to make huge commitments to each other
and then heres a guy
whos always thought hes straight
and believes whole heartedly

Kyli-Today at 7:12 AM
and army as well

fish-Today at 7:12 AM
that he would never be able to love/sex with a guy
yea
and nowthis happens to him
so...

Kyli-Today at 7:12 AM
>~<

fish-Today at 7:12 AM
its hard to expect him to make that commitment

Kyli-Today at 7:12 AM
yup

fish-Today at 7:12 AM
and he doenst even know his stance
like. he hasnt even explored his sexuality to the fullest yet
he hasnt had sex iwht girls

Kyli-Today at 7:12 AM
yea

fish-Today at 7:12 AM
he hasnt had sex iwth guys
sooooooooooooo
idk
:/
its tough

Kyli-Today at 7:13 AM
i said we could arrange that
after
XD

fish-Today at 7:13 AM
yea so what if
u guys arrange that and hes like
yeeea i like girls
i cant beiwth u

Kyli-Today at 7:14 AM
then
gg

fish-Today at 7:14 AM
yea u just need to know
that...
that might happen
any day
it might nto even be..given the opportunity to ahve sex with a girl
it oculd be any day
that hes like
hi i cant accep tit

Kyli-Today at 7:14 AM
really
i doubt that kinda

fish-Today at 7:14 AM
well. technically...in any relationship

Kyli-Today at 7:14 AM
idk

fish-Today at 7:14 AM
that could happen
lol

Kyli-Today at 7:15 AM
lol

fish-Today at 7:15 AM
its just

Kyli-Today at 7:15 AM
kms

fish-Today at 7:15 AM
i view it as more high risk
than a heterosexual relationship
with 2 ppl who live in same place
well
not even heterosexual
just...2 ppl who fully undertstand their sexuality

Kyli-Today at 7:15 AM
i just wanna leave this planet
: )

fish-Today at 7:15 AM
same
well.
u both knew it was high risk
goign in
its just
idk why he suddenly confused
2 days ago
lol

Kyli-Today at 7:16 AM
idk
:C

fish-Today at 7:18 AM
i mean...
maybe u will meet somoene
and fall in love iwth them
and stop loving gaven too
who knows
no one knows whats gonna happen : )

Kyli-Today at 7:18 AM
but i dont wanna : (

fish-Today at 7:19 AM
relationships take hard work
i didnt answer his question on whether i think u guys have a future
but yea i think its a possibility
u guys just need to work extra hard
andgo that extra mile for each other

Kyli-Today at 7:20 AM
yea
i think this is what confused him
Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:00 AM if i was born a girl i probably wouldn't even have met you Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:00 AM yeah even the smallest things Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:00 AM so i'm glad i'm a boy Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:00 AM could change our lives ;-; Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:00 AM ^^ do you think you could spend your life with me? Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:02 AM i definitely could i've already imagined it and i think i could but it's imagination Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:02 AM ah yeah i was about to say maybe you could try dating a girl to find the answers to your questions but the idea of u and another girl made me panic Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:04 AM yeah Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:04 AM ;-; Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:04 AM i don't know if i'm being or if i'm trying to keep everyone happy again Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:04 AM oh Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:04 AM i do love you very much but idk about a lot else Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:05 AM what do you mean Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:05 AM i have no idea ahaha Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:05 AM :c Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:06 AM ahhh i'm confused again
Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:38 AM ;-; ahhh so confused Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:38 AM D: any starting points Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:40 AM no idea ahahaha this is the most confused ive ever been in my life Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:42 AM really more than before? Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:42 AM no idea tbh Kyli - Last Sunday at 4:42 AM lol i can't help u if "idk" is the answer to everything Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:42 AM yeah it's okay i really don't know
Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:48 AM idk just feeling like i'm doing things wrong
Decaff - Last Sunday at 4:55 AM i'm gonna cry
are u still confused Decaff - Last Sunday at 2:33 PM yeah ;-; im like trying not to cry ahah

fish-Today at 7:22 AM
lol goddamn
i just think
like
how to put it
cos u guys arent face to facce
in a way it makes it easier for him to be okay with being with a guy
cos theres not a penis
in his face
u know what i mean
ur recent faps...
has it been like
still imagining ur a girl?

Kyli-Today at 7:24 AM
no

fish-Today at 7:24 AM
ooo

Kyli-Today at 7:24 AM
he fapped to a pic of me
LOL
vice versa

fish-Today at 7:24 AM
well then
guess hes pretty ok with u being a guy
LOL

Kyli-Today at 7:24 AM
yeah lmao
he says hes still trying to ease into it
cause he's always envisioned himself with a girl
that emotional bond > sex
even tho our sex would be fine probs
he says
he just wants someone of the opposite sex
in general
like
everydaylife

fish-Today at 7:26 AM
hmm
im so confused :c

Kyli-Today at 7:28 AM
hehe
fml!!!
:)()(());)
:Lll

fish-Today at 7:31 AM
maybe u guys should post on r/relationship
XDDD

Kyli-Today at 7:31 AM
.
story too long honey

fish-Today at 7:31 AM
yea
not really
can write in like...500 words
then a tldr

Kyli-Today at 7:31 AM
wtf
my brain is not functional for that
can u write it for me
and i'll pay u in monopoly money

fish-Today at 7:33 AM
ahahah
write it tmr

Kyli-Today at 7:33 AM
yea but i've already spent so much mental capacity on all of this
i don't want to re-do it
i'm gna blow up

fish-Today at 7:33 AM
hmm
go to sleep
tomorrow will be another day

Kyli-Today at 7:35 AM
no like
i wouldn't want to do it tomorrow either
i've been thinking of like typing out the whole thing like a narrative recently
and just thinking about it makes my brain hurt

fish-Today at 7:36 AM
yea i know
i just meant
go to sleep
lol

Kyli-Today at 7:36 AM
oh
ok
lol
cya

fish-Today at 7:36 AM
XD
nitenite