An Evaluation

Hey Everyone, I thought I'd sit down for a moment and decide to evaluate my life over the last couple of years, ever since discovering speedrunning in 2014 and trying it first hand, my life has been a roller-coaster, these last few years I've grown and seen a different side to myself and changes to myself mentally and psychologically.

The last couple of years have been hard for me, I lost a few family members in this time and have lived past that very solidly and happily. That is all I wish to say on this subject.

Mentally, life has been more draining and I've been finding it hard to find happiness and enjoyment in almost anything I do, I've found myself to be more aggressive and confronting than I would've liked and have started fights and arguments almost over nothing (Hell, it was probably about nothing but I made it a big deal because my brain is fucked idk) And now recently, I've just been feeling generally down and out of everything, I've felt tired basically all the time (I'm currently debating whether i may have CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) or whether my sleeping is ineffective and redundant.)

Speedrunning wise, I've basically broken off from that, I found myself more complaining than succeeding in the games I play and have no since found many casual games that I will play to relax (Town of Salem, Minecraft, Rocket League, Command % Conquer Games and recently Halo) and I've been feeling pretty calm and collected playing these and it really helps me. I'm not saying I will never speedrun (I'm considering a few games atm and plus EtD is never gonna get optimized if I die off :) ) but it's on an extended hiatus for now (I'm still down for bingo cause that shit isn't serious and I love talking to people.

I would like to thank a few people who I've felt happy talking to recently and over the last years, and they are as follows

	Cyclone637
	Ikkatosh23
	Wedc517
	Chey (flopplemop)
	Erin (ferianjay)

Thank you guys! <3

Obviously there are others that i enjoy talking to, but those 5 are by far my favourite people to talk to.

Thanks y'all!
			-Yeswally1