Nemesis (final)

I will sever it off
Wishing to reduce the source of your pain
I kept repeating the line.
I wielded the light and felt like a savior.

Expression of love, but no
It's somewhat twisted, somewhat false.
I know, I used you.
For I loved myself through you.

Perhaps there's nothing beyond the horizon, but still
Come, take my hand and never let go
I wonder if I can tell you that now.
For I knew all along
I could take the whole world inside you
And it still wouldn't be enough.
Yet...

Ah, come on now
Don't search for the source of my pain anymore.
Our memory is but an irksome tale.
Leave it alone and give me more
More of your clear and transparent love.

Hips shudder in satisfaction, but no
It's somewhat twisted, somewhat mad.
Wish you would use me too
Love yourself through me
Use me much and more.

Perhaps there's nothing beyond the horizon, but still
Come, take my hand and never let go
I couldn't tell you so and wounded you
I fed off your frailty and played the strong one
Please, hate me if you will.
Just don't let it end like this.

Can there really be no understanding between us? Not anymore?
Searching each other, testing each other, opposing each other
Though it can't erase the loneliness.
What does the outcome look like, I wonder.

If there can be no understanding between us
Let's bind ourselves together in fantasy
We're pawns on the battlefield, honey
Weaving the lapis lazuli dreams.
Sanity's been overrated ever since the middlegame
You're breaking down
What does it mean to have something taken or take?
Huh? I don't even know anymore.

Keep out, shabby pride.
Push me away all you want
I'll still keep loving you.
Hold up! It's a checkmate.

Perhaps there's nothing beyond the horizon, but still
Come, take my hand and never let go
I wonder if I can tell you that now.
I fed off your frailty and played the strong one
A cowardly man, I will show you my frailty too
And everything will go on from there.