Heartie

Heartie

 

Okay fags this will be a long story, so be patient, I have a lot of backstory before the main part.

 

This started back in 2006. At that time I was 15, and my sister was 12.

 

Little backstory: I was born with a heart disease so when I was 3 days old my blood went straight to my lungs, almost killing me.

I had a life saving operation that time, but it wasn't the big one that would make my heart relatively normal again.

That operation was in July 2006.

 

Heartie - Prologue

 

>since she was 4 years old she knew about my heart

>it made us really close, since she was too young to understand, but she was a very kind person to try to make my heart better.

>2005 yearly visit to the hospital, EKG, Ultrasound, all the  normal shit.

>first time sis is also there since nobody was able to look after her.

>doctors say that the operation must take place within the next year, or my heart will start to fail.

>Me and little sis were waiting outside while the doctors told everything to our parents.

>nervous as fuck.

>sister holding me with a huge hug.

>she says ˇAnon I will be at your side all the time, don't be afraid"

>"thanks sis" was the only thing I could say.

>Both my sis and I are very introverted. I am mostly because of my heart condition, but her I don't really know why. Somehow, she never really wanted to be with others besides me.

>my parents come out from the doctors room, both looking at me sadly.

>operation 2006. July 16th

 

Heartie - Operation time

 

>end of June 2006

>only a few days until the big day

>go into MRI scanning.

>Claustrophobia

>fuck this shit

>pressed panic alarm, after 5 minutes.

>they have to check my heart in the old fashion way then.

>15th birthday. Heart catheter on that day

>nervous as fuck

>crying like a little bitch

>little sis was there, hugged me and sad that "everything will be alright anon"

>somehow made me comfortable.

>end of procedure, high as fuck after the morphine.

>make the doctors and nurses laught with my shit talking.

>noticed little sister crying.

 

Heartie - The big day

 

>night before that

>fucking nurse talking about how many tubes will be inside me next to my bed.

>get really fuck my life at that moment

>eyes watering, little sis noticed that and she became angry at the nurse.

>she shouts at her, and tells her to shut up.

>nurse and my parents leave to discuss the upcoming events.

>sis stays, still pissed.

>"fuckers have no respect for you" she says

>"thanks sis"

>she hugs me, gives me a kiss on the forehead

>when you wake up tomorrow I will be the first you will see!

>"you will" I said as I hugged her again

>"I love you anon, always will"

>"I know sis and I love you too."

 

Heartie - After the operation

 

>having a tube in my neck, two in my stomach and one in my dick

>fuckme.jpg

>eyes opening first thing I saw was the doc, who was pulling out the tube from my mouth since I was able to breath again.

>puts on oxygen mask

>breath stinks like a rotten dogs anus

>almost vomit, finally have it removed

>visitors are allowed. first one is my father, then goes mother, sis is the last one

>they all ask me how I am and tell me everything about the operation

>everyone except sis, she was dead silent.

>parents want to leave since I need a rest

>sis wants to stay a little more, alone.

>her eyes are filled with tears as she looks at me.

>I look at her and smile. I want to touch her hair, but I didn't have the strengh to pull my arm up.

>"Everything will be fine" I said to her

>she looks me in the eye and starts to cry

>"I am so sorry anon, I said I will be the first one you will see, but I wasn't"

>Yes, you were not, but at least you were the prettiest.

>"thanks anon, I love you, and I will be at your side every time"

>and she left the room.

>few days of loneliness finally put on a normal ward

>can have visitors

>Only the piss tube remains in my dick.

>can't fap because of that, starting to get horny as fuck all the time

>sis comes to visit me every day, from morning till night she stays with me.

>parents are working, somehow that distracted them from my current situation.

>me and sis watching tv, making jokes, laugthing at how some of the nurses look

>begin to notice that she is starting to grow

>she loved to swim, I guess, mostly because that was the only sport I could do.

>nice round ass, pale skin, blue eyes and blond hair. (http://i.imgur.com/scFEYEc.jpg)

>we had the same features.

>it was a fucking hot summer, almost 40 celsius.

>she had a white little dress with some flowers on it.

>she was so fucking cute.

>She accidentally dropped the straw that I used to drink with.

>She bent over and grabbed it.

>Saw her panties.

>OHGODOHGOD

>horny as fuck, dick wants to get hard, but there is still a tube in it

>oh shit

>getting erected was such a pain even sis noticed it.

>saw me grabbing something under the blanket, so she went and looked.

>she saw my dick with a tube coming out of it.

>moment of silence

>sister looking at dick

>realize what happened

>cover it as soon as possible

>"uhh sis, could you get a nurse for me?"

>sis says nothing just heads out to the nurse

>nurse arrived tell her that I don't need the tube no more, I could take piss on my own

>she orders sis to go out. She do it

>never felt something so painful.

>sis comes back, sits next to me.

>she says that she is sorry and heard me shouting out of pain.

>finally have enough strength to get up onto the bed with help from sis

>gesture for her to sit next to me.

>I put my hand around her, still weak as fuck, my hand ends up on her ass.

>she doesn't notice

>I notice

>insta boner

>need to end this pain in my pants.

>ask sis to help me go to the toilet.

>in there start to masturbate

>so weak that about 10 seconds i almost died

>fuck me...

>sister knocked on the door, since I was there for a minute or more trying to take a breath.

>asks if I am fine, do I need her help.

>so weak I can't even pull my pants up, need to get back to bed, my torso hurts like hell. (All ribs had been removed on the left side)

>"I don't have my pants up...and I can't get it. P-please call a nurse..."

