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ok so my heart aches.. rlly bad

 

do u remember that tuesday where u went into  work rllllly late? - i do.. on that day i realised that if we were ever going to be anything serious i would need time and need to get to kno u better and likewise... i kinda gathered that you would not get serious with me after such a short amount of time so i was like ok, lets do this slowly and find out just what this persons about. I kinda found out alot about u and i dont know why but i rlly liked u and id always lose track of time wenever i was around u. i dno i just got more n more attached to you.

 

 i was going to talk to u about whether we cud ever b more then wat we r now (if not im happy with things as they are now) and then 2day the 1st thing u told me is that dylans called u and he wants 2 meet - i was 100% sure that ud take him back cause i know u want him, dont wanna answer how but i kno it... u come back and tell me exactly wat u 2 have been thru and im sat there thinking why are you sooo nice to him. theres a shitloada guys that could treat u soo much better and yet ur in love with him and its rlly bad. rlly if he treated u better i would not have a problem but this... everytime uve gotten bak 2gether with him uve just liked him more grown closer and ended up more hurt - i kno im coming across 1 sided and sour here but this isnt the 1st time its happened - i count 5+ so it seems to me like this is a repeating pattern and i dont want for you to have to hurt for no reason and i realise that im probably advising u against dylan mainly because im being selfish but i cant keep telling every1 that itll work out when i honestly dont think it will.. (finish when im back gotta go =/)