Won't make this too long. But during the week of AGDQ, a lot of things happened where it ended up to the point where my dad overdosed and was sent to the ER. He's a bad alcoholic and tends to say things about wanting to be gone and such. I honestly understand how he feels because I tend to feel the same way. It's a very stressful environment to be in. He should be discharged this week so all is fine.

Anyway, thank you all for your support. It really does mean a lot. It's a nice escape from this daily thing. Which is why I tend to act like a spas most of the time to just hide it all. But I'll probably drop the spaz act unless ppl don't like how differently I am. But seriously I can't appreciate it enough.