>her reply was nothing, she just opened the door and started to say "I saw your dick(can't remember what word she used) so there is no need to be shy"

>Noticed boner... little shocked.

>she was really mature by that time, so she knew about boners and those things.

>helped me pull my pants up, even wanted to put my dick into there, I wanted to stop her, but was too weak.

>my little sis just grabbed my erect dick, for the first time ever.

>getting back to the bed was exhausting,

>sis was under my arm holding me, even moving my leg when I couldn't

>dick still hard

>sis smells so good, dicks getting hard again.

>bed is near, hope she won't notice it.

>she did.

>just when I was about to get up into the bed, she helped me, and grabbed my dick poked her

>I had this hospital pants which had a hole in the dick place so I could easily take a piss into that plastic shit in the bed.

>sis was looking at it and at me.

>anon, why did you really wanted to go to the bathroom, she asked.

>ohshitnigga

>well, I thought I was strong enough to go to there.

>she didn't buy it. She knew I was going there for other reasons.

>"You know anon, your heart is too weak for you to masturbate" she said.

>"I know...but..."

>"No buts here."

>So I was back in the bed trying to hide my rock hard dick from my sister, so we watched some tv.

>fucking mythbusters, looking at those fags was an instant boner killer.

>Night time came, parents arrived to take sis home, and they gave me some little presents, like normal food and such.

>I couldn't sleep that night, all I was thinking was about my sisters panties and nice ass.

>And it happened, I was so focussed on her, that I didn't even had to take the matters in to my hand and jizzed onto my pants.

>I guess having a tube in your dick for several days makes the muscles a little bit weaker there

>a few days latter I was finally able to have a wheelchair

>wheelchair rocks

>sis pushing me around the ward starting to meet others there

>there was a guy, who had his kidney removed, but never woked up and was in a coma for almost a year now

>upon hearing this sis starts to cry

>"whats wrong?" i asked

>while sobbing she said: "If that had happened to you anon, I don't know what I'd do. I guess I wouldn't even want to live knowing what happened to you."

>I conforted her. "Look sis, I am here, okay, and the doctors say that in about a week I could go home."

>I wanted to hug her, but you guys know, ribs...

>later let sis use the wheelchair and she was rolling with it.

>and I needed to take a piss

> no nurses, only me and sis there. I really had to go.

>sis stopped playing with chair and sat onto my bed next to me

>thiswillbegood

>"uhhm sis, can you give me the piss pot"

>"why?" She asked and after that just an "ohhhh"

>yeah...

>"Can you stand up?"

>No, I wasnt that strong, the nurses always grabbed the pot for me to piss.

>"No" I said, "could you hold it?"

>She was shocked, I understand, but I really needed to take a piss.

>"I'll go to get a nurse" she started

>"No, there isn't much time, and I don't want new pants again... plus you already touched it, remember."

>"Well okay..."

 

>taking a piss while my sis was holding the pot next to my dick was something really strange

>finishing it sis took it to the bathroom and flushed it down the toilet.

>"wanna try to walk for a bit?" She asked when she got back.

>I hated to walk, since my torso felt like it was a big cement block,

>Still did it, one step after another. I did 3 meters before almost collapsing like the twin towers

>she ran towards me and grabbed me, she helped me back to the bed, and we watched tv for the rest of the day.

> a week later I was free to go, became strong enought to walk 15 meters to the car.

>sis and parents were happy to finally end this time

>The road to home was long, about an hour. I mostly slept, when I woke up I noticed that sis was holding my hand all way home.

>home at last. My room was upstairs with a window facing the road, sister's room was next to mine, parents' room was downstairs.

>they had a surprise for me. A new TV and a new computer, with a fucking Prey game with it.

>So the next few weeks was nothing but me lying on the bed getting stronger.

>since it was summer sis was in my room everyday with me. We watched Tv a lot

>she didn't have a lot of friends as I said earlier, but she completely ignored all of them during those times.

 

>So it was almost middle of August and I got a year off from school, so it didn't matter to me.

>played games on pc, watched movies with sis, at the afternoon walk longer every day.

>at the end of the month sis started to get really sad, she usually just stared out of the window.

>the sunlight made her way more beautiful

>one day I asked her what was wrong

>she at first didn't want to tell me, but I pushed the subject

>"fine...I don't want to go to school, I want to stay here with you... If you die while I am at school, I could never forgive myself"

>She started to cry

>I hugged her, since my ribs were almost as good as they were before, plus I had some metal in them

>"I won't die" I said as we hugged, my hand were rubbing her back

>"So go to school and don't be worried, I will be at home. And if something happens I have my phone to call mom or dad, so everything will be alright."

>she just nods

>we were hugging each other for a long time

>"anon, I love you, and I never want to lose you"

>"I love you too, and you never will."

>and so school started for her, and not so long after the nightmare started to come for our family.

>being home was fun at first, playing games all day.

>sis always went to school with a long face, but returned with a big smile

>spent most of her time in my room, I helped her with homework and other stuff

>afternoon we walked, to help me get better.

>at the first few times she had to hold my hand for support, after a few week holding eachothers hand was the normal thing for us.

>It was a day in october, it rained the whole day.

>at night it became a huge fucking storm

>sis was afraid, when she was little during storms she went to my parents bed to sleep.

>this night she didn't went there, instead she opened my door, and asked if she could sleep with me

>I agreed

>she came into my room, switched the light on, and headed toward my bed.

>she was only wearing a big T-shirt and her panties.

>still rememember her panties.

