03/26/17 01:49:30 Faeragyl: I had this character, she only had a name and a pretty crappy description, I never got to RP her or anything. Then I met this guy, really sweet guy, character is a demon priest that's sexy as hell. We started chatting, talking about RP, he helped me design Leyana more, and more. Then we started to RP, didnt get very far in because we both were just busy. But we would talk about our RP constantly, come up with more ideas, etcetc. One day he logs on, I log Ley on, we're cuddling etc. I'm not feeling well, so I had to turn down RP. At this point we've already talked about our characters being together, he owns her. He has the ways of which to summon her and hasn't sent her away yet, so he owns her. He's laid his claim on her and has demanded that no other man shall have her. I wake up from a short nap and he's flirting openly with someone else. I got a little upset and whispered him. "Hey, I know I hadn't said this before, but.. if our characters are together, I'd appreciate if you were going to RP with others you didn't do it infront of me, like keep it a secret from me, because I get jealous." I'd meant sexual RP with others, not all RP. Which probably came off as super possessive since I'd not specified. I have this tendency to get.. really worried that somebody doesn't actually like me, like full blown panic attacks "This person is only talking to me because they feel sorry for me." I had these.. multiple times with him. Constantly worried he didn't like me. After awhile he would log on and I would have to be the one to reach out, it started to feel like it was one sided, that he truly did not like me. I told him I'd leave him alone, that I would delete Leyana and he wouldn't have to worry about me. A few days later, after I'd realized my mistake I tried to make things better. Since the our friendship had been strained, short conversation, me constantly worried I'd say something to fuck everything up, him being his usual carefree self. Then the other day.. the day before I was upset, he logged on, we were talking, I was starting to get hopeful because we were talking about stuff we did before I'd fucked up the friendship. I asked him "Will we ever RP again, or should I go ahead and delete Leyana?"
03/26/17 01:49:36 * Faeragyl sighs.
03/26/17 01:49:44 * Harper D. Zeildfeild reads through.
03/26/17 01:49:45 Faeragyl: And that just... reset everything.
03/26/17 01:50:51 Faeragyl: I won't hear from him again, because I told a friend to pass a message along that was "If you decide I should delete Leyana, just ignore me. Don't contact me and tell me to delete her, just ignore me."