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If it’s because of me I think that I know why, it’s because people don’t really like talking to me and you might be the same and that would be sad I know that people and i’m talking about others always say that i’m strange and that I talk strange things so I thought i’d try not to say strange things but that just makes me think more and new and strange and colorful, that was not a good word, but maybe you understand anyway so if I want to say something I don’t really know how, and then the words are not the same as the thoughts because something goes wrong on the way out, but it’s not like the thoughts are really the thing I should be saying, it’s more like the idea of the thought or the feeling of the idea or the idea of the feeling, but it’s not really any of those either because there is no word for it unless I invent a new one which is not really useful, so I don’t even know if it would be any better if I just could say the thought, there is no telepathy that’s real telepathy isn’t there I think it’d be terrible and useful at the same time but right now I wouldn’t mind because misunderstanding is so easy but understanding is not