>they were red, with some white flowers on them, and some animals

>she looked so fucking beautiful

>me, a 15 year old virgin, kissless fag with too many hormones in me, almost got an instaboner

>she closed the door, and I got to see a bit of her tiny ass

>OHMYFUCKINGGOD

>she got next to me one arm around my stomach, still avoiding my scar, because it was still sensitive as fuck.

 

(Editor's note - Heartie used a pic of his scar as a timestamp - http://i.imgur.com/b2NQRHb.jpg )

 

>dick gets bigger and harder

>OHSHIT

>I forgot to masturbate that day

>FML

>I had one of my arms under her so she could get closer to me.

>she was afraid, but after a short time she fell asleep

>brain was somehow been defeated by dick, but as soon as I was sure she is sleeping my right hand started to go to her ass

>touching it, stroking it. It made my dick like a diamond.

>I needed to jerk off, but shit... I only used my right hand to do that since day one

>well lefty had it turn

>so I was there grabbing my 12 year old sisters ass with my right hand while jerking off with my left one.

>I jizzed so much that it was like a fucking tsunami, like in the scary movie when the grill is lifted up to the sky

>after finishing it, I noticed that a few of my fingers were not on her ass, but now almost fingering her.

>OH SHIT

>she was moaning in her sleep while this happened.

>next day was Saturday, so no school for her.

>she slept until about 10AM

>still not letting me go, my right hand was dead by that time, I couldn't even feel shit with it.

>finally she wakes up, looks at me, smiles and gives me a big kiss, on the cheek, really, I mean really close to my lips.

>"good morning anon, I hope you slept well, had enough room to sleep." She added jokingly

>"morning sis, yeah It slept well, only my right hand is dead."

>at first she was confused, but than she noticed that she was sleeping on it the whole night.

>"you could have just asked me...you know..."

>well yes I could have, but that way I couldn't feel that perfect ass, was my only though

>"Well, I guess I didn't want to wake you up, since you slept like a little angel"

>she smiled at me again, and looked down on the bed, or maybe at her panties, I don't remember that much.

>"I never had such a wonderful dream and sleep like tonight" she said

>"care to share your dream?"

>"nah, it is a secret, but it was really good"

>Well than don't tell me that it was good, because the more you tell that the more I want to know...

>"sorry anon...thanks for letting me sleep with you tonight...you know, we should do it more often..."

>she said it with something strange in her eyes, like she was begging me to say yes

>I really liked the idea,I mean who wouldn't want to sleep with a fucking hot girl, even if it is his sister?

>Sure you can, whenever you want. But we won't watch tv the whole night, I can tell you that!

>She was so happy, like when a jew finds a dollar on the ground.

>She hugged me, and gave me a quick kiss on the lips

>"Thank you anon, you are the best. I love you!"

>So this is the start of us sleeping together

>at first it wasn't that much, we usually slept together 2 or 3 times in a week.

>usually her excuse was that since I had a tv and she didn't she was watching it with me and fell asleep.

 

Heartie - The horror starts.

 

>It was the end of october, the day of the dead was coming.

>(yes we don't have halloween, we have a day of the dead, when people go to visit the graves of far away relatives, and light a candle for their memory)

>I stayed at home, since I wasn't strong enough to go on a 5 hour long trip, plus the weather was bad and it rained a lot.

>sis stayed with me, since she hated this time of the year. I couldn't blame her for it.

>So just our parents went at first to pick up our grandmother and after that they went to some long dead relatives graves

>Me and sis were left at home. We ordered some pizza, watched tv together, or just laid on the bed talking about how school was going, and I needed to pick a high school for myself, where I'd start in september.

>It started to get dark, and our parents hadn't come home yet. It was strange

>at first I thought that maybe they will stay at grandmother's house for a night, like they did a few times before.

>around 10PM I got a call from my father

>At first I thought that it will just be telling us they'd be back tomorrow.

>It wasn't

>he said that while driving my grandmother home, a Romanian lorry crashed into their car in the fog. He broked his left leg and arm, grandmother broke a few ribs, but our mother she had it worst.

>somehow the impact damaged her spine, and she was paralyzed, the emergency helicopter brought her to the nearest hospital.

> she wasn't in a good condition.

>dad asked me to not to tell this to sis, just be there for her, and try to avoid the subject to where they are.

>I agreed, and we said our goodbyes.

>I went to sister, hugged her, told her, that father said that they won't come home today, so we have the whole house for us tonight

>"So can we watch tv? and sleep together?"

>I said yes, trying to hide all my emotions.

>spend the night watching movies with sis, trying to get my head clean

>eventually sis notices that something is wrong with me

>she panics, doesn't know what's wrong with me

>"Anon is there something wrong? Are you alright?"

>of course I wasn't alright

>still, should I tell her? Me, her brother. If I tell her, she would be sad, and I made a promise to dad

>if I don't she will knew that I hide something from her, and she might feel betrayed.

>so I did it

>after telling all of this I still remember how she looked, how the tears started to form in her eyes.

>she was really sad, but even in her sadness, she was stunningly beautiful

>I went to her and hugged her.

>I told her, that everything will be okay, and I will always be with her

>I kissed her forehead.

>she looked up at me

>"promise me! promise me, anon, that you will always be with me!"

>"promise me, that you will never let me alone out there!"

>"promise!"

>I just looked at her, that innocent beauty, with all the hardship that she had to go through

>because of me. And now, I am the one who brings her this news.

>I had to promise her, since I made her life so bitter

>"I promise, sis! We will never be separated!"

>she looked at me, and started to cry again.

>she was crying, I was crying. We were crying in each other's arms

>we spend the night together, in each other's arms.

>she was holding me so tight that sometimes I had to wake her up, because my scar started to hurt.

