Wally's Dairy

11/26/14 Dear diary,

I'm so dumb. I'm really really really dumb. Uncle was worried about my asthma so he wouldn't let me go to Mauville alone. I love Uncle, but I feel like me and Ralts would have been fine on our own. You'll never believe what happened when we got to Mauville. As soon as we reached the main square I started looking for the gym because I was so excited to fight Mr. Wattson. I was about to walk in when I saw Anon walking to the gym too, just like in the dream! I was so surprised that I started getting all nervous and my face was getting red. I knew what I had to do, but I was so scared of messing up. I asked him to battle me, and he accepted. It was just me and Ralts, but Anon had a full team of really strong Pokemon. Ralts was knocked out in two turns, and the battle was over. I'm happy that Anon has gotten so strong, but I wish that I could have done better. I wish I was strong enough for him to be proud of me. After the battle I tried to confess my feelings to him, but I got too nervous and started choking up. He had a confused look on his face and that made me even more embarrassed. I told my Uncle that I would challenge the gym another time, and we went back home. I was so lucky to have a coincidence like this happen to me, and I wasted it. Thinking about it now, I don't think this was such a good idea after all. When I first met Anon, I was really confused and worried about the feelings I got around him. I still am in a lot of ways, but I now know that I want to be close to him, even if we are both boys. I don't want him to have to feel confused and sad like I did. It's not fair of me to burden him with these weird feelings, or gross him out with these weird thoughts I have about him. I wish I didn't feel this way, but I can't make the feelings go away no matter how hard I try. I think I'm gonna go to bed now. I hope I don't dream about Anon anymore, for his sake.

Goodnight, diary. Love, Wally


11/25/14 Dear diary,

Last night I had another dream about Anon. I was going to challenge Mr. Wattson at the Mauville gym, and there he was! We talked for a little while about how he helped me catch Ralts and how much fun being a trainer is, and then we had a battle. Anon was pretty strong, but me and Ralts were able to beat him. He said I was super strong and cool and that he was proud of me, and that made me really happy. I felt so confident that I told him how I felt right then and there! At first he was surprised, but then he took my hands and told me he felt the same way. I could feel my face going red and my eyes starting to get all watery, and then he leaned in close. I closed my eyes and we had both of our first kisses at the same time. It was the best feeling I've ever felt! Just thinking about it now makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. When we finally finished, I was so happy that I wrapped my arms around Anon and buried my face in his chest. He put one of his arms around me and put the other one on my head, gently stroking my hair. He felt so warm and smelled nice, and the way he rubbed my head was really comforting. Anon's so sweet. That dream got me feeling really energized, so I decided I'm going to go to Mauville to face Mr. Wattson tomorrow. I'm going to spend all day training with Ralts, but I think I have to go wash my sheets first...

Wish me luck! Love, Wally