>she had a nightmare, but it was strange, because, at first I thought it was about mom, but she started to talk in her sleep. (still does it today)

>"anon why did you leave me? you said you will be with me forever, and you just left me like mom left us"

>like mom left us...

>that made me panic, what will happen, if she never recovers? what will happen, if she dies?

>I don't want to think about it, not next to her.

>I kissed her, she woke after that

>she was still in a half sleep state

>she kissed me, first thing she did, was to kiss me.

>her tongue wanted to get into my mouth even.

>I didn't let her, because she was my sister and well she was 12.

>when she fully awake she hugged me again, and cried more.

>"anon, I am so glad you are here, I had a bad dream... please never let it become true!"

>Okay, I will never let it, sis, since you know that I love you.

>I think sis didn't even remember about the kiss.

>next morning dad calls.

>Mom has been in a very crtical condition for a while now, the docs say only a miracle could save her.

>that never happened...

So I will jump ahead a few months from here, because it is too depressing to remember...

 

>after the funeral

>I was still at home

>dad let sis skip school for 2 weeks

>every day of that 2 weeks we spent it together, there were nights when we couldn't sleep

>these times made our bond even stronger.

>later on dad had to sell the house, because it was too big for just one income

>after 4 months we moved to a smaller house in the city.

>there were only two bedrooms, so we had to share one

>dad knew that we slept together a lot so nothing was strange about it.

>during that time I found a good high school to go to

>life started to get back to normal.

>but sis started to become more and more strange, like she was afraid of people, besides me.

>after we moved, she had to start in a new school, she was 13 now

>her tits started to grow and she started to be even hotter, but still everyone saw her as a freak.

>she hated her new school. bitches bullied her and shit.

>I wasn't able to kick the shit out of them, but at least I taught my sis a few good comebacks, and how to spread rumours about each of the bitches.

>she started to use make up more often, her eyes were painted in black, making her blue eyes sooo god damn hot.

>sis never speaks to anyone, only me.

>dad starts to drink to drown his sorrows

>grandmother dies shortly after

>got her flat

>since she was moms mother, the rent is in my and sis name

>rent it out

>get some nice money, to help father and ourselves

>first credit card

>starting to save money for the future.

>fapping everynight while grabbing sister's sleeping ass.

>one day in may

>sis comes home, crying

>one of the bitches somehow caught her spreading romours

>kicked her ass

>sis was there crying on the bed.

>I went to her, hugged her from behind

>"don't worry beautiful, I am here for you, and I love you with all my heart."

>this doesn't seem to calm her down.

>sis cried even more after this

>WTF m8

>"Hey why are you crying even more?"

>"because I know that you are lying"

>WTF?

>"what are you talking about?" I asked

>"yes you are lying, because if I weren't your sister, you wouldn't give two shits about me..."

 

(Editor's note: duh. He only knows you and cares for you because you're his sister.)

 

>"you know that isn't true"...

>"yes it is true!" She shouted

>"nobody likes me, I am a total fucking loser freak"...

>hormons and the beating made her talk like this

>still couldn't figure out what to do to make her believe

>grabbed her arms, and kissed her

>kissed her for a long ass minute, getting my tongue in to her mouth

>she did the same

>OH MY GOD I AM MAKING OUT WITH MY SISTER

>while we still did it I put both of my hand on her ass.

>It took a few minutes while we were making out

>after finishing it, I looked at her eyes and smiled

>"so, who is lying?"

>so it happened

>what was our first reaction?

>no schock, no screaming, no fucking, not that...

>laughter

>we both just laughed at what just happened

>later father had arrived, so we didn't talk about it.

>until nighttime

>we were starting to go to bed.

>while getting ready, I really wanted to ask her about what happened.

>but she was quicker

>"thank you anon, for showing me that I was wrong."

>"well I always say to you, that I love you, with all of my heart."

>"I know, and I love you too."

>she gets onto the bed, we both looking at the ceiling

>"did you think mom saw what we did today?" she asked

>"I don't know..."

>"you know anon, it is so strange, that you, my brother was my first kiss."

>"well yeah..."

>I didn't know what to do.

>I loved her... and she loved me, but was it just pure brother/sister love or something more?

>"Sis you liked it?" Was the only thing I could ask.

>It was great, she said and smiled.

>"soooo, do you....?"

>yes I know, beta as fuck approach to this...

>It won't hurt...

>WTF? AM I IN HEAVEN OR ON THE ROAD TO HELL?

> and so we kissed, for almost half of the night.

 

>middle of the night, I need to take a piss

>getting up from the bed sis was next to me.

>sis wakes up, asks where am I heading.

>to take a piss I say

>than out of nowhere

>can I come with you?

>WTF?

>why do you want to go with me?

>to help you silly, like back in the hospital

>well uhmm okay...I guess...

>don't be shy, I already saw it and touched it...

>so we went to the bathroom together

>was ready to take a piss, but alone, not with sis, the thought of pissing with sis made me rock hard.

>take out dick, try to grab it to aim, sis grabs my hand and holds my dick

>seriously what the fuck?

>I will aim, you always leave piss on the floor...

>but that is dad who does that..

>nevermind, at the moment she touched my dick, it became a diamond.

>boner too strong couldn't piss

>sis noticed it.

>giggles and looking at my shocked face, while still holding it

>I think you are naughty anon.

>and she starts to move her hand on my dick.

>my sister is giving me a handjob.

>this goes on regularly

>haven't fapped in the bathroom in ages since getting home

>sis doesn't want to go to the next stage, since she is just 13

>start to read about incest

>read about the hapsburgs and so on, that there is incest in the bible

>she somehow found some writting about the old zoroastrian religion.

>Zoro rulers almost always had incest, because it brought balance to the world and all that shit

>sis says, that we should be Zoroastrian.

>LikeWhat?

>"Anon, I love you, and I know you love me too, but we can't ever justify our relationship..."

>"and you think that by changing religion everything will be fine?"

>she didn't say anything

>"yes you are right...It was a silly think to think about"

>she really sounded disappointed

>feelsbadman

>"could you give me some info about it..."

>"and so me and my sister changed religion..."

>she thought it will make mom somehow less angry, as she later told me.

>mom was religious.

 

>summer 2007

>got accepted to school

>It is almost in downtown area

>5years after that I have a degree that I can use

>school has a summer camp

>Got an idea

>dads drinking got worse over the last few months, he didn't really recover from losing mom

>I tell sis my plan, she is so happy.

>Tell dad, that I will go to the schools summer camp, to know my new classmates.

>a few days later sis tells him the same story, that she wants to go to her schools summer camp.

>dad says no, he doesn't have money for it.

>I said to him that I will pay, since I have got a nice amount of money from the renting.

>he agrees

>sis hugs him, and she hugs me, while whispering into my ears

>Can't wait for the week together.

>after that I...I mean we went to take a piss

>the week arrived

>we found a little motel, in the mountains, that we booked for a week.

>we went there by train

>since there was nothing suspicios about us everything was fine.

>the motel was nice, a king size bed, and two meals a day.

>sis was really happy, as was I.

>I felt a little bit guilty about lying to dad, but fuck it...

>some days at home were pure hell, mostly when he got wasted

>he wasn't the abusive type of drunk, but the sad one, always crying, it made us both unhappy.

>when we arrived in the room, sis headed straight to the bathroom, after a few minutes she opened the door, and my jaw dropped, and my dick was hard as fuck

>"ta da..."She said

>she was wearing a bikini, a silver one, it was perfect for her pale skin and platinum blonde hair.

>she looked like the clear opposite of a nigger.

>sorry, too much /pol/ recently

>so back to the story

>She just laughed at me, closed my mouth and kissed me, while grabbing my erect dick

>I really wanted her

>like really, She looked into my eyes and was startled a bit, taking a step back.

>I guess stare rape is really a real thing

>So where do you want to go first? i asked nervously

>she still had my dick in her hands

>"to the beach, and after that we will wash ourselves"

 

>on the beach with sis

>all power focused on hiding boner

>boxer swimwear

>in the lake sis swimms almost to the middle

>it wasn't a real lake, just some old pool, that the locals didn't give a fuck about to maintain, so it became like a lake

>water was nasty, couldn't see anything in the water

>at least the place was cheap as fuck

>so, I follow sis to the lake, she noticed me, and start to throw water at me

>water tasted like india

>after that she grabbes my neck with both of her arms, and puts her leg around me.

>her vag is on my dick

>don't know the english words to describe the vag, so just vag...

>fuck I need to study english again...

>so, we look around, to see if there is anybody

>nobody is in sight

>start to make out in the water.

>about 10 minutes later olah gypsie family arrives, had to leave the place

>well I was happy, to leave that lake, like I don't even know what was under my feat.

>back to the room, sis goes in to the bathroom, she stoppes at the door and looks at me.

>she looks sad.

>I asked her, whats the problem? The orcs?

>"no...well yeah thoose are a problem, but at the moment..." she than looked into my eyes.

>"you said that you will never leave me alone, and you already break that promise every time you take a poop!"

>"so...I was wondering...will you join me?"

>had a shower with sis together

>Sis kept using boner to keep her balance

>she grabbed it while washing her feet.

>balls wanted to explode and scream allahu akbar at that moment

>she liked it, I knew she liked to torture me with this.

>grab dick, and starting to point it at her ass.

>still nothing serious, since she is 13.

>have to wait for her 14th birthday to have at least something legal in our sex life.

>she giggled, and turned facing me, she opened her mounth

>her knees started to bend.

>OHMYGOD ITSHAPPENING!

>half way to my dick, she grabs it, and slaps it.

>WTF M8?

>"tell your naughty dicky to behave in here..."

>you cant be serious? I thought.

>but, he is suffering and needs some releaf

>"well than, if he behaves like a good boy, I might help him"

>he behaved

>after finishing with washing we were dry now, dick was still hard as fuck.

>"so, he behaved like a good boy, it is time to give him a gift for that."

>sis pointed me to sit down on the toilet.

>got first BJ while sitting on the toilet.

 

 

>first day of new school arrives

>waited for it for a long time

>meet some of my new classmates

>no gypsies, only whites. Good

>be friends with the ost autistic at first, use him as a ladder to meet others.

>found two.

>one thinks he is a cat, the other one is quite normal, just can't speak properly

>start to became "friends" with the one who can't speak good.

>some grills are starting to get wet, for me, they think I'm nice for helping him

>try to speak once with catboy, while heading for some snacks

>guy is full autistic, buys me a bar of chocolate. (Milka)

>well next time i will go with him to a car seller

>start to tell what happened with catboy to others.

>get a few friends, we aall making fun of catboy.

>during one lesson, teacher asks question to catboy, which he didn't know, but as autistic as he was, he asks the teacher to call him "Simba"

>teacher say fuck no!

>whole class laugh

>came up with the idea to call him gecko, since he had eyes like a gecko.

>after school one day while leaving the building I find sis there waiting for me.

>asked her whats up, why is she here?

>She say "Since I always finish earlier than you I figured I will meet you here, so we can go home together."

>she then hugged me and whispered in my ear.

>"And I really missed you, every time of the day"

>I introduced her to some of my friends

>as my sister, nothing else

>sis starts to come to my school everyday

> at first it was good to be with her even more

> but after a while my classmates started to spread rumours about it

>mostly, that "I am scared to go home alone, and I need my sisters protection"

>and all those bullshit, never to my face, just behind my back.

>I became very pissed because of that.

>I had to talk to her about this.

>It was friday.

>a few days before that my previous occupants left the flat, so it was empty.

>the new ones will arrive on wednesday afternoon.

>father wanted me to stay in the flat, so nothing bad would happen

>I was happy about it, because it was way closer to my school than home.

>sis wanted to stay there as well.

>dad knew that his drinking habits are not good for sis, so he agreed

>so it was friday afternoon

>school ended, sis was waiting for me.

>as soon as some of my classmates noticed her, they started to giggle

>I was pissed as fuck, plus catboy had some sort of autistic seizure and started to act like a cat in the middle of my presentation.

>sis hugged and kissed me, nothing special, just like how a sis would do it.

>I felt awkward, I didn't wanted to be the new catboy tier in the class.

>she noticed that I was nervous.

>"Is there something wrong anon?"

>I looked around nobody else was there just the two of us.

>I taked a deep breath, and said it.

>"please sis, don't come here, it is starting to be very embarrassing for me..."

>she didn't like it

>she really didn't like it

>she had a face, similar to the face when you show facts to a tumblr feminist.

>OHBOY I FUCKED UP.

>she didn't said anything, only

>"lets go..."

>she cried and cried and cried.

>I finally sat down next to her and hugged her.

>gave her a kiss on the head

>sorry...if it would be possible you would be my sister-wife forever.

>she looked up at me, tears in her eyes.

>"really? Do you...love me, like I do?"

>I love you more, than you love me...you are not my cumdumpster, you're my soul and hearts desire.

(Editor's note: Fuck me that's cheesy and bad)

>you are my other half

>and I love you... I love your smell, your voice is music to my ears...

>and all that shit.

>she than looks into my eyes.

>"then will you fuck me, right now?"

>Somehow I knew that it was a trick to see if I m really telling the truth.

>no...I said. Look sis, you are just 13, and I don't want to do it with you just now.

>you mean way more to me than this.

>I promise to you, that when the time comes, It will be perfect.

>It will be the last piece in our effort to make our hearts and souls into one.

>she cried and we kissed.

>after that we agreed that she will still meet me, but not in the schools gate

>at that time I had a new mission: find the fucker who started the rumor.

>it took me a few days, to find out

>I had help, not so good at speaking guy helped me.

>he asked about the things, and most of my classmates directed him to the same guy.

>lets call him kike.

>you guys could figure it why I gave him that name

>so I learned that it was kike, who spread rumors about me.

>he was the only jew in the class, and he started to hate me after some joke I made.

>the joke if you guys want to know it was this:

>What is the difference between santa and a jew? Santa goes down the chimney.

>somehow that joke was a shoah to him.

>so I had to somehow destroy a jew

>It took me a lot of time to think about a good final solution

>but I did it...I only needed one tiny bit of help.

>catguy....

>told sis what happened

>she was angry as fuck

>meanwhile, started to become friends with catguy...

>since he was an autistic faggot it wasn't that hard.

>he loved to play the piano, asked him to listen a few songs.

>done. after 3 weeks he starts to trust me

>good

>tell him about that he should show the others his works. he agrees

>he shows one of his masterpiece "music of the lions"

>it is shit, like a monkey could do better.

>turns out full red, starts to cry like a bitch leaves the classroom.

>only comes back an hour later

>lunch break

>I go to him and tell him, that it was a really nice song

>he doesn't believe me, I say...and this is where me plan starts to work

>you know, I heard after you left the classroom, that kike was really happy, and congratulated to a lot off people.

>I looked into his eyes, trying to look simpatic as possible

>I don't want to tell you this, but I think kike was the one, behind this incident

>catguy is furious, start making lion roars and other animal noises.

>It worked.

>So catguy is in full rage

>heads right into classroom.

>wants to go to kike, but teacher just arrived.

>he sits right next to kike

>OHGODTHISISGONNABEGOOD

>some guys are playing with water pretending to spit on eachother.

>one gets somehow catguy

>autism rage.

>he stands all, grabbs about 4 books and starts hitting kikes head with them.

>teacher and class confused as fuck

>catguy gets off from chair and tries to lift it

>he fails miserabbly

>teacher arrived, catguy punched her, then tried to attack kike again, kike was crying out of fear.

>teacher finally was able to grab autismo, and ordered some other students to go to the principals office.

>catguy scream, that he dindunuffin

>we never seen him again, later it revealed that he had something wrong with his brain (No shit) and that kike triggered him

>privatly told our headteacher about kike spreading rumors about me and my sister.

>kike had to go to another school later

>nobody knew that I did all off this.

>after that school was good

>made a lot of friends, some of them even were in my apartment, they even liked sis

>and mostly sis liked them too

>It was sis' 14th birthday

>we were at home, since dad didn't have any money and sis didn't have any friends

>we gave her presents, dad bought her a mobile, a walkman type

>from me she got a nice watch

>when I gave it to her, we hugged and I whispered into her ears.

>the bigger present will be in the bed at night

>she was all red

>so this will be the day.

>I have already did everything for it

>had a few condoms, with me, just in case.

>night time arrived.

>sis was on the bed, she had her panties and one of my t-shirts on

>so she was there lying on the bed, her panties were baby blue

>somehow that made me even hornier

>I climbed onto the bed, over her, I was just a few centimetres above her.

>at first I kissed her forehead, than her nose, her mouth, her neck

>After that I went straight down, kissing her toes, licking her leg all the way up

>licking her panties while they were still on her.

>my heart beat so fast it started to hurt

>I didn't care, because this was the moment what I was waiting for.

>she was starting to get wet, so while I licked her panties, my hands were playing with her boobs.

>she pulled off her shirt, her titties were magnificent.

>My heart started to hurt.

>still didn't gave a fuck

>with her hand she gestured me for a kiss, I did it

>we kissed, my left hand was playing with her down there, while our tongues were playing.

>she grabbed my dick and started to jerk it.

>my heart was hurting like hell...I needed to stop...

>it has been more than a year since my operation, I thought my heart got strong enought for this.

>I was wrong...

>sis noticed it, and she started to panic, I had to lie down, catching my braeth.

>doing some heart massage that they taught me, back then

>her eyes were full of tears, one minute ago she was in heaven now she was in hell

>it tooked about 15 minutes for my heart to become normal again.

>after that sis hugged me, "I am sorry...sorry...sorry...sorry"

>I had to make myself fit again.

 

>after a long time, this was the first night when sis had a nightmare again.

>she cried out my name during her dream

>it was heartwrecking to see her like that

>what a fool I was, to think my heart is strong enough to handle this...

>I grabbed sis and hold her close during the night

>I didn't sleep that night

>next morning sis was up early

>I noticed that I have morning wood

>sis noticed it too

>she looks at me dead in the eye, she is concerned since last night

>"anon, do you think it is safe for us to do just that, after what happened?" She asked

>I think it is safe for us.

>She smiled. I pull my pants down. My dick was hard.

She opened her mouth, her lips were so soft

>she kissed the head of my dick, then her tongue came out, and started to lick it from the bottom to the head, all the way around

>After a while it was all in her mouth, her saliva was so hot, it made everything feel 100 times better.

>I put my hand on her head, the other was resting on her ass.

>somehow this BJ was different than the previous ones she gave me.

>I cummed into her mouth she almost choked on it.

>after she swallowed my load, she smiled and hugged me.

>"You need to get that heart stronger, anon!" She said in a serious tone.

>after that she pulled down her panties and showed me everything I needed to see

>"do it for the prize, anon!"

>as I mentioned earlier sis used to swim.

>I figured it is a good way to improve my heart, plus we could swim together

>after school meeting with sis, we took a walk to the nearest park, where I told her my plan

>she seemed really happy about it.

>so we started to plan

>swimming with sis is one thing

>seeing her in just some swimmsuit is another thing

>boner needs to be in place

>everytime, before going into the pool, I had to jerk off

>obviously thinking about sis durng that time.

>I liked swimming before the operation, so it was nothing new to me

>still it was strange, somehow,

>The water was so cold that jerking before going there was just a waste of time.

>but still did it everytime, because of sis

>before the operation I could make 4 turns before starting to get tired.

>now I couldn't even finish a half.

>sis arrived a bit later to the pool.

>looking at her

>at her beautifull inoncent body, gave me strength to do it.

>On the first day I did 3 turns, my heart was beating heavily, but I needed to get it stronger.

>after that we went to swim 3 times a week.

 

>it was 2008

>sis needed to find a new school

>she wanted to go to the same high school as me.

>but it wasn't for her.

>we had a few arguments about it, but she finally realized that I was right

>she chose a 5 year old gymnasium

>she still didn't have any idea about her future

>only that she wanted it to be with me

>swimming became easier for me

>my heart was definetly getting stronger day by day

>everytime in the water, the prize was on my mind

>spring has arrived, we were together for more than a year know

>we had a healthy relationship, still no sex, just some oral

>I saw that she wanted more, but at the same time I knew she was concerned about me.

>back in my school, some of my friends were asking me if I liked some of the grills in class.

>I said noo, they are all just bitches, who want nothing but dicks

>my friends were like, "yeah dude that is why you should fuck as many of them as you can."

>"what are you a faggot?" they said laughing

>I wasn't OP, so I wasn't a faggot

>a normal person won't do these degenerate acts, like fuck these bitches

>"Did kike say this to you guys?" I asked them.

>"the kikes want us to behave like this wihout any morals."

>I said, while at the same moment I was just days away from fucking my own sister.

>"nah, he said that a few grills are fuckable, but nah he didn't say that to us."

>"then how do you know that this is the way we are supposed to behave?"

>"Maaan everybody does that, what are you really, some kind of monk? I bet you've never even had a girlfriend..."

>I started to get angry.

>"Just so you know, I had a girlfriend, but she wasn't what I needed in life.

>Mostly the media wants us to believe that it is normal to act like animals, and just fuck everything with two legs."

>my friends looked at me in silence

>BTW this was taking place in the school during a break

>so I continued.

>"The kikes are behind the media, they want us to be as low as the niggers.

>I was full Hitler in my speech by then."

>my headteacher, who was a history teacher too arrived, and heard a few things that I said

>since I was his favourite he didn't do anything

>plus this is eastern europe, we ain't cucks like the western nations.

>history class we are learning about greeks, athens and all that shit

>my mind was on, about what I just said previously.

>I need to save sis from the kike brainwashing.

>after class teacher keeps me inside the room

>OHGOD

>He sat in his chair looking at me, thinking what to say

>I already had an idea

>"So am I in trouble for speaking my mind?" I asked him

>"no, but you have to know that this is hate speech, and you need to keep it quite.

>but it is against my freedom of speach.

>he started to look uncomfortable

>"listen here anon! if you don't keep your extremist views quiet then I can't protect you from other teachers"

>he was right, I had a kike commie teacher, she hated me, and became a total bitch after kike had left the school

>"and anon, for the holocaust memorial day, you have to make a presentation."

>WTF?

>"yes sir..." I replied

>"And nothing antisemitic in them!"

>well fuck

>meeting with sis after school, she was waiting for me, with the usual big smile on her face.

>she noticed something was wrong

>"anon, did they bully you again?" she asked with concern in her eyes

>"no nothing like that, it is something else."

>I looked around to see if anybody who knows me is around

>after that I kissed her, like always

>it was deeper than usual.

>"anon whats wrong?"

>"nothing sis...I am just worried about you."

>"what do you mean?" She was confused

>"this world is a dangerous place for someone as innocent and pure as you"

>"But anon, what we usually do in the mornings and at night and everytime we go to the bathroom, isn't innocent..."

>well I guess you are right, but that's not what I meant.

>"you know, there are people out there, who look like us, but they want to harm us."

>"I see..."

>so at home

>start to tell sis what had happened in school, and that I need to do a presentation

>she says she will help

>I say no, because I don't want her to see some of the pictures.

>downloaded some, already done ppt about the holocaust.

>rewrote something to look like I did it.

>be done with it in about 20 minutes

> after that save it put it on pen drive, go to youtube.

>sis sits on my lap.

>her hair smelled like fresh flovers

>boner started to get bigger, but this time it was a serious matter to talk about

>I told her everything, I fully red pilled her, about the kikes and all that they are doing it

>after that I hugged her

>"so you see sis, this is why I want to protect you from this world."

 

(Editor's note - I feel like a fuckin nazi just editing this, I worry how Heartie feels actually living and writing it. Gonna make his sister into the goddamn Hitler Youth.)

 

 >summer 2008

>dad's alchohol problems start to get even worse

>I stopped renting my flat out, since that was the only safe place for us to stay.

>during these few months sis has started to get a bit of a nazi attitude.

>not the skinhead chick one but the normal one, who wants to be better than the rest of the society, and later help in building it back.

>our bond has become deeper than ever.

>sis started to dress diferently,

>black jeans, white shirt, made her hair in two ponytails

>used heavy black makeup around her blue eyes

>dyed her hair to almost white blonde

>she was almost like a goddess to me

>on my 17th birthday, she showed me her complete outfit. This was the time when she bought her first pair of boots.

 >It was a sunny thursday

>sis woke me up at about 8 o'clock, with a surprise blowjob.

>FEELSGOODMAN

>after, we stayed in bed together in each others arms.

>"you know sis and I know it too, that you want it to go to the next level"

>she looked at me, her face was like she just realized that I was reading her mind

>"anon, you know I love you more than ever, I don't want to take risks with your health. You are more important to me than just sex."

>she then kissed me, and looked straight into my eyes.

>"I will wait, I don't want anybody else to even lay a finger on me, definitely not there. Entry allowed only for you!"

>thank you sis.

>"so, do you want to see your present?" she was excited.

>"I have already seen it."

>she was confused

>"it is here next to me." I said.

>she smiled and kissed me, after that she got up and went to the cupboard.

>she handed me a box, it wasn't that big.

>I opened it. It was a watch, a really nice watch.

>I looked at it than her.

>without waiting for a response, she quickly went to the bathroom to show her other suprise.

>OHGODMAYBE SOME NEW SEXY PANTIES

>After about 15 minutes, she opened the door, and there she was in her full outfit.

>that outfit was insta boner for me, even after the morning BJ

>but there was no time for fun

>father opened our rooms door and gave me my present

>he offered to pay for my driving license, and after that i could use the car

>plus he ordered a cake, so me and sis went to get it.

>seeing sis like this made me really proud and happy.

>some gypsies were eying us, but nothing else

>"you know sis, some leather pants would look great on you."

>"really, anon?"

>"yeah, it would make your perfect ass even more desirable."

>she was silent while thinking

>"maybe.. but others would see it as well, and I don't want that."

>she grabbed her ass

>"only you are allowed to see this"

>we arrived at the shop and got the cake, it was a nice chocolate cake, nothing special.

>after we arrived at home father opened some wine. He got wasted quickly, so sis and I went back to our room.

>when she closed the door she said

>"wait here anon, have a seat, I didn't show you your birthday show"

 >I sat on the bed

>sis stands in front of me

>she starts the mini hi-fi I had back then

>some good martial industrial music

>she starts to unbutton her shirt one by one

>dick is hard

>she takes her shirt off

>nice solid white bra

>in a moment, bra is on the floor

>now for the jeans

>she gestures with her hand for me to come there

>I stand up and go to her, she wraps her arms around my neck

>"Happy birthday anon! I love you"

 >put hands into her pants at first

>than into her panties

>she is already so warm

>starting to make out

>fingers playing with her during this.

>she is starting to get really wet

>pulls pants down

>panties soaking by now

>"anon, are you sure your heart is strong enough by now?"

>I don't know sis...but if we do it slowly that might be a better way."

>so I got onto the bed. sis was on top of me

>she grabbed my dick and gently started to put it into her

>OHSHITCONDOM

>sis we don't have a condom

>"don't worry, I will buy some after pills in the morning"

>well okay....

>she was sooo tight, my heart was pounding, but didn't hurt like last time

>swimming really was good for my heart

>once inside her, it was like heaven on earth.

>she was so wet and hot

>she slowly started to ride it

>nice and slowly

>my heart was pumping like hell, still only a minimum pain.

>she moaned out of pleasure

>man she was so tight...

>It only took me about 5 minutes until I came inside her

>best birthday